Saturday 29 April 2017

MORE I TOLD YOU SO'S

I was trying to hunt down the BBC report that states that Jeremy Corbyn did something incompetent.

Apparently he says that if elected he will raise the pay off all NHS staff?!

What? No really, WHAT?!

Are you a complete idiot?

Your plan to win an election that is looking improbable is to promise everyone pay rises?!

With what will you pay them, dear Liza?

Leaving the jokes aside ... does he actually do any research or does he rely on the fake news that is the mainstream British TV news networks?

The NHS is in a mess.

It's rife with tales of failure, corruption, lies, avoidance and deliberate falsification of health test results.

It's also grossly understaffed.

But, Jeremy Corbyn, your priority is to give everyone pay rises?!

Yeah ... because that will fix all the problems ... oh no, wait a minute? OK, that will fix half the problems ... oh crap. Sorry yeah that will some of the problems ... one problem? Umm no ... no problems.

You will still have a very large group of people who have been lied to and cheated being added to by ever more people.

Suuuure, there won't be any problem at all with this large amount of pissed off public when you give them all pay rises with money you don't have access to?!

Oh my God, where did these politicians get educated? Coys R Us?!

Mind you this would of course have a humongous backlash from the public of he had any chance of winning. I just don't think he has. This only gets reinforced in my mind when he comes out with stupid statements like this.

Now he is either a complete idiot, needs a new adviser, needs to stop watching the TV news, needs to check the Internet more or he thinks that the British public are complete idiots and they public service staff are the only people that matter? Because he clearly thinks everyone else who doesn't work for the NHS are complete idiots?

What will he do next? Work his way around each public service ... sorry I meant each failed/corrupt public service, including ombudsman? Ombudsman I've proved over and over again are liars, stupid and but fit for purpose. Ombudsman that are unable to understand plain English and constantly breach confidentiality before they even try to you? Are you going to raise their wages too? I'm about to post pieces on around the time of when the election takes place. Mr Corbyn I suggest you retract your statement in case you WIN! Because of you do ... well ... there is going to be a lot coming out ... a lot of diverts being pointed, thigh you won't have to worry about the TV News as they are obviously being paid off.

Ooh boy ... I've told two people today exactly what is going on with me right now and what will go on fit the rest of 2017. Do you know what I get now I've divulged what I've been doing and what I will be doing?

Laughter before them saying "Your joking, right?!" to which I smile and say "No ... And do you want to know what's just popped up?" then tell them about some phone conversations and when hearing a location mentioned they say "What?! But they ..." and I then get quotes of other locations and hearing then realise I was not only spot fucking on yet again but am about to prove it.

They then had it explained that two very big public services, one a court, is about to get their arses trashed in ways they couldn't imagine.

Then one of them is going to get their arses thrashed to within an inch of their miserable lives along with their associated ombudsman.

To make the humiliation even worst I've warned one of them I am going to do this, but not how, knowing they will disregard it.

Another one is going to get roasted and then told at the end with a smile that the while process has been academic.

They kind of think they have me. Lol. Well ... kinda ... because ... well I kinda ended up in a situation where it appeared that I was ... abandoned.

Yeeeah I was going to check on this but ... the process was once again academic and I ended up doing a much better job while I myself was being very ill informed.

I then realised that if I actually left myself intentionally in a limbo for once, not stranded there by someone else, that I could use this to my advantage.

It also helps that one of two things occurs in each case like this ... either they are far, far too confident. Or perhaps they just don't do enough research? Lol.

Whichever one of these two is the case it matters not. The outcome remains the same.

Four people, in fact, have been told of this little extra oversight that landed in my lap. Sorry, no five with my landlord and landlady. Every single one thought I was literally joking and I laughed and said ... "wanna hear the tape?" and the realisation on their faces that on yet another occasion in a long list I was right.

One brother laughed on the phone tonight. Two family members are now surprised that I'd had heart palpitations with chest pain and reaching high blood pressure levels prior to my grandfather's funeral but hadn't told anyone about that either.

I could fill books with things I haven't revealed.

In fact I can see my old friend Old Ken laughing from the afterlife.

He once asked me how I kept everyone in the dark and how everyone thinks they are one step ahead of me but the reality is in four steps ahead of everyone else?

Do you know what I said?

Yeah ... most people like to fully inform those people that think they are one step ahead of the reality. Now why would I do that when saying nothing at all keeps me one step ahead?

There was a mere moment of confusion as he pondered what I said before roaring with laughter. 

Trying to stay upright he said "But how have you kept things so secret?" to which I said "You know everyone thinks I talk a lot?" to which he replied "Yes". I then said "Well when people think you talk a lot they tend to get this impression that you tell them everything!" to which he laughed so hard he fell off his chair to his left side and onto his living room carpet.

I would just be sitting their grinning at times and this time tears rolling down my face at the sheer joy I used to give him sometimes.

His honest view of me was like some mastermind chess player with a mix of Sherlock Holmes. Not always like that. There are times when I slip. My halo is always in a slipped position. Never quite straight.

Ken was diagnosed with kidney cancer some time later. I was rocked when I found out he only had so long to live.

I visited him regularly and was the only one that helped him regularly and I watched him writhe in pain and get thinner and thinner each day. Until he died.

There was no one. Often my arguments with picnic services involved them telling me they more or less only did anything when someone was dying of cancer. Unless this was the case they did fuck all.
But Ken slowly withered away and was in some God awful pain and the only person that did visit was lazy, uneducated and uncaring and works deliberately take his five teaspoons he needed, for his liquid oxycontin, downstairs and NOT bring them back up. Trying to tell others this they all thought he had lost his marbles.

Ken knew there was one person that wouldn't think he had lost his marbles. There was one person that told him stories of the horrors that we going on in the DWP, NHS and local councils. There was just one single person that would come and investigate.

"Ken's saying this woman's hiding his spoons ... we think he is delirious" is what three people said to me.

"Right, I'm going round there!" I answered to each.

"Right, see this guy here? He is super smart and can work out anything! Your in trouble now!!" is what Ken said to this false nurse while I was standing in the room while her chin was dragging around on the floor with a worried look on her face!

The fact that I'd just watched her walk to the road and around the corner so slowly that I thought she was a local woman with a broken foot. Thirty minutes late, I might add! So I had disregarded her as the nurse I was waiting for and was thinking "WTF?!" when she walked through Ken's gate.

That was a death that no one should have suffered and in an undignified way too.

Not a day has gone by when I haven't wondered how many others this had happened to and how many more it's happened to and living relatives have been totally unaware.

Ken lived alone.

I live alone.

