THE BLOGS REPORT

I have discovered that .. my adverts have been missing from my blogs, or at least from one of a dozen blogs.

Now .. the plan was that .. the weeks of attending NEA and business advisors and the large amount of investment from my own inheritance would see me become .. self-sufficient.

That was the plan and that was why I spent £20,000 on a single car and a shed load of photography equipment that is still missing four items.

• One Sony G 70-400mm f4 Lens (fits with 1.4x Teleconverter) = 560mm f5.6 - BIRDS)
• A Wireless Flash .. Godox or Nissin
• T-Mount Adaptor for Reflector Telescope
• A PC able to edit 42 Mega Pixel Photos and 4K Video
  • AMD Ryzen 8 Core of AMD Threadripper 12 Core
• A camera drone, Mavic Pro or Typhoon H
• Had wanted a Celestron Reflector Telescope for Astrophotography too!
  • Planned use with Sony A99II DSLT
• A used Sony A7 and Zhiyun Crane Electronic Gimbal for longer videos, travel photography
• Sony 300mm f2.8 (£6,000) and Sony 500mm f4 (£12,000) are merely dream only lenses

What I did get was ..

• Sony A99II DSLT (£3,000)
• Sony G 70-200mm f2.8 Lens (£2,400 RRP £2,700)
• Sony Zeiss 24-70mm f2.8 Lens (£2,000 approx)
• Sigma 85mm f1.4 Lens (£550 RRP £1,100)
• Sony 1.4x Teleconverter (£300 RRP £450)
• Sony Camera Grip with extra batteries (£300)
• Remote Control (£80)
• Extra Sony Battery (£70)
• Two third party batteries for Camera Grip
• Lowepro Whistler Camera Bag (£250 approx)
• Lowepro Toploader Camera Bag (£80)
• Cotton Carrier Camera Holster (£80)
• Benro Gimbal (Quarter of price of others t £80)
• Carbon Fibre Tripod (£100 when a Gitzo is £700)
• Andoer Carbon Monopod (£80)
• Sets of filters for landscape photography (£100)
• Sensor Cleaning Equipment (£80)
• Lens Cleaning Equipment (£50)
• Security Box (£100)
• Padlocks for Security Box (£30)
• Probably several items missing

• Land Rover Discovery (Wildlife & Landscape Photography, protecting gear, four grandchildren) (£8,200) Rear can be used as photo studio in bad weather!!
• Insurance as lost no claims thanks to DWP (£2,000)

• Car for daughter with disability and four grandchildren, two autistic and victims of domestic violence Plus Road Tax (£1,000)
• Rent since DWP stabbed me in the back (£3,800)
• Presents for kids (£150)
• Christmas Presents for family (£150)
• Food (God Knows?)
• There will be things I just cannot think of or just plain forgotten ..
• Oops, Used Samsung Galaxy S6 for daughter that got screen broken by Autistic child

Now the blogs that I had intended to build up over a year .. with trips to Scotland, Wales, Peak District and China part of the grand plan ..

• asaintcalledallnights.blogspot.co.uk
  • Main Corruption Blog ( umm .. ?)
• myastronomyastrophysics.blogspot.co.uk
  • Loved since childhood, love Carl Sagan own Cosmos
• myphotographyexerience.blogspot.co.uk
  • Always leaned towards being artistic, Bokeh, landscapes
  • Oops?! Only just noticed the spelling error! LOL!
• britishwildliferare.blogspot.co.uk
  • Been into this since a child, spot things that are different, rare like Orchids
• cpusandcomputers.blogspot.co.uk
  • Subject my degree is in, yes Degree, hardware, software and games
• understandingtropicalorchids.blogspot.co.uk
  • Another area of nature I love .. mostly tropical Orchids
• japaneseacers.blogspot.co.uk
  • Got into because I loved Bonsai .. another blog?
• repsamphibsfish.blogspot.co.uk
  • Been around since a child .. amphibians being my main thing, highly knowledgeable
• I even started one on Music ..
• pinkfloydmyheroes.blogspot.co.uk
• The names of the pages were never really seriously thought about and why they look crap .. because I never thought they would get as far as they did before I gave up!

I could do blogs on ..

• Mountain Biking
• Seismology, Meteorology, Volcanology or combination of the three
• Archaeology
• Science Fiction
• Geology & Fossils?! (Just remembered that one!)

