Showing posts with label social services complaints. Show all posts
Showing posts with label social services complaints. Show all posts

Saturday, 8 September 2018

ONE MILLION VICTIMS

Well blow me down and tell me how to cure this shiver down my spine.

My daughter is going to flip later.

She's currently in a meeting with a school and a social worker she's never met before. The usual social worker I now believe is not a social worker and the manager, Chipo and Eve, are apparently both on leave. A seriously understaffed social services in a case they insist is vitally important, bullying my daughter and trying to get her to sign forms because the risk to the children don't turn up yet again.

Except they are NOT on leave and both were seen entering their offices. She then going in to speak to them the enquirer was told that they were both in leave.

Oops!

Either this is intended to wind my daughter up or they lie later on over something I don't know.

But there's been a switch in solicitors and they have vanished since this to place.

Seems like the previous solicitor not only had links to the council but rang the new solicitor and tried get them to drop their new client by lying. Was told that my daughter had been around to five different solicitors?!

That's how sinister things are in the UK.

I'm warned by someone in the know, Ian Josephs (link below) who has fought in court against them defending others, that your can't trust your GP either.

But this was just confirming what I already knew and I've stated this corruption crap week after week in six years since I started blogging and for many years previous.

Twelve years I've known many, many things and going back further than that for many.

Now I have to tell her that a Mirror newspaper report has estimated that the underage girl victims to be a million?!

Now remember and my daughter will explain this to anyone that cares to ask about her story, that I stated ten years ago I wanted to get this out there in the public eye.

As it turned out and because, unlike what most socialists and leftists argue, a lot more of them see underage sex and rape as being OK then I realised.

Three different communities each having a lot of people and all were OK with it and I also learnt of the trick they used to not only rip us off for money but do it repeatedly. Sell everything off once all collected .. leave the country and come back as someone else and repeat.

What I stated to my daughter is that there must be a lot of victims out there and probably number in the thousands or even tens of thousands.

What I was not aware of back then is just how many communities there are out there! In all honesty this was Birkenhead and Liverpool and two cities it was going on in years ago that still have not appeared on any lists and I for one was surprised that there were communities there. There was a long gap but I was visiting and staying in the area frequently starting back around 1990-1.

I am born in Perivale near Greenford West London but grew up in East London and all my siblings were born here on the east side. So I am not from the north-west of England.

In recent times I have seen more and more places as having these Muslim communities and head about the sheer number of victims. AFter a few years when Rotherham broke I head there was a thousand victims. This now turns out to be more Fake News as I have heard that there were 14,000 victims in one area and might have been a single Mosque?!

I did a quick crunch of the numbers and realised what just going on the list or areas that was incomplete and the number of 14,000 that we were talking about a probably minimum of 400,000 victims that would likely be higher. 

Taking into account that the list of areas where grooming gags had been exposed being around the 30 mark and with two missing and with three in my head I expect to appear on it I thought that number might double or even treble?

Going on this I estimated that the final figure could be 500000, giving them the benefit of the doubt, be closer to one million if I was right and maybe even as high as 1.5 Million or more if they are actually all the same as I feared and stated.

So now we have a figure of one million published ..

By one of the newspapers that ignored evidence I sent them in 2012.

Mirror, Sun Independent, i, Observer, Telegraph, Daily Mail (shocked they did not respond), Guardian and all others even including the Morning Star. With the last one I thought they were supposed to be caring towards suffering while the Daily Mail would love to print something about Muslims. None responded.

Sky News, BBC News, Channel 5 News and Channel 4 News were also all contacted. Once again there was zero response and it has taken me six years to figure out why this was.

So I will not be told by a bunch of fucking mad leftists with zero experience, zero understanding and zero sympathy to tell me I am wrong!

Check the 3,700 plus posts of this blog going back to 2012, I held off starting the blog due to something serious I was involved in which saved many, many lives. As well achieving that and being told by the secret services and two Merseyside Detectives, latter a four hour recording exists, that I was a genius. Secret Services stated that and two Detectives, DC Simon Broadhurst being one, who came all the way down to London stated this to my face.

I have recently had the words 'gagging order' stated to me and told this was mentioned by Wirral Council in an email?!

Yeah .. might have something to do with the fact they gave a child born from my under aged daughter to the paedophile father who also had previous to going up to 12 year olds in local parks and showing them a picture of his penis on his phone. The was actually on record previous to him going to court.

Muslims must think that as a nation we are an absolute joke and walk over and I can fully see why now they all want to come here. Instead of being executed or imprisoned they get handed everything, while Brits, whites and even disabled ones, get everything taken way from them.

What I predicted ..

  • Trump Winning
  • Corbyn losing last GE
  • Financial Crisis but have to ask friends/family about that who all called me mad
  • Brexit
  • NHS Scandals
  • Police Scandals
  • Mental Health Crisis
  • Austerity
  • DWP Lies
  • Universal Credit
  • Disability Benefit Crisis
  • Social Services Lies and child deaths as a result
  • Lying Disability Assessors like Atos
  • Courts being corrupt (Prior Tommy Robinson)
  • Grooming Gangs (started 2011 on Facebook)
  • Many, many others

Also I am skilled ..

  • Turned down Doctorate offered by Peter Pasmore at Middlsex University (regretted)
  • BSc Applied Computing (Have a Blog)
  • Herpetologist (Have a Blog)
  • Batrachologist (Blog as above)
  • Ichthyologist (Blog as above)
  • Orchids (Have a Blog)
  • British Wildlife (Have a bog)
  • Astronomy & Astrophysics (Have a blog)
  • Photography (Have a blog)
  • 14 Blogs in Total
Also have ..

  • Flickr Account 
  • Alamy
  • Photofolio
  • Photos have to go through QC and I have been accepted
  • This with blogs was the business that ..
  • The Job Centre and the DWP stabbed me in the back over

  • Have series of horrid disabilities
  • Worried abut my daughter and grandchildren as three, perhaps four, out of five have disabilities
  • Despite this I carry on fighting
  • Lost everything .. home, car, £20,000
  • Google froze ad revenue 
    • Which I will detail on Twitter tomorrow @saintallnights (what else?)
    • Don't mind still displaying ads they still get money for

  • Been trying to find someone to help
  • No advice, charities or help agencies have done a damn thing
  • Either send me to someone else, say there are going to do something and then never hear fro them again or just do not hear from them
  • Tweeting on Twitter hoping that someone would at least help my daughter .. 
    • If this does not happen in the next couple of weeks then there is something definitely wrong
If you are not aware of my daughter's story .. believe me when I say that this following post is a cut down version of the whole story .. they talked about a TV series, book series at one point, two small part published in Love It and Take A Break, latter still has not paid my daughter?!




Now found the link to the One Million Victims on The Mirror's website..