I've had a disability for twenty years I didn't know about that I spent 14 years asking about when I got terrible pain while on my feet.

I've spent 14 years asking about it, telling people about it and took 14 years for me to prove it myself. Myself!

Forgetting the memory issues and 120 odd other things and as stated it affects my feet in six different areas. Walking is problematic and standing still is far worse.

I've spent 14 years battling with the NHS onto to realise they knew what I had for at least two years prior to my correct self diagnosis.

They say I can work. I say I can too but always maintained I'd need help and cannot travel on public transport in the rush hours.

I therefore can't do jobs where standing up a lot of involved which rules out retail stores and sales for a start. That's the definition of a disability.

I can't travel on buses when the weather heads North of about 22 Celsius. At all. Body temperature regulation problems. That's only a couple of the long list of things and as you can see it's bad enough already?

I've avoided it, lost, won back and about to lose again a battle with the DWP over my disability.
It kind of come to a head last September 2016 and I was torn asunder. Regardless of how low I got and how badly I was affected ... I still continue to do what I've always done.

I'm about to do it again, as it turns out.

On one occasion many years ago I spoke to ... someone, not sure if it was a job agency? I told them that another issue I have is living in a country where the public seem to be becoming more and more selfish and amoral, unless TV cameras are on them. No one offers you a seat when I'm actually standing on the very parts of my body that cause pain.

I've said this for well over ten years to job agencies, the DWP and the NHS.

Here is a BBC News report about it being so bad they started to make people with INVISIBLE disabilities wear blue badges stating they are disabled.

Didn't make a bind bit of difference ...

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Tube badge for hidden illnesses 'not as positive as hoped' says lupus sufferer - http://www.bbc.co.uk/newsbeat/articles/39744316

Friday 28 April 2017

BATTLE TO LIE BY OMISSION

They are just ... unbelievable.

The government that is. They have tried to delay their plans to deal with air pollution. This involves illegal levels of Nitrogen dioxide. This is the first I've heard anything about NO2 levels being high.

So the government tried to delay punishing their plans until after the election?

Well you know what this means?

There aren't any plans.

It's downright inhuman to do things like this, not to mention stupid because I doubt very much it would make a difference to who wins. It will likely make some difference but not enough that the Tories would lose.

Unless the pollution levels were really bad, there are no plans or intentions and half of Scotland voted for Labour, realising that is the only way to get the Tories out.

Plus, of course, there is the fear that getting Jeremy Corbyn won't get the two things that voted to leave Europe for.

This is the most important thing that politicians should realise and not campaign against. Because to do so is to go against the wishes of the majority of the British public.

You should not campaign against the things people voted for not should you work against them if you get in.

It's called a democracy for a reason and let's be honest here, the EU referendum is the only example of a true democracy we have ever had. This is why it was crystal clear that the majority voted for two reasons and half of those voting to remain probably agreed with the two things anyway. Fear causing them to vote to remain.

If your going to leave Europe anyway now you might as well leave with all your belongings. I was going to say 'cutlery' as if your leaving a swish restaurant. Didn't like that and tried to think of a better analogy but couldn't think of one.

I wonder what other stupid things will be said or done over the coming weeks?

I'm not with stupid.

It is odd that it is an intention to ie about emissions by omission. 

LOL.

Odd that there is also a belief by many that the snap election was called due to an investigation about voting fraud.

Is there to be anything else pop up on our radars prior the the general election?

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Government bid to delay air pollution plan fails - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/science-environment-39737981

Thursday 27 April 2017

FROM WHERE IT REMAINS SAFE

I have been feeling somewhat ... rushed and out of time of late and this may have shown in my posts, sorry about that.

For one thing I have an electrocardiograph strapped top me which I thought at first was going to be an electroencephalograph because that made more sense. So I was calling it an EEG and electroencephalograph to start with. Then I realised it was actually an ECG they were fitting and I called it that but then kept stating electroencephalograph instead of electrocardiograph. Lol.

I know full well that cardio means the heart but at first I thought it would be my brain waves as like I said to a nurse ,"Why fit me with this thing after telling me to take the pills that stops the episodes from occurring?"

I was told that it would still pick things up? Umm yeah, what and how? I always need the specifics so In understand what is going on and anything else is just vague to me.

Like for instance I was always told that they have to check my heart regularly now? Oh? They do? Well when is this supposeed to start because it has not started yet. I have had a trace taken by two hospitals, I think as it may be only one, and by one emergency paramedic at my house.

Yeah when you use the term regular ... that tends to imply ... well regular and that the location would be the same, or more specifically the people or testers. I have not had a heart trace performed by either the same location or even the same people yet. Unless I get to the stage where I have been tested three times in the same location I would not call anything 'regular'.

But ... if I drop dead then they are covered because their records would show that they tested for shit and right now I am undergoing that testing despite the fact I have cut the episodes down to nothing by taking my blood pressure pills again.

Except ... these blogs exist and if I ever drop dead ... well, God help them! Lol.

I also have been buggered up with my regular meetings with this ... business dude and now I am told I have to go for some other .. tests. Oddly this new test is one I have very much wanted to attend and it now looks like I will, fingers crossed.

This test is a big feature for my blog and ... ooh boy ... has it come at the absolutely best time ever? Lol.

But ... it gives me more to do and think about and ... this ECG monitor is bloody annoying as I am continuously checking to see if the pads are still attached! Repeatedly. Also I am to press I button I will never press as I am supposed to do this when I experience an episode I will not have.

I told the nurse that I should design and build these mobile machine of theirs as the design leaves a lot to be desired. The pads do not attach all that well and if they come loose ... there is no little alarm or beep to let you know!

As I am being rather busy you can imagine that there stands a good chance of the pads loosening and indeed they certainly have at least once. The rest of the time one or other of the pads feels like they are being pushed and I am continuously pressing down on my jumper because I think one of them might have been pulled free. 

#Facepalm!

It would help if I knew the answer to just two questions that I have been waiting for since early January for something that takes a maximum of 12 weeks. We remain in the dark on that one.

Anyhow ... those involved in handling it told us that they would keep us informed. Yeah well ... just like my explanation of the word 'regular' that word comes to the fore once again when you are told you would be kept informed. When we get a second set of data sent to us then you can lay claim to keeping people informed. Instead of waiting with absolutely no idea at all I have decided to make the first move and ask. I then find out just the following day that one other of us asked a couple of days before. They had received nothing in four days.

Unfortunately for those sending communiques stating what they will do they know little about emails being proof and do not seem to even apply that to letters they send. They are also completely oblivious, though I may have mentioned it, that I am familiar with the governing bodies in these case and have no qualms about contacting them, should I feel the need to.

