LIAR, LIAR PANTS ON FIRE

Found out about my daughter's latest issue and knew one person was involved but did not involve the person I thought, who the Police have or were planning to question.

Nope it involved the lying .. evil person and a mutual friend who stated the following ..

• They are at my daughter's every day helping
• Probably tell the council this?!
• Umm .. no!
• I am on the phone to her every day and she is barely round there every ten days
• The story in Love It about the paedophile was all lies
• Now he has had to move to Australia
• Very probably a lie
• She has destroyed the lives of her brothers who are seriously affected
• Umm .. no .. stealing your own son's money and telling his girlfriend she looks like a horse before throwing her out of the house kinda does that
• I did not want your brother/cousin to go to prison
• Yup this is the domestic abuser featured in Take A Break Monthly magazine
• Like I have repeated constantly .. those articles ignored some very, very major issues
• Twelve years of heinous crimes
• Stealing off your own family
• Being reported at least five times and gotten away with it
• Lied about having at least six different forms of cancer
• Lied to me
• Conspired and lied to council
• Stolen from family members
• Lied about a foster family and brought false allegations which destroyed them
• Encouraged underage girl to have sex with Muslim gang and she had a child from it
• Ended up encouraging her to go with another lot and another child came from that
• THEN SHE TURNED 16!!
• A dozen things here that did not make the cut in the news articles
• Ask yourselves why?!

This is not even going into all the crap she has had off the authorities for the last 12 or so years.

This doe snot include that because of the above she has some serious problems and her type of cancer is directly attributed to that of the above and that the authorities just LEFT HER! This while in their suppos-ed care!

But they are threatening her today with legal action.

They are lying about her and denying things they were fully informed about.

They are trying to take her children!

And NONE of this involves any of the parts were I was involved! That has a long list behind it to.

Now look at those bullet points. I did not include anything regarding the two stories that have appeared in Love It Magazine, which can be expanded upon. I also did not include that which made it to Take A Break Monthly which can also be expanded upon.

The media agent originally stated that he wanted to see a magazine, book and TV series out of all this, a company called Focus Features Independent Media in Manchester. He also said she was going to be rich, money would not be a problem any more and went silent about three months ago.

Julia Sidwell of Take A Break Magazine also promised a crowd funding event as did Joe the media agent. She also went silent around two months ago.

Two people in the media both suddenly had a change of heart at exactly the same time or did someone get to them?!

So we are sitting around wanting to just die and with our thumbs up our arses wondering if this time .. and FINALLY they are going to get caught?

I am fairly certain that this evil person has been conspiring with the social services as they have been known to do previously.

It may even be that she contacted the magazines and therefore put a stop to any help, because she herself is after something and hence why she is conspiring with the social services again.

The social services, or Wirral Council, have been furiously working to cover up their actions of the last 23 years and so they have their own agenda to pursue.

Jesus will this living nightmare ever fucking end?!

A HARD FOUR DAYS

I want to get something out just for the record ..

.. just in case anything was to happen.

I was forced into a situation that was supposed to be just two days and ended up at four days. I also ended up spending that time with someone .. which was pretty much unavoidable.

The only place near here where I can relax and do the things that I have been doing for years and did not do much of all last year is the only place this other person like to frequent. The one time I went down there on my own I managed to bump into them in no time at all. So after thinking that I would be down there on my own that lasted, very literally, all of five minutes of arriving.

Now this person should be an adult .. but often does not behave like one.

Your not allowed to talk about anything they do not want to talk about and even when your talking about the things that they do .. they can get irritable over something that you have said and they get snappy and sarcastic.

If that is not annoying enough .. sometimes they start talking about the things they do not want you talking about, like complaining about a certain someone, and then when you want to get your two penneth in they then cut you off, complain that they are getting pissed off and depressed and do not want to talk about it any longer. Mid sentence. Yah .. really.

On the second or third day .. we bumped into a couple of guys that he knows .. only knows in respect to bumping into. Not knows to the point of going round for an evening for coffee and a chat, you understand. The first guy we bumped into mentioned a protest he was either at or saw on the Internet that I had watched a video about the night before. I mentioned this in a previous post but I left out one small detail. This is politics and a subject that the person I had to spend the time with does not like. Me and Brian chatted quite a lot about this and I could tell that the person I was with did not like and and knowing them .. was probably getting pissed off. He gets pissed off very easily and a few others would testify to that. Very, very easily pissed off and cannot stop himself from being quite sarcastic to the point in the end where you want to thump him.

He is also impatient .. something that another member of the family has complained about for years and he will often just walk off leaving you standing there.

Just like the one other person in this house that should .. they also have not asked a single time about my daughter and as I am talking about my mother and a brother and my daughter has cervical cancer you would think that this was a given. But .. no.

Nothing was said about this .. conversation about politics.

Yesterday I had two weird moments..

First I was filming a Dunnock, a bird, which I later uploaded to my YouTube channel and the last words I heard were “I cannot get it to focus” on trying to get a picture with a Sony camera .. WHICH I GAVE HIM! He had obviously wanted to move on because as I finished filming and just prior to taking a few more shots .. he looked like he was half a mile away near a bend in the path.

Now remember .. I have several things wrong with me.

