THE SLEIGHT OF A HAND

I fucking hate TV ads .. if they are not lying to you are reminding you that your going to die before asking you money they are vomit inducing.

Everywhere I loo I see craziness going on and I thin this country, the UK, and others and possibly the world is fucking losing its marbles?!

I also hate how they always go on about how caring they are from evil opportunistic banks to evil opportunistic solicitors firms.

What the actual FUCK are the Advertising Standards Agency, another tax payer vampire, fucking doing?

Cut to a scene with dusty cobweb covered skeletons slumped over desks having died months before from being overweight and stuffing their faces with coffee and donuts while sitting on their arses playing Battlefield! The donuts still in their box covered with little mountains of green mould.

Slater & Gordon ..

How about the fact that out of every fifteen complaints about Slater & Gordon .. seven are upheld?!

Jesus H. Christ .. how the fuck do these idiots make any money and enough to advertise on TV because there success rate looks awful and the did not even ask what evidence I actually had .. not even what format, let alone actually studying it at all ..

https://www.legalfutures.co.uk/latest-news/named-shamed-barrister-caused-more-complaints-than-any-law-firm

How about what people say that work for Slater & Gordon?

Yeah .. ever think what it is like to work for the Devil down in the fiery pits of hell itself? Yeah .. kinda sounds like something like that ..

Slater Gordon Solutions Legal - Absolutely atrocious company to work for

Treat staff like slave workers

No gratitude for anything you do

Money-driven corporation who doesn't care for its staff

Office of loud, angry employees (customer service is atrocious)

Staff turnover is ridiculously high, people have started and left after a week or so

https://www.glassdoor.co.uk/Reviews/Employee-Review-Slater-and-Gordon-UK-RVW13794990.htm

A conversation between me and a company like Slater & Gordon normally goes something like this ..

• ME: Can you take this on
• S&G: No
• ME: But I have evidence
• S&G: No
• ME: But are you even going to ask what evidence I have?
• S&G: No
• ME: Not even what format the evidence is in or what is on it?!
• S&G: No
• ME: My word, are you sure your not funded by the government to do averts on TV to make it look to the British public there is still legal help for them when in actual fact there is nothing at all?!
• S&G: 'Brrrrrrrrrrrrr'
• ME: Hello? .. HELLO?!

How about both Slater & Gordon and Irwin Mitchell?

Just like locking someone up recently within hour of arresting him and not for the thing he was arrested for it seems that the law can simply be either ignored, bought of or they find a way around it ..

Is this not supposed to be the fucking legal system? Those that enforce the law and seek justice and punishments for those that break it?

Yeah like so many other institutions in the UK that were once great .. it has been warped, used, abuse and twisted out of shape and the British public lied to about it.

So another page said that Slater & Gordon had a lot more complaints than Irwin Mitchell, seven for the former and one for the latter?

Funny .. not what it states in the next web-page which to me is kinda what I would have guessed in all honesty ..

The highest number of investigations involved national firms Irwin Mitchell (16) and Slater and Gordon (15).

The Law Gazette which I contacted when I had £35,000 stolen from my inheritance .. yeah sound like a lot? Well £35,000 was stolen from each of nine people. Called for an investigation over that .. nothing .. at all. Just totally ignored .. several of us too .. thanks Probate

https://www.lawgazette.co.uk/practice/legal-ombudsman-names-all-firms-subject-to-complaint-decisions/5055808.article 

• Public Institutions that have screwed me over or lied to me
• All tested to the max and proven
• NHS
• Local Councils (plural and wait for the blog post 'The Social Disgrace')
• DWP
• Probate
• HMCTS
• Metropolitan Police
• Merseyside Police
• TWO TOP TIER .. AGENCIES (helped them .. no thanks or acknowledgement)
• Most Ombudsman

THE THREE FINGERS

I had long since known that the public services were corrupt and it took me a long time to figure out how and why they was getting away with it.

I started to realise that various public services had blame but I then started to wonder who was liable for all this? The DWP for not giving me financial support, as they already had and admitted I needed help twice? Or the NHS for not investigating and diagnosing my conditions earlier which led to me not getting help from the DWP and Local Councils?

Except I was not getting this reason back from a lot of complete moron solicitors that think themselves highly intelligent. Now only was they not stating this they also played a numbers game, despite adverts on TV bullshitting about how they care abut people. Like Irwin Mitchell .. they also failed to know and realise something else.

I mean it has been a running joke about how everything is being slowly and stealthily privatised, right?! Well what if it was all being run or bought up by the same company?

This excuse and grand plan to get away with literal murder would all end if it turned out one company ran them all, right? They would therefore be liable? The connection of running all involved means that they were ultimately t fault, would it not?!

Enter stage right .. SERCO!

Serco are pioneering new approaches to public services

https://www.serco.com/about

Yeah .. they came up with an new approach alright and have spent many years selling this idea to other countries and therefore other governments n doubt?! Well it seems to say that too on their website?! Europe, Asia and further afield too ..

Or are we to believe that a British company now runs all the public services around the whole of Europe and beyond?

Hmm .. I guess that would make Brexit a bit tricky for them?! I mean if I was the EU and with Britain leaving I would not be happy with a British company running this show after they had effectively fucked off. I would certainly want to make the British government sweat buckets and make leaving the EU not that stright forward that with have them fumbling their words, lines and make them look clueless and contradict themselves on a weekly basis if I was them I ..

.. OH WAIT?! LMAO!

Except there is a bit of a problem their because despite their claims of being a British company and despite their CEO being the grandson of none other than Winston Churchill, which probably makes him a Tory, they are not British. They are American. Or at least several websites I was directed to by someone else showed this to be the case.

If you did not see the screenshot in my last post just google Serco and you well see it state at the top of the page they run the public services and across the board too and .. on the right it will state that they made a little under £3 BILLION in a year. Whether that money is just the UK, across the whole of Europe or globally I do not know.

They seem to like singing like proverbial Canaries about how much they are in control of though, that much I know.

In fact after being directed to them by a woman I met into corruption around four or five years ago I never thought in a million years that they would still be advertising the fact that they run everything.

A bit too much control over too many things, don't you think?

Who could possibly hold these people to account when they have control over so many things?!

Hundreds of thousands and maybe millions have asked how they have gotten away with all this and ow the common thing to ask yourself is how can they flout what they are doing, central government included, right in front of everyone's faces and still get away with it?

Well it would be easy if you happen to be someone that controls everything?

