ON GOING MY OWN WAY

While watching different videos, which are recommended to me by YouTube 90% of the time, I came across the meaning to another acronym I had seen popping up from time to time.

MGTOW which stands for Men Going Their Own Way and when I did I was somewhat surprised that not only did this apply to me but that I may well have been the first, one of the first and the longest affected?!

As it turns out this phrase applies to men that have become disillusioned and fearful of the dating scene due to the fact that so many things are against them.

More disturbing than this is the fact that there are people that ridicule mean for doing this and even laugh at them as well as push for even more … power, for want of a better term, over men.

It is quite literally like one species or race ripping the crap out of, verbally abusing or bullying a different species or race and I wonder if they even realise they are the same race? Maybe when they look in the mirror they are afflicted by a colour blindness that literally leaves them seeing in black and white only?! Of course and to my knowledge no such level of colour blindness exists.

I was first affected by this MGTOW affect and one sided society a long, long time ago and I could see many, many problems with it and I thought at the time it would soon be spotted for the one sided problem it was and change?

Except it did not.

There were even groups and organisations springing up over it and quite literally because the legal system failed to see it.

The legal system and judges seem to think they do the right thing and have the attitude they are all seeing, all knowing and do the right thing. Even some naïve … lay people even think they do the right thing.

I do not nor have not for a very long time.

People have long disagreed with me from professionals and laymen but at the end of the day and for twenty years day in, day out, week in, week out, ,month in, ,month out and year in and year out you only need watch the news to see me proved correct over and over and over again. Of course I am talking about many things and across the board and almost all of them I have spent 4.5 years covering on my blogs and twice that length of time gathering evidence and data on.

I seem to have trouble committing … and this was pointed out by a counsellor I am seeing and of course I have my own reasons that I have told myself for years that fall on both sides of any given fence.

For example on the one hand due to my financial predicament that is current along with me health issues I would feel like a burden on anyone I met now.

On the other hand I could be a published author and making a good income a year or two from now and that I might meet the wrong person who divorces me, if I ever actually get married at all which I doubt, a couple of years later because she only got involved due to any money I had.

Of course there are many variations and reasons that fall down on both sides.

But the truth is I have been single, and I truly have, for around 13 years plus. Since my father died of a burst aneurysm.

Even during this time my counsellor wanted to explore how I felt as I have a long history of helping others in their hour of need from serious to casual and yet when the tables are turned there is not a great deal of evidence that I have been helped. In fact we explored the idea that despite having a solicitor helping me this complete lack of help coming my way may be why I am not exactly brimming with confidence over finally getting representation in a legal aspect?

In other words in situations where I require help I am used to always being let down because I always have been. By seemingly everyone. Even close to me.

As I watched from video to video I came across some startling things.

I should explain that when I do watch these videos and link them in it is because I have seen or heard something that has intrigued me. It does not mean that I agree with everything they say in their videos or indeed put them here as something or someone that is a reliable source for the facts and the truth.

A perfect example of this is Info Wars and Alex Jones and I often think that they come across a little leaning in one direction when they are accusing mainstream media of leaning in another. The mainstream media has been leaning in certain directions for a very long time, this much is true. So I tell myself that listening or watching something that leans in a different direction is absolutely no different. Especially when this leaning is not as severe as the mainstream news media.

I am simply trying to get another perspective.

In these other videos there was one where in America they were talking about 'alimony' and what I saw was quite a surprise. Women in high paid careers that had divorced from their husbands that had lost in court and faced to pay their ex-husbands. I was hearing of figures from USD of $1,500 to $4,000 or more a month! Jesus Christ, I wish I could force the UK government and the Department of Work and Pensions to watch this and ask them what the fuck they think they are doing to disabled people?! Oh and one or two UK judges!

Each and every woman they spoke to did not like it and a lot were obviously angry about it all and what was interesting was that what was being put to these women was that 'well this is how it has been for men for years and you have all wanted equality and this is it!'

I .. was .. stunned!

In another video in a studio somewhere to men and two women were being talked to in what seemed like a chat show scenario. One guy turned around and said that if women want equality then they should be doing the same jobs as men like in coal mines or construction work like in skyscrapers but that what they actually want to do is pick and choose the jobs they want which were mostly of those of power, higher tiers in corporations and ignore the rest. He was right in stating that is not equality.

