THE UGLIES FOREVER REARING THEIR HEADS

There was something about Rugby a few years back.

Recently there was Football and before long Athletics.

Now it is tennis.

Just in recent times alone three of the biggest sports have been exposed for being corrupt. Some in more ways than one.

That's just the ones that have been found out, of course.

I was surprised to hear of one of the biggest names in tennis play the while thing down. I was immediately suspicious with an initial thought thought he might have been involved at some point. 

Let's see how that one pans out?

So many people wanting far too much or more than they have, even if they have quite a great deal. If they can't get it by honest means they will resort to anything.

Very sad and pathetic individuals. A blemish on humanity that will eventually go the way of the dinosaur.

Sadly those with far too much do very little good with what they have, other than a free of charge appearance somewhere.

Still have their naïve devoted followers and fans though.

For once not one of my predictions, but then I can't have eyes, ears and involvements in everything. I'm just one man. Just one man without resources and a couple of disabilities to boot.

Still, I'm not surprised. Like I said before it's everywhere I did get involved. So, no surprises there then.

Twenty four months. Twenty four months and we would be well into my own endeavours and six months beyond a key point.

I wonder what lay in store during this time and what other things bubble up to the surface?

I still have a few predictions as well as a few endeavours in the very prolonged pipeline.

In the end it will amount to a collection of predictions, endeavours and facts that you could not get close to anywhere else. It will also said a very, very low failure rate. Possibly no failure rate?

Twenty four months is a long time and I never claimed nor am I infallible.

I'm sure glad I am not one that invested tens of thousands of pounds into one of these sports!

I feel sorry for those that did.

Unless they are of the naïve and making like the proverbial Ostrich.

I find it absolutely ridiculous that no one seems to think that Seb Coe knew everything that was going on in athletics. I find it totally implausible that he was oblivious to what was going on and even not involved.

The man I ran through on this blog fit starting something extremely stupid and without a clue of his own career in comparison to good claims. Though I struggle to remember the specifics as is often the case with me. Annoyingly!

EDIT: Oh it seems there were no less than eight sports that have had scandals in recent years and I totally forgot about cycling, lol. Also found that Tennis has a body called the Tennis Integrity Unit, well that is laughable.

Tennis match-fixing 'a secret on the tour everybody knows' - http://www.bbc.co.uk/sport/tennis/35356550

The eight sports with corruption scandals -

http://www.independent.co.uk/sport/tennis/tennis-match-fixing-seven-other-sports-to-have-suffered-embarrassing-scandals-in-recent-years-a6818476.html

WARM IS THE FIRST DAY OF BUTTERFLIES

Not so long ago I was surrounded by many people echoing thoughts and lines that appeared to come straight from this blog. Just how eerily close to my own..struggles of many a year gone by.

I have pondered as to how interesting it will become over time and the patterns that will reveal themselves form the many people who collect already and in the coming months the many more who may appear?

My condition of Fibromyalgia is a nasty one and even has its own levels of 'nasty' too. Someone uttered that it was thought that the toxins that exist in all plants, to prevent them being eaten, might be what causes our flare ups to take place? Interesting.

We know, or at least I do, that the condition for Fibromyalgia to emerge exists in many but that it takes a violent jolt that causes what I believe to be a kink in the central nervous system at or around the base of the neck. From then on in it is all down hill. Any more violent jolts like those that involve whiplash and the speed of your downward spiral will increase in speed.

My own symptoms first started within months of me having a bad accident when I was around 15 with hips and ankles and the odd back pain. Then I had a car accident around 21 or 22 that involved me head butting a windscreen. Then I had another accident some years after that at around 25 that invovled whiplash. Plus a couple of other jolts in cars with others driving that ended up in a stiff neck, the list is long.

As a result of this long list so is the list that contains my symptoms. Somewhere between a 110 to 120 when I worked through it all. I was not expecting that and would have been shocked at a couple of dozen.

I also have a pain in an area of inguinal hernia repair, hiatus hernia, oesophagitis and a buggered right knee. Spotted twice three or four years apart and diagnosed on the second spot. From both hospitals a letter stating I had a knee problem never materialised at my GP surgery at the time. Though one knew I had a buggered knee, the first one, and later quit by announcing early retirement stating she had 'had enough of the NHS'.

The ring of people that were present within the group got to hear how the long the NHS took to diagnose it and that this was first diagnosed by myself before I basically had to bribe my GP surgery to send me to Guys Hospital for confirmation after being told there was no one in the UK.

That one kicked me off for recording him and his father claiming I broke the law, which I did not and also was not a good enough reason according to the NHS' own guidelines. Oops.

I had already been kicked off the previous one for realising and stating that an ultrasound scan had been falsified and that I had recorded the specialist admitting that they had, dictating a new letter to my GP and then NEVER sending that letter. Well...he did not know I was recording him, otherwise he would have done.

However, if I ever was angy, as they stated as a reason for being kicked off their surgery, would I have not then thrown in their faces the fact that I had recorded them? But I did not.

At any time I revealed I was recording them That would have been it and I would not have got anything else out of them. Too early and I would still be ignored. There wasn't a 'too late'.

