THE SINKING SHIP

Do not even know what country I am in any longer.

A common thought I have as I make my way around dealing with several pains and God knows what else is .. if someone had told me as a child what was awaiting me in my adulthood .. I would have thrown myself off the first bridge I found!

Been lied to for years and left to suffer over money by one major party.

Screwed over by the other over money and in favour of other people who are not very nice and mostly not deserving of anything.

Cannot even begin to explain how that feels and they have done this to my family, my daughter too as well as me.

Everyone that even gets to discover half the details are completely stunned at what they discover and many leftists have totally and utterly failed tp pick up on my motivation.

Vengeance.

Could never side with the leftists today as this means being dishonest and pushing false information as facts and I would rather face a firing squad than do this.

Was asked by Age UK not long ago to lie to the DWP. Cannot do that.

DWP and an incompetent HMCTS Judge treated me as a liar. Oddly they have done the same to my daughter and even my grandchildren .. all to save money. No support as we are not the right .. types.

This is not been lost on a friend of mine who was a social worker for over 20 years who consistently tells me I have the life from hell and the way I have been treated is abysmal.

He never believed my harsh warning but has since realised, as so many others have, that even before starting this blog .. I was right. Him and his teacher girlfriend, African I might add, have even talked about fleeing the UK. As have others.

Never forget hearing Nigel Farage talk on the BBC's HardTalk years back. Loved what he had to say and told everyone I know to listen to him.

I pushed and pushed about him everywhere I could.

My life for over a decade has been one catastrophe after another and each time I have planned to do something .. something .. or someone .. has come along and wrecked it.

Sometimes these come in quick successions as they did the last week I talk about in my last post.

Then just when I think that we are heading for something it all goes astray .. then astray again .. and then astray some more.

• Nigel Farage leaves UKIP who then seem to be in a mess
• Then he stops talking about the things that made him popular
• Gets a job at LBC, do not even get me started on that one
• Then starts up the Brexit Party, hated the name
• Then lets a load of Tories in I thought was a bit odd
• Boris Johnson becomes PM ..
• Like I stated he starts talking about deals .. as if suddenly privy to some information
• Information I have suspected for some time and tagged all this #ProjectDistraction
• Then he pulls candidates out of the elections
• This pissed me off no end and left me and others shaking our heads
• Then at the 11^th hour they all flee with a video promoting the Tories

Now the wind just left my sails of late and then I had another series of catastrophes to go along with that the last week.

Lost all interest in the General Election .. and my fears that we were being played started to look like I was right .. AGAIN?!

Its almost like they are asking themselves ..

“How do we keep our jobs while at the same time scuttle the ship named Brexit?”

Then you have the Labour Party made up of fake socialists who promote violence, anitsemitism and are biased in favour of others over their own.

Those that follow Jeremy Corbyn have no farcking idea of what a socialist system is and as soon as they feel its effects most will live to regret being such naïve fools.

You know you do not get to own anything, right? ANYTHING!

Nice phones? Gone.

Nice cars? Gone!

And so on and so forth!

Heard two friends in the street earlier as I hobbled back in pain and one asked “Who are you voting for?” and her friend replied “Oh I do not know, I do not trust any of them!”

Heard a socialist on the phone to her mother state “There are now only two white families on this estate and it is not fair. Things have gone way too far.”

They have done nothing but lie, conspire, cheat and worst of all betray their own people and for me its the people that make a country. That is how I see it.

More and more people believe what I stated all along .. that they do not really run the country and are just puppets to puppet masters. Have any of them ever carried out that which they promised?

What is even more worrying is the complete and utter morons willing to betray democracy to have a referendum result overturned which will plunge Britain into a civil war. Superiority Complexes without a shred of intellect but totally amoral and utterly dense.

If I was literally stabbed by two people and the authorities came to me and said “We can let each of them go but only with your say so” my answer would be “No, do not let either of them go”

So WHY would I vote for either of them?

They think everyone is wonderful and human and let a load of people in for years but ..

• Built no social housing
  • Meaning displacement and who ends up on the streets? Even disabled people
• Made no improvements to the NHS
• No improvements to transport, though a new underground line will open soon, or has, that is over a decade overdue and need more
• No improvements to other services
• Police seem to have gone backwards and totally incompetent
• Then you have all the shite that comes with this, gangs, violence, rape and terror attacks
• This is sooo beyond incompetence its almost as if ..
• They want the country to collapse or descend into civil war?
• But they complain they are not paid enough though, eh?

Now what is scary about this, as if this was not enough, is just how many people I have been followed by from around the world that think the same things of their countries, or very similar.

• Germany
• Italy
• Netherlands
• United States
• Canada
• France
• Australia
• England
• Wales
• Scotland

All these people are living in fear, not to mention Israelis I know that have now fled the UK, of what the future brings and they live in fear of the hard-left they feel are taking over, despite us being in the majority.

Well when you speak to them they ..

• Lie their asses off
• Promote lies as truth
• Truth as lies
• Oppress
• Bully
• Dox You
• Character Assassinate
• Report the hell out of you and lie about it
• On a thread of 50 people only three leftists could see my posts
• Was reported 7 or 8 times .. but none of them did it
• They scheme and manipulate
• They are antisemitic

As far as that last one goes I find this odd. They call everyone Nazis but they dislike the Jews and support others that also dislike the Jews and would like to wipe them off the face of the Earth.

Not sure it was Goebbels that said 'accuse others of that you are guilty' Well these people do this all the time and many times each and every day.

They are Nazis and are vary, very scary no doubt all planned out by the likes of John McDonnell, despicable human being, Momentum and even the likes of Hope Not Hate.

Do not know who is worse, then or the EU right now?

Then there is the flip-flopping. Corbyn wants out of the EU .. then sounds unsure .. for the longest time .. then he does not.

Fires someone for being anti-Semitic who must be confused as he was recently posted about on various social media for telling Iran TV that “Israel has no right to exist”

Quite how he has followers is beyond me.

But like many say there has been a lot of indoctrination going on. The Puppeteers require their pawns for success and what better to acquire a lot of stupid, naïve and easily led ones?

Even a socialist I know is beginning to realise its all about indoctrination and she was prey to it a long time ago, standing out with the SWP tabloid in the ice and snow. Evil leftists telling her she is right all the time. Clever use of psychology.