I think after about a week of hearing nothing I will start to get this urge to contact regulators and the like?

If there is one thing that anyone coming here long enough has noticed ... it is that I do like to kick up a God awful stink when I think people are not doing their jobs, are acting highly suspicious or even corrupt.

Or as I would actually want to happen maybe I will get the two answers I need right now so that I can continue on with my planning and stop stressing out about it. Because as the days go by I will be getting more and more stressed out about it. I would say that by about mid May on hearing nothing I will likely be close to exploding.

Hmm .. I wonder? Did I mention to them that I have these blogs?

Well ... they are solicitors so the divulging of being a blog author will likely mean very little to nothing to them?

Anyway ..

And oh this is a good one!

I read this the other night but then forgot about it, well I do have memory problems you know?

An Italian prosecutor told someone in an interview that he had evidence of charities colliding to get people into Europe from North Africa, Syria etcetera etcetera.

Never considered the possibility but now hearing this it would not surprise me too much. I did think that this was something I should have foreseen myself.

I will tell you what it is though ... annoying and bloody highly annoying at that.

I would like to say a couple of things to brain dead idiots and morons like this...

Why don't you go to these countries and go up to the government's and tell them they have to treat their people better?

Anyone see that last Rambo film they did with the ignorant and stupid bible bashers? Did this report sound anything like that?

No, what they do is stand in a country that is safe and hold their arms out to a bunch of backwards, dangerous and murderous people and tell them to come to a country where they can carry out their crimes and the punishment is nothing like that which they would receive in their own country.

I won't go into details or the funny misunderstanding that went on, I have talked about it on here, but I've had foreigners I've been friendly with on the Internet tell me that we are being stupid and naive and letting on the crap no one else wants. They all said we need to stop and they much of the world has had a great deal of respect for Britain but that this had been waning.

That was eight years ago.

God only knows, with everything that has come out, the corruption, the lies and the exodus of immigrants, what those foreigners think of this country now?!

I'd be scared to hear their answers today.

I'm sorry but if your that stupid and/or naive you should not be allowed to work for a charity like that.
I also think it's a terrible beach of their positions to decide they know better and make decisions that ultimately cost innocent lives of people in the UK.

If you think for one second that they don't cost lives ... well don't state it in front of me because I will burst out laughing.

I cannot think of a single occasion where I thought the actions of a charity has possibly cost the lives of the British public.

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Italy migrant crisis: Charities 'colluding' with smugglers - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-39686239

THE BIG KICK OFF

FA Cup?

Noo.

I was surprised but then wasn't surprised, is that even possible, to hear that a number of football clubs have been raided and people arrested in tax evasion. Or at least tax evasion investigations.

Since the financial crisis started I've been counting down the days when those throwing around the most money got ... done ... I mean investigated.

I spent several years watching shop after shop disappear. Some of those shops have remained closed while others reopened only to close yet again.

Odd.

Some things I simply cannot explain regarding his they come about. I often see some very bad ideas out into practice when a new business is set up.

Today I had to have an ECG fitted to me that had to stay on for 48 hours. I chatted to the nurse and she made the statement that my heart now has to be monitored regularly.

It kinda has... but not how you would automatically think.

A paramedic performed a heart trace, printout of on here. That was after ringing 999 over the almost complete shut off of my legs.

Several things showed up.

Hmm I'm having trouble thinking of another time it was taken. Or at least, where it took place ... probably Chase Farm Hospital?

It is being performed as I type this and for the next 48 hours.

I got off the bus way to early in an area I've known for 40 years. Got fifty yards ... stopped and thought "Wait a minute? WTF?!?! How did I ...?"

Memory problems.

That reminds me I have a couple of things to scan and publish!

Anyway ...

Yeah, it's meant to be taken regularly? By who? I am not aware nor had it been stated to me by anyone that it had to be taken regularly. Added to this it has not even been taken twice by the same hospital, GP or clinic. You need to be at more than 3 in the same location for me to be able to state that it had to be taken regularly.

It won't be taken regularly, mark my words.

As previously stated I'm also back on the pills and not having these ... episodes so why are they monitoring me? The nurse said, in response to that statement, that it would still pick things up. As I stated to my social worker friend who called me ten minutes after I left ...

"Yeah I'll believe that when it tests positive for something. This is a case of the NHS being able to say they checked me out in the event that I drop dead!"

It's not the only time when they're trying methodology left a hell of a lot to be desired.

So I heard on the radio that some football clubs have been raided. The main two mentioned were Newcastle United and West Ham United but a BBC report I linked below mentions Chelsea too.
I expect a lot more being mentioned or raided at a later date. Unless they decide it's too costly and just use these two or three to send a message?

Wasn't that long ago I heard of some very big name players being accused of tax evasion.

It is almost as if that earning millions of pounds a year for kicking a bag of wind around a grass park or owning a hell of a lot of seats around that park is not enough. It never seems enough.

I did think they football would likely see a backlash from the public and fans if the financial crisis persisted. It never really happened like I expected. That is outside of seeing some Manchester City fans holding up banners when ticket prices went up with the words "When will it end?' or something alluding to the ticket price being overly expensive.

Just like other industries that have become far too big with far too much money they either don't live in reality or don't care when the wider public are suffering?

Earning millions each year on single figures is just not on, even when hundreds of thousands or even millions are suffering.

Not everything I expected to happen had cone to pass just yet. But then banks have learned but only on the front line level. The bosses are still clueless morons.

An example of something big changing that affects us?

HMV, though this is about the camera store Jessops, bear with me.

HMV went out of business. Or so I thought until I stumbled across one in Harlow a couple of years back.

Lately I've been alluding to some big changes coming up soon. These are way bigger changes than I've ever managed to achieve on my blogs before and will affect every single one of them! I have had my eye on dozens of things. I really do mean dozens, lol. One is a ... let's say for now a professional camera. Something I have wanted for a long time.

Right so I leave the clinic with the EACH attached, see how that story got dragged into this? I wonder if there are any camera stores in Wood Green in North London as I'm not far away. I speak to Google Now to find out and it bloody tells me about Snappy Snaps, or something like that. That's printing only and they can ... get off. It then tells me about Jessops and that the is one on the mall. I catch a bus.

On the bus I look up a selection of lenses and it tells me that for around five out of six I look at I can't arrange to pick them up in the store. Oh well I might see the camera and some good tripods, I think to myself.

I get there and can't see a Jessops. I look on the map of stores and it's not there. I end up in Maplins and ask them.

"Nooo that went ages ago!" One tells me.