How can you corrupt several public services to lie and cheat people, cause pain, suffering and death and get away with that? Well once again this is easy to set up if you own, run or control everyone involved.

A bonkers plan needs a bonkers theory. Ladies and gentlemen I give you the one and only ..

Serco.

Well it is a start.

Maybe with this data and with the fact that my blog has been regularly checked by journalists looking to .. borrow a story without giving acknowledgement someone would run with it?

Unless Serco or the person that owns it also owns all the news media outlets or is chummy with the ones that own all the media outlets?

Oooh wait .. is not the CEO the grandson of Winston Churchill? Does that not make him likely to be a Tory? Did I not see it reported somewhere that most, if not all, the major news outlets are owned by Tories?!

Oh dear now there is a definite and real connection.

No grand plan is infallible. There is simply no way of keeping something under wraps forever, a long time maybe but not forever.

I give them their due .. they have kept this a secret for a very, very long time and they have continued unabated with their dastardly and evil plans for a very, very long time without so much as anyone linking it all together or even asking awkward questions. Until recently.

I started to see tabloids, though not TV news networks, reporting on the real number of deaths because of the cuts. Deaths at the hands of the NHS were coming out prior to this and fuck me if they do not try and get gagging orders using the courts and the so-called law to cover up the worst crimes in British history. No I am not kidding.

These are only behind Nazi Germany and Ancient Romans (err maybe) for the number of British civilian deaths caused. But like sending people to their deaths in wars started up with a pack of lies .. they think that they very thing that puts the 'civilisation' in society can just be twisted around and perverted to hide the biggest crimes in history, Certainly recent history.

So what do you do as a nation when this is widely realised?

What do you do as a nation when you realise that everything you have come to trust as been .. warped into something that is unrecognisable that renders the whole idea of a legal system to protect the innocent, a joke!!

Personally I would not be surprised if not all revolutions were started on a lot less than these reasons we have here today in the UK?!

So now you know. Now you can see the trick of the three fingers and now you know who owns or at least controls all of these fingers.

What do you now do with that sort of knowledge?

THE LOW POINTS

Oh the feeling of .. betrayal.

Still working and cross-referencing data to do with Behcet's Disease, still cannot get over that .. recent discovery, and what I now know to be called Hypomagnesemia.

It is shocking revelation that I have catalogued on this blog each and every visit I have had to Accident & Emergency and it must be stressed that I have never .. ever rang '999'. Ever! Each of these hospital visits, or the ones that I recall anyway, have been for two things .. anxiety attacks to the point of suicidal thoughts or self-harming or heart palpitations along with chest tightness and shortness of breath. These are catalogued and go back a few years. They go back way, way over a year just for the heart palpitations alone. In one visit to North Middlesex Hospital one chap was quite concerned about these palpitations and as I have stated before and at the time .. concerned about how long they endured. Several hours until I went to sleep was what I had told him at the time. They did a barrage of tests but found nothing. Oddly I never EVER recall having any blood taken at all. More about why I mentioned that in a moment.

Right before I was being forced to move 250 miles away they then decided, after my third or so visit, that this should be looked into. I asked the Doctor at the time if he was joking and he asked why I had said this. “I have had this for over a year, been in here three times over it and now I am about to move 250 miles away and now you decide this needs to be looked into?!” SIGH

I move north.

I then finally get around to registering with a Doctor which took me a long time because there was a lot going on .. domestic violence, four grandchildren, two cases of autism, harassment from prison, murder, cervical cancer, falsification of medical records, theft and lies.

I get what they called a 'Rapid..' umm .. something. A quick .. appointment as this is my heart and probably because they think they might have missed something and that I might die? They did and they carried on missing it and .. I am not dead yet. Though it has felt at times like I am about to and did this very day .. while buying nail clippers of all things?!

Well .. in fact they missed not one but two things!

This is after ignoring the fact that I had Fibromyalgia after an unknown period of time where they quite obviously missed that too! Could have ignored it through embarrassment or fear of being prosecuted legally? Could have just done this to save money. But I started pressurising them about this around the year 2001. That was after my first twinge of pain in one of my feet which became permanent and I had had for several months. I got all kinds of diagnosis, none of which I agreed with and I proved them all wrong. Tenosynovitis was one. Plantar fasciitis was another and there have been others.

To be fair one of my several issues with my feet is very much like Planter fasciitis .. except in reverse! You see with the aforementioned issue it is stiff and painful in the morning but gets better throughout the day the more you use your feet. Then the next morning back to square one.

After discovering and self diagnosing Fibromyalgia, after wrongly self diagnosing Charcot Marie Tooth Syndrome, I understood the issue to be a lack of sleep problem. To be precise a lack of restorative sleep. Now I am not so sure any more.

Now to me the foot pain was just another in a long line of symptoms that had been popping up over the previous twelve years and I was certain that no one could possibly have this many symptoms and that most, if not all of them, must be linked. But I was told this was not possible.

Now my previous symptoms had just been a collection of highly annoying to highly embarrassing things. Tiredness, skin conditions and clicking ankle joints I had always called Achilles Tendinitis because that was the closest I could find to what I was experiencing. There were other things besides but I am not going to try and remember everything.

As previously stated a previous GP stated one day that he thought I might be suffering from low magnesium when I had complained about my legs aching really badly. From waking up in the morning I was constantly rubbing both my thighs all day and night.

At his request I bought vitamin pills containing magnesium and this worked, to my surprise.

That was the end of that and I continued to buy these pills and take them daily for the next three years or so. Only .. I only discovered recently that a whole raft of really nasty symptoms I have are also down to this damned deficiency. I also discovered it can kill you in a number of ways.

Now I know this is called Hypomagnesemia.

It explains a lot of the more recent, well up to ten years or so, symptoms I have had.

I have no GP to go and discuss this with.

Very literally twenty four or forty eight hours later my daughter is diagnosed with Behcet's Disease and this comes from me pressurising her for six months because she has what I have. I assume they are going to confirm Fibromyalgia. Though despite claiming to refer her in October or November 2017 no letter ever arrives. This comes about because of a series of different pains and one so painful she cannot walk. They still bloody well missed it on the first visit but on the second ..

'Oh you have Behcet's Disease' is what they told my daughter.

I had never .. ever .. heard of this before. So I looked it up.

I then read this webpage regarding this Behcet's Disease and I am stunned to find it lists almost all my remaining symptoms that have mostly dogged me for twenty five years plus.

