COUNTRY OF CONS

This one passed me by.

I have been targeted by so many people and for a long time, people, government, fraudsters and lairs.

Many years ago now I was attacked and defrauded by bailiffs to the tune of £4,000 and was then defrauded. Long story .. have evidence but not going to go into the details.

I was on a website, forum called Consumer Action Group. From there I was put in touch with a Sheila Harding. All kinds of promises were made and I was told I would be compensated pretty well, she said it was the best case she had ever seen. I had witnesses too to their lies and corruption along with my documents.

After awhile the alarm bells started going off. Then my witness, a Tony Murray, and Sheila Harding disappeared off the face of the Earth.

She was supposed to take a company called JBW Group to court.

Later found out her name was on a book they published and she in fact worked for them. What bailiffs actually do is break the law .. a lot. They even tell each other how to do this. They produce a book and TV series to make it appear to the public that they are lawful when they are not.

This was a very traumatic period in my life as someone living with a disability and was just one in a long line of very evil crap that goes on within Britain that they have spent years covering up.

This very blog is full of that along with documents and recordings .. even to this.

Those that have done me injustices over the years using lies and trickery I have professional witnesses to, some of which have just been sent the link below, that can testify to this.

These include the British Government, Police, Secret Services, the NHS, Local Councils, the Department of Work and Pensions, HMCTS Courts and Judges and just bout every ombudsmen you can think of. Sorry to inform you but all ombudsmen are corrupt but do not mind being paid out of your taxes.

Some time ago I was left a link I had failed to notice due to my hammering of social media while dodging more proverbial bullets as big social media try to suppress me and my recordings now.

The lengths I have to go to is nothing short of a joke.

9 years ago many thought me mad, not a liar as they knew I was honest and genuine but my stories and claims were just so bizarre they thought I had to be losing my mind.

Today it is a different story as they have seen for themselves and been targeted too .. even disabled people I know with type 1 diabetes.

Yet despite all this they still refused to vote for Jeremy Corbyn as the modern day socialists are evil and biased and many realise its their scheming in the background and whining like morons as to why we are being treated like shit today. Because the socialists do not believe in being fair across the board and are very .. VERY biased.

Recently and after a general election .. they are blaming these following evil people for screwing up the country and allowing the Conservative government in. Jews, white people and Hindus.

Turns out and took me years to discover its the socialists that have slowly brought this country to its knees.

Below is a webpage by Jason Bennison and on it he provides details to that I talk about, has some recordings of Sheila Harding, oddly I believe I may have too but God knows where they are.

He also reports she has harassed and ripped off many and is a convicted fraudster.

Not surprise .. not surprised at all

Make no mistake .. you do not want to to involved or even associated with Sheila Harding or anyone she is associated with. So anyone on this page basically.

http://jasonbennison.com/

DRAGGED THROUGH HELL

Jesus H. Christ this Alfie Evans business just gets worse and worse.

I was told that the helicopter that was sent by Italy, one of their hospitals which has links to the Vatican, therefore the Pope who asked them to do this have been marched off the premises?!

It is like they are even sticking two fingers up to not only the Italian government but the Vatican and the Pope too?! Hey? I am in no way religious but not even I would treat them with this level of contempt!

Stunning. If this is true .. truly stunning but it gets better ..

If you recall and if you do not know .. I have had run ins with the NHS for years and I know for a fact they lie and have linked recordings I have made that prove this. I am in the process of re-linking them in here but thanks to the public services they have managed to make me homeless. Plus lost around £10,000 in savings. That will come out later ..

I got my first of several recordings of them lying and upon discovering that I had done this .. kicked me off the GP practice, also refusing to listen to the tape (Abernethy House Surgery in Enfield), accusing me of violence. Odd because I was unaware this had happened and while the letter was in the post I sat in the wankers (Johnathan Gubbay) surgery and he did not ask anyone to be present so did not fear for his safety and acted calm. Funny as I am physically fit to look at and I know Wing Chun Kung Fu so if I was partial to violence .. yeah you would need protecting. A lot of it.

This was because I told the GMC when I complained to them that if I was to be lied to again, patronised the way I was and refused to listen to evidence I would knock his teeth out so being responsible I would not enter the surgery again ..

.. except I was deliberately fucked about .. told that if I wanted my prescription drugs I would have to go back to the surgery one more time and hence why I was sitting their in his surgery while a letter was on its way to me in the post, kicking me off and accusing me of violence.

If you have been here long enough to know all that and the letter is on here, trust me on that one, then the following might start to kick some memory cells into action?

A fucking Judge got persnickety with the representative of Alfie Evans parents and claimed that there is hostility by ALfie's parents towards the NHS..

Because he accused three Doctors or murder, or attempted murder, and three summons were issued?!

Jesus these Judges really do think they are God and above the law making decision because of summons issued before any case as even had its first hearing?! You cannot do that and you do not, or should fucking not, have the power to do that!

Now pay close attention here and the link the the article in The Telegraph is to be found at the end of the post ..

Paul Diamond, representing Alfie's father Tom Evans, said there were "tensions", but that there was no "hostility'" against the NHS. 

But Lord Justice McFarlane told counsel: "Your client purported to take out a private prosecution to have three named doctors charged with the criminal offence of conspiracy to murder.

"Those summonses were served on the doctors and I hear you say that there is no hostility to the NHS."

Mr Diamond replied: "There is no hostility but within that process there are tensions." 

Lord Justice Coulson said: "There are rather more than tensions." The accusation related to "the most serious possible offence".

The judge went on: "That simply doesn't square with there being no hostility to the NHS. As my children would say 'end of'."

Did a judge actually just use the phrase 'end of' i a court of law?!

Mr Diamond also said an air ambulance was on standby at the "request of the Pope" and that a member of from the Italian embassy was in court. 

You see the problem here?

A judge is making his mind up about a perfectly legal set of proceedings taking place .. umm because they are actually fucking legal proceedings and he is making a decision based on a set of proceedings that have not been seen through yet?! Is he fucking retarded or just obviously biased like all the courts have been accused of for years?!

There is plenty more but if you have any doubts here is a line from a BBC website that is literally about Alfie Evans and the link is below ..

In the UK, the law doesn't consider either doctors or parents to be automatically right. That's why, when an agreement can't be reached, it comes down to the courts to make the final decision based on the evidence available.

Right do you see that first line? 'IN the UK, the law does not consider either Doctors or parents to be automatically right.'

Except that is what he is doing .. assuming the Doctors have done no wrong and I have seen this before over and over and over again.

There is even a website about it and all the dodgy cases by .. public services .. hmm let me see if I can find it .. I even chatted to the site owner about several things over a few days or weeks ..

Huh .. I cannot seem to find it. It only had four letters in its address, like 'pfgt' or something like that? I wonder if they got succesfuly taken down by the government or public services. Seems your not allowed to tell the truth in the UK anymore?! It is becoming like China or Russia!

My daughter is really angry with the .. well 'EVIL TRINITY' which is the Local Council, NHS and DWP and wants to 'knock someone out'.

I said that this is part of their grand plan .. this is what they want .. they drive you to that, once your violent you have lost. They label you and get away with it. They did not, however, with me.

There is no human rights anymore and no avenue left for legal proceedings, they treat you worse than dogs for years on end and as soon as you do something that is perfectly natural, human and totally understandable they treat you like you are a different species form them. No .. they could ever be forced into expressing anger .. you need to actually be human for that?!

Quick .. someone get me David Icke's phone number or email address?!

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2018/04/25/alfie-evans-father-threatens-privately-prosecute-three-nhs-doctors/

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-43893709

THE PRINCE & THE UNFORTUNATE

Well this was bind to happen but the timing could not be more perfect.

Though the child it is perfect for is in a right sorry state of affairs, it had to be said.

