YEARS OF SPILLING MILK (Pole Shift Part .. well maybe a little?)

There are times when people disappoint me so much that I end up thinking ..

“You know what? Maybe mankind has had its chance and it blew it?”

Forenote:

This is 12 hours late. Have had a really bad two weeks .. really .. really .. bad. Its like someone released something in the air or the damn water supply? I have been at odds with a number of people that have been pissing me off! Have had to bite me lip while people have whined about a load of things I go into in a bit.

This seems to have set my emotions off on a roller-coater and my pains in my finger-tips from typing and wearing shoes blew up until pains across my hands. I could not type or even hold my laptop without pain?!

End Forenote

I am in a living nightmare and I pray sometimes for a truck, bus or bullet to finally put me out of my misery as I only have a few tools at my disposal, been hammering away at them and nothing seems to come from them? Though in all honesty I have been aware of constant attempts to slow me down or stop things altogether.

I am surrounded by people who are wrapped up in their own lives, do not help anyone .. constantly bitch and whine repeatedly over spilt milk or some time 20 years ago when they farcking spilt milk.

Sound over the top? OBSERVE ..

• Walked into a kitchen to have someone shouting their head off because the full milk has run out .. yeah except they do not use it and actually use semi-skimmed of which there was plenty
• From a third I have heard a story 50 times or more in a year, a lengthy story that involves London and Brighton, of how he has been accused of spilling sugar ..
  • But mere minutes ago .. going to tell him how a third heart episode was being caused only yesterday your told
    • “Not interested! I don't wanna hear it!”
    • Repeat a story for the first time and he gives you a sarcastic look and says in a patronising way “Yeah you have told me this before”
    • Of the 50 times he has told me the spilt farcking sugar story how many times do you think I did the same to him?
• By the spilt milk duo
• One of the above three has caused three heart/chest episodes
  • Caused a massive family division .. walks into people's rooms without knocking
  • Thinks they have a right to private information in their own family
  • Tells how a son is evil for not telling them how much they ear
  • Not talking to their own mother because they wont give them control of her money after she passes away
  • Not talking to daughter because she wont agree with her getting control
  • If you do not agree with her your right-wing and Hitler .. oddly I thought I was now centre to moderate right but doing a political test I am somewhere near facrking Gandhi?!
  • Now .. if you recall, if you read recent posts, I am called Hitler by leftists online too and accused of hate speech .. (yup did state there was narcissistic socialist here)
• The there is the third person in the building ..
  • Has spent years winding one up making them worse .. hates the people in the family that are not related to him
  • Every single night for a year now .. unplugs a router lead to the electrical network in the house .. put a HD video on laptop to a second wifi router and clogs up the internet so it does not work ..
  • Once has has done this he goes into a cupboard and does not even watch the YouTube videos
  • So between 9pm and Midnight every single night I lose not just ONE but TWO routers that are not connected.
  • When they are away for a week this NEVER HAPPENS
• YES I MAY HAVE HAD THREE HEART ATTACKS/ANGINA IN THIS HOUSE WITH THESE PEOPLE!!
• I was suspected of having a heart attack about 18 months back
  • Did not know this until I was in a hospital later
  • I told them at the time that I could have told them that I had not had one
  • I could not say that with any certainty now though
  • So trolls .. do not go hitting my spam folder with your nasty comments and laughter because professionals previously thought I did when I knew I had not
  • Recent chest events I have never experienced before
  • I was nagged on the phone by hmm NHS '111' to go to a hospital in a town I knew as a child that now feels very unsafe and I always tend to get kicke dout of hospitals in the middle of the night .. yeah .. no!
  • NHS today? Quickly get you in .. are they dying? Right OK. Is it something we could plausibly deny? Yup? Kick them out to fend for themselves then and do not worry about the pain or difficulty .. don't care what is I their medical record!

I could go on with the bullet points but I think I have made my point. Except it is not just them either.

I have many things I can talk about but due to the situation some I do not and people just DO NOT GET IT!! So yesterday another mate that thinks they know everything decides to ask me if I want to go off doing animals and pant things ..

• Looking at Orchids and enjoying it it suddenly hits me .. what I had and what I was doing with Orchids and everything I have lost .. heart issues go BOOM as does the anxiety
• This happens looking at Drosera
• Talking about exotic animals

It happens a few times.

Major shite in my life and major health issues but according to people .. I am just supposed to forget about that and do shit .. because ..

• You can just flick a switch the the dangers and symptoms so they wont occur
• You should not talk about things that depress them and only talk about happy things they want to hear
• Except your not speaking in a depressing way .. just talking about it is all ..
• And this coming from someone who walked into a shop .. cried and screamed for over an hour because he got out of prison and wanted his flying hamsters back he gave away because he was going in prison
• For 'flying hamsters' read 'Sugar Gliders'
• Insisted for months and shouted at me, never fuck off and leave me alone though, that ..
  • NHS and GP's work a certain way when they do not because I did as he requested and the “COMPUTER SAID NO!!”
  • Insisted DWP and Job Centres were a certain way .. for months sooo .
  • Yesterday he rings a friend up who works for a Job Centre and what does he say?
  • Yeah .. Universal Credit is shite mate .. it has farcked everyone up, no one likes it in the Job Centres, a fact I already knew

People have no idea or understanding of how I so long to be around like minded people and even of late thinking how nice it would be to have someone that understood who was also into photography.