You are encouraged into the socialist was by them putting your arm around you and telling you constantly that you are right. They rely on the Dunning-Kruger Effect to do their work for them after that.

The problem with the socialists today is in the difference they have with the Nazis from World War 2.

Because a bunch of middle-class white people blame their own for everything and want them to pay but never themselves. Innocent people, I might add.

They have this attitude that everyone is equal, when they are not and that is down to culture, and then single people out they dislike, which was mostly white men but now anyone white that is not themselves. N ice people. And it gets worse.

They have a funny idea about punishment. Was to let people off for heinous acts performed in recent time but then want to lock people up or ruin them over something they said a decade or more ago.

I have not been happy with the way this country has been run for a long, long time and it has gotten worse. Hated Labour under Blair and do not like the Conservatives because of the lies and obsession with money. They have both screwed over people with disabilities and it infuriates me no end when Corbyn idiots insist that austerity was started by the Conservatives. No it was Tony Blair and I have a conversation about this with a psychiatrist while he was in power.

They had quietly taken away disability to all those suffering with mental health problems and I was told not even the psychiatrists were told

Having a lifetime of horror knowing full well you have been screwed over by both sides is not a nice place to be. Especially when those horrors would prove to be more than unbearable for most. It is a miracle that I am still in the land of the living and am asked often how I have managed to survive. My answer is a simple ..

“I do not know”

However, that being said I know my numbers, something that socialist after socialist does not who seem to think you can just make numbers up out of your ass. Or they eye a money-pot they think will still be available to them once you have your socialists system in place. Except you do not

Any manufacturing of anything decent will not make money to pay the taxes required .. mostly because you get to own very little on a socialist system. So that's money lost. So it would be sold overseas. Probably by the government.

Not only do you have sales go down but you also have 'research & development' goes down. Eventually you lose out to the competition overseas.

The only hard-left country that now seems to be getting grips on this, and it has taken them a very long time, is China.

China has a human right issue, a Hong Kong issue and many are not happy.

China is also a very big country with a lot of varied landscapes and a lot of people. It is not Britain and remember .. it has taken them a long, long time to get to where they are now.

Just do not see how firms in a socialist system can compete when you have almost all over countries with a capitalist system. You could count on one hand the things available out of Russia and China years ago.

The issue is not us needing to acquire more cash its the sheer waste of it in the UK from not fixing people sick or broken so they can operate to their full potential .. but also the growing number of people that get, despite not deserving, of salaries while sitting on their arse.

Its therefore been no shock to me that I have predicted a collapse for a very long time, before anyone else, and see it finally arrive. Well maybe a little.

Talk of getting rid of the Primary Care Trusts? Did not happen.

Talk of reforming the DWP and making it fairer and more efficient? Did not happen.

Talk if improving the NHS? Did not happen.

Talk lately of getting rid of the House Of Lords? Will not happen.

It is staggering to me that all these vastly overpaid people get paid to rant and whinge and do nothing but complain they are not paid that much .. for doing nothing and cannot work out the maths.

Meanwhile those that do carry out physical work and in this list are farmers and the fishing industry do things that benefit people and struggle.

In a socialist system you end up with an even larger number of people living lives of luxury for doing nothing while the workers slave away to provide this for them.

Jeremy Corbyn has come out with some bonkers ideas that you do not even crunch the numbers to realise will fail.

With no money they are going to increase everything, build loads of houses and shite and make people work less? Does not add up.

At the same time they plan to give criminals £70 per week?

https://www.express.co.uk/news/politics/1126957/Murderers-rapists-paedophiles-Labour-plan-public-money

This idiot leader very literally thinks that by appeasing everyone he will just get more votes and he literally thinks, as in '1984', he can prevent people from being individuals and turn them into obedient robot? This has never ended well and normally at the cost of a lot of lives after long periods of suffering.

Corbyn, McDonnell and their naïve followers literally think, once again, you can undo millions of years of evolution in a few years? No .. no you cannot. Funny how they are all big on nature and then totally ignore it when it suits their agenda, no? What they are after is thousands of years away IF it arrives at all.

Then there is the issue of the wrong types of truths being told and what they do to you no matter how high up in their ranks you are. What they did to Sarah Champion MP was just totally disgusting and inhuman.

You can NEVER have any kind of system based on lies. They also need to learn that 'charity begins at home'.

https://standpointmag.co.uk/issues/september-2017/counterpoints-september-2017-sarah-champion-julie-bindel/

Even the likes of Tony Robinson, Maureen Lipman and Patrick Stewart have expressed their disillusion publicly, so God knows what they say behind closed doors, eh?

I spent years telling a socialist I am related to, no one she knows agrees with her and most now do not speak to her much, “It is a nice idea if it worked .. but it simply wont work. It does not add up and never has. People are just not built that way”

Even Labour MP, or ex-Labour MP, Margaret Beckett admitted she was a 'moron' to vote that all sides in the Labour Party deserve a chance as she regrets Corbyn being leader.

His childish stubborn attitude at refusing to step-down and fending off attempts to get rid of him not only shows the deep psychological issues he has .. but his followers that hate the Tories do not even realise he is so bad he is keeping the Tories in power.

Here was the most previous article concerning Tony Robinson, now only if someone could tell him about the Gilets Jaunes and them protesting right across France, if not most of Europe, against the EU he might shut up over Brexit?

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/politics/2019/05/03/baldrick-actor-tony-robinson-quits-labour-45-years-says-corbyns/

My health has worsened and I have had everything taken away from me. People that know the story are in constant shock and disgust at the system and the way I have been treated and there were saying this to me several years ago before the worst got started. Two African women told me this, a mother and daughter .. “You are treated like a second class citizen by your own country” and they would be shocked if they knew what had gone on since then.

Do not even get me started on the completely bonkers LibDems the leader Jo Swinson sounding crazy, has a husband behind Transparency UK who failed to respond to me years ago and I now realise is linked to the EU.

Here is Reverend Simon Sideways, surprising me, by expressing that he has felt the same way I have been feeling and runs through what has gone wrong, as I have done.

He runs through the Brexit Party problems as well as the Gilets Jaunes in France along with the pensions people get in various European countries to here in the UK.