Ian Josephs and advice on forced adoptions ..


Friday, 17 August 2018

A FRIGHTENING TRUTH


I just got an email today ..

Oddly it was right at the moment my daughter was telling me that the social services are back to nasty tricks meaning the last one that turned up lied through her teeth, from Wirral Council.

What follows below is a link I was also told about by my daughter that just popped up on the Liverpool Echo about social services abusing Section 20, which is mentioned below?! Weird!


This is truly scary stuff and I am hoping that some information that has been passed to me is true, that some documents are going to be released very soon that have the potential to bring down the whole sodden house of cards they have created?!

Is this a Jeremy Corbyn involvement or future or is the the typical Tory nasty nonsense?

Or perhaps something to do with Serco who either just run all public services or own all public services?

EMAIL ..

The Golden Rules

 IGNORE UK SOCIAL WORKERS!! They act like police but in fact they have NO AUTHORITY (they rely on bluff, bullying and fear)  .In the UK only police and judges have the authority to give you orders but social workers have no power  at all except to frighten you!!Don’t talk to them  (Just say VERY QUIETLY AND POLITELY ” I am really very sorry but I have been advised NOT to chat with you !). If however they get angry or aggressive by all means  ask them for their HCPC  registration numbers! (see below)


Never write to them,,never go to their meetings (You will be outnumbered by at least five or six to one and bullied accordingly), They are your ENEMIES !!They earn their living taking children so tell your children never to  answer their questions but to say” mummy (or daddy) says we must not talk to you unless mummy is there too “.Never obey them, you must never do what your enemies tell you to do ! (seems obvious but few parents realise this )Fight every step of the way and refuse every demand they make of you !Think of the “SS” as SPIDERS with a nasty web! If you enter the web at the edge (speaking to them ,discussing your case, and going to meetings) you will eventually be sucked into the middle (the family court system) and swallowed up ;(your child fostered or adopted).Refuse to go near their web (speaking to them etc) and you stand a good chance of surviving.

Never never believe what they say unless it is in writing (and even then be cautious),never sign any documents they give you, (Especially ,NEVER sign a section 20!) . What if a judge orders you to sign a document? I advise you in that case to avoid contempt charges by signing but adding over the signature in very bold letters “Signed Under duress to avoid contempt of court” as this will invalidate any document you have signed !Sometimes the judge will refuse accept the document if you write “Under duress” and still threaten you if you do not sign normally.I advise in this case to say aloud in court”I request that it be noted that I AM SIGNING THIS DOCUMENT UNDER THREAT OF PRISON IF I REFUSE ! That too would render your signature worthless……….

Never allow social workers into your house,fit a small latch chain to your front door, so that if they push their way in and break the chain they will go to jail for “breaking and entering!) If they then call the police let the police in but not the social workers),never make enemies of the police,never let the SS assess you, or send you to the psychobabble charlatans !These hired experts are paid to diagnose nearly every parent who is sent to them with non existent illnesses such as borderline personality disorders or narcissistic traits = you don’t like or admire social workers !Remember also that you cannot trust these experts,counsellors,your midwife or even your own doctor , solicitor or barrister as all have been known to pass on your thoughts and confessions straight to social services who will use them against you in court !

What if the judge asks you why you refused to cooperate  with social workers and other “professionals” ? You answer that they were very rude,hostile , and often shouted at you saying that they would take your children from you and (when applicable) that your baby will be adopted  no matter what you do or say !  Very difficult for any parent to work with people like that !

Remember you have a choice “ignore them ” or “cooperate” and believe me neither choice guarantees success but time has shown that you have a much much better chance of keeping your children by ignoring the ss than by doing what they tell you !If you obey them even though they want to take your children (which makes them your ENEMIES)  you will probably give them the evidence they need in court to take away your children.Ignore them and they often leave you alone to seek easier targets;Never “do everything they tell you “ as they are your enemies not your friends and their intention is to make you lose in court so they can take your kids for good !Everything they tell you to do is to help them take away your children for long term fostercare or adoption.Never “do everything they tell you “ as they are your enemies not your friends and their intention is to make you lose in court so they can take your kids for good !Everything they tell you to do is to help them take away your children for long term fostercare or adoption.


 Remember too if you tell these “professionals” that you “love “your children, that for social workers  and their kind,”love” is a word they never use.They prefer to talk of “bonding ” with children in care,a word more applicable to the players in  professional football teams like Arsenal or Manchester United who certainly “bond” with each other but rarely love each other ! Best to IGNORE social workers telling them politely “I am very sorry but I have been advised not to speak to you “

The “SS” have absolutely NO authority even though they behave like police, so you are not obliged to listen to them or obey them !Their child protection plans ,L.A.C.reviews and similar activities have no legal standing whatever !You should obey orders from a judge in court and obey the police but never cooperate with social workers (unless they have been awarded control of your children via the award of a care order by a family court judge ! ) In that case you will have to cooperate with them to some extent otherwise they will brutally reduce or even stop your contact with your children.If the judge asks you to have a “parenting assessment” you will have to submit but make it very clear to the court and the “SS” beforehand that you will be recording everything to make sure there is no later misunderstanding as to who said what and to whom !Be sure to record yourself telling the social workers this this so that it can if necessary be used in court later !Parents often proudly claim that they were open and honest with social workers admitting all their faults and mistakes! I can only say that if they were selling a second hand car and they honestly and openly admitted that the vehicle was a wreck that they had been trying to get rid of for months the buyer would think they were crazy and would bid them a quick goodbye ! Parents should not lie but equally they should not point out their faults and mistakes to the very persons seeking to exploit them and take away their children !


The “SS” are your enemies(NOT your friends !)Anything they ask you to do or any courses they ask you to take (usually set up to fail you ) are for their benefit not your’s and are simply to make it easier for them to win in court and keep your children in care or send them for adoption!Their top priority is NOT the welfare of the children ;it is to WIN their case in the family court, so they will play every dirty trick in the book to avoid humiliating defeat and a black mark on their record!They will even give you a list of solicitors to “help” you ! Legal aid lawyers are mostly “Professional losers” who gag parents in court and do a deal with social services.However nervous you are in court and however ignorant you are of the law you are still better off representing yourself and speaking for yourself rather  than relying on an enemy who is determined  that you will not speak and that you will lose !You do not need a law degree to be a good parent or to say how much you love your children !

Friday, 3 August 2018

DESTROYING LIVES BASED ON ASSUMPTIONS

In a roundabout way it comes down to this and this is something that my daughter can clarify very, very clearly.

A long, long time ago the authorities and courts to save a few hundred quid decided to base everything on assumptions. While they got paid tens of thousands to hundreds of thousands each year.

They denied an investigation and I gave a warning.

I knew this was a slippery slope at the time. I told the judges, barrister and solicitor this along with Wirral Council.