The thought of not just getting out of my own personal hell but to be somewhere where my anxiety can calm down and stop setting off my heart and chest pains but also getting back to photography is like an impossible dream.

Trust me when I state that every single morning I wake up is a nightmare and I waked into varying levels of anxiety. I so, so wish I could get that to stop and get out of here.

Often think a lorry collision is the only way and many on the Internet are pushing me that way and are praying it goes that way too.

Because of the numbers I was attracting over a short period of time.

They tell me because of my hate speech, read the truth, because of this blog and the recordings on it 'Country of the Damned' and the 90% of recordings I do not have on it.

• So as well as sugar and milk what else do I hear?
• Most common is someone moaning at some other driver if I am on the phone .. so milk, tissues, mess, sugar and bad drivers.

So I have been in receipt of ..

• DLA previously .. then that was stopped for 7 years and finally they awarded me ..
• PIP .. which was then stopped three years ago
• Had been setting up and working towards going self-sufficient for well over 6 years except ..
• My health, the public services, the weather and public services and politicians that constantly kept letting down my daughter .. kept farcking it up

Also wrote two books soo .. I figured that as I am currently unregistered and received no help despite promises from ..

• Mary Ward Legal
• CRISIS
• Age UK

Basically a friend thinks things are easy ..

• He thinks I can register with any GP when I have already told him they said no
• He thinks you can do everything 'Care Of' when I have already told him that you cannot
• He thinks that you have to get paid and can do so my cheque when I have told him they do not do that any more
• He thinks that with a dodgy heart, anxiety issues and everything else I can just go down to a leftist run organisation like CRISIS where he admits there is trouble, fights, shouting, drug running and other crap and I will be fine?!
  • God give me strength!!

Unexpectedly and after nearly 7 years of blogging about possible global catastrophes that are scientific fact and only a matter of time .. it is surreal that I type this out amidst a running series regarding a very real series of events.

I have spent 30 years thinking about these things and I never .. EVER thought I would be sitting around wondering if doing anything at all is worth it?

What started out as an outside chance in a million has become clearer and clearer and clearer and looks closer and closer and closer.

Now at the moment that kinda grew as what was first the magnetic poles splitting and moving ever faster .. this started me thinking. Then the Arctic blast was predicted and I then realised this could be what causes ice-ages and then started thinking about continental drift, drop in crop and food productions .. farming, and any other things. Would have to happen now that I am buggered health-wise and dependent on things like Vitamin B and Magnesium supplements.

Also thinking about my daughter and grandchildren too. How the hell would I help them?

Apart from my daughter .. and at times my sister no one else has wanted to talk about it .. even the ones interested in science and sorry .. there are no excuses for this.

• Not talking about it is not going to stop it from happening
• It is going to guarantee that should it start you will NOT SURVIVE IT
• Yeah you should really not be thinking about yourself and be thinking of talking about it to help your own children or grandchildren should the time come

One things for sure .. if it gets right into the swing of it and considering what I have put here .. and telling you now that you cannot remain where you are and this goes DOUBLE if you live in a big urbanised area.

What do you think the chances are I will be travelling absolutely fucking anywhere with any of the above?

By the time you realise you will have to move there will no no cars, buses or trains so people will have to travel in groups. Yeah I would farcking prefer it if I did not have a shit ton of doubting Thomas type people on my arse for days on end doubting every idea I have like they have done for years regardless of how many times I got I right.

I do not mind someone putting forward a logical argument but hearing something somewhere and just parroting it and claiming it is a credible source when they themselves have zero knowledge or experience in what it is their parroting is extremely .. annoying.

It is why I do not make friends easily and on my own. Those that did listen either moved back home or they died on me.

Hmm maybe people should be a annoying Doubting Thomas? They seem to live longer?

• “No I think your wrong .. that is not going to happen” even though it actually already is ..
• “What do yo mean I am wrong? What makes you think I am wrong?”
• “I just cannot see it happening!”
• In my head I be like “FUCKING WHAT?!”
• Or ..
• “Well you cannot stop it so what is the point in talking about it?!”
• In my head I be like ”FUCKING WHAT?!”
• So I am being realistic ..
• Others are not thinking of getting the best advice to consider helping their loved ones
• And I am the one in the wrong?
• If the shit hits the fan in one to three years time take a wild guess at what I am going to answer when every single one of them calls me for advice?
• Did you think I was going to say “farck off2? Well I would except ..
• There will be no communication by then and I would have arranged to meet my daughter somewhere to get her and my grandchildren to safety
• Bet no one else has thought about doing that .. right?
• Sound out there?
• Yeah well they have just had two major record breaking storms in the US with record breaking snow-fall they are measuring in feet and not in inches ..
• What if you get another two .. they are worse and they start measuring snow-fall in metres and not in inches?
• And yeah .. climate scientists never predicted even snow ..
• Nor did the weather men until the first storm was more or less upon them ..
• So yeah .. I do not think anyone at all in North America right now would consider anything at all being out there

• My main issues about anxiety and travelling is .. people
• If anything happens there will be far less people around .. meaning travel will be less of an issue
• I have been working on a post on just this subject .. the series of events and the psychological reaction fro the masses .. if it were to ever get officially announced

So everyone wants me to pay by their rules, right?