It has always been like this and not just a gendre thing and there is always something that someone wants that they then want to emphasize is down to some aspect about them which comes down to sin colour or gendre.

When I head phrases like 'white male privilege and patriarchy' I always want to demand to these people that they visit their nearest inner cities and put that argument over the the dozens, hundreds or more of the homeless people living in cardboard boxes. Oddly enough a majority of these will be men.

Tunnel vision based in personal and selfish wants and desires.

Sorry but when your argument is very easily defeated by pointing out obvious things that you have conveniently forgot it just shows you up to being amoral.

The fact that these conversations take place at all when they are people dying from exposure or starving to death blows these arguments out of the water before they have even started. Because on each occasion all I ever hear is how hard done by they are and that they are not being chosen because of this reason or that reason.

Yeah winning an Oscar and who is winning Oscars is so much more important than human life and suffering. Jesus H. Christ do these people even hear themselves? Oh yeah, no because they are too busy crying and screaming about what they want or what they have not got. Umm sometimes and in some videos I have seen this is literally!

Throw in the fact that most of the world is and has been in financial meltdown for a number of years now and their arguments look even more amoral.

Not so very long ago I was being tipped for a knighthood and a medal and I burst out laughing at the very thought of it. One guy that said this to me was my Dentist at the time and he said he wanted to give up being a Dentist and come and work for me. I told him …

1. Do not make me laugh while I am in your dentists chair and have a drill in your hand
2. You do not get recognition or acknowledgement for doing the right and moral thing
3. Those that get medals are mostly to do with how much fame or money they have
4. A few of the obvious good deeds thrown in as tokenism

I guarantee that the first dozen names he thought up with knighthoods wee all household names and he gave me a confused look and then a wry smile.

But what does this say about any given society?

'Oh look … here is your favourite person you idolise above human life and suffering and we will make you happy because we have given your [insert actor/musician/whatever] idol a medal'

I was also asked if I would accept an offer of becoming a spy and I said that if it DID happen it would have been the second time, almost, and that unlike the first time when I regretted not becoming one … TODAY and with everything I have seen and heard first hand … I would not.

In fact it was likely not me that had a lucky escape but them … because I would have beaten Edward Snowdon to the punch. In fact now that I think about that again … no I probably would have bailed out at the first evidence of corrupt and amoral activity and discovering both who and what I was REALLY serving. So no I probably would not have beaten Edward Snowdon to the punch.

In fact they may have realised in any interview I would have attended that I am a bit too moral for their tastes?

I have no quarrels over very bad people dying … but I will NOT serve to protect other people just as bad. No matter HOW globally famous they are.

I have always done what I thought to be morally right, or at least have striven to.

So when I am seeing and hearing things putting things in perspective is something I am very good at doing and have been for a very long time.

After all I am seeing today things I spotted and predicted 15 to 20 years ago or more.

I hear made up words like 'Racist', 'Mailomony' and 'Mansplaining' among others and in the context and arguments to which they are being used and I just … burst out laughing while internally I am torn between reeling in shock or crying at our lack of progression. In fact this lack of progression in recent years has been picked up on by many who are using the words 'regression' and 'regressives'.

I always knew that these attitudes and the lack of foresight by countless courts and endless judges would come home to roost. I also knew that as and when they did they would cause chaos, confusion, bitterness and hatred right across the spectrum. I was also well aware of the fact that once each one did this would linger and list a long time and be overlapped by something else … then something else and so on and so forth.

In the end it would end up a steaming pile of mess and that any progression as a species woulld be very little, if any at all.

There goes that internal crying again.

Do not like the world you live in? Ask yourself the important question of yourself before you do of others. Is it you? Have you got a vision or want that is not possible or fair? Are you trying to make things equal that are not equal or over can be? Do you realise that not everyone can be catered for as this in itself would be a big steaming pile of mess? Have you thought about what happens when there is a legal conflict between two people with two different sets of laws applicable in a single society? Is what is happening to you now something that has happened to others for several decades?

When you point a finger do you realise that several of your own fingers are pointing back at you?

Here are some of those videos I mentioned … and like everything I post in the way of YouTube videos … there are always many, many more on any given subject...

OWNING THE TERM 'RACIST'

I have talked about this many times on my blog.

I have stated that the use of words like 'racist' and 'racism' has not only been twisted but on occasions been in complete contradiction to what the term means. It has led to this utterly ridiculous political correctness crap that I intended would have absolutely no part in my blogs and one of many reasons why I hate politics.