And here he is talking about how all the politicians are liars at the most crucial time in Britain's history ..

He is right it IS all a shit show and all because people are naïve or ignorant, suffer from the Dunning-Kruger Effect, all think they have a magic bullet and willing to risk the country they live in. All for not doing their research?

Countries will fall, and ARE falling, all because of the egos or selfish wants of people willing to ignore the facts to get what they want? Certainly seems like it?

Have stated for years that the European Union will fall and recently I have stated that it would be within 3 to 7 years, started that one about 6 months back.

Recently a shocking report came out that the United Nations are nigh on bankrupt and not paying staff?

The trouble with these governments and services that rely on the people and the flow of money and taxes is keeping it going when it all goes wrong. They have been trying to hide this for years but absolutely everyone I know personally sees it.

The Gilets Jaunes have been protesting for more than 56 weeks now, in the UK I know groups that have protested for 6 months. Never in modern history have so many protests gone unanswered or ignored.

The Gilets Jaunes have burned countless EU flags but the News Media is not allowed to report on that via something they call a 'D Notice', is something. You might want to consider what else the mainstream news is not telling you?

Google, as I stated since 2016, is in on the censorship and oppressing of information game but you can find videos of Gilets Jaunes burning EU flags on YouTube. Something that the far-left seem have totally missed and then totally ignore.

Time and time again the hard-left show not only their stupidity but also their unwillingness to accept very obvious facts and this goes from Identity Politics though evolution, weather reports, weather predictions (both for global warming), sciences from geology, astrophysics, seismology, volcanology and many others besides. It is almost like if they pretend it is not happening then it is really not happening.

Here are the Gilets Jaunes in Brussels ..

Here they are in Montpellier ..

Paris, I believe ..

Toulouse ..

The list goes on and on and on social media I have posted protests from Germany, Belgium, Holland and many others besides.

But the EU is such a wonderful institution and obviously have run things so very well that they have had the biggest and longest running protests against them in history.

And yet the hard-left and remainers defend them as if they were God himself? It is utter lunacy or as I stated many, many people are just very naïve with a few with vested interests.

In my opinion native British people have been screwed over by their own and now I cannot see it going any other way than a civil war and I have stated this for a few years now. Only back then, was asked a lot about this, I thought it was many years away yet.

I do not think that any more .. but I did used to ask .. would Britain be the first?

So its should be strange, should it not, that France kick off with the largest and longest running protests when it is Britain that has been trying to get out?

So I sit in my house of horrors living a nightmare and I cannot see a way out as I am stopped by a large number of people and organisations at every opportunity.

My condition is even known as the 'suicide disease' and I can see why. Oddly I do not believe I have much more than 5 years anyway. My father and Uncle both died in their mid-fifties not knowing they had the same condition. They were scared of Doctors, my father was not even registered with one.

Only I am far worse than they were and likely because I was involved in a bad car accident back when I was just 13 years old. While blacked out rolled over a bonnet, up a windscreen and onto the roof of a Peugeot 504 Estate before ending up on the tarmac. That is what I was told when I came around.

This condition was missed, possibly, then lied about, definitely, and then ignored over 16 years and I kid you not. Five GP Surgeries and five hospitals.

Always stated this is because it is not a household name and if not they can save a great deal of money. It is not something like cancer or diabetes or even multiple sclerosis and most have not heard of it.

On this list of the most painful conditions several times with Fibromyalgia, something that feels like a heart attack, though not lately, frozen shoulder that prevents me from getting about with my own camera equipment, back pain from dodgy discs a chiropractor spotted the NHS also then ignored. Not including my anxiety, memory problems and skin conditions.

Another person I know who is a Labour voter but wont vote for them sent mt this recent article of the most painful conditions in The Sun tabloid.

Now remember by daughter has Fibromyalgia and another condition she has of Trigeminal Neuralgia is also in the list. Her cervical cancer is not.

https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/10307035/nhs-reveals-20-most-painful-conditions/

I need help. I had three ways out of my predicament, as all others had failed.

• SOCIAL MEDIA & BLOGS
  • Using social media to get the numbers up to my blogs and get the money moving
  • Or to show to the, by then .. or now, many followers that I was being screwed over by social media companies and have someone ake them to court
  • Or perhaps something else would arise .. but that ship has sailed
• MOVE TO NORTH WALES
  • That ship has now sailed and within weeks of hearing this one ..
• BREXIT PARTY
  • After the screw ups above now wont win an election or come anywhere near changing politics as they promised

So you can understand if I am not feeling to great about my prospects?

Also of interest when it comes to socialism is this link ..

https://asaintcalledallnights.blogspot.com/2018/09/the-socialists-dream.html

More of my horror story with Police recordings in this link ..

https://asaintcalledallnights.blogspot.com/2018/08/country-of-damned.html

Along with the above .. a long running series against CO2 being behind climate change they obviously do not want me talking about either along with the last one ..

https://asaintcalledallnights.blogspot.com/2019/01/the-magnetic-flip-side.html

The last one I did in the series, which went above 26 parts I believe .. is this one ..

https://asaintcalledallnights.blogspot.com/2019/12/the-age-of-aquarius-brings-ice.html

Now I have to go out and do something extremely embarrassing to help me hold onto the few marbles I have left.

Not really feeling myself the last 24 hours and I wonder if people will pick up on it on social media?

Oddly I have closing in on, if not now surpassing despite the censorship stick, 12,000 followers and even the two people I talk to regularly, who know where I am at, ask me ..

“I cannot believe you are not making money yet or had any offers of help?”

I can only answer “I know but maybe I am just close? Maybe just another month and something might happen?”

Do not want to be in this building with these three people if my numbers comes up, or worse still, I become immobile!

Unable to do any of the things I enjoy .. watch movies, the ones leftists have not destroyed. Play games and that has been over a year. Listen to music which I did manage to start doing a few months back and normally always have headphones on while out. Did not yesterday and will not today.

Really do not like feeling like this.

Well back from a crap and rough journey back and along with the foreboding I had to hold my walking-stick across my back while under my elbows to stop the pain.