"Oh shit, phone told me there was one there!" I reply.

"Hey, try Enfield!' the guy says.

"I bloody live there, that's long gone too!" I say with a smile and the two guys start laughing.

"You think that's funny? Last year I bought a camera and I travelled to New Oxford Street to buy one from Jessops and guess what?" I asked.

"What?" They replied.

"That store had bloody gone too" I answered to wailing laughter.

I did know that Jessops went bust but after it appearing on my phone I thought it was a case like that of HMV? Someone had bought the name, kept a few stores and sold the rest? Maybe they did? 

Doesn't look that way right now though.

So what's the prognosis?

When companies or individuals get large or gather large amounts of money they show themselves up to be both fucking stupid and amoral when a financial crisis comes along.

Their actions and statements always seem to insult the wider public and they also go busy when it didn't look possible.

This about to go bust expect the public taxes to bail then out or complain they don't earn enough when they get obscene amounts. Banks and footballers respectively.

This will continue to happen.

Unless ...

You either make sure that a financial crisis never happens again.

Or ...

You prevent companies from getting too big or from individuals from earning too much.
But wait?

Umm ... we are not even out of the financial crisis yet and not only is there no fucking horizon at all for the foreseeable future but there are those reporting that we could go straight into another one, far worse than the one that started ... the one ... we are in?! Oh I'm fucking confused.

Why are we still in it?

Because the innocent and vulnerable groups they went after were never ever going to make the the slightest improvement in our national debt. A debt I was not even fucking aware of until the financial crisis hit!

So as far as I'm concerned as well as kicking the disabled in the nether regions they were borrowing money that they would for the public even harder for when it came to paying it back?

I'm going to thank someone now for creating this me just to make himself look good ... thank you ... wait? Did you think I was going to say David Cameron? No.

Thank you Tony fucking Blair!

I myself along with a long list of others have paid and even died for a major fuck up of someone else's making for a debt many of us did not even know we had?!

Are you ... fuccckkking kidding me?

Yeah so here we are yet again.

As I said nothing will change.

Yes I did state what you have to do to stop it from happening again. But ... nothing will change. At least not for a while yet.

So then dusty fisty cuffs at dawn in the House of Commons?

I liked what Jeremy Corbyn said. The 'Weak against the strong and strong against the weak' line. Clever. A good way to state how you intend to continue on.

Unfortunately I still think his little trip to that camp in Calais was ill advised, still had many people scared and you still have the Scots voting SNP.

A miracle is needed.

What concerns me is that there are many, many people who have been made to suffer. Almost all of these people, of not all, are aware of Calum's List of the dead by the hands of the Tory government. Quite possibly Blair is the culprit of some?

This group are convinced that enough of the facts are out and enough are pissed enough with the Tories that Labour will win the election?

I just can't see it.

And it concerns me because they are pretty sure of a win and maybe even a hung parliament at worst. The concerning part of that will be how they take it if Theresa May wins?

It could get ... messy.

I've had some Corbyn ... stuff recommended to me on social media. That's never happened before. I did wonder whether or not there may be a huge move for Corbyn?

Let's get things perfectly straight ...

First off despite sounding like it I'm not a Tory and have never voted for them nor will I ever based on their ... mad reign.

Secondly ... I've also been hearing that the news media are mimicking what I said about Theresa May calling this election because she knows she will win?

Well yeeeah. I've spent five years of the news media reporting my stories without a thank you or even an acknowledgement. Neither did MI5, GCHQ or the Police either.

But if there is one thing you should have learned I suspect or know that everything is corrupt and there are many full of shit.

One I wasn't ... completely sure about was the legal industry, or more specifically courts and their judges.

I have now known for many months that they are both biased as well as completely stupid, thigh they act like they are a cut above. Nothing could be further from the truth.

As a matter of fact ... I'm actually still working on this! Shhhhh! Don't let on! Lol.

So what in getting at is I suspect the media and any industry that is corrupt I develop a hatred for.

I hate a hell of a lot of them and I don't develop this feeling unless I'm absolutely sure. When absolutely sure I'm never wrong, in other words.

So .. I would very much the news media to be wrong as I get a damn good kick out of that.

It also gives me ammunition for dozens of posts over many months!

Because the news media are those that absolutely love to expose others for breaking the law when they are doing the same in one of the worst ways.

They have gone right or of their way to avoid reporting on most of and the worst atrocities performed by the British government against the most vulnerable people in society.

Indeed this is why when asked if I ever regretted not working for GCHQ or MI5, interview arranged with the former, I answer "Not anymore".

After my run ins with both MI5 and GCHQ five years ago I was asked "If they asked, would you work for them?" and I answered, no.

I am the good guy or I have done my utmost to be. I therefore like working for the good guys.
I don't know so the good guys are anymore.

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Arrests as Newcastle and West Ham raided in £5m tax probe - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-39716009

Monday 24 April 2017

THE WAY THE WIND BLOWS

Well then?

France had counted it's posts and bizarrely it states something very 
different to the news report on my BBC News app.

According to the latest evidence Marine Let Pen came first but once again for the second, third or fourth time now the BBC stated she had lost, well more or less as she was stated to have come in, on second place.

They really are not very good at making predictions are they?

Odd then that if you compare all their resources and supposed knowledge in politics that they fit it wrong and me, with nothing more than an ability to read situations, got it right.

It might give you a chuckle of I state that yet again I'm surprised I got it right?

Fake News 24?!?! Lol.

I'm having trouble remembering what the BBC report said but something is telling me it was in the usual patronising tone. Well patronising towards people that voted for Marine Le Pen that is.

A good job that this was not a French news network. This patronising tone would likely encourage more of the French to vote for France's National Front Party?

Hmm, maybe they have been?

I thought it was funny that the guy that came third, centrist politician whose name escapes me, stated he would vote for Letting Pen's rival, Macron.

Once again and just like in the UK here are politicians and a government that is just ignoring what the French people have voted for.

Now if it were me and I was French and voted for ... the centrist that came in third I would be annoyed with his connects. Like I said ... patronising and naive to the point it looks deliberate? In which case it's even more of a middle finger to the French people.

Once again if it were me in that position I would make a statement to the French Press making it clear I could now see there is a major problem and that the French government had been failing for a long time. A very long time.

But I doubt that will happen.

As it has not happened here yet.

I predict that Theresa May will win this snap election and once again she won't see it fit what it is, that the vast majority want two particular things changed.

No she will see it as a vote that it's OK to kick sick and disabled people even harder when they have been lying on the ground in pain due several years already.