In fact once I'm going to mention what I had been told and what I've noted I'm going to leave it a few days to see what else is said .. or not said.

As the protest about poor Alfie Evans was going on another child was coming into the world. I was not even aware she was expecting but the Duchess of Cambridge had her third child.

No cap on that arrangement then? Despite the taxpayers money being laid out being significantly more than your average Joe.

Also of note was no mention of Alfie Evans on the BBC News but fair play to Sky News for mentioning it and having a web page about Alfie Evans, the protest and what his father said.

That's the first thing .. the second was what I got told on the phone by someone that lives nearby. Yup Alfie .. I have someone not far from you whose fighting of her own injustices going on against her and her children. It involves lying and falsifying reports and I know it's going on in a lot of places. With a lot of people.

Someone I've known on Facebook for years recently published a notice that stated what, basically, a twisted and such country we live in and how did it get like this?!

Clever planning. Not so clever at not leading us into this fucking godawful mess in the first place ..

.. despite the fact that I predicted it 4.5 years before it started, stating it would happen within five years.

I fell out with friends and family over that and was called a nutcase.

But as my grandfather always pointed out .. when I'm sure I'm right about something I stick to my guns. That happens a lot. Fortunately I'm not called mad any more. Especially as I now possess evidence to a series of events even crazier sounding than predicting the financial crisis. Yesiree. Oops!

Yeah you would have thought that after being proved right over and over again and then priced right over the financial crisis that people .. shouldn't bet against me. But they did. 

Got cut off there momentarily.

So .. on Facebook .. people are pissed. They have stated that the news is all over the third baby by Prince William but poor Alfie does not get a mention. Must be more of that fake news they keep on about?

I have also been informed twice now that they turned off life support?! Right after the Italian government awarded Alfie Italian citizenship?!

Well if that is not two fingers held up by the British Government to the Italian government then I do not know what is?!

The last thing I was told was the following ..

"It is all going to kick off up here"

If the British public do not have an outcry over this and ask serious questions of the British government, the British legal system and its courts along with the NHS then I do not know what will?

SHOUT TO THE TOP

I can't imagine what two particular parents are going through ..

I'm not that far away mind you.

So Alfie's parents have finally been denied by all the courts in the land?! Unbelievable.

This must finally go a long way to making the British public trust realise something. That the British Legal system is very, very questionable.

Odd that governments have the power to decide when it's OK to take life and when it is not, on taking your own with voluntary euthanasia.

I'd like do see someone punish comparisons on this with the legal systems in other countries.

I used to believe we were world leaders in many things but in the last fifteen years all these beliefs have been eroded away completely.

This is one of the most shocking things I have ever witnessed as well as one of the saddest.

What messages is out twisted and corrupt legal system sending out now?

Like those posters that tell you that 'Kindness Kills'?! How about 'Courts Decide When to Kill'?!

The best one of all is after several years of being clearly and obviously wrong to everyone they will admit it at some point, say they are working on it and tell the public to bear with them as it takes them a long time to do anything and that this is how things are.

I had someone tell me that there is a government within government. Second time that has been stated to me within the last five years. I mean just that line .. because absolutely everyone says there is corruption. What differs is how far it has spread and what is affected. NHS being the one hardest to convince people .. probably because of the oaths sworn?

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Alfie Evans case: Supreme Court rules against parents for second time - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-merseyside-43841547

THE EYES OF LONGING

This post is kind of to do with my 'Revelations' series. Well .. one aspect of said series.

Oh how I have desired radical changes to just about every aspect of my life.

I did think this was coming a couple of years back but it never worked out how I had predicted but then there was a factor involved I was not entirely sure about and had, had very little time to actually work out .. what was going on.

There has been a very long wait for something to happen and then and some months ago something did. Yes it was something you would rather have not have happened but it was kind of inevitable in reality.

In fact compared to other similar situations it was very late. Though I always knew it was there and a possibility especially considering the length of time involved I never gave it much thought. Until every now and then someone else would bring it up in conversation.

Now I would talk about this .. sometimes. At other times I would simply say that I was not interested and do not care and cut the conversation off.

As it turns out over the last few years I would cut a lot of attempted conversations off and by that I mean more than one subject.

Sure I have things going on in the background and it has also come to be that for the last two to three years many things I would blog about or just allude to I had to cut off. I can think of at least two major ones and there are .. a few others I cut off too.

The thing is that when you have set out to do what I do you have to plan and do everything to make sure that your plans are successful. Sometimes that means biting your lip over lengthy periods of time.

Sometimes these plans do not produce the fruit you intended until a much later date and in any and all of this things often depend on .. others. When you depend upon others doing what they must they sometimes hold back for a longer time than you had envisioned in the beginning.

On odd occasions you then have to take a different approach and just wait or set different kinds of traps and just wait.

Over the years I have been doing this and for several years before I started doing what I do I got .. let us just say opposition. I was told that things would not work out as I planned and even gone as far at times to predict things.

In all instances thus far all .. let us say 'predictions' put to me have been wrong. There were results that did not make themselves known to me for a very long time and those that opposed my own predictions declared themselves to be correct and me very wrong.

Except .. as I stated .. there were no results.

Sometimes my alternate plans pay off when I least expect them too.

Sometimes results suddenly appear of which I had no control over at all.

Now as intriguing as that may sound I have something of a number of surprises coming by way of this blog. Because currently both of those above currently apply to a number of plans and one result allows me to set off a series of other .. results that I have held back.

Other things I had planned and totally forgot about have also showed themselves to now actually maybe unfolding in the foreseeable future.

That last thing has been a very, very closely guarded secret that absolutely no one at all knows about and I wont be divulging either. Not right now, this is for sure.

But its an old and very possibly my biggest plan of all that has now rose from the ashes like the proverbial Phoenix and at seemingly just the right time.

In all this I get asked things and asked to do or, indeed, not do things.

'Zipping' will be an out of nowhere feature and before very long now. In fact the very .. hmm let us say 'shape' of this zipping changes in my mind while I think about a hundred things simultaneously and that is an understatement if anything.

The shape is in flux. Almost all the time now and .. there was a place I once needed to go that has now added itself to the list of places I need to go.

I have also been given reasons and the very real possibility to all this is that a previous ending I once predicted may also be about to happen. This has certainly been suggested to me by those involved.

If this works out as I had originally planned this means that there now exists another .. data bomb and a very big one too that now groups together with all the other .. data bombs that will come over the next six months.

It will blow a lot of people away too. To the point that they will spend several moths to a whole year getting over the revelations.

This rather oddly occurs when one plan I had for two years back that has now come around again and this could occur and no one at all would suspect a thing. People know one particular aspect of my plans and unlike my previous plans, doomed to failure by these others, they are under no illusions. No illusions at all that this time it is inevitable.

There was .. one .. that very recently asked if it had happened yet. I paused extremely briefly when he said this and it would not be the first time this individual doubted something I said. Known them a very long time. Only doubts have been lately, but then he works within the field of .. let us say 'medicine' and rubbished my claims about the NHS lying to patients and falsifying results .. to which I pulled a copy of Metro out of my bag and showed him the front page story.

It has never really been a case of accusing me of lying, no-no-no. It has always been a case that they thought I got things wrong. Though I am not in contact with this person regular. But it is natural to here a statement of doubt and wonder to whether or not on this occasion they thing your lying. The mutual friend we have has no doubts.

But that made me think about doubters and, for me, it really never concerned me much because if this was me on the outside looking in I would think someone an absolute fool to manufacture events .. or lie. What would be the point? What would anyone have to gain from doing this outside of appearing the fool much later on when said event fails to materialise.

Rather bizarrely my actions after the imminent event eight of us has going on I have to then do things I really do not want to have to do because there was a blatant manufacturing of a whole series of events that simply did not occur.