I then assume that this must come from Fibromyalgia only to cross-reference a few things and discover that they claim Fibromyalgia develops in people that suffer with Behcet's Disease. Go figure!

So yeah that is the short version and I am still trying to cross-reference things while I specifically look for any possible issues with magnesium absorption. Because I take magnesium and yet I still have some of the problems. Which suggests to me that there is a problem with the magnesium absorption and as this low magnesium can be immediately fatal in some things or go around the houses to become fatal in others it is best to find out. I would rather die on my terms and have my death mean or count for something, as I am currently trying to achieve, than happen suddenly and amount to nothing at all. That .. really bugs me.

I also do not want to go through a load of suffering over my own death either.

A friend of mine who had been a social worker for twenty five years or more was shocked when I told him. He said that he was aware of what I was telling him and had seen a documentary about Sudden Death Syndrome. He went on to state that some people somewhere working in a forest, do not know if it was Brazil or somewhere, had just died overnight. He stated that when they looked into it it had something to do with Potassium as he recalled and this was linked to low magnesium and that it was a shock to find out I was still having issues, despite the supplements. Oddly I cannot recall what he said when I told him I had been diagnosed with low magnesium three or four years ago? We went a few years without speaking and I think I was diagnosed during the time we were not talking. My short term memory is giving me issues here but I seem to be recalling him, from just earlier today .. umm or yesterday, being shocked at my low magnesium diagnosis. So maybe he did not know? But I have been taking the supplements for so long now that my brain keeps telling me he must have known?!

Anyway he was also shocked when I described Behcet's Disease and not only did he realise it had a list of things that I have suffered with for many, many years but as it turns out so does he. I did read about links to diabetics and he is .. well, diabetic and has been for decades.

I am now expecting him to go away and check this out. He has experienced a particularly nasty symptom that despite me having it .. his was more of a .. sensitive nature. Oddly my daughter has something similar. These are pretty unique things that kind of .. well stand out, so to speak. So he was pretty keen to look into this further for himself.

I am also wondering whether he is going to get back to me at some point and .. go somewhat nuts because it turns out he has had this for years? Because there are some pretty horrible things that it does. We have the same joint issues .. the Achilles Tendinitis I mentioned earlier? He has the exact same issue and has had for years, like me. Funnily enough there was a time when he as absolutely convinced I was diabetic and insisted on doing a blood sugar test on me. I bet him it would come out normal. I won that bet.

I do tend to get things right and had ruled out diabetes years earlier plus .. well I would have thought it would have come up in the blood tests I had, had performed on me in the past. Pretty sure that testing for diabetes is a very common thing for hospitals to do. Miss that if your type one and its curtains my friend. No margin for error and so they do it. If its something there is no fear of you dropping dead from then they tend to ignore you and send you away. If it is something that they could claim at a later date is easily missed or fairly rare then .. yeah .. they will fob you off on that too!

By all accounts Hypomagnesemia is fairly rare and Behcet's Disease is even rarer.

They also cannot claim they did not know about it any more. I have emailed my solicitor along with Healthwatch and in the next few days I will email the NHS and I will email a court that want me to attend a hearing. Plausible denial is no longer an option!

The thing for me is the .. anxiety.

I have told and told and told psychiatrists .. those .. ones that do their job for them whose titles I cannot recall. I have told counsellors in mental health in the likes of both the NHS's IAPT as well as Mind along with every other big name organisation you can think of. You know? All those ones that claim that none of us should ignore mental health any longer? Yeah all those ones. Well I told them that this is chemical. I told them in no uncertain terms that my problem was CHEMICAL! Do you know what they did? Ignored me!

Well now I know that I have Hypomagnesemia and Behcet's Disease so guess what I am in the process of doing?

I can now both show and prove that it is chemical and I also have the medical records to back it up and I cannot get out of it while I am here and .. watch them all ignore me again while they all advertise on TV about how they are not ignoring it any longer. You watch as the government will tell you n the news media how they are not ignoring it any longer and are doing .. umm stuff about it.

But you will watch here as I get worse and I will contact each one in turn and no one anywhere will do anything about it and in the end you will come to a single realisation from all of this ..

.. that no one anywhere does anything about it and it is all bullshit they feed you. So that it looks like they are doing something for your hard earned taxes or your hard earned donations.

It might end up being the very last thing I manage to prove?!

Huh? I had an email to state that I have had three views on my LinkedIn account?!

Hmm? Now as it turns out I have this weird .. connection. Or I am connected to someone else who is connected to someone else who is talking to someone I know ..

.. in fact when I explained this .. connection it blew the mind of the person that I know! LMAO! I am wondering if it is this .. mutual connection? Guess I .. might find out in time.

While in a paused period of typing this out the irritation in and around my right eye went into .. fecking overdrive! I was beside myself last night. I was digging, squeezing and twisting the skin above my right eye and pushing hard into the top of my eye socket in a continuous and vain attempt to stop the irritation. It really is a complete mystery as to why sometimes it becomes more irritable then other times. This was by far the worst period though. Oddly it mostly used to occur at night years ago but now can manifest during the day and just last. It really is the most bizarre feeling.

Of course it now has the added danger I have long since only wondered about the possibility of .. blindness. Yes siree after driving me to the edge of insanity it now appears I could go blind, though judging from what I experience it will only be in one eye? I think. This is because absolutely nothing at all ever occurs with my left eye. Despite the fact that my right eye has been like this about five years. Certainly several years. Hmm .. well it would be listed on this blog .. so I will either have mentioned when it first appeared or I mention it throughout the life of this blog? If the latter is the case then I have experienced this 6 year or more.

It does not bode well when you read that if this condition is not treated it can lead to blindness!

It is also typical that I find myself in this impossible predicament at the worst possible time and, of course, a time when I really do not need any extra pressure.

So I have emailed Healthwatch, I think I mentioned? I will now need to email those I have already emailed and .. explain the new discovery.

I find it odd that as I have revealed the latest revelations regarding the NHS and have noticed a barrage of others around the Internet and that there are three Facebook pages dedicated to the failures of the NHS. Now that all this has occurred a certain royal wedding is being used to praise the institution? Sickening. Seventy years of the NHS and now it has been turned to shit and a highly corrupt organisation. It is no longer an institution and has not been for a long time, despite the bleatings of the blind, naïve, jobsworths, amoral people out for self-preservation and idiots. There are literally thousands, tens of thousands and maybe even hundreds of thousands of cases today that prove that it is consistently failing people and has been for a long time. It has also been killing people for a very long time to.

