I have now been at these blogs for well
over a year, for this one was the first, and a little over a year for
all the others.
Now as I have stated previously I have
not been able to acquire as much as I would have liked for many while
one or two I did provide more that I thought I would. This one and
the British Wildlife one being examples, possibly only ones, of the
latter. I also stated that I had a great deal of plans to get through
I referred to as phases. Now it may well be seen by many that I have
provided a hell of a great deal and everything that I possess but
this is not the case. I have been rather forgetful for quite some
time and not only do I recall things I forgot to cover but added to
this my data I made available is only around 10% of everything that I
have.
This data takes over 50GB to store at a
wild guess and likely is more. Of course my increasingly forgetful
nature has now turned out to be part of the affliction that affects
the different parts of my body and called Fibromyalgia. Discovering
this not only explained that but just about everything right down to
the fact I have never been able to get to grips with my symptoms. Not
an easy thing for me to accept I can tell you. Knowing this know
helps me a great deal as there is a whole list of questions bouncing
around within my head that have now vanished. Boy am I happy about
that.
Now there are a number of things that I
have been missing in the way of tools that would have allowed me to
provide more input into all of my blogs, including this one. I call
it the 'Productivity Shopping List'. Mostly this is to do with a
working environment, which is literally terrible even if I had no
physical problems. Some of them are to do with access to the things
or places that could help me. As I also stated I have done all that I
have with next to nothing and ask for nothing in return though I dare
say there may have been a fair few that in the beginning might have
thought this unrealistic and even impossible. Yes it would have
seemed like that to me on many occasions too but I was never one to
give up quite so easily. So before I lead on to a list of intentions
and possibilities I thought it might be an idea to show a couple of
lists?
But before I do I would like to mention
a little something I have spoken about with a number of people. That
is fund raising and before anyone thinks 'ooh here we go', stop. My
blogs are free and always will be, my books wont, lol, because I do
intend to make a career out of all this and become self-employed and
self-sustaining. But try as I might and with unreasonable amounts by
com0panies that really want free advertising for a lifetime before
you get any payback I also need to explain, especially if you are not
British, that there is no help in this country. I say that with
certainty as the chances are that I have covered or referred to my
many attempts to seek help with various authorities. It became
apparent, after starting to work in my own store and then having to
give it up, that I would have to do this myself and without any
interference from anyone. Unfortunately this is something that all
public offices right up to the cabinet, Downing Street I mean not
Mahogany furniture! I heard about a website called Kickstarter and
what I heard sounded like a great idea. I had meant to look for
months but kept forgetting but then I was not too keen on going this
fund raising type route and swore to myself that my blogs would go
for at least a year for each and every one before I would even
consider doing this. At least to show that I was dedicated to it and
that it was and is a passion of mine to do all this. Unfortunately it
stated something on the Kickstarter web-page that said they 'do not
accept people wanting others to fund their lives' which when I read I
thought oh crap, that would basically be what I am asking or seem to
be. Though this is not strictly true of course as a glimpse on here
and all my other blogs show that I have been attempting to help
others as well as educate them too. If they WANT to be helped and
educated that is as it is purely down to them. I can only light the
way I cannot tread your footsteps for you. Well actually I may be
able to tread some of them but that I will get to in a later
paragraph.
So there were two things and one
consisted of this shopping list of tools that would help me be more
productive, and therefore help more people, and the other being
intentions which would also help more people. But I would need to
email several firms to see if this is possible and about little
details like the costs. Sounds mad and totally impossible but that is
not the point. The journey can be more educational and enlightening
than the destination as the crew of Apollo 13 discovered, as
heartbreaking as it was for them.
Now for the first of two lists...
PRODUCTIVITY LIST
1 – WORK SPACE COMPUTER
(build it and cover it in the blog)
The current position I am sitting in
and the placing of my body and the monitor of the laptop is not
ideal and causes me to NOT want to switch it on when I come in.
Gets painful, uncomfortable and strains my eyes.
This would consist of motherboard,
APU (all in one AMD chip so no extra graphics), RAM, SSD Drive and
HDD Drive. A monitor and possibly a second one fitted to a clamp
monitor holder with a swivel arm so I can sit more comfortably on a
sofa to do my typing.
