Wednesday, 11 February 2015
DEATH CRIES OF THE KRAKEN
Friday, 6 June 2014
IF IT IS NOT ONE THING
I did the things I needed to do yesterday, did not sleep particularly well arose this morning and went to retrieve some things from my friends store that I forgot to acquire yesterday. After about an hour I started feeling nauseous so I left and went to the library.
After awhile I was feeling OK and then I went home. It had turned warm and I was soaked with sweat when I got in the house. I pulled out a table I want to get readyt for something next week and put on my laptop to play a game. While playing I started feeling nauseous again and it started to become distracting. DIstracting to the point that I kept rolling my head and neck around listening to the familiar crunching in my neck. AFter awhile ot just got worse and I started to feel cold instead of hot while still sweating.
I tried to rest my head and turned off the game and let my head fall back to the settee and rest my neck but the nausea and cold sweat has persisted. I cannot really put an illness to it other than maybe food poisining.
The one thing about Fibromyalgia, I am not sure if this is linked to it, is that there are a number of things that are just fecking horrible and when you are bad with it you think 'no this is the worst of the symptoms!' until you get another particular thing and then think the same with that and so on.
I have taken more Tramadol than normal the last 12 hours but still well within the maximum dosages for the period and so its not that.
The temperature outside got quite hot and the sun was on my head and neck while walking home, or limping I should say, so not sure of I have heat stroke?
Cannot remember if I have eaten so working my way through a packet of Cherry Tomatoes which were really meant to go with cheese in sandwiches, lol.
My taste buds are off kilter too, I know that much.
Thought of something to post about on here on the way home and cannot remember what it was now either!
Boy I feel like absolute crap and I hope to God this is not another bloody symptom of Fibromyalgia ot go with all the others?! Over the last twenty years I do sem to have slowly acquired a new symptom every few years with almost all of them down to FMS. I have often got nausea with it but not quite this bad and indeed nausea to thwe point of blacking out is what I often get but this is nausea to the point of feeling sick and wanting to throw up instead which for me is worse as I hate feeling sick.
Think far too much to drink to the point of being dizzy and going to pop at any point, chuck in a cold sweat and your as near as dammit!
Oooh now I remember I managed to almost walk past my GP Surgery and forget to go in to make an appointment ... well almost! I have now made that appointment and I have a little plan for when I attend that appointment.
This is going to be, quite bizarrely an exact re-run of what happened at my last GP over the lies about the ultrasound test results. The GP there, John Gubbay, was given the choice of lkistening to the evidence which as a Doctor and carere/healer to his patients he should have listened to. He chose most unwisely.
Now let us see how this GP chooses to side?
Tuesday, 18 March 2014
PREVIEW: THE FIRST WALL OF SHAME
Saturday, 25 January 2014
TO GP NO MORE
You know I was just thinking...
If I can get my ears sorted out and the referral to a Fibromyalgia specialist and provided they are not contacted by the NHS, or someone higher to try to claim that the 120 odd symptoms of Fibromyalgia I experience are by some miracle not Fibromyalgia then...
...I WILL NEVER HAVE TO SEE A GP EVER AGAIN?!?!
Well I certainly should not have to see anyone connected with the NHS EVER AGAIN!!
Oh boy, I cannot wait for that!!
THAT WAS THE WEEK I WISH NOT WAS
I do not feel good today.
In fact I did not feel great last night either and going out to get the this pointless kidney scan was not really something I wanted to do.
It is the semi regular feeling of slightly sickly and tired as if I was coming down with the flu which has happened pretty regular in recent years but that turns out to not be the flu but I now realise is down to Fibromyalgia.
Though this one has last longer than most and been a little more intense than normal and that nausea to the point of feeling sick is just not bloody nice. So maybe this time it will turn out to be a bug? So not a good day for me and the end of a very bad week. Plus I have been somewhat fidgety, temperamental and bored.
In fact the only highlight of the last week was that phone call from NHS England showing they were rattled and more or less withdrawing the two complaints reports I received only a week before. Hmm I am not even sure it was as long as a week but could be wrong but then the posts are on here so anyone can check them out. Three or four days after I dropped off the letter to my GP and asking them WHY the NHS had not informed them I had a blog?! I told them. I also told the General Medical Council too! Oops! Now why would they not have told them that?
Do you think that faced with the possibility of losing licences to be Doctors at all never mind being NHS Doctors might just give them the push to act in a bid to protect themselves?!
