DWP POLICIES HARM NHS

Whoops!

Two of these incoming. The other was exactly what I predicted.

This one states that the DWP policies are causing an extra burden on the NHS?

My God are they actually treating people?

Funny though that this these send to go against what I know to be fact..

Fobbed off with no diagnosis, no proper referral and checks as has happened to both me and my daughter .. NHS saves money, DWP saves money and Local Councils save money.

The following story is all in the DWP though.

This statement about the DWP costing the NHS money seems to have come from a charity?

Funny then that no one in the government, not the health secretary or any other members of parliament have picked up on this?

I knew this was going to happen. Doctors and nurses told me this was going to happen and intelligent people I spoke to knew this was going to happen. Hell, even a pharmacist said this was a ticking time bomb over two years ago!

https://www.thecanary.co/uk/analysis/2018/06/19/a-senseless-and-unfounded-dwp-policy-is-causing-harm-to-claimants-and-costing-the-nhs-millions-says-a-charity/

LIFE IS TOO MUCH

Oh boy .. I had a surprisingly bad day.

It is days like today, and only one aspect of everything that is wrong, that make we want to just lay down and die. Except you can't.

Wood-plastic-grass-wood!

About that in a moment.

So today I had to try and get to this .. GP Surgery that I was concerned was a bit too far away from where I currently am. I got a stupid suggestion off someone yesterday when I stated I was going to try and go today. “There is a housing association next door, go in there and register while you are there”.

Groan! Yeah .. you cannot directly register with housing associations and have never been able to, one of my many long term hatreds of housing associations.

You have to be referred by a council and to do that you need to be registered and with a registered .. address.

I cannot do this either and .. there is a fundamental problem with even doing that. Financially which I am not going to get into or give details for but unless I can be assured I will indeed get help .. the process will end up fucking me over for the last time.

Anyway due to my over-heating body temperature, my feet, my memory and my motion sickness which is not motion sickness, all on my medical notes, and with my heart issues too due to my low magnesium, former on my medical notes while the latter not, I was not looking forward to it.

'Something is going to go wrong' I kept thinking.

It did. But it was not what I expected.

Another phone-call from someone getting something off their chest before making excuses to go, stating they will phone me back and not and I then try to register. Once I had found the elusive building, that is.

Door locked? Oh there is a buzzer entry system. '

Bzzzz'.

“Hello?”.

“Ah, hello I am here to register with you?” I said not feeling too good but do not know what is going on.

“Oh everyone is on lunch, you have to come back at 2pm”.

Ooh boy.

I was feeling .. well, not right. I ended up having a Mighty Malt drink thinking that would perk me up a little but I just got worse. I returned and pressed the buzzer .. no answer.

I walked away and sat down.

Eventually as it turned out when you buzz they open the door but I did not hear anything and assumed someone would speak to me when I buzzed.

I am still not registered .. apparently despite it being a GP Surgery for people with no fixed abode, which I am currently with blame entirely on the public services, you still need to be sent away and told to come back. To register. Despite having the completed forms.

Yeah I felt this was not going to work out.

I got a big message about that when I tried to get back ..

• Ran out of energy repeatedly
• Had to sit down several times
• Had to stop several times and just lean on my stick with one hand with the other resting on my left though
• Kept asking myself what in the f.. is going on
• Had palpitations but not strong .. this was just no energy
• Hand on my chest a few times as I wondered if my heart was actually slowing down and this is why I was getting out of breath?!

I really, really .. thought I was not going to get back here and the mere thought of trying to get back to this place was terrifying me and I did not want to go through that again!

Now I am at my wits end wondering how I am going to get around this?!

Well .. that is .. after I fell asleep for an unknown length of time, regardless of how much I fought the urge to fall asleep. I did think about going over to the park but any more walking was really, really .. off-putting even though it is only about 50 metres away. In fact this must ge the first day in many weeks I have not visited the park. Only days I can think of was when I got some photographs of Sedge Warblers when I was in fact in another location, a marsh, and on my bike.

Oh my God.

Jesus Christ is this how modern life or just life n the UK is going to be from now on?

