THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD IN AWE

As I was finishing this off I received a phone-call from my daughter who simply asked if stomach pains were a symptom.

Turned out in her home in a remote part of North Wales she had a friend who had these pains as well as a dry cough, fever and diarrhoea.

All my world crumbled. Everything had tried t stop fro happening for years has been for nought. Because people did not listen, did not help and the social media giants kept shutting me down.

Years and years I have been warning about this and now its actually affected me personally and I am going to spend several days, as it is so infectious my daughter must have it, wondering what in the world is going to happen and what I am going t do.

Nothing but shite from this world for decades and now been lead blindfolded towards death by the powers that be.

Had been informed of the real numbers in the UK I would have been able to act way earlier. I did try to move to my daughter's a few weeks ago because I knew what was coming. No one believed me. Same old same old and I just am at a loss to know what is wrong with mankind. It lives in a dream world of tribalism where people ignore what is happening right in front of them.

Would give anything for the situation to have been reversed.

Once again the resident socialist has been told but they are more important because they have things to worry about. DO you think I will want to be here if anything happens to my daughter with that heartless and selfish attitude?

I have spent two hours asking myself how this has happened and how I am trapped in the worst place and most oppressive place possible to deal with this.

This has happened so much faster than I expected and people were telling me I was wrong about this but when I am confident and post it on my blog I never end up being wrong.

This was the one time I had hoped they were right and I was wrong.

Now on with the post ..

Hoo boy! What a difference a few days make and as I start typing this out I dread to think where we will be by the next time I type something out. IF I type something out.

I was forced to go places I did not want to by my government over something they did they should not have done on the first place.

Two help agencies not that helpful and sending me to do the things I already knew I how to do, a Doctor surgery that was laughable and dreadful.

Now I have some concerning symptoms. Yup my government might have screwed me over one last time but, hey? AT least they might finally get to silence me?

Now here is the rub .. dot do this but do do that over Coronavirus . .basically guess whether you have it or not and then don't go anywhere and if you do there will be trouble.

Yeah .. trouble they caused.

Now I thought that I had just had a cold .. and maybe I do?

Did not have a cough and the numbers of infected in the UK was was in the 200 to 300 range. So the odds of me having it and going out very little were astronomical.

Then something changed.

I have spent weeks studying and researching this subject and am good with numbers and pattern recognition.

Watch a live News Service several times a day and wade through thousands of videos and webpages throwing things to the side until I find that one I get something from.

Now I spotted early on that nations were lying. Maybe it was for money, to appear to be stronger coming out the other side? Maybe it was to save face and not look weak? I do not know and I do not care and its a disease that has infected our world I have been harping on about for a long time.

YOU CANNOT LIE FOR POLITICAL REASONS OR AGENDAS.

Stated to tens of thousands of deaf socialists that their attitudes will get tens of thousands of people killed and now it is. Only it looks to be hundreds of thousands to millions.

We knew China was lying. Covered this is detail. It was soon obvious Russia was lying. The numbers out of Iran were iffy and like China did not match video evidence. We all know Turkey has got many cases too. Was hearing from Americans that they were convinced they had more cases than the official figures. Now its blow up over there and everything is shutting down. Sports to cinema and beyond and will all Disneyland parks closed.

Canadian Frank Vaughn was saying similar things and the got a hold of a recording. Yeah after hearing that shortly after learning Justin Trudeau's wife tested positive, but he can carry on as he has no symptoms (?!), it now sounds like they have tens of thousands of cases. Not the 142 listed by their government.

This has been total incompetence and failure to such an extreme it is like they actually want this deadly virus to spread. A growing number of angry people are beginning to think this too.

Now here in the UK I have complained about every government service who do not mind being paid but are incompetent and uncaring and no .. not the Tory Party but all of them!

I have also bleated on for years abut the lies, corruption and incompetence of the NHS for many, many years.

Then watching a live stream to a news channel in America a viewer stated something. The UK figures are too low.

So I went and took a look and spotted something immediately and that was it was now ten deaths and of course I had also just discovered that after dying they were discovering people had died because of the Coronavirus when it was unknown that they had it.

This meant two things.

• It was spreading in places and hospitals without detection
• The number of deaths and the death rate is higher

Oh dear. With ten deaths and 450 odd cases this was way, way out and a quick look around and I posted that this cannot be right.

With ten cases and probably more we should have had confirmed cases, confirmed remember, of between 5,500 and as much as 10,000 people.

That is infected.

Now as I have now drummed into everyone because now everyone actually WANTS to listen .. the number of confirmed cases is the tip of the ice-berg and depending on how good the experts are there could be between 5 times and 10 times as many people walking around that are infected. China and Iran its higher.

Then literally like an hour or so later an article by the Independent, I tend to loather these days, pops up on my phone. Experts say as many as 10,000 infected in the UK. No .. as I have now shown .. its more!

