THE RAIN CLEARS THE WAY FOR PAIN

God an awful title but I am tired.

In fact that is what this post is about really. Becoming tired suddenly and bouts of pain.

I left the house today to do a couple of things. One if these was to drop a couple of things off at the new GP surgery he actually wanted to see and a few things he will not expect.

On the way there I was relieved that the pain was a little easier than it had been the previous few days but soon I regretted thinking this.

In the town things came on suddenly. I was aching strongly throughout my lower body from my feet through my calf muscles thighs up through my buttocks and along my back. Only my shoulder, his and knees were not playing up.

I was also feeling weak and tired and brute long nauseous too. I bought a female to female connector from Maplin for a rip off price of £8 when I normally avoid them. It was for a keyboard fur the tablet I got from Amazon for £3.00 but should not have bothered as it does not bloody work.

I waste so much money trying to save it out would be cheaper to just but the new expensive one to begin with?!

To emphasize this I am currently looking for a camera sling backpack, again, because the one I bought previously I cannot get my Tegra Note 7 inch tablet into, grrrr. As a result I have but been going out with my camera and have missed several dozen photo opportunities. Drat!

I have now purchased two backpacks and regret buying each one. All because they were cheap. The Lowepro sling was 26 instead of 50 but I bought the smallest one, 102, when I was likely better off with the 202 which us a but bigger.

Oddly enough the one I originally wanted was a Kata model that would have been perfect, plus you can change the strap from left shoulder to right which would be a big help in my shoulders, especially my right shoulder.

It is very true that no one could possibly even begin to guess what this condition is like and it is literally a living hell, make no mistake.

Hopefully my latest application for help will be awarded and I have done one application but have to do a few more over the next couple of days.

A freedom pass is next which is perfect because the council are currently taking me to court, but ignoring my emails thus far, lol!

Back to the town and things were getting surprisingly hard and it got so that I just wanted to collapse and die as I attended to get around. I accomplished nothing and had forgotten what I wanted to do. I managed to get a large can of Monster drink which I had not had in months and a double Mars bar as I wanted to take another 1000mg Paracetamol and 100mg of Tramadol despite taking the same amount an hour our so earlier but I did not care.

This is how I have ended up taking most of my overdoses to try and stop whatever it was from bring unbearable and because I have been prescribed the wrong drugs for over 12 years. The Doctors all new this and yet failed to spot the deliberate mistake.

I was going to avoid going to my friends store and just go home but the store was very close and the thought of sitting down, though there is hardly anywhere to sit, was too much to resist.

Once in the store I sat upon a section if tree trunk I had not noticed before and eventually the pills had an effect.

I told my friends how bad it had got yet did not feel as bad as lady few days when I left the house!

Tomorrow I have to attend the surgery for another blood test in as many weeks. This blood test is, however, the first in a series to rule out everything before I an sent to Guys Hospital. Though I think with what I left him today and my medical records turning up soon I think he will quickly realise the tests are pointless?

I left him the results of the Nerve Conduction Studies and Electromyography which itself proves that I was in the advanced and likely lady if the tests left available. After all he did state he would be very interested to see the results. A I had a spare copy the Neurologist never received I dropped him one off.

But when you are having days like the one I did today you cannot help but start becoming a little edgy and temperamental when your start thinking that they are going to force you to spend months jumping through the same old hoops yet again before they will even consider referring me.

It will not go the same way again I assure you off that. I will be quite blunt this time around.

It is damn scary to think you sure on the verge of slowing to a full stop and there is no fecker about to help and support you.

Very scary.

Oh well, I will do it all again tomorrow!

Lol!

I'M SO DIZZY MY HEAD IS SPINNNING!!

OK nicked that line from a CD single I had years ago...err was that comedian guy whose name escapes me as my head really is spinning!

I had a friend arrive today and I opened the door quickly and I spun around and bent over to do something and then came up at an acute angle and as I did my head SPAN like a top and I nearly went OVER and dropped to the ground!

Was the same chap that too me to A&E last Friday. He asked me how the funeral went for our friend and I then had to explain that I could not go due to these dizzy spells. Though I did state and will do so here that to refer to them as 'dizzy spells' does not really do them justice and is an understatement!

I had planned on going out to have a chat with the Dentist and book that appointment with the Doctor and maybe just handing in my prescription for the anti dizziness pills, Prochlorperazine 5mg, so that I get some more but no I feel like I am going to be sick at any point and has been like this for an hour so do not want to go out at all?!

Catch 22 if EVER there was one!

Now wondering if I should take a second pill so that I have taken 10mg n the hope that would help enough to go out and hand in this prescription?!

I did do some research on the advertising to nail down a few facts, which I should have done some time ago and spurred into action by the patronizing hired help on that Google AdSense forum. Seems I was right and I have listed a load of details down to keep an eye on and see how it all turns out.