My daughter said something again to me that she has said twice recently. A friend of hers repeated something she recently said with a bit of added pizazz and a question ..

“Is your Dad coming back?!” and after being told they did not know for sure she went on “You know I thought your dad was crazy .. the things he used to say about the NHS. But he was right .. he was fucking right about everything!” to which her once doubting boyfriend also agreed.

By no stretch of the imagination were my claims, predictions and facts restricted to the NHS so do not under any circumstances think for one moment that my .. machinations are restricted to this one public service. It is all public services.

Indeed there are three that I call the evil trinity. One at the top which lies to protect itself, save otself money and help save two others money. Except one of these two others is technically over one hundred different organisations, or public services. The NHS at the top with the DWP and Local Councils underneath and of course in the case of the latter .. there are countless councils spread right across the country. Or technically .. countries.

Bot now Prince Harry states that the NHS is wonderful so all these thousands, tens of thousands and maybe even hundreds of thousands of claims must all be crap then? Yeaahh .. no one is really dead .. they are all just hiding somewhere? All those others that have suffered unbearably and the NHS treating them like shit and knowingly leaving them to suffer? Naah they are all making it up!

Well it seems that this royal wedding seems to have some controversies of its own to contend with?

I mean .. if those claims that a certain person stated that she wants to be the next Princess Diana are true? Oh .. my .. God. This would not mean anything to me but I am absolutely sure that to a great many people this would be an outrage and there would be an .. outcry. Though I am not entirely sure what they would expect from such an outcry. But you just know sometimes how people would react. Especially when it has anything to do with Princess Diana. Then there are those claims in recent reports about a certain someone being shallow by their own relatives. Now there is some other crap and I did not even bother reading beyond the headline. In fact I am not even sure I finish reading the headlines half the time?

'Oh well this must be true because someone that was deem unfathomably important states it is so'.

Then they expect other mindless fools to just follow suit like a gargantuan herd of sheep.

Sadly .. many do!

Oh another thing I have been experiencing .. in case I forgot this in recent posts, is I am finding touching certain things irritable. Annoyingly this is confined to just two things .. laptop touch-pad and smartphone screen?! Grr! I have even resorted to biting my fingers to try and get rid of the feeling!

THE LETTER OF DAMNATION

Damnation to who? This may very well what you are asking yourself but I will say this ..

Damnation to all!

Our situation is one that would very probably be the highest priority in a great many situations and in many areas throughout the UK.

You have two with a horrid disability trying to care for and get to school on time four children half of which have a serious disability.

All this after a case of domestic violence that came close to costing a life with an arrest, charges being bought against a man we are constantly hammered by the media are peace loving people.

My health has deteriorated while I have been here and am having that rapid referral I mentioned previously to do with my heart.

The other in this situation has the same disability as me but with a recurring blood clot and now some abnormal cells that are infected that could be serious and they are being rushed in to hospital. Should be at a Doctor's appointment today, right now in fact. Hopefully. She has been reluctant to go and her two parents who have not seen eye to eye in over twenty years are keeping on at her to go.

If your working or own your own business then your inevitably paying taxes and those taxes go towards paying for a whole range of services.

There are many of these services but the main and obvious ones are the various Police Forces, NHS and all of its trusts, GP Practices, Hospitals and maybe Care Homes and the Local Councils. Lastly there is the DWP of the obvious services. There are others.

To convince us over the years that they are doing thing correctly and not abusing the taxes they take from us ombudsman have been introduced over time for each area. There are dozens of them. Then there are the governing bodies too.

After all that you have the charities. Lots and lots of charities though in my experience they mostly ask the sufferers for donations and .. well .. write the odd letter.

Some seem to have many bodies, like the NHS ..

• PHSO
• GMC
• NICE
• Patient's Association
• PALS

They likely have more than those three?

All of them being paid for along with the NHS and all its trusts and they do nothing or very little and yet they cannot work out haw to actually save money? Are they fecking serious?

So when you have an entire family in trouble an two of those being children and with the two adults having very potentially fatal conditions what do you do? You ask for help. You ask for help because the first lie of help and though knowing the situation, don't do anything.

So who do you go to for help?

Solicitors? Sorry .. despite claiming to be a civilised society and having laws there is no way to enforce them unless your wealthy. If your wealthy most of the time no one would do anything to you anyway.

Oh and they slowly took away Legal Aid without dealing with the fact that fees were getting way too high. I bet there are a lot of new solicitors having difficulties today?

Oh then there are the rights groups ..

• Disability Rights UK
• Age UK
• Scope
• Disability Law Service (which is not actually a law service and has not been in years)
• Citizen's Advice Bureau
• A myriad of other Advice Centres
• Disability Specialist Solicitors you apparently have to pay for
• Pro Bono Solicitors and Barristers which are like finding Rocking Horse Shit
• Disability Charities
• Specific Disability Charities
• The Tabloids
• TV News Networks

I guarantee that if readers sent the link to this specific post to any of the above nothing would happen.

In fact the reason why I am doing this post today is that I want to paste in a letter/report that I have sent out to almost all.

I think the only ones I have not contacted is PALS, dealt with them before, and my specific charity for my condition and that of the children, Fibromyalgia and Autism.

Make no mistake despite my vast and widespread areas of knowledge I am flying blind and a fish out of water and even my daughter is getting worn down.

Considering that we was told that everything was going to be rushed .. that was over 8 weeks ago, I am paying for my belongings to remain in storage and not even been able to get back to retrieve anything. Despite several attempts to do so.

I have already lost one car I paid for since being here and that was thanks to Churchill Insurance being incompetent along with the DVLA being incompetent.

There is not an organisation or person outside of the professional health visitor who I had a good feeling about anyway and told my daughter so from the start, proving myself correct once again, that has done anything.

So then .. before another catastrophe occurs that has me go missing with my posts on here for several days, already caused me to go missing with my other blog posts for several months, here is that letter/report with a detailed description of everything that has occurred and that I or others close to me have witnessed ...

Remember .. I am just trying to work, do my thing while helping some others while I am here ..

LETTER ..

Dear Sir/Madam

INEPT PUBLIC SERVICES

My problem is threefold ..

First and most important points start with the latest and the reasons why I am here and then stepping back over a couple of months.

I have very literally been led down a garden path, tricked and lied to over and over again and then as a result of my honesty I was .. cut loose at the worst possible time.

• I have been forced to apply for Universal Credit which I am expecting to be refused
• I cannot even apply for Income Support after all this time because of the crazy amounts of time it is taking the NHS to diagnose anyone .. like my two autistic grandchildren

RELOCATION & REASONS ..