So let us count individuals alone .. that is a lot of different sets of rules now factor in a all the public services who have been moving the goalposts constantly for the last five years and then consider all the individuals that are of the belief that the rules are the same as they was 20 years ago.

My advice to climate scientists and politicians would be this ..

You might want to remove yourself from the Internet and your pictures and pray that you are forgotten because ..

If the shit does hot the fan and with all that grab for money and taxes of all those billions .. people are going to ask where all the help was .. to see this coming and the provisions for the public to survive.

Yeah if I was you there is no way on Earth I would want my face to be seen and recognised and I most CERTAINLY would not ell anyone I was previous a climate scientist .. tell then you worked for Amazon or something, yeah?

Oh my issues and all seemed to be mostly linked are ..

Fibromyalgia, Hypomagnesaemia, Vitamin B Deficiency .. which causes ..

Pain in finger and toe tips, feet, ankles (might be unrelated), back, shoulders and chest along with memory loss, tachycardia, arrhythmia as well as skin issues that require things like Tea Tree Oil, Lemon Grass Oil or Lavender Oil. Or I will eventually get massive sores.

Those oils, it might interest you to know. Are very good for skin conditions and will likely help for eczema, psoriasis and other things? Cheapest way to but them is from those large hair product stores. £5 for like 100ml but you will note it might say 100% pure? Yeah they are most certainly not and will even state they contain other oils.

Seems you can get away with anything in the UK if your a certain nationality or religion while the rest of us get hammered with rules and unfair taxation.

Out of what I have left that has not been taken away from me ..

• Orchids
• Fish
• Amphibians
• Insectivorous Plants
• Japanese Maples

I cannot enjoy ..

• Photography
• Cycling
• Movies
• Games
• Music

On top of that I get bitched and moaned at other spilt milk and bitched and moaned at that I am not the company I used to be .. pleasurable and interesting.

Now someone I follow I have just seen told has gone down on Twitter and someone has not only announced this but tagged in Piers Morgan. Though I am not sure why this is.

Never say him arguing or even debating for that matter. DO not recall ever seeing him call anyone names?

Oh and he only had 117,000 followers which is he relied on these followers financially .. he might very well be getting punished.

On my blogs everyone only read what I had to say and that was how I wanted it. I was told it would be a good idea to start a forum or chat page. Think now he was probably right but I was adverse to the idea.

People might complain that I think I know everything but I first of all do not and I have a very, very wide knowledge base. But a great many people DO actually think they know everything despute NOT having the knowledge base .. are insistent and yet have nothing to back this up and argue about it. They they fucking hate it when they end up being wrong.

They then go straight back to doing that all over again. Many wont read websites, watch videos or eve listen to the theories but they are all experts. Many wont even watch the God damn news because they say its scary and depressing and I tell them they are not even showing you the worst.

It is like watching the Devil who has blinded everyone leading them all by the hand to oblivion and your yelling at them to stop, they refuse to .. blame everything on everyone else and carry on walking towards eventual death.

I often wonder how in the God damn hell we become so effing stupid and so effing blind. If this ice-age or other catastrophe ever hits and we survive ..

• Priority in EDUCATION
• Not about what religion you want to be on
• Not about whether you should be homosexual or not
• Not about what words offend others
• ABOVE ALL ELSE ..
• Stop thinking that you know everything and what is going to happen on Earth ..
• .. based on the 60 years you have been on the planet out of 4 billion years!!

• Get the news to tell the truth and make it FARCKING LAW that they should watch it twice a week!!

Oh and let us not forget the nasty evil narrative following pro-EU, pro-Muslim and pro- Climate Change tosser that hammers mu GAB spam folder every day still, proven biggest liar on Twitter over and over again and ignores the links to mainstream news, the weather channel, the weather news, the YO .. (gave up at this point .. hands hurt like hell and now I cannot recall what I was going to say!)

Shit while I was typing this things went nuts my hands and arms hurt.

People seem to like wrangling me with their lack of knowledge and experience and do not stop to think and this sets of my emotions I now realise also aggravate my symptoms..

I seem to have to do something to get them back in check and that is altering my .. emotions .. which I know for one that I need to go from anger to being upset. I have to watch something that upsets me. Luckily I do have something I can use .. though I am not willing to admit what that is.

Have put this to someone .. about putting me up in a flat somewhere, where I can run a business for them. Never thought of this previously .. but .. wish I bloody well had!

If I could find somewhere where I could live in, like a caretaker, that would be cool. If this is somewhere, where I could reach nature spots with a camera either on foot or using my mountain bike then even better!

Way too oppressed here and without being registered I cannot do anything.

Had hoped that hitting social media like I have that something would come up .. someone would have an idea? Doing things online for others .. political or otherwise .. promoting things for them?

My .. devices are all playing up now too .. I do not know if this is their age .. but a lot of devices are playing up from wifi to phones and computers so do not know it is down to the magnetic field doing some high-jinks?

Cannot be certain just yet.

Could achieve so much if I could just shake off the anxiety .. get something to calm the tachycardia and arrhythmia down and had access to the right equipment.