I have to work with others and largely because a very major public service was fully informed and are tasked to investigate but did absolutely nothing and I have to take them to court. Hmm that was a rather clever way of producing a 'red herring'! Well .. there is a bit more to it but I do not want go give away any clues to prying eyes as to what might occur following the conclusion of our current .. situation.

Good God, I am bored!

The weather has finally cooled down and I did think I would get out with my camera but a few hours out on my bike to get fit there ended up being a strong wind that day anyway. It was a toss up whether to take my current camera with me and try to get to my regular photography spots.

Today I had to get a little shopping and I now realise the weathermen said it was going to get hotter again. Yesterday was almost perfect and had there been no wind and just a couple of degrees cooler and it would have been.

Still .. they are saying that it will cool down after .. Wednesday? Just checked the weather in Windows 10, which is mostly wrong, yup Thursday looks perfect. Thus far.

Weekends are not good because the places I visit with my camera are too close to built up places and it fills up with noisy people, children, dogs, bikes, double-buggies and wide families strewn from path edge to path edge and you wont see the more interesting animals for a mile in either direction. Lol.

Good God I have so much to .. prepare and the very thought of doing it makes my mind say 'uuuugh!'

I was supposed to do many things weeks ago but I really wanted an end date before I started doing these things. Well I kind of have an end date. Well as far as it states it appears to be one of two days and .. they are both less than a week away.

Got to get motivated!

This is finally happening but then it could not go on for very much longer without .. looking very suspicious because it already does look suspicious.

Good God I cannot even think lately about tags/labels for my posts and cannot think of them right now?!

It is quite strange to me that I came up with the title 'The Eyes of Longing' because and with me there are a list of longings. Some I have decided are better that they do not occur despite being a natural thing to happen with just about everyone else. Ever. Well except one person that used to appear on TV years ago. If the old rumours can be believed?

What will shortly occur will be a long list of very big life changing things and these .. should continue to happen for about a year.

REVELATIONS UPDATE: THAT LAST WEEKEND?

Well blow me down.

Prior to the Wimbledon Tennis tournament actually starting I was given the impression, by a solicitor, that my .. our little issue was days away from concluding.

Cue the Monday after the Wimbledon finals and .. umm .. nothing.

Cue yet another email.

After some .. unprofessional sarcasm and for the umpteenth time a group email gets sent out to all parties involved. I did mention it was not just me this time, right?

Anyway ..

Just like so many other times we get an email after I do some serious prodding by way of an email and this time we have actually been given a rough estimate that is not too far away.

Now due to the systems involved this should be .. this week but the email states .. umm next week and I expect this will be early in th week as one of the systems involved is .. well known to be immediate. Except is isn't in this case judging by the email content?

Well it may have something to do with forms and other things?

So each of the last three last weekends that I thought were .. the last weekend in each case now .. I am hesitant to say, it seems that this weekend is the last weekend.

It would be bloody typical if it later turned out to be that the last weekend was the .. last weekend?! Lol.

Trust me I have had phone-calls from said others and text messages asking me .. "What in the hell is going on with this?!"

Funnily enough it is not even my job or indeed not my responsibility but is indeed that of someone else In fact and I have now had to point this out but we were against this other person being . granted this responsibility.

Of said opposed granting of responsibility? Yeah well it was another public service, a taxpayer's black hole full of self-entitlement that is tasked with something heavily to do with both rights and morals that have not done their jobs properly and completely ignored the flurry of opposition sent to their door. This is someone I also have .. history with and they will learn in time they would have done well to have researched me. As we have .. history. More in that in the coming weeks.

I have wanted to divulge what this is all about but until it ends it would not be safe to do so as will become clear in time.

Oddly it should become obvious in time not only why this is but also might look as someone in power was meddling. Purely because it was me. I cannot really say or even believe that but if it did turn out to be the case I should not really be surprised. I very likely would be .. but should not be.

In the meantime I am sat around twiddling my damn thumbs, wondering about all the choices and changes that will be coming and wondering if I will be choosing the right paths or even if capabl of them?!

Well I do have several disabilities and over 100 symptoms so o course big changes are going to have me going over and over everything in my head.

In fact that has been the downside to this as my friends know only too well. I have questioned if I can do so many of the things that I either have to do or want to do.

There are some that do not want these changes. In fact they were previously doubters but have since become aware of the absolute certainty of my spot on predictions in all this and are .. reeling in shock. Literally, lol.

In fact I think it will be this exact prediction that will shock everyone that comes here and reads my crap? Lol.

Out of a possible eight predictions there were five initial ones ..

I can tell you now that four of them were very low and mine was very high and can even state by a factor of more than 7. SEVEN.

I was not only right but my prediction was spot on, though as is so bloody predictable, but as always comes to a shock, someone in my family that argued with me about this is claiming that they predicted this outcome. Trouble is they have forgotten they argued with me about this and was not privy to any of the information or data that the rest of us were.

People that always either have to be right or just so desire to be right will lie and make shit up to make themselves look like they were right. Even though the name of the game is to actually .. BE .. right.

They also want to be careful because the person that told me what she said was annoyed with her and this person stated to me "It was YOU that said it would turn out like this and no one believed you! Not her, she  did not know anything about this .. NOTHING!"

Yeeaaah .. as some probably do not realise when they are disagreeing with something I posted .. yeeah I am all about the facts, predictions and being right. I am all about the truth too.

This is why I get so annoyed when organisations with great power and reach make utterly stupid choices to pander to tiny groups of people, politically, while shoving this crap in our faces. All that money and all those resources and they simply cannot do even the tiniest bit of research .. go and change something only to have it blow up in their faces.

Now some reactions might be outright wrong but I am afraid that is what comes when you keep slamming things into people's faces telling them how to think and feel. At some point it always boils over.

Back on topic .. for me it has been .. arduous to go through the last couple of months. Because of the questions I keep going over and over in my head. So many things changing, so many things to do.

As I have stated previously it will very quickly become evident that this .. thing is at an end. There will be a flurry of very obvious things that will go on for two to three months and then just keep on going. Right across the board. When this starts and is obvious then rest assured that at some point during all this I will explain what has occurred, what went on, the illegalities that have occurred and the flouting of responsibility by various .. services which will be shocking when you find out who they are.

I want to say that this is definite now? Because I have actually been given a narrow time frame and not just them alluding that it is imminent. But those did not turn out that well previously.

Though as I said to someone when talking about what happens next 'This is very, very late and THAT goes in our favour and more precisely MY favour!'

Zipping about is also the order of many days once this is .. finally .. finalised.

If I stated there are a hundred things on my mind as a result of this .. issue .. trust me it would be an understatement. Lol.

REVELATIONS 4: THE FASHIONABLY LATE

Yup .. this is late. As so often is the case it is fashionably late.

Yeah .. well I am fashionably late yet again.

Oh but wait? No and just like all the other times .. it appears to be me is in fact down to someone else that already has the long since label of being .. well, fashionable late.

The public services.

Now I have done posts leading up to some big changes and changes that will spread right across my blogs .. except and as would be understandably so thought, it should have happened before now.

In fact my last post about this thing was titled 'The Last Week' and I had and very almost did post one called 'The Last Weekend'. But I held back because .. I had a gut feeling. Except and as so many may have previously thought, I should not have gotten this right. I should not have decided that what has been given to me was wrong. It was against the odds. Let me explain..

This change has a date that I do not have and then a transition period of a couple of months where a lot of similar changes are going to happen.

Now this is following a .. procedure that is defined in law that cannot in any way be changed that would affect me or 9 other people. Not for the worst at any rate and only for the better.

NOW! In charge of this process, only acting as a go-between, between a court and us, is a solicitor not really reachable by me. Well .. not in the face to face sense.

This process involves ten of us and there is absolutely no one else between us and this process.