I did not want one or two things. I wanted a lot. A hell of a lot. Years of recordings of me trying to get them to diagnose and help me and them squirming and trying not to.

Sure I knew I would realise things and discover more things when I started. I never, however, ever thought I would find the things out I did and not just within the NHS but within a whole list of public services.

I had a text today to say a butterfly had been spotted. For me that is a red rag to a bull and I am just itching for some green on the bushes and trees and I want to go screaming around the place on my new bike.

Provided the weather leans in my favour I want to enjoy this years Spring, Summer and Autumn as my endeavours all speed ever faster to their intended goals.

Clear blue skies and a golden glow from the Spring sunshine enveloping my entire body is all that I crave presently. Cool breeze in my hair and the soft crunching sounds of my tyres in paces far from any roads and devoid of people. Solace is that I seek while wandering and riding the wilderness like some lone wandering warrior left to his own thoughts and devices.

The sight of Male Speckled Wood Butterflies performing their aerial combats not alerted nor caring of my presence as I gaze at their skills as they rise ever higher skyward. Laying down and relaxing while feeling the soft blades of grass bathed in sunshine long missed. Wonder how many summers I get by without being spotted by those with eyes like Eagles or whether the Bearded Reedlings finally succumb to my hunting and I get the video and photos I so long to get? The elegant Egrets and their fanciful white head feathers appearing from tall reeds and sometimes disappearing again. The colours of the banks of ponds that are flush with Marsh Orchids are longed to be seen once again along with the almost unnoticeable Bee Orchids. Not forgetting the Common Spotted Orchids and Twayblades of course.

I wonder if all my excursions have revealed everything to me or whether or not surprises lay in store?

In other areas more tools to help me with my blogs will be appearing and shown within my posts and a new...energy will emerge that will possibly thrust some blogs forwards. Time will inevitable tell.

So many opportunities will be presenting themselves this year in so many ways and from so many sources that my head is likely to spin. I believe this to be a key year and more so than that which it has already become by way of one public service caving in under pressure and giving me a fraction of the money I have lost over recent years. This is, after all, how I got my new tools and the more tools to come.

Right now its the warm spring sunshine I crave the most along with the sight of Orange Tip Butterflies and maybe the odd Brimstone Butterfly.

Roll on spring 2015.

;)

THE LONGEST NIGHTS

I am still awake! Quite unfortunately and I knew when I was out today I would have trouble, I don't know how.

I think I just think that automatically when I have not been on the bike for three days? I had intended to go out today ... error yesterday but the weather was crap.

I went out on foot and I seriously regretted that too, in fact today ... err yesterday was not a good day at all four varies reasons I do not fully understand on either count though I do have some ideas I how is not the case.

Anyway I have a Sunday to get through and I seriously need to clean my house though at this rate there will bit be anyone to have it tidy for in all honesty! Lol! Long story and not the time not the place just frustrating nature mindedness with a tendency to want to argue our act like I've pissed petiole off? But there is only one way that I can think that I have pissed people off and it had everything to do with this blog! If I am right and I hope I am wing on this occasion it will get a lot worse in the second half of 2014. This may mean that I have to perform a magic trick long before I was planning too?

It is odd as I am at that time when I am wondering if the government are experiment and putting something in the water as there seems to be a queue for pissed off people and one I know fur sure is down to the blog while the others I am just guessing are.

Still I have ... made attempts to have some plans out in motion and a week from now I should have an idea, maybe two weeks. But I do feel like I am being hemmed into a corner though and some times these things need you to come out fighting and other times they require a ... different trick. Just the trick I want is not quite on my list of capabilities just yet.

So I have been awake all night yet again and will have a shitty day ... today that is for sure. Biking is lieut not a good idea so will have to try and stay awake but stay in! Not a good combination but it's only readable to go out on my bike and in all honesty on a day were a person with an affliction where you do bit sleep properly when it appears that you are sleep and your duchess the next day but with no sleep at all your woozy and zombified then cycling is far more dangerous than it normally is and completely and utterly a stupid thing to do, unless you can be certain of starting away from roads.

The only places I can do that are local and will have to many people for what I would want to do while out!

So I will stagger, literally, through it and hopefully I will get out every day this week? I will have to alternate between farther away and local while capitalising on the quiet week days.

I certainly need to stay away from people, cycle and get it with my camera and get plenty of photos and videos as I am way behind this year this far!

Tonight I have done more work to that Fibromyalgia Syndrome Report I stated I was working on. I have added another section tonight based on an idea I got over a disagreement I had, largely because my memory dies but recall the things I need to when someone who decides to be annoying stresses me out and then adds insult to injury by telling me I cannot take it when I know I am correct, it's on here enough times mate, but can't recall the stiff I need to say.

When I do that, trying to explain myself and cannot find the stuff I want it need, I tend to blabber, which I bloody hate. So I tend to like being on my own at times like this when explaining things is hard work. I cone up with my best thoughts, philological statements, sayings and ideas as well as my poems and visions at these times. Also I reach many of my realisations and conclusions at these times and there have been previous few this year!

As for the Fibromyalgia report, week hopefully if I get another brainstorm this week at some point it should be ready to publish by the weekend coming?