Justice or death is what I am all about. Provoke and anger the establishment to do something .. end my turmoil or shoot me. That ha been the plan since I realised three years ago they were messing with what I had spent four years building up. Helping as many as I could along the way.

THE LIES ARE EVERYWHERE

What has become very popular and a bit of a shock on Twitter, great many people and rising going to my blog, is the grooming gang business, my daughter .. the way we have been treated and the lies and being ignored my mainstream news media. Or Fake News as they call them.

Not sure if I mentioned it previously but there has been something going on for a few weeks now and we have spoken to people. I cannot say any more than that and I just hope, like my daughter stated, that this is just another one of those times where they promise things and then back away at the eleventh hour? I have now had three conversations and I have been told a lot more about it all and it does sound .. promising?

Due to these conversations I had to try and get my wifi printer/scanner linked up as I would probably have to prove a few things about my medical history. Possibly?

After a false start or three and having to dive into the Wifi settings using a command prompt, shell, I linked them together .. finally!

So I stared to flick through my medical records which, for some reason known only to them, they only sent me the last two years?

I believe this is because they know they LIED on my medical records and that at this stage the NHS knew that I would spot it. They already pick up the phone and warn GP Surgeries about me and I have not been able to get either treatment or my prescription medication for months and that is on the things thy HAVE diagnosed!

Heart issues as I stated and chest pain and this lack of energy thing.

I also believe now they deliberately omitted from my records the Hypomagnesemia .. something they can do to all patients and probably do .. if they asked to you to privately to buy anything. Vitamins, in my case, or pain killers. Not prescribed and they do not have to record it do they and you would be hard pressed later, or if you died and family members tried to, prove it.

Yeah so I was flicking .. scanning .. flicking .. scanning and then all of a sudden .. BOOM!

I saw a letter that came from a hospital while in Birkenhead when I was having something of a breakdown and when I read the reasons I simply could not believe this! It was a bunch of outright lies and the odd thing was NOT about me?!

Think about that for a moment .. how can lies on someone's medical records not be about the person names on the file?

In Josephs had already told me not to trust the NHS and your GP and I wrote on here that the second GP I saw at Devaney Medical Centre in Balls Road Birkenhead was very .. silent. Barely uttered a word.

NHS bosses had already long since picked up the phone to previous GP's about me and I have recordings to this effect. Sorry NHS but you lie you get caught.

What the NHS lied about was what I actually said about my daughter! She is gonna flip when I tell her what it states about her in my medical records.

• According to my records I told them that my daughter was in a domestic abuse refuge?
  • Yeah .. umm no she was not and I would not have said that because she was not!
• I then paid for her to go into private accommodation?
  • Umm NO! She already WAS in private accommodation but I did help her get into very unsuitable social housing!
• My daughter took advantage of my memory problems to get money out of me?
  • NOOOO .. I spent my money because the authorities did not do a fucking thing to help her at all ..

Now here is just one other thing and why I was doing the scanning ..

• Diagnosed in 2014-15 with Hypomagnesemia
  • Told to buy Vit ABC+ which I did for next four years
  • But think it is missing from medical records
    • Handy as now I can say to patients .. if they asked you to buy stuff privately they can leave it off your records
    • They did exact same thing with my daughter
  • Test for Magnesium was normal .. except it was NOT
    • Missed I was taking pills
    • Missed that I had Hypomagnesemia
    • Failed to link other symptoms to the condition
    • Did not tell me about all these other .. effects
    • Nor did they tell me about the dangers
    • Also failed to link Osteopenic bones in my neck to this condition?!

Right now still looking for the part that mentioned my knee pain ..

Thus far ..

• Fibromyalgia
  • High Anxiety
  • Back Pain and a few others
• Osteopenia
• Heart Issues
• Chest Pain
• High Blood Pressure, Hypertension
• Postural Hypertension .. I grey out and pass out sometimes
• Oesophogitis
• Hiatus Hernia
• Hyperlipdaemia

Cannot find the letter that states the right knee pain .. which is odd as I was so sure I had seen it in that segment of the medical records .. but .. I then realised that the letter I was looking for I think is from somewhere around 2012-13?

This is because the GP that did the letter was Dr Huq of Dr Rooban's Surgery of Carterhatch Lane in Enfield and the date will be easy to check .. beccause the ONLY reason I left that surgery is because she told me and staff that she had, had enough of the NHS and the lies and announced retirement affective immediately.

After that I was registered with Abernethy House Surgery in Enfield who lied to me and lied about me and falsified documents .. so I left. Have recordings too .. shame .. shame then that I could not get anyone interested I these either .. along with the grooming gang evidence. Was under them around 18 months.

I left there and I registered with Dr Kumar of Willow House Surgery and I was there about 6 months and guess what they did and guess what happened and take a guess at what I have from that too?

From there I ended up registering with Dr Andrew Thievendra at The Town Surgery in Enfield and I got in with him. He was there for two years before he left and his brother, who had just got his Doctorate, took over from him. It was Alex, the brother who took over, who told me that it is not the place for a GP any longer to state whether people were fit enough to work and was that of the DWP and Atos?! Think I was under Alex around 6 months or more?

So over a year ago I was under The Town Surgery and three years before that Willow House for aroud 7 months .. Abernethy House before that at around 18 months and Dr Rooban's Surgery before that for a couple of years.