She, or that they and I mean those Conservative politicians who look down their noses at the working class like Iain Duncan-Smith does, will likely think they have pulled the wool over the British public's eyes. They will likely also come to the conclusion that we are easily fooled, read 'stupid', or naive, read 'Osterich Effect' or at least that the majority are made up of a mixture of the two.

Or maybe they think that they will just be voted for anyway so carry on being inhumane to groups of people for the good of the country, despite no sign on working and quite the opposite.

It's for this reason that I find Jeremy Corbyn being the main opposition to Theresa May to be very weird and very convenient.

We have no money to the point that disabled people have been kicked repeatedly year after year for many years in a very public way. But one of the first things Jeremy Corbyn does seals his fate fit the next General Election. I was all for him until he went to that immigrant campsite in Calais, France.
Boom, politically dead. In one fell swoop.

Whoever suggested he do that should have been fired, not that it would do him a lot of good after that blunder.

"I'm not going to listen to all the people that voted to get out of Europe nor  half to two thirds of those that voted to remain in Europe! I know better than all of them!" is what he might as well have said.
You know it's just occurred to me he has all the makings of one of those communist ... tyrants. Like the one in North Korea. Kim Jong Un, or whatever his bloody name is.

Sometimes I see a big swing in voting as a nation realising they made a mistake or that a new leader taking over in the interim as being a big mistake.

Funny then how no matter how we vote we always seem to make the exact same mistakes?

Blimey ... it's almost as if we are all influenced by something? Something that would have to be in our faces several times every single day? Oh yeah ... mainstream news media via radio and television.

FAKE NEWS!! LOL!!

And I see they are still fecking listening to and printing everything that Tony Bliar says?!

Oh I think I meant Tony Blair. Don't have a clue how that ended up as 'liar' after the 'B'?

I would like to wager that the news media will still talk about Macron winning in France and very, very few will talk about Marine Le Pen winning?

To be honest I don't see her winning ... but what I do see is her coming in a very strong second or very close to winning. I also predict that once again the fecking idiots, just as they did he here, will ignore both the fact that Le Pen coming in strong along with all of the French public that voted for her.

It's just like UKIP voters in the UK. Lol. Despite the fact they know damn well why Brits voted to leave the EU and can surely work out that to to half or even more of the remain voters will think the exact same as UKIP voters?

It is still ignored.

Politics within the UK seems hellbent on destroying itself?

It almost looks like they are doing the same thing in America?

It now looks like France could soon be mimicking Britain in this regard?

I won't complain though...

We are supposed to live, adapt and evolve over time but politics has been stuck in the dark ages and the seems to be those that want to drape it all in a large shroud, making things even darker.

We are either standing still or going backwards of late and are showing no signs of stopping.

I wonder which country of the western world will have its own revolution, or spring as it now seems to be called, and who will follow suit?

Hey?! I'm just going by the very best template mankind has had available to our long enough now that they should have learnt how to benefit from it.

It's called 'history'!

As for Theresa May?

Imagine the embarrassment of losing to Jeremy Corbyn?

It's this outcome looking so embarrassing that I'm absolutely sure that Theresa May is sure she will win.

Well ... ask yourself something ... if she is absolutely sure then there must the things about British society that is just so plainly obvious?

So why doesn't British society see this too?

Ostriches.

Crikey! A lady minute discovery of that not only is Maine Me Pen a shock going through as they are not one of the main two parties but neither is Macron either?!

Added to this is the fact that the socialist party that is in power actually came in last place out of five?! This would have been embarrassing enough had it only been three parties, but five?!

Oh dear.

This has already turned French politics on its head without the final result next month.

This was what I wanted to see take place in the UK. But, no. No matter how many times we've had governments do things wrong we just keep voting for the same inept parties.

What makes this frustrating is complete idiot's stating crap like anyone else other than the big two would never be able to run the country, make big decisions and crap like that.

Funny, I was under the impression that everyone running belonged to the date species but maybe not?
That was a joke and no I wasn't about to start sounding like David Ike.

So one party of the two had only ever reached the second round one before and the other party was only set up a year ago?

This just gets better and better!

Starting to wonder if I read something correctly as they are back to stating that Marine Le Pen was a couple of percentage points behind Macron again?!

Maybe it was just the percentage points for a region in France that had just come in when they put Let Pen a couple of percentage points in front of Macron?

Still it didn't really affect the shocking outcome of the results nor the two they will go through to the last round of voting.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2017/04/23/french-election-live-results-exit-polls/

Aaaand the extreme left have now become violent in France ... just like they seem to do everywhere else .. the USA for one ...

I am trying to work out how it is that today it is the extreme left that are violent and sore losers? Please note the source for this little nugget of a report and that after looking at 6 sites Fox News was the first to report on it ..

http://www.foxnews.com/world/2017/04/24/french-presidential-election-leftist-protesters-grow-violent-after-results-come-in.html



Saturday 22 April 2017

TWO FACES

Well I've been waiting for it and now I have it.

Leader after leader, government after government and Prime Minister after Prime Minister. Always the same.

They must surely know by now that their secret is out? But they carry on regardless.

It's been covered in the tabloids to a certain degree but not fully and ignored completely by the TV News. People with disabilities have been repeatedly and brutally kicked in the nether regions. It's also been going on a long time and started prior to the Conservatives being in power. It only got worse once they took Number 10.

After continuing on with their never ending persecution of the most vulnerable in society Theresa May actually stands there and says that UK aid will not experience any cuts?!

Trying to impress someone? Trying to impress the rest of the world? Trying to impress the British public?

For the latter I don't think it will work but I also don't think it will matter.

It's not because I think that not a large enough portion of the British public know they are persecuting disabled people. It's also not because I fear that the vast majority of the British public may be amoral either.

It's because I think the Scottish public will still vote almost all the SNP into seats and the English will vote for anything but Labour out of fear that Jeremy Corbyn will let in even greater number of immigrants than we already are.

He belongs to a barnpot group they believes of you keep being nice to foreign nationals they will all be nice back. Some of them never will and they are the same lot that want to restrict the things British people can say or do in their own country but they can say and do what they like because it's their culture or religion.

Out of the two paragraphs one will never ever take place while the other is how it is presently and will never ever change.

It's why I call them the master race and that's because they think themselves superior to everyone else. Some will just come out and say it, some will say it when annoyed or angry. Most won't say it but secretly think it.

I know because I've had many run ins with the very worst of them.

Everyone I come across states things like I have done but clam up or ask you to clam up when someone appears within earshot.

I don't hide. But then I don't have quite the same level of anger to say, or want to do, the many things I have heard from others.

