I have kept something
at bay.
Not only have I kept
something at bay on here I have also not mentioned it to most people
I know outside of the Internet.
I have had the contact
I was waiting for and I have had two but the important thing I wanted
said or the things I hoped would happen have not taken place.
Of course I know all
the possible theories and some are good and others are bad.
This person is very
close to me, in fact you could not really get closer and I am the
only close person they have. So what has taken place, or more
accurately not taken place, is somewhat confusing.
I will tell all and in
only a few weeks time too but it was brought up in conversation today
regarding something else.
A naysayer repeated
what they had stated before and I had to correct them. “Well you
have had no contact and no proof of the legal case. There wasn't a
legal case!”
I was forced to correct
something and this the reason why the subject was kept closed...“Err
that is not true and when [someone we both know] said this I told him
that as he used to be a social worker I was surprised to have to
point something out, [point out an obvious thing to him] and he said
“Oh .. of course, yes there had to be a legal case” I just do not
know about the money, that part is the part that looks doubtful”
He replied “Oh but
there was no money, that was bullshit as they would have paid you the
money back and they didn't”
That bit I cannot argue
with as it does look really bad. But the truth is I do not know why
things have gone the way that they have and why this other person has
not done these things.
I had no Christmas
greeting and nor did I get a 'Happy New Year!' message either.
What is most annoying
is that someone who was more closely and directly involved with this
person close to me, from about 8 years earlier warned me of behaviour
like this.
Now I went and told him
that I did not think I would get this kind of behaviour. I told him I
thought he would turn out to be wrong. Annoyingly he has been proved
quite correct.
Oh he gave me details
of things and stated that the person was a really nice person deep
down but told me that due to tribulations in life they would act in a
certain way, sometimes seemingly kinda crazy and out there. He told
me that I seemed like a nice guy and that from what he had heard and
read about my sudden 'gate crashing' of what had gone on with his
local council, police and social workers that he worries I will get
put through a tough time of it.
The friend today said
“but [they] has not contacted you for months and wont contact you”
the theory they absolutely insisted upon was based on the fact that I
would not be contacted any more. I then said “No [they] have
contacted me” before they replied “yeah but not recently!”
before I then said “Yes they have contacted me recently, I just
decided not to mention it or them any more”
This subject arose
because I got a phone-call from someone I know asking me to help them
in a legal case almost identical to the one I helped out on. I was
explaining what they had asked me on the phone. Of course, when
questioned why, I had to point out of the legal case I was previously
involved with. A subject I decided was off limits for the last 10
weeks, one that I know I am being laughed at behind my back.
Just because I do not
mention a particular subject it does not then mean that nothing has
happened and I am surprised at how many people see things this way.
This is another solid
reason it is easy to keep secrets from people and leave them
completely in the dark. Everyone assumes that because I fail to
mention something for weeks then it is as they predicted and its a
failure or all bullshit.
Myself? I prefer to not
broach upon the subject because I get bloody annoyed at people's
naivety and how they get adamant about something or someone they know
nothing about.
I get annoyed with
other people who for lack of actions they promised to make they make
themselves look bloody guilty and play right into the hands of these
people who so desperately want to be correct for a long list of
reasons by doing … nothing.
This includes promises
made and agreements of plans of action being flung right out of the
window giving everyone the facts, or rather lack of facts, they need
to harp on about how they are correct.
This has made things
very, very difficult for me and right over Christmas as well and I
dreaded being grilled about things.
I had to promise
someone I would refuse to pay out any more money if I was asked!
So then? I was asked
for help in a very similar case by someone I know and right out of
the blue when there was never any mention of even a single thought
like this in the past. So why? Seem odd to you? Do I need to remind
you about the 'after Christmas' statement? One that I was very
disappointed about? Still not odd? OK then …
Just two days before
this took place, or two days ago as I type this out, I got a rather
strange email from the company who host a very big blog site. It said
something along the lines of …
Good news! Your blog
has recently spiked and is getting a great deal of traffic!