The very best master plans is when you wait for a bunch of no good, amoral self obsessed people to be secretive about some facts that you let out and then simply go to the one that has been left in the dark, or those that will take the fall, and merely ask them how come they do not know all the facts?!
While I did that I had already been aware of a possibility and...well it started to look as if the possibility may become a reality and this was on my mind when I went to Barnet Hospital. This is on my mind all the time and so I am apprehensive all the time. Like everything else I am always proved to be right in the end.
This 'possibility' I have referred to before and likely a few times. But all it was referred to as was a possibility and that is all. After all it was only this in my mind despite my suspicions normally turning out to be correct. I am not infallible and do not want to provide any of my enemies, and they ARE enemies, the slightest chance to put a single label on me to have a load of fickle and often led my the nose people to dismiss everything else based on one thing.
The possibility I referred to previously was an attempt to send me all over the place with my condition, knowing I will get tired and irritable and then failing to do what they said or even promised in the hope that I would then punch the lights out and breaking the jaw of someone to then discredit me. Of course then they could also imprison me or put me in a nuthouse a la Lisbeth Salander?!
Realising this was a real possibility you can imagine what I was thinking when I was first refused the Nicorette Gum? Yeah granted that is a bit of a stretch but was based upon the fact that I was fed lines as excuses that simply was not true. NHS only gives them out for 3 months yet I had been getting them since BEFORE CHRISTMAS 2012. So way over a year then yes. But then there was the little incident with the Ear?! I am sent all the way to Barnet and given the curious assurances that I will then get something I have been asking for for the last ten years or more. I am then told that a triple flange silicone rubber earpiece is in my ear and no syringing as was promised?! Offer me something I have been recorded as asking for for the last ten years or more, send me a long bus ride away to get it and then refuse me that very thing when I am there?!
Is it starting to look a little less crazy and a little more likely? Well it did to me but I was still unsure but then you have to consider now what happened with the kidney scan!
Odd is it not that I set of alarm bells in the new surgery after being asked to do a series of tests that no one else bothered to. A big dance performed over the cholesterol but was not that high it later turns out. Everyone seems to be quite nice to me while there, even that nice nurse. Or so I thought.
Except I could not remember my next date to see the nurse and I also decided I wanted to speak to this new Doctor about what happened with my ears. I will explain more about this in the latter half of next week. So I went in there to find out about one appointment while making another. I really thought the following PRIOR to walking in their doors...
...'Oh I am not going to record this as they do seem OK, apart from the receptionist arguing with me and getting her medical reasons way out in orbit'.
However when I left the building I said out loud 'My God that was like pulling teeth!' and cursed myself for not recording it and trusting anyone!!
To make it short I went over to reception to have the woman who argued with me before just rabbiting on the phone. I DO carry a walking stick with me at all times I might remind you. I then heard a noise and saw that nice nurse who was very polite with me and she was in her room with the door OPEN and in front of her computer. So I naturally thought well I will just ask her about the appointment date and then just go back to the receptionist to make the appointment as she would be finished by then? Instead as I said hello and started to speak Nurse VeryNiceToMe cuts me off mid sentence and states "SORRY! I have finished work now!" to which she then embarrassed me and I was then annoyed. I then said I only wanted reminding of the date and did not want to ask her anything medically and she said "OH the receptionist will help you with that." to which I apologised, while asking myself why, and went back to the receptionist. When then gets off the phone and tells me there is nothing on the system and I say, it was made for MID-FEBRUARY, look the Nurse is right there!!" She then insists there is not one and will have to make a new one?! What the fecking hell?! What is great about this is how these people always speak as if they could not possibly have made a mistake?! They wonder why people get annoyed with the holier than thou attitude?! She then asks what is it for?! Does it fucking MATTER?! Now being expected to turn into a medical professional I say cholesterol, glucose and something else so she then says 'Blood Test?' and I say no. She then says 'well it must be because of what you said it was for and I say "Look, last time it was urine" she says 'Well I need to know if I need to give you a sample bottle" to which I now want to scream "Well WHY DID YOU NOT FUCKING JUST SAY THAT YOU IDIOT!!!" but hold my tongue and say "no I do not need one" to which she then says "Well you just said you did it via a urine sample?!" and my mind is now into free-fall and imploding, my feet are hurting and I want to slowly flake towards the ground screaming...
"WAHHHH!! I am going to dieeeeee heeeeeeeere?!?!"
LMAO!
I then said 'look love, I have just come in here to find out about an appointment that DOES NOT exist and that I gave a urine sample for WHEN I was actually here and in that toilet there! I do not want to spend all day here going over silly details that I cannot know the answers to!"