I had thought that by now I would have been to the Peak District for a week, Snowdonia for a week, Scotland for a week and planning my trip to China and collected a few tens of thousands of pictures and a few thousand videos.

Just imagine .. I visit somewhere with camera and I have architecture, archaeology, wildlife, landscapes, geology and fossils all possible targets within a given area. That is what I call productive.

With the right planning an area can be capitalised on in the best possible way.

But all is on hold right now .. with no end in sight.

But it is not just the simple fact that I have a dozen blogs, yeah there are others, and a YouTube channel .. no .. it is the fact that I have worked on them piece by piece for five years.

The plan was to slowly build it up and then when he inheritance suddenly came a long I had my chance to blitz it for a year.

The ultimate point to make for those that whinge, bitch and whine (amoral Tory voters mainly but not all) about people who do not work and claim benefits ..

.. I FUCKING WORKED!!

None of this includes the fact that after spending five years teaching and helping people .. I am now trying my hardest to care for some that are not being cared for by others .. that are tasked to do so.

But they have all been paid while I have not.

So for those that are amoral .. or just pain stupid .. get .. the fuck .. out! You moronic amoral and/or naive tossers!!

LMFAO!

You hear people always say daft phrases that cannot possibly be true like .. 'the possibilities are endless'?

In my case they very much seem like they are and even though they are not actually endless .. but have a great deal of potential .. these can actually increase over time.

That is if my dodgy heart or other ailments to do not cause my downfall before I reach my potential?

It is .. frustrating if I am honest.

That is not when it is not absolutely petrifying, bloody frustrating, anxious as hell and .. completely unknown.

My confidence has .. escaped me and this is an occupational hazard due to my health bought about by .. my many health symptoms all caused by one single solitary condition and sparked into life by the very government and their public service who claim they are helping us, the public.

They are not helping anyone at all in any way shape or form to the claims that they make almost daily in the mainstream news media and more annoyingly .. the mainstream news media are either colluding with them on this or are so effing stupid that they have long since ceased to be fit for purpose.

As far as I am concerned all mainstream media groups belonging under one banner or person, like Rupert Murdoch for example, should be broken up.

But everything I was planning had to be halted not just because of certain public services lying and cheating me .. but lying and cheating those further down in my family tree and three from five having disabilities, all at risk from a Muslim husband who is dangerous and possessive and my daughter does not even believe now that he will be locked up for ten years like they promised.

WHAT A DAY FOR A DAYDREAM

Oh my word how weird and wonderful a day can be!

I was out at a different but more local spot today, on a golf course by a pond where I was desperately trying to capture Emperor Dragonflies and Broad Bodied Chasers mid-flight! Unfortunately at the time and little known to me I was on my second used and faulty camera from Argos and by the time I had acquired the camera I have now I had been through no less than FIVE cameras and lost a couple of months worth of photographs and filming?!

Funny thing is had I been making money I would have taken them to court for loss of earnings but I cannot do that! By the time my endeavours have started to make money where I could hire the services of a solicitor the Statute of Limitations would have passed!

However those with little foresight other then filling their coffers and pockets over the coming weeks fail to see that over time it becomes realised by the wider public and then they are going out of business. But then they can go to our governmen and get even more money from out pockets by getting a hand out of the public's taxes?!

So I find it extremely hilarious when they talk about jobless people getting handouts, lol. Even IF they are lazy pratts and do not deserve it it still is no different to that of big business owners who were too lazy of ignored the signs that times were changing and they doggedly refused to change with the times. Probably because they could go begging to the government who would not bat an eyelid, despite what they have done to disabled people.

You work on all that and then you get a day like today?! Fantastic blue skies, blinding sunshine glimmering and sparkling on the surface of water. Then you catch glimpses of the first few butterflies while rows of distant trees appear to made from green wood because the leaf buds are justbeginning to unfurl. Each Spring I marvel at the beauty and the return of warmer weather and the rapidly changing landscape and I cannot help but wonder why those in power and control can be such half-wits or that most of them think that we are?!

I stated a few times that I am a creation of sorts. A creation that I dare say once discovered later in the year whenever the realisation sets in they will not want any repeats of. I wonder if they might fear that others just like me but out there somewhere end up getting drawn towards me? Eventually there could be a group of us with each and every one of us just as clued up, smart and cunning as each other working together?!