I
was like “Huh?” and then I was like “Eh?!” and then
“whaaaaaat?” and wondered what this was about as I had not had an
email like this before. I went in and had a quick look at what this
notification was about. My blog had spiked … quite considerably in
fact and I was told that I had amounted 57 readers in under an hour.
The chart for the activity spiked way beyond anything I had
previously seen by quite a way.
Ooh,
I just had to have a conversation on the phone and about what I was
typing about above and another little issue with the same naysayer as
above. A man a friend of mine met, new year's eve I think or new
years day, who wanted a vivarium for a large Boa Constrictor. He took
£483, or close to it, out of his pocket and then took a five pound
note and put that back in his pocket. He then said that if a vivarium
could be acquired, even a second hand one, then the person that could
supply it to him would keep the entire amount of money he had!
So
this one friend of mine called another friend of mine who could have
supplied something like that as it is the business he is in. He did
not answer the phone and eventually text back with the shop opening
times. He thought that was a little rude and I suppose it was and
obviously did not want to be disturbed, wherever he was. But he had
not had a good Christmas, like many small businesses, and that amount
of money could have helped him a great deal. Eon Energy could have
been silenced with that money and silenced for a very long time
indeed.
Yes
so on the phone just now I was asked if I had mentioned it and I said
that I had indeed done that but was not brought up by me and instead
was our mutual friend that broached the subject. I also explained
that this was two days beforehand and not with the chat today.
So
they had heard two things that would not have been good to hear,
losing out on a possible £478 pure profit on a deal, or very close
to pure profit, and that their theory was blown out of the window
due to me receiving what felt like 'First Contact' with an alien race
as well as a 'Second Contact'.
Not
a good couple of days and not really my fault.
I
always knew that subjects avoided would eventually reach a time when
they could not be avoided any longer, due to other conversation
subjects.
On
another note and a follow up to hearing that the BBC would not be
using the Met Office for their weather or weathermen and women any
longer I hear there is a very weird advert being aired by the BBC?!
Rather
like the freebies they trick idiots into sending in of films or
videos that they pay no money for and do not even offer they are
advertising something so absurd that I started laughing.
Someone
I know, along with many others, has complained about the weathermen
and the Met Office. They have gotten things terribly wrong for what
seems like 18 months or more and in that period of time we also got
to hear about a supercomputer that cost them £76 Million! In fact
this particular friend said “Your better off looking out of the
window than listening to the Met Office predictions!” Even today it
was first supposed to be dry all day, then the BBC said it was going
to rain today, just this morning. It didn't rain. So their first
prediction was correct. They then altered that prediction more or
less revealing they had gotten it wrong. Then with the most recent
prediction … weeelllll …. they got it wrong!
So
what are the BBC advertising?
They
want, what I believe they referred to as, “weather watchers” to
look out of the window, check the weather and then upload it to the
BBC Weather Centre via some web-page or other?!
Are
you effing kidding me?!
So
they dumped the dreadfully wrong and vastly over budgeted Met Office
to save what is, no doubt, a vast amount of money in licensing and
get people to do their work for them by looking out of their
windows?!
I
thought that their news using naïve morons sending in their photos
and videos was bad enough! I find it hilarious that they are now
advertising for slave labour to get people to notify them … umm so
that they can then notify others, their neighbours who cannot be
bothered to look out of their windows?!
You
really cannot make this shit up!
So
amidst the period whereby I am getting over the shock of what the BBC
have recently been advertising I get an email I have not had in three
years stating that my blog, or just one of them thus far, has spiked
with the visitor numbers in a way that has not happened before. Also
a friend of mine I have not heard from in awhile now wants my help to
go through a legal case I have spent the best part of four years
going through? Never having mentioned anything about taking a course
like this in the five years or plus I have known them?!
Odd.
I
know them well enough to know that they do indeed have a case. But
having a case to answer or be heard is one thing. Getting the
proverbial 'ball' rolling is a whole different kettle of fish
altogether. The hardest part, in fact.
I
explained that I would list down the procedures they would need to go
through. I also stated that in my case the person who had the legal
case was quite lucky, though I would have found a different way of
achieving what we did, anyway. I explained about the lack of Legal
Aid and therefore all your human rights, and that we, or rather
'they', would have to find a way around it.