So there is likely 10,000 to 50,000 walking around with the virus in the UK?

Then this morning after finding out Chelsea football players are showing symptoms and Everton players and after the UK being the only idiots not to shut down events and schools .. my daughter discovers something while speaking to her.

In North Wales not far from Snowdonia I was at least comforted in the knowledge that these will be the last places a virus would reach. It is how it is .. the big cities is where it goes nuts first.

A week ago I am hearing a conversation with her and a teacher at a local school about doing things later on, non-virus related. I told her it was a waste of time as within two weeks the schools will be closed. DO not think she believed me.

But TODAY? Head teacher tells her not to bring the kids to school and they might close it and ignoring the British government. Then a friend of hers has a mother that works in a care home or health centre. A town called Ysbty. Someone there has the Coronavirus?!

My daughter was crying. I told her that I have warned everyone for years that the public services were lying.

I have been in three building in the last week, was supposed to be in one today and supposed to be in three more over the next week, one a Doctors.

Yeah only instead of 91 people walking around London Infected it now is an absolute minimum of 500 and likely to be several thousand.

Well explains why I heard to days ago it was in my area?

OOPS!

Now a tiny risk of contracting the virus has turned into a very high risk. And they are sending me all over the place with pains, a dodgy memory and heart?!

I have lived in a country run by demons and with fooking morons working in public services that have screwed my life up for decades and now THIS?!

It also changed one more thing ..

.. yeah this cold I have? Now might not be a cold and I may have the coronavirus in which case I have been walking into government buildings and help agencies giving it to people?

The irony of it all?

Yeah I contacted them so that I did not have to do all this running around as they are supposed to be help agencies and the government should not have kicked me off disability benefits and cause me to become homeless and lose all my savings.

And now the idiots that never listened to me now all might have become infected .. because they did not listen when they should have done.

I am in a building with two pensioners too. So not only could three of us die but my daughter, if they have not fucked it up for her as they have so many lives, might lose the one family relative she has.

Yeah this was North Wales I tried to move to a month ago before the shit hit the fan and it all went wrong. Because someone else who wanted to help me rushed and my daughter was not there and get the week wrong. So I had to come back with all my stuff. Two days driving in a van with two other people.

And now I cannot go at all. IN case I take an infection with me that they will refuse to test me for?!

You imply cannot make this shit up of the calamitous errors that governments made of people of the grandest sense of self-entitlements, have made.

Yeah and what are the left-wing amoral morons doing? Politicising it and blaming this on the right?!

• Silent in January
• Silent in February
• Silent about countries that are left-wing run that also have outbreaks
• Evil virtue signalling self loathing bastards that want to take their self loathing out on their fellow and innocent men and women

These people will end up being tied to wooden stakes.

But deem themselves the ones to carry on humanity while leaving all others to die a horrible death because they acted to protect the money despite the fact in no time at all there would be nothing to spend this money on?

And for a virus outbreak they have had over 100 years to come up with a contingency plan on for a stock market I always said was cause collapse and tens of thousands of deaths?

Cannot spend cold currency in hell!

More and more YouTubers are talking about nothing else too. Except everyone knows that another evil corporation, Google, demonetize you if you talk about the Coronavirus, Trump, Grooming Gangs are against socialism.

Yup freedom of speech folks.

Yeah except how are you making money. Google?!

Seen YouTuber talk about delays of cinema movies and went twenty minutes without mentioning the word 'Coronavirus' as Grace Randolph was obviously aware she would get demonetized.

How many people losing their income because of evil Google?

Now we are starting to see the knock on effects I have been trying t tell oh so many deaf people about for many weeks. To catastrophes have been warning deaf people about for years To corrupt public services I have warned about for over a decade.

Same old thing with mankind over and over and over again they just do not listen when they should and then talk it down and ignore when they should listen.

Then the shit hits the proverbial fan and we are all out of toilet paper and its not even a God damn joke!

Things move so fast with this things as while typing this Italy had 2,547 cases announced in a single day while the Italian Serie A football team have stated they have had 5 players as well as the club Doctor test positive for Coronavirus.

Also both Denmark and Poland have closed their borders and the London Marathon has been postponed.

The next morning almost playing into my grand plan and #ProjectDistraction hashtag an article in the Independent tabloid states that the British government, now admitting there are up to 10,000 cases, actually wanted the virus to spread to 60% of the population so that a herd immunity can occur. If it does occur.

Only you cannot really control something like that and its as if we are being used as test dummies .. only nobody blindfolds the dummy when it is used in testing!

This is totally incompetent.

There is this division over closing schools .. even within the same country. The naïve have asked me what would the benefit be while I answered we do not end up with hundreds of thousands of parent-less children.

Another and I think Andrew Cuomo in New York stated this .. they need all the health care workers in work.