Right I get too embarrassed at going out when I think I am going to vomit for sure. I always have this fear every time I go out and it is a real possibility and happens fairly often. If I g somewhere where a lavatory s nearby and NOT a public one then this is great.

Anyone that thinks there is not a problem with going out when you have this vomiting problem well all I can say is that each time you go into a public lavatory and for the next year then get down on your KNEES in each one?!

Then after a year then think that I would have done that, that many times in the course or two to four weeks?!

Another one is travel across London say about 10 miles with NO CAR and do that without standing still?!

Or try carrying an Umbrella, Walking Stick AND shopping?! LOL.

Then imagine while doing all this you have bolts of pain in your foot arches, sore stone like pain in your left foot, stinging and/or aching in your groin and sharp or intense pain in your back, shoulder and neck?! Oh and the painful clicking i your heels when descending stairs too! LOL. In summer pain in knees when on foot caused by use of a mountain bike.

Go one I dare you?!?!?!

LMFAO!!

THE DENTAL APPOINTMENT

It seems I had forgotten...

First time I decided to do this and fully expected to turn out to be something completely different, if it turned out to be useful at all that is.

Instead I capture the first moments of a FIASCO to end all fiascos and just as it SEEMS I have just started to be manipulated into being cast off yet again.

Not that I NEEDED this but I did need it for YOU!!

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/2013-03-21_13-53.mp3/

I hope its the right file I forgot to rename it and it appears the right date and time, lol.

Oddly enough you will note that the time initiated is 01:53pm and outside the dental practice and the appointment was for 2pm. However I do not realise the mistake at first but I am told I am late when asked to go in and I just smirk.

Thought I had lost track of the time somehow but did think I could not be more than a couple of minutes late. Well until I saw the time stamp on the file and realised I was a couple of minutes early if anything, lol.

Odd.

A DAY OUT AT ACCIDENT & EMERGENCY

Well that is another day lost and no answers!

I did not feel good at all this morning and feel like crap right now!

My friend turned up and after he saw me an hour into his stay he insisted he took me to hospital which I pretty much wanted to do anyway.

My tooth and gums are playing up to and were this morning also.

After a rude nurse initially saw me, now completely out of it and had spent an hour trying to stay conscious so that I could hear my name being called I spent another hour fighting to stay conscious while feeling bad.

My friend returned to the hospital, to my surprise and I was able to stay alert much better than before and the I was seen and checked over and felt alot better.

Series of tests and listening to lungs and then a heart trace was performed, look in my ears and all, they tell me, was normal.

They then tell me they are going to give me tablets to stop me feeling dizzy which also turn out to treat for vomiting and ...wait for it ...Anxiety Disorder?!

Only some months ago when I asked my GP if there were any other drugs to help with the dizzyness and vomiting he said no only the Domperidone.

Another GP who has LIED and bare-faced lied.

I am also somewhat certain that I had recorded him when he said that so that must be on here somewhere?!

A loo on Wikipedia shows that there are not one or even TWO but SEVERAL drugs for vomiting and dizzyness.

I have copy and pasted an excerpt from Wikipedia here and you can clearly see it states that...

" It is critical for the physician to find out what type of dizziness the patient has"

" Most patients will be prescribed anti-dizziness medications such as Antivert (meclizine), Valium (diazepam), Xanax, Phenergan, or Compazine"

Both the above can be found at ...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Labyrinthitis

Spinning dizzyness can be Vertigo?! Great!!

Or Ménière's disease, also causing Vertigo.

Of course and naturally so and after what the Neurologist said I am wondering of there is something here that us behind everything instead of Charcot Marie Tooth?!

Well I was told several times that all my ailments could not possibly be linked, but after no less than TWO, possibly MORE, GPs have been caught lying to me and one taking my private X-Rays and stating there were no other ant dizzy-vomit pills other than Domperidone (used for travel sickness) but actually turns out there are TEN or more I just cannot trust anything any Doctor, Nurse or Specialist either in the NHS, or otherwise, what anyone says any more!!!

The pills given to me are Prochlorperazine 5mg tablets.


I am now unable to deal with the tooth problem as I spent all day in Chase Farm Hospital's A & E Department which did not seem a problem around 3pm but now all my teeth are aching and I feel so fecking ill that I am scared to take even one single solitary pain killer!

Here is a scan of the prescription for the Prochlorperazine pills and if you think that is great wait until the next POST!!

BAD DAY TAKES A TURN

Oops so that pay was on the wrong blog, lol.

Pitfalls of using the useless Android App version of Blogger a will as this shite phone, lol.

So earlier I went upstairs to watch a film and with heavy eyelids I could boot decide what you watch and fell asleep. I woke up about 8.30pm and had to go out to get things I failed to do earlier!