I just have to make sure there are enough ... enlightening things contained therein that I have either worked upon myself it have picked up from the one person I think the most knowledgeable person/Doctor/Author I have come across on this sorry subject of Fibromyalgia, Dr Ginevra Liptan M. D.

So I shall refer to this coming week, at least hopefully, The Ghost Week?!

THE REIGNING IN OF HORSES

I am currently at home and this is an extremely rare occasion whereby I am very pleased to be here.

No for once I did not wake up late and have not just got up as I fell asleep at a normal time last night which is a rarity of late. No its not because I have some new fandangeld toy to occupy myself with though I do seriously need a couple. Though you will get a surprise on that front about 3 weeks from now!

No today I decided to get out on the bike and make a very late start on my British Wildlife blog! However as seems to be the norm for this time of year I could not find anything. Took an absolute age before I did get it all together and finally leave the house! Drives me insane that does I tell you.

Only I got a few hundred yards and thought I had forgotten my nicotine gum. I checked and I had them but then I gopt about e mile and felt a twinge of heartburn and realised I had forgotten my Rennie! Checked and not, I have two fecking trays of Nicotine Gum but no Rennie, DUMB-ARSE!

It was a bit windy too and was blowing straight at me from an easterly direction. Now I very nearly decieded that this would be too much and go somewhere else. But I got annoyted with myself and pushed on with the original plan of Lea Valley Park. To get there I have to go past two sites that I regularly visit. Before long I suddenly noticed I had an ouyt of the ordinary pain in my chest. Very much like a very mild form of Costochondrytis (Chest Wall Pain), which made me panic a little as that is one shit thing to endure. It was also akin to, unless this is just me, when you were at school and they make you run in very cold waether and whe your breathing hard afterwards if hurts your chect breathing in.

Only I do not get that, it is not cold today and quite the opposite in fact and I had not done anything to warrant  the need for breathing heavily, though I was at times.

I nearly did not reach the very first site which is only one third of the way to where I was going. So I stopped there and decided tha was it and no further but would have to take a breather and calm down whatever was going on. I managed to get a photo and film of my first Blue Butterflies of the year here but no Bee Orchids nor Pyramidal Orchids, though luckily despite it being May and often getting photographs in April they have not emerged yet. So I have not missed them.

The heartburn was now beginning to become a problem too ad suddenly even the otherwise short distance home might become a real problem! So I decided to walk about with the bike on the Marsh I was on in the hope of getting at least a few photos for the blogs and film for the YouTube account.

Despie the walking sometimes having a lessening effect on these ailments this was not happening at the time and I felt a familiar pang! I kicked out the stand om my Mountain Bike and tossed off both my camera sling pack and my quick release should camera holster oto the floor. I walked forwad a few paces before dropping to my knees on the left side of the low cut section of grass.

I was going to vomit and I know the feeling only too well.

However this time it was a bit different from the norm. It was taking its time and this being one of the things I hate when I am out and people I used to know that witnessed me doing this used to get a shock out how violent it can be. This was taking its sweet time and due to the embarrassment I feel everytime I go out, because more morons would think I was drunk or just find it amusing and point, I kept looking round. Luckily I was in a spot where you very rarely see anyone despite bing very close to a very undesirable neighbourhood!

After awhile though BOOM off it went but after to ... err volumes of it it suddenly stopped and I was staring at the grass thinking 'EH?!'. Then I thought 'NO! Wait for it!!' but it never came? 'What gives?@ I thought as I would normally heave around a dozen times or more and even when everything is out it simply refuses to stop. In the end your thinking 'Please STOP! There is nothing more for fuck sake!!'

This was not one of those times and this has not happened before I have to admit. I I hobbled about in a figure of eight for ten minutes thinking it was going to lure me into a false sense of security until I was half way home in front of dozens of people and strike again?!

Then aftre awhile I decided to get on the bike and make for home 'Mate's shop?' No, home! 'But you do have a bit of shopping still to get?' No, FECKING HOME!!

So yeah, I am currently glad tyo be home! Especially as I stopped on the way back at one of those way over expensive corner like shops only to find he has no Rennie but does have packets of Gaviscone for nearly £5.00 each?" Yes I think I am going to have to have a chat about that too with my new GP, as I am normally given liquid but Gaviscone tablets I could take out with me without adding a bunch of weight would be far better. Plus I fecking hate Rennie and that was how I found out I had a Hiatus Hernia in the first place because I was taking so many I felt ill and hated the taste, lol. But if it gets rid of bad heartburn you have to do it.

Yup glad to be back indoors. I may go out and the bike is out but whether this will be on the bike or not I do not know. It will not be far and likely mates shop of there is any time and then Sainsburys.

Mental side of brain goes at a thousand miles an hour whilke the physical sider of brain and body quite simply does not.

:)

THE TIRING CYCLING CONUNDRUM

Well I thought I would just post this for future reference.

I got up to my wildlife park today in the Lea Valley and I cycled a bit further than I did previously. Was not a great idea but it could have been worse?

First of all I was sweating like mad and had to take off my very light jacket and tie the arms around my neck. I then had to roll up my sleeves on my tee thin jumper! It was very mild today, or hot to me!