My word that would be an awesome thing, it trult would.

Well I am a creation of sorts and I do know this now but still yet to reveal how this is. I guess I should have realised long before now really. I stood in the middle of a traingle of grass which is one of my more local haunts. One I choose to go to to get wildlife content when my legs are not up to cycling too far, so I am always out, well almost, and endeavouring to acquire content. Even on the days I am doing other things that does not involve being among nature I am still tooled up to acquire ever more content.

But every Spring I get days like today and I look out at nature and wonder how we manage to screw it up so badly time after time? I also wonder what it is that forces us to not want to accept mistakes regardless of how minimal or indeed how calamitous they may be. My eyes squint with the brightness of our local star and the warmth bathes me and I feel as if I am snug inside a cocoon. Nature can and has taught me a great deal over the years and despite that there is this invisible barrier whereby you walk from one world or wildlife to the one of humans and the contrast is quite something.

This invisible line is for me an important one and I am sure many an eco-warrior or member of Greenpeace would agree with me if they do not on nothing else. I will state what I think and I only change my mind if I see it for what it is, not just because it is fashionable to do so or that is what the majority believe.

Indeed I have many blogs on many subjects and I cover a great deal on wildlife across three blogs and I am into astronomy and astrophysics too. I am all for saving planets  ad wildlife but I am a stickler for makig sure that if I am going to expend a great deal of time, money and enery into any given path chosen I want to make sure it is not wasted. Because if it is the real danger and the real problem is continuing unchecked and can strike without warning and this is a very simple fact.

It may seem like I digress but no. I do not. Because despite my affinity to nature I do believe that some things should not be going on and I do agree with the attitudes of the super rich owenrs of very big companies and namely that of the oil companies. In fact I can give you an entire list of what I believe to be the problem and that we have been held back as a society and a race.

Might seem an odd thing to say but what I believe to be odd is that if you hold the human race back for too long to hang onto some warped idea of the way things are done so that a tiny percentage can control all the power and the money then all you do eventually is doom the human race. I can also tell you that nine times out of ten this will also involve the doom of those that have held us back.

I went through the years of 2001 with great disappointment and not only is that an understatement I would imagine there are quite a few people who felt exactly the same and for the exact same reason! Of course it is to do with a certain book that was turned into a film by Arthur C Clarke, 2001: A Space Odyssey. Forget Jupiter and it's four largest Moons of Ganymede, Europa, Io and....crap I cannot hink of its name, we are still having difficulties and a long wait to sort out Mars?!

As a youg schoolboy I thought we would be on Mars between 2001 and 2005 and I would be 32 to 37 when this happaned? Yeah right! I am currently 45 and now cannot see it happening in my own lifetime!

As for transport, well yes it looks different but nowhere near as much both inside and out! I sometimes wish the worlds supply of oil would jut bloody run out, collapsing an old industry basedon money and power and forcing in a new one that is more modern and benefits for more people than the oil industry does!

I also do believe that a lot of shit should not be pumped into the air either!

These things can be placed on a scale of hypocrisy. For instance on the lower end of ths scale I always think it is hypocrital that people of a certain culture will happily sell things they do not deem good enough for themselves?! One of the best examples of this is things that we consume and that is meat. Or pork to be more specific. In a supermarket that has got up to all kinds of no good and, lets be honest, squeezed a great deal of suppliers into almost going out of business. Yet some supermarket chains are, or were, owned by Jewish people and if you see the absolute shenanigans some of them go through over their own food it makes what they have done in their own stores look quuite hypocritical? At least that is what comes across in my opinion of it all, others may see it differently and I dare say they would say things differently.

But remember this is the low end of the Business Hypocrisy scale. I bet there would be some very choice ones at the top end of the scale?! Like living in a brautiful mansion owning many acres of beautiful land while poisoning a large area of land nowhere near where they are their families could be affected?!

Or someone else made money to live in the same kind of life and landscape through selling houses they made that were built on flood plaims and yet they did feck all to include anything within the grounds of homes they built to deal with any flooding?! Except if they did happen to be flooded out too I bet the local council was visiting them first with help, advice and sandbags?!

You see you can build up a quite interesting table here based on the hypocrisy of many an organisation and company and public services would fit into that too.