2 – TABLET COMPUTER
This I am undecided about as I have
never really liked them because I think they are a con. You pay the
same price for the top ones as a far more powerful laptop. They do
not have a proper keyboard so you need to buy one making them even
more expensive. They have this forced upgrade policy where you are
forced to buy a new one after 18 months or so.
But they are bloody handy and super
portable. I can take one with me and not notice it is there and
work on my blogs from anywhere that I am. Of course there are a load
of other benefits too.
A better bet would be an, though I
would hate to admit it and those that know me as soon as I say the
word, Apple Laptop! YUKK!! APPLE!!! A 13 inch err whatever they are
called would be the more sensible option. But these are not cheap and
I am not sure I could live with myself handing over £1,000 to
Apple?! LOL.
3 – TRAVELLING
Obviously the word 'CAR' would be the
obvious choice here but that is a distant dream presently.
More sensible right now, if these
Amitriptyline get their dosages raised and work even better, would
be to travel by train and spend a few days in places. Mainly to do
with wildlife but also may be able to capitalise on other things
while there. Local stores, people, experts and likely other things
that do not spring to mind right now. I cover a dozen subjects so
the list could be fairly long.
That list could be longer but you get
the general idea of where I am going here, hopefully.
The other list many might find a little
more intriguing and can be quite productive. At the moment I can only
think of one thing that is on this list, there may be others but the
one I am very aware of right now is the main one and an idea I have
had for a long time...
1 – GETTING A SOLICITOR
Strange as it
seems and despite my previous mentions and attempts at obtaining a
solicitors services they are generally unhelpful, well the crap
ones are.
I have had this
idea since before the blogs even started about hiring a solicitor
with my own money?! Yes you read that correctly and with one sole
purpose that will sound mad but will make3 you think long and hard
about it....
TAKE THE
BRITISH GOVERNMENT TO COURT!
Now I know what
many people I know would say as well as many in my family... 'Do not
be stupid, how can you do that? You would never win!' ooh but au
contrere! You do not have to WIN to actually WIN do you now? Think
about it for a moment.
I stated earlier
on in this post that it is the journey that can turn out to be the
most educational and indeed the most productive. An endeavour that
would be covered on here, raise an eyebrow with the media and along
the way get a great deal of people thinking and realising the truth?!
Possibly?
So to define it
better it would matter not what a Judge ruled at the end of it but
along the way enough could be revealed or even just hinted at to make
more people realise the truth which would force many changes for the
better. How long this would take I do not know and could take a year
or could take three years. However the one thing I cannot get past
would be the costs. Presently and for the foreseeable future this is
simply way out of sight. Well sort of! I would happily fund that it
is to save my country from going down the toilet or buy its soul back
from the current owner, the devil lol. I do intend to email a few
people and try to find out exactly what a mad scheme like this would
cost and how long it would take. I think it would be one hell of a
ride and possibly do a great deal of good. Kind if like when I paid
£10 for someone else's fine for getting caught on a train without a
ticket! When a few hundred people were looking and the ticket
inspector sat down in utter shock at what I just did I was asked why
I did it? I simply said one thing after a smile crept across my
face...
“It was worth
the £10 to see the looks on everyone's faces.” which was then
followed by a roar of laughter.
People take notice
when you do something out of the ordinary. For those that have
realised and read enough of my posts people need a jolt. A shock if
you like. Think of it like shaking someone to make them wake up but
without the physical shaking of course. I do that a lot and in many
ways and at times I could be accused of being a little cruel.
I do get angry at
things done by the authorities and although I set about doing things
knowing that the people I am dealing with will do nothing with feeble
excuses and very possibly lies to I still get angry. Unfortunately,
or fortunately it could be argued, I am saddened and maddened by this
complete waste of space and money and I still get angry all the same.
I then USE this anger to react as it is very often the case that the
best titbits for me to use is when I suddenly respond with anger and
even name calling. That barrage I then send them or tell them to
their faces then has them struggling for the words to string together
for excuses and their reasoning to provide me to abate the anger. Or
even to just have me go away, lol.
I call this method
the 'Shaking the Tree' and 90% of the time provides the best results.
An unfortunate but necessary thing to do. You cannot just stroll up
to people or organisations and ask them for the secrets or expect
them to just come out with the details to provide pieces to the
jigsaw. This is especially true when your talking to people you are
well aware are likely just pawns and fall guys and do not even know
why they are telling me the crap that they are or that the people
they work for fully intend for them to take to blame when they get
found out.