That's where it all went wrong and a very, very long time ago. It's still happening today and I have seen it on TV for years.

As soon as someone says something any group would find offensive, outside of British born Caucasians, the TV News will be all over it like a rash and have been like this for a couple of decades.

But in recent years the trend has been to attack or label anyone who is white who says something stern about anyone else.

There is absolutely now way around this when I state fit the umpteenth time and that I stated fifteen years or more ago that this leads to trouble. 'Trouble' is an understatement. It builds up hatred and poison and gets to the point where people will think evil thoughts and eventually talk to each other about these evil thoughts.

That slow process of steps I just described has more steps and these become more ... extreme.

It's inevitable. Sadly but maybe it's for the best because some groups need to either get a wake up call or be caught out.

You see I simply don't understand how they can't know this in either local or central government? They simply cannot be that dense and stupid and therefore they are not capable of doing their jobs and/or not deserving of them.

Of course there is always the other possibility?

They could know damn well what's going on in which case they either do not care or they are using this as a weapon?

If they know but don't care then they are completely amoral and not deserving of their positions.
If they know and are using it to their advantage then they belong in jail.

People voted them in. To then go and use a situation or series of events to control or manipulate those that voted you in is not only amoral but criminal.

I have a situation where someone had controlled and manipulated. They have deliberately created fake situations that they can attribute their own lies to that go on their favour.

In this case there is only one of the manipulators, with maybe a surfer or two following, and eight of us being manipulated and lied to.


We know it and I have detailed every step of the huge plan that had been going on for almost a year.

However ... despite me knowing exactly what has gone on and when ... it is once again down to a public service that is supposed to follow the letter of the law and controlled by government. To a degree.

But I've had no faith in any public service and every single one I have had dealings with, must more than twice and some much more, and they have failed on every single occasion.
They have a failure rate of 100% and I have no doubts at all that on occasion that failures are very intentional.

However .. none have done their homework. I have had a 100% success rate. When I've had my failures that have sent me nosediving these were on things I not only previously won but then went on to win again.

In fact I'm weeks away from failing on one public service for the second time, after succeeding twice, but I will only come back to win again.

Now they say 'third time lucky' or 'third time's a charm' and as it turns out this may very much turn out to be the case?

Unlike every other time when I return for the third time I will have much more evidence, much more data and I will have two people backing me up, possibly even more, than I did the last two times.

I will also have a very large audience by then and it may have an audience so large that ... it cannot be ignored any longer.

That's the thing I love about numbers that everyone simply fails to take into account ... numbers grow to a size that eventually you simply cannot ignore any longer.

Almost bizarrely in these instances the numbers refer to people. Individual people reading stuff. Lol.
It's also not about the numbers either...

... It's also sensible to consider that each of those people have the ability to speak or even sign.

We live in a networked world where everyone loves to talk or text each other. Facebook Messenger or WhatsApp and iMessage, or whatever the Apple messenger app is called.

The number in question is close to half a million and I reckon that a year from now that will be double? Maybe even more of I do everything I both plan and want to do.

Imagine that? A year from now a million people telling people they know things. How many other people do people know on average? Two parents, two siblings and six friends and work colleagues?
However that's not the entire story as people have dozens of not hundreds of friends online.

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: General election 2017: No cut to UK aid spending, says May - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-politics-39670703

Thursday 20 April 2017

REVELATIONS 3: WHEN YOU DO OR DIE FREE

Well … I had to go back to something I have referred to previously, at least I think I have, as I have been speaking to people about it but could not state where I had heard about it.

I also have a couple of other things I want to touch on too.

First off I am on a program … of sorts. A course to get my blogs and YouTube channel into focus to help do more work throughout this year so that I might generate an income at some point.

Due to my health issues and that I am disabled it seemed a good idea to work towards something that may well make me self sufficient. There is nothing I would like more than that and have wanted as well as worked for this for a very long time now.

So I am coming up to the half way point of an eight week long process to get things in order and plan towards creating my own business.

Also this business will be getting help from another source too and I have been working towards trying to get these two things to come to fruition at about the same time. In a certain order but with a few days to about two weeks between them.

So I have some extra running around to do.

However two things have occurred I did not expect to. One is one of my health problems screwing things up that landed me in Accident & Emergency in North Middlesex Hospital. This was over slight chest pains and discomfort along with heart palpitations. I was urged to do a blood pressure test during a mild attack and it measured 197/121.

Due to the blood pressure being so high I phoned a health helpline, '111', and they begged me to admit myself to hospital. To my friend's shock I was not offered an ambulance.

While at hospital it measured 167/110 and they were quite concerned with the diastolic rate of 110 and I said “Umm if your worried about that being high, it was 121 before I left the house and if the blood pressure is linked to the chest pain and palpitations I can assure you that it has been higher than this on several occasions”

Dr Andrew De Stempel looked concerned about that.

Reasons for me stopping my cheap crap blood pressure pills were requested for the second time that day and I told them that I was told to stop taking them by Dr Josephine Swanton, I think that was her name, of Chase Farm Hospitals Neurology Department. This was because of blacking out either partially and momentarily while being able to stay on my feet, apart from some collapsing into a crouching position,, by grabbing onto objects and focusing on holding tight … or waking up one time on the edge of a wood in some stinging nettles. They call this 'Syncopy'.

Around the same time as coming off the blood pressure pills, no thanks at all to the NHS who have now endangered my life on more occasions than I can count, I was also going through a process of purchasing orthotic shoes. First a waterproof boot for winter by Salamon called the Quest GTX with Ortholite insoles. Then when it was getting warmer and for the first time ever I returned to Millets and bought a pair of Salamon that were more a trainer or sneeker type pair with Ortholite insoles.

Unfortunately and after several days of wearing them the weather become unusually warm for the time of year my feet started to heat up leaving me confused before I realised that I had failed to realise that my new Salamons were Gore-Tex ones! Had I spotted this when I was buying them I would not have done so. I was annoyed with myself over this as I had now purchased two pairs of Salamons with Ortholite insoles at £100 a pop!

So I found myself in Sports Direct's Enfield store looking for airy trainers that has Ortholite insoles and to be honest I lie wearing those half sandal lie shoes but never seen a single pair with Ortholite insoles.

I found a pair of Adidas that were very airy and I bought them.

I had never purchased so many shoes nor shoes costing this much in such a short space of time at any point in my life. Ever.

Then a friend wanted me to go to the forest with him and we stopped at McDonalds to get a couple of latte coffees and as we were driving to our destination a woman in a Mazda drove into the side of us. I was told by my friend, who called me earlier today, to be told that the insurance company want to 'write-off' his car.