Not sure he thought that one through as nowhere near enough health care workers because too many people are infected at once is worse than not quite enough health care workers because the number infected at the same time is a little too much?

One scenario will cause more deaths than the other.

Also interesting was a report that stated that in Iran, where many of us think its way out of control, a Reuters report stated that they have called upon their security forces to clear the streets.

'Clear the streets'? Would have expected a 'Keep the streets clear' and wonder if people keep amassing in maybe a protest or fear or maybe some religious ritual where they call for protection from up on high?

So has it gone into some sort of biblical like breakdown out there where a large group are ignoring the requests and think that they have some immunity in some way? This would be somewhat devastating if this is the case.

When you consider that thousands gather to some holy shrine where it was believed that if you licked the temple it would protect your health and make you immune then this on top of that would be potentially catastrophic.

Then one has to wonder if there are other things going on as well as these two?

Quite what this country will look like in a few months is anyone's guess but if anyone thinks Italy is bad and with that daily number of new cases being 2,547 is anyone's guess.

Than you have to factor in the lag time of symptoms appearing and if and when anyone infected succumbs and this is about 4 weeks. In a months time the deaths could be like nothing seen in a long time. AS could that of others like Italy, Germany, America and others.

Now the chilling prospect of this horror story unfolding is if we reach that stage and the new cases have continued to rise from now until then, then what would we expect after yet another month?

If we call the figure in Italy as 17,00 and say it doubles in 5 days, when it has been stated as 25. to 6.5 days then ..

By the 18^th March it is 34,000 and 23^rd March it could be 68,000 and 28^th March 136,000, 2^nd April 272,000, 7^th April 544,00, 12^th April 1,088,000.

That is one country and one month from now. If it continues like this, it cannot forever due to people thinning out, and is still rising one month from now then what stage will we get to?

China's total cases as of today and remembering they have a population of well over 1.4 Billion people .. is at 80,813. This is after 8 weeks.

Now think for a moment as by the 28^th of March which is 12 days away Italy's case numbers with a far smaller population could have surpassed China's by over 50,000 cases. In far less time too. Also remember Italy expected this. China did not.

So how could this be possible?

Now consider Iran and probably never get a time frame but they sound far worse than Italy, which I did not even think possible, and I wonder of their cases have already surpassed China's totals? I also wonder if the deaths in Iran have surpassed China's 3,176?

They might not have done .. yet but I suspect they might surpass China in as little as a week? On line there was a picture circulating of 360 foot trenches and several of them claimed to be used as mass graves? One or two of these were claimed to have been filed and this was one site.

Once again how can this be possible?

The obvious answer is the one that many of us have known. Because the numbers are the numbers and you cannot escape them.

Note it is not as the CCP in China claimed because they made lots of mistakes, many details changed along the way. They were sending people home as recovered who were still infected. Then there were the recording regarding crematoriums burning bodies 24 hours a day and 7 days a week for many weeks. But we do not know ow many of these were doing this.

Yeah in reality you could probably add two digits t the official number of deaths in China and be a damn site closer to the truth.

Now I think that the CCP must have realised this because after spending a couple of weeks boasting how good they were and everyone else was shit at handling the virus they sent a team to Italy to help?

Yeah sitting at home watching the numbers on TV, just as I said would happen, they must have shat themselves at the recent daily figures and realised that with the exponential rises the world see they lied within days?

That ship sailed many weeks ago. Think my last two of three parts or possibly all five parts n this Coronavirus series I stated that?

Will never forget one night when a flurry of news reports came in that was about to put into foccus with everyone this threat and why I gave the last post its title. Because I knew it was coming. But not like this!

Donald Trump announces he is cancelling flights from EU countries into America and Tim Pool, who had originally thought this would come to nothing, put out a tweet I will never forget.

'Sitting in the studio we just had collective 'Holy Fuck' moment'

He had been starting to realise this was big. His last few videos he had states as much and admitted he was wrong and thought we should pay more attention now.

So that tweet was a key moment. Only it was not the only moment.

Because also immediately Tom Hanks tweets out while I am watching and declares that his actress wife, Rita Wilson, and himself have been tested positive for the Coronavirus. Many thought the timing was odd as it was just as Trump's address had finished.

Yeah that was not the only moment because then it emerged there was something going on at a basketball game in Oklahoma City and it had not got started. Then the players started heading back to their locker rooms.

For a few minutes everyone wondered and speculated what was going on. Then it was announce that a French player Gobert, had been ill recently and tested positive for the Coronavirus.

Then the NBA announced they was suspending the whole season!

Then the other sports started following and I recall the NFL and Hockey and PGA Tour with Golf and seem to think there was one other?

Concerning is just seeing what looked like a Chinese journalist ask Trump about working with the CCP over the virus and he praised them?