I took a few more shots and started walking where I last see him but he was gone. At the point where he was there was two different paths and a bridge so could have gone one of three ways. I went one and before long had a choice of two paths once again. I chose another one and before long I had another two. Then another two. I was in Walthamstow Marshes and walking towards Coppermill Lane and I know he always likes going to Walthamstow Wetlands so I headed there. No sign of him. I sat on the edge of a reservoir doing some photography for awhile before moving off. I had decided at this point that if he was going to be childish so be it and I would be more than happy to spend the day on my own .. doing my own thing as I have always done. Only now I am aware of this low magnesium thing possibly resulting in me needing hospital care. Even this Sudden Death thing I read about. Heart palpitations, Calcification of the arteries or blood supply and they already detected heart wall hardening well over a year ago, maybe two? But at least I did not have my expensive camera with me so that if I collapsed someone would not steal it. If I lost that .. I would rather be dead.

I had also wanted to go back to a spot where I had seen some Grey Wagtails and a Reed Bunting where I also had a chance of seeing a Kingfisher. Eventually I did that.

While sitting at this other location over a mile from the previous one this person rolls up. He actually makes some excuses about being separated and tries to blame it on me and asks me where I went?! This was so typical of him.

Not wanting an argument and knowing one will most certainly start up I just ignored him and did not state the facts of what happened which would obviously make him look like he was at fault ..

“I did not go ANYWHERE. It was YOU that walked off .. I was standing still filming a Dunnock, how could it have been me?”

Now remember this for later but if I told my mother this I know she would say “Oh he does that with me and moans that I take too long!” because she has told me stories about this.

Now upon coming back here we was at a roundabout where the traffic was horrendous and I turned around and said ..

“Look at this traffic? My cycling around with a ten grand camera on my bike among all this traffic would make me nervous?”

This is not over getting hit by a car, I have done that already. No it is just about the camera getting damaged. So imagine my confusion when he says ..

“Oh I don't give a shit me. I would just take it to Clissold Park and no one would be taking it off me without killing me!” in a sarcastic tone?

I said “What? What has that got to do with anything, I was just talking about the traffic” to which he snapped back “I am just saying, your always worried about the camera!” to which I said “Umm .. do you want to think about what you just said? Your saying that I should take a £10,000 camera to a local park where there is nothing to photograph and get into a fight with half a dozen guys that might decide to mug me? Let is stop playing the hard man for a moment please, I was just saying that because of the camera getting damaged, not stolen!” to which he then said something sarcastic and I said “Well we are very different people you and I” to which he said “Yes” in a sarcastic tone, was walking faster which meant he was pissed off .. yeah HE was pissed off, got on his bike and just fucked off and left me.

There are two in this house that like to switch to their own examples/stories/actions that bear no fucking correlation whatsoever to the subject your talking about and then get ratty with you when your the one confused and asked them why they have done this.

Like a said .. a child.

It made me laugh because he does not talk to strangers like this and if he did talk to either of these two guys like that they simply would not have anything to do with him any longer. But he thinks he is perfect, but complains about this attitude in others, and everyone else is weird. I mean he would not have dared to get annoyed with the other guy who was talking about the state this country was in with me.

So I got back here several minutes after he did.

Last night I was heading down the landing to the toilet when I heard him say “I just spent three days with him doing my head in ..” and did not hear any more than that.

He was telling this to my mother and the only reason I fucking heard it was because another idiot had taken the doors off their hinges downstairs.

The only reason I had to spend four days with him was because the two days I was supposed to be out of here were turned into four. The first day I was told that no one was allowed upstairs .. which was odd because later on I discovered that the two other members of this household spent the day upstairs. I was lied to in other words.

I was also cooked for last night when I had specifically told them not to and after hearing that lie stated felt physically sick and wanted to throw up .. to the point of wanting to make myself throw up.

I had only eaten because I was worried I would get muscles spasms .. due to being forced out and overdoing it .. just to keep others happy who do not give a fucking shit about anyone else but themselves.

In fact I can tell you this much .. I speak, though not to one of them of late, two two people that do not like each other and both have said this ..

They are amazed I have not exploded living here and think that my brother is being deliberately provocative and my mother is deliberately trying to kill me. One of these people know them well and is not related to them while the other one does not know them very much at all while IS related to them.

Needless to say my anxiety came back last night.

So on top of being spoken to like shit as per usual, having an argument start using something completely unrelated to an innocent remark I made. Hips hurting like hell. Calf muscles hurting like hell. Thigh muscles hurting like hell. Sunburnt nose, neck and bottom of my legs. Anxiety playing up on and off. Feet hurting. Tired. Worried like hell and wondering if I am going to get to a God damn court hearing I am hoping will get me out of this hell hole with these cruel and selfish people. Oops .. ranted on a bit there.

Yeah it was tough and now gone back to being borderline unbearable and though it did not need to be I have this awkward situation where the twats stuff is in my room .. yeah figure this ..

I am forced despite my protests to remove my stuff out of my room .. only to replace it with this person's stuff from his room ..

Think about it for a moment? Why?!

Why make an empty space only to fill it with someone else's stuff from their room? I cannot get access to most of my stuff and neither can this other person. Why?! For the fucking love of God, WHY?!

But if you complain about this to the other person he pulls his usual trick ..

“Oh you just have to go along with it just to keep the peace or you end up getting it in the neck. Don't complain about it or I will not hear the end of it!”

But I have heard him have a dig at my mother over pathetic things, though she is no fucking angel, believe me or ask her cousin, Anne. Or ask my sister. Or my other brother who wont talk to her at all. In fact I am sure it was over .. ketchup? Something to do with dinner I think? It was something menial that is for sure.

My God .. are there no hippy communes full of tinfoil hatters out there that are all computer whizzes? I would like to live in a community like that .. in a country setting would be even better!