• I have moved to Wirral from London
• My daughter has no one
• My daughter was subject to very serious domestic violence, court case pending January 2018
• Shortly thereafter we discovered one of my daughter's four children is seriously autistic
• I decided to move here to help .. because I knew the authorities would not and nor have they since I have been here, instead of seemingly sniffing for things against my daughter
• Now discovered since arriving here that youngest grandchild has autism more severe than older child
• Tests all done .. paediatrician appointment to be made pending an audiology test
• I was struck down with a cold virus I have had since I got here over four weeks ago
• I still have belongings in storage in London that has cost me three months rent and counting

AUTHORITIES & HELP ..

• NONE
• Semi regular visits from Social Worker
• In beginning visit from two or three social workers and Police together plus Victim Support
  • This now appears to have been all for show
• Semi Regular Visits from Victim Support
• Highly regular and highly professional visits from the Health Visitor and only one that has genuinely attempted to help repeatedly
• Calling me accidentally thinking I was my daughter .. returning my daughter's call I told Victim Support that my daughter was after a house and that she thought that the Victim Support might help her get it
  • Reply in a not very good tone
  • “Oh she was just have to apply like everyone else”?!
  • Now either there is major and front page newsworthy issue in the Wirral where attempted murder in a domestic violence case that has led to a historical court case and two of four children are diagnosed as autistic or as I had previously stated to my daughter .. do not trust Victim Support they only aid the local councils
• Meetings to be attended by council, social workers, victim support and health visitor along with an Independent Review Officer from Northampton
  • All attended first meeting
  • Second meeting council, social workers and victim support were a no-show annoying the Independent Review Officer (IRO)
  • Third Meeting the council, social workers and victim support were once again no-shows now pissing off the Independent Review Officer (IRO)
  • Fourth meeting and after having to walk all the way there on return to her home and me opening the door my daughter gives me a look and just says “Just don't! Dad, your not going to believe this!”
  • The council, social workers and victim support were once again all no-shows causing the Independent Review Officer to go into a rage and start ignoring council staff when they said hello
  • My daughter tells me I was right again by stating not to trust Victim Support
  • VS have this tactic where they work too closely with the council, had me suspicious when I worked with them, promise you loads of things, state they will work with the council and after awhile it just goes .. dead
• Yet I have discovered while here that along with vastly unfair fines regarding bins and recycling, which is based scientifically on .. bullshit, that there are unfair pressures on parents regarding school at tendencies
• Despite the fact tat since I have been here, only an effing month, I have seen schools tech children how to make dangerous items involving optical disks, sharp when broken, and tea candles which will melt optical discs and one set fir to a living room within an hour of it being in the house
• Young children coming home with old mobile phones to ply with complete with batteries attached which are well known to be fire hazards
• Several children coming home with black marker pen ik ll over their school jumpers
• Violent Crime
  • The last incident involved three masked individuals in a stolen hire car pulling up outside a school in Prenton where my grandchildren attend with a boot full of weapons and on calling the Police they answered .. “What do you want us to do about it?” which is not the first time I have heard that line from Merseyside Police. When they did arrive .. sorry, when HE did arrive he was .. well obviously alone
  • This pales into insignificance of an attempted murder where my daughter helped to try and save young man who had been hit, looking deliberately so to, by cr while on his motorbike.
  • My daughter came into the house covered with blood, Police arrived for a statement, stated they wanted her clothing which was covered in the victim's blood but did not take them. Several days later they still stated they was going to pick them up and that the victim had died and now was a murder investigation ..
  • But .. the clothing was now useless and contaminated and could not be used in any investigation in any way, shape or form!
  • That incident was within two hundreds yards of where a Police Officer died using a spike strip
  • Then my daughter and youngest grandchild was nearly killed within the same hundred yards or so of the above incidents by a drunk driver who ploughed into a number of cars
• The Independent Review Officer's remarks about the situation were damning and even went as far as stating that these people were 'not professionals' echoing and proving what I have been stating for an absolute age now and publishing on my blog .. one set of stupid rules for the public while no rules for them and those rules they do have they constantly ignore and have no accountability for
• I still reserve my right to NOT trust the Independent Review Officer until she actually takes a series of actions against Wirral Council, its Social Workers and Victim Support
• The level of both incompetence, laziness and complacency by a bunch of so called professionals working for public services, being paid for by the tax-payer and whining about their pay caps is absolutely staggering, remember the NHS have their on accusations made and proved against them elsewhere in this report
• Taking payments for jobs they do not do is fraud and very possibly theft in every other area of the UK but oddly does not apply to the government or the public services

PRIOR TO MOVING .. THE KNIFE IN MY BACK

• I was on an NEA course because I was going to receive inheritance and wanted to start my own business
• I did the entire course and was approved TWICE
• During that time my PIP was stopped
• At the thirteenth hour the DWP and Job Centre cancelled everything .. including my NEA
• This was after promising my daughter I would relocate here to help her
• Except they stated that £20,000 received in inheritance is different to receiving £20,000 from them?!
• But I had already spent over £20,000 on a car and professional camera equipment by the time they informed me .. hence the thirteenth hour .. above
• Also purchased a car for my daughter and grandchildren to use
• I have had expenditures of several thousand pounds since this cancellation
• Had a family member steal £35,000 inheritance from me

PREVIOUSLY ..

• Mary Ward Legal in Camden took me on as a special case to get my Personal Independent Payment back but they have taken forever to answer me on most occasions and .. after emailing me with shock at my upcoming situation has not answered any further emails
• My condition is Fibromyalgia Syndrome which causes ..
  • Plantar fasciitis like foot pain (in reverse)
  • Hypertension Stage 2
  • Postural Hypertension which along with the above causes black outs and falls
  • Short Term Memory Loss – otherwise known as Fibrofog
  • Anxiety Attacks that can be so bad that they lead to ..
  • Fibromyalgia Rubber Legs .. complete loss of use of legs
  • Skin Conditions
  • Over 100 symptoms in total and wont bother to list them
• Chest Pain from Irregular Heart Beat .. North Middlesex Hospital wanted referral to cardiologist just prior to moving .. has increased since arriving in the Wirral .. every time I walk to local shop
• Of note is that since being here my daughter has many of my symptoms but without foot pain but added recurring blood clot in the leg!
• Physical problem right knee that along with Fibromyalgia was ignored and then lied about y NHS for many years