I was panicking a little as it was view dark and bloody cold and wondered what I would do if that day finally came when it was too difficult our I collapsed?!

Turned out things were not too bad exhort for the pain in my tooth that was fast greater than BEFORE I visited the Dentist, fucking typical of the NHS but doing jack fucking shit for years SMS when they do they make it fast worse than it was previously, that is the attitude today and then the government are ready to put a boot up you're arse and you're suppressed to be grateful you have been seen and go out to work and pay them buyer taxes they can go and squander in something no different to a roulette table for the rich and powerful.

Oops I digress, as usual.

On the way back I grabbed a kebab as if had not eaten all day and was worried fatigue would be the next thing to occur. But I crossed the dual carriageway and was just feeling relieved things had improved when a sharp pain in my right groin had me pull up sharply and my limp get far worse and getting the last few yards to my home looking increasingly impossible?!

It is there times that are hard to put into words how difficult to explain WHAT they are like. I have asked about what to do at moments like this with hospitals and GPs and you just get blank looks.

Do when you can't walk any further our can't get home or out to get your food...

...who you gonna call?

Ghostbusters?

You might as well as every single member of the NHS I have put this to seen to regress back to their ancient primate origins and make monkey noises and life the ability to communicate a string of words together.

Oh yes and I remembered while limping home...

...it turned our to be the first stroke of luck in write awhile when I remembered that for the first time ever, well I think, I RECORDED MY DENTIST VISIT as I thought I was going to be palmed off of doing the work on my teeth as I had been last time our asked about doing the £200 hygienist work. I did not but well that I referred to you should be able to hear once I get it all up, including being asked if I was ok a few times and told to sir in the waiting room.

About time a plan coincided with an odd and worryingly revealing occurrence!

Should be up over the weekend.

BAD DAY OF PAIN & REACTION TO LOCAL ANAESTHETIC

I am on my way home from my Dentist and it seems like a world away right now!

Must try to cross this road and not get killed?! Not that the drivers going by give a toss about a disabled guy with a severe limp and a walking stick.

Yesterday I cycled to visit a friend I had not seen for sometime and really did not feel like going. Indeed I was meant to fu the day before and canceled.

I head been feeling quite light headed fur several days and did but know why. On the cycle over I had wondered if I was not going to pass out while actually on my bike and that had never happen before. On the way home my groin felt strained in the area if my hernia repair and I had focuses on taking it easy too.

Today I had to leave the house as I had a Dentist appointment for a molar tooth that had am exposed nerve from a cap that had crumbled a few Weeks earlier.

But while out I wanted to pouch up a tear light for my bike as I seem to have mislaid mine and cycled home the night before without a rear light?! In the dark...obviously!

Only the groin pain fit worse and I still felt light headed while trying to drink fluids fur my seconds lot of tramadol with the exposed nerve on tooth attempting to make my brain explode.

I returned to friends store with tea and coffee for them from the 99p Store and then proceeded to the Dentist.

Once there he asked if I wanted a local anaesthetic injection and I said yes as it was quite painful. He have me a couple but I said it was not numb and this had happened previously and gag to have a second injection. But he said I needed more time and to wait outside while he saw another patient. I also now recall that I did say I had taken tramadol and was that ok and he said yes.

I was called back on and the cap, or whatever it is, was placed on after some painful drilling but still the time my eyes were heavy and I had to close them. I felt like I was going to reason asleep while have my tooth drilled?!

Once finished I got out of the chair and followed the Dentist outside to reception and felt quite woozy and still do. Like I nearly did on the 99p Store o nearly went down and the Dentist suddenly looked worried and stupid and faced me and asked if I was OK. He leaned to one side quickly at I've point as if he had expected to catch me as I went down!

He agree if I was ok and I said I felt very weird, or something, and he said I had better not leave and should take a seat and wait awhile. He then said something to the receptionist about it but not sure what.

After a few minutes it became apparent this was not going to go any time soon so I for up to walk over to reception expecting to have to sign something. She said I didn't and said that I was ok to leave if I felt ok.

I said I was fine and left.

U went to tescis across the road guy done cash out the atm then grabbed a basket before walking around but knowing what the hell I was on there for.

I walked our after placing the empty basket back in the pile I retrieved it from and left.

Despite the woozyness and the patching pain in my groin and the weaving I have now manged, our almost, to get home. Typing this has taken my mind off the journey desire having to correct around ... Just tripped over a fecking wire!! Shit. Yes desire correcting wrong eighty words on this shit and useless second hand and faulty American phone very wanted to rip me off for to the tune of over £400 and tripping over a wire done thoughtless twat had thrown out of a car I an now very nearly home and thank bloody God for that?!

Ooh just do not twill the local Jehovah' Witness' that they have Bergen trying to recruit me for three years and think me a hero!

Arrg pain down my right arm now?! Jesus bloody Christ, MAN!!

Lol.