No Hare-Kirshna communes though! Or other weird cults.

EDIT: Oh and I forgot a fifth thing. When this guy Brian asked about us getting home I told him it was OK because we had workmen in the house .. I was later digged at and told not to talk about that with him?!

Yeah .. I am deadly serious .. see my memory? I had forgotten about that one! Lol.

Oh and he has never had anything expensive so he has no fucking idea how he would be with a £10,000 camera on him in a local park!

He is also not a Doctor, not the smartest cookie in the jar, never even spoken to a Doctor but made it abundantly clear in yet another dig that "I do NOT have Fibromyalgia" and even said that I did not at one stage .. stating, clearly it was my age?!

Like I said .. fucking infuriating.

LITERALLY STUPID

Wait, what's this?

I start up a crowd funding site for a young mother who has Fibromyalgia, Cervical Cancer, one child with severe Autism, a possible second child with Autism and a victim of domestic abuse.

Over eight months she has had social workers, victim support workers, family support workers, health visitors, Independent Reviewing Officers and Ofsted staff. Each and every one of them promised her help.

Not a single one helped her. Not even to move house. In fact ..

She was lied to for the entire time, except for the original health visitor who was subsequently taken off her case.

She was misled over many things.

Complaints got escalated so many times I lost count, I was forced to move away after four months and they continued to escalate the complaints for a couple of months.

Outcome? Zero, NADA, nothing .. ZILCH.

Ooh no I lie! Hey rent payments of 130 a week were reduced to 25 per week before being raised up to 50 per week. Half the rent!

They have also just lied on my granddaughter's report. Stating she settled in well at school? Like fuck did she and my daughter was called in several times because of disruption and behaviour ..

My daughter told the teacher "She is Autistic, that's why she behaves that way. What do you actually expect me to do about it?!"

She has an age of 3.6, really .. I mean .. really?!

My 2.5 year old granddaughter is more advanced in many respects and they said she was Autistic too!!

I told my daughter to contact the people that made the report and to quote me exactly and tell them "I'm being railroaded!"

I also told her to keep the letter somewhere very safe! Because that might end up being the most important piece of evidence to prove what I've said for seven to ten years. That the government has corrupted the NHS and that they work in conjunction with the DWP and Local Councils to fuck over the sick, vulnerable and the disabled.

I've always referred to them as 'the evil trinity'.

How much attention did I get for my crowdfunding for my family? ZERO.

But if you click the link below .. they raised a $1000, I think it was, to buy ..

Elon Musk a fucking COUCH?!

Are people really that uncaring and fucking stupid?

I simply couldn't believe it. Is fanboyism getting so bad that morons will actually raise thousands for someone that's a billionaire .. to buy .. a fucking couch?!

Jesus .. H .. fucking .. Christ ..

I've truly heard it all now!

The internet just crowdfunded billionaire Elon Musk a new couch http://flip.it/rmG8nN

THE LONG SIGH

Oh .. my .. God.

I have someone that is something of a narcissist but has recently told me, during a thirty minute plus lecture, about how they are going to use a counsellor at an institution I happen to know damn well and how they are going to have to talk about all the stuff in their life and their past. This is because an ailment they have is now claimed to not be what they thought it was, umm nor did I, and is something else caused by stress.

Umm .. yeaaah .. except I had to tell them that these people are going to tell them to bury this crap from the past, which has driven us all mad for years, and the look on their face as they went "Err noo .. " before I said "Err yeah. I have had fifteen sessions with them, I have had them before and I know how they work. Christ almighty, I have been telling them to bury this crap for years and not to interrupt us when we are telling them about shit is going on so they can tell us an old sob story for the fiftieth time. It is littered throughout the life of this blog, for Christ's sake!

Then I get told, with hesitation, about how I should be forgetting about my daughter before I said "No! That is stuff that is going on RIGHT NOW. They wont tell you to forget about stuff that is affecting you RIGHT NOW but they WILL tell you about going over ancient history". While listening to this I had to bear some more stories that were ancient history. Told to me yet again as if I have never heard them before when I have heard them many dozens of times over thirty years plus.

#FACEPALM!

Oh if they go where they say they are going they are going to get something of a surprise and I know how long these weekly sessions go on for. So bailing out before it is over is not an option because I will know exactly what has happened. They are not hearing what they want to hear and will walk away. Which is being told they are right. Even though they are not and the proof has been all around them for years. One even got mentioned .. well two actually. How they are not on speaking terms and get no visits from family members.

Yeah well there are five of us .. two confined to rooms here in an attempt to hide and stay out of the way of this crap .. three others reside elsewhere, as did I up until two months ago. Of the three others .. only one has visited and that was briefly and even she has yet again fallen out with the narcissist. But .. the day I was told she had fallen out is not the day I know she had fallen out .. or more accurately, they had fallen out. So I am not sure what has transpired there it is more bullshit again. I can tell you that questioning that would be pointless because if I get bullshit and say it never happened previous and was only recently .. well I not only previously knew the falling out had taken place but I also know that a plan got cancelled because of it. I previously knew of a falling out that was not a falling out despite the fact that there now is a falling out but t only took place last Saturday?! Told that an hour ago! LMAO!

Excuse me I just need to get a dustpan and brush to scoop up my mind which has been boiled into a liquid and oozed out onto the floor!

Now they have NEADS and not epilepsy which is bought about by stress which is why I got a lecture and yeah .. I have to listen to intimate details from my daughter concerning cervical cancer and some horrid things going on with it right now because she has no one else to speak to.