Also annoying was that I had my groin pain playing up to and it was distracting! I only hope it dies down as I get fitter over time?! Considering the pains I was thinking about the pains that I get at the to of my shoulder joints. It's just a pain in the arse, no the shoulder joint, to have it and I was thinking about how before I discovered Fibromyalgia I thought the pain was connected to the frozen shoulder pains I get. It just goes to show just how things can be easily over looked!

What I thought was connected to the shoulder so therefore one and the same problem turns out nor only to be different but was a very key thing that would have identified Fibromyalgia?! Possibly! Though they should have realised this was Fibromyalgia with what was already recorded in my medical notes!

Mind you I do have to say that they were aware of the shoulder pain and if just one of the three dozen idiots I spoke to knew anything at all about Fibromyalgia they would have asked me if I get a pain atop my shoulder joint! After all the shoulders, knees, hips, back, feet, restless legs syndrome, restless arms too and the skin conditions are all listed. More besides too and I just remembered the Costochondritis, or whatever it was called scientifically but commonly known as Chest Wall Pain.

So yes it was a difficult day and I got tired too! More rutted than I expected to in fact considering how easy it was the first time!

The funny thing is that other than the fact it literally is the condition from hell, or at least made this way by the authorities who are supposed to help patients and not themselves, I would and do find the condition rather fascinating! I found certain things fascinating and in all honesty and stated this several times previously I thought I would get a lot of attention from Doctors interested in figuring it out but I did not, not one. Of course if they all knew what I had then it madness perfect sense that no one raised an eyebrow and investigated me! After all if your into any science the one thing you would love is discovering something new! You can get yourself and your name published in a journal, write and publish a book on it and may even get anything new named after you!

After awhile my suspicions were aroused when time after time this just failed to happen. Nobody seemed bothered and nobody seemed to care. In fact it was quite the opposite as if it turned out to be wrong or I disagreed they would seem frustrated by this! In fact a Portuguese GP at Forest Road Medical Centre did not like the fact I starred I am not a gambling man but would very her money that I did not have Plantar fasciitis, as I starred to every Doctor at this surgery. In fact she seemed annoyed as she had a medical student with her so she grabbed my foot and pressed into the sole of my foot at the point where the arch meets the heel and it hurt. She said 'well that is Plantar fasciitis!' I was dumbstruck that she managed to pinpoint the pain like that and assumed I must be wrong? Except I spent the next ten years going through every single treatment for Plantar fasciitis even up to orthotic insults costing £100 a pair and not a single bloody thing worked and I was soon back on the belief it was not Plantar fasciitis.

So I threw everything at the NHS to see what they would do along with what mistakes they made and every single department I was sent to write literally contradicted the last diagnosis and did so as I recorded them!!

The funny thing is that it never occurred to anyone and I wonder if it does today that things for me must have been pretty terrible for me to plan and plot for as long as I have done?! Yet these are intelligent people and those I battled with in recent times now all know about this blog! If I was any one of them I would be quite worried about the possible outcomes of all this.

But then I guesses of I was allowed to speak, allowed to recall which was good and convenient with my memory lapses and refused to desk with more than one condition at a time and had more than 7 minutes to explain we would have found out what was to with me a long time ago?!

Well that was if they ever wanted to of course! But as you know what I have provided here makes it look pretty obvious and therefore highly likely that they did know what was wrong, for a length of time anyway, and refused to tell me what it was. In fact many of you would have noted that on the recordings of various Doctors and then in the discharge letters by the same Doctors I recorded they completely contradicted themselves! This happened with two Physios, Inguinal Hernia specialist, back specialist, neurologist, bipedal mechanic specialist (or whatever he was called), umm another Doctor to with umm something with very I recorded!

Oddly despite what anyone may think about my insistence I had a neurological disorder it really matters not. Because that foot guy I cannot remember stated that I must have a neurological disorder and I stated I had Restless Legs Syndrome and he raised an eyebrow and stated that was my problem then, after getting over the fact he could not diagnose it and some as if I was lying. Was not the first either to do that either. His name was Mark and he was recorded also... err I think, lol.

He made the best connection ever by a million miles when his eyes went wide when he realised, after testing me by adding what drugs I was given for it, I do indeed have restless legs syndrome! The best! Based on what he says I was convinced he was on the money. Also everyone was told about the fact that the RLS was brought on by caffeine! Yet both of these along with everything else was linked to Fibromyalgia too!!

So what the reality of all this is that for way over 15 years God knows how many dozen NHS Doctors failed time after time after time to identify the problem. Many disagreeing with me and even reacting annoyed half the time. I even mentioned the accidents I had stating that they could the the link!

But what is now obvious and plain to see is that each time that I suggested a link I was told and quite literally in no uncertain terms that this was not possible!

What I now know to be true is that not only was it possible but that with each suggestion I made I was bang on the money. Even the diagnosis of Charcot Marie Tooth Disease was wrong but not far off the mark!

But this was what I had intended when I started off on my quest and did so with this blog. To find a way to get to the truth and despite the truth being kept from me that enough would be said with all the many 'professionals' I would meet that enough chutes would be dropped in conversation that would somehow lead me to what I had so desperately wanted to know for what seemed like forever!

Now to me I see it that a very long list of very bad Doctors and health professionals have got away with being extremely bad or lying through their teeth or wire probably both most of the time!

