AND STILL THERE WAS ONE

Well we had another meeting today.

Well .. I didn't .. mores the pity. My daughter did and once again it was a meeting with what are supposed to be several staff from the social workers department, bosses I believe and other Wirral Council staff.

I have wrongly, or more accurately omitted to, report previously that someone from the youngest girls nursery is supposed to be in attendance.

Along with them is supposed to be someone from the school as well. Maybe several as three children go to the same school.

Also meant to be present is someone from Victim Support too.

Another meant to be in attendance of those of which I am aware, is a health visitor.

Lastly is an Independent Review Officer who I am told hails from Northampton, oddly a place I visited for the first time briefly before I moved to the Wirral.

These are for four children on the at-risk register and two of which have now been diagnosed, albeit short of an academic audiology test that clearly is not needed and only a means as yet another in a long line of stall tactics.

This was meeting was number five.

Everyone was present at the first meeting as far as I know.

Since then every subsequent meeting there has only been one person in attendance and today was no different bar one thing. The health visitor did not attend and this not only was the first time the only one I deemed as professional failed to turn up but had previously warned that she could not make it this particular Monday anyway.

So how is it that .. the only one to arrive regularly and on time could not get a meeting date that she could actually attend?

Bizarrely and as the title suggests .. one did turn up and this time it was the social worker. She was flabbergasted that no one else turned up, tried to book a room and was told they were all booked up and stated that he had worked with a number of councils and had never come across one like this one.

I was kind of expecting that sort of reaction from her but I did not expect her to actually say it. I guess that given the embarrassment of said situation she felt compelled .. to say .. something?

“No wonder children are dying around here all the time?!” My daughter stated to me after once again stating that there was a no show from almost everyone.

“Yeah .. funny how it is completely ignored by the news media despite them being fifty yards from this door when that Policeman was killed deploying a spike-strip?!” I replied.

Oddly there had been a rumour among the locals that stated that this Policeman had not ha the proper training in the deployment of spike-strips. That did not seem to get any reporting either.

As I said .. two children have died within fifty yards or so of that Policeman dying and one of the worst cases or domestic violence of which the legal case will be classed as historical. Plus an entire family mostly consisting of disabled children and adults who are not only a victim of said domestic violence but also ignored and not offered one iota of help from anyone either have also gone unnoticed.

My mind boggles at te thought of the number of things to occur within the UK that were previously right under the noses of so-called professional and research journalists?

I am afraid they have become like film celebrities for the most part .. too bothered about their image and fame to realise what is going on right, fucking, behind them.

Currently I am awaiting news of some hospital tests concerning someone close to me while I have an autistic duo that have somehow managed to avoid having a double meltdown. It has come close, believe me.

So the complaint has now been escalated .. again! I simply said “Umm .. exactly how many times is this going to be 'escalated' before this Independent Review Officer does something?!”

Remember .. they can make all te noises in the world and they might thik that they say all the correct things but .. I learnt long ago to take no notice. Words mean absolutely nothing to me in any way shape or form. Nothing has even come of the use of words whether in the form or encouragement, promises or otherwise.

So today we had to get the kids to school, go to a meeting in the pouring rain on foot that a bunch of people supposed to be professionals and have cars given to them cannot be bothered to turn up to. We were supposed to look inside a new house and maybe that is going on right now? A hospital visit an calposcopy to rule out the dreaded 'C' word and then pick the remaining kids up from school? Oh, wait? A friend is picking one up from school and will be here at 4am, or around thirty minutes at the time of typing.

Oh and we had two do two bits of shopping and as I have now heard from the DVLA for the first time in two months, I had photos to get for my drivers licence. Yeah .. I still have not gotten around to doing that!

Oh and there were two other things I was meant to do today, check out my nearside rear wheel as it seems to be leaking air and … fill and in and send off some forms. Tomorrow it is then?! SIGH

The funny thing is that when Rotherham Council was deemed 'not fit for purpose' I expected several others to follow on from that. I certainly expected Wirral Council to follow on as a second place?!

You simply cannot tell me that Rotherham Council was the only bad egg out of several full baskets of eggs?! No bloody way!

So where are all the others?

Yeah .. I cannot help but continue to think that I have thought for a long time and that is that the things we get to hear reports on are not even ten percent of all that goes on and situations where they were used as scapegoats, getting thrown under the bus, so to speak, to then be able to bury anything else they know is rotten to its very core?

No matter the industry and both public and private .. none of them cease to amaze me .. well, to a degree. I know that each one I deal with will I turn, tu out to be lying conning tricksters loaded to the brim with naïve jobs-worths. I am just always slightly surprised when I find yet another one in what is a very long list and has a failure ratio of 100%.

Oh crap!

There was a long pause before I typed 'oh crap' and something has occurred. It is not good.

I had previously stated that we both have serious issues going on as well as the usual spate from our shared disability.

In the past .. it has been hard to tell whether any of the more serious things that have occurred with me have been something .. separate or down to the Fibromyalgia.