MY BUSINESS

• Not producing an income at present
• Based on a a dozen blogs and a YouTube Channel
• Required a whole raft of photographic equipment of which I have acquired all but three items I now cannot purchase
• Required a new PC I intended to build to be able to edit 42 Mega Pixel RAW file photos from the new camera and 4K videos .. I now cannot purchase

• BLOGS I AUTHOR
  • Corruption in the public services – Over 100GB recorded evidence
  • asaintcalledallnights.blogspot.com
  • British Wildlife
  • britishwildliferare.blogspot.com
  • Exotic Animals
  • repsamphibsfish.blogspot.com
  • Computing and Gaming
  • cpusandcomputers.blogspot.com
  • Orchids
  • understandingtropicalorchids.blogspot.com
  • Digital Photography
  • myphotographyexperience.blogspot.com
  • Astronomy & Astrophysics
  • myastronomyastrophysics.blogspot.com
  • a few neglected others on films & music

Ombudsman have all already been tried and have proved time and time again and with each sector of the public services that they look out for the interests of their associated public service and, of course, themselves and their so-called careers (see IRO remarks above for that one).

So as you can see .. I have been set up and tricked by the DWP and my previous Job Centre and this has had an adverse effect on my symptoms.

By the time you read this I would have now had my first appointment with my new GP, I had to weirdly wait two weeks for, to speak about the anxiety attacks since being here, increase in chest pain and irregular hear beats and the previous referral at my last visit to North Middlesex Hospital to a cardiologist.

At a visit to the same hospital previous to this one one A&E Doctor stated that there was no way that the DWP should have taken away my Personal Independent Payments with my medical record.

The DWP previously told the charity Fibromyalgia Association UK that they fully accepted that Fibromyalgia was a debilitating disability and would not target any body with it.

Considering all that I have included in this letter/report you have to ask yourself that with everything listed above the lack of help and support from absolutely everybody is quite damning.

In the event that this becomes public, and it already is in parts, that everyone within the UK's population along with that of others from around the world they will wonder what in the hell everyone is being paid for within the UK and its public services.

If the fact that two adults with a registered disability are trying to cope with four children and with two of those with autism that is constantly disruptive as well as trying to continue to build my business you have to ask yourself ..

• If not us .. then who, exactly?

So much for honesty and transparency.

I hope that you can help me with my never ending war with the lying, cheating public service that is the DWP, NHS, Local Councils and the Police?

I look forward to any correspondence.

Yours faithfully

Martin Haswell BSc

THE EYES OF LONGING

This post is kind of to do with my 'Revelations' series. Well .. one aspect of said series.

Oh how I have desired radical changes to just about every aspect of my life.

I did think this was coming a couple of years back but it never worked out how I had predicted but then there was a factor involved I was not entirely sure about and had, had very little time to actually work out .. what was going on.

There has been a very long wait for something to happen and then and some months ago something did. Yes it was something you would rather have not have happened but it was kind of inevitable in reality.

In fact compared to other similar situations it was very late. Though I always knew it was there and a possibility especially considering the length of time involved I never gave it much thought. Until every now and then someone else would bring it up in conversation.

Now I would talk about this .. sometimes. At other times I would simply say that I was not interested and do not care and cut the conversation off.

As it turns out over the last few years I would cut a lot of attempted conversations off and by that I mean more than one subject.

Sure I have things going on in the background and it has also come to be that for the last two to three years many things I would blog about or just allude to I had to cut off. I can think of at least two major ones and there are .. a few others I cut off too.

The thing is that when you have set out to do what I do you have to plan and do everything to make sure that your plans are successful. Sometimes that means biting your lip over lengthy periods of time.

Sometimes these plans do not produce the fruit you intended until a much later date and in any and all of this things often depend on .. others. When you depend upon others doing what they must they sometimes hold back for a longer time than you had envisioned in the beginning.

On odd occasions you then have to take a different approach and just wait or set different kinds of traps and just wait.

Over the years I have been doing this and for several years before I started doing what I do I got .. let us just say opposition. I was told that things would not work out as I planned and even gone as far at times to predict things.

In all instances thus far all .. let us say 'predictions' put to me have been wrong. There were results that did not make themselves known to me for a very long time and those that opposed my own predictions declared themselves to be correct and me very wrong.

Except .. as I stated .. there were no results.

Sometimes my alternate plans pay off when I least expect them too.

Sometimes results suddenly appear of which I had no control over at all.

Now as intriguing as that may sound I have something of a number of surprises coming by way of this blog. Because currently both of those above currently apply to a number of plans and one result allows me to set off a series of other .. results that I have held back.

Other things I had planned and totally forgot about have also showed themselves to now actually maybe unfolding in the foreseeable future.

That last thing has been a very, very closely guarded secret that absolutely no one at all knows about and I wont be divulging either. Not right now, this is for sure.

But its an old and very possibly my biggest plan of all that has now rose from the ashes like the proverbial Phoenix and at seemingly just the right time.

In all this I get asked things and asked to do or, indeed, not do things.

'Zipping' will be an out of nowhere feature and before very long now. In fact the very .. hmm let us say 'shape' of this zipping changes in my mind while I think about a hundred things simultaneously and that is an understatement if anything.

The shape is in flux. Almost all the time now and .. there was a place I once needed to go that has now added itself to the list of places I need to go.

I have also been given reasons and the very real possibility to all this is that a previous ending I once predicted may also be about to happen. This has certainly been suggested to me by those involved.

If this works out as I had originally planned this means that there now exists another .. data bomb and a very big one too that now groups together with all the other .. data bombs that will come over the next six months.

It will blow a lot of people away too. To the point that they will spend several moths to a whole year getting over the revelations.

This rather oddly occurs when one plan I had for two years back that has now come around again and this could occur and no one at all would suspect a thing. People know one particular aspect of my plans and unlike my previous plans, doomed to failure by these others, they are under no illusions. No illusions at all that this time it is inevitable.

There was .. one .. that very recently asked if it had happened yet. I paused extremely briefly when he said this and it would not be the first time this individual doubted something I said. Known them a very long time. Only doubts have been lately, but then he works within the field of .. let us say 'medicine' and rubbished my claims about the NHS lying to patients and falsifying results .. to which I pulled a copy of Metro out of my bag and showed him the front page story.

It has never really been a case of accusing me of lying, no-no-no. It has always been a case that they thought I got things wrong. Though I am not in contact with this person regular. But it is natural to here a statement of doubt and wonder to whether or not on this occasion they thing your lying. The mutual friend we have has no doubts.