I
also explained about the Statutes Of Limitations too and how those
laws are very suspect and quite obviously exist to help large and
powerful and/or rich organisations from being sued.
Does
it not seem a little odd now?
As
I stated to a friend of mine earlier today this email sent by the
hosts of one of my blogs was one I had not had before and out of the
ordinary by quite some margin. The graphical chart and the number
given was way out of the ordinary too.
These
things seem to certainly suggest that something, somewhere has
happened.
Maybe
something was reported on TV or perhaps a tabloid, even just a local
one? Maybe my blog appeared somewhere that is quite popular with
people? There are plenty of names out there to add too things like
Twitter. For instance there are news like sites like The Huffington
Post or Mashable or perhaps another site with news like Yahoo?
Perhaps
a link was posted in a popular forum or someone else's blog that was
already attracting a lot of people?
But
I have featured in places before and even in the Daily Record's
website. Organisations and groups of one affiliation or another have
had my blog address on their websites. Nothing before has caused a
spike like this one and it has been over three and a half years since
I started blogging.
Oh
and I also have a dozen blogs and not had a notification like this
before.
Seems
to suggest something out of the ordinary has taken place?
Oddly
this is something that I predicted might happen when I was left in
the dark without rhyme nor reason and left their for what seemed like
permanently.
Not
only did I suspect something like this might happen as I was left for
weeks in the dark but I did think it might happen within the first
two weeks of January, 2016 of course.
Because
they said “...after Christmas” over eight weeks prior. I thought
of the new year immediately and then realised that if the
communication dies as it has done so many times before then the first
signs of confirmation I might get may be in a completely different
way and from a completely different source?
The
possibilities would be to see something in the news media or get told
about it be a friend or family member or some kind of sudden rush of
people to one or more of my blogs.
Also
there has been a change in me too! I suddenly found myself with a Bee
under my bonnet! In the long distant path I considered two possible
paths at a juncture, crossroads if you will, in my life. One of these
was to be creative and manufacture things that nobody made and the
other was to attend college, go on to university and acquire a
degree.
I
took the second path to university, acquire my degree and stupidly
turned down a PhD, or Doctorate, when I got my thesis result of a
distinction, or 'A'. I was only one of two students to get that high
a grade. I then got stabbed in the back over my overall grade, long
story. For the first time I am now wondering whether the stabbing in
the back was because I turned them down? I was regarded highly by
both students and lecturers and possibly and because of my knowledge
in other fields, many science based ones too, they see me as someone
that could make them a lot of money?!
I
had been having conversations with various people about a pet
project, 'pet' literally, I had been working on for a few years and
that many museums and zoos had heard of what I did and were talking
of six figure sums to get their hands and the finished article.
Funny
then that well over a decade on and neither my manufacturing designs
nor my software designs have ever been created by anyone else. Not to
my knowledge and I do have my finger on the pulse, so to speak, on
these things … well half the time at any rate.
Hmm
… maybe the zoos and museums have cottoned on to who I am on my
YouTube channel and word has gotten around and they are all looking?
Maybe
I should publish my thesis work or other programming I did at
university ass I still have it in both Java and C++ languages! I was
test dummy for the first ever WAP, Wireless Access Protocol, mobile
phones too.
I
have done, experienced and achieved a great deal of things in my
life. I do not always remember them all and likely down to the
Fibrofog symptom of my Fibromyalgia?
So
this was how it was when I started out blogging. I knew that it would
take a great deal of time to get what I did. I know it would take a
great deal of time to allow things to cool off before I could acquire
any more. There would have to be periods that lasted for weeks and
then months on end before I could then go 'at it' again and acquire
more data and proof. I also knew that it would take several years for
me to get into subjects or be reminded of things I had long since
forgotten.
Maybe
others are remembering something I had long since forgotten? Maybe
even that someone from my past that has links to many others I have
long since lost contact with has found me and the word has gotten
around?
I
was always shocking both students and lecturers at Middlesex
University of the things I knew, the things I could do and my ability
to solve things and the level of wisdom I possessed?