So at a wild estimation here the knee pain letter was around 5 years or more ago? At a wild guess .. I will know if I decide to switch the desktop on and dig it out?

So scans ..

DR BOLAT @ NORTH MIDDLESEX HOSPITAL

Take note of this one as this was at North Middlesex Hospital .. he said the following ..

• Country has gone mad!
• No way with your medical records that should take you OFF disability
  • This was before my heart started playing up and before I passed out in local wood
• Looked at my blog and stated it was popular .. came up in the first four results on Google
  • Nobody seemed to have told Google as my revenue was frozen at some point for for the following two years

HEART PROBLEMS & CHEST PAIN @ NORTH MIDDLESEX HOSPITAL

Nice chap .. Andrew DeStempel

Seemed quite concerned too .. a shame as no one else gave a Rat's arse ..

20^th March 2017 .. had been before .. was there again .. then moved to Birkenhead in October 2017 .. despite my medical history because and once again .. no ..

PUBLIC AUTHORITY GAE A RAT'S ARSE ..

What I call 'The Evil Trinity' ..

TEST THAT INCLUDED MAGNESIUM THAT WAS … WROOOOONG!!

ECHOCARDIGRAM & PRESCRIPTIONS @ ST. CATHERINE'S HOSPITAL WIRRAL

OK THE BIG ONE IN THIS LOT ..

THE LIES TO SET UP MY DAUGHTER FOR WIRRAL COUNCIL ..

CHESHIRE & WIRRAL PARTNERSHIP LETTER

• Never said my business fell through!
• Never said my daughter was in a domestic violence refuge!
• Never said I paid for her to go into private rented accommodation .. I moved into her private rented accommodation and had to rent my own a mile away!
• Never said my daughter was taking advantage of my kindness
• First time NHS EVERY ADMITS I have memory problems only to state that my daughter took advantage of it .. I NEVER SAID THIS!!

OSTEOPENIA @ BARNET HOSPITAL

This was when I was tested positive for this and really did not see this one coming. January 2016 and I had ALREADY been diagnosed with Hypomagnesemia and .. they STILL did not make the link to this result?!

Mentions my digestion issues as possible Diverticulitis and .. suggests NSAIDs are a problem with something else, greying out. Told them it was NOT .. as always they know better and I have long since proved it is NONE of the pills they laid claim that it was .. INCOMPETENCE AND ARROGANCE!

EEG & ECG @ ROYAL FREE HOSPITAL

The Town Surgery Letter for DWP which is missing a whole bunch of stuff and cost me £25!

Follow ups intended for inguinal hernia, Osteopenia and others .. never .. EVER happened!


Was warned by Ian Josephs not to trust social workers, local councils, local solicitors (legal aid ones) and your local GPs as they all work together. Posted copy of the email in a previous post .. think it was titled 'The Frightening Truth'?

I stated this for years and always called the Local Council along with the NHS and the DWP as 'The Evil Trinity' and there is some pretty dark things going on within all three.

DWP ABUSE TWO

So naive people think the system is fairer?

Others, like one idiot I know, thinks that old people and disabled should be left to die to help the country out? Well how about we let anything go if your going to pick and chose what makes a civilised society and me the battle of the fittest .. robbery and burglary become legal and we go around to the houses of these amoral twats and take everything they have? I know Wing Chun Kung Fu so wont that be the battle of the fittest?!

How about the most intellectual? Oh I have letters after my name, turned down a Doctorate, was asked to attend an interview with GCHQ too.

My friend's argument was not a well thought out one.

None of what he said would raise his regular Saturday takings up from the abysmal £56 average either, down from a previous £1,000 plus prior to the financial crisis. Nor would he get the house back he owned outright and lost by constantly remortgaging it to plough the money into his failing business. Nope .. on an intellectual level .. not a chance.

To this day I have absolutely no idea what possessed him to say that.

But he was the only one who ever said something like that to me.

Oddly he also thought the Earth was flat .. among other mad sounding things. Go figure!

Also lying seems to go for him as well as the government .. when it actually comes down to morals it seems that the less they have the more they think they have more rights and feelings of self-entitlements.

I expected money to help me with my life as someone living with several really hard disabilities.

If I was afflicted with self-entitlement I would demand any one of the scores of amoral liars in politics and these public services be fired and their position given to me as I could do it standing on my head while blindfolded with a Pit Viper down my pants!

But the biggest takers from the public purse are also the most amoral and biggest liars out there who do very little indeed.

Apparently the DWP is a hostile environment too according to a report by The Canary? Telling too many lies a little too much for some of them? Ahh diddums!

Well in the link below it will also list a number of horror stories of things being taken away from people who wanted to work but have not been able to.

I know this more than anyone because currently guess what I get and have been getting for about a month? Nothing at all!

Guess what else I no longer have that drives me to suicidal thoughts and has caused me to lose three stone in weight that keeps going over the past few months? A home.

So that previous comment about be being a freeloader? Hooo boy he had better not recreate that fake account and come back and if he does I hope he or she sticks around long enough to read my hostile response?!

Here is a better idea to help the country .. how about we have this grand purge of all the selfish people, amoral people and especially those that fake it and all the largest paid people in public services? Probably save four times as much money as having no welfare state at all?!