No .. I have still not been asked about this most horrid and terminal illness but I am supposed to hear about NEADS which has once again been explained in a way to make it sound terminal. Again.

Oh and this has not been diagnosed by the way. They read about it!

This is all for the same symptom I have been experiencing on and off for the last 20 years plus and I think my daughter was about two, give or take a few months, the first time I had a major episode about it.

Yeeah .. do not worry about the fact I have the same symptom and they have not figured out what it is, or that I was right about theirs or that I have 260 odd other symptoms along with it or the fact that my daughter has the same as well as cervical cancer, at least one granddaughter with Autism and that I have no idea what in the God damned world is going to happen to any of them! Threatened with homelessness on top of all that. I am currently homeless because of it and a court case in a matter of mere days whereby a lot of the above is resting upon the outcome. Noo .. do not worry about any of that. Just that you have no one to talk to .. well .. talk at, as I stated to someone else.

You do not get to talk without being interrupted to be retold stories you gave bee retold before that bear no resemblance to the current situation or provide no help whatsoever. Though they claim they do until you ask what they provided. Then you get a blank look or some complaining about you not listening. No .. I listened and I did not hear the help or advice on their that you claimed so pleeeease explain to me what I was supposed to take from that two hour lecture of stories I have heard dozens of times previous?! No answer. Because it was not told to help you .. but because they love going over and over old wounds and the excuses and reasnos they have to do it are flimsier than the tin foil used for your roast Turkey.

I also found out something else .. now I have ended up in a couple of arguments with the narcissist and do retreated to a tiny 6ft by 9ft room until a court hearing is heard. But I have not had a disagreement in six weeks and never started with either of the other difficult two .. except and as stated before .. one seemed to be pissed off.

Well as it turns out now, ooh I did earn something from the lecture?! It turns out that .. well I have had a few digs against me, what I eat, what I drink, what I spend my money on, smoking, vaping and even how long I am on the phone or even when my phone rings. Oh and its my fault the smoke alarms went off twice. From vaping. No other possible reason or reasonable one or the fact that it took eight weeks before my vape set off the alarms and that this was odd. Nooo ..

Well it seems they heard me talking about that being difficult on the phone .. to either my daughter though it could have been Mario. Huh .. could have been my sister who ended up saying something and making things worse?! Well she only rings every two or three weeks whereas Mario rings more like every other day and my daughter ever day. In fact my daughter rings several times a day so more likely to be her. Because she is dying and is scared and though there is an operation .. the current stage does not look or sound good, she has a load of pain from the second biopsy and a load of other things besides and no one to talk to about it. I am not scared of me dying but I am her. She is not scared of dying, though it hurt to hear that, but she is of me and we are both fucking terrified about what is going to happen to her four children, my grandchildren.

This has even been talked about with the health professionals and my evil, lying, lazy conniving ex shocked a family suuport worker when she said "I cannot take all of them!" like she was buying rugs in a carpet store. No and I know exactly who she would take and who she would leave ..

Definitely take 'E' and very probably 'L2' but would definitely leave 'L1' and probably 'A'.

There .. a little prediction to destroy an entire local council later on should it get to that stage?!

So yeah the other shit I have had to put up with is because someone overheard something they should not and I said before they are a lot alike? Yeah well it was only a few years ago this person was moaning about someone else because they read text messages on his phone about herself that were none too flattering. Yeeeah .. she should not have been reading someone else's text messages about themselves on a phone that was no theirs?! Seems to work differently when your listening to someone having a private conversation in the next room.

#FACEPALM

Let us forget the fact that they take criticism like bloody children?! Though technically they wre not being criticised .. I was just explaining that things are a little frustrating at times and infuriating at other times.

I cannot go into detail about what my daughter and I speak about but it is not nice and would be shocking to anyone, both what it entails and the fact that it is said to me.

I can also tell you that I have not even told anyone I know of the things I am told and ..

.. what does that fucking tell you?!

CATASTROPHE IN WAITING

So as you will see below we are back with the Liverpool Echo local newspaper.

It seems I just can't escape this particular rag?

I was sent this by my daughter and I could not believe what the story was about or the name of the poor girl that died. Added to this was how long ago this was?!

What are the chances of this?!

The first instance of a young woman under the age of 25 having cervical cancer other than my daughter and she not only lived in the same council borough but has the same fucking name?! What makes this even harder to accept without becoming fucking furious with my own country and government is this was back in 2012?! Six bloody years ago and they were calling to lower the age of smear tests back then?!

My daughter, also called Sophie, said "Dad, the minimum age of shear years in Scotland is 20" to which I pointed out even that minimum age would not have helped this poor girl as she was 19! I then said ..

"What is it with this fucking smear test and that fucking stupid law?!"

I can see me going on a very personal war with this country and the government before very long!

If they thought I was a headache already they have no idea and better not put me into a position where I have nothing to lose?!

There are a lot of things I would not only dearly love to do but have dreamed of doing for a very, very long time now.

It had been becoming every more clearer that there exists an absolutely disgusting disregard for human life by the current Tory British government that has also existed with the previous Labour government.

My skin is currently crawling at the thought of these governments and this .. disgusting attitude.

Makes me sick to my stomach when I think of how they wax lyrical about their care and sympathy for the plights of people of another land.

Ooh it's a bit like when I thought the European Union might actually give a shit about the British people and they didn't give any help to even the disabled people of British society.

When are the majority going to stop voting on hypocritical, two faced, amoral morons?!

Hmm .. mind you of they all are I don't suppose there is much you can do about it .. except abstain.