So if and when explained the above line will become absolutely clear, something I thought I would have done a few days ago.

Now we get to the point of the matter ..

I can both show at a later date, which I will, that this process was to end on Wednesday the 14^th June at the latest and given two days for a letter to go from the solicitor and me .. should have reached me by Friday 16^th June. Except it did not.

Thee idea of the post title 'The Last Weekend' was to write it in such a way that the readers would be left wondering if this was .. well the last weekend or the forthcoming weekend. In case it was late.

NOW! Here is where I let out a little more details ..

We have had something wrongly taken. In the form of a rather large .. object. There that will get readers wondering.

This was not only wrong but there was a huge play to misinform as well as manipulate a lot of people and one of those groups has me in it.

Think about that .. me. Lol.

The person that did this does not pay attention, thinks they know the law and was someone I used to see very regularly and was very close to .. except I stopped doing that some years ago and there were two reasons for this ..

One was that they started talking bullshit.

The other I wont go into .. I have to be careful about saying too much and giving anyone some info that would allow them to .. well let us say 'prepare themselves'.

The game has been afoot for a fair old while. Longer than you probably imagine and then when you guess that it goes back about 18 months because I have dropped hints on here let me tell you this. It goes back to around two years before I started blogging!

When I started I said I was going to do many things. I said I was going to achieve many things. I also stated I was going to catch a lot of people and organisations out that would otherwise be seen as impossible to catch out.

After all I am merely one man and with no resources or tools, at least when I started out, so what exactly could I possibly do? Many large groups and organisations have attempted to achieve the things I want to achieve and have failed. Over and over again. From solicitors to protest groups and even including Memberss of Parliament, though too few with the latter. Far too few. These had many individuals working with of for them and had resources and therefore money.

No single person was ever going to achieve anything. A person acting alone could not possibly be seen as any kind of threat against some of the biggest organisations.

How could any one person achieve any of these things. It is not even worth thinking about.

But it does, can and is working. But how? Well I suggest you read the above line again and then think about it for a few moments.

Who would ever guess that one person could achieve anything?

Most people I know even think that one person, they or someone else and even me, could never achieve anything or change anything.

I have provided you with yet another clue.

NOBODY .. WOULD .. SUSPECT. Even when made aware. Lol!

Also this individual would have to do this in a clever but very slow way .. think of an assassin, if you will, on a mission to .. well, assassinate an individual. He would be not widely seen and would be camouflaged, move at night and even then .. move slowly. He would focus on the areas that are .. neglected. Or in other words study to find weak points in areas that they could capitalise on to achieve their goal.

But awhile ago I was seen. I have also seen plenty of evidence that people that could not possibly know as they did not know from me .. have become aware. Giving themselves away to being informed about me by their actions or indeed, lack thereof.

How many of them have been informed about me and possess a file? I do not know.

I am not interested in knowing. It provides me with no benefit whatsoever so not worth my focus and it becomes obvious to me in time anyway. I just .. do not let on. The only signal I would likely give away is a wry smile. But no one would even take that as a sign that I know. Because when it is realised that the person knows that you know there give a certain .. look.

I have not had the look.

So then .. after reeling off all that to get the picture in frame let us go back to the point.

On April 10^th I got an eemail and then a letter from a solicitor that did not say very much, other than to point out that they were following a set of rules in law that cannot be changed. Which I already knew.

I wanted two numbers and I never got them.

Sometime around the end of May I emailed them again and I tried to sound a little .. demanding and I was also being very sarcastic while not being .. obviously sarcastic.

To make things clearer I was told that “This wont take long” .. except .. I was given no time frame for how long it can take, between the shortest time and the longest time, plus I was not told when it started. Even though I specifically asked about the latter..

“When did this process initially start?”

I asked this because I did not know and we were informed some while after it as started and I not only could but already did look up the time frames. There were two. Which of these two time frames were involved would rather depend on whether yet another public service, though I use the term 'service' very loosely here.

And now I will tell you that I specifically asked if this other public service would be involved. Once again I got no answer.

So now think about this for a moment .. I am, along with 9 others, the ones to directly benefit from this which is laid out by law. So 9 of us have the right. Except at least eight of us have not been told anything.

Let me put it to you that if I was to ask you that if someone stated to you that 'This wont take long' could you tell me on your opinion roughly what time period is that? This was not given to me at any stage, despite asking twice!

Now imagine you were given a period of two to eight weeks or another of eight to twelve weeks for the process to be carried out? What would you need to know the exact dates of the earliest and latest it ended? Well you would need to know when exactly the process was started, of course. Yup .. one of only three questions I asked .. TWICE!

I have been told of which of the two time periods our process has fallen into and nor do I know when it started. But I did eventually get told something. Which was only garnered after initially poking sarcasm their way. Despite the promise of updates. I will get to this shortly.

Oh solicitors, solicitors? They are just so fucking stupid when it comes to Information Technology and yet when they speak .. anyone would think they were the Queen of Sheba. Or, indeed, the King of somewhere?

Facepalm.

So I had one single date which was the 2^nd of June which was roughly an idea that it would end somewhere near or not long after this date.

Yeah so as I said I was given .. a time period after being sarcastic while not obviously being sarcastic? How did I do that, I hear you ask?

Well .. we was all promised it would not take very long and with that we were also promised .. updates along the way. Of a process that two to eight weeks or eight to twelve weeks that had already started prior to my initial correspondence.

Updates.

The process that would not take long has gone on for more than 6 weeks when I contacted them and poked sarcasm.

In the email, my 2^nd email was not answered, I stated that as we was promised it would not take long and that they had promised us updates and then received any over a period of more than six weeks we all believe that something must have gone wrong and could they confirm this suspicion so we could take another course of action?

You see what I did there?

Of the three emails I sent only the first one, which they were … let us say publicly asking for, got a response, the second no response and the latest one with sarcasm garnered a response.

In this I was still not told the two figures I had been trying to find out since January the 8^th of 2017 and was told the following .. which really gives nothing way soo ..

The 'documents' were given to the 'public service' on the 18^th May (2017). This takes between 2 and 3 weeks to come back in which case I ask you all how you want to 'receive'.

So therefore .. as I stated previously the process would end roughly, or meaning when we get told the two bloody numbers we have wanted to know for 6 months, on the 7^th June at the earliest and the 14^th June at the latest. THEIR OWN WORDS.

Look at the date that this post was posted, along with the time.

It is roughly 22:40 now and the date is the 20^th June and just like everything else I have asked .. I have been told .. nothing.

Except .. the solicitor was wrong. The solicitor also did not explain a certain something and I believe this was not only deliberate but also in violation of the law.

Yeah you see she got the period of time it takes this public service .. wrong.

It is not 3 to 4 weeks but in fact 3 to 5 weeks.

I gets worse as this period falls into the first of the two categories, or periods, I had constantly been asking for but had not gleaned an answer out of them.

What do I mean by that?

Well .. remember I said that the process can either take 2 to 8 weeks or 8 to 12 weeks and you may recall from an earlier post that due to my knowledge (in other words I always mean FACTS when I bloody well state this!) our process should fall into the 8 to 12 week category?

Yeah well the factual 3 to 4 week process falls into the 2 to 8 week category.

Now is this clear? The 2 to 8 week category. Meaning that the object removed was bigger than first appeared. Remember that to for a later post.

Sooo .. if this falls into the 2 to 8 week category then why the fucking hell has it taken .. more than ten weeks?! The 2 to 8 week process cannot take ten weeks!

Oooh … did I say it has taken ten weeks?! Oh deary me I am sorry ..

Well as I stated .. I was told by someone lse that a solicitor had already been instructed so .. PRIOR to me being told, which is why I specifically asked them. When this was first revealed to the very first one of the 8 of us, yeah yeah just ignore the 9 and 20 numbers, that was after a two day delay in response to a specific question.