Apparently there has been some stuff reported on by The Canary about Universal Credit too?!

Two things the Conservative Party have touched since they was in power .. two things that I can think of ..

• Entire Welfare System and changes .. PIP and UC
• BREXIT

Crap I got my phone-call .. or at least part of it as all I could hear is two Autistic children screaming, another that has one volume level of foghorn and after thirty seconds she had to get off the phone.

It is like that all the time.

I am not going to get into the long gory details on that one, suffice it t say that it is all on here .. could go onto the front pages of the tabloids for weeks on end. Has been intentionally ignored by them. Had to tokenism parts published in Take A Break and Love It recently and promised loads of other things which then goes quiet. No explanation, promises all broken and we have no idea why.

Several times in the last six months we were told and thought our living and continuous nightware was over. I had everything I had cancelled twice, third time in 8 years and then my business support pulled six months after they agreed to it and one week after going self-employed.

Yeah that is how much this government and the DWP and Job Centre are trying to help you.

There is a whole list of people that now know about be who are popular people and with some big followings and if they .. EVER figure out out story from the posts in this blog there will be a meltdown!

I have always remained quiet .. prepared to do this a different way, word of mouth alone. But after a step up in attacks against us I decided to to things that up until recently I had never .. EVER .. done before.

I decided to become a bit more .. noticeable, you could say?

I have always had these other options open to me and I perhaps should have done this two years ago but I never dreamed that they would sink so low as to do to the two of us and four vulnerable children that which they have done in the last year.

In fact it has gotten so bad that my daughter actually told e today she was going to move to London from Merseyside and I never .. EVER thought I would ever hear her say that?!

If she ever does then this opens a door to me. I can expose someone and the local council that has protected them for so very long and allowed them to get away with all kinds of heinous and terrible crimes. All so that the local council would not be shown up for the incompetent twats they have been for well over twenty years that a court backed up.

OOPS!

If your thinking 'Hornet's Nest' then you are simply not thinking big enough here. Think a nest of the dragons that Harry Potter had to face and you would be somewhat closer to reality.

I the meantime why do yo not go and get a head start o this by looking at The Canary's list of horror stories regarding the DWP and disabled people?

The Canary ..

https://www.thecanary.co/trending/2018/08/07/channel-4-news-exposed-the-dwps-hostile-environment-and-people-are-piling-in-with-their-own-horror-stories/

THE PREDICTIONS LIST

For those that have only been visiting of late ..

A brief history of some of the things you will find going back six years on my blogs regarding corruption and my view of the world..

• Predicted the financial crisis
  • 4.5 years before it hit (stated within 5 years)
• Predicted they would go after welfare state
  • Did not expect it to go on as long as it has
  • Did not expect them to carry on after people started dying
  • Did not expect the deaths to take so long to be mentioned in the House of Commons
  • Did not expect than when the deaths were mentioned in the House of Commons ..
    • They would use same figure from a year or two earlier, out of date
    • That they would refuse to look into it
    • That this would then not get mentioned ever again
    • Considering we were talking about disabled people deaths
• Predicted that the NHS were lying to patients
• Claimed that medical reports were being altered
• To avoid diagnosis and therefore save the DWP & Local Councils money
  • Knowingly allowing people to die in the process
• Asked how it could be that almost every country was in debt and who we all owed money to
• Predicted the Police were ling about many things
• Claimed the Social Services were not interested on the safety of children
• Claimed that Bailiffs were breaking the law in the UK
• Predicted we would vote to leave the EU
• Predicted Donald Trump would be elected President
• Knew that the mainstream media were lying and ..
  • Avoiding some very serious stories
• Claimed that all the ombudsman were doing nothing or very little
• Predicted that Jeremy Corbyn would not win the general election
  • Also seriously doubt he will win the next
  • Leads me to wonder if he is a plant to keep the Tories in power
  • Or is too stupid and hungry for power to realise he is hurting the UK
  • Not that anyone else as leader would fair any better or make things truly fair
  • He has also failed to mention the welfare deaths and those committing suicide
• Predicted that the UK government would get investigate over treatment of its most vulnerable in society
• Claimed that the DWP were lying and using dirty tricks
• Claimed that Atos was lying
• Claimed the Job Centre were lying
• Showed that there NEA offer to the pubic was a trick and a fallacy
• Proved that electronic retailers were selling refurbished goods as new items

There is an equally long list of things I exposed and evidence I acquired which could amount to between 150GB to 250GB as I lost track a long time ago.

This is just one blog.

There are a dozen blogs.

There is also a YouTube channel.

There are also Flickr, Tumblr, Twitter, Instagram and Pinterest accounts.

I also now have three accounts to sell photographs.

I also had big plans to expand on them all last year .. which went south for the winter after I spent £20,000 and then got stabbed in the back by the government one week after going self employed.

This is with various physical pains, heart and chest problems that are trying to kill me, risk of sudden death syndrome and memory problems. Not to mention the extreme anxiety problems and the huge weight loss I have had recently that still continues.

About to start making my first payments from ad revenue the money suddenly freezes and remains like this for over 18 months.

Numbers on all my accounts start behaving erratically and weird including even stopping completely with one account, followers on Twitter.