Once
coming up with an answer to a missing number in a Venn diagram that
we were told we would need algebra to solve. I was good at algebra at
school but that was ten years previous to this puzzle being presented
to me. So I sat back while others beavered away with their pens and
paper. I stared at the problem on the whiteboard when the number '17'
popped into my head. I asked Steve Lockett out loud of the answer was
'17'. He had this twitch like habit of his tongue coming out of the
corners of his mouth when he was feeling humour or trying to be cagey
about something. He turned and looked at the board as if to hide a
look on his face. He asked me why I had thought it was 17 before then
thinking twice about it and then said we should let the others get to
their conclusions before I asked.
I
rocked back and forth on my chair for several minutes.
Suddenly
out of the corner of my eye I saw a head raise up, it was Hanni. “I
have 17” he said before looking across the room directly at me with
confusion. This was followed by another guy whose name I cannot
remember but I think his surname was Eldridge? Or Etherington? Anyway
this is quite irrelevant. A little while later another said he wanted
to know how I did it and then another before over ten people had come
up with the same answer I had.
Then
the tutor spoke “Well yes it is 17, but Martin … I would
like you to explain how the hell you did that!” A few others
nodded and said they wanted to hear this too. I cannot remember the
mathematical formula that ran through my brain at the time and all I
could tell you is that I explained it simply and that the diagram
represented groups of musicians of differing instruments.
I
say that because it might be some standard test that is always the
same and someone who visits the blog and reads this who might have
done a similar course to me might have actually had the same
mathematical problem and Venn diagram presented to them.
If
it is homework … I think you may find the number is 17?!
LMFAO!
This
was not even at university and was indeed at Waltham Forest College!
I
did a number of other surprising things at Middlesex University and I
am well aware that I have forgotten several things. I had the Matlab
assignment thrown out, which had never been achieved in the history
of the university. Not hard as the man that set the assignment was on
overly cocky and had a far too high a regard for his own intellect
was actually an idiot. Intelligence does not mean that wisdom is also
possessed. He set the assignment to show off more than anything else.
And
no … I was not the
student rep, though everyone insisted tat I was after that and had
achieved a great deal more with the university staff and consistently
so for my three years there. So I was the unofficial
student representative and
regardless of the problem everyone always came to me with it.
I
was also quite pally with one of the lecturers, Alastare, and
friendly with a couple of others and in a group presentation had one
woman lecturer called Janet rolling around on the floor with
laughter. Knocked our group down to a 'B' grade because she laughed
too much, lol.
I
was the leader of the group but felt responsible for not getting that
'A' grade achieved by only one other group. However when I apologised
my new fellow student friends, a Jamaican, Vietnamese and a Chinese
dudes, were leaping up and down and hugging each other before one
said “Your joking man?! That grade was fantastic!”
who had himself expressed concern earlier for allowing the one in the
group who was incapable of understanding the technical side of
things, being demoted later to a 'Joint Degree', I think it was
called and no letters after your name, doing the introduction with
some humour.
When
I was asked when the worry was expressed I said that he would not be
able to present anything complicated, technical and programming in
C++, Java and even HTML was out of the question. He seemed more
comfortable with his
idea
and that I felt it was important that we all performed well.
I
was hugged and patted n the back for gambling on that and getting it
right, despite the fact that too much laughter lost us an 'A', it was
good they felt this way and good to see my other friends who had
grouped together and left me with no one and all sat there with their
chins on the desks before them!
Yeeeahh
there were some crafty things going on at university. One friend of
mine was in a group with a 'know-it-all' and cocky student who just 6
months beforehand had featured on the centre pages of the News Of The
World tabloid, looking wimpy in his picture while the headline 'JOHN
HARTSON SMASHES WIMPY BILL' adorned the page above his picture which
two friends photocopied a hundred times and plastered them around the
student halls noticeboards.
Yes,
I kid you not!
There
was this hilarious few weeks where two students ran the photocopiers
dry getting copies of this centre page article which would be pinned
up everywhere, taken down by the student union and then put back up
again!