In fact I see the frustration they showed me because I was disagreeing and backing them into a corner they could not talk their way out of?!

Of course the stakes had become far higher because anyone that looked at my records would realise that my symptoms started 20 years ago and that even in recent years my medical records listed way more than enough symptoms to have led these professionals to the diagnosis of Fibromyalgia?!

The problem they have with all that now is that it was three people that diagnosed it and not one if them. The three people were me, myself and I! Lol!

This is just a mere few pieces of the jigsaw really but I think that with just this single post, no laid out report and no bullet points that it simply just creates a very detailed picture. I like to think an obvious picture? This is also just one branch of what I have achieved. The subject of the NHS GP Surgeries and what they do to patients if they think they can get away with it goes on! Anyone reading this oust for the first time or even only red a few recent posts wool be quite interested to know that if you use the search box you can gain access to and are free to use the scans, letters, emails, recorded audio and even videos if it is relevant to your own plight.

I thought when I stated that it would be great to help other innocent people along the way? Other people that studied they might be innocent victims of prior who swore an oath to help people? I have a very long list of people that not only broke that oath but also lied for their own personal gain despite being paid a humongous salary out of the British taxpayers pocket!

Yes that is what I call saving money and being efficient during a financial crisis is to get hundreds of thousands of health professionals to bit so their jobs properly despite the annual salary bill!

In fact I see the governments meddling and closing things down as just more ways to not help people with ailments! Remember this is if they can! They do not really help people dying of cancer either and I should know as I watched a friend slowly die with no help our support whatsoever!

THE RETURN OF MY MOUNTAIN BIKE

EDIT: I just noticed that yet again a number of posts have not bloody POSTED and added to this my keywords have all gone missing too!! Google at its most incompetent best or a didgy tablet PC?!

Yes today is not day one of the use of my bike during 2014 but in fact day 2!!

There is another quite unexpected fact about today that is unique and... TYPICAL!! I GOT WET!!

I was not supposed to get wet! As one again I trusted the Met Office weather app that stated at some point between 12pm and 3pm it would stop raining and not rain again. So I left about 12.30pm and the sub was out. I left my friends store to go down the town centre around 2pm at least. Except it was raining and gradually got heavier over the next hour!! I ended up with a Big Tasty Burger in McDonalds just to get out if the rain! It did so raining but the floors were now soaked as was the bike and it's seat!

The weather reports truly have became pointless of late and I chastise myself for relying on weather apps that are truly crap. In fact I won't be getting the five day widget I have currently as it gives you yesterday's weather?!

Lol!

Still I have been on the bike two days in a row now and my thighs hurt a bit at one point, which is good. I do like to feel that strain while cycling locally. Another couple of days like and I think I an safely venture further afield to start getting some content on fauna and flora among with anything else I can track down or spot?!

I should also start heading to places a little further away and use public transport along with some careful planning.

Hopefully by the time I am up to speed with the cycling I may get some good news from elsewhere, though I doubt it!

I am of course referring to the DWP and PIP and that they should finally see the Erie of their ways and what I can now do to them?! But I am going to go with still over confident and naive to the position they are in!

Of course compliance would therefore allow me to do what I should have been able to do several years ago and that is able to give several of my boss the boost that they all need?!

But it will likely be delayed even longer no doubt.

Was reminded that two of my gears are a bit... IFFY, also my foam handlebar grips which should have been replaced last year had large amounts or mould growing out of them?! So I decided to use gloves and today while our getting wet I got a new, albeit cheap, pair of fingerless cycling gloves and a pack of black handlebar foams too.

Started watching Thor: The Dark World and then remembered I still had the bike outside and not out it away!! So I decided to bring it in the house and after the film I set about changing the handlebar grips.

All done now. Just need to get my hands on this receipt for the other tablet and then if to PC World. Which I was going to do today until I realised it was raining and I was missing a receipt!

Oh and a Doctors appointment, which I now hope will be the last one I need to have until AFTER I have attended Guy's Hospital? In fact I will be asking if I have been referred off? After all he did tell me a couple of months ago he was going to refer me. Cannot remember if he said that before or after Christmas?!

Oh well as long as it happens I do not care!

• Never got my solar panels so god knows what happened to them.

Still awaiting one gadget that can be of help, should be here later in the week?

YOUTUBE AND BLOGGER QUANDARIES

Well this is odd.

Hmm now WHY did I type that? I fully expected the imprtant figure to be unchanged at ZERO but nevertheless it still surprises me, lol.

Now if I watched 206 hours of films either on TV or Optical Disc I would see adverts and forced to. These do not get adorned these things for free and is a bloody cheek.

What I also find a bloody cheek is advertising when it comes to bloggers and video creators than ends up being free to those benefitting from it day after day, week after week and month after month!! In fact its now many months aftyer many months and in a little over 7 months this would have changed and quite literally so to year after year, lol.

It is crimijnal when you think about it, it is misleading and greedy of those that concoct these ideas. It would be much fairer to not allow you to monetise your stuff until you have been doing it for one year at least, had a certain number of visitors either in total or weekly. But no they only TELL YOU that you can MAKE MONEY from their Blogger and YouTube accounts viad adverts and one whole year later, a dozen blogs, a thousand videos and over 75,000 visitors and your still wondering what your doing this for and cannot even PREDICT when you will get your first payment, lol.