Ahh that's because everyone that's moral doesn't bother voting anymore meaning only the amoral ones that vote for selfish reasons remain!

Ahh yes it makes sense now. The amoral, selfish and heartless politicians have driven those that vote with morals in mind away from the ballot box.

That's why this country has been getting worse for the last thirty years plus!

If someone else also called Sophie had cervical cancer before the age of 20 and in the same borough then there must be a lot across the entire country?!

So where are the figures? Where are the charities shouting from the rooftops about this?!

Where are the fucking women's TV programmes talking about this on the fucking TV?! No I guess an actress getting two million instead of five is far more important?!

Jesus H. Christ!

This is a young woman with cervical cancer, my Fibromyalgia and on top of all that a severely Autistic daughter, possibly another, four children in all living with her and .. only half her rent being awarded annnnd ..

Refused DLA for her Autistic child!

Every single public service tasked to protect vulnerable and sick people and children not just letting them down but kicking them once they are down!

No point in them existing .. the amoral can save even more money by abolishing them all ..

.. I mean they are not paying out anywhere near as many benefits and before long .. won't be paying out any benefits at all. That's their long term plans according to many anyway.

So abolish them all.

Got this damn court case of my own too which is getting at me and I'm having damn heart issues and with still no Doctor to talk to.

Jesus Christ, these amoral wankers really have this planned out and tied up well.

I foresee an increase in frequency in deaths and all I've come to know in recent times is death.

I've lost count of the number of deaths, in fact, that's occurred in my life in recent years.

Yet the one I'd happily accept still continues on in distress, anxiety and pain not to mention these damn palpitations and chest discomfort.

And what a time to quit smoking to hope improving these symptoms.

Oh any my medical records are full of shit too .. yes I have them ..

Diverticulitis down to pills? Umm nope just as I told them at the time and I haven't taken the offending pills for a couple of years.

Falling unconscious down to pills? Umm nope and take a guess at what I also told those most intelligent of people and what I have not been taking the last couple of years?!

Yeah .. I still blackout and two days ago I spent 18 hours in bad pain and basically the symptoms I thought previously might be Diverticulitis.

Your paying for all these self entitled wankers.

I stated to someone in the last few hours .. or was it yesterday? I stated that as well as being in my current situation with more to think about that any single human mind should .. well more symptoms than any human body should .. that I get weary of it all.

The lies, the amoral people, the corruption, the health issues and the situation along with the battles and the pain. 

I just get so tired of it all at times.

https://www.liverpoolecho.co.uk/news/liverpool-news/aspiring-wirral-model-died-cervical-6839200

THE DAY IN HELL

I told my eldest grandson that there was day I was dreading. It was the same day and two days ago now.

It was the last day the children were at school, although one of them is only in nursery and not been in a couple of weeks.

I have seen a deterioration since I have been here.

I have been expecting blow up of sorts and half expected to be rushed to hospital myself .. if I go between the 28^th December and the 7^th January without being rushed into hospital, appointment on the 4^th January 2018 .. it will be nothing short of surprising.

I said there was a lack of help that I did not expect when I got here. Well it now appears to be worse that I thought.

The claims that the locals all help each other out around here are proving not to be the case, even the ones your related to.

A home move is supposed to take place in the coming days along with Christmas and a while bunch of hospital and Doctors appointments.

I have to take pills that stop complications that can have the effect of deterioration of my health and even premature death, though the latter I would welcome without pain. I have not only been missing those but have not gotten to the Doctors to have my blood pressure pills upped as ordered by the hospital .. that was only from the initial appointment out of four. Providing they do not add more appointments.

Well .. I have been ill too with this flu, though now my daughter has read about it in the Liverpool Echo local newspaper and the word is that it is the original 'Aussie Flu' I read about. I still bloody have it.

I also had not had a bath or shower in well over a week!! Might have been two with my short term memory problems? Things are just so hectic and with my memory problems and being stuck somewhere other than my flat where all my bath stuff and clothes are. I begs belief, even from me.

Each and every bloody time I end up not doing hat I need to do and because of three out of the four children.

Two autistic one and then a badly behaved and very loud, not to forget lying and crafty one, that drive you to distraction. And then some.

Yesterday was a chance to escape some of this with a family meal, though technically not my family, and some friends. I spent a few visit outside having a cigarette I so wish I could stop doing, dropping hints about the move. Nothing.

The two people I was look forward to seeing again, Alan and Linda, were not in attendance either.

Of course the older Autistic one did not sit still, complained about everything and as er usual was beaten by, not her younger Autistic sister, needy-boy. Just counting. Seven adults .. seven adults were in attendance and every single one of them told needy-boy to stop running around. I will let you take a guess as to whether he took any notice of anyone as all seven adults had told him this with many more than once. He was also the loudest and complaining that his food had not come yet! In an effing restaurant!

Older autistic one ea asked what she wanted for dinner .. “Ice cream!” Noo .. that is later .. what do you want for dinner?! “ICE CREAM!” and so the conversation went on.

Dinner arrives that she has eaten a hundred times and likes, fills the plate with a mountain of ketchup on her chips and onions rings .. pushes the dish away and says “Dun like it!!” which I have seen her trick beforehand when knows or thinks she will get what she originally wanted. Which was ice cream!

She flipped put upon returning to the house because she wanted ore ice cream.