My previous GP practice was quick to put things down to my Fibromyalgia while my new GP has stated that it is dangerous to do that, which was pretty much obvious to me previously.

Of these are the very high blood pressure readings at rest, in the area of Hypertension Stage 2 and Hypertensive Crisis a majority of the time.

If that alone was not bad enough then combine that with postural hypotension where raising from a seated, crouched or lying position where your blood pressure drops a lot and .. whammo. Your out of it and either blacking out, greying out or passing out completely. Forgetting everything else the falls alone are dangerous depending on where you are unless your a compete moron.

My right knee pain turned out to be a physical thing and not down to the Fibromyalgia so you could remove that from the 120 odd symptoms I have experienced that could be the Fibromyalgia.

The there was the anxiety attacks as a result of the DWP just cancelling everything 18 month back an suddenly my legs do not work, turning out to be something called Fibromyalgia Rubber Legs that once a fucking gain I had to diagnose myself.

Then I had these odd spurts of discomfort in my chest that I ignored until a few times when they were quite strong, very distracting and had me wondering whether I was having a heart attack or angina?

As stated previously somewhere between the middle of 2016 and up until September 2017 I found myself in Accident & Emergency three times without even calling '999' a single time. Despite spraying something under my tongue they use in the event of a heart attack this is not what I had. They never found out what these symptoms were .. though they were worried enough about test results to take me into A&E those three times.

As I have also stated the very last time was like two weeks or slightly less before moving here to the Wirral to help my daughter and try and held my grandchildren and am admittedly way out of my depth and doubt whether I help every single day.

Only since being here those chest pains, tightness and heart palpitations have increased and I have noted that the irregular heart beat symbol has not only been displaying but working my way through the memory it has been going off for a very long time, probably more than a year?

A bloody cardiologst they want to refer me to just before I go away!

Sorry .. I just have not been able to get over that just as several people I know have not been able to get over it either.

The appointment is this Thursday as I finally managed to arrange it while up here and it is a rapid appointment, or something he called it.

Except despite that being a slight concern .. only in that if anything happens to me then I am no longer a help to my daughter or grandchildren .. or anyone on here for that matter. No that is not the concern.

The concern was first getting the confirmed diagnosis of the same thing with my daughter and .. well .. something else sorted out. But on doing those two things .. two other things have reared their ugly heads.

After a couple of visits a couple of days back today was an more .. internal examination and after a long day doing other things in-between and not even finding the time to look at an unsuitable house that has been offered .. the internal exam was done.

I had a female friend in the house and we were just chatting about things when her face changed an glanced past me through the living room window. She said that she was back, not looking good and moving slowly.

I leapt up to go and unlock the door and barely walking she came in with another woman in tow looking .. scared. Scared for the first time ever in thirty years that I have ever witnessed. More scared than when I took her to high court, even.

This was not what I expected, not what I expected at all and suddenly something that I had thought and had hoped would be routine was nothing of the kind.

Some details were explained to me that I have not been able to comment on in any way, shape or form and .. a biopsy that was not expected was taken.

I text one person I know back down south who had previously played it all down, stated it was routine stuff despite how good I am at .. reading between the lines, and is male. So did not really count.

But one woman down south said the same thing and that she had, had it and that it cleared up by the tome he was checked. Umm .. no. She had failed to realise or remember just how good a researcher I am and I pointed out that in her case there was no infection to the virus and that when there is it .. remains. For good. Also that depending on the type of the virus and/or infection which normally has a number associated with it, depends on whether or not this now permanent infect virus can increase the chance of a cancer you do not really want.

Yeah .. not only is it THAT type of infected virus but .. they have now see it and needed to not only take a biopsy but also even talked about treatments available which was, for me, not the right time to mention this.

I have to text this other person but the first one, the guy in the equation, simply answered “Oh dear!” when I text him.

Oh dear indeed and I replied by stating that he simply cannot believe the crap going through my head right now. Because there are four children that have to be thought about not to mention a childhood friend I thin will have a breakdown over this and while she is heavily pregnant too!

As was put to me a couple of times in the last couple of weeks ..

“Dad? Why does this crap keep happening to us?”

“Corrupt, lazy and greedy pubic services, I'm afraid”

A shame my Patreon page has not burst into life.

THE LETTER OF DAMNATION

Damnation to who? This may very well what you are asking yourself but I will say this ..

Damnation to all!

Our situation is one that would very probably be the highest priority in a great many situations and in many areas throughout the UK.

You have two with a horrid disability trying to care for and get to school on time four children half of which have a serious disability.

All this after a case of domestic violence that came close to costing a life with an arrest, charges being bought against a man we are constantly hammered by the media are peace loving people.

My health has deteriorated while I have been here and am having that rapid referral I mentioned previously to do with my heart.

The other in this situation has the same disability as me but with a recurring blood clot and now some abnormal cells that are infected that could be serious and they are being rushed in to hospital. Should be at a Doctor's appointment today, right now in fact. Hopefully. She has been reluctant to go and her two parents who have not seen eye to eye in over twenty years are keeping on at her to go.