But that made me think about doubters and, for me, it really never concerned me much because if this was me on the outside looking in I would think someone an absolute fool to manufacture events .. or lie. What would be the point? What would anyone have to gain from doing this outside of appearing the fool much later on when said event fails to materialise.

Rather bizarrely my actions after the imminent event eight of us has going on I have to then do things I really do not want to have to do because there was a blatant manufacturing of a whole series of events that simply did not occur.

I have to work with others and largely because a very major public service was fully informed and are tasked to investigate but did absolutely nothing and I have to take them to court. Hmm that was a rather clever way of producing a 'red herring'! Well .. there is a bit more to it but I do not want go give away any clues to prying eyes as to what might occur following the conclusion of our current .. situation.

Good God, I am bored!

The weather has finally cooled down and I did think I would get out with my camera but a few hours out on my bike to get fit there ended up being a strong wind that day anyway. It was a toss up whether to take my current camera with me and try to get to my regular photography spots.

Today I had to get a little shopping and I now realise the weathermen said it was going to get hotter again. Yesterday was almost perfect and had there been no wind and just a couple of degrees cooler and it would have been.

Still .. they are saying that it will cool down after .. Wednesday? Just checked the weather in Windows 10, which is mostly wrong, yup Thursday looks perfect. Thus far.

Weekends are not good because the places I visit with my camera are too close to built up places and it fills up with noisy people, children, dogs, bikes, double-buggies and wide families strewn from path edge to path edge and you wont see the more interesting animals for a mile in either direction. Lol.

Good God I have so much to .. prepare and the very thought of doing it makes my mind say 'uuuugh!'

I was supposed to do many things weeks ago but I really wanted an end date before I started doing these things. Well I kind of have an end date. Well as far as it states it appears to be one of two days and .. they are both less than a week away.

Got to get motivated!

This is finally happening but then it could not go on for very much longer without .. looking very suspicious because it already does look suspicious.

Good God I cannot even think lately about tags/labels for my posts and cannot think of them right now?!

It is quite strange to me that I came up with the title 'The Eyes of Longing' because and with me there are a list of longings. Some I have decided are better that they do not occur despite being a natural thing to happen with just about everyone else. Ever. Well except one person that used to appear on TV years ago. If the old rumours can be believed?

What will shortly occur will be a long list of very big life changing things and these .. should continue to happen for about a year.

THE LAST WEEKEND

As it turns out that little something that has turned out to be fashionably late .. seems to be at an end, finally?!

Well I have not been told directly but .. I got a call from someone else involved in this who tells me that another person involved in this made a call to a solicitor. They were confused them the solicitor said, or their secretary, “Oh Mr Haswell, yes you contacted us and we are happy to tell you with have [IT] back!”

On informing the member of my family that called me he said “Oh, they thought you was Martin”

So it would appear that it is almost at its end now.

I cannot explain right now what a giant can of worms this is! For the third time in about a week I spoke to this member of the family who I had not really conversed with previously on this subject. He had gotten my number from another member of the family and called me about a week ago and this was the third time he had called me.

There seems to be a difference of opinion on how this is going to play out and two of my siblings and my cousins, some of them, seem to have a very different idea to me. Their expectations are .. far lower than either of mine. Maths. I have four .. figures you see.

It is a can of worms because we may need to take a united stance on what has occurred?

Now technically .. we should not have to because there should have been an investigation and even my cousin told me on the phone he thought it would take longer than this.

Well .. it took somewhat longer, by about 9 days, than the outside figure we were given by the solicitor, which was 3 to 4 weeks. It was like 5 weeks and 2 days.

Due to this not being that much longer than the five week period for these things it is extremely doubtful there has been any investigation. From a public service. Surprise, surprise!

If you know of what I have done in the past .. something neither a thief nor the solicitor is aware of, you must know what I am going to do when this is over for the first part?

After all I have proof of a complete breakdown of the crime and even pointed out how you can go about proving what I said. Also .. well there are eight of us against just one and the eight of us are in complete agreement and any predictions any one has made have completely mirrored what others knew to be facts.

For example .. I reported that there was some .. embezzling before the event in two separate ways and we knew about one and I have now had my other theory confirmed.

Make no mistake this is fraud from an unexpected source, even by me, and carries with it a prison sentence. Maybe as much as ten years? It is fraud, more or less, on a grand scale as will become clear in time.

Oddly the … conclusion of the figure behind all this which my cousin believed is not far off my lowest of figures. But the divided amounts do not tally up with his .. evaluation.

Due to another fucking public service which has been pressurising me into something, this would come in very handy indeed.

Though to be honest if it comes in at the lowest .. number that has been predicted it will be a problem to my plans. A major problem and many plans will literally go down the toilet.

Now here is the crucial bit .. we have always been told that the outcome will be more than we can imagine, which will become clear shortly. Probably about a week's time?

Yeah as it turns out as well as saying this to one brother, one sister and myself this was also stated to my cousin. So they must have all been told the same thing for the last 20 years?

So this was, and to confuse further, this will be the last weekend.

Things are in need of expansion and desperately need to go from place to place to place along with things needing to be .. acquired.

With my figures this is not a problem. With theirs this will be a problem and somewhere in between will be a bit .. tricky.

So I have some .. trepidation.

However .. when I explained why I thought we were told what we did, another theory, and then compared that to the figures I have my cousin did say one thing .. “Well that makes sense!”

I was told this on Friday so it was .. feasible that a letter could have arrived on Saturday but I ruled that possibility out.

But on Monday or Tuesday I am expecting a letter with some figures along with a question that needs to be answered.

Oddly it seems to coincide with the end of something that has been running for the last 12 weeks and the last time there was a prediction like this, big things happening, I also thought it was going to coincide with the exact same thing. Again another 12 week .. thing. I think it is 12 weeks? Lol.

I am not sure whether to post this Sunday night or Monday morning, because I want the title to have a double meaning .. because there kind of is a double meaning. Provided things are finally .. finalised this week?

So finally .. finally .. this thing is finally happening and in the aftermath of that will be a shed load of meticulously planned things and a long awaited return to that part of the blogging.

Plus ten tons of other things happening in quick succession if my theories and predictions turn out to be correct .. yet again. Or one of the rare times I have got it wrong, even though the clues clearly suggest I am correct.

So there is some stuff .. and then a weekly period before everything finally kicks off.

LMAO!