I very recently stated that by MID January 2014 I should either have received my first payment or be able to say with confidence WHEN that forst payment will be. Which shoould be end of January 2014 or the end of February 2014. This has two aspects attahced to this which makes the prediction all the more interesting. Firstly there is the fact that deletion of all but three ads made that earnings figure leap by £2.50 and that by the end of March 2014 it will be heading towardfs two years since I started the first blog on corruption!

I think that a total receiving of ZERO will leave no one in doubt as to the truth behind these things and the company in question, don't you? Lol. I deliberately did not look for sometime in the hope of seeing them START to move in the right direction. Oddly one did and then went BACKWARDS, lol. NOt even COOKING has made a difference to the YouTube earnings?! Hmm OK so I will try a couple more dishes over the next couple of months with a few other videos and see where we go, lol.

DO not forget that I COVER a wide range of subjects so would ATTRACT many more people than the average person! Computing, Astronomy, Astrophysics, Orchids, Reptiles, Amphibians, Fish, Japanese Maples, Wing Chun, Cycling, British Wildlife, Films, Music and now COOKING to boot!

There is just no sense of honour in the western world of late nor can honesty be found anywhere you look either. *SIGHS* It is such a shame it really is.

THE MUSIC OF A DOZEN DEATHS

Are they for real?!

Cyclists start dying on the roads of London and they come up with the banking of headphones?!

I have never worn headphones while cycling despite living on the very outskirts of London. It would be completely stupid to do that while cycling. I have also NEVER witnessed anyone else cycling with headphones on...EVER!

So where in the world did this come from? Are they trying to tell me that still these cyclists were in the heart of London's traffic listening to their headphones?! I very much doubt it.

More likely they had headphones in bags or pockets and someone thought they would blame the accidents on them?

I just do not get it. I have just never seen anyone do anything this naive nor have I heard of any cyclist friends ever day they have seen anyone do this!

Just because headphones are there does not mean they were wearing them! Of and of course they should be banned from wearing them too.

After cyclists' deaths, TfL moves headphones ban a step closer - http://pulse.me/s/Cp5Ss

ATTITUDES OF SIMPLETONS

My bloody GOD!!

How am I supposed to get through to morons with bloody incompetent statements that only THEY think is clever?!

No pay, no say? Jesus idiot do you even know what happens to your money??

I myself cycle because I have to!!

I have physical pains but you cant tell when I am on the bike unless your fairly observant. But people do not stop and THINK and I do try to stay off the roads as much as I can ...

...if you have paid attention you would know I was involved in a bad road traffic accident I think is the cause of my pains today. Believe me when I say this that my accident happened precisely thirty years ago and my physical pains go back between a few years to over twenty.

It is probably fear of this link that the NHS has REFUSED to deal with any of my conditions correctly in over 20 years?!?!

So yeah I know more than I should and have experienced more than I should too.

Is there any such thing as 'road tax'? http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-23694438

THERE IS NO NEWS LIKE WHEN THERE IS MURRAY NEWS

My word. Yes it is great that British tennis player had finally won Wimbledon after 77 years but it had give a bit bad in the media.

Flicking through my BBC NEWS 24 app there were no less than FIVE articles dedicated to Andy Murray and his winning of the Wimbledon title!

There was a train in Canada loaded with oil that was a runaway and exploded killing many people and destroying a large part of the town! It was described as a war zone by officials and this got one article about it?! I was quite interested to find out why I could hear an Arab voice on the film if an exploding train in Canada?! Maybe innocent, and if course but Arab, but it makes you think and us more human and excusable than some...other human behaviours, lol.

How many times do you need to be told someone won a tennis match?!

I spent years watching and hoping Tim Henman would win so I am overjoyed. But I have listened to many people in shops hoping he would not win because he had previously stated that he did not like the English?! Now I was not aware of this and to be honest a statement like that I could quite easily and happily pull to pieces in the must embarrassing manner...but I won't.

I am just hoping that this possession and madness with the media does not continue for days when there are bigger things going on in the world right now. It makes people look like they do not care as pride and gamesmanship become all important and eclipse all else. A little bit us and them. Polars Bears and Huskey Dogs anyone to explain the mindless behaviour if the hordes? Say what you like but with the people that should know better that IS what it IS. LOL!

Funny is it not though that he won Olympic gold last year asking with another grand slam. Finalist last year and wind title this year? Asking with the Tour de France getting its first British winner ever with Bradley Wiggins and right at this moment us being led by yet ANOTHER British cyclist Chris Froome?

What perfect timing all these sportsmen have chosen to win things to lift their country?! Hat's off you them! We had the England Cricket team do....something or other, lol, which embarrassingly only leaves the one sport I site any sign on interest in at all?!

Football!

Well at least my own football club is showing signs of emerging from the doldrums despite their brief but putting on if a worldwide showcase in the Champions League up to quarter finals, hmm or was it the semi finals?! Lol.

Nope just leaves the English football team winning something now?! Mind you I would happily accept the Scotland yeah winning something! As long as the players do not come out with anything brain dead about English people, lol.