You have a condition that can kill you at worse or put you through a lot of grief and anxiety at best and your forced to do things over and over that aggravate all of this?! It is sheer utter madness and goes against all of the oaths that they swear to.

Considering that the last eight (had to edit this) surgeries ..

• Forest Road Medical Centre (Over Haitus Hernia)
• Carlton House Surgery (Over foot pain, Anxiety left me when I had taken ovedose)
• Dr Rooban's Surgery (Over drug amounts)
• Abernethy House Surgery (Over drug amounts, inguinal hernia, drug types and false accusations)
• Willow House Surgery (existence of NHS departments and specialists and existence of drugs)
• The Town Surgery (by ommision and missing Hypomagnesemia stuff not referring over Hypertension, messed drugs about that did not work)
• Devaney Medical Centre (Missed cause to heart stuff in medical records giving out drug I did not want, had previously and stated does not work .. did not care)

.. got it wrong and/or lied .. what are the chances anyone that has been through all that is really over-keen on getting registered with yet another surgery when they have a 100% failure rate?!

It is funny too as I have not told a single person about the difficulties I have had today .. not to anyone's face or by phone or even by text message.

Cannot help wondering how long that will be, outside of my daughter when she calls.

Everyone wants to talk about their gripes .. even the trivial ones and the others not quite on my scale and .. people rarely ask my about mine and yet .. I am thinking maybe this is because they do not want to help? This just occurred to me.

I was thinking earlier how if no one knows what difficulties your having then they do not know whether you need help or not, though I am not sure how they could even help.

But then I thought maybe this is their way of avoiding the help by way of not knowing because if something goes wrong down the line they can say to each other ..

'Oh well if I knew things were this bad I could have offered help!'

Yeah well you first off have to know and you also need to .. ask or even allow the other person to speak and not just reel of insignificant or trivial things like they are the end of the world? Lol.

Oh and tonight I have a bunch of people on Facebook who are quite obviously naïve and saying that “Any good solicitor will tell you the correct procedure is to go through the complaints process” and referring to the NHS no less.

What?! What?! You have to be fucking kidding me?! Really?!

They are probably the same people wondering how the NHS are getting away with stuff .. even murder. Well .. duh! Because naïve people believe you need to follow the convoluted process, or intended obstacle, they throw up in front of you.

As I said to them .. it is like going around to a burglar, pre or post burglary, and asking him to play nice?! Stupid!

Besides that the GP practice I have not been with for months, since around September 2017 and therefore wont have access to my records. I asked for that and did not even get the full fucking records, only the last two years with the important part that has cost me everything missing from it as if it was fully intended?!

This omission is not nly convenient it makes a test on my medical records look accurate when it was not. Possibly also the intention .. except they must have known I was already Hypomagnesemia as despite never being mentioned along with everything else .. Osteopenia is on it and that is just one of several signs of it. A testable sign of it. This was missed by the same GP that said I had the aforementioned Hypomagnesemia. That does not include the fact that my long suffering from anxiety, tiredness (like today) and other things are down to this. Like my palpitations and tachycardia which as also on my medical records.

What .. POSSIBLE fucking outcome would you possibly get from pointing out to the people that have lied and made serious mistakes that you now know about this?!

I have put this same question to Slater & Gordon as I am quite dumbfounded by this and as for that Facebook page to do with medical negligence in the NHS?

Yeah well I am a member of two pages on this subject and god knows how many others there are but am wondering if this is a government scheme to catch people with complaints?

Arg. Yeah I did not post this straight away and now I have a pain my chest. Go figure!

I lose track sometimes of the pains I have in the course of a day now .. hmm ..

• Feet
  • Plantar fasciitis in reverse
  • Fibromyalgia
• Chest
  • Pain, Palpitations, Arrhythmia, Tightness, Breathlessness
  • Long term effects of the missed then ignored Hypomagnesemia
• Teeth
  • Decay they couldn't figure out but now Hypomagnesemia
• Eye Socket
  • Told was Dermatitis but is Behcet's Disease it now turns out

Added to this

• Anxiety
• Nausea
• Tiredness though not every single day
  • First thought Fibromyalgia but now could be Hypomagnesemia
• Memory Loss
  • First thought Fibromyalgia but now could be Hypomagnesemia
• Right Knee though not every single day
  • A completely separate and a physical thing
  • Cannot recall what it was .. was clutching my knee in pain as he pointed out what it was
• Hips
  • Ache half the time, thankfully not every day

In the summer this is accompanied by ..