SUBMISSIVE IN POWER

Since being on Twitter, @saintallnights, I simply cannot believe firstly how bad things are and secondly how naïve, stupid and blind large swathes of people are.

Been maintaining for years that the public services are all rotten, incompetent and seem to have their own agendas but this is beyond lunacy.

On stating previously that at times it is like someone is deliberately trying to incite violence via the public services it was only now and then. Since being on Twitter it is not only a constant barrage but beyond any shadow of a doubt that this is what is occurring.

Seemingly led y socialists and their idiocy which is just beyond anything I could have ever imagined and then some.

If this was not obvious already and for weeks now it came into sharp focus when in Germany a father was called a Nazi for stating that his son was killed my a migrant?!

Are you people fucking for real?!

Right you really do not understand words so let me make something very clear to you .. YOUR the NAZIS ..

• Hate Nazis who hated the Jews
• But you hate the Jews
• Love Labour Party who hate the Jews
• Side with Muslims who hate the Jews
• Changing History
• Binning Books in US (burning them in the street too on the nose?!)

• Hate Guns
• Acts of Violence stem from socialists every .. single .. time!

I wont even get into the violence or how you seemingly celebrate at anything done to white people or the fact that you need psychiatric help as many of you are in fact white.

South Yorkshire Police have a hurty-feely phone line and Muslims are running around putting notices on people's street doors telling them to keep their dogs inside and not walk them any longer as they now find dogs offensive, I kid you not!

Try doing something that socialists simply ignore each and every time .. do your research .. you likely have a laptop, PC or smartphone so check!

Another thing that has shocked me is just how leftist, except when it comes to money of course, all the big names are that control social media .. and here in lies the rub ..

Failed to mention that when they got started, didn't they?!

Soo what they did was portaryed themselves as 'social' media outlets when in fact they were not and never have been. They allowed themselves to grow on a deception. They waited until collectively they all had access to everyone and then set out to manipulate everyone.

Only that did not work over Donald Trump did it?

Since then they have been scrambling around in the dirt in the dark.

A continued and unfair, not to mention hypocritical, assault increased on Donald Trump the likes of which I have never seen and unlikely to be seen again. Unless y some miracle Jeremy Corbyn becomes Prime Minister!

Then trying too hard and exposing their true nature the whole #walkaway movement got started in within a few months the leftists controlling social media went into overdrive.

During this time this 'Q' Anon thing popped up. Seemed to get more and more attention and dropping some cryptic clues. Still no idea what it is and if there is anything to it but it is interesting how more and more people are taking notice. Even the BBC and their Newsnight program did something on it. You do not get that attention unless there is some sort of substance to what is going on. I wait to see if anything concrete ever comes from it, along with millions of others.

I am not going to go around on Twatter stating that definitely things are going to come from this whole Q thing because I simply do not know.

Facts, science, maths and history are all ignored by the worst Leftists and they also fail to read profiles and streams along with blogs and when they do they make another assumption ..

Because of my hashtags I get wrongly labelled.

These are tags .. used to attract people and NOT badges of what you believe in or what you think you fucking arse-wipes.

These are the same people that decide to patronise me on how everything works, even on Twitter and despite only tweeting a little over four weeks I end up having to explain to them how they are wrong.

In each long and heated disagreement I have had .. there has been one thing that I always bring up when they tell me I am stupid, not British, racist a greasy Macedonian living in a basement (I kid you not) and no one is going to believe me ..

“Funny as you have been on Twitter for [6 to 8] years and you have amassed [25 to 90] followers in all that time. You do realise I have amassed more than that in a single week, right?!”

Normally at that point the swearing comes in.

Obviously never heard the phrases 'People in Glass Houses .. ' and 'Asking for it'?

They are so sure of themselves with absolutely nothing to back it up in the way of evidence and think everything is just going to magically be OK when Jeremy Corbyn's vision sees the light of day?

NO!! His vision cannot and will not be implemented and even if it did .. you have a large section that will be non-compliant. Islam for a start and then a large section of British, myself included provided I am still here, will not be compliant also.

Tell you what you will achieve?

Civil War!

With the leftist weaklings you have placed within the Police Forces I can tell you what in any civil war you will be wiped out too. Armed Forces? Never .. happen!

What is scary is that the facts are staring them in the face and refuse to believe it. Talk about claiming black is white, these people take to the extreme!

The Muslims have every intention of taking over nations and those that are in power repeatedly show they are powerless over and over again.

I have long had this theory that the reason they appease them is they know it is inevitable and are hoping that when it happens and because they helped that they wont be beheaded, raped, tortured or murdered? Think about it.

IN the meantime the insanity continues but I do see signs that it is dwindling .. just not fast enough right now.

In the UK and I have told people this .. the Conservative Party along with the Labour Party needs to be ousted by both For Britain and UKIP for the top two positions.

What concerns me is that those naïve dolts that continue to insist that it has to be one of the top two parties.

Yeah with the word 'split' now synonymous with both the Conservatives, who are not conservatives, and the Labour Party, now racist towards whites and Jews, then yeah fucking sensible to vote for either of these.

You have a choice at the next election .. doom Britain or save it.

OWNING THE TERM 'RACIST'

I have talked about this many times on my blog.

I have stated that the use of words like 'racist' and 'racism' has not only been twisted but on occasions been in complete contradiction to what the term means. It has led to this utterly ridiculous political correctness crap that I intended would have absolutely no part in my blogs and one of many reasons why I hate politics.

It has been used and abused by a very large number of people to get stuff they want when there is not enough to go around. The end result from that is that both British and mainly British white people have lost out.

My mother was a stout left winger and member of the SWP and even she and some of her party members have stated they have got it wrong and that things have gone way, way too far.

Yet still I see people losing their jobs over it.

I also see a very high level of bad feeling build up over it which is not anyone's fault outside that if the political correctness brigade and one sided human rights groups who have been involved in something and carved out well paid careers for something they clearly know nothing about and have built up all this ill feeling and hatred.

The outcome was always inevitable and I have stated this to friends and family for many years now and even had member of these ethnic minorities agree with me. Because I only have ill feeling for those ultimately responsible, especially if they are paid a handsome salary for it.

Yesterday I was walking around in Halfords looking at bike pedals. I noticed some radio station was being aired and heard something about a row that had broke out due to something completely idiotic and wrong stated by someone.