I have covered how local councils misuse the humungous amount of money they get and I have stated about organisations that run wildlife parks that get millions from the councils but are utter crap at wildlife management and when someone comes along and offers to workl for them and give free advice they turn it down?!

Some of the things I put up maybe on here and on my Youtube account in the form of scans, photos and even videos may not seem immediately apparent straight away? Indeed many are deliberately meant to look quite obscure, as a mamber of my family has failed to realise despite explaining it twice now. There is a method in my madness that will not be immediately obvious but in time will become obvious. I have seen enough crap management going on in the Lea Valley Wildlife Park the last few years and I am already wondering what they have in store for me during 2014? It looks as if I might get an early start too what with it beuing early March and already had four days of sunshine and the next week predicted to get ever warmer meaning the wildlife will have an early flourish for the most part?!

In going into Lea Valley Park for the first time this year I nearly fell of my bike with laughter even though I had seen the sign before but forgot when I read the words 'Are You AT Risk of Flooding?' by the Environment Agency and I thought 'Yes, mate! But I think you will find the signs are in the wrong place?!'

LOL!

I did some filming and got some photographs of a few places I have visited but wildlife is sparse in content right now but I now expect a busy week for me this week?! I spotted two Peacock Butterflies and two Small Tortoishells chasing each other today and there was moevement in the water at my Dragonfly pond?! I expect that by midweek I would have gotten maybe half a dozen things and by the much more wildlife will have emerged from its winter slumber?! Of course if this warm spell continues on beyond next weekend I could really have a bumber abundance of content to get off to a damn good start for this year of 2014?!

Mind you it would have to go a bloody long way to make up for the hinderances of having no disability money to help me, the lost months of last year due to shoddy and faulty equipment and the absolutely dreaful weather that went on for a few months.

I would not even like to hazard a guess at what period of time all that has set me back and there was the fact that I did not get to visit as many places I was expecting to last year due to unforeseen sitations that I should have done!

However, there is also one other little detail I should mention on here as it is relevant to the subject matter I cover of corruption and disabled people. This Spring has been....DIFFERENT! What I mean is that I had only been out twice on my bike after a long, long pause ofno cycling. SO much so that my foam handlbar grips had mould growing out of them! U rplaced them with new ones from Halfords. Yet I managed to cycle to Lea Valley Park on only my third day out on my bike and managed to go over bridges OK on my first two days out this year?!

This is not how it normally unfolds and every other Spring has had me take a great deal longer before I can even think about attempting to cycle to Lea Valley Park and Fishers Green?! I also know for a fact that it normally takes 5 or 6 times of venturing out on my bike before I can even go over the various bridges in Enfield! In fact I have referred to this quite a few times and I am sure you will find posts from a year ago where I struggled and had to walk up ad over a brudge several times before I can go over them?! A friend of mine, who no doubt had decided there was nothing up with me and that I was lying about a certain UK Border Agency File I possessed on a radicalised Muslim (see elsewhere for that document), knew that each year I was finding it harder and harder. Now he left to go nack to where he hailed from two years ago now and had heard me say this for about 5 years before he went. Indeed because I used to go out cycling with him and he was faster than me I used to try and get myself fit before the wather improved to where he would ask about us cycling together.

But this year and despite the longest I have ever gone without cycling I have found it fairly easy?! I have not got off my bike at all to tarverse a bridge and it mattered not what bridge too! I did two bridges ir possibly more on my second day and went over both of them with not much trouble?!

So you can imagine my surprise?!

However there is just one little detail that is different to this year and separates it from all other years. The correct prescription drugs and namely Amitriptyline, and I have been wondering about this ease of cycling being down to them?! I really thought that my cycling days may well be numbered ad thought this the last 5 years or more. Now I am not so sure and will be a subject that will be arising from my meeting with Guy's Hospital!

Hmm verrrryyy interesssting!

Also now thinking about plants too, Maples and Orchids!!! More content for two other blogs?! Fish for my aquarium something rare and interesting?! There are three blogs that could see an increase in content?!

WOOHOO!

YOUTUBE AND BLOGGER QUANDARIES

Well this is odd.

Hmm now WHY did I type that? I fully expected the imprtant figure to be unchanged at ZERO but nevertheless it still surprises me, lol.

Now if I watched 206 hours of films either on TV or Optical Disc I would see adverts and forced to. These do not get adorned these things for free and is a bloody cheek.