Yes so the nurse sat on her arse five feet away who must be hearing all this was fucking perfectly spot on, yes the receptionist can sort all that out for me?!?!
I do not care but you can all have a guess as the what the feck all that was about?!?!
Remember too that this was the nurse that I praised to her and she answered "OHH come back and see me anytime you want!"
Now have another guess as the what the feck that was all about?!
This was during that crap week!!
Is there something in the bloody water?! I mean seriously! Two family members have phoned me with fecking odd phone calls. A series of weird crap involving the NHS yet again along with arrogance to the point of trying to drive me over the bloody top too! I also got into a disagreement with someone else about the effectiveness of a common household product on one of my health conditions and I said 'no I have tried that, it did not work' to which they got annoyed because like so many others want to be right and said ' No yes it does!' to which I said 'no, not on me it does not' then explaining I had already explained this to a brother recently and Doctors years ago and they still insisted, so I changed the subject and you have to, or I do.
No one had any idea how many times in my life I have changed the subject it even just said 'Oh maybe I got it wrong?' when I know our rather knew damn well I was right. I think what is the point in arguing if they are going to be doggedly obnoxious and ignorant when they are not helping me not themselves then what is the point? This was over warm olive oil being used in my ear! Olive Oil when I have probably spent way over £150 over the past ten years on every single advanced treatment you can think of. I stopped at buying an ear irrigation device off Amazon due to the fact if it did not work I would go back to whatever GP I was with at the time and smashing the irrigation machine costing £100 round their jaw?! Well I HAVE to keep up the jaw breaking theme for appearances?! Lmao!
Now I will confuse everything just a wee bit more. Now IF they had been informed of my shenanigans by NHS England who made it sound one sided to make me look bad and get them to piss me off it would be somewhat easy to believe. If they had told them that I had been recording everyone and posting all about it on here I could FULLY UNDERSTAND IT.
SO maybe they have been looking on here and getting annoyed? But anyone who comes on here and gets annoyed either has not read enough of it or listened to enough of my recorded evidence or should not hold a position of medical professional. You are a medical professional and not a politician.
ACT LIKE A POLITICIAN AND YOU WILL BE TAKEN DOWN.
It is also annoying for one last thing. You started off bloody nice and then started to get into saying no and being very ruse and unhelpful.
If this IS because of something that the NHS England stated to you, oops, or because this was found and you are annoyed then you should have stopped and considered something...
...YOUR RECORDINGS ARE NOT ON HERE?!
Neither was they ever going to be, but JUST like the last GP you go and blow it so now this will change and all recordings will now go up performed of the new GP Surgery.
I guess this means I had better start looking for my FIFTH GP?!
There is also a major revelation coming about all this this coming Thursday of Friday. Think Cat and Pigeons.
Good God I do not feel good today!
BREAKING BAD GPs JAWS
Well I just see this while looking for another report rio shite a friend about the DWP quite deliberately throwing out peoples new claims for benefits.
Who just cried out 'Figures Massaging in Progress'?!
Here is the one telling you to thump, oh no that is just me, pressurise.
Patients told to be pushier with GPs http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-25890572
Friday, 24 January 2014
DAILY TELEGRAPH & THE SOUND FAMILIAR
A number if interesting front page stories.
Nine mitre so than The Daily Telegraph running a familiar sounding story about being pudgy with your GP to get what you want?!
Telling you to get PUSHY with your Doctor?! Are you serous?! Now why would you ever want our NEED to do that I wonder?!
Now I wonder where the HELL they got that idea from?!
LMAO!
'Pushy patients' and abortion pills - the papers http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/blogs-the-papers-25889501
Tuesday, 21 January 2014
FIRED SALVO TO PHSO
I think it will bring about some laughter to many and I do lie to try and bring some laughter to those normally seeing themselves as victims, lol. ;)
EMAIL...
Dear Sirs
Thursday, 16 January 2014
THE NHS & THE FALLEN PART TWO
This email os from NHS England and then I will add the letter that accompanied the letter that I posted ab out in the very last post...which is why it is TWO PARTS!! LOL.
Now you have to compare this scanned letter from NHS England with the scanned letters on the previous page and spot the deliberate mistake, 100 points to those that spot other mistakes I have NOT picked up on. To give you a hint it is kinda hidden. Or rather something that I would NORMALLY hide?! Once realised the spacing below said names should show the fact that it is indeed there and that on every single letter I had to block the information out.