At Goldsmith's University white people and men were told they were not allowed to attend some event or other and she was labelled a racist. Only when this was put to her she said that she cannot be racist as you cannot be racist towards white people when you are a member of the ethnic minorities?!

Are you for fucking real?!

It is funny as in a way I am pleased that this hit the headlines the way it did and have now found their is an article in the Evening Standard, provided below. Because there has been an abuse of this for a very long time and I have heard of things like this before. Even my own relative, the left winger, wanted to attend a course to do with culture for some race or other, African I believe, and was shocked to be told herself that white people cannot enrol. I must remember to ask her if she heard about this row.

Racist means racist and if your not sure then maybe I should buy you a dictionary you mad woman! Called Bahar Mustafa this woman and ethnic minorities that do the same thing only have themselves to blame for the rising ill feeling towards them in the UK. THE END!

I myself have issues with large numbers of people who happen to be of a particular race because of their wish, whether openly or secretly, to wipe out all those they see as inferior which is why I refer to them and have done as 'The New Nazis'. What makes me laugh is that they have absolutely nothing to show that they are superior in any way. Now hat makes me said is the fact that my own government along with others in the western world, and a big reason why this blog exists, have not helped their own and only helped these people by having a sea of corruption across the land and what are many obvious cover ups to protect some pretty awful, greed riven and heinous crimes. Once again another reason why this blog exists.

Unfortunately the Conservative's have been voted in with a majority and voting for a party than is seen as elitist, corrupt and forcing people to go begging to food banks will only make things worse. Because it will be seen that most British people are the same way and must all be amoral and wanting to lie their way to the top to earn more money than they could ever reasonable use.

It is also laughable how they have taken and abused an English word or term and forged it into their own warped meaning to get one over on those they see as inferior.

All this lacking on gonads to make those ultimately responsible for things going wrong to pay and deal with real issues is why UKIP are getting ever more votes and will continue to do so. Now that Nigel Farage has retracted his resignation and provided he stays on until the next election you can bet your bottom dollar that the next election will be catastrophic for everyone else. Unless of course a very large section of the UK population ... sorry, no English population are amoral.

If you would like my advice here ... if your not seen to be fair for whatever reason then you cannot expect anything over than a big divide building up continuously over time that will and can only ever have on inevitable conclusion.

And if that day ever comes I will be right here to remind you!

http://www.standard.co.uk/news/london/goldsmiths-university-diversity-officer-in-racism-row-i-cant-be-racist-because-im-an-ethnic-minority-woman-10243202.html

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POST ELECTION DAY

I stated, I think on here, that I was not going to stay up until the early hours watching the election results before falling asleep.

That plan went south and I have not slept at all!

But not because of the election!

I was, since around 10.30pm last night, and still am at 11.46am, in some terrible pain once again as a previous health issue returns complete with blood.

As I stayed up and between the many bouts of pain I managed to stab out a blow by blow of my reactions to the general election which were something of a surprise believe me.

I did not think the Conservatives would get a majority win and thought UKIP would get far more seats than they did, Liberals did far worse than I could ever have imagined and I was at least right about Nicola Sturgeon and the SNP though they did better than I thought they would. Well I will rephrase that I thought they would do brilliantly and they did fantastic.

In the recent hours while working through two cups of tea I have come to realise the factors that led to the result that occurred.

They are not good.

However after I list them I will then point on something that no one on TV has, along with their inability to explain to a confused 'me' why the Conservatives were going to win when I watched them stay 35 seats in front for three hours or more!

Ed Milliband being ripped apart over bacon sandwiches, i.e the media reason number 1

The incessant preaching of News Media that it was going to be a Labour/SNP coalition and scared everyone English. So media reason number 2 and Scottish backfiring number 1.

So many seats going to the SNP which led to the party they detest the most gaining a lot of ground over Labour. Scottish reason number 2.

The public still believing in split voting and telling each other not to waste their votes and vote Labour, weird as it sounds because those who would otherwise had voted Liberal and even UKIP went to Labour and Conservatives, giving the Conservatives more gains here. English public being naive and creating a self-fulfilling prophecy ... hmm that does not sound right, lol.

Despite all the and even with UKIP doing far worse than I thought this is only when it comes to seats in the House of Commons. What they did immediately was come in second in two of the first three results a feat of which they have never managed before in a general election. So not only did they achieve second place for the first time it went onto two then three and a host more.

I certainly hope Nigel Farage breaks his word and does not step down or the rest of UKIP are not idiots and beg him to stay. Because I have had a few theories even before the general election about the next one! But only if he remains.

Now as I stated in a text to a left wing relative the public has to change these naive and very old ways of thinking to get the Tories out.

I also thought it was highly amusing they way they made it sound like 80% of the British public agree with them being in?! First off they have already forgotten about Scotland!! Nice going piss-ants!

Secondly they did not get the majority of the people behind them even with the figures, the majority of the seats does not mean the majority of the people. Not even close.

Thirdly there scared the hell out of English people by making the Scots look like bad people and claiming that a SNP/Labour coalition would make life a misery for anyone English. So they stole votes from others and likely this is where UKIP suffered along with those naive to just keep believing what the media say about people. I do not.

Now what I also stated to my family member is that there is something else that the media fails to notice and that is that the SNP hate the austerity measures and have 56 seats the last I counted. Labour had 228 and the Liberals poor really makes what I predict a little tricky..

If you think of the Conservatives as right wing the only other party was UKIP...except they only got one seat. With 18 results to go, according to The Telegraph's website, Labour have 229, SNP 56, Liberals 8 and 23 others. that is 316.

Now as stated there are still a few votes to go but that closeness just might cause David Cameron a headache. For in the process of putting any bills through he had better pray that he has every single member of his party on side.

The only other vote they can count on is UKIP's one and likely everyone else will vote against any changes sounding like more austerity measures. I do not know if there are any bi-elections coming up either.

If the numbers remained as they are Cameron would only need 9 of his legion of 325 to disagree with him.

Also added to this and though the election did not go how I hoped it ... kind of went how I expected, I just did not imagine the Tories getting a majority, I think the smiles will be short lived. I imagine there are a lot of voters today waking up stunned that the Conservatives now have a majority?! Hmm I just thought ... I wonder how many seats they could count on before this election? By which I mean to say Tories and Liberals?