I went all the way to the .. umm big court in Liverpool. Cannot recall what it was called. High Court?

Anyway ever since then I was proved correct time after time after time. I am still being proved correct today and it is my firm belief that in all these past fifteen years or so all involved do not want me to show that I was right and that they was wrong and have been scurrying around to bury it ever since.

There are many other factors and things involved along the way that many would be very interested in revealing to the world.

But the reason is that.

If I can prove to the world I was correct it undermines every local council and every single court that made the same decisions made upon the same assumptions for the past twenty to thirty years.

That in itself is a scandal of gargantuan proportions and all because they wanted to save a few hundred quid at the time and because of on overly strict rule they had in place.

For the next twenty five years dozens of other shocking things have taken place and there may be a lot more than even I know about?!

Many of these they have been ignoring like the proverbial plague too because over half the country want to talk about it and the other half want to hide it or pretend these things are not happening.

In it's entirety it does not merely have the potential do damage much of the public organisations it WILL damage almost all of these organisations.

They got away with this via removal of legal aid and I suspected as much but never thought for a moment that I would pay so dearly for it nor would my daughter pay for it.

Live and learn.

Thursday, 2 August 2018

LIAR, LIAR PANTS ON FIRE

Found out about my daughter's latest issue and knew one person was involved but did not involve the person I thought, who the Police have or were planning to question.

Nope it involved the lying .. evil person and a mutual friend who stated the following ..


  • They are at my daughter's every day helping
    • Probably tell the council this?!
    • Umm .. no!
      • I am on the phone to her every day and she is barely round there every ten days
  • The story in Love It about the paedophile was all lies
    • Now he has had to move to Australia
      • Very probably a lie
    • She has destroyed the lives of her brothers who are seriously affected
      • Umm .. no .. stealing your own son's money and telling his girlfriend she looks like a horse before throwing her out of the house kinda does that
  • I did not want your brother/cousin to go to prison
    • Yup this is the domestic abuser featured in Take A Break Monthly magazine
    • Like I have repeated constantly .. those articles ignored some very, very major issues
    • Twelve years of heinous crimes
    • Stealing off your own family
    • Being reported at least five times and gotten away with it
    • Lied about having at least six different forms of cancer
    • Lied to me
    • Conspired and lied to council
    • Stolen from family members
    • Lied about a foster family and brought false allegations which destroyed them
    • Encouraged underage girl to have sex with Muslim gang and she had a child from it
    • Ended up encouraging her to go with another lot and another child came from that
    • THEN SHE TURNED 16!!
    • A dozen things here that did not make the cut in the news articles
    • Ask yourselves why?!
This is not even going into all the crap she has had off the authorities for the last 12 or so years.

This doe snot include that because of the above she has some serious problems and her type of cancer is directly attributed to that of the above and that the authorities just LEFT HER! This while in their suppos-ed care!

But they are threatening her today with legal action.

They are lying about her and denying things they were fully informed about.

They are trying to take her children!

And NONE of this involves any of the parts were I was involved! That has a long list behind it to.

Now look at those bullet points. I did not include anything regarding the two stories that have appeared in Love It Magazine, which can be expanded upon. I also did not include that which made it to Take A Break Monthly which can also be expanded upon.

The media agent originally stated that he wanted to see a magazine, book and TV series out of all this, a company called Focus Features Independent Media in Manchester. He also said she was going to be rich, money would not be a problem any more and went silent about three months ago.

Julia Sidwell of Take A Break Magazine also promised a crowd funding event as did Joe the media agent. She also went silent around two months ago.

Two people in the media both suddenly had a change of heart at exactly the same time or did someone get to them?!

So we are sitting around wanting to just die and with our thumbs up our arses wondering if this time .. and FINALLY they are going to get caught?

I am fairly certain that this evil person has been conspiring with the social services as they have been known to do previously.

It may even be that she contacted the magazines and therefore put a stop to any help, because she herself is after something and hence why she is conspiring with the social services again.

The social services, or Wirral Council, have been furiously working to cover up their actions of the last 23 years and so they have their own agenda to pursue.

Jesus will this living nightmare ever fucking end?!

Wednesday, 1 August 2018

Q ANON & THE CHILDREN

Something sinister is going on .. it's been noticed by me and it's been noticed by the media now too.
I've published a look to a YouTube video previously where an interview takes place of someone admitting all this.

It must be stressed by myself that in the video there was one thing that set off alarms ..

The incident involved a council in the North West of England. But in the interview they tried to say it was an isolated case. Even going so far as stating that a neighbouring council was shocked. That latter part may well be true and there just might be decent councils out there? But the former is most certainly not true.

This is because .. it's happened and is happening to me, more specifically my daughter, and a few weeks after toiling over whether councils would actually go this far something happened. On a council complaints page on Facebook a lady asked if anyone else had been threatened by their council with having their kids taken away because they had a .. job?!

Yeah you read that correctly as it's now becoming standard practice to declare you as a bad mother if you work. Calling it neglect.

I thought, Jesus Christ, they are doing this?!

Then over several hours the comments came flooding in. Before long there were over the dozen mothers saying they had either the same or something similar. Nothing from Scotland but all over England and one in Wales.

God knows how many others have commented?!

God knows how many others this is happening to who are not aware of that Facebook page?!

I didn't want to say this to my daughter but did tell her to be careful as they will try and trick and trap her. They have.

One day while in school one of the teachers pulled my daughter to one side. They know her situation, her health .. her autistic children and were shocked that the NHS did an about face and say they are not Autistic .. no Autism no financial help, no proper housing. Who pays for that? The children. The teacher did they don't trust Wirral Council and said that she should be careful. Two mothers in that very school had their children removed.

Think about that for a moment.

One school .. two families this far being taken from there parents!

How many schools exist in the UK?

How about if it's three parents from one school?

Well .. my daughter has cancer and other serious health issues and was recently a victim of domestic violence. Oh yeah .. of your thinking, didn't he say she gets no help? Yeah you would be correct.

Her abuser, we were told, was supposed to get nine years. Someone else who abuses the laws of the UK as well as our system and gets help to do it.

Yeah it turned out he got less than a year,  despite being found guilty and admitting it too.

But at one point the social worker was told, or accused, of planning to help him when he was threaded from prison. Their answer to the domestic abuser was this ..


"Well of course. He's the children's father .. be has rights to see his children"?!

Remember no help to the mother or children.

Threatened with legal action over neglect when she was about to start a job.

Soo .. after a few delays he gets out of prison.

We expect a visit out of the blue from social services and a trap laid out.

Yesterday morning my daughter rings me in a panic. As correctly predicted by me the social worker turned up wielding a form for her to sign.

She reads it and states she's not signing anything without getting legal advice. The social worker says the following ..