Yeah it gets more confusing because I discovered the solicitor handling what is essentially the affairs or interests of 10 people by doing a Google search. Then I emailed them and solicitors are also fashionably late and so .. the 10^th April was only the date that I got an answer.

The fact that my whole affair is actually listed very publicly means that the website had to be set up at some point. How long had that actually been there when I found it? It was the first .. search I had ever did on our affairs. The odds on me doing my very first search the very same day the web-page went live is .. well you can imagine the odds are astronomical.

Also the solicitor has to instruct this … office of public affairs, let us call them that, and it would take time for the web-page to be created.

So you can imagine we must be looking at, at least a week they were instructed prior to me discovering them. At least a week so could be more.

So we are not looking at 10 weeks here we are looking at more than 11 weeks and with no confirmation of any type of .. finality to any of the proceedings.

Soo .. we are looking at a 12 week period for a period that was supposed to take 2 to 8 weeks and we have been given zero in the way of an explanation for this.

Soo I had to inform three of the other 9 involved. Yes, yes the number of involved switches between 7, 8 and 9? Patience, patience. I had a response from one half of this group and he stated that I need to talk to another member of the group (incidentally the one that was told there was a solicitor involved) as they have now decided to .. well, hire a solicitor.

About bloody time!

But .. I cannot blame them because I know they simply had trouble believing things, I know I did and as I stated I simply could not believe the things I was told and among those things I was told of what was to come and that I and two siblings, two brothers and one sister, was OK with it.

It also turns out that this .. action was not as it was first portrayed and was a very, very clever ruse and once again it was me that discovered the ruse.

In fact one family member called me the previous Saturday and said “Have you heard from the solicitor?” as it was now 3 days past the final possible date she gave us. I said “Do not even talk to me about that! They are late but I do not even know if they are officially late because they wont even provide me with a timescale, category or even the date the were first instructed!”

Now here is the interesting bit ..

He said that he wondered that the reason it has taken longer than the solicitor quoted is because this public service had rumbled the truth and that someone must have forewarned them and he wondered as to who it could be. I simply said ..

“Are you serious?” He said “Yeah, why?” before I explained that when this started back in January that it was I that contacted said public service and when he then expressed complete surprise I simply said “Ryan? They were the VERY FIRST people I contacted”

I could hear this doubt in his voice and I simply said “I can forward their reply emails to you” and later I said to my sister that I was shocked that he did not seem to know that I contacted them. I gave both of them the email address of the public service and the London based one at that. I later found out, cannot recall how, that it was indeed another office up north and I emailed them too. Back in January and trust me I did no beat about the bush, gave them exact details as to what had gone on and what witnesses I could provide for each instance that I could work out what had been stolen. Very easy.

So yeah .. I did state to my brother that as soon as Saturday came and I still had no email and no letter it crossed my mind that the solicitor and the thief were both about to get a big surprise?

What did I state at the beginning?

Large and/or professional organisations with lots of money? Hwo could one person possibly do anything to these organisations or public service?

Yeah .. I did that.

I am also doing this!

But what do I mean when I state that 'I am also doing this!'?

What I am doing and have always been doing, that's what.

The clues are all here and have been here for a very, very long time.

Now excuse me .. I have to go and try to remember to type out a letter to HMCTS! Plus send it, of course. Damn these memory problems and blanks .. something else I have to work around along with no financial back up or resources.

Miracles are not exactly easy in this situation, you know!

LMAO!

THE DAY OF IRONY

A little while before I typed this out I was standing in a queue .. in Sainsburys .. in pain.

Now the bizarre and not the ironic thing about this is that I had this pain despite being out of the house for only an hour or so. Also I had not been out of the house all day yesterday.

So what was the ironic thing, I hear you asking?

Yesterday I waited in all day for a parcel to be delivered but it never arrived. I had paid extra for this to be delivered quickly, through Millets via Amazon as because, as I have stated over and over again, … the local Millets store is garbage for their actual stock. I could not even find these trainers at other stores and despite going on buses to other areas. After spending for the second time in Millets in as many months buying the WRONG shoes, all from the same brand!

At the end of the day yesterday Amazon was still stating the shoes were out for delivery but when I bothered to look at DPD's website it stated that there was an attempt to deliver the the day before but that it failed and a neighbour refused to take the parcel in?!

• Amazon stated it was to be delivered on the 31^st
• They were ordered on the bank holiday
• They attempted to deliver them the next day, the day before Amazon stated
• I was told I would get a text message stating what hour of the day they were to be delivered but that never arrived
• There was no card left in my door, suggesting they never actually knocked
• No neighbour has even refused a delivery for me, also strongly suggesting they never actually came here at all
• After tearing them new one they said they had not contacted me as they had no details for me provided to them by Millets .. so how exactly did thee text message come through?
• This is the service you get when you pay for the dearest delivery service?!

Oh the irony of it all and standing in pain in a queue doing something I could have done yesterday had the shoes arrived? Well they are the proper Orthotic shoes!!

Just prior to leaving the house to get a few things I needed, and then realising I had forgotten a couple of things on returning home a few minutes ago, I got an email I was waiting for. Waiting for for bloody weeks .. except ..

It did not have one figure I have desperately needed and the other one I desperately needed? A rough figure at best.

This second figure I got was only the date and even then it spreads over an entire week .. and even then only an estimate.

As it turns out the public service I have previously alluded to in all this only got everything on the 18^th May, 2017, and apparently it takes 3 to 4 weeks to get things back. So going on 3 weeks this brings us up until the 7^th June and 4 weeks will be the 14^th June and obviously these are earliest and latest dates.

A bit lower than I had anticipated and .. well .. that 3 to 4 week period? Yeah .. in nothing and nowhere have I read and in anyone have I heard up until this point of a 3 to 4 week period. As I have stated many times the two periods I read about were 2 to 8 weeks and 8 to 12 weeks dependent on a particular thing being involved or not.

So it is not written anywhere about this 3 to 4 week period despite trawling loads of websites, including government ones, and a couple of boos on the subject.

Sooo .. it it turns out that the only people with the knowledge of these periods is that of solicitors then .. why was the whole thing not detailed and the separate periods listed and explained?

So the only answer I have managed to get out after poking them for the second time has just made things even more confusing.

As I have now pointed out to two of my siblings … the fact that the solicitors stated in their letter, in a footnote, that they are ceasing using Hayes DX for their legal documents handling is not .. a good sign. Not for them. Though this may turn out to be in our favour at a later date? Though admittedly this remains to be seen.

I am also told now by one sibling that we are to get w are to get a huge tax bill in all this for something that is not .. as a matter of fact, ours?!

Though I have answered him back and stated clearly that not even the solicitor would be privy to this information and they will not be until they receive it back from the courts.

So very literally what is being followed right now are laws .. laws that were brought in to be fair and nothing more and nothing less.

Now this is how you have to see it right here and right now .. as I will publish it all at an even later date than previously thought ..

• We are going to get a tax bill for something we did not receive!!

I am going to let this one sink in for the next ten days and I can assure you of this much ..

• When readers find out what this was for and what is involved it will blow your mind, if wee get the tax bill that I HAVE BEEN STATING THAT WE CANNOT GET
• It will show that the legal industry is well and truly FUCKED and they have forgotten the very purpose of the LAWS, what they MEAN, what they REPRESENT and WHY they were brought about in the very first instance and EVERY instance since laws inception
• That neither side of the wall in the legal industry is fit for purpose and is the most VASTLY overpaid

Oh well .. that cannot be good then?

Here is another snippet that might now look obvious to readers concerning all this?

• This is an 'I cannot lose' scenario

OOPS!

Well there can be a worst case scenario from this which would be soul destroying for not just me but eight or nine family members! Except I still cannot lose. Well sort of. Maybe?