Late that night a load of things were supposed to happen but did not and far too late we ended up playing Monopoly. Me, yung mum, eldest and needy-boy. Needy-boy the 5 year old performing because he wants to play Monopoly .. we ended up cheating and claiming he had to miss throws to speed things up as it was closing in on 1am. I had toothache I still have not sorted out yet. I also did not realise it was Friday .. even while at the family dinner I did not want to attend.

I did manage to have a shower and change my clothes .. something else that was just compounding my .. anxiety. As has the car but that is another story.

So it was getting late and I had this toothache and the one thing that I know is that if I do not get enough sleep .. I will suffer the following day and I am already run-down and have been for weeks now but seem to be getting to a tipping point. So I bailed out of the game which was taking too long, took some pain-killers and curled up on a sofa in the living room.

I awoke very early the next morning feeling .. not quite right and noticed someone was on the other couch. I did not realise it at the time and assumed it was my daughter and that need-boy and demanding devil-girl had hogged her bed yet again. But it turned out to be needy-boy, of course, with the idea of waking up on the couch making him feel like he is numero uno, he wants so desperately but cannot ever achieve with two younger and autistic sisters that are going to only get worse as they get older and bigger.

If the idea that these girls will only get worse and that there are two of them is not scary enough .. the fact that needy-boy will get bigger and more demanding has you just wanting to drop dead. Or leg it as far away as you can. We will see.

Suddenly I recall needing to use the loo .. stood up and almost fell over from nausea and as I walked cross a living room I had no plans on living in .. I had to lean against a wall to stop myself from going over altogether.

At some point there were stomach pains .. like trapped wind stomach pains that were pretty strong .. then I felt the need to vomit. Then before I knew it I had been in there for ages, was getting nervous about people waking up needing the loo at some point and suddenly bad diarrhoea, really bad diarrhoea.

The oddest thing was I had also spent an absolute age like I was passing out.

I had my tobacco on me so in these intermissions before things went bad again I would roll and then smoke a cigarette. Sometimes I had to place half of one on the radiator as things had gotten bad before I went into pain again. I was also still trying not to pass out especially so when I had a cigarette in my hands.

I had no key and so was worried about leaving the house in case the kids woke up and got out .. so that desperation to get to my own flat so I can suffer without being disturbed had t be quelled.

But after awhile I could hear the girls, who are shut in their own room for their own safety and our sanity, who eventually spoke quietly. So I thought mum was up and in a brief moment I thought I could finally escape the bathroom, then the house and get back to my flat. But upon coming down the stairs things were .. too quiet and the living room deserted. I was all over the place as I realised that everyone was still in bed .. I stood there momentarily before I then had to rush back upstairs to the toilet.

Yeah .. wouldn't have made it to the flat anyway.

Eventually I came out as everyone got up and though my initial toilet woes seem to be at an end .. others .. were not. I was still suffering and still trying not to pass out .. as I rolled a cigarette my daughter had requested and told her I was going to lie down for a bit on the eldest ones bed. One look at me and I was promised that the kids would be kept away from me.

It is 19.51 in the evening right now and I only found out twenty minutes ago that I was on the bed for 3 to 4 hours?! 'My bloody God!' I thought as I was told that.

The problem was that I was still not in the clear as I came around and was instead woken by a commotion. An argument was going on between the oldest and his mother that though I had predicted I did not expect for another 6 months at the very minimum but probably more like a year to 18 months.

The friction and stresses caused by the other three children, two autistic and one that thinks he is the centre of the universe stresses out all of us.

Though the cancer scares are only known and effect two of us.

The domestic violence seems to four of us like it is over and cannot return so once again .. that only affects the two of us.

The family that took my daughter away from me in the beginning? Yeah .. nowhere to be seen and the council has stated they do not trust one of them anyway. But then they an hardly talk because neither can they and they are only saying that because they sided with her, colluded with her and lost. In court too! Over and over.

The house was a complete mess .. there was excrement on the walls on the girl's bedroom, a tussle broke out between the oldest and his mother .. he had been placed in his room. I had gone downstairs and their was stuff all over the floor in the living room for the sixth time in 36 hours or so.

My had was still spinning, I was still nauseous .. I had been really ill, asleep for an unknown amount of time and wondering why I was not feeling as right as rain and wondered what the the feck had happened?!

All I could think is .. 'I can't do this!'

I had gone form the most boring existence on the face of the Earth while still having problems with health, pain and memory issues but still managing to try and make something of it. From that I had gone to the most hectic and one the most disastrous existences on the face of the Earth, short of a family all being murdered by a jealous and obsessive husband. Which itself still has it cards on the table.

As of this very moment a constant screaming can be heard from upstairs which is now a nightly thing and when I say 'screaming' I really do mean 'SCREAMING' and last night the mother was finally rewarded after two dozen refuses with a slap right across her face. The uber has now surpassed seven and when the door eventually closes you will get 30 minutes of that being screamed at the door and that will be followed by an hour of twanging the door handle and kicking the door. There is number eight. Oops nine. Ten. Eleven. Twelve .. see how it goes?

After the eighth time I actually heard the answer of “Your NOT sleeping in my bed!”

Of course this was tried and failed. The demands for things just keep coming and as I stated before the slamming of a heavy chair against the bedroom floor comes when Cbeebies goes off.

Of course the other things is that the door is not locked and she does absolutely nothing that you ask her to .. quite the opposite in fact. Oddly enough her grandmother did that a lot with me and I told my daughter that when I remembered one day.

There is hyperpituitarism in the family too and I wondered if that kind of behaviour was down to that and that it has been combined with Autism making it appear to be turbocharged.

She would ask you for cereal and if there was two it did not matter which one you picked up .. every single time she would scream 'NO! The OTHER ONE!'