Photographs get curiously rejected on sites until I raise hell then start getting accepted every single time. One lot uploaded twice accidentally get rejected at one point and accepted at a later point. In other words highly suspicious.

With a daughter who has been a repeat victim of grooming gangs, an evil relative they have never caught, all my health problems, others and cancer. Also a recent victim of domestic violence and received threats from local council with court action.

Get contacted by a woman through a date site I get suspicious about .. catch her out and she admits being linked to GCHQ. Go figure .. the organisation I nearly worked for back in 2000.

This is only a small fraction you readers might understand if I say that I am very tired and weary today?

I repeat this is only s small reaction and there are close to 4,000 posts and yes that is four thousand posts.

Tried to help, tried to inform and tried to educate on the Internet and also tried to help my daughter and grandchildren .. because no one else will.

For my efforts my own country and even its clandestine organisations have worked against me to stop me. From doing what I do not know as I have only ever told the truth.

I am expecting a whole bevvy of new people and should have started several days back. Some might be getting around to visiting about now and maybe others in a few weeks.

Oddly the behaviour of the numbers visiting my posts is still odd. It is also not reflecting my recent activities, placing links on sites were I know they have gotten attention. Not reflected in the post numbers that have been odd for awhile now.

I guess they still insist that everyone is still stupid and blind and unable to sot unusual patterns or behaviours?

Yeah sorry to disappoint you but I was well known for spotting patterns and behaviours you would otherwise need mathematics or algebra to spot.

I did, after all, do a BSc Applied Computing degree and turned down a Doctorate too. Rather foolishly I must admit.

But maybe I was destined to do this? I just wish it was not quite so torturous, painful and so full of upheavals.

I am not religious but one man I et once that found out what I was doing called me a warrior of God and I replied he was barking up the wrong tree. I explained I was not a believer in God and that he would not pick me if he did exist. He simply replied 'God does not work like that'.

FINALLY THE 20 METRE RULE!

Jesus H. Christ?!

It's only been around for fucking years and years and I've blogged about it for years and years, six to be precise.

The Metro Newspaper, link below, asks ..

How far will twenty metres get you?
From your front door to your nearest bus stop? - Metro

In case you missed me harping on about it out you don't know .. according to the DWP and fit a very long time if you can get twenty metres your fit enough to work.

Yeah .. I got to a bus, got on a bus and bailed off the bus in three stops then thought I was having a heart attack after 100 metres.

The irony of that story is I was trying to get to a GP that was too far away and that was only to register!!

Now I was going there about this inability I have to do anything or go anywhere. The chest pain, heart palpitations, lack of energy, irritations with skin touching things, anxiety and bunch of other stuff down to the fact I'm having difficulty with magnesium uptake.

I need to do stuff.

I need to work!

When I first was told about this rule years ago I thought it was some kind of sick joke. I told them that they must be wrong. I did that there is no reality where getting twenty metres means you go do hundreds in the course of a five day working week. I also pointed out exactly what they said in the Metro, again looking like it was pulled from here, in that bus stops are more than twenty metres from most people's houses.

Fuck me if your high up in a tower block it might be more than twenty metres to the bloody ground?!

It, of course, made me realise that they could not be trusted with people with disabilities.

I tried to reason with the fact that maybe the rule existed for conditions that had not been diagnosed yet? Or obscure conditions? It was still an unfair rule though.

But this report states that the rule is unfair for sufferers of Multiple Sclerosis?! Jesus! This is a terrible condition and one that I would not want and a friend of an old friend died from this eventually. Irish woman called .. hmm what was her name?!

All this is like one big hate crime towards people with disabilities .. it really is .. if you think about it ..

Someone coming along and taking something from someone disabled and then kicking them while they are down? Getting others to label them freeloaders, others beating them to death .. I even saw a report about one guy who was prosecuted for urinating on a homeless man! Can we expect stories  that next? All because most of the country is really shit at basic maths and do not realise that a hundred times the money spent on disabled people is wasted by the government every year? People being paid for positions where they are then told to do nothing or as little as they can to save money? Salaries of hundreds of thousands every years, cars, perks and God knows what else?

Oh I guess Doctors are OK in case you need them to save your life? Does not matter if the lives before you died, eh? As long as they save yours when it comes around to you?

And when all other lures, traps and tricks fail you always have this 20 meter rule to fall back on and the HMCTS to sit their and say that is is OK for the government and DWP to treat disabled people in an inhumane manner because that is the law now? Lol.

They just be falling back on this very old rule to refuse disabled people help?

Funny as this is reported now, probably will get blamed on the Tories by the usual suspects but I'm afraid this existed while Tony Blair was Prime Minister.

In fact it might have existed since the seventies for all I know?

I would be willing to bet that Serco bought this in as a trick to save money from day one?

I also see Serco finally get mentioned in a video by Brian Gerrish which I posted in a recent blog post.

Good God I hate this country.

I do sometimes wonder if we have just become blind to it and that immigrants that come here think the UK is wonderful. Eventually realise that we have become blind to? Realising that this in power are evil lying bastards and that when they are being nice it is just a pandering tactic to fool people?

Then get angry and want to make to their own rules and blow shit up?!

Well maybe not all of them but they do get radicalised here as children.