I can, however, make some changes and be prepared just in case that I do lose in a worst case scenario that would counter act what I would lose almost completely.

I am being kind of forced into this scenario but .. as always .. I have a back-up plan to my back-up plan and I will put this into motion this weekend.

Also as I have a latest date they will do something and I already have a figure for the number of says for this to pan out I can use it. There will be a number of things I need to do before I go fully official that can take a few weeks so if I add a month to this latest date I should be in the clear.

The funny thing is if this ll goes tits-up for some reason then what I have done will cause a humongous legal battle and it will all get aired publicly. Oops! That will not be good for the legal industry and the courts. Oh dear.

But that is only if it all goes wrong which it is extremely unlikely to do. Because there are no believable explanations for it going wrong when the law is very short and very clear on these matters. Because not doing so would mean that the legal industry have broken the laws, or at the very least been unfair. Oops. That is the very reason laws exist. At least that is supposed to be why they exist in the UK.

It would then look an absolute fact that there exists two sets of laws and this would apply to a great many things that have been stated for years. I will say that every conspiracy theorist in the western world would have a bloody field day with this!

This does not even include the ruckus I will start up with several ombudsman and governing bodies in all this where each in turn will all play into my hands and do the exact same things all previous ones have done which I also correctly predicted!

Double oops!

Hmm? I just realised .. these dates run up now until a time whereby a company that wants to help promote me is going to ring me for the third time! Oh that is weird. I thought I would be emailing them around the middle of next week but now it seems when they ring me next time is when I can tell them some confirmed dates and times?! Here's hoping!

Oh feck me! My Salomon Orthotic shoes have arrived. The shoes regarding the irony I mentioned earlier? I wonder if anyone else sees anything else in this delivery of shoes business that can apply to anything else? No?

Look .. carefully.

Here is a big clue .. now I own THREE PAIRS of Salomon Ortholite shoes?!

Now what have I previously been talking about doing very soon and for the foreseeable future and why would I need three pairs?

Well really and technically I only needed two pairs. But there can be n argument made for three pairs, especially if you were to my imminent plans?

LMAO.

Now let us test these shoes and give them just a tad of wearing in?

A WALK AMONG THE MEWS

Well I had three plans. Well more accurately as it turned out I had three plans.

• Plan A
• Plan B
• Plan C

Plan B actually had it's touchpaper lit today. To my surprise and to be honest I did not know what to expect. I did state to the person I met today that I did not expect anything really.

But what happened is I explained about the letters from Her Majesty's Court & Tribunal Service and that I had several that stated ESA Appeal and several stating PIP Appeal when there was not one and one of each I received several weeks AFTER the tribunal was heard.

You ever had that time when you explain something to somebody and they gie you a funny look and you just know they do not believe you? I had that.

She then said something like 'No, you already said it was heard on the 30^th September. You cannot have letters stating there is another one” and I corrected her with “Umm TWO, would you LIKE to see the letters? At which point her face changed, she sat more upright and said “yes” with an interested look on her face.

She looked through the letters one by one, there are 8 or 9 in all, who's counting? I waited until she got to the last two and then a puzzled look came upon her face. “Wait, what?” was all I needed to hear and I laughed and said “Told yah!”. She then said “What in the hell are they doing?”

She then sat there stunned when I stated that AT the tribunal, which I was tanked out on, I told the clerk to the court this, told the judge this and they simply dismissed and ignored it. I then said that I was accused of lying on three things and failed and lost because I got on a bus. To go to hospital. At at time of year when it was cold. And it was a Saturday. When I have repeated myself over and over and over again that I have a problem with HOT WEATHER and RUSH HOURS!

Take today. I had to get a very, very easy bus I always get a seat on and then had to take the tube train for about 20 minutes. It was not as empty on the tube as I thought it would be and I could not get a seat. As I stated to a surprised lady no one offered me one either. Did not bother me but … IF I am forced to do that as Ii am forced to go to work somewhere in will make my life miserable it will not end well one day and it will be all my fault.

But that is what they want, to say that I am both crazy and violent.

This has been attempted several times.

I told the lady I met that they used me now being violent, in case I punched someone in the mouth for being rude and pushing and insulting on a bus or train, as me being violent sop wont do home visits. When it clearly does not work like that and they just twisted things to fit their agenda. I told her that you just get fed up with talking to them in the end. They simply do not want to listen and have an agenda and that is it.

She agreed it was very hard and very unfair presently.

I think she may also have spotted the three letters that had 'Home Visits' plastered on them where they FAILED to turn up every single time and LIED about each one! I also explained that in the intitial letter to HMCTS the DWP told them I had failed to turn up to five, that is FIVE, assessments when the fact is there was only ONE! I pointed to the three Home Visits, pointed out that THEY failed to turn up and was using those to make it look like I had failed to turn up to FIVE RECENTLY.

She pointed out that the tribunal was not illegal as it was only over me not turning up to an assessment and not over my condition, which was still a bit weird but OK, if thems the rules then thems the rules...

Except I told the surprised lady that I have never attended ANY assessment and that this had not happened before. Had I known they were just going to stop the benefit I would have made more of an effort and gotten someone to take me.

So yeah, Plan B seems to have gotten some traction and I was not sure that it ever would.

Plan A relies on one of two other organisations but I was told not to speak to one about my case any longer and she also asked if I had the letter of apology they sent me. I did and this was regarding the Citizen's Advice Bureau.

She wondered of the Citizen's Advice Bureau were the reason for the HMCTS mistakes and I told her she might have a point. She photocopied a fair few letters and document I had as well as the CAB apology letter. They will be contacting them.

My God! I might actually have someone to say positive things about and actively promote on here? If this pet project of theirs woks out they may want to expand on it and I may well be able to help them with this by using my blogs to help promote them?

Now THAT would be uber cool!

And then there is ultra secret Plan C. Hmm, yes Plan C.

I have not talked a great deal with anyone about Plan B … that is until today when it gained some traction.

Plan C absolutely no one knew about until very recently and I told just two family members and one friend I only ever seem to be in contact with by phone lately.

After having one friend do a runner, one fade away and another RUN away I am only left with three people I see regularly. Well … Plan C became a possibility around three weeks ago, maybe four …. I lose count. Despite being aware of this Plan C for all that time NONE of the three people I see regularly know anything about it.

This is for several reasons. Several very GOOD reasons.

So other than the fact I have a Plan C no details will be divulged … this time around. Plan A was kind of a toss up between the Citizen's Advice Bureau I no longer have any faith in any more for anything, and Mind. I sent Mind an email over it as I cannot go through my counsellor.

But Plan B trumps Plan S, what with Plan B being solicitors … I think. Yeah, I think they are and never thought to clarify that.

All three plans were predicted by me to all take place, gain traction or reveal themselves before the end of November.

Oddly enough I have dropped rather major clues about this to those I see regularly by repeatedly stating I just have to see things through until the end of November.

Funnily enough I thought one of the three people would pick up on it each time I said it but … nothing was picked up on. So I carried on saying it.

This last plan is a bigger surprise than the one I had today. For some this will be effing major in more ways than one and everyone who was an idiot before is bound to say “How the fuck?” and I will state back … “Did you NOT notice a sudden change in me in mid October...” same goes on here lol “Did you not hear me keep saying I just need to see things through until the end of November? Did you not ever wonder why?”

It is kind of intended as a major lesson.

As long as something that is stated is finally carried out. Just like so many other things for the last year or two and my two other plans, it is totally and utterly out of my control. It ultimately relies on others to do as they should, do as they say or offer help. I cannot make people do these things … they simply have to see the light and do what they can or what they say they are going to do.

I have had to wait and wait for all of these things to fall into place. I could not force them and I simply had to wait. Getting this lady on board today was a path that led around the block a few times … but I got there in the end.