This is something that ANYONE would do upon any letter they would post up on here or anywhere publicly and then the clue is in the question asked by NHS England within this very EMAIL...
THE NHS & THE FALLEN
I have also devised and printed out a response with no anger and just matter of facts as regards the truth!
Now first the scan of the letter I recieved today and they the copy and paste of the letter that will be handed into my old surgery TODAY.
This is all I am going to say on this matter for now as it is imperative that is all that I say and just like I stated on Facebook, you cannot and I repeat simply cannot second guess me.
Enjoy...
- They get sent X-Rays and many other things besides from hospitals and...
- He knew without looking at the X-Ray that he would not recognise anything on it
- Does that sound like a guy frightened of a patient who has the potential to be violent?!
- Mrs Jenkins, may I ask what happened to that referral?!
- If the answer to the previous point is NOTHING would that not be construed as yet another lie?!
- At this point you and NHS England may wish to run around and see if I have lied at all in ANY of my previous statements. You simply cannot say in a court of law that oh well we was in the right because the accused stated he would break someones jaw who was CONSTANT^LY provoking the client. Trust me at the end it will all be dead and BURIED on this one when I tell you how I can very easily prove it all
- I RECORDED DARREN FRANCIS
- I clearly stated here that I was already endeavouring to find out what I could about corruption and lies in government and whether or not civil sevrants, Doctors, Police and others were all aware of it but did not care as long as they receieved theitr over-inflated wages.I have evidence on everything I wanted...except ONE. Courts and Judges and I had planned for several organisations to take me to court in the first 6 months or so of 2014. I have technicall had three and am yet to lose one...Shop Direct of Littlewoods, Very amd Isme selling refurbihed and faulty goods sourced from overseas, I won!
Tuesday, 14 January 2014
FIGURING OUT FIBROMYALGIA BOOK
I have now and bloody finally finished this brilliant book by a brilliant author, Ginevra Liptan.
I have highlighted many more sections relevant to both me, people I know and have known but more importantly my rocky relationships with NHS staff in denial and with this new attitude that Doctors and Nurses have adopted that all patients are thick and should NOT be listened to!!
Throughout this year of 2014 those that made these decisions to treat people like gutter animals and with nothing other than pure contempt will be shown the error of their ways and then be fixed to sit around for weeks and even months wondering what will happen to them and their careers.
I will at some point in the next few days post more quotes from Ginevra Liptan and her stunning insights that directly mirror my own endeavours, struggles, pains and relationships.
Once this is completed which will be across one or two posts, following up from my other post or two, then this matter will finally be resolved.
It will all be listed here and can be compared back with earlier posts as well as all NHS and GP letters I long since scanned and go back way over ten years.
Then all that will remain now that the evidence is complete and cross referenced will be exactly HOW THE NHS ACT FROM HERE ON IN?!
Then of course there is the matter of certain OTHER organisations and public offices while anyone else mostly have traits set up for them or I need to recontact to get motivating once again.
Sunday, 12 January 2014
GP OR NOT GP WITH LOW IQ
So this report states that Doctors will spend more time with patients?
What a load of cobblers!!
First off I have already posted about how I have been told the inside story on how Doctors and Nurses have this new attitude to not let patients speak?! Would still be bad even if...
Doctors are mostly stupid and not have a clue about medicine outside the most common ailments for human beings...
Because it has taken over a dozen years to find out what was wrong with me and it was I that had to tell them!!
So a dozen years so you will have to do more than increase the time ten fold and use your X-Ray VISION?!?!
LMAO!!
Just more appeasing the public while they change feck all and continue to short change those that put them there!
I am sorry but I have stated from the beginning that our system is not only corrupt but outdated and not fit for purpose as are many of the attitudes and politicians. Not many people can be trusted quite obviously.
Times have changed and the system is old, slow, biased, self centred and corrupt.
GPs' new contract 'cuts bureaucracy' http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-wales-25664146
Sunday, 29 December 2013
TO LAUGH IN THE FACE OF THE POSSIBLITY OF DEATH
Saturday, 30 November 2013
THE SIGHT OF DOGS
Well if this if what I think it is then the answer to the puzzle should be obvious.
If not then the answer to the riddle as to why in the report I posted is included in many of my own posts on this blog.
To give a hint it is down to the way some people perceive other types of people.