It has been used and abused by a very large number of people to get stuff they want when there is not enough to go around. The end result from that is that both British and mainly British white people have lost out.

My mother was a stout left winger and member of the SWP and even she and some of her party members have stated they have got it wrong and that things have gone way, way too far.

Yet still I see people losing their jobs over it.

I also see a very high level of bad feeling build up over it which is not anyone's fault outside that if the political correctness brigade and one sided human rights groups who have been involved in something and carved out well paid careers for something they clearly know nothing about and have built up all this ill feeling and hatred.

The outcome was always inevitable and I have stated this to friends and family for many years now and even had member of these ethnic minorities agree with me. Because I only have ill feeling for those ultimately responsible, especially if they are paid a handsome salary for it.

Yesterday I was walking around in Halfords looking at bike pedals. I noticed some radio station was being aired and heard something about a row that had broke out due to something completely idiotic and wrong stated by someone.

At Goldsmith's University white people and men were told they were not allowed to attend some event or other and she was labelled a racist. Only when this was put to her she said that she cannot be racist as you cannot be racist towards white people when you are a member of the ethnic minorities?!

Are you for fucking real?!

It is funny as in a way I am pleased that this hit the headlines the way it did and have now found their is an article in the Evening Standard, provided below. Because there has been an abuse of this for a very long time and I have heard of things like this before. Even my own relative, the left winger, wanted to attend a course to do with culture for some race or other, African I believe, and was shocked to be told herself that white people cannot enrol. I must remember to ask her if she heard about this row.

Racist means racist and if your not sure then maybe I should buy you a dictionary you mad woman! Called Bahar Mustafa this woman and ethnic minorities that do the same thing only have themselves to blame for the rising ill feeling towards them in the UK. THE END!

I myself have issues with large numbers of people who happen to be of a particular race because of their wish, whether openly or secretly, to wipe out all those they see as inferior which is why I refer to them and have done as 'The New Nazis'. What makes me laugh is that they have absolutely nothing to show that they are superior in any way. Now hat makes me said is the fact that my own government along with others in the western world, and a big reason why this blog exists, have not helped their own and only helped these people by having a sea of corruption across the land and what are many obvious cover ups to protect some pretty awful, greed riven and heinous crimes. Once again another reason why this blog exists.

Unfortunately the Conservative's have been voted in with a majority and voting for a party than is seen as elitist, corrupt and forcing people to go begging to food banks will only make things worse. Because it will be seen that most British people are the same way and must all be amoral and wanting to lie their way to the top to earn more money than they could ever reasonable use.

It is also laughable how they have taken and abused an English word or term and forged it into their own warped meaning to get one over on those they see as inferior.

All this lacking on gonads to make those ultimately responsible for things going wrong to pay and deal with real issues is why UKIP are getting ever more votes and will continue to do so. Now that Nigel Farage has retracted his resignation and provided he stays on until the next election you can bet your bottom dollar that the next election will be catastrophic for everyone else. Unless of course a very large section of the UK population ... sorry, no English population are amoral.

If you would like my advice here ... if your not seen to be fair for whatever reason then you cannot expect anything over than a big divide building up continuously over time that will and can only ever have on inevitable conclusion.

And if that day ever comes I will be right here to remind you!

http://www.standard.co.uk/news/london/goldsmiths-university-diversity-officer-in-racism-row-i-cant-be-racist-because-im-an-ethnic-minority-woman-10243202.html

http://www.express.co.uk/news/uk/576734/Bahar-Mustafa-equality-event-white-men-not-racist

http://www.bbc.co.uk/newsbeat/article/32727016/i-cant-be-racist-if-im-from-an-ethnic-minority-discuss

THE RACISM TRAP

Long since known about this one after hearing story after story from burgers and kids themselves.

White children are performing poorly and not doing will and acting up...

...because they are but getting help or support and their teachers are scared that they will be labelled racists if they do!!

Hmm sounds just like their adult counterparts and this goes double for the disabled British folk. White British folk I should say because I myself have been victim of this time and time again.

Now realising that I have had a terrible disability for over 15 years and that they knew for anywhere up to half that time I was passed over for help and support to help fully fit ethnic minorities.

These fully fit ethnic minorities are if a specific race and also seem to have blue badges as well as cars funded for them.

I do not even get a bus pass from mine and endure pain every day for more than thirteen years.