Now I just have to play the waiting game to see what occurs.

After leaving the building I found myself scanning along some old Mews and realised I missed all that. I love all the little Mews around London and saw a Tudor style church I did not know existed previously. Even pointed it out to the lady I met.

I stood there smoking a roll up and stared down one particular Mews and I so wanted to stay there in London and walk around these places like I used to do! But I couldn't do it as tempted as I was.

I got back to Enfield and realised I was way, way early for my Job Centre doobrey whatsit. I then got outside the building and was feeling dead and tired when one friend rang. He is the one that thinks I am entitled to compensation, but I'll believe it when I am told it or see it. When I told him what happened he was over the moon! Kept repeating “Well done!” before I cut our conversation short and went in to only be told off. It seems in my head I had told myself all day that the time was 2.40pm when it was actually 1.40pm and I was an hour late! I would not mind were it not for the fact I sat in the Town Park smoking for an hour!

After nebing told I would have to wait and me apologising I waited for an hour before I finally got called over. Fair play, it was my fault and I sat there waiting and wondering how in the hell I had made the mistake? I then remembered that they wrote TWO appointments in my book and I wondered whether I had looked at the bottom time instead of the one above it? Nope because I looked as I sat down and the time listed at the bottom was NOT 2.40pm! Lol.

I apologised again, told her I had been to London and mentioned where, which I did not want to do due to the reasons why I was there but she did not know who it was anyway.

Then she realised that I had been on Jobsearch awhile, been on Universal Credit due to a major cock-up and then realised I was an expert on animals and orchids among other things and she just wanted to chat and chat. In the end she was very nice and very cool. Just like the first lady I met that day.

Both calm and collected professionals with voices that gave away upbringings better than your average suburban area. Found out where the second lady was from and thought about asking the first but did not. Forgot. Maybe next time? If there IS a next time?

Sooo … then? It is mid November and aa few weeks of backwards and forwards to and fro and things should be almost there?

EDIT: here is a link ...

http://dpac.uk.net/2016/11/stop-the-violations-end-welfare-reform-now/

WHEN RAINING EXCREMENT

I am in another quandary!

One of the many reasons I continue to see Mind was that I feared that something would happen. I always feel that something will go wrong, even though I have done everything that has been asked of me as well as being forthcoming with the truth.

Of the two reasons I mainly see Mind one is over anxiety attacks that just keep coming every so often and the other is my failing memory. I am not sure they can help but today I do not think the person I saw was not sure she could help.

But I thought it a good idea as Fibromyalgia causes mental issues and they are specialist at it. An example is that Fibromyalgia specialists along with sufferers are under the impression that there are two things that set off Fibromyalgia …

1. Physical trauma to the head like an accident that causes whiplash
2. Mental Trauma caused by some very serious issue that causes an extremely stressful or extreme anxiety attack

I did not believe the second reason and explained that on here several times over the last couple of years. From a scientific standpoint I did not buy into the mental trauma theory and it is just theory. I put this down to people having little accidents where they got whiplash to the neck but by the time they were experiencing several symptoms Doctors could not explain they had forgotten about some little incident involving whiplash.

It may not require a jerk to the neck hard enough to cause whiplash in some cases, or even all cases?

Now the counsellor explained at one point about going through issues regarding old and deep memories, repressed memories, in other words. She explained that a stressful event may have triggered the trauma and this might have led to the Fibromyalgia?

She explained Sigman Freud's ideas about repressed memories and what they can do and suddenly I was intrigued …

• She question a possible link that I had previously ruled out
• She mentioned Freud!
• Sigmund Freud was a highly intelligent man that had theories regarding people's minds (something I admired but never looked into in detail)
• She drew a head she later admitted looked lie an egg and explained how the idea was that the repressed memories work and the process for getting them out

I then explained that thee was a theory that in Fibromyalgia it could be set off by mental stress but then explained why I had personally ruled it out scientifically.

For those not familiar with Fibromyalgia Syndrome it all comes down to a hereditary problem that involves a small kin in the central nervous system around the base of the neck. Various reports state that there is around a 50% chance of someone in a family getting it.

Now these reports and statistics are questionable straight away because Fibromyalgia being set off is down to … let us say just whiplash for now. Therefore I could then state that the 50%, or a large chunk of this figure, may have been lucky enough to have never had an accident involving physical trauma to the head. I could say the same even if mental stress is involved.

It is called a 'syndrome' for a reason. Because that word quite literally means the condition is not fully understood. That applies to everything that is a syndrome.

Except, though cannot be 100% certain, that most of my mental trauma took place after my big road accident in … umm … around 1983. I only remembered this tonight and as I tried to remember today … it was too long ago to remember if I was having any issues that could be down to Fibromyalgia. Absolutely everything to do with Fibromyalgia all occurred at various, very far apart in some instances, points in time after being run down by a car quite badly.

Now for those that do not know … I say the accident was bad but only because it was enough to knock me unconscious and the rest of it I am clueless to. I can only tell you what a group of people explained to me after I woke up.

I was turning right and the last thing I remember is tyres screeching and a car hitting me on my left side.

I apparently rolled over the bonnet of the car and then up the windscreen and onto the roof before rolling along it and coming off the side and onto the tarmac.

I woke up at some point, thought I was in bed and asking myself why my bed felt so bloody hard.

I then realised what had just happened, could only wonder if another car was going to come along and stood up.

I limped to the pavement and when I got there felt a massive pain in my right thigh and fell unconscious for a second time.

When I awoke I could hear someone calling my name and opened my eyes to a ring of faces all around me, I recognised the voice and then the face. It was a Turkish girl called Neijela, not sure if that is spelt correctly, that was in my class at primary school a few years earlier. She knew where my mother lived and went and told them. They arrived a while later prior to or while the ambulance was there.

As many of my issues are either confined to my right side or started on my right side I came up with the conclusion that as the car hit my left, my body on my right side got over stretched causing little issues that would manifest later on? This theory was prior to discovering Fibromyalgia.

The oldest odd pains that I have experienced for years started a few years after that accident. AN odd hip pain followed by a lot of heartburn. The hip pain only occurs in certain positions and … let us say I could NOT do Yoga! Sitting on the floor with legs crossed and back upright is simply impossible for me to do and has been for 30 years or so.

Oh and the only thing I got from the accident was a torn right thigh muscle that was locked in one position, half bent. Any attempt to alter leg angle regardless of which way caused seeing pain. For a few weeks this would cause me to wake up screaming in the middle of the night.

Absolutely NO broken bones. It is mainly down the the fact that I had never broken a bone that had me confused after I had my back x-rayed deliberately in the wrong position that they said I had Osteopenia. That is midway between normal bone density and brittle-bone density the latter of which affects a different branch of my family.

Now besides the fact that the NHS wrongly laid me on my side for the back x-ray when they should have done a 'weight bearing' x-ray, what was interesting was exactly where this Osteopenia was spotted. At the base of my neck and the region where the kink in the central nervous system is that causes Fibromyalgia. A bizarre coincidence?

Once the kink in the neck has been compressed to a certain degree the brain starts to malfunction … yeah, yeah you can stop laughing this is serious! Lol.

What happens is you start to go without 'restorative sleep'. The brain now not doing that sleeping does not do its brain and body duties others get,, so they are tired when they wake up.

Likely because of this it starts firing off pain signals that are simply not there, but this does not mean to say you can rule out every pain you get as Fibromyalgia.

It is my own theory that what happens iss that the pains that are set off are ones that you have had previously and those are easier to fire when the malfunctioning is going on?

Now here is a pickle …

I just recently attempted a small mature walk with a friend yesterday but by the time I got back to the car I was barely able to walk due to pain at the top of my right leg. Unfortunately this continued throughout today. But ..