That was the real surprise was not just how badly the Liberals did but how well the Tories did and quite how a Liberal held seat goes to a Tory I simply do not know. Obviously Liberal voters hated them for siding with the Tories and allowing them into Downing Street so based on this the Tories doing that well is just ... remarkable.

But the fact is I think there will be a hell of a lot of voters extremely unhappy with who won? Just hazarding a guess here but many of those that hated them were convinced David Cameron would not be Prime Minister. I had hoped but told them I was not so sure before then having getting lectured about how everyone is 'pissed off' with the Tories. I agreed but ... well they stated the two party system is dead. It is not and still has a pulse, yes its dying but still alive.

Because people are naive and vote with their heads instead of their hearts.

But these people that voted with their heads are now realising that their 'heads' err umm err erred!

OOPS!

Well I did warn about this on here ... unfortunately as I stated to my relative it was clear to me for some time I would not reach the numbers needed to affect the outcome, not by a country mile. I could add a zero on the end and it would still have not affected the outcome.

HOWEVER!

I have crept over 210,000 people and was in the process of calculating my monthly figures before realising that 3 weeks ago I had failed to put in a figure I cannot now access and have to start again. I was getting between 12,000 and 14,000 several months back. I wont be able to now get this figure for another 3 weeks or so.

But this is in less than 3 years, do not forget and is indeed 2 years and 9 months at the time of typing.

Now think that the next election is 5 years away.

What do you think the numbers might be by then and what kinds of horrors would the poor, low paid, jobless and disabled have been put through between now and then?

Hmm I was typing this out to just mention a few things that occurred to me while I was waiting for the document from my tablet to arrive on my PC. Got carried away there, lol.

Damn it! Pain!

Oh! Labour just gained a seat to reach 229.

Ooh yeah I nearly forgot...that's what I was going to say and I just remembered something else too...

The outcome of the election will not affect me in anyway. I voted not for personal reasons for things happening to me or because I believe I would benefit financially in some way or have stress lifted from my life. Not at all.

I voted because I am sorry to see how this country has turned out and how they have treated their own people in this country. This is why I am shocked the Tories are in and believe it is either a fluke or not enough British people have suffered. I voted in the hope of making life easier for others while others voted for more pain and misery. Odd, just plain odd, lol.

Damn it!

Forgot what the other thing was I was going to say!

Bloody hell, man! The email has not arrived either and now I am going to have to go and check if it was sent and if not I am tossing that tablet over the fence into the river!! I really must do away with the frustration of Android devices, due to my condition, lol.

It will become obvious in the coming months that the outcome of the election was never going to affect me in any way.

Hmm I sent myself an email from my hotmail account to my hotmail account to tell me I bought an App on iTunes, which I do not use, for some frog app err thingey?! My God how do idiots come up with the idea they have intelligence and think up bloody stupid ways to grab your money?! Well I guess, thinking about it they only need people who are less intelligent than they are to make money, lol?

Yes I was going to paste below what I typed out during the night and some of my thoughts ... OH I REMEMBER NOW!

The night was not a complete loss as the two people I dislike the most in politics lost their seats! Yes, yes I did kind of punch the air on these counts! This is because one of them I famously dislike on here and make no bones about it and blame him for the Baby Peter fiasco full on and wont listen to anything on this.

That was Ed Balls.

The other one was another politician I lambasted on here as much as I did Ed Balls and this time it is a Tory. Hmm I remember also that Ed Balls might be a problem for Labour and I thought the public will realise what i did about him? Well it seems enough of them did in his own constituency. Quite possibly the rest of the country did not like the idea of him being chancellor and in all honesty he was part of the old Blair years. I think he may have been their Achilles heel?

Yes ... I digress. This other politician is a woman and in all honesty whenever she spoke in interviews and on TV my skin crawled. Literally, She was matter of fact and bossy in her attitude despite now having the facts. She sounded cold and cruel in her manner too when she was talking about those she and her compatriot, Iain Duncan-Smith, were picking on.

That was Esther McVey. I also did not realise she was an MP for an area in the Wirral, where my daughter grew up. Oh and now Labour has 330 but the Conservatives have another seat to take theirs to 326.

Oops Farage has resigned, damn it! That is UKIP finished then!

Nick Clegg gone, well full gone conclusion that one as is Ed Milliband. Though I think Ed Milliband did OK considering and I can say with certainty that his brother would have ended up the same. because he was the old school that got us here and I doubt he would have sounded any different either. At least Ed tried to sound different and he was cheated out of a few seats and the Scottish vote was a full gone conclusion too, though a bit better than expected. That did not help him either.

I love the way the media used the SNP vote to decide the outcome of the whole election on the night but had been saying for weeks that the vote for the SNP would be far greater than previous votes. So why did they not tell us then David Cameron had won?

I wish I had been in the studio as their were several political people that are household names that are really arrogant twats and nowhere near as smart as they like to think they are. I would have had a field day ripping them up and finished by saying ... "Well why don't we save the country a humongous pile of money the next time around and we will not bother with ballot boxes, we will just come to you and ask you how everyone feels?!" dumb-arses!

No, it is no good I am going to have to trapse up the damn stairs and throw my Advent Tegra Note Tablet against a wall as I hate the thing so much! never again with Android. I will leave that OS to idiots, naive people and those that only type out the odd text message and not any documents of any length.

What a pile of money I wasted throwing it at Google and Android!

And that is on Jellybean which is far better than KitKat which has rendered basic functions as confusing and I do not get confused. Texting or simply adding contacts along with accessing your contacts list is now unnecessarily complicated.

Now if anyone had plans or has been working on a Linux OS to used on phones now is the time to strike! You would make a very quick rise to popularity as long as your quick and the system is not typical Linux.

No, Linux fanboys, making it so you have to tinker instead of it being an option will never make it popular. But thats what the distributors want, the fanboys do not because they like that cult like status. Odd that its the opposite to what the creators want, lol.

It will take Google an age to correct the mess that is now Android and several updates have not corrected the things wrong with the original version of Jellybean, of which there have now been four or more I think?