"Oh I've never had this situation before! Never had someone refuse to sign a document before!" .. bollocks!

She then says she will come back in a few hours expecting this document to be signed. Makes more statements about my daughter not being ill .. despite being told at meetings and this informing being quoted on the minutes of did meetings. Despite receiving emails from me tearing them a new one over this. Once again like s downing locust in a terrarium of water just keep banging those heads into that corner.

She reads it the letter to me and I'm stunned at what I'm hearing.

Your not going to believe it either and you'll shortly discover neither did someone else whose rather important.

In a short and roundabout way it says that she agrees that if she has anyone contact with her ex that the children, all named in the form, will be taken away from her.

Bad? It gets far, far worse.

It goes on to state that her ex had every right to see his children. Funny they never gave me that right with my daughter over twenty years ago.

It also states that the onus is on my daughter to arrange this contact?!

The only person my daughter knows is her mother who is not to be trusted and her mother doesn't know this but .. the council not only don't trust her but have specifically stated the children are not to be left in her care.

In fact let me tell you this much and it's all I can state at the present time because of the situation and because the council punish all the wrong people .. while others get away with murder ..

There is a whole ten years run of endless giant sized cans of beans with this woman the council don't trust. We're talking a week of front page news stuff. It's just another fucking part that the mainstream news media and the government are trying to put a lid on. This is probably why there has been several investigations, one going on right now, and she never gets punished.

As I said to my daughter .. I warned the authorities twenty years ago. Deaf ears and I was wrong because I'm a man. No investigation.

I warned the authorities ten years ago. No investigation and she gets away with it.

I tried to find my daughter and Wirral Council we complicit in a cover up that involved fake allegations towards my daughter's foster family who refused to work with Wirral Council ever again. He told me himself years later when he found me on Facebook. His name of Stephen Dean.

Six months ago her siblings made complaints to the authorities ..

An investigation was launched while I was there over a crime that's because repeatedly committed over more than ten years. I was sure this time they would go to prison? Nope. I guess exposing what she is means exposing themselves.

I wasn't even involved this time around. But two siblings as well as carers were, all of which reported things.

Well .. this has happened once again. There is currently an investigation. As far as I know £15,000 has been claimed to be missing. There are other things.

Other than myself reporting them twice and the siblings reporting them twice I've no idea if there are any other times? We're talking about a period of more than twenty years here and I was missing for most of it .. against my will. Punished because I was doing a degree at university. I was supposed to sacrifice that according to thick judges with unfair bias.

So yeah .. she can't rely on this person for anything at all. Just so we clear before I stated again that ..
My daughter is banned from seeing her ex she had no desire to anyway .. but they keep insisting she does .. even saying that she saw him walking near the property he is not supposed to no about. When my daughter went to look saying, where? She then said "Of hrs gone now". Oddly my daughter had also had strange things days to her by the person under investigation. She's been trying to say that my daughter is seeing her ex and stating some bizarre things over the phone. To make it sound to others that my daughter is seeing her ex.

I'm wondering whether another collision is taking place?! Which is why I get so disappointed when their other illegal activities don't come to anything.

NOTE: This just in!

I've just come off several phonecalls and I'm told that the Police are now involved. Apparently they are going to ask questions .. awkward .. questions.

Now this is coming from the perpetrator who is a terrible liar. I mean a terrible, terrible liar.

Just come off the phone again and remember be staying there might will be other investigations?! Well .. yup.

First off let's get just a few of the lies out of the way. She's had more than half a dozen forms of cancer and should have died five years ago. She hasn't. But one time I was involved in the lie and I say next to them in a hospital and ..

.. sorry I keep getting phonecalls about this. Six it so thus far ..

Yes so the cancer sufferer to sitting next to me in a waiting room with chemotherapy treatment on her lap. That was thirteen years ago for cancer of the uterus.

My solicitor friend at the time told me she would last five years. It's hard to operate on.

Not only is she still alive over twelve years later, don't know how long she allegedly had it twelve years ago, but she has since admitted she lied about it.

Shocking? Gets worse ..

In these twelve years she's also claimed to have had six or more other forms of cancer! Also admitted several months ago she lied about.

The first one was to apparently win my sympathy in an attempt to start a relationship with me. Not even jesting.

I've now discovered that she was investigated and accused when her boyfriend was done fur fraud via Royal Mail. Taking letters and envelopes and shredding them and taking them to the rubbish tip. But away with it by claiming they didn't know what was in the letters they was throwing away. Boyfriend got charged though!

I've also just been told that the social worker stating that she just see the domestic abuser she claimed to see might have been a lie? My daughter told me that the social worker has never met her husband as he was in prison. So how does she know what he looked like?

I did say that his face made the front page of the Liverpool Echo and she may have seen that .. yes over this domestic abuse.

We've made the news media no less than three times .. and yet .. she still gets refused help, lied to, lied about and traps laid out before her?!

Seem pretty sure of themselves don't you think?

It's almost as if someone somewhere is sure that they can do all this and it will NEVER make the media?!

So I've been wondering if this weird phonecall from this thief might have been in collision with social services? That they might have been sitting there to get proof, or their version of it, to put to a court that my daughter had been seeing her ex. So that they can take the four children after already taking one?

But I've also stated for years long before I knew how low local councils can go that they are both lazy and .. fucking stupid. One department refuses point black to walk across a hallway and talk to another. I've said before the members of the public are expected to go all the way to their council offices, get documents from one department after waiting for an hour or more. Go and get a ticket for another department then wait for another hour and hand it over? That's what they do and I've lambasted them for it for years.

Well ..

The social worker never came back for her signed form. The one that both I and a solicitor claimed was a deliberate trap to take the children by accusing her of something she hadn't done. Or bring forced to do so they cities trap her.

Not allowed to see ex but ..

He has a right to see the children so need to do something about it.

If she sees ex that take the kids. If she doesn't let ex see the kids they .. take the kids.

Well ..

Maybe .. just maybe, this person's name came up as it's social services after all?

Except we talking Child Social Services here along with Adult Social Services. Maybe it got around that the Police are now investigating?

If this is the case any collusion I think likely happened between the child social services and this .. evil .. perpetrator got blown out of the water?

They may well have realised that they were about to fall victim to their own trap?!

Imagine it?

They collude with the perpetrator and take the children and then there key witness hits all the newspapers, local or national, with her twelve years of crimes?!

Then it's looked into and it's discovered that she's been reported more than five times, that we know if don't forget, by different people just in the last ten years alone?!

Then it's discovered the council were protecting this domestic abuser and what he is. Then it's discovered they protected three other abusers of my daughter?!

Of course it would all then be discovered that the mainstream news media have not only been ignoring this but ignoring 90% of the story, minimum, for the last ten years?!