Yeah I felt like that was a plant, over the top, unnecessary and will not go down well with many people.

You want to be concerned with the Chinese people and not the CCP and be concerned that nothing has been coming out of China of late. Not even leaks and only unreliable videos from CCP controlled sources would not give the time of day to.

I simply refuse point blank to even watch anything controlled by the CCP and not too happy if I do this with any other news channel anywhere.

Seems to be a lot of government control with the news media and probably most if not all of them in the world today?

Another odd thing about the coronavirus is how we kept being told when it was going to peak and the date kept getting moved forward. It was early February then it was mid February before it was the end of February then sometime in March and then it was eventually April.

Literally as I was typing this and after Trump gave a speech a Doctor was asked when it was going to peak?

“We don't know” was the first honest answer I have seen about the virus.

I would have estimated when it got to around 5 million without measure to slow it down, which as are now in place has been pushed back?

There are so many acts as well as so many reactions by the public that can and will effect the speed of the spread.

So yeah now its been declared a National Emergency in he US.

Oh and someone has to have a dig about Trump taking his time which has to be made about Trump .. and of course with the hard-left who do not care other than to use this to attack him and said nothing about the deaths in China until now ..

As I stated previously to others.. almost all countries have been late to respond, unfortunate but true. Added to this left-wing politicians said nothing about the virus until recently.

It is also worth nothing that trying to put a right-wing spin on this is a bit rich because the last time I checked .. there are left-wing countries aplenty. What about them?

This originated in a communist country and it came out of a lab and they may or may not have created it. But they hid it, then lied about it, then they lied about the numbers and continued to do so throughout. All along left-wing idiots around the world among politicians and the news media were then praising the CCP while at the same time talking down the virus and this went on for 6 weeks or more.

Suddenly its all become a Trump and right-wing thing?

Jesus I have never known such a large group of people that have come across as so thoroughly inhuman while attempting desperately to appear human because they see an opportunity to attack someone.

Can you believe that with reports that China shutting down dropping emissions by

This article states 'temporary' drop in carbon emissions in China and yeah .. about that?

Pro AGW always make assumptions. It was a massive drop and this was 19^th February around the time everyone was saying the outbreak would peak in a few weeks . Then it was another few weeks .. a month later Italy is shutting down and they do not know when it is going peak.

America is slowing down as is Europe as will every other country on Earth over the next few months. Slower and slower, with unfortunate deaths building in numbers.

After this people will be scared to get on planes, ships or trains.

So NO .. it is not in anyway temporary and is in fact permanent as I stated from the outset .. but they have jobs lying or making plicks of themselves. So bizarre.

https://www.carbonbrief.org/analysis-coronavirus-has-temporarily-reduced-chinas-co2-emissions-by-a-quarter

Since I have pointed this out I have noticed that the GWPF is now on this case and you can bet your life that in as little as 30 days many countries emissions would have also dropped off a cliff.

The numbers are soaring in virus cases so the lock-downs and slow downs along with the inevitable reductions in emissions will come.

And so the sole argument of AGW Alarmists will evaporate and has been evaporating for 10 weeks but the alarmists are still solely focused on pushing it. Still talking abut people dying ignoring that cold, ice and snow kill more which has now been surpassed by the Coronavirus Covid-19 but they do not care about that.

https://www.thegwpf.com/coronavirus-may-neutralise-climate-hysteria-for-now-as-pandemic-threat-looms/

The numbers just keep on climbing everywhere and the scary part of this is that many countries have barely started rising.

The one country everyone is looking at is Africa and many Africans are hoping and praying that their warmer climate will not be agreeable to the virus. But some countries that are warm it has still spread quite rapidly.

And South Africa I knew had cases days before they announced any and are now at 16. Senegal has 10. Nigeria has 2. Cameroon has 2 That is sub-Saharan Africa and they are now rising faster. Many also believe the numbers are higher as many Chinese are building infrastructure on the continent.

Egypt has 80. Algeria has 24. Tunisia has 13. Morocco has 6. These numbers are believed to be under reported too.

The really does have the potential to be world changing and a few news reporters are realising this and even stating it.

Now with these alarmist types still trying to get everyone to focus on AGW and ignoring everything else I normally tell them the following .. I have altered the time frame a couple of times now ..

• You have 30 days left
• No one will want to hear about AGW
• No News Media will mention AGW
• Scientists will be focusing on other things
• The resulting emissions drop will be massive and clearly be continuing
• Virus fallout will last two years
• People will be scared to get on aircraft
• People will be scared to get on ships
• People will be scared to get on trains
• Within a year or two the true driver of the climate, Sun and Volcanoes along with Ocean and other things will be proven

So I tell them it is over but they simply wont have it.

As I was typing this out and that calculation I have been talking about since I started in January? You can only use the same periods of time and so 'recovered' divided by the 'deaths' for the percentage?