Or maybe they are right?!

After all there had to be a reason that we keep getting kicked in the teeth and carry on taking it?!

I am more inclined to think that when they state this they refer to the British government but not too good at getting their point across, lol.

Mind you whichever is true it makes David Cameron, down there cheering him on, look like a complete fecking idiot! Unless he was born in Scotland of course?!

Lol.

THE SHOES...THEY SPEAK?!

Well I am thankful that I received some money, though I am asking myself how long before they pull this stunt again after already pulling it TWICE.

This is mainly because I was coming home from Sainsbury when my Regatta shoe on my right foot felt all flappy and I looked down and realised they had started to SPEAK!

Unfortunately the only other pair of shoes I have are these flat soled Karrimor which are not good for walking in but have had them 3 years and use them primarily for cycling and even then I should not use them.

So there I was in Sports Direct looking at the specific running shoes with high arches and I had a pair of Nike Air AVORD 10 in my hands which were £35. Just ast I had done the year before and the year before that...well for quite some years now I think about it I was looking at the gel soles of the Asics at around £100 with envy. I even stated to the sales girl that I would be back to buy them in a few weeks time.

I said that last year too!

I thought maybe this year would be different though and not just for the shoes I should be buying but also so that any purchases I make from the cash I should already well be making from my blogs goes towards things that also ADD CONTENT to my blogs and YouTube account. Spend money to make money seems to mean spend money and work for free to big American companies and no longer limited to sweat shops in Asia either.

Still they cannot manufacture figures forever or it will be grossly obvious even to the most stubbornly naive people. A total 0f 17,000 visitors and a rise of 1,500 per week and rising will soon be 25,000 and a rise of 2,000 per week. A month after that, which is a months time, we could be looking at 40,000 and 3,000 per week rise. Then 60,000 and 5,000 per week...well you get the idea.

My current balance states £4.90 so can I expect my first £60 payment in the Autumn or Winter when there are 250,000 to 500,000 while rising at 10,000 per week or more?! LOL.

Currently and even though physios have often told me to spend over £100 on trainers as if money was confetti, I baulk when I see £40, I have not even received enough money to pay for the laces of the Nike I just purchased.. LMAO.

Really what I should be doing is using the Nike as my cycling trainers and buy the Asics for when I am on foot?! This way it should stop me having to buy trainers or shoes every 5 or 6 months?! Also the PROPER and more expensive trainers bought specifically for the walking problem do not get destroyed by constantly being used for cycling!

As well as this I have now seen and ordered a pair of Continental Vapor Tyres for my bike as the old tyres really ned replacing as the rubber is splitting with age and I have had two punctures in as many weeks. I do not get punctures in as many years previous to this lol.

If there IS another and eventually successful attempt at stopping my benefits then I will need the tyres on my bike to be tip top condition too! Now normally the Vapor tyres I would expect to pay about £40 to £50 for them and indeed the last tyres I bought for a bike were Schwalbe Racing Ralphs and these cost me £80 a pair?! SO the fact that including a charge for postage I saw the Continental Vapor at £26 for the pair and with me racing around trying to get photos and videos for these blogs and my YouTube account I thought I had better do it.

After all fixing punctures is bloody painful and therefore bloody frutrating for me, lol.

ALL IN THE PLANNING PART ELEVENTY

Whoa! Well my games are now back up, or TWO of them are anyway, and much of my Video uploads to YouTube are done...

...I DID think they would all be done and that the games still had a bit to go if I am honest!! LOL.

The fact that BOTH these games are up and running considering the size of the downloads and yet YouTube has not received a few videos is downright shocking and highly suspect. Hmm not for the reasons you might think that I am insinuating towards, lol.

Yes so at SOME POINT today I should get the videos up and linked in as well as the audio off my not so smart phone and uploaded to my, or ONE of my, Cloud Storage and those linked in here?!

FINGERS CROSSED, LMAO?!

You see the way I see use of these things is really quite simple...

1) You have various webpages within different environments

2) Blogs and Video on a Blog Client or Video Client, in my case both GOOGLE

3) The more content you add the more people you will attract

4) The more GOOD CONTENT and SMARTER you sound then even more people you attract

5) The MORE SUBJECT MATTERS you can cover THE PEOPLE YOU ATTRACT grows exponentially so two subjects then TWICE the people, give or take depending on the popularity of the subject matter.

6) On each webpages you have TAGS. TAGS were TAGS for a long time and the same as Hash Tags in Twitter '#' in that they label things (err orr Tagged then?! lol) for discovery by a search engine. So Google, Bing, AltaVista (if still around), AVG, Mozilla, Yahoo, Jeeves or any others. Google did not invent it you know?! LOL!

7) Now here is the CHERRY ON THE BAKEWELL TART AS...
a) The more specific tags or terms you can think of the more likely you are to get to the people who     SPECIFICALLY want to see what you are showing!
b) The more SCIENTIFIC you can be then the more similar minded people you can attract to so use of LATIN is paramount....if I can remember the Latin names and terms that is, lmao!

8) The more you keep a camera with you and the longer it goes that you keep adding content on the more chance there is that something you capture can go...viral.