This is all just another singular part of our story that spans across dozens of parts.

I think that much is likely very obvious from what I've put here?! It should be.

Now I've been praying for a very, very long time that this person is not only finally caught but that it makes the tabloids. Of course anyone that's been here know that I've published the links and magazine covers regarding two other parts to this story. I'll publish it here, in other words.

Then finally some important people with power .. somewhere might actually be able to help.

Maybe .. just maybe this nightmare could be brought to an end before it is ended for us in a horrific way.

Of course if my grandchildren are ever taken? I'll have to find a way of moving back north to be with my daughter again. Until she gets her children back .. again.

So yeah if you suspect that the are some sinister things going on in the UK? It's far worse than you imagine.

But an ever growing number of people are realising this.

Added to this concern is ask the talk of paedophile rings ..

In the UK .. we know about the BBC, politicians and Muslim rings. We pretty much know they have been protected. We're part of all this, of it had not been picked up on yet.

There's even been talk regarding royalty?!

There's all that reported in America too. Talk of Police, politicians and Hollywood. Pedogate, pizzagate, Hollyweird and probably others?

Now you have this 'Q' character of Q-Anon.

After Julian Assange.

After Edward Snowdon.

Many are picking up on QAnon and even Lionel Nation on YouTube who had pieces on Russia Today TV news.

This QAnon is growing. It's believed to have some links to Donald Trump bit no idea if this is the case? Lionel Nation had stated he believes at least three people are behind the posts. It mentions big things are coming out. I think it has something to do with exposing paedophiles too?

Interestingly .. Lionel Nation also correctly points out that .. the mainstream media have no even given this a mention?! Interesting and I had not even considered that they would obviously stay away from this? Probably because they think they might get exposed?

Everyone says everywhere but mainly on Twitter and YouTube that the paedophilia is going on a lot more than you realise.

I know nothing about the countries in Europe, by the way.

Now consider the fact that what I've talked about and provided links to and am going through ..

That there is a huge, huge rise in taking children away from there parents using lies and trickery?

That they are trying to take away my grandchildren?!

With all this horrifying talk about paedophilia going on everywhere both here in the UK and in the USA?!

Wouldn't you start getting fucking scared of they came after your children too?!

Yup this is long and I've worked on this for several hours in between having I've half a dozen phonecalls about it.

Many might think Too Long Didn't Read and probably the same ones defending paedophilia jokes and statements online?

But this is the abuse and maybe even murder of children we are talking about here?!

Plus some things are unavoidably wrong because you just have no other choice but to run through every detail. If you don't then your not doing your job properly.

And as for not doing your jobs properly? Yeah .. I'm not a public service like the Police, Local Council, DWP, NHS, Probate or a UK court and I believe in looking at everything as well as doing my job properly.

And unlike them .. I don't even fucking get paid by the public .. forcibly. To do nothing, lie, twist, cheat or just omit.

Never would I succumb to those demands .. ever!

Oh and it gets worse as I have had another phonecall .. whereby I was reminded that giving evidence in Crown Court a few moths back my daughter, was not under accusation, was called a liar by the CPS .. repeatedly while being cross examined by them without a solicitor present. Ignoring the laws of this land as does everyone else in the public services because they think themselves above the law.

I was also told that this perpetrator offered to look after all my grandchildren for the evening, this evening so that my daughter could have a break?

Now pay attention ..

Never once as she ever done this before.

She took one child one night and then brought her back .. saying that she could not handle the child and her Autism. Who remember does not have Autism .. well she did .. then after getting ten times worse they claim that she did not. Now she is going to look after two children with Autism and two others?!

The one who colluded with Wirral Council against an innocent foster family?

Whose currently under their third or fourth investigation?

Who had a weird phone-call with my daughter about her seeing her ex that had me state that I think she was saying this for someone else's benefit? I have now since wondered if it was for a social worker?!

I stated that one of two things was going on here ..

Either they have recorded your conversation because it look damning and makes you appear to be admitting that you are seeing your domestic abuser husband or ..

They think you will go and see him and will either wait outside your house to follow you or wait outside where your husband is to see if you turn up?!

You really cannot make this shit up!

I also said that is a crying shame that my blogs did not build up more over the years as they would never try this but that ..

Maybe I am my own worst enemy here? Maybe if I had been right-wing and of some christian faith religion I would have gotten more attention and there would be more of an outrage over this?

I said how I have been disappointed that no one got on contact with me .. despite my contacting and commenting and that I had hoped that someone from YouTube would go and interview her. In which case stop the evil council and obviously now complicit and corrupt courts from taking my grandchildren?!

I sit here typing this not believing I am typing this shit!

I had to listen to my daughter tell me that if they took her children away she would be the very next person, out of a sadly long line of them, that would throw herself off a bridge in the Wirral.

Something she tells me she nearly did when she was in care when she was 14, yes she is 25 and yes it has gone on that long with the council and not fucking ONCE have I ever gotten an news media interested!

I told her that I would have no choice if they took the children than to come back to be with her .. no choice at all! I told her she cannot do that because of the children .. they are under and will be under threat.

How can I tell her that I have been worried all this time about the questions people raise with all these paedophile rings about where all the children are coming from?

I also stated that it is a shame I was not a part of the larger christian community in the UK because if they discovered what we know they would raise bloody hell over it all. Well .. at least I like to think so.





March of this year and a report about the troubling surge in The Economist ..

Thursday, 19 July 2018

SOME MOTHER'S DON'T HAVE 'EM

Well this was expected ..

After hearing that something is going around Facebook to do with a social worker boasting on her account about how she broke up a family I then see this.

Amid a push from social services to take children away from working mothers I'm wondering if the mothers in this story below are are of what's going on?!

I have heard my daughter talk about this breakfast club thing at my grandchildren's school. Sounded bad but didn't know it was this bad.

My daughter gets to use this as the school feel sorry for her. What with the cancer, Hypomagnesemia and other serious health concerns she has.

Plus the only person she left to rely on is a lazy, evil, selfish, lying twat.

My daughter became an alcoholic before she even reached adulthood and the social services defended her the person that drove her to this, ten years ago now. They defended her over twenty years ago when I warned them about this and thought that they finally understood? But .. no.

She has even ran into trouble with the other side of the social services, didn't even know they're was one. Investigated over something she's been doing for ten years now. Still not caught them. Their own siblings have reported them while I have reported them and now another authority had reported them. Twenty five fecking years and still nothing.

She's also the most evil thing around but judgemental towards others ..

I knew that the next one in line would end up going the exact same way. They have.

After an embarrassing kerfuffle where a young girl was insulted (told attractive young girl she looked like a horse??) and then thrown out her boyfriend started .. DRINKING!!

He had his birthday money of around 150 to 180 stolen by this person and asked someone else if they could lend then money as they can only afford one single bottle of Vodka!