Literally within the last hour I watched a video by Dr Chris Martenson of Peak Prosperity on YouTube and he has literally just quoted the same thing.

Also has states that advisers over the coronavirus in the UK should be fired and is idiotic while also states that what they have seen of Iran strongly suggests they might have a couple of million cases on infected?

Have to say I was stunned when I watched this. Finally hearing someone back up what I have been telling people for months now and those possible numbers in Iran. I felt sure it was in the hundreds thousands by now and very likely a lot more.

Just as added the last to this post I see the number of cases go from around 140,000 to nearly 156,000 which do not even think is a single day?

Italy just reported they had 3,497 cases and 175 deaths in a single day?! Now wondering of this will slow down or hit five figures in a single day for cases?

Imagine for a moment that we reached a point where you have over 100 countries, smaller populations would not reach this, reporting five figures minimum each day?

Not going to be long before I decide to just walkabout and head off into the country .. never to return.

Have two horrors to endure and I am not sure I want to actually witness either one?! At all!

Just remember ..

• More than 15 feet
• Beware being downwind
• Enclose spaces not good
• Planes, Buses, Trains all bad
• Wash hands before you re-enter home for 20 seconds or preferably using alcohol based sanitizer with higher than 70%
• Colloidal Silver might help
• Tea Tree Oil, Lemon Grass, Lavender Oil but high concentrations like alcohol
• Be wary of your shoes re-entering house, treat it like Foot and Mouth Disease

Some other interesting facts and reports about the Coronavirus ..

https://twitter.com/BNODesk/status/1238535610647879680

https://ekstrabladet.dk/nyheder/samfund/coronavirus-de-danske-graenser-lukker/8047658

https://twitter.com/tancredipalmeri/status/1238510599513964547

https://www.reuters.com/article/us-health-coronavirus-iran-security/iran-security-forces-to-empty-city-streets-to-fight-coronavirus-idUSKBN2101TE

https://www.chelseafc.com/en/news/2020/03/13/chelsea-fc-training-facility-will-undergo-partial-closure-after-

https://apnews.com/226da6f7fadbb1968af3552c25e7d09c

https://twitter.com/ShamsCharania/status/1237914404722806784

The alarmists lie and insist it has not cooled.

Spending time debating them and then batting to one side they childish below the belt attacks you soon realise a few things. They do no research. They ignore the facts or do everything they claim to say they are not facts. Some even insist they are not hard-left or Antifa members but end up dropping themselves in it

They are not interested in the facts at all they like to give people the impression that they are so that they appear level headed and win people over to their side.

Yeah problem with that is every time they argue with me they shed followers like there is no tomorrow and this ends up being anywhere between 50 and 500. Upon realising they then back away.

Meanwhile my followers actually rise. My total in around 14 months, it did slow for awhile as I debated too many and got blocked by 46 of them, went over 10,000 awhile back.

Now back to getting these to rise and back on Parler where these are now rising faster though wonder why what with this Coronavirus banging on my door?

Meanwhile NASA has a few problems of its own and the alarmists had better hope that this does not affect NOAA and a few others. Like the IPCC.

https://www.express.co.uk/news/science/1254196/Coronavirus-latest-news-NASA-COVID19-infects-employee-Ames-Research-Center

YEARS OF SPILLING MILK (Pole Shift Part .. well maybe a little?)

There are times when people disappoint me so much that I end up thinking ..

“You know what? Maybe mankind has had its chance and it blew it?”

Forenote:

This is 12 hours late. Have had a really bad two weeks .. really .. really .. bad. Its like someone released something in the air or the damn water supply? I have been at odds with a number of people that have been pissing me off! Have had to bite me lip while people have whined about a load of things I go into in a bit.

This seems to have set my emotions off on a roller-coater and my pains in my finger-tips from typing and wearing shoes blew up until pains across my hands. I could not type or even hold my laptop without pain?!

End Forenote

I am in a living nightmare and I pray sometimes for a truck, bus or bullet to finally put me out of my misery as I only have a few tools at my disposal, been hammering away at them and nothing seems to come from them? Though in all honesty I have been aware of constant attempts to slow me down or stop things altogether.

I am surrounded by people who are wrapped up in their own lives, do not help anyone .. constantly bitch and whine repeatedly over spilt milk or some time 20 years ago when they farcking spilt milk.

Sound over the top? OBSERVE ..