Bill
had told us all about the incident, about being beaten upon by a
drunken footballer, Arsenal's John Hartson as I stated, and the up
and coming newspaper article.
On
the Monday morning a group of women were seated much farther down and
towards the front of the lecture hall and giggling. I had wondered
what they were giggling about before trying to get their attention …
“Clare?! What are you all giggling about?” I had forgotten about
the news article. She held it up and there was Bill in a full page
spread, hands in pockets looking like a skinny, young John Lennon
with that unforgettable title splashed above his head. I roared with
laughter and when I managed to stop I then said “Oh dear, I don't
think he realised they were going to rip him apart like that?!”
Another time I realised that journalists cannot be trusted along with
anyone else … including the university I was sitting in!
I
then looked around and said “Hey? Wait a minute? WHERE is Bill?!”
Bill
was not seen for the next two weeks.
Yes
so one of the students, a so-called friend of mine who I had actually
attended college with before university, had now realised that the
second half of out second year and the third would be devilishly
harder than the first half. So he befriended the younger man he had
put photocopies up to embarrass him because he always got 'A's.
I
was put in a group of three students I never knew. They all became
bloody good friends after that group presentation.
When
it cam to the thesis grades my college mate Adrian never got his 'A'.
Neither did 'A' grade student, Bill.
I,
however, did
acquire
an 'A' or Distinction and another Irish fellow called John who was
not part of Adrian's group was the only other student to acquire the
Distinction. Though I acquired 7 'B+'s and 2 'B-'s that Distinction
was the only one I got.
Funny
how things work out!
Funny
then that over 12 grades that included those seven 'B+'s (over half),
2 'B-'s one 'C' and one 'D' that along with the thesis graded 'A' and
your most important work that I never acquired an Upper Second! Or an
overall 'B+'!
There
as a heated conversation with the Dean of the University who was
quite simply an idiot and no good at maths and they refused to change
the grade. They used a 'D' in my first year as the reason despite the
fact that they are not factored in the overall grading as I pointed
out in the student handbook.
I
think they thought I cheated on my thesis and did not know the amount
of knowledge I possessed in my many different fields?
Or
as had occurred to me just today while typing this out maybe it was
sour grapes because I turned down the Doctorate offered to me by
Peter Passmore?
If
this was the case, the latter, and I had known they were upset about
my refusal to do that to my grade I would have accepted the offer of
a Doctorate!
Now
remember … I have fought and battled the NHS on here for years and
have lots of recordings proving five GP Surgery Doctors and no less
than five hospitals have lied to me and I have it on tape and in
letters signed by them. Remember this when I tell you what I would
have been doing had I accepted the Doctorate …
Working on
software to create a simulation to teach Keyhole Surgeons how to
perform different types of surgery!
Seriously I kid you not.
So I have seen and done many things in all my years and I am very
good at solving the most intricate of puzzles.
So imagine how annoying it is when laymen with no knowledge at all
nor experience in something I am involved in want to be be insistent
about their theories?
Pain in the arse, much? Annoying, much?
I do not know what worse … the thought I did something wrong or
took a wrong turn somewhere or that these piss taking morons might
have gotten it right purely by mere chance?!
I am hoping that not only does this change over the next few weeks,
though it does not look good at all right now, but that these little
events that have occurred today stem from something that has already
happened.
Also this … sudden turbocharged boost to my blog will mean a great
many things of this continues on for the forthcoming weeks, or better
still … many months.
Because if it does I will reach many of my goals far, far sooner and
that means that I will be in a position to cast of the dead weight,
the tribulations and the things that are weighing me down and also
putting a downer on things.
I will have my chance to relocate as I have so long wanted to do and
perhaps even become mobile again with a car?! These two things would
force my endeavour to take to the skies and soar above the puffy
white clouds.
Ooh what a vision that is.
Oh and you might as well now a little bit for now and that I was told
I was the greatest person in the world of my kind, over stating it a
bit, and I had some apologies for the delaying tactics.
Still did not get an explanation for any insights into what they were
planning and why and have not heard anything for over a week.
I just hope and pray I have not gotten this one horribly wrong and I
also hope that the reasons for all this are damned good ones.