• Body Overheating

If I try to go anywhere with anything heavy in a bag ..

• Shoulder
• Back
• Intense Stomach Pain that can last 12 to 24 hours
• Vomiting

Occasional ..

• Ankle Clicking (Achilles Tendinitis of 20 years plus from what I now know to be Behcet's Disease)
• Toe Locking (Left foot only middle toe locks)
• Metatarsalgia (Also left foot only)

There are long list of others that are only occasional or even one offs that could potentially come back ..

• Costochondrytis (yeah .. really do not want that coming back .. EVER!)
• Many others I cannot recall and can not be bothered to look up

It really is the illness from hell itself ..

That has several fatal aspects that you simply cannot .. measure or estimate in any way, as far as I know.

Unless there are some tests or scans I have yet to come across? Hmm deciding to look ..

A magnesium test may be recommended as part of a series of tests if you have symptoms such as nausea, weakness or cardiac arrhythmia (irregular heartbeat). You may have abnormal levels of magnesium, calcium or potassium in your blood.

I guess they just forgot about my previous low magnesium diagnosis or forgot to text magnesium levels or did and forgot ask me me if I was taking anything .. which again they would have gotten from my medical records .. if it is actually there of course?!

And from the NHS' own website too, lol ..

https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/magnesium-test/ 

Then there is everything to do with my daughter to think about ..

• Hypomagnesium
• 'S' Protein Deficiency
• Behcet's Disease
• Cervical Cancer
• Autism in granddaughter that is s
• Severe
• Violent
• Doesn't sleep
• Home not big enough
• Not getting proper financial help
• Not getting the EXTRA financial help
• Forced to work
• No one at all to depend on or rely on
• Did have me for a bit but
• Evil Trinity Struck to save money

If you are not aware .. there are two media publications out and a big one coming and they have gotten bigger with each publication.

More planned later in the year and I will post links on here when the next one is published .. in 

Nine days time!

EDIT:

I think I forgot to mention just for those that have similar issues ..

I had actually cycled for three days in a row in the days preceding this journey and I had wondered if this had an effect?

I had done this in the hope that the heart palpitations might die down because I realised some months ago they had gotten worse when I cycled a lot less.

I did realise this was a possibility while I was up north and my bike was not only still stuck in London I had nowhere to store it and .. no help while I was up there so could not retrieve it. When my daughter moved home the house she got was nowhere near big enough and a bike was too dangerous to have in the house with the kids.

As stated many, many times in the last four years .. I had been told to cycle because of my Fibromyalgia .. when they announced I was going to lose all my benefits I went downhill fast and I always end up not cycling when this happens.

When I had gotten out of that situation months later I had received inheritance and had bought a car so was still not cycling. In all that time my heart issues gradually became worse.

So I figured maybe .. just maybe if I started cycling again, which I have done around a dozen times in the last couple of months, that hopefully the heart issues may become less of a problem?

I also used to switch too, one day cycling one day on foot if I had to go out. This may have been helping me more than I realised too and I wondered if three days might have been too much. Also on the day immediately before this journey, two days ago, I actually deliberately stayed out longer because I have been having my old trouble sleeping.

If anyone has gone back far enough they will know I hate the insomnia crap and even last night I did not get asleep until after 5am. In fact I had decided that if I was awake after 6am I was going to go to the shop, buy a Monster drink and sit in the park.

I am somewhat surprised that I woke up before 10am!

THE WHIP GROWS LONGER

This is almost a follow up to my last post about Theresa May intending to use the word 'avoidable deaths' in a speech about artificial intelligence and the use of it in the fight against cancer.

Oh how that one is going to blow up in their faces in the coming years?!

Yup .. that is apparently what she is going to say, if she has not already uttered those words?

It is funny as I often think about the people who are OK with what the government are doing and have been doing for a long time now.

What I fond most surprising about it is this ..