• Walked into a kitchen to have someone shouting their head off because the full milk has run out .. yeah except they do not use it and actually use semi-skimmed of which there was plenty
• From a third I have heard a story 50 times or more in a year, a lengthy story that involves London and Brighton, of how he has been accused of spilling sugar ..
  • But mere minutes ago .. going to tell him how a third heart episode was being caused only yesterday your told
    • “Not interested! I don't wanna hear it!”
    • Repeat a story for the first time and he gives you a sarcastic look and says in a patronising way “Yeah you have told me this before”
    • Of the 50 times he has told me the spilt farcking sugar story how many times do you think I did the same to him?
• By the spilt milk duo
• One of the above three has caused three heart/chest episodes
  • Caused a massive family division .. walks into people's rooms without knocking
  • Thinks they have a right to private information in their own family
  • Tells how a son is evil for not telling them how much they ear
  • Not talking to their own mother because they wont give them control of her money after she passes away
  • Not talking to daughter because she wont agree with her getting control
  • If you do not agree with her your right-wing and Hitler .. oddly I thought I was now centre to moderate right but doing a political test I am somewhere near facrking Gandhi?!
  • Now .. if you recall, if you read recent posts, I am called Hitler by leftists online too and accused of hate speech .. (yup did state there was narcissistic socialist here)
• The there is the third person in the building ..
  • Has spent years winding one up making them worse .. hates the people in the family that are not related to him
  • Every single night for a year now .. unplugs a router lead to the electrical network in the house .. put a HD video on laptop to a second wifi router and clogs up the internet so it does not work ..
  • Once has has done this he goes into a cupboard and does not even watch the YouTube videos
  • So between 9pm and Midnight every single night I lose not just ONE but TWO routers that are not connected.
  • When they are away for a week this NEVER HAPPENS
• YES I MAY HAVE HAD THREE HEART ATTACKS/ANGINA IN THIS HOUSE WITH THESE PEOPLE!!
• I was suspected of having a heart attack about 18 months back
  • Did not know this until I was in a hospital later
  • I told them at the time that I could have told them that I had not had one
  • I could not say that with any certainty now though
  • So trolls .. do not go hitting my spam folder with your nasty comments and laughter because professionals previously thought I did when I knew I had not
  • Recent chest events I have never experienced before
  • I was nagged on the phone by hmm NHS '111' to go to a hospital in a town I knew as a child that now feels very unsafe and I always tend to get kicke dout of hospitals in the middle of the night .. yeah .. no!
  • NHS today? Quickly get you in .. are they dying? Right OK. Is it something we could plausibly deny? Yup? Kick them out to fend for themselves then and do not worry about the pain or difficulty .. don't care what is I their medical record!

I could go on with the bullet points but I think I have made my point. Except it is not just them either.

I have many things I can talk about but due to the situation some I do not and people just DO NOT GET IT!! So yesterday another mate that thinks they know everything decides to ask me if I want to go off doing animals and pant things ..

• Looking at Orchids and enjoying it it suddenly hits me .. what I had and what I was doing with Orchids and everything I have lost .. heart issues go BOOM as does the anxiety
• This happens looking at Drosera
• Talking about exotic animals

It happens a few times.

Major shite in my life and major health issues but according to people .. I am just supposed to forget about that and do shit .. because ..

• You can just flick a switch the the dangers and symptoms so they wont occur
• You should not talk about things that depress them and only talk about happy things they want to hear
• Except your not speaking in a depressing way .. just talking about it is all ..
• And this coming from someone who walked into a shop .. cried and screamed for over an hour because he got out of prison and wanted his flying hamsters back he gave away because he was going in prison
• For 'flying hamsters' read 'Sugar Gliders'
• Insisted for months and shouted at me, never fuck off and leave me alone though, that ..
  • NHS and GP's work a certain way when they do not because I did as he requested and the “COMPUTER SAID NO!!”
  • Insisted DWP and Job Centres were a certain way .. for months sooo .
  • Yesterday he rings a friend up who works for a Job Centre and what does he say?
  • Yeah .. Universal Credit is shite mate .. it has farcked everyone up, no one likes it in the Job Centres, a fact I already knew

People have no idea or understanding of how I so long to be around like minded people and even of late thinking how nice it would be to have someone that understood who was also into photography.

The thought of not just getting out of my own personal hell but to be somewhere where my anxiety can calm down and stop setting off my heart and chest pains but also getting back to photography is like an impossible dream.

Trust me when I state that every single morning I wake up is a nightmare and I waked into varying levels of anxiety. I so, so wish I could get that to stop and get out of here.

Often think a lorry collision is the only way and many on the Internet are pushing me that way and are praying it goes that way too.

Because of the numbers I was attracting over a short period of time.

They tell me because of my hate speech, read the truth, because of this blog and the recordings on it 'Country of the Damned' and the 90% of recordings I do not have on it.

• So as well as sugar and milk what else do I hear?
• Most common is someone moaning at some other driver if I am on the phone .. so milk, tissues, mess, sugar and bad drivers.

So I have been in receipt of ..