Yesterday and for the first time since before Christmas something unusual was happening with me and while at a friend's store I noticed my heels were starting to hurt a bit. We were deep in conversation on several subjects and I kept shifting my feet about and lifting my heels off the floor and alternating this between each foot.

I eventually left and when I was eventually home I suddenly remembered that I had been in thiis accident the day before, that Fibromyalgia is caused in the first instance by a whiplash event to the neck and realised it must have been down to the accident?

Then I started to panic.

I am right in the middle of a process that I have to adhere to and has me running around doing stuff and now this happens?! Even as I type this out I am hoping to God that the Fibromyalgia symptoms were just aggravated by the jolt and will calm back down? I am crossing everything over this!

But while on the phone earlier telling my friend whose car has now been written off by the insurance company we talked about the course I am on, the DWP and then about the cars they have been taking away from disabled people. Even Diabetes type 2 sufferers which is what he is. He had stated previously that this would never happen but I had been telling him that I met a man with diabetes who had told me that they have refused him mobility, a car, after first telling him he qualified for it, though he initially refused it as he did not need it when offered.

That is an honest man right there who then gets fucked about and lied to by the DWP.

He also told me that in recent times he had also been fucked about and lied to by the NHS.

I told him about my blog and what I do, predict, expose and that I also help and advise people on here.

Here is a video that describes the things I have done to battle one type of pain and that is foot pain, or more specifically heel pain and how I combated this particular symptom and if you have Plantar fasciitis or any type of heel pain … yooooou just might want to watch this …



I then told him of an article I had read somewhere that the DWP have been so bad at doing this that they and central government have been reported as being guilty of controlling the mainstream media which means TV News and national tabloids.

As I went over this I could not recall where I had heard or read about it and even if I had posted anything on my blogs about it.

Checking for links as I am typing this post and now I need to say “Ahhh here it is …”


It was a website called Evolve Politics. It will be interesting to see what comes out about this … though …

I was thinking thee other day and I stated this to my friend on the phone … I said ..

“What I cannot figure out is … if they do indeed get their hands on these documents … who do they take them too?!”

I mean that if you think about it for a moment … imagine that all UK TV News networks are on this list with all of the national tabloids … to who do you then go to with all these documents?

Not one of the national tabloids or TV new networks is going to say ..

“Oh here is a report that we were involved in covering up about a list of people that died or suffered under the hands of the DWP and/or NHS!”

It is just not going to happen is it?

I bet the TV News Networks also did not report on this one?


This has something to do with an organisation called WASPI which is something to do with women … ore women's rights.

Or how about the Royal National Institute of Blind People, RNIB, threatening to take the DWP to court?


Or the TV news networks reporting that the DWP's sanctions against benefit claimants have been ruled as being unlawful?


Or that the Atos assessments do discriminate?


Ooh peaking of which … PIP have gotten in contact with me and want me to attend a disability assessment … remember this is a disability ASSESSMENT and if you look back through this blog over four years you will note I have been telling them for over TEN YEARS.

You know it is funny … I know about this new age technology called files were you document details about people and keep all the paperwork on a cardboard of plastic file which is kept in a drawer full of folders and files.

Oh no … wait a minute … they are all using computers now! Still the same thing applies you scan or copy documents regarding people's details and they are stored in a file. DIGITALLY.

Oh and you know what else this means?

It means that you do not have to get out of your seat with your paperwork and go to another room, possibly on a completely different floor, to either store or even retrieve said files!

Easy right?

I have been telling them about my health conditions and the symptoms for 14 to 15 years now and … well … they want me to go to Chelmsford in Essex which is around 50 miles and awkward ones at that from where I live in Enfield.

Oh and for the second time, I cannot recall what it was last time, they picked a date that I cannot even attend anyway.

Yeeeaaah … remember I was in Accident & Emergency recently with a sky high blood pressure? I was raced around so fast it was unbelievable and I knew they were worried long before they told me they were worried. Well very soon I have to have an EEG monitor on me for 48 hours and,, stone the crows, if they do not go and arrange it on the day I am having the monitor fitted?!

EEG Monitor.

Mind you I am not so sure that they will find anything from the testing as the number of incidents I have had has dropped right away to almost nothing since I started taking those cheap, crappy Ramipril pills to bring my blood pressure down.

I am, however, experiencing blackouts, syncopy, again and am feeling that strong urge to fall asleep in the afternoons.

Oh right … did I forget to mention that through fear of the threats of sanctions by the JSA which I should NOT be on … that the business thing I referred to is the New Enterprise Allowance, or NEA, via the DWP and done with the Job Centre?

Umm yeeeeaaaaah they know about this blog. Are you laughing yet? Or has it not sunk in yet?

I am getting help to set up my blogs as a business, along with my YouTube channel, and have had my hand forced so I have told them about it. I have TOLD them about my blogs. My blogs on corruption. Yes I even said “..in the public services”.

Are you laughing now? Please do not tell me it has not dawned on you yet?!

I am receiving help from a public service to turn improve a blog that talks about and exposes corruption within the public services.

Are weeeeeee there yet?!

LMAO!

Also starting this course was also how I got my Pregabalin prescriptions … yeah you know I mentioned that some time ago? “I am being forced to run around and start a business in pain … I have got a hold of Pregabalin and they are working better than Gabapentin and if I am being forced to run around by one public service then the other one had better give me the best drug available!” his how I actually asked!

LOL!

Hmmm yeeeaaah I do not always tell the whole story straight away because it is not always the best tactical move.

Some tactical moves can take many months or even a couple of years or more!

Wink-wink. Oops!

Hence why I have been more proactive on my blogs and YouTube channel lately and hence one reason why I have been a little … silent on …. data.

Except … if the DWP now want to penalise me and take away Personal Independent Payments from me now this could cost both them and myself later on. Or in other words could cost them a lot more in the long run.

Look? When I told the business adviser about the blogs I … left a folder in my bag. I started off by telling him he will ask me a question and when he does I will get out a folder I have tucked away.

When I promoted the idea of a business based on a series of blogs and a YouTube channel I got a lecture about how it takes too long to build up a decent number of visitors, as a question. Did I not think so, more or less. I said “Umm you know that question I said you would put to me and I would then get out my folder?” and he replied, yes. I got out my folder.

I splayed the clear hard plastic folder before him and I turned each page that showed screenshots of eah of my blogs with details about the numbers I was getting. I told him how long I had been doing it and he was already showing surprise and sitting up right when I then broadsided him completely when I said “I have not done the sums for a few months but I estimate I am close to half a million visitors” he just looked at me and said …

“I do not even have to speak to my company to tell you that you WILL be accepted on the scheme” or something to that effect.