• By agreeing to their actions you are effectively an accomplice to murder
• This is murder .. knowingly causing the death of someone is murder
• Except and in many cases this is the worst kind of death
• Involving pain
• Involving anguish
• Involving Starvation
• Eventually involving death in many, many cases
• Yup .. it is murder

But what I do not know is what it is these agreeable and secretly amoral and murderous people think that they are protecting?

The money?

The country? Which in effect from what I have seen is just about the money all over again.

The jobs of the people who are now trained/expected/brainwashed to lie .. even though they are getting paid via the public's taxes? This is OK is it? They have jobs but despite the fact they lie. cheat, are paid to save people but are complicit in killing them it is all OK because they hove jobs?!

It is downright hypocrisy at the end of the day.

I also find it funny that when people start to argue or defend stupid, pointless and senseless things that the reasons they provide are downright laughable. Utterly ridiculous in many, many cases.

There was a report that made its way to me .. I think it was posted to the DPAC Facebook page and is a report by The Independent Newspaper.

In it it states that a .. scheme whereby benefit claimants an challenge the DWP and government regarding sanctions is going to stop. I did not even know that there as a scheme and I thought this was something to do with a scheme being brought in or sanctions being dropped?! But no .. of course it is not. The government stated that they are dropping this scheme because it is too much of a burden on them?! Aww poor, poor government, what ever will they do? Such a terrible .. umm .. burden this must be on all their lives. Yeah way worse than what they have been doing to individuals, jobless, families and children?!

Well at least vulnerable people, disabled people and children are not affected, right? Oh .. wait?

I think it was the use of the word 'Burden' that made me think it was the sanctions being bloody well dropped and I feel like a damn fool for even thinking that the government was capable of doing the right thing before history marks them all as murderers?

https://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/politics/government-benefits-scheme-scrapped-yellow-card-claimants-poverty-department-work-pensions-a8361311.html

DAMNED IF YOU DO

I am .. annoyed with myself.

I have been drawn into an argument that became loud and heated by someone that thinks everything bad in their life, and their past, trumps everyone else. Even those with cancer, to which they have now done this twice to two separate people. One dead and one not.

For thirty years we have heard that they have health conditions and could die any day. In recent years I have lost a number of people to death and so have they but it still makes no difference.

Despite being told by a friend that he thinks I have been amazing to go four weeks without them starting an argument or me being drawn into one, I am still annoyed with myself.

Fortunately there is someone missing from this equation today .. as of this morning away for two days but .. if they hear what has happened .. I am going to get it in the neck, despite notbeing the perpetrator.

But then the perpetrator loves to twist the truth .. they are someone that not only like to play the victim card but likes to sit there cutting out all the victim cards ready for them to use upon getting the slightest excuse. Well .. excuses are not really needed nor have been used for many years.

You see if you try to talk about any subject and within ten minutes the subject gets changed. If you try to state there is no relevance to the subject matter they claim that there is and need to talk, because it is 'important' when it is not, for the next two hours. There never will be nor never is anything of relevance. It switches to politics and leftist attitudes are brought in and then about their .. health condition. Then it moves onto how their kids do not give a crap about them .. despite the fact we all suffer from anxiety and that they are the most stressful person in the world to be around. My friends fear being around them for more than a few minutes. Hence why I was told I have been amazing to last this long.

At the end when they are losing or lost the argument facts then get tossed out the window and divide and conquer techniques that should stay in the school playground, come into it. “You DON'T KNOW what the others say about you!” is one common line. Yeah .. that is fucking relevant! The other is and I had today “you have done nothing but talk about your health conditions since you got here!” I knew that one would come so I said “Oh, do I?! So how many chest episodes and blackouts have I had since I got here?!” They then walked out the room and upstairs.

After hearing about how none of us give a shit about them because they cannot go on about their epilepsy, which is mild and I have never witnessed an episode and no grand mal, for a few hours I said “My daughter has fucking cancer that will kill her and I have to listen about this?!”

A friend of mine recently stated, upon hearing of a few things she said and a few other things I have heard her say, that they need to speak to a professional. I said “I have been telling you that for fucking years!”