What I also find a bloody cheek is advertising when it comes to bloggers and video creators than ends up being free to those benefitting from it day after day, week after week and month after month!! In fact its now many months aftyer many months and in a little over 7 months this would have changed and quite literally so to year after year, lol.

It is crimijnal when you think about it, it is misleading and greedy of those that concoct these ideas. It would be much fairer to not allow you to monetise your stuff until you have been doing it for one year at least, had a certain number of visitors either in total or weekly. But no they only TELL YOU that you can MAKE MONEY from their Blogger and YouTube accounts viad adverts and one whole year later, a dozen blogs, a thousand videos and over 75,000 visitors and your still wondering what your doing this for and cannot even PREDICT when you will get your first payment, lol.

I very recently stated that by MID January 2014 I should either have received my first payment or be able to say with confidence WHEN that forst payment will be. Which shoould be end of January 2014 or the end of February 2014. This has two aspects attahced to this which makes the prediction all the more interesting. Firstly there is the fact that deletion of all but three ads made that earnings figure leap by £2.50 and that by the end of March 2014 it will be heading towardfs two years since I started the first blog on corruption!

I think that a total receiving of ZERO will leave no one in doubt as to the truth behind these things and the company in question, don't you? Lol. I deliberately did not look for sometime in the hope of seeing them START to move in the right direction. Oddly one did and then went BACKWARDS, lol. NOt even COOKING has made a difference to the YouTube earnings?! Hmm OK so I will try a couple more dishes over the next couple of months with a few other videos and see where we go, lol.

DO not forget that I COVER a wide range of subjects so would ATTRACT many more people than the average person! Computing, Astronomy, Astrophysics, Orchids, Reptiles, Amphibians, Fish, Japanese Maples, Wing Chun, Cycling, British Wildlife, Films, Music and now COOKING to boot!

There is just no sense of honour in the western world of late nor can honesty be found anywhere you look either. *SIGHS* It is such a shame it really is.

MY THOUGHTS OF LATE LAMENT

Here is a set of things I typed out for other webpages I thought that would be of interest to people who visit here and will become of even more interest over the coming months. Kind of for the record so to speak.

I write a whole series of blogs on the things I am interested in and are hosted on Google's Blogger.

Reptiles, amphibians & fish have their own blog as does CPUs & Computers, British Wildlife & Bird Watching, Orchids, Astronomy & Astrophysics, Wing Chun Kung Fu, Japanese Maple Trees and a just of others.

Among the interests I do not cover in a blog is that I like to cycle and do a great deal of it getting the photographs and videos for some of the blogs listed above.

These blogs are becoming quite popular due to my knowledge if the subjects and the content but oddly there one other subject I cover that is far more popular than all the others combined.

This blog also has its own content and in the form of screen shots, scanned documents and secretly recorded audio. The latter is collected on some very surprising people and organizations with some very shocking facts and statements. Lies are thick and fast that I'm afraid roll make you realist that you cannot trust anyone even your GP.

This blog is on Corruption and called The Dossier On UK Corruption was started in August 2012. The data was collected over 20 years and was sent to all major tabloids and tv news networks over a year ago. Even this was a ploy and I then started to gradually build up a blog and divulge my data. There was enough to send FOUR DVDs off to all the above. After the Olympics I thought either the journalists would go mental our I would hear nothing.

Hearing nothing meant that the media was just as crooked as everyone else. As I had not even received an email of thanks I was already suspicious so my back up plan of a corruption blog to lay traps for all that were corrupt as well as divulge details along the way and get more among the way that the media did not have.

They probably thought that I had sent them everything but I had not despite them receiving over 15GB it was more like 25GB! Today it would turn out to be an entire collection of 50GB.

My data had been used in the media over and over again for over a year now! Even a friend I looked after while dying of cancer was noticing this and he passed away 18 months ago. In the last few months this had increased by some margin to the point of being a joke.

Data has also been used in the House of Commons too because I was first asked permission by an MP and then saw headlines pulled straight from my posts a couple of times. How much it is used I am not sure but it was used against Ian Duncan Smith of that I know as a fact as that was its intention.

I did it because I had to. Because someone had to. I had suspected for many years there was corruption in many organizations but everywhere I looked corruption was waiting to be discovered to one degree or another.