THE DAY OF IRONY

A little while before I typed this out I was standing in a queue .. in Sainsburys .. in pain.

Now the bizarre and not the ironic thing about this is that I had this pain despite being out of the house for only an hour or so. Also I had not been out of the house all day yesterday.

So what was the ironic thing, I hear you asking?

Yesterday I waited in all day for a parcel to be delivered but it never arrived. I had paid extra for this to be delivered quickly, through Millets via Amazon as because, as I have stated over and over again, … the local Millets store is garbage for their actual stock. I could not even find these trainers at other stores and despite going on buses to other areas. After spending for the second time in Millets in as many months buying the WRONG shoes, all from the same brand!

At the end of the day yesterday Amazon was still stating the shoes were out for delivery but when I bothered to look at DPD's website it stated that there was an attempt to deliver the the day before but that it failed and a neighbour refused to take the parcel in?!

• Amazon stated it was to be delivered on the 31^st
• They were ordered on the bank holiday
• They attempted to deliver them the next day, the day before Amazon stated
• I was told I would get a text message stating what hour of the day they were to be delivered but that never arrived
• There was no card left in my door, suggesting they never actually knocked
• No neighbour has even refused a delivery for me, also strongly suggesting they never actually came here at all
• After tearing them new one they said they had not contacted me as they had no details for me provided to them by Millets .. so how exactly did thee text message come through?
• This is the service you get when you pay for the dearest delivery service?!

Oh the irony of it all and standing in pain in a queue doing something I could have done yesterday had the shoes arrived? Well they are the proper Orthotic shoes!!

Just prior to leaving the house to get a few things I needed, and then realising I had forgotten a couple of things on returning home a few minutes ago, I got an email I was waiting for. Waiting for for bloody weeks .. except ..

It did not have one figure I have desperately needed and the other one I desperately needed? A rough figure at best.

This second figure I got was only the date and even then it spreads over an entire week .. and even then only an estimate.

As it turns out the public service I have previously alluded to in all this only got everything on the 18^th May, 2017, and apparently it takes 3 to 4 weeks to get things back. So going on 3 weeks this brings us up until the 7^th June and 4 weeks will be the 14^th June and obviously these are earliest and latest dates.

A bit lower than I had anticipated and .. well .. that 3 to 4 week period? Yeah .. in nothing and nowhere have I read and in anyone have I heard up until this point of a 3 to 4 week period. As I have stated many times the two periods I read about were 2 to 8 weeks and 8 to 12 weeks dependent on a particular thing being involved or not.

So it is not written anywhere about this 3 to 4 week period despite trawling loads of websites, including government ones, and a couple of boos on the subject.

Sooo .. it it turns out that the only people with the knowledge of these periods is that of solicitors then .. why was the whole thing not detailed and the separate periods listed and explained?

So the only answer I have managed to get out after poking them for the second time has just made things even more confusing.

As I have now pointed out to two of my siblings … the fact that the solicitors stated in their letter, in a footnote, that they are ceasing using Hayes DX for their legal documents handling is not .. a good sign. Not for them. Though this may turn out to be in our favour at a later date? Though admittedly this remains to be seen.

I am also told now by one sibling that we are to get w are to get a huge tax bill in all this for something that is not .. as a matter of fact, ours?!

Though I have answered him back and stated clearly that not even the solicitor would be privy to this information and they will not be until they receive it back from the courts.

So very literally what is being followed right now are laws .. laws that were brought in to be fair and nothing more and nothing less.

Now this is how you have to see it right here and right now .. as I will publish it all at an even later date than previously thought ..

• We are going to get a tax bill for something we did not receive!!

I am going to let this one sink in for the next ten days and I can assure you of this much ..

• When readers find out what this was for and what is involved it will blow your mind, if wee get the tax bill that I HAVE BEEN STATING THAT WE CANNOT GET
• It will show that the legal industry is well and truly FUCKED and they have forgotten the very purpose of the LAWS, what they MEAN, what they REPRESENT and WHY they were brought about in the very first instance and EVERY instance since laws inception
• That neither side of the wall in the legal industry is fit for purpose and is the most VASTLY overpaid

Oh well .. that cannot be good then?

Here is another snippet that might now look obvious to readers concerning all this?

• This is an 'I cannot lose' scenario

OOPS!

Well there can be a worst case scenario from this which would be soul destroying for not just me but eight or nine family members! Except I still cannot lose. Well sort of. Maybe?

I can, however, make some changes and be prepared just in case that I do lose in a worst case scenario that would counter act what I would lose almost completely.

I am being kind of forced into this scenario but .. as always .. I have a back-up plan to my back-up plan and I will put this into motion this weekend.

Also as I have a latest date they will do something and I already have a figure for the number of says for this to pan out I can use it. There will be a number of things I need to do before I go fully official that can take a few weeks so if I add a month to this latest date I should be in the clear.

The funny thing is if this ll goes tits-up for some reason then what I have done will cause a humongous legal battle and it will all get aired publicly. Oops! That will not be good for the legal industry and the courts. Oh dear.

But that is only if it all goes wrong which it is extremely unlikely to do. Because there are no believable explanations for it going wrong when the law is very short and very clear on these matters. Because not doing so would mean that the legal industry have broken the laws, or at the very least been unfair. Oops. That is the very reason laws exist. At least that is supposed to be why they exist in the UK.

It would then look an absolute fact that there exists two sets of laws and this would apply to a great many things that have been stated for years. I will say that every conspiracy theorist in the western world would have a bloody field day with this!

This does not even include the ruckus I will start up with several ombudsman and governing bodies in all this where each in turn will all play into my hands and do the exact same things all previous ones have done which I also correctly predicted!

Double oops!

Hmm? I just realised .. these dates run up now until a time whereby a company that wants to help promote me is going to ring me for the third time! Oh that is weird. I thought I would be emailing them around the middle of next week but now it seems when they ring me next time is when I can tell them some confirmed dates and times?! Here's hoping!

Oh feck me! My Salomon Orthotic shoes have arrived. The shoes regarding the irony I mentioned earlier? I wonder if anyone else sees anything else in this delivery of shoes business that can apply to anything else? No?

Look .. carefully.

Here is a big clue .. now I own THREE PAIRS of Salomon Ortholite shoes?!

Now what have I previously been talking about doing very soon and for the foreseeable future and why would I need three pairs?

Well really and technically I only needed two pairs. But there can be n argument made for three pairs, especially if you were to my imminent plans?

LMAO.

Now let us test these shoes and give them just a tad of wearing in?