With Kitkat they left them there and added more! Also not only is the swipe keyboard utterly abysmal but I am sure it was coded my Mormons because it refuses to type, or maybe its just my phone was previously owned by a Morman, stupid words. 'People' has become a big problem for it and refuses to type 'Virgin', Richard Branson phone your lawyer, and other things too. Anyone who is a fast typist on a standard keyboard or digital keyboard with stop and realise there text is a bloody mess and that because it puts in alternate words a spell check wont spot it. In fact I have just realised I do not think their is a spell check on the blog apps of either Blogger or Wordpress?!

A service and app that only has to do with typed words and no spell check and a keyboard and operating system that refuses to type words it does not like!

Documents scaling to the screen suddenly became a big problem too and must be Android as it affects more than one app and never used to affect any app.

One last thought about the election...the Scots succeeded but cwhich backfired on them because they had the intelligence to see that the two party system is over and backfired because they failed to realise that the English still ive in the past and self-fulfil the notion of two party politics. Hmm possibly the Welsh too?

Ahh finally!

My random election notes are finally here and I caqn stop rambling on, copy and paste them, post this and then decide if I am now safe to venture out the house because the periods between painful cramps has increased somewhat.

Election Notes ...

General Election

EXIT POLL...

Conservatives: 319

Labour: 236

Liberals: 10

UKIP: 2

SNP: 58

ACTUAL NUMBERS... 0.20am 2.48am 3.37am 4.44am

Conservatives: 0 11 34 91

Labour: 3 22 57 117

Liberals: 0 1 2 2

UKIP: 0 0 0 2

SNP: 0 14 31 49

BBC using exit polls to embarrass politicians, namely Labour, Liberal and UKIP?!

Twenty past midnight and all three seats gone to Labour and UKIP who have never finished second in a General Election have done it twice out of just three results!!

All politicians, including Conservatives and SNP, very cautious of exit poll but news anchor people still laughably trying to use it to embarrass people. Stating this like the exit poll is the overall final result! Idiots and pathetic, both BBC and Sky News people.

The people have voted, what possibly could they achieve from this approach? It's embarrassing to watch.

I'm watching hoping that the news teams were very wrong about UKIP and very wrong about exit polls so they look as stupid and as guilty as most politicians!

It's only 12.30am and I've heard the same stupid and pointless questions over and over again and the same responses from everyone over and over again. I think I might fall asleep c and Yvette Cooper has even stated to Adam Boulton that he is going to ask the same question over and over again and get the same response from everyone over and over again! First person to speak with any intelligence other than Nigel Farage! Lol!

Even Nicola Sturgeon, leader of the SNP, had stated that her predicted 58 seats by the exit poll is unlikely and should be taken with a huge pinch of salt.

Two thirty a.m. and the BBC is still showing their figures more often than the actual results! Lol!

Also UKIP is not being presented on screen with Labour, Conservatives, Liberals and the SNP.

Still the top political idiots are blaming the voting in Scotland on Ed Milliband and using this, the second reason I've heard, to ask if Ed Milliband is going to resign. That with between three and ten fifty results in and Labour so far having ten more wins than the Conservatives? I really hope the results carry on this way and someone holds these know it all but actually know nothing idiots to account for their attitudes and behaviour and how wrong they are.

It's 3.39am and Labour are now twenty one seats above the Conservatives and the discussion is about Ed Milliband resigning and three names are mentioned as standing due the leadership?! Considering that the Scottish vote was a full gone conclusion and Labour are still ahead by over twenty seats at this point I did this quite bizarre!

Did they rib it of things to speak about or have the results been so alien to them that what they was going to talk about has all give awry.

Nicola Sturgeon has blamed Labour losing on getting it wrong in England ... but they took all Labour's seats which suggests they actually put David Cameron back as Prime Minister... if of course they are right which the figures do not suggest. You don't just need to go against the current figures but you have to be damn sure of how the remaining boroughs are going to vote. Which is bloody arrogant if you ask me! Why bother having a general election? Just ask the BBC and Sky News his everyone is going to vote! Many people won't have to stay up all night and will save a fair few fingernails too! Lol!

Labour now twenty seven seats ahead and they are showing The Sun's front page of David Cameron and headlining that he is back in Number 10.

Figures by BBC showing Labour down 25 Conservative up by 3 and me thinks they need to throw out all their mathematical crap because I imagine many watching and reading these figures are scratching their heads at some of them while listening to everyone deciding who has won and thinking ... "What the bloody fuck?! Am I pissed?!" Lol!

Oh now Labour 31 seats ahead of the Conservatives?

I'm thinking that for some bizarre reason Labour strongholds get counted first and the Conservative strongholds get counted last? Must be because of all those erasers they get through and the time it takes to remove those 'X' marks and wiring new ones while making them look as if they have not been tampered with? Lol.

Oddly I was thinking while doubled up in pain, yes watching another boring election all night was not my plan and not why I'm awake at ... err ... 3.56am and have stomach pain while my ears and eyes bleed in pain from listening to idiots on TV! Lol!

Interesting how Carswell was just explaining that 5 million had voted for UKIP thus far and that only translated into two MPs and that it shows how crap and outdated or system is when they cut to another vote immediately. Despite the fact that many just pop up on the screen without going over 'live' to the vote announcements.

I thought Carswell might actually explain to me how my own interpretation of the numbers is so wrong, according to the TV political experts that is. But not the results as they are standing with Labour getting further ahead from the Conservatives total albeit slowly.

As far as I an tell the language used is purely based on the results on Scotland but I'm sorry but this was known long before the election. I knew the outcome long before the election. I said long, king ago that with Nicola Surgeon the SNP would do way better than they did previously. I stated this both before as all as after she became SNP leader.

What amazes me is that the politicians themselves seen to be slowly saying the same as the TV pundits but I still don't get it. Now they are showing percentage of Labour on 35% and the Conservatives on 28% of the UK. Whether figure that makes no sense to view they are talking. A little under a third of the results in too.

No, Boris that is not what the country has decided you plonker.

Your friends in the Liberal party are losing to Labour and punished because they got your party in power. Vince Cable has lost his seat too!

Blimey! Results coming in fast now and Labour lead dropped to 30 and now 26, lol! Quite clearly it's a waste of time watching the results unless you watching from between 4am and 10am?!