So let's look at this shall we?!

  • One child, mine, life's destroyed and cancer as just one result
  • Her child's life destroyed
  • Four others in the process of being destroyed
  • Younger brother having his life destroyed
  • Grandmother having her life destroyed
  • Leaving one other child who themselves have anxiety issues .. because of this person


The person who had caused all the above even has two siblings refuse to have anything to do with them ..

.. annoyingly I thought they would at least be around to protect my daughter?! But .. no.

I bet they would have plenty of things to say to me?!

So here we have this story of mothers traveling at 1am .. and sitting outside a school at 3am?! To get their children into somewhere so that they can contribute their careers and work?!

I wonder if they know that children are being taken away from their parents all over the country because they do work?!

Oh on paper it will say something completely different as one recent whistle-blower put it ..

They are altering reports to make the parents look bad and the social services look good and knowingly lying to the courts.

I can't imagine what affect this is going to have on the society in Britain when this becomes widely known?

Mothers forced to use breakfast clubs while social services trying to trip them up to take their children away from them?

According to this new trends local councils are stating that your an unfit mother of you work and have children.

Where those that are supposed to given this country have pushed us into an age where both parents have to work to get by?!

Fucking .. morons! Evil, lying sons of bitches that couldn't raise a fire rubbing their only two brain cells together.

More than 130 parents queue at school gates from 3am to make sure kids get into breakfast club http://flip.it/C8WTq4

Wednesday, 11 July 2018

A SET OF SINISTER EVENTS

Something very weird is going on.

I said previously that myself and my daughter are being targeted?

I could have posted something a few days back, because my daughter was in court. Afterwards she called me and told me that she thought that the court and/or the Police were trying to set her up and tried to make out he was a liar. I told her to be careful.

One of the things she was asked was whether or not the domestic abuser husband had been in contact and my daughter said no and that she moved house so that he did not know where she was. It was the one single reason for moving and I know this because I was there and it was where a large portion of my money went.

Today she rings me to tell me that a single envelope came through the door with three cards inside of it that look curiously like Anya and Elsa from Disney's Frozen and Spiderman .. who all three the child recipients are obsessed with. As they state the word 'Daddy' on them one can only assume that they are from their father. Except he is in prison still, it turns out, and the envelope had a stamped but was not franked. Or stamped by the Post Office making it look like they were put through the door by hand?!

Except there are a few other problems with this ..


  • Police would not know what characters the kids were obsessed with
  • Only five people knew about these characters ..
    • My evil ex
    • Social Worker
    • Myself
    • My Daughter
    • My Daughter's best friend .. 'L'
  • Also he cannot read English or write English
Now when I saw the pictures below I simply could not believe it, despite stating to my daughter to be very careful.

After recent events .. it was obvious they were going to try and destroy my daughter's character and this was first attempted by the social services and now seems to be a few other people. The Police could not have picked those characters. Unless informed about them by someone else, as what with the very recent question about whether she had been in contact with her abuser husband they have asked if he has contacted her. Obviously and within a week these three cards turn up and it looks highly suspicious.

Of course after having my benefits cut without any sanctions beforehand then it now looks to us that we are being specifically targeted. Because we know too much.

I have tried to get others involved in this in recent times but no joy yet.







Is this how far social justice in the UK public services goes now?

Destroy someone's character to make themselves look correct?

Because they have to let someone out of prison 9 years earlier than they stated?

It feels as if they want us both dead and in all honesty after all the treatment we have have had in ten years we sometimes feel like that, much more so me than her. But I hang on and put up with the torture and pain because I do not want to do this to her.

I would be there now if it were not for the fact that my own health would be a terrible burden .. part of the reason I came back.

Saturday, 7 July 2018

THE HORSE'S MOUTH

Yeah kinda told you.

Also this social worker blowing the whistle thought the she thing I did ..

Taking the children and placing them with other couples? Check!

Also how does altering the paperwork on children after the report is made in favour of the social services.

Sorry but they need to go .. ALL OF THEM!

I am not the only one who thinks this .. just umm check the comments section of the video on YouTube below!

They think in the interview this is an isolated case but I was being inundated by woman being subjected to this all across England.



Friday, 22 June 2018

THE SOCIAL DISGRACE


Right now tell me what is going on here?

Helping people back to work are they? So can anyone tell me why they are forcing you not to work?!

Along with several pages on corruption within the NHS, which according to one person who was an absolute idiot who commented there is no conspiracies, there are also pages on Social Services complaints. There are also loads on the DWP with PIP, DLA, ESA and UC all having several pages each. Each page has anywhere between dozens for the newer ones to hundreds and even thousands. Maybe even tens of thousands. Added to these are other variations of it .. like disabled groups there are several.

All these are doing the same thing and all have this weird demographic thing going on no one talks about. They do not even see it until I point it out privately and then I get “OOOH YEAAAH? I did not even notice that?!”

So .. in case you missed it .. my daughter, who has five children, four with her thanks to the social services being such wonderful people, she was forced to go to work .. while having a dangerous condition that can kill her of

  • Hypomagnesemia.
    • Which I also have.
  • Blood clot problem with 'S' Protein
    • Which it looks like they missed in my whole family
  • Folate Deficiency
  • Did I mention she has cervical cancer?!

Oddly since I posted that she had to take a job .. I then explained that she was ..

  • Threatened with Legal Action
  • For not going to a domestic violence course
  • Had to give up a job .. wait for it ..
  • Mentoring other women on domestic violence

Yeah .. I kid you not!

Since then I wanted to cover this in greater detail but I need to hear of other cases ot his happening and of course as is always the case in these instances ..

I knew full well there would be others because there is obviously a push .. to make a certain amount of mothers look extremely bad!

As I type this I have put a message on the page for people to contact me with permission for their names to be used and the name of the councils involved.

I am very, very eager and have been for a long time now to determine with councils if this is a nationwide thing? I am sure that it is with everything but with councils it is tricky.

With the NHS and DWP it is easy as they are nationwide but if I can show a pattern with local councils, especially right now then I will cause the harm and hopefully they will be forced to change?

Of course this is a Serco thing. Google Serco and look at the results you get just in Google and then go to their 'About Us' page? Privatised? Yup .. everything and they run it all even the armed forces!

Oh .. my .. God!

One of these women are literally a mile or two from me?! Lol!

  • AH
  • LB - working as a carer ss (social services) told me i was putting job before kids and wanted me to give up my job”
  • EXD – Accusation of neglect
  • JT -
  • JB -
  • AD -
  • YN -
  • CC -
  • SS
  • EP -
  • EG -
  • LW -
  • ND -
  • CL -


Ten after a couple hours .. let us see what transpires over the next 24 hours?