9) I had around 16 subjects dear to me that I could cover and so far I had started up 12, starting last August to September, and about to start up another one in the coming weeks.

10) As I do not have 6 years worth of cash for 6 years of work this would mean that the money will continue to grow for 6 years without any further input from me?! Only explainable theory I can come up with at the present time.

Now before I make a series of announcements I do prefer to lay a few things out for a couple of months, groundwork you could think of it as, before I do it.

So therefore before i can explain a How To or a How NOT To or anything that is fundamentally wrong with anything you might WANT TO DO or possibly ARE DOING I need people to just get a little familar with a few things first.

A brief and easy few pointers of how you can figure out what is wrong with any figures or statements when i make them. Think of it like a plant window box. You can grow plants in a window box by simply watering them enough that they live and grow BUT...

They grow faster and BETTER IF...

1) You give them the CORRECT amount of water... (higher than normal frequency of additional content)

2) You provide them with the CORRECT amount of light... (pictures and videos)

3) You provide them with the CORRECT temperature... (popular subjects)

3) You throw into the mix the right amount of ingredients or feed   (think of this as the TAGS)

I think if you breeze about my other blogs you will see that my knowledge is not limited to Corruption and outwitting half-witted people but also...

1) Orchids (well there's a surprise I hear you think)

2) Computers (oooh now not looking good for my canon fodder, lol)

3) Astronomy (another highly popular subject)

4) Reptiles, Amphibians & Fish (now you can see where the LATIN comes in)

5) Wing Chun Kung Fu (now you know I can KICK-ARSE)

6) Pink Floyd & Music (ooh another highly popular subject)

7) Comic Book Movies and FILMS (ooh another HIGHLY POPULAR SUBJECT)

8) British Wildlife (yes OK not STRICTLY GLOBAL but still highly popular)

9) Doctor Who (well need I say anything regarding this, I am am Madman with a Laptop after all?! LMAO)

Ooh there is another and I cannot look to see as I have this text editor window open...

...yes OK I could open another but I cannot be bothered, lol.

The BLOG I plan on starting is Japanese Maple Trees or Acer palmatums, japonicumsm shirasawanum and negundo.

I will probably also start up a Mountain Biking Blog too shortly after the Japanese Maple one which will run through the summer.

Though this largely depends on quite how the Blogger and YouTube works behind the scenes otherwise the Mountain Bike one might not happen this year, lol. Well not unless someone ELSE comes along to lend a genuinely helping hand and saves the day, or MY DAY?! LMAO!

Maybe this whole thing is just a Social experiment for me to find out f the world, or at least the United Kingdom, is only populated by selfish and amoral people these days?! Maybe i'm just curious to see so set about with the most dastardly and intricate plan that would make a spiders-web look like it was manufactured by small children and plastic knitting needles?! Yes I am capable of such a thing!

The truth of the matter is that it is ALL of the above and then some!! LMAO!

Well I did refer to it as more intricate than a WEB!!

Before I can teach ... I have to TEACH!! LMAO!

I'M SO DIZZY MY HEAD IS SPINNNING!!

OK nicked that line from a CD single I had years ago...err was that comedian guy whose name escapes me as my head really is spinning!

I had a friend arrive today and I opened the door quickly and I spun around and bent over to do something and then came up at an acute angle and as I did my head SPAN like a top and I nearly went OVER and dropped to the ground!

Was the same chap that too me to A&E last Friday. He asked me how the funeral went for our friend and I then had to explain that I could not go due to these dizzy spells. Though I did state and will do so here that to refer to them as 'dizzy spells' does not really do them justice and is an understatement!

I had planned on going out to have a chat with the Dentist and book that appointment with the Doctor and maybe just handing in my prescription for the anti dizziness pills, Prochlorperazine 5mg, so that I get some more but no I feel like I am going to be sick at any point and has been like this for an hour so do not want to go out at all?!

Catch 22 if EVER there was one!

Now wondering if I should take a second pill so that I have taken 10mg n the hope that would help enough to go out and hand in this prescription?!

I did do some research on the advertising to nail down a few facts, which I should have done some time ago and spurred into action by the patronizing hired help on that Google AdSense forum. Seems I was right and I have listed a load of details down to keep an eye on and see how it all turns out.

Right I get too embarrassed at going out when I think I am going to vomit for sure. I always have this fear every time I go out and it is a real possibility and happens fairly often. If I g somewhere where a lavatory s nearby and NOT a public one then this is great.

Anyone that thinks there is not a problem with going out when you have this vomiting problem well all I can say is that each time you go into a public lavatory and for the next year then get down on your KNEES in each one?!

Then after a year then think that I would have done that, that many times in the course or two to four weeks?!

Another one is travel across London say about 10 miles with NO CAR and do that without standing still?!

Or try carrying an Umbrella, Walking Stick AND shopping?! LOL.

Then imagine while doing all this you have bolts of pain in your foot arches, sore stone like pain in your left foot, stinging and/or aching in your groin and sharp or intense pain in your back, shoulder and neck?! Oh and the painful clicking i your heels when descending stairs too! LOL. In summer pain in knees when on foot caused by use of a mountain bike.

Go one I dare you?!?!?!

LMFAO!!