To be fair .. I knew that the situation could get like this when I came here .. but not this bad and not every single fucking day. After a whiff of this heading in that direction I had no choice but to cut the conversation short and retreat to a room 6ft by 9ft. Does not leave a lot of space with some essentials in there, let me tell you. Hence I was praised for going this long by one .. while two siblings out of four will blame me when they find out this has occurred.

The hilarious thing is that the very first thing that I stated in that hour or two conversation is that I need to go and see a Doctor. This person never got to hear why it is that I need to see one .. that is how much it is me that does all the talking. But I listened to stories and whinging that I have heard a dozen times since I got here. Hence why I have had to walk out of the room several times while they was in mid sentence. There were plenty of other times I simply left the room before it even had a chance to head in its unavoidable direction. That was purely being tactical. As my siblings all say that spending too much time, normally anywhere between five and ten minutes, will result in it ending this way and that is without fail.

But I have had to stay here and for longer than I had planned too. Oddly enough this amount of time is down to one of the two that will complain to me. In fact of they do I will point out that had they not taken so long to advertise my car, around three weeks, I would have sold it and already be gone and therefore this argument would not have occurred at all.

It simply is not normal anyway and like someone said to me in a strange tone as to get across how much worse things are than even they realised “Oooh nooo, Martin. They really need to speak to a professional!” by which he meant a psychiatrist. I said that I had been saying this for years .. but as I also stated .. they would be convenient with the truth, make themselves look like the victim and do that to get attention, ammunition to use against us in the hope that they would change us. SO we all sit around as a family while they harp on about the past for four hours solid. Not a single one of us can handle this but then as I have found out through others .. they would not put up with it for a single moment and none understand how we have done it for all these years.

It is an absolutely crazy situation that I have liked to blame on the NHS for the last fifteen years or so but .. like I said I do not know, at the end of the day, if the blame is warranted or can be attributed because .. I tend to feel like they LOVE being like this and doing this. Even one sibling mentioned the “victim card” which is a phrase I am familiar with but never thought I would hear anyone in my family use to describe this person?!

Oh and why do I need to go to see a Doctor? Because I have these really bad leg pains as a result of a vitamin deficiency that for the lest few years have been controlled by vitamin pills. Well for the last three days they appear to be refusing to work and I have leg pains that have become worse over those three days.

I had already started to rub my legs in the evenings the last couple days .. this morning I was rubbing my legs like crazy .. rubbing them while making a cup of tea, prior to said incident, and have been while typing this out.

After this I need to Google this to see what is going on, as it is Saturday and I am worried this will now get worse. Though I have just remembered though I already took one vitamin pill this was singly and I need to take my usual pills that has another and different vitamin pill in. In other words I would have taken two, vitamin overdoses not withstanding, to see if that stops the pain?

But I came back here nevertheless.

This would go some way to explaining how bad things got where I was?

I had previously told people I would rather die than ever have to live here again and I never foresee it ever happening .. up until about five weeks ago, that is.

So it is down to the sale of my car .. which was forced out of my hands by the one that started to argument. Left to someone else that took three weeks to advertise it, already had the pics before coming back here, who will blame me for this. Remembering I am the only one in my family with a registered disability?! Homeless temporarily for the sixth time.

Then there is the PIP fiasco and the DWP and Job Centre lying and taking money away, from my disability to that of starting my own business. Would never have been forced to come back here at all of it were not for that.

Solicitor trying to get my PIP back? Taken well over a year and I would not have come back here at all had this been sorted out much earlier!

What else? Oh of course the public services refusing point blank to do anything at all for a single mother of four children, two testes as Autistic, who herself has cancer?!

This is not forgetting the absolute balls-ups the Police have created while all this was going on .. plus previous balls-ups.

As I walk into my room I see a message from my daughter, ooh have I not mentioned her? It is a photo of a bill that HMRC sent her as they have done thousands upon thousand, if not tens of thousands upon tens of thousands, of others.

The letter states that despite receiving the exact same money for many many years, as it has done with all the other single mothers that received this fuck-up of a letter, that one year was an overpayment and they want the money back?! That is over £5,000 and do you recall about me stating that the 'bean-counters' cannot count?

Four children, being paid £25 of their £100 per week rent. Capped for various reasons, no council tax benefit and no fucking help moving house and now has to pay £5,300?!