If I am right about Fibromyalgia will this new pain get … 'remembered' and fore off again at some point in the future and itself become regular like my Plantar fasciitis pain and others?

I do not recall having a pain like that but maybe I am not remembering and there … was no pain and therefore was my Fibromyalgia remembering some pain I had some time ago I could not recall?

Fibromyalgia also screws with your memory but only in the short term areas, which itself is curious and I am interested to know why this is. It has even affected my typing which has combined with a very epensive professional keyboard that was a used piece of crap when I bought it from PC World and it keeps adding extra characters and does not register keystrokes.

If you have not drawn an obvious conclusion from this then for about a year now it has been absolutely hellish typing out posts and highly frustrating.

This all gets progressively worse over time and something that affects me every single day of my life, which can be many things fired up, combined with other issues like my back pain. Or on rare occasions can be very little.

So everything that has been thrown at me of late has not been good and therefore why I had a breakdown, or series of anxiety attacks.

Now as I have posted many times recently I have explained everything has been thrown at me along with the kitchen sink and then some?

I had my ESA cancelled. I then had my Housing Benefit payments cancelled and I sorted it all out and claimed Universal Credit as I had no choice?

Well I got a phone-call this morning and they threw another itched sink at me!

I might have mentioned that my rent has not arrived and by Monday was officially late and have had not a single letter from the council about this. In other words no warning. They did this two months ago and that time they did give me a letter warning me … of TWO days warning! My brain is actually trying to tell me the cancellation date was actually the day before I received the letter?

Well, and remember this for the chronological events below, I got a call from Universal Credit this morning, two hours before I was due at Mind. Now I thought my PIP had been cancelled? I did not attend an assessment so I assumed this would go down the same road as ESA … cancelled. I was getting court letters stating PIP Appeal on it thaat I did not contact them over and that you can only appeal against something that has already been cancelled. I asked the Job Centre and they checked on their system that I was getting no benefits at all, before applying for Universal Credit.

Two week ago today my PIP payment went in as normal, which was bloody great as my other application would not come through for six weeks.

Yeah well I had emailed the council and they contacted the DWP and UC called me up and discovered that I was already receiving PIP, which will be cancelled at any time in the next couple of weeks. The lady made it look like I was up to something and I pointed out about the PIP Appeal letters and assumed it was over. I FORGOT to tell her that the Job Centre also told me four weeks ago that I was receiving absolutely NO BENEFITS.

Now let me … remember … didn't David Cameron, George Osborne and Iain Duncan-Smith state that they were changing the welfare state to make things far more efficient and more importantly … FAIR?!

I had a friend call me, ex social worker, and when I told him what they had just said he went mad and could not get over it. During a thirty minute conversation he kept getting angry about the state of the DWP and all the feck-ups they have caused me along with the council. I reminded him that for a fair while and up to 5 or 6 years ago I had predicted this happening, like I predicted the financial crash 5 years before it happened, and everyone thought I was mad? He admitted this.

My friend kept telling me what they was doing was illegal so let us get to it … put simply I have had one benefit cancelled, a second one cancelled and now a third one cancelled twice non of which were of any fault of mine.

This is making things better, more fair and more efficient is it?!

I stated four years ago that there plans would not work and they would run two departments for effectively each benefit for a couple of years and they have done exactly that!

I did also state that changing the welfare system was a damned good idea but that was only in the case thaat they were telling the truth regarding their intentions. I also explained that IF their intentions were not honourable ones and nothing like they told the public and the news media that it would simply fail and cost the taxpayer a fortune.

They just keep on probing me right. Time after time.

IN fact EVERYONE just keeps on proving me right … time after time.

Soo how about laying out the fiasco step by step of where both the DWP and the HMCTS service have screwed up. Not once or twice, mind you, but at least a half a dozen times or more for each of the DWP and their bought out courts and tribunals service, HMCTS?

A chronological, I hope, series of events … no, fuck ups ...

• Assessment for ESA, 22 miles away, I did not attend
• ESA cancelled
• Go to CAB
• Mandatory Reconsideration made
• Told they will give in
• Refused Mandatory Reconsideration
• Appeal Started Up
• Council cancel the rent – GET LETTER WITH TWO DAYS NOTICE
• CAB say they will send someone with me
• Get asked for PIP assessment, do not go
• Running around council and bank with documents to get rent paid
• Expect PIP to be cancelled just s ESA was
• Get two lots of HMCTS (Court)) letters some stating ESA Appeal (3 of) and some PIP Appeal (2 of)?!
• Assume PIP now cancelled
• Illegal Tribunal as no GP or solicitor present and no mention of my evidence
• Tribunal really bad and I know I have lost 5 minutes in
• Rent gets paid TWO WEEKS LATE
• Apply for Universal Credit as I have no option
• NOT aware that UC also pays Housing Benefit
• As it takes 6 weeks to get money I ASSUME next rent paid by council
• Council already cancelled rent when Incapacity Benefit is stopped
• Sorted that out
• Week after tribunal I get letter from HMCTS stating my ESA Appeal is coming up?!
• A few says later I get HMCTS letter again stating my PIP Appeal is coming up
• Except PIP payment goes into my account on next due date?!
• Of course council DO NOT pay last months rent
• After four weeks of waiting into Universal Credit application I get a phone-call, this morning, to tell me my Universal credit has been cancelled because I have PIP payments
• Annoyed with myself as I explained I thought it had been stopped due to the court letters I possess stating PIP Appeal coming up but forgot to tell her the Job Centre told me that according to their computer network “Your getting no benefits at all”
• Begging the question … Why did the council stop the rent again AND without NOTICE?!
• Universal credit called me about Housing Benefit … because I sent an email but this was to Enfield Council
• Question: So Enfield Council once again stop paying with NO NOTIFICATION and contact DWP … but my Universal Credit has been cancelled soo...
• Did the DWP inform the council who are now planning to pay the rent?
• The very idea of making contact is to find out information to a problem i.e. that above
• The very reason you have a computer network is to access information soo ...

These are all mistakes that will have … consequences that many are going to have to first … explain and secondly .. pay for.

In fact this sequence of events shows that the HMCTS are just as incompetent as the DWP and are very biased in the favour of the DWP.

Most likely blinded by some brainwashing that has convinced them they are doing this for their country? Umm, NO! Your not! But do not worry somewhere between 5 and 10 years from now you will realise this. Far too late, but you will realise this. Those that did this, that is.

“What a fucking mess these public services are!! It begs belief” is more or less what my friend said who was a social worker for fifteen years. Before stating how I have had far too much to think about in recent times and now my landlord, the DWP again and Eon Energy have all decided to come at me.

• A missing and absent relative
• Homelessness
• Symptoms that magically have no cause (recent MRI & EEG … yeah, right)
• Fibromyalgia Syndrome
  • Over dozen painful areas
  • Memory Lapses
  • Over heating body temperature
• Back Pain that lasts for weeks
• A relative that decided she had a right, among ten grandchildren, to over £500,000 of my grandfather's money, mainly a £300,000 to £400,000 house (I have NOT blogged about this but I was in contact with half a dozen organisations to stop this taking place, by a cousin and I had backing of the other nine grandchildren, including the perpetrator's own siblings)
• Death of a Baby
• Birth of a Baby
• Bored and Depressed with nothing to do
• ESA of the DWP
• UC of the DWP
• PIP of the DWP
• A narcissist who makes everything about them
• Loneliness, single for 3 years plus (stopped counting,, lol)
• Friends that question all my research and what I have been told and INSISTING they are right when they keep proing themselves wrong
• Dreaming about living in a foreign country where I do not have MOST of the above or even all of the above if I can get the right MEDICATIONS!!

Oh dear, what DID I DO in a past life to deserve this?!

They told me I can apply for JSA online ... ummm no you can not ...