I came back from the shop earlier and they demanded sweets .. all three of them including the one that cannot string two words together. They know the words of the things they like .. or rather .. demand, that is for sure. I had told them I was not buying them sweets or chocolates as they had been naughty but would get them a drink .. to which they all said “ORANGE!”

I was only going out to get my daughter some pineapple juice because it was suggested to be mixed with the Midori Melon Liqueur. Well guess what .. no pineapple juice at all in either large cartons or small ones in either one of the two local shops. TWO .. local shops! Never been into a shop and not been able to get pineapple juice .. ever!

But I ended up getting some Freddo chocolates and went to get orang juice in small cartons and guess what? Yup .. no orange either! I thought 'this is going to go well' because I knew that one would play up. The one that has now stopped her screaming demands about sleeping in her mothers bed after thirty times ..

.. oh and now the domestic abuser is on the phone from Walton Prison!

I can see the reactions of the news media and the nation now when this family comes apart at the seams or members end up dead one way or another “Oooh what a shame .. if only someone knew .. someone could have done something about it .. anything to help!”

Funny .. because I made sure that they did .. over and over and over again, lol.

It is kind of my very final social experiment to show that everybody talks bullshit .. well almost everybody. My estimation would be 99 out of 100.

I need, by my estimation, a few thousand people to see that which I set up and the hope is that, or what that, it would be placed around by others.

Help with domestic abuse do they?

Help vulnerable children do they?

Help with cancer do they?

Help with vulnerable young mothers do they?

Help with Autistic children do they?!

Do the jobs they are well paid to do properly do they?!

Like FUCK do they!!

I am still certain that he got a friend on the outside of prison to sabotage a brand new tyre .. that has stayed inflated for two weeks, but had which has gone down once.

My daughtter doubts these ideas but I said .. “Brand new Pirelli tyres do not fail on a Land Rover, nor do the replacements decide to lose over 20psi one minute and then not go down the next!”

There is more to the car, which I am now considering selling but .. I would be buggered getting my stuff back to London. Or getting it up from London .. whichever I end up doing.

But presently .. once we are into January and if nothing positive starts to change I am going to have to go back. To London.

I am not Superman, more is the pity .. and I am helping everyone out, even those that I am not related to .. and nothing comes back from anywhere of anyone.

The domestic abuser is on the phone demanding to be told that his soon to be ex-wife loves him .. another thing that has been doing my head in. After the second time the Police got involved and there was a break these people have a system that makes a mockery of British prisons.

Thinhs are not heading in a good direction and I can tell you that form this the local councils, Police and .. prison services will all be finshed .. that is if one or any combination are not already done for as it is?

Because if you have been coming here long enough I predicted all this five years ago and I stated very clearly and confidently that is was absolutely everywhere and I stated to the news media that they only need look at the Police, local councils, GP Surgeries and Hospitals closest to them to find the lies, tricks and corruption that are ruining the lives of those they swore on oath to protect and have gotten pretty decent salaries for over the years out of everyone's taxes.

I never made that phone-call about my prescription medication, they knew I had memory issues, I was not aware that it was Friday and yet I never got a call back .. did I?!

I guess the GP Surgery staff and health professionals feel they are more important than those they are tasked to help? Never looks that way when they appear on TV does it? Oh they are show how they care and express their concerns and yet for the first time ever I am without prescription medication to prevent death or shortening of my life over the Christmas period!

Effing marvellous.

All because I am doing all of that others are supposed to be going and are not.

I will like to bet you that I am the only effing one that moves things to the new house?! I bet that there are no other friends, family members or authorities anywhere to be seen?

What annoys me is that I know that what I have done will be claimed as complacency and therefore my own fault.

Except I have explained it over and over and over again on here .. memory issues, pains, skin conditions, chest issues blood pressure issues, blacking out issues and many others before going from boring but peaceful to hectic and an effing war zone!

Everyone I am involved with is screwing me from behind while everyone y daughter is involved with is screwing her from behind and no one gives a flying crap .. as long as they can make it look as if they are 'doing something'.

Well I am here to show the truth.

Quite unfortunately for them.

I have not got a long, long list of conspiracy theories .. I have a long, long list of the truth and .. something that could be labelled a conspiracy theory does not mean that it is not true.

I would not be stupid enough to spend well over five years making such bold and wild claims on my blogs and across the Internet if there was never a chance they would ever get proved by either me or someone else.

TV News media excluded from that last paragraph quite deliberately so.

I have been feeling better since around 8pm and not as groggy or as nauseous as before and yet I still have a cough. Still been coughing up yellow, at least it is not green, crap though.

For weeks I have waited for a sign or number of signs .. getting my PIP back .. flu to go .. or crowd funding to at least show that there is someone out there somewhere with a heart. Even a few off 50p donations woud have given us both hope .. but we still await anything from any of those things.

Though I have to get back to my flat to see if there is a letter from the court .. get my old drivers licence, yeah effing still, and logbook and send them off.

Still I have a load of things to do and a lot of it is likely down to this damned Aussie flu!

THE 'A' BEFORE MORALS

Well this one was .. shocking!

I've long and often spoke about the types of people there are out there. There are those that have common sense, intelligence and morals. There are those with the above traits but are naive, normally the ones ultimately responsible for things remaining the same. Then there are the amoral crowd.

Some people seem to change. I have a Tory hating friend who often sounds like a Tory.

But tonight .. I see this story on the BBC News App about someone who left a note on the windscreen of an ambulance.