If anyone cannot work out that there is much more going out than coming in without the need for a calculator then they are a fucking idiot!

My daughter said to me “How can the Tories be doing stuff like trying to use a court to take away the human rights of disabled people and the British public still sit on their arses?” I told her I do not know but that I have the same problem with my blog. Everyone is either very naïve, highly amoral or that this country is largely made up of a mixture of those two. “But they would not get away with it in France?” is often a response I get to explaining that to anyone.

So I am manded if I do and damned if I don't in my current situation ..

If I say anything at all and get to finish it is all too much for someone, stress wise despite the anxiety thing being an issue for the four they complain about.

If I try to say anything I am often cut-off to a tirade of whining about very old stuff reminisced about because no one else's problems are as big or as serious as theirs.

If I say nothing, or indeed if we say nothing, we are all bastards because we do not tell them anything! Despite me telling her for fucking years that she does not give us the chance 99% of the time so we gave up trying a long time ago. Not one of us but FIVE of us and the penny still does not drop! Or they do not care because it is just something else to complain about?

Now with the homelessness, the cancer, the chest episodes, the other threat of homelessness that involves four children and the one with cancer, the pain being experienced by me, the blackouts, the pain of my daughter and many other things besides you would think that .. well they might put aside whinging about us or me for a few months?!

Not a fucking cat's chance in hell.

Yeah .. they need to speak to someone professional!

But then again.

Funny speaking about naivety as how many people thought Microsoft, Google, Amazon, Starbucks and Apple, among others, were wonderful companies? How many thought they had left leaning ideas and politics only for it to come out that there is no truth in this?

Maybe it requires another year?

STORMS IN MORE PORTS

Hmm.

I was bored out of my mind and with nowhere to go and nothing to do. Probably for the best as I have a terrible ache in my right knee and my back has played up a little.

I am leaping from diabolical boredom and anxiety pangs which has gone of for weeks now. I do not know whether nor not each feeling is going to take a nosedive at some point. My money is on the fact that they will.

It seems as if there is, or looks likely there is going to be, a criminal investigation into ministers of the DWP?

I found details of this in on the website of the tabloid The Independent reports that someone quoted as a 'disabled activist' named John McArdle of a campaign group called Black Triangle lodged a complaint with Police back in March, 2016.

The report was published back in early May and I am at a loss as to why I am only hearing about this now?

Here is an excerpt from report...

Campaigners have long accused the DWP's fit-to-work tests of causing deaths and have pointed to a number of suicides that took place in light of sanctions.

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/politics/iain-duncan-smith-police-assessing-possible-investigation-into-dwp-ministers-over-fit-to-work-tests-a7020471.html

I can not help wondering if this case got buried or is still ongoing?

Interesting to see that there is an avenue to take members of the government to court.

The comments section once again shows, like the last one I linked in a recent post, what the feeling is of the public and how sickened they are at what has been going on.

Just more evidence that more an more of the public are becoming aware of the lies, corruption and downright inhumane treatment of the disabled.

Once again there is talk of the amount of suicides that have gone on since they started treating the sick and disabled this way. Funny how they are quick to make TV documentaries of some people cheating the DWP of money but we have yet to see anything at all of the absolute hell they have made of people's lives as well as the number of deaths they cause.

Do not worry though, they will keep you informed of Big Brother, I'm a Celebrity and other reality TV shows along with celebrity gossip.

An interesting couple of comments left is one asking how in the world 'are they allowing this to happen' and a response stating 'how are WE allowing this to happen?'

What they have done is used a tiny percentage of the claimants that give everyone else a bad name, used this to fool and manipulate the public and allowed the public services to perform far greater crimes than those cheating the system. 

Because this has resulted in the untimely deaths of many, many people.

Funny as I thought if you took actions that drove anyone to death this would be as bad as murder ... driving someone to suicide is no different to committing murder. You just do not actually get your hands ... well, dirty.

These were supposed to be benefit cuts under the 'we are all in it together' banner, not benefits all stop completely and hopefully a few hundred thousands will commit suicide so we do not have to pay out for them any more.

Makes a mockery of the fact that the law an courts will not allow voluntary euthanasia, does it not?