• DLA previously .. then that was stopped for 7 years and finally they awarded me ..
• PIP .. which was then stopped three years ago
• Had been setting up and working towards going self-sufficient for well over 6 years except ..
• My health, the public services, the weather and public services and politicians that constantly kept letting down my daughter .. kept farcking it up

Also wrote two books soo .. I figured that as I am currently unregistered and received no help despite promises from ..

• Mary Ward Legal
• CRISIS
• Age UK

Basically a friend thinks things are easy ..

• He thinks I can register with any GP when I have already told him they said no
• He thinks you can do everything 'Care Of' when I have already told him that you cannot
• He thinks that you have to get paid and can do so my cheque when I have told him they do not do that any more
• He thinks that with a dodgy heart, anxiety issues and everything else I can just go down to a leftist run organisation like CRISIS where he admits there is trouble, fights, shouting, drug running and other crap and I will be fine?!
  • God give me strength!!

Unexpectedly and after nearly 7 years of blogging about possible global catastrophes that are scientific fact and only a matter of time .. it is surreal that I type this out amidst a running series regarding a very real series of events.

I have spent 30 years thinking about these things and I never .. EVER thought I would be sitting around wondering if doing anything at all is worth it?

What started out as an outside chance in a million has become clearer and clearer and clearer and looks closer and closer and closer.

Now at the moment that kinda grew as what was first the magnetic poles splitting and moving ever faster .. this started me thinking. Then the Arctic blast was predicted and I then realised this could be what causes ice-ages and then started thinking about continental drift, drop in crop and food productions .. farming, and any other things. Would have to happen now that I am buggered health-wise and dependent on things like Vitamin B and Magnesium supplements.

Also thinking about my daughter and grandchildren too. How the hell would I help them?

Apart from my daughter .. and at times my sister no one else has wanted to talk about it .. even the ones interested in science and sorry .. there are no excuses for this.

• Not talking about it is not going to stop it from happening
• It is going to guarantee that should it start you will NOT SURVIVE IT
• Yeah you should really not be thinking about yourself and be thinking of talking about it to help your own children or grandchildren should the time come

One things for sure .. if it gets right into the swing of it and considering what I have put here .. and telling you now that you cannot remain where you are and this goes DOUBLE if you live in a big urbanised area.

What do you think the chances are I will be travelling absolutely fucking anywhere with any of the above?

By the time you realise you will have to move there will no no cars, buses or trains so people will have to travel in groups. Yeah I would farcking prefer it if I did not have a shit ton of doubting Thomas type people on my arse for days on end doubting every idea I have like they have done for years regardless of how many times I got I right.

I do not mind someone putting forward a logical argument but hearing something somewhere and just parroting it and claiming it is a credible source when they themselves have zero knowledge or experience in what it is their parroting is extremely .. annoying.

It is why I do not make friends easily and on my own. Those that did listen either moved back home or they died on me.

Hmm maybe people should be a annoying Doubting Thomas? They seem to live longer?

• “No I think your wrong .. that is not going to happen” even though it actually already is ..
• “What do yo mean I am wrong? What makes you think I am wrong?”
• “I just cannot see it happening!”
• In my head I be like “FUCKING WHAT?!”
• Or ..
• “Well you cannot stop it so what is the point in talking about it?!”
• In my head I be like ”FUCKING WHAT?!”
• So I am being realistic ..
• Others are not thinking of getting the best advice to consider helping their loved ones
• And I am the one in the wrong?
• If the shit hits the fan in one to three years time take a wild guess at what I am going to answer when every single one of them calls me for advice?
• Did you think I was going to say “farck off2? Well I would except ..
• There will be no communication by then and I would have arranged to meet my daughter somewhere to get her and my grandchildren to safety
• Bet no one else has thought about doing that .. right?
• Sound out there?
• Yeah well they have just had two major record breaking storms in the US with record breaking snow-fall they are measuring in feet and not in inches ..
• What if you get another two .. they are worse and they start measuring snow-fall in metres and not in inches?
• And yeah .. climate scientists never predicted even snow ..
• Nor did the weather men until the first storm was more or less upon them ..
• So yeah .. I do not think anyone at all in North America right now would consider anything at all being out there

• My main issues about anxiety and travelling is .. people
• If anything happens there will be far less people around .. meaning travel will be less of an issue
• I have been working on a post on just this subject .. the series of events and the psychological reaction fro the masses .. if it were to ever get officially announced

So everyone wants me to pay by their rules, right?

So let us count individuals alone .. that is a lot of different sets of rules now factor in a all the public services who have been moving the goalposts constantly for the last five years and then consider all the individuals that are of the belief that the rules are the same as they was 20 years ago.

My advice to climate scientists and politicians would be this ..

You might want to remove yourself from the Internet and your pictures and pray that you are forgotten because ..

If the shit does hot the fan and with all that grab for money and taxes of all those billions .. people are going to ask where all the help was .. to see this coming and the provisions for the public to survive.