There are those that think I say the wrong things at the wrong times to the wrong people,, or have a big mouth in other words.

Not done to bad on here though have I? Not been closed down yet and running rings around people even when they have sent mme down a dark road that appears to lead to nowhere else than oblivion.

I am always doing something. Always.

What those people fail to realise is that I am extremely tactical and sometimes I have to be extra careful because of the fact that one of my symptoms is 'short term memory loss'.

Considering that handicap I think I have done … OK? Lol!

I am still doing OK, despite everything.

So yeah … that is one of the two things I have had in the pipeline. Well one of the two MAJOR things in the pipeline.

I have had some people tell me that the NEA thing is just a con … it is just so that the DWP can kick you off to save money and they can make their unemployment figures loo good. I said I did not care as it made no difference whatsoever as there is no downside for me in this. Lol.

There … is no downside for me in this.

I am receiving help and advice … not as much as I expected thus far and I have been given some spreadsheet templates and everything has made me think of it all more from a business perspective. I have been made aware of things I never thought about or considered and read up about things I never thought about or considered.

I have been out killing myself on my bike for journeys of over 10 miles and these are now up to 18 miles, for my last attempt.

What? You thought I did all this by helicopter? Or did you miss the part where I get no mobility help and cannot afford to run a car and have not had one for several years?

The wildlife part of the blogging and YouTube channel takes a hell of a lot of cycling and when I do what I do I am keeping records of both flora and fauna that experts and conservationists can come and check. So I am helping the wildlife, at least locally at any rate.

But I am very good with wildlife and if I could get further afield than I currently am I can do so much more and discover so much more. I was tipped to be the next David Attenborough when I was a kid. Yeah … after turning down an offer from ITV and BBC Wildlife Magazine I kind of missed that ship. Sailed a long time ago now, 25 years maybe?

Being able to go further afield means I can do a whole lot more with exotic animals too.

Oooooh yeeeeaaaaah then there are the tools that are coming? I have not really gotten into that side of it in any detail .. because I am not currently sure how big it is going to be.

It will be big … ish at the minimum.

Humongous at the maximum and then there could be a whole raft of extra things occur that could be very exciting … especially for my readers.

I like seeing people excited. In fact I will admit that one thing I have become hooked on is reaction videos to cinema trailers, though generally only the films I like or that have a big history. Comic book movies and Star Wars and the like.

I get an absolute joy out of watching those and when I thin about the possibility of putting myself in a position where I could provide people with that amount, or even half that, or joy it brings a tear to my eye.

Unfortunately for my most popular blog on corruption that is a difficult thing to do and is mostly misery and bad news. But … it is not .. completely impossible. It would just take a long time and I would have to perform certain … actions.

Help enough people that you could be seen as a hero to them.

Educate enough people that you could be an inspiration to them.

Admittedly I have been harsh at times and even angry at others but above all else I wanted this to show through. I wanted people to see that I hold nothing back and I talk straight down the line, so to speak. I wanted people to think that maybe they could see the fears in others to maybe even understand their anger or actions. I wanted people to realise for themselves what can be done as well as what cannot be done. Who are what you can help and who or what you can never help. To not waste your time, blood sweat and tears on things that are immovable and concentrate on the things that you can do something about.

I did have this philosophy when I started out that like the old saying of 'You have to be cruel to be kind' and so had to kind of lay it on the line in places. So you see allowing my anger and frustrations to show through I thought was important.

But yes and long before I started I could see things others simply could not but more importantly I could work it out. Sometimes that was sooner and other times it was much later. But I would always get there in the end.

As I did this I discovered that as I worked out an escape route or plan that I attempted this only to find that the government had shut that exit door long before I even got there.

As I did this I could talk and type about it on-line. If others were being driven into their own personal nightmares full of frustration and pain that I might be able to help them too?

Every single visitor that I ever received was someone I could potentially help and even if it turned out it was just one … it was worth it.

It would be five years this August, 2017 that I would have been posting, about corruption, for five whole years. The others need another 6 months, I think, before I can say that they have gone five years.

The important thing for people to be realising is that due to the government we have got and the ones we have had … everything has had a cost.

What I tell people is that what I have issues with is that if there are costs then I would accept things a lot better if I was TOLD about these costs. But I never have been even when I have more or less invited them to tell me so.

So with each and every one of them the order of the day and the many, many days and years previous they decided to lie and cheat. In every public service and every facet of society. Just lie. I also hate the fact that people just accepted this and they have been doing so for a very long time. I have also known for a very long time that this would just compound the problems caused by this attitude and it would build up to gargantuan proportions until the day it was in such a mess no one would know what to do.

There are things that can be done but … they will not like them and are probably well aware of them but refuse to take these paths? I know where my money would be.

I have been rambling on because I am waiting for a video to upload that shows a few things about me … that might come in handy in my defence or in one of my attacks.

At the very, very same time … this video can and probably will help people in pain. Foot pain to be precise. I explain that not everything is how it is perceived or even promoted to be by the National Health Service and its … professionals.

I have discovered things on my own that have not been stated to me in fifteen years and if they have failed to educate, help, prescribe or even provide me then they must be a lot of people out there suffering?!

This is also the case in a great many areas and that list is a long one, like Calum's List is very long, but I can only get to one thing at a time. On this occasion I have returned to an area that adversely affects me and that is foot pain. Specifically it is heel pain. Heel pain is not something you can escape from as the original rheumatologist I saw, back in 2003 (yes two thousand and three), told me “The moment you get out of bed your on the thing that causes you pain and will be most of the day until your back in bed. Many people are not going to be understanding of that!” but what failed to realise all those years ago is that I was going to discover that among those not understanding will be Doctors and other health professionals and specialists.

Never once have I been asked if I live with anyone to help me since 2003. For the last 14 years the answer to that question has been a very lonely “No”.

Government and public services would have forced me to be a burden on anyone I lived with even more so than I already was.

So another punishment dealt out by the government and public services is loneliness.

I have spent a very, very long time knowing that they really do not give a shit, despite what they claim when the cameras and microphones are on.

But now we might be soon discovering that the so-called freedom of the press is anything but. Also that the Press have been caught out to be aiding central government in hiding some of the worst cases of the breaches of human rights as well as manslaughter the world has ever seen.

Right here in the UK where the perpetrators love to go on TV and preach to other countries about human rights.

Tut-tut, go figure.

On a final note and one I thought was very funny, if it was not so utterly ridiculous and I told people they were idiots for agreeing with this one … sugar tax and being threatened with court action over it …