  • The Councils that were named ..
    • Central Bedfordshire
    • Grimsby
    • Southampton
    • Wirral
  • Had to do some digging to find the others involved for people that did not name their councils, probably from fear but you should never allow them to scare you ..
    • Derbyshire County Council
    • Doncaster Council
    • Bournemouth Council
    • Portsmouth City Council
    • Erewash Borough Council (Near Nottingham and Derby)
    • Dyffryn Ardudwy (North Wales south of Anglesey) Community Council
    • Preston City Council
    • Absolutely no doubt whatsoever there are a lot more?!

This is already pretty much spread out.

Let me make this perfectly .. clear ..

There are no ifs or buts .. the government is giving single mothers two choices ..

  • Be a lazy freeloader that will be starved to death
  • Or work, be taken to court and listed as a bad mother and have your kids taken away
  • But where do they intend for these children to go, I have to ask?
  • In light of recent claims and accusations .. this could be the story of a lifetime?!

Soo .. then? Which is it?

I mean .. you will get sanctioned under Universal Credit if you look for a job so starve or freeze to death or fall over and break your neck when you go several days without electricity .. unless you look for a job ..

..

In which case the another third of the evil trinity are just sitting there waiting to take you to court and have you listed as a bad mother and take your kids away .. unless you give up that job?!

How the FUCK .. does THAT WORK?!

Are the fucking clinically insane or so stupidly up to something that they are making it obvious?!

Oh .. but watch the mainstream media ignore this one like they do everything else and I am absolutely fucking certain the same demographic applies I this case too?!

I will tell you something else too .. despite everything that I post I have not tried to draw attention to myself or my blog for a long time .. because recent political leanings your not allowed to say certain things .. it is OK for some groups of people to suffer and die as long as you do not hurt the feelings of another group and this is just .. wrong.

This demographic just keeps coming up over and over and over again and I have been noticing it for ten years now.

What I have wanted to point out that this is intentional by the government to create divisions and the only possible and feasible reasons I can come up with are not good.

I have spoken to many others, face to face, online, on social media and each time that I point this out there eyes go wide with awe. They simply cannot believe they have not noticed this before.

I then explain my theory about divide and conquer and they say what I just did ..

That it is the only plausible explanation and agree with me!

The government is helping, well we all know is forcing, you into work and they help even more with the following which The Mirror is reporting that your also being forced to pay up to £1,000 childcare upfront?! Here you go ..


UK Social Services Facebook group on corruption, there are probably more, with 9,818 members .. I cn asure you this is about to go up ..


Tuesday, 12 June 2018

LIFE IS TOO MUCH

Oh boy .. I had a surprisingly bad day.

It is days like today, and only one aspect of everything that is wrong, that make we want to just lay down and die. Except you can't.

Wood-plastic-grass-wood!

About that in a moment.

So today I had to try and get to this .. GP Surgery that I was concerned was a bit too far away from where I currently am. I got a stupid suggestion off someone yesterday when I stated I was going to try and go today. “There is a housing association next door, go in there and register while you are there”.

Groan! Yeah .. you cannot directly register with housing associations and have never been able to, one of my many long term hatreds of housing associations.

You have to be referred by a council and to do that you need to be registered and with a registered .. address.

I cannot do this either and .. there is a fundamental problem with even doing that. Financially which I am not going to get into or give details for but unless I can be assured I will indeed get help .. the process will end up fucking me over for the last time.

Anyway due to my over-heating body temperature, my feet, my memory and my motion sickness which is not motion sickness, all on my medical notes, and with my heart issues too due to my low magnesium, former on my medical notes while the latter not, I was not looking forward to it.

'Something is going to go wrong' I kept thinking.

It did. But it was not what I expected.

Another phone-call from someone getting something off their chest before making excuses to go, stating they will phone me back and not and I then try to register. Once I had found the elusive building, that is.

Door locked? Oh there is a buzzer entry system. '

Bzzzz'.

“Hello?”.

“Ah, hello I am here to register with you?” I said not feeling too good but do not know what is going on.

“Oh everyone is on lunch, you have to come back at 2pm”.

Ooh boy.

I was feeling .. well, not right. I ended up having a Mighty Malt drink thinking that would perk me up a little but I just got worse. I returned and pressed the buzzer .. no answer.

I walked away and sat down.

Eventually as it turned out when you buzz they open the door but I did not hear anything and assumed someone would speak to me when I buzzed.

I am still not registered .. apparently despite it being a GP Surgery for people with no fixed abode, which I am currently with blame entirely on the public services, you still need to be sent away and told to come back. To register. Despite having the completed forms.

Yeah I felt this was not going to work out.

I got a big message about that when I tried to get back ..

  • Ran out of energy repeatedly
  • Had to sit down several times
  • Had to stop several times and just lean on my stick with one hand with the other resting on my left though
  • Kept asking myself what in the f.. is going on
  • Had palpitations but not strong .. this was just no energy
  • Hand on my chest a few times as I wondered if my heart was actually slowing down and this is why I was getting out of breath?!

I really, really .. thought I was not going to get back here and the mere thought of trying to get back to this place was terrifying me and I did not want to go through that again!

Now I am at my wits end wondering how I am going to get around this?!

Well .. that is .. after I fell asleep for an unknown length of time, regardless of how much I fought the urge to fall asleep. I did think about going over to the park but any more walking was really, really .. off-putting even though it is only about 50 metres away. In fact this must ge the first day in many weeks I have not visited the park. Only days I can think of was when I got some photographs of Sedge Warblers when I was in fact in another location, a marsh, and on my bike.

Oh my God.

Jesus Christ is this how modern life or just life n the UK is going to be from now on?

You have a condition that can kill you at worse or put you through a lot of grief and anxiety at best and your forced to do things over and over that aggravate all of this?! It is sheer utter madness and goes against all of the oaths that they swear to.

Considering that the last eight (had to edit this) surgeries ..

  • Forest Road Medical Centre (Over Haitus Hernia)
  • Carlton House Surgery (Over foot pain, Anxiety left me when I had taken ovedose)
  • Dr Rooban's Surgery (Over drug amounts)
  • Abernethy House Surgery (Over drug amounts, inguinal hernia, drug types and false accusations)
  • Willow House Surgery (existence of NHS departments and specialists and existence of drugs)
  • The Town Surgery (by ommision and missing Hypomagnesemia stuff not referring over Hypertension, messed drugs about that did not work)
  • Devaney Medical Centre (Missed cause to heart stuff in medical records giving out drug I did not want, had previously and stated does not work .. did not care)

.. got it wrong and/or lied .. what are the chances anyone that has been through all that is really over-keen on getting registered with yet another surgery when they have a 100% failure rate?!

It is funny too as I have not told a single person about the difficulties I have had today .. not to anyone's face or by phone or even by text message.