Yeah if I was you there is no way on Earth I would want my face to be seen and recognised and I most CERTAINLY would not ell anyone I was previous a climate scientist .. tell then you worked for Amazon or something, yeah?

Oh my issues and all seemed to be mostly linked are ..

Fibromyalgia, Hypomagnesaemia, Vitamin B Deficiency .. which causes ..

Pain in finger and toe tips, feet, ankles (might be unrelated), back, shoulders and chest along with memory loss, tachycardia, arrhythmia as well as skin issues that require things like Tea Tree Oil, Lemon Grass Oil or Lavender Oil. Or I will eventually get massive sores.

Those oils, it might interest you to know. Are very good for skin conditions and will likely help for eczema, psoriasis and other things? Cheapest way to but them is from those large hair product stores. £5 for like 100ml but you will note it might say 100% pure? Yeah they are most certainly not and will even state they contain other oils.

Seems you can get away with anything in the UK if your a certain nationality or religion while the rest of us get hammered with rules and unfair taxation.

Out of what I have left that has not been taken away from me ..

• Orchids
• Fish
• Amphibians
• Insectivorous Plants
• Japanese Maples

I cannot enjoy ..

• Photography
• Cycling
• Movies
• Games
• Music

On top of that I get bitched and moaned at other spilt milk and bitched and moaned at that I am not the company I used to be .. pleasurable and interesting.

Now someone I follow I have just seen told has gone down on Twitter and someone has not only announced this but tagged in Piers Morgan. Though I am not sure why this is.

Never say him arguing or even debating for that matter. DO not recall ever seeing him call anyone names?

Oh and he only had 117,000 followers which is he relied on these followers financially .. he might very well be getting punished.

On my blogs everyone only read what I had to say and that was how I wanted it. I was told it would be a good idea to start a forum or chat page. Think now he was probably right but I was adverse to the idea.

People might complain that I think I know everything but I first of all do not and I have a very, very wide knowledge base. But a great many people DO actually think they know everything despute NOT having the knowledge base .. are insistent and yet have nothing to back this up and argue about it. They they fucking hate it when they end up being wrong.

They then go straight back to doing that all over again. Many wont read websites, watch videos or eve listen to the theories but they are all experts. Many wont even watch the God damn news because they say its scary and depressing and I tell them they are not even showing you the worst.

It is like watching the Devil who has blinded everyone leading them all by the hand to oblivion and your yelling at them to stop, they refuse to .. blame everything on everyone else and carry on walking towards eventual death.

I often wonder how in the God damn hell we become so effing stupid and so effing blind. If this ice-age or other catastrophe ever hits and we survive ..

• Priority in EDUCATION
• Not about what religion you want to be on
• Not about whether you should be homosexual or not
• Not about what words offend others
• ABOVE ALL ELSE ..
• Stop thinking that you know everything and what is going to happen on Earth ..
• .. based on the 60 years you have been on the planet out of 4 billion years!!

• Get the news to tell the truth and make it FARCKING LAW that they should watch it twice a week!!

Oh and let us not forget the nasty evil narrative following pro-EU, pro-Muslim and pro- Climate Change tosser that hammers mu GAB spam folder every day still, proven biggest liar on Twitter over and over again and ignores the links to mainstream news, the weather channel, the weather news, the YO .. (gave up at this point .. hands hurt like hell and now I cannot recall what I was going to say!)

Shit while I was typing this things went nuts my hands and arms hurt.

People seem to like wrangling me with their lack of knowledge and experience and do not stop to think and this sets of my emotions I now realise also aggravate my symptoms..

I seem to have to do something to get them back in check and that is altering my .. emotions .. which I know for one that I need to go from anger to being upset. I have to watch something that upsets me. Luckily I do have something I can use .. though I am not willing to admit what that is.

Have put this to someone .. about putting me up in a flat somewhere, where I can run a business for them. Never thought of this previously .. but .. wish I bloody well had!

If I could find somewhere where I could live in, like a caretaker, that would be cool. If this is somewhere, where I could reach nature spots with a camera either on foot or using my mountain bike then even better!

Way too oppressed here and without being registered I cannot do anything.

Had hoped that hitting social media like I have that something would come up .. someone would have an idea? Doing things online for others .. political or otherwise .. promoting things for them?

My .. devices are all playing up now too .. I do not know if this is their age .. but a lot of devices are playing up from wifi to phones and computers so do not know it is down to the magnetic field doing some high-jinks?

Cannot be certain just yet.

Could achieve so much if I could just shake off the anxiety .. get something to calm the tachycardia and arrhythmia down and had access to the right equipment.

Justice or death is what I am all about. Provoke and anger the establishment to do something .. end my turmoil or shoot me. That ha been the plan since I realised three years ago they were messing with what I had spent four years building up. Helping as many as I could along the way.