Birmingham Doctor Faces 10 Sex Assault Charges - http://pulse.me/s/H0vo0
Wednesday, 31 July 2013
THE GMC ARE NOT NICE
- When I first met him I requested being changed from Tramadol to something better. He asked how many I was taking and I said 100mg daily and he said well why don’t I just raise it to 200mg? I answered that I thought the maximum daily amount was 100mg as that was what my last GP told me! I had a reserve of Tramadol after a month I noticed was half what it was, I told Dr Gubbay I was getting the wrong amounts and he said I was wrong. Well turns out HE was wrong and he had NOT changed my dosages on the system?! Odd as he types like a bat out of hell and I should know I am BSc Applied Computing!
- I discovered that my medical records have been altered, falsified and had certain things BOTH added and REMOVED?! AS this was handed to me by the GP when I saw him next I told him the Medical Records were fake and who would be able to do this and he answered “why are you asking me that?” and I answered “well I thought you would have a better idea than my postman?!”
- I was referred to a Neurologist, Dominick Mort, who I passed in the main hallway of Chase Farm Hospital and he did a double take when I walked by him and I knew he was Dominick Mort despite never having met him before. This means that he has seen a picture of me and I am unaware of the NHS keeping pictures or patients?! I pointed out to him when it did turn out to be him that I somehow KNEW he was Dominick Mort and he remembered passing me. I was lied to over the test and I was lied to about the process of the tests which were amazingly negative.
- I am prescribed Gabapentin by a separate Doctor not linked to this and told they are for Neurological Pain only and have it explained ow they work. Only when Doctor Gubbay states that I do NOT have a NEUROLOGICAL DISORDER, despite three others stating that I do and I also have Restless Leg Syndrome which makes him WRONG, I put to him 'but the Gabapentin ARE working which is the first ever drug in twelve years to have any effect whatsoever on my foot pains?” He replies that I knew to be bullshit immediately “Oh Gabapentin is just a painkiller!” which has been lambasted on the Internet by a great many people and also a local NURSE I know!
- The most stand out complaint though and one that will force me not to return to his surgery so that I do not punch his lights out, despite how he may deserve it for being an arrogant, cold, cocky and ignorant TWAT is that when he referred me to Kings Oak BMI Healthcare in Chase Farm Hospital I was seen by a Darren Francis. He thought there was no hernia in my groin and I THOUGHT there was no hernia in my groin.a) I had ultrasound where the chap found the area of pain that was a large black patch and he had no idea what it was. He also scanned the other side he found a hernia. Martin Klein had stated it was weak that side and I would need a SECOND mesh inserted, that was four years ago!b) Prior to going back to Darren Francis for the prognosis I told family and friends I was dreading being told they would have to operate on my entire groin and that I would be off my feet for months?!c) When I saw Mr Francis he said 'yup happy to tell you ultrasound showed nothing'?! When I pointed out that he must be speaking about a different scan to the one I attended he fumbled around, stutter, looked nervous and then picked up his ancient dicta-phone and dictated a NEW LETTER to my GP?! HE LIED!!d) When I FINALLY SAW my GP after him being on his ninth holiday in last than a year which itself was very suspicious I told him that the letter he received was not the original letter they intended and why. He then said 'What are you talking about your ultrasound was clear?!' Confused I looked at the screen and sure enough it seems he, or they, decided to BIN the NEW LETTER dictated in front of me and send the original one. When I explained what REALLY happened I was accused of being MAN and paranoid so I had to then DIVULGE a couple of things that I had not wanted to purely because I do not TRUST ANYONE. I told Dr Gubbay that he should not worry because I have an audio recording of Darren Francis admitting that I did have a hernia and the dictation of the second letter clearly stating that I DO have a hernia! He said 'what do I want to listen to that for?!' and totally dismissed this evidence and started pressurising about me seeing a Psychiatrist.
- Oddly enough I tried to resent to him a X-Ray of my back I had done privately that showed two problems with my back and he immediately said 'what do I want to look at that for?' and everything he says is in a sarcastic tone so I replied 'well maybe because your my DOCTOR?!' to which he obviously thought he was a great deal smarter than me when he replied 'BUT I am NOT a back specialist!' to which I replied 'well neither was my LAST GP but she REQUESTED that I bring it in and closed her practice immediately taking the private X-Ray with her?!'
- When I said I wanted to complain about the fact I was being lied to he said 'why are you telling me this?! You need to go back to the hospital and tell the reception at BMI Healthcare!'. No mention of the PALS service, nor the Parliamentary Health Service Ombudsman nor National Institute of Clinical EXCELLENCE and neither did he mention the General Medical Council?! No just the two receptionists at BMI Healthcare?!