You can see this
in motion right at this very instance in time, I love it when things
fall into place to suit me and this blog, lol. It has been reported,
and I covered it very recently, the one bank has been found to be
deliberately tricking and conning people so that they can get a hold
of their property and assets? This is the Royal Bank of Scotland but
I dare so will be a number of others too which will likely come out
over time. I also stated that many of them got out of debt rather
quickly too many months ago in another post. Now this has been
revealed the head of RBS have appointed a solicitor to investigate or
as I like to think of it...to find someone down the line they can pin
it all on?!?!
It is simply a
complicated modern method of plausible denial. Pure and simple.
The trouble is we
know now that banks have been doing it. Through this blog many of you
now realise that all public and many private companies have been up
to no good and that they will all have contingency plans to pin the
blame on someone further down the hierarchy.
Now consider the
fact that we are told that we are wrong in not working when we cannot
and the government drive you with the proverbial whip to work for
companies whereby you will be set-up to be the fall guy in the event
that their dastardly plans go south for the winter?!
What they have is
a level of distrust that they are only making worse by continually
showing that they are flouting the rules and laws so badly because
they have been helped and told that they can easily get away with it.
They will not be punished for their dastardly plans and that sends
out a message that lying, fiddling and crime is OK. Yes they say
openly that crime is not OK but that is not the message that is
received. Quite the opposite in fact and they have been doing it now
for what seems like an eternity and they continually make it worse.
Oh but like everything else they will blame it on someone and
eventually each other. By this time they would have completely
destroyed England and all it residents.
From older people
right the way down to children you will see a degenerating society
whereby the actions towards their peers will be increasingly vile.
I digress.
So to achieve this
turnaround I can reach more people by way of a legal battle against
those responsible. While doing this I can also show that no matter
what I have NOT befallen their trap, whether they intended this or
are just plain stupid. I refuse to be changed into something I am not
nor want to be because of the selfish and misguided actions of those
in power.
I flatly refuse to
become a degenerate and a scheming liar.
They should not
take this as a weakness either and I am fully capable of kicking the
arses of those that deserve it. I am fully capable of going that
extra mile for those that are pure evil and never change and care not
or even wish to take the lives of others.
Well I think I
pretty much made that crystal clear already.
So how can all
this be put into motion?
Well if I give in
and decide to place on simple button with each of the blogs pages,
that is how. A simple 'donation' button. To increase my input and do
this endeavour I can simply place a button for others that believe
this would be productive and do that which I stated I would be happy
to do. Had the earnings started arriving when I wanted them to I
would not have considered it.
The beauty of the
button is that it will be there to simply have people donate whatever
they wish to and I would certainly not ask for any figure. It could
be 10 pence or ten pounds, it really would not matter to me but to
others it could show that they took part in something that may turn
out to be something big. Something that changed things nationally or
even globally. Possibly? If of course I decide to do it.
The truth is I am
undecided. The idea of the legal action has been rattling around in
my head for several years. The idea of the contributions button has
only been rattling around my head for about four months, if that. I
told someone in my family a few months ago that the time of me
accepting help from any one has long since past. That really has not
changed at all. But even deciding to place the dreaded button there I
of course face somewhat of a conundrum...
The idea of the
blog was to each as many people as I could within the UK so that they
would see the truth. My total visitors thus far is over 70,000 and at
the end of the day I do not know how many even believe this country
can be saved? Or indeed they want to save it? Or think it is even
possible? A contributions button and the legal action may be moot
points already, or even just one is a moot point?
Despite my many
claims throughout the life of this blog I simply do not know!
If I DO decide to
add the dreaded button it would only ever be optional and will not
happen just yet as I am still mulling it over and may yet decide not
to do it.
But then on the
other hand at least people may realise that any money donated would
actively be shown to be trying to change things for the better. Far
better than funding say a protest march or marches and likely to be
far more productive.
Well I say that
but really I mean in my estimations and hat was what I had planned if
all else failed.
I simply cannot
decide whether this is a good idea or not but keep telling myself
there is no harm in trying. The donation button itself may even be an
experiment on its own and show me what people really think? I would
rather see a million people donate a penny than one person donate a
million pounds! And yes I know that the million pounds is more money
than the million pennies which is indeed why I said it!
LMAO!