Most people would throw their suspicions into the faces of those they experiencing a rough injustice from. Not me. I had gadgets recording at every meeting I had to build up a bigger picture. The trouble with corruption is that it is easy to do when you have professionals and hierarchies that think themselves so much more intelligent than everyone else based on what they do for a living. A good example of this is GPs, certainly my current GP sens to have this attitude and yet he had stated and answered questions with some right stupid answers. Also another tip to people that think they can outwit you...when a patient asks you who had forged and faked your medical records there are two things you should do...

1) React with utter shock that someone would day something that serious. Call them crazy would be a good idea.

2) Do not answer the above question with 'Why are you asking me?! This is not very bright and you could get answers like "Well I'm not going to ask the fucking postman now an I?!" Or "No your quite right I should have asked GP number 3 out of the 5 I have because everybody has a whole list of connections to the Health Service. There is my GP....hmm....let me think for a moment...ooh yeah the Pain Specialist! No wait he discharged me....wait.....thinking here....ooh yeah the Neurologist! No wait a moment....he recognised my face without ever meeting me before, lied to me did not perform well neurological tests and sent me back to my GP stating that I had been tested for all neurological problems and were negative even though he had not tested for everything and that was a lie and i now have a neurological drug that is not only working but the actual first one to fucking work in ten over ten years!!"

Yes they are just a couple of examples of the comebacks that are on their way before very long. I have long since collected more than enough data to sink the ships of just about all that are corrupt. Despite the fact that i was just recently lied to about an ultrasound i was told had nothing on it but actually had two things on it one they have no clue about that hurts like and quite unexpected was an Inguinal Hernia in my left groin. Oops, not quite nothing then, eh?! A nervous reaction and a shuffling of papers to make it look like he was doing something important before dictating a new letter to my GP that DOES mention my hernia?! A hernia that kills, no less.

Me personally I am not only sick of the corruption and seeing it everywhere I go but sick too of collecting it. No good comes of any of these lies and I originally thought that the attitude in each public office was 'what us wrong with a few lies' but that in each office all of these few lies and cheats together make for a much bigger and damning lie that each of the group fail to realize.

But no it started to look somewhat more than that and finally get the last piece of evidence when a whole string of medical professionals bare face lie to me while I am recording them. Just as it was with my daughter when I recording the authorities 250 miles away using my daughters phone it had now been just over a year now. Just over a year when the Social Workers Department of Wirral Council asked my daughter at s being if her phone was switched off before there was a scuffle and it went dead.

Well only took them fourteen months to realize and by then it was way too late. Unfortunately for Merseyside Police the exact same was true of them but they probably have no idea to this day I have their DNA, s give hour recording of two Detectives in my living room I blatantly pulled off right in front of them and when the app stopped because I reached 1GB I turned to them and said "one minute please, i have list my internet connection on my phone!" picked it up and restarted the Tape Machine app on my Android phone!

When they told me as they were leaving my house in North London that I was a genius I answered "yeah I get that a lot" but was thinking 'hahaha you have NO IDEA!'

So yes I am a blog writer. I became a blog writer due to blind literary agents (possibly warned away from me and the two books on corruption I wrote along with a third planned?), the inaction and greed of the news media on all fronts and that other people would grab my data with both hands and use it to their own benefit while i would not even receive acknowledgment. The blog would slowly grow, draw more in to take and use the data and all the while the contact, acknowledgment, trickery and lies would continue. But all the while normal people without a clue to any if this corruption would find themselves here. They may have thought they had been a victim of lies and corruption that left them out of pocket or endangering their lives our that of their children?! This blog shows that yes they do go that low and no they are doing nothing for the millions of pounds they receive to exist and do nothing.

So as more and more use my blog to their own ends and selfish goals the more and more people realist that they have. The more and more that people search for the corruption as it us exposed will end up on my site and realist that I had blogged about it 6 months to a year before hand and had been working on this and researching it while having evidence to it too. The more and more these people will come to realist that all this corruption and data that had been reported all came originally from the data I collected and sent out to them and did this recorded delivery too so even more in the way of evidence, oh deary me they really are not that bright.

Yes so I write a while series of blogs. They are growing fairly rapidly though the numbers presented to me make no sense whatsoever. So I started a blog on the exact same subject on the other biggest name in blogging, Word Press, and within two months the numbers there were the exact opposite behaviour as my first?! More meddling they think I won't notice. They really should read my blog as I show an example of how I can see patterns in things, including numbers.