That amount of time dealing with that had an effect on you. It cannot, not have an effect.

Difficult to explain but this entire blog explains it. Might be easier to show people later in 2014?!

;)

Ofsted: Racism fear hit white pupils http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-politics-25743035

LEADING A MORSI TO WATER

Well here we go again?!

I could not believe that Morsi and the Muslim Brotherhood got voted in to begin with?!

I did think st the time that I could not see this lasting and that he would act more like a dictator and there would be another set of protests for him to go.

I did not think out would happen is as little as twelve bloody months though?!

Why did they vote him in to begin with?! Did members of the Muslim Brotherhood scare others from standing for election?!

Morsi was one of the protesters against his predecessor and protested that he did not go when enough people were calling him to?

Err hang on a minute?! There looks to be hundreds of thousands on the infamous square protesting and calling for him to go?!

That makes him a hypocrit if the worst possible kind and shows that his group cannot be trusted. No wait I think they have already given their own people that impression anyway?!

Not too good at this politics malarkey are they?! Well when you consider that it is a democracy if they are not vet good st it and appear to not be bothered to bring good at it would that then not imply they were really intending to be a dictatorship?!

LMAO.

Not good that protestors have now died during all this!

When will governments EVER REALISE that unless they can control these things without civilians dying it will only serve to infuriate the protestors more?!  This give even more people cause to come out and join the ever growing masses and then you have a civil war?! Again?!

I really wish many in the middle east can rid themselves of their weaknesses and weaknesses is exactly what they are make no mistake about it.

For instance...

Obsession with forcing their will upon others

Doing work that can only be associated with the Devil and claim it is for God

Uncontrollable anger over things that cannot possibly be proved leading to the burning of effigies which I find very disturbing and not the actions of peaceful, competent a reasonable race or culture.

Obsession with money and in one area no matter how much they have remain tight with it. What DO they think all this money that they do not spend or use to help anyone is going to do for them?! Are there secret special prizes that get every bigger and much more scarce st key milestones of tens of, hundreds of and millions of dollars?!

I am related to my grandfather who has been unhelpful, not supportive and tight in ways that you would not believe that can lead to members of you're own family disowning you?! Sitting on over half a million and relatives wanting nothing to do with.....oh OK then it is I that edge nothing to do with him or his money as he lives to keep reminding everyone about it.

Only now other members of the family are now finding out what that is like and are becoming increasingly frustrated with him! So I was told anyway, lol.

The fact if that some races have some infuriating ways about them, leaving the ones with that master race attitude alone lol, and no one is allowed to speak about it.

The fact if this is no different to a man and a wife having differences and I must point out that if sexism comes into the equation it can work in both directions. It cannot be argued that it cannot because that would mean there is no such thing! But if it's a differing opinion when skin colour is involved suddenly it is racism.

The trouble is the word racism had been banded about a but too liberally by certain factions and when you ate out in a position where your scared to day anything for being labelled as something then the frustrations become bottled up.

Now the idiots and the tossers of the politically correct faction are fecking incompetent because what they actually achieve if to make people even MORE racist, our more hatred, than they had when they had their mouths stapled shut and even the ones that were not now become racist!

It's a natural human emotion and we are not robots. This enforcing of this way of thinking, along with the corruption that is rife, now seems to be presented to us on the media like they are saying 'well this of how it is and how it is supposed to be done!' to which I would say 'will how the FECK would YOU KNOW and where did you acquire this divine right?!'

I would then launch into a lecture they works never forget about how they have bought about the very train of thought among the wider public they have tried so hard to stamp out?!

This is no different to what is going on in the middle east and when Iran and Israel are at serious odd with each other that name calling and accusations fly no one utters the word racism or racist when that is exactly what is going on there?!

Two races and culture are st odd with each other because of their BELIEFS, greed, differences in behaviour and all manner of other things.

The weird racism came about when people were called names, beaten up, lives made s living hell, cast out, banished, tested like a second class citizen or even killed for being DIFFERENT!

Today though it is flung up all the time and not a week goes by when it is not used once up to half a dozen times in the media. The scared to speak ones are secretly festering a hatred to all this and ski fed you that they are getting up to a boiling point that well blue the lids off.

All managed, governed and brought about by the PC morons and the governments with Councils right st the to of the list!

Out of touch, incompetent and clueless and I cannot remember a time when there WAS anyone competent enough which is a crying shame.