Cannot help wondering how long that will be, outside of my daughter when she calls.

Everyone wants to talk about their gripes .. even the trivial ones and the others not quite on my scale and .. people rarely ask my about mine and yet .. I am thinking maybe this is because they do not want to help? This just occurred to me.

I was thinking earlier how if no one knows what difficulties your having then they do not know whether you need help or not, though I am not sure how they could even help.

But then I thought maybe this is their way of avoiding the help by way of not knowing because if something goes wrong down the line they can say to each other ..

'Oh well if I knew things were this bad I could have offered help!'

Yeah well you first off have to know and you also need to .. ask or even allow the other person to speak and not just reel of insignificant or trivial things like they are the end of the world? Lol.

Oh and tonight I have a bunch of people on Facebook who are quite obviously naïve and saying that “Any good solicitor will tell you the correct procedure is to go through the complaints process” and referring to the NHS no less.

What?! What?! You have to be fucking kidding me?! Really?!

They are probably the same people wondering how the NHS are getting away with stuff .. even murder. Well .. duh! Because naïve people believe you need to follow the convoluted process, or intended obstacle, they throw up in front of you.

As I said to them .. it is like going around to a burglar, pre or post burglary, and asking him to play nice?! Stupid!

Besides that the GP practice I have not been with for months, since around September 2017 and therefore wont have access to my records. I asked for that and did not even get the full fucking records, only the last two years with the important part that has cost me everything missing from it as if it was fully intended?!

This omission is not nly convenient it makes a test on my medical records look accurate when it was not. Possibly also the intention .. except they must have known I was already Hypomagnesemia as despite never being mentioned along with everything else .. Osteopenia is on it and that is just one of several signs of it. A testable sign of it. This was missed by the same GP that said I had the aforementioned Hypomagnesemia. That does not include the fact that my long suffering from anxiety, tiredness (like today) and other things are down to this. Like my palpitations and tachycardia which as also on my medical records.

What .. POSSIBLE fucking outcome would you possibly get from pointing out to the people that have lied and made serious mistakes that you now know about this?!

I have put this same question to Slater & Gordon as I am quite dumbfounded by this and as for that Facebook page to do with medical negligence in the NHS?

Yeah well I am a member of two pages on this subject and god knows how many others there are but am wondering if this is a government scheme to catch people with complaints?

Arg. Yeah I did not post this straight away and now I have a pain my chest. Go figure!

I lose track sometimes of the pains I have in the course of a day now .. hmm ..

  • Feet
    • Plantar fasciitis in reverse
    • Fibromyalgia
  • Chest
    • Pain, Palpitations, Arrhythmia, Tightness, Breathlessness
    • Long term effects of the missed then ignored Hypomagnesemia
  • Teeth
    • Decay they couldn't figure out but now Hypomagnesemia
  • Eye Socket
    • Told was Dermatitis but is Behcet's Disease it now turns out

Added to this

  • Anxiety
  • Nausea
  • Tiredness though not every single day
    • First thought Fibromyalgia but now could be Hypomagnesemia
  • Memory Loss
    • First thought Fibromyalgia but now could be Hypomagnesemia
  • Right Knee though not every single day
    • A completely separate and a physical thing
    • Cannot recall what it was .. was clutching my knee in pain as he pointed out what it was
  • Hips
    • Ache half the time, thankfully not every day

In the summer this is accompanied by ..

  • Body Overheating

If I try to go anywhere with anything heavy in a bag ..

  • Shoulder
  • Back
  • Intense Stomach Pain that can last 12 to 24 hours
  • Vomiting

Occasional ..

  • Ankle Clicking (Achilles Tendinitis of 20 years plus from what I now know to be Behcet's Disease)
  • Toe Locking (Left foot only middle toe locks)
  • Metatarsalgia (Also left foot only)

There are long list of others that are only occasional or even one offs that could potentially come back ..
  • Costochondrytis (yeah .. really do not want that coming back .. EVER!)
  • Many others I cannot recall and can not be bothered to look up

It really is the illness from hell itself ..

That has several fatal aspects that you simply cannot .. measure or estimate in any way, as far as I know.

Unless there are some tests or scans I have yet to come across? Hmm deciding to look ..

A magnesium test may be recommended as part of a series of tests if you have symptoms such as nausea, weakness or cardiac arrhythmia (irregular heartbeat). You may have abnormal levels of magnesium, calcium or potassium in your blood.

I guess they just forgot about my previous low magnesium diagnosis or forgot to text magnesium levels or did and forgot ask me me if I was taking anything .. which again they would have gotten from my medical records .. if it is actually there of course?!

And from the NHS' own website too, lol ..

https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/magnesium-test/ 

Then there is everything to do with my daughter to think about ..

  • Hypomagnesium
  • 'S' Protein Deficiency
  • Behcet's Disease
  • Cervical Cancer
  • Autism in granddaughter that is s
    • Severe
    • Violent
    • Doesn't sleep
  • Home not big enough
  • Not getting proper financial help
  • Not getting the EXTRA financial help
  • Forced to work
  • No one at all to depend on or rely on
  • Did have me for a bit but
    • Evil Trinity Struck to save money
If you are not aware .. there are two media publications out and a big one coming and they have gotten bigger with each publication.

More planned later in the year and I will post links on here when the next one is published .. in 

Nine days time!

EDIT:

I think I forgot to mention just for those that have similar issues ..

I had actually cycled for three days in a row in the days preceding this journey and I had wondered if this had an effect?

I had done this in the hope that the heart palpitations might die down because I realised some months ago they had gotten worse when I cycled a lot less.

I did realise this was a possibility while I was up north and my bike was not only still stuck in London I had nowhere to store it and .. no help while I was up there so could not retrieve it. When my daughter moved home the house she got was nowhere near big enough and a bike was too dangerous to have in the house with the kids.

As stated many, many times in the last four years .. I had been told to cycle because of my Fibromyalgia .. when they announced I was going to lose all my benefits I went downhill fast and I always end up not cycling when this happens.

When I had gotten out of that situation months later I had received inheritance and had bought a car so was still not cycling. In all that time my heart issues gradually became worse.

So I figured maybe .. just maybe if I started cycling again, which I have done around a dozen times in the last couple of months, that hopefully the heart issues may become less of a problem?

I also used to switch too, one day cycling one day on foot if I had to go out. This may have been helping me more than I realised too and I wondered if three days might have been too much. Also on the day immediately before this journey, two days ago, I actually deliberately stayed out longer because I have been having my old trouble sleeping.

If anyone has gone back far enough they will know I hate the insomnia crap and even last night I did not get asleep until after 5am. In fact I had decided that if I was awake after 6am I was going to go to the shop, buy a Monster drink and sit in the park.

I am somewhat surprised that I woke up before 10am!