Did it say something like "help, in having a heart attack at 221b"? No.

Did it say "I see someone collapse through their window I'm afraid they might be having a heart attack or stroke"? Nope.

It stated "You may be saving lives but don't park your van in a stupid place and block my drive"?!

'Van'? Not too bright either then?

Of course .. out could turn out that it was in a place where the local council are just complete bastards when it comes to parking and giving out tickets?

Don't even get me started on the costs and the horrors of motoring today!

This wasn't even London. Though it was a place called Small Heath in Birmingham. Could be a place where parking could be a living nightmare?

The trouble is when people are forced to live a miserable life that only gets worse while being guilt tripped into not saying anything about anything due to unfair labels being applied .. well it will turn almost anyone will turn amoral.

Yes being helpful and making sacrifices for others while everyone is waiting to rip a piece of you every five minutes .. wears somewhat thin in the end.

So I don't know if Britain was just full of naive people and amoral people all along? Or whether or not this number had been rising because amoral people have been created?

I would like to see a a series of referendums just to see what the majority of people think on certain subjects .. certain .. important subjects .. like

• Welfare state as regards to the jobless
• Welfare State as regards to disabled people
• The NHS and the way it is run
• Who would like to see politicians deal with things instead of putting them off?
• Who thinks there is enough transparency?
• Who is pissed off with the recent revelations in the Paradise Papers about those wan .. people avoiding taxes being the ones that lecture us on budgeting?

Oh? There as supposed to be just three things but .. I .. got a little carried away .. LOL!

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: 'Don't block my drive' note left on ambulance - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-birmingham-41953644

THE CAUSES MOST WORTHY

Right it is Sunday Morning and I am ... EASY!

Sorry could not resists that, hmm there is a song I do not have on my Walkman, which is driving me nuts of late as I cannot get playlists onto the damn thing all of a sudden, Something that many seem to be putting down to Windows Media Player 12 which Microsoft seem to be running around taking down pages that link to a downgrade to version 11?!

Now why would you do that?! It is moronic, stupid, narrow minded and incompetent things like this that the brain dead morons running companies are convinced by a load of idiot accountants or lawyers no doubt they have to do?

In reality it just alienates people towards the company and the brand and a slow downward spiral starts until its too late and then they hold their hands up saying "How could we have predicted this would happen?! We are just programmed to be greedy, not psychiatrists for God sake! Thanks for all the fee cash though, BYE!" LMAO!

Ahem!

So I was just uploading and flicking through emails I thought I had deleted on my Android App, groan, and I see this one regarding heroes. As its a highly worthy cause I will be posting it along with one that states that people are the evil species, or something like that and to do with dogs and the mistreatment and wrong training of them.

SO two good causes then, numpty?

Now if your visiting this blog for the furst time I should explain that the sort of subjects below are highly covered. Unfortunately many of the evil, amoral and most incompetent people work for government and public services. Almost all in fact. These subjects are an extreme focus of this blog and have been for 2.5 years to date. During this time I have not just posted what I think and what I predict. I set out and recorded audio and video as well as collected together documents, reports, screenshots and emails of each and every one as I went. Long after I layed out a long list of predictions!

Would it be reasonable to assume that there is a great deal?

Now consider that I was gathering the audio recordings and all the others I mentioned for a two or three years BEFORE I started the blog?! Impressive? How about if I state that the emails go back several years prior to this and much of mu documentation evidence goes back up to 20 years?!

Do you know you have been shafted by someone? Do you think you have been shafted by somneone? Do you have the slightest inkling that you have been shafted by someone? Has someone you know stated any of this and you do not believe them? Maybe you do not know what to believe? There is a search function within this blog, give it a go, take a look.

Do not argue with someone, lose a friendship or fallout with a family member for the sake of looking for 30 minutes, after all it is all free and everything contained within is completely free to use, download, use in court or merely play to others.

After all the best way to stop all the corruption was to get as many people to know the truth as I could and the best way to do this was to provide a service that helped people and to do this for free. A Cause Most Worthy in itself you could argue?

Men who exploit young people....bring back capital punishment I say for people capable of this immoral!

https://www.causes.com/causes/580526-heroes-rising/updates/934377-no-one-has-ever-tried-this-until-now?ctag=e2906f21fb3592718f734d64c8f454c761&ctoken=snpg7NLPylotpLJmS-xHB9Vwv-Q6RPzQReRtdX1QJPH15g1aPVs_YFJw4N_GVaQH5RzwQccqT-YRzD0qCbSHroYwV7dohaa_&message_id=a0d12b4451bd007818ecb389c4263f33%40causes.com&uid=42161081&utm_campaign=post_mailer%2Fcause_update.cb_59137&utm_medium=email&utm_source=causes


Oh now I just see what it actually read "There is only one dangerous breed ... humans!"

Unfortunately these exist at both the extreme ends of society, funny that is it not?

https://www.causes.com/causes/806253-compassion-and-empathy-for-animals/updates/934830-pittbulls-can-be-a-loving-addition-to-any-family-pittbullweek?ctag=fe8e1771466541062b984d1730040e99a0&ctoken=Y5RArIx1HUapTXS57ZmN8ada6LhkqtFehABkagLfrGGTwwoudgNkPIX80aJJQJMP41gU6_xMBhs6lbqQ0jKCz9OrjfUVnW1q&message_id=87f07f4683961bfb30319ff507390e69%40causes.com&uid=42161081&utm_campaign=post_mailer%2Fcause_update.cb_59195&utm_medium=email&utm_source=causes