When you have a lying and dishonest government behaving the way they do towards their own vulnerable people is it any wonder?!

You know I often put terms in my tagging like 'DWP failures' and I hate using the latter word because that suggests it is an honest mistake.

The problem is I have known all along that these are all deliberate intentions. The lies come and tricks come about because they fear a backlash from people with some compassion. They also do not want to look like the evil bastards that they all are .. not to the country or the rest of the world and so they start with a lie, then there is another and then another after that and so it goes on.

Yeah well I think now after a only two or three decades that the lying does not work .. does it now?!

Time to stop new before it is too late.

https://metro.co.uk/2018/06/19/the-governments-senseless-20-metre-rule-is-causing-devastating-benefit-cuts-for-people-with-ms-7639924/

DWP POLICIES HARM NHS

Whoops!

Two of these incoming. The other was exactly what I predicted.

This one states that the DWP policies are causing an extra burden on the NHS?

My God are they actually treating people?

Funny though that this these send to go against what I know to be fact..

Fobbed off with no diagnosis, no proper referral and checks as has happened to both me and my daughter .. NHS saves money, DWP saves money and Local Councils save money.

The following story is all in the DWP though.

This statement about the DWP costing the NHS money seems to have come from a charity?

Funny then that no one in the government, not the health secretary or any other members of parliament have picked up on this?

I knew this was going to happen. Doctors and nurses told me this was going to happen and intelligent people I spoke to knew this was going to happen. Hell, even a pharmacist said this was a ticking time bomb over two years ago!

https://www.thecanary.co/uk/analysis/2018/06/19/a-senseless-and-unfounded-dwp-policy-is-causing-harm-to-claimants-and-costing-the-nhs-millions-says-a-charity/

THE CURSE OF THE DEAD

Right let me get this one straight?

A report linked below states that the DWP 'claims' it has no record of whether it showed Work Capability Assessments and its links to deaths to an expert it hired to review the assessment?

Well that is a completely worthless report. Something to do with an expert the DWP hired themselves, therefore corrupt, being shown some documents to do with deaths? Or in other words .. he might have slipped up? Nothing to see here .. move along.

Oh wait? There is .. something ..

Litchfield (pictured) published the final two independent reviews of the work capability assessment (WCA) in December 2013 and November 2014, but neither of his reviews mentioned the documents linking the WCA and the deaths of claimants.

Right .. let me get this one straight?

Two reviews were published in December 2013 and November 2014 but neither mentioned about the deaths being linked to the Work Capability Assessments? Riiight ..

So then these independent, which they probably are not as we have not fucking been told anything, would have taken a bloody long time. And the first was published in December 2013 which meant it likely started anywhere between December 2012, a few months after I started blogging, and July 2013.

Soo .. if this was done or expected to mention something about these 'deaths' as it states then .. why is it after all this time we still have not heard anything?

I am afraid it gets better ..

Because if there was documents at the time and these existed but were not released than this means that they were not released because they were extremely damning.

Do you know what else this means? I am afraid it means something far, far more serious ..

What this means is that despite the knowledge that these things were killing people and forcing people to take their own lives they not only continued on regardless while making it worse as time goes onn .. it means their intention was to kill people. That, my friends, is mass murder.

If these were Nazis then they would be in a trial in Hague before you could even blink. They spent years hunting and tracking down Nazi war criminals because they killed loads of innocent people.

But kill off a few hundred thousand British people and no one bats an eyelid. Six years go by and all you get is a mention of a very much outdated figure of the dead.

Well I am pretty sure if you go back in my blog I was reporting the number of dead at 120,000 and after a while when bringing it up was estimating that it could be 130,000 to 150,000. But a few years go by without me mentioning it and it is getting reported as the old figure of 120,000?!

Yeah .. except I have seen a massive increase in the last few years of reported suicides and the last year has had more than the previous one!

I also wondered at the time that if this was the number being put down to the DWP then what figures could be applied to other public services? Like the NHS and Local Councils?

I never really gave those other possibilities that much thought until recently when I was doing a revisit to these figures, due to the mainstream media reporting this old number on Calum's List, ad spotted the New Scientist Magazine questioning if the NHS was responsible for another 120,000 dead?!

If this figure is old like the DWP one reported recently and these have increased as much as I think they have we could be talking about 300,000 deaths from just two public services?!

I bet I can guess the nationality of 99% of them?!

If you look into that one and want to discover the answer, prepare yourself as it is going to make you ask yourself why for several days and then it is going to hit you. Like the proverbial hammer.

Do they, the government and their puppeteers, think that we have had so many horrors over many decades that the public and the world have had enough desensitisation that they could get away with this intended mass murder?

I will tell you something else too ..

If all of them had been full on home owners I think the housing market would have crashed?! Half a million homes going on the market? Unless these were just filled with foreigners coming here with money and maybe that was part of the plan? No .. I do not think so because ..

.. I firmly believe that all those that died could not afford to own their own homes. In other words they were killing off the poorest.

This will inevitably become a curse for all involved unless they can do a Jimmy Savile and had planned that this would not get released until everyone involved was dead? Or had some pay off agreed so that they could emigrate abroad?!

https://www.disabilitynewsservice.com/dwp-has-no-record-of-whether-it-showed-wca-death-documents-to-reviewer/