Oh my good God, there is a God! Esther McVey had lost her seat! Woohoo! It was worth being up all night in pain after all! Lol!

The gap had closed once more between the Conservatives and Labour. Now it is 18 but with still many to come in.

I cannot help but think of the fact that despite things not going how I would have like but expected anyway but that David Cameron was, at the end if the day, put back into Number 10 by the voters in Scotland who hate the Tories the most! Lol!

Even though I wanted things to be very different I doubt they would have changed things much and if and when the Tories get voted back in it will only lead to the trouble I predicted for the last few years. Because people will either realise they will suffer due the next five years and explode or suffer for another year or two and explode.

I was hoping that things would turn out so that they did not suffer. Unfortunately voters made some serious mistakes and let the Tories back in. Meaning that we have five historical years of the UK's history, and not for good reasons, to look forward to.

Neither news channel explained why things would end the way they did, if they end up correct that is, and why they could not say that Labour would lead for awhile and then the Tories would overtake them at the end along with why, I don't know. None of the stats showed by them have any idea to vote things would turn out. Only stating the obvious. If voters from the camp last time ask do to another call then there is a swing?! Of course there is a fucking swing you idiots! I think they do this stuff because they don't know but it makes them look like they do? Lol!

It now appears that the highly suspect exit poll is at least correct in some things like the Liberals doing so badly. Odd that the Liberals would do so badly but that the Tories do a little ... hmm I was going to say better but I don't think it is. In sure it was supposed to be down on the last election but lost track of that between the bouts of pain.

Hmm come to think of it I just noticed UKIP finishing second in Ed Milliband's constituency and I have to admit to losing track of that for the last three hours and wonder how many other times they came in second. Four hours ago it was two I think?

Well it's 6.08am and it turns out the Conservative seats do come out later as they are now in front of Labour.

It's amazing that a victor can be declared so early, that the news teams were unable to explain this in eight hours and that the Liberals a badly but the Conservatives still got in power?!

Utter madness.

Something else I wanted to see in the last election and do not recall seeing and would like to see in this one, the TV news networks failing yet again while giving you gobbledygook, are totals in votes across the nation for each party. I heard one person say earlier that UKIP had 5 million votes but one seat then later they got 3.5 million votes and 1 seat so why don't they do this?

This is because the Tories are talking like most period want them in power and agree with what they have five and are going to do and ... well, sorry but I seriously doubt that just of the nation want the Tories. A huge majority of Scotland don't and hate them yet Alex Salmond is beaming about the results but I think the voters in Scotland may be waking up to thinking "What the fuck have we done?!" Lol.

Do you seriously think the Scots won't care that the Tories are back in as long as the SNP do well? I would like to bet real money this will not be the case and not even close.

It's quite clear to me and was within two days before the election that the average public have not learned anything based upon two things started to me by different people. All those in the debate that said two party politics are dead are wrong and so was I. Well it is dead... no that is wrong, it's dying. It will likely be dead by the next election of this I have no doubt. But I have to believe that people are willing to learn and are intelligent to do that.

Because the things I hear that people believe are self-fulfilling prophecies that keep things the way they are. Which I find astounding when they constantly complain about the way things are. Ask those that voted Labour and SNP have proved this beyond doubt. Labour voters stayed in their rut telling each other voting anyone else is a wasted vote and lets the Tories in. Well guess what? Lmao! SNP voters were convinced that a coalition would happen between Labour and the SNP because those pundits and experts kept telling you that. Oddly the TV news political experts have failed to state they got that prediction wrong, you voted and guess who is in power?

I am trying to figure out how the Tories gained seats from the Liberals?! This is just dumb and does not compute! Only an imbecile would vote Liberal and then vote Tory. Err well unless you win the lottery and suddenly turn into a Tory idiot because their policies favour you now your rich? Lol!

Whatever the outcome of the election turned out to be it would not affect me and over the next 6 months or so and likely sooner this will become painfully obvious. I won't suffer from any result that could occur but I was painfully aware that others would. Even one or two that voted for the Conservatives I know! Lol!

That's the bit I just don't get. Why do people do that? It's like rewarding a mugger with an extra fifty quid he didn't find after bearing the crap out of you quite literally. Maybe not enough of the public has had the crap beaten out of them? Or not beaten the crap out of enough?

There is another slant to the votes I would like to see but which no one had access to and that is the different types (groups) of people who voted for each party. Though with the result the way it is one question I would like to see the answer to is not relevant. Would have been had Labour won, but they didn't.

Despite my ... meanderings on here I did not vote Labour. In fact I was not convinced at all that things would be that different if they got in power. Would if been nice if they did and thugs did get better but I seriously doubted that.

Still I myself will move onto the next impending thing in my journey and still get through to ever more people on this blog.

In fact over the coming months there will be possibly several leaps in the frequency of the monthly visitors with some being quite noticeable and one possibly going into orbit.

Considering I have had a total of over 210,000 readers in 2 years and 9 months, have five years until the next election and just in the next 6 months or so going to achieve several of these significant leaps in monthly visitors then you can imagine how big the totals and monthly figures would be in 5 years time?! Lol!

Actually I've just looked at a few figures in the election and realised that there are 131 results left and that the Tories need 97 of them to get a majority. I find this hard to believe that the Tories can get 97 from the last 131 and don't forget there are other parties as well as Labour and either UKIP or the Liberals are capable of winning a few of those seats. I also heard some Conservatives seats in London were rumoured to go to Labour?

Please, please, please let things end up so the TV news idiots look like fools! Lol!

Actually it could turn out to be a good night for me if another person I do not like loses his seat, Ed Balls?! Lol!

Blimey, David Cameron had time to Tweet?! "Here is to a brighter future for everyone" out words to that effect. Huh, that's odd Mr Cameron because the actions and words suggest that nothing could be further from the truth! Only just voted ... err back in, I think, and lying already. Things not only don't change they get worse.

He looks happy in the shot with his wife, well ask the items they will get and flights around the world I'm sure I would be smiling too?!

Well... I will be smiling like that I just would not have a screwed a load of innocent people for several years and led through my teeth to them to do it. Lol!

Ed Balls gone to! There is a God.