I did not achieve all that I did because I am an idiot now did I?

Time and time again I was spoken to like an idiot and as if i was a different and low life species like that of an Amoeba?! The trouble with those that I met along my journey was that it was difficult to judge whether or not they themselves were guilty and knew what they were doing? I did not want media attention and scorn being poured onto someone who was completely unaware of the consequences!

Take my present GP, he has said things that strongly suggest he is in on it. But then the mere fact that he was originally going to get a letter saying I had nothing show up in my ultrasound suggests he may be being used. Her could have found out via me several times but stupid comments he likely thought intelligent prevented me from doing that. I cannot just bang on about this blogs existence as the evidence collecting dries up you ere. He stated that I had no neurological problem because he has a letter stating as much. But the letter is a lie but the question is does my present GP know this? To test him I would ask why a neurological drug if not only working but the only drug i have EVER been given in over twelve years that works?!

That last sentence alone demands its own answers to why it took twelve years to realize that Gabapentin works on my feet?! Twelve years and that could have made s major difference to those twelve years?!

But the GP gives me another stupid answer to match the previous one and know this immediately as the words leave his lips. The fact that he had been called an idiot by nurses and many people who take the drug is neither here nor there?!

"Gabapentin is JUST a pain killer!"

Ooh dear. He does it again.

Sometimes done things are just very easy indeed...your left with one of TWO FACTS out if that answer...

1) He is a complete incompetent moron and should NOT be a Doctor and not allowed anywhere near so much as a stethoscope?!

2) He knows the NHS is s big con now, allowed himself to be used as a Patsy to send me all over the place when the reality if it is they that are jumping through hoops at my every command to them to do so. Only thinking if the money in other words.

But there is more to it as he checked my groin and did it wrong. Stated that if you are able to dress yourself and you s returning soldier with no legs but working arms your not entitled to any help? He calls himself a fucking Doctor?! Oh asks i took him an X-Ray if my back i had done privately and he was not even interested in looking at it and said he was not qualified to do so. Odd as my PREVIOUS GP REQUESTED ME TO BRING IT IN TO HER and after looking at it she announced to shocked staff that to immediate effect the practice was now closed" and buggered of forthwith clutching my private X-Rays?! So she saw something on it and I never found putt what it was. Since then i have been first told there was something on it and then told there was nothing on it and another said the chiropractor was just a quack. I said but even I spotted the problems with my back when I looked at the monitor which impressed the chiropractor?!

They love talking the big talk but if you return with anything closely resembling intelligence they look all at sea and there speech turns into a low din?! They follow a routine and have things set out to say but if you disrupt this routine in the right way then they get flustered and suddenly they do not sound quite do bright anymore. At this point I could go in for the kill and finish them off completely?! But I do not for the goal if the bigger picture and always was from the beginning. Other people want to go straight for the throat if the one they see as the only culprit but I do not. I an more than capable of rendering any opponent in an argument to a quivering, babbling, wreck and heap of embarrassment. This is purely because they think Doctors trump all else when it comes to intelligence and have smart answers with a quip as if treating a strip off you for saying whatever you did in the first place. But with me you need to make ABSOLUTELY SURE that you're quick sarcastic remark has no possible comeback because any sarcasm will be returned in such a way, when the time comes, that afterward you will think you have just been skinned alive and bludgeoned into unconsciousness and hung up a tree bashed by your feet.

On other words you will end up feeling extremely stupid and will be so crushed from your defeat that you will never want to ever day a sarcastic comment or smart remark to anyone else ever again, lol.

The danger they all have now and for the rest of 2013 is when I decide to change tact as I have taken this as far as I can go and have provided enough to help and show all the truth and if they are unable to see what is staring them in the face our taken to be part of the big conspiracy and corruption...will there is little i can do about that. They will just have to live with the fact that these are facts and they were wrong. If this causes mass embarrassment well you should have read more and possessed ask the facts and that you obviously have used Twitter far too much and text messaging because you are of the idea that the famous book, War & Peace, can be fitted into a micro blogging site our 60 words or less?! The very things destroying the use of language and communication and there have already been millions of cases were journal tired things have been taken out of context now on Twitter these hit the need once our twice a week! But not all celebrities use Twitter and this out of context statements could well be a daily basis if they did?!