If your working or own your own business then your inevitably paying taxes and those taxes go towards paying for a whole range of services.

There are many of these services but the main and obvious ones are the various Police Forces, NHS and all of its trusts, GP Practices, Hospitals and maybe Care Homes and the Local Councils. Lastly there is the DWP of the obvious services. There are others.

To convince us over the years that they are doing thing correctly and not abusing the taxes they take from us ombudsman have been introduced over time for each area. There are dozens of them. Then there are the governing bodies too.

After all that you have the charities. Lots and lots of charities though in my experience they mostly ask the sufferers for donations and .. well .. write the odd letter.

Some seem to have many bodies, like the NHS ..

• PHSO
• GMC
• NICE
• Patient's Association
• PALS

They likely have more than those three?

All of them being paid for along with the NHS and all its trusts and they do nothing or very little and yet they cannot work out haw to actually save money? Are they fecking serious?

So when you have an entire family in trouble an two of those being children and with the two adults having very potentially fatal conditions what do you do? You ask for help. You ask for help because the first lie of help and though knowing the situation, don't do anything.

So who do you go to for help?

Solicitors? Sorry .. despite claiming to be a civilised society and having laws there is no way to enforce them unless your wealthy. If your wealthy most of the time no one would do anything to you anyway.

Oh and they slowly took away Legal Aid without dealing with the fact that fees were getting way too high. I bet there are a lot of new solicitors having difficulties today?

Oh then there are the rights groups ..

• Disability Rights UK
• Age UK
• Scope
• Disability Law Service (which is not actually a law service and has not been in years)
• Citizen's Advice Bureau
• A myriad of other Advice Centres
• Disability Specialist Solicitors you apparently have to pay for
• Pro Bono Solicitors and Barristers which are like finding Rocking Horse Shit
• Disability Charities
• Specific Disability Charities
• The Tabloids
• TV News Networks

I guarantee that if readers sent the link to this specific post to any of the above nothing would happen.

In fact the reason why I am doing this post today is that I want to paste in a letter/report that I have sent out to almost all.

I think the only ones I have not contacted is PALS, dealt with them before, and my specific charity for my condition and that of the children, Fibromyalgia and Autism.

Make no mistake despite my vast and widespread areas of knowledge I am flying blind and a fish out of water and even my daughter is getting worn down.

Considering that we was told that everything was going to be rushed .. that was over 8 weeks ago, I am paying for my belongings to remain in storage and not even been able to get back to retrieve anything. Despite several attempts to do so.

I have already lost one car I paid for since being here and that was thanks to Churchill Insurance being incompetent along with the DVLA being incompetent.

There is not an organisation or person outside of the professional health visitor who I had a good feeling about anyway and told my daughter so from the start, proving myself correct once again, that has done anything.

So then .. before another catastrophe occurs that has me go missing with my posts on here for several days, already caused me to go missing with my other blog posts for several months, here is that letter/report with a detailed description of everything that has occurred and that I or others close to me have witnessed ...

Remember .. I am just trying to work, do my thing while helping some others while I am here ..

LETTER ..

Dear Sir/Madam

INEPT PUBLIC SERVICES

My problem is threefold ..

First and most important points start with the latest and the reasons why I am here and then stepping back over a couple of months.

I have very literally been led down a garden path, tricked and lied to over and over again and then as a result of my honesty I was .. cut loose at the worst possible time.

• I have been forced to apply for Universal Credit which I am expecting to be refused
• I cannot even apply for Income Support after all this time because of the crazy amounts of time it is taking the NHS to diagnose anyone .. like my two autistic grandchildren

RELOCATION & REASONS ..

• I have moved to Wirral from London
• My daughter has no one
• My daughter was subject to very serious domestic violence, court case pending January 2018
• Shortly thereafter we discovered one of my daughter's four children is seriously autistic
• I decided to move here to help .. because I knew the authorities would not and nor have they since I have been here, instead of seemingly sniffing for things against my daughter
• Now discovered since arriving here that youngest grandchild has autism more severe than older child
• Tests all done .. paediatrician appointment to be made pending an audiology test
• I was struck down with a cold virus I have had since I got here over four weeks ago
• I still have belongings in storage in London that has cost me three months rent and counting

AUTHORITIES & HELP ..

• NONE
• Semi regular visits from Social Worker
• In beginning visit from two or three social workers and Police together plus Victim Support
  • This now appears to have been all for show
• Semi Regular Visits from Victim Support
• Highly regular and highly professional visits from the Health Visitor and only one that has genuinely attempted to help repeatedly
• Calling me accidentally thinking I was my daughter .. returning my daughter's call I told Victim Support that my daughter was after a house and that she thought that the Victim Support might help her get it
  • Reply in a not very good tone
  • “Oh she was just have to apply like everyone else”?!
  • Now either there is major and front page newsworthy issue in the Wirral where attempted murder in a domestic violence case that has led to a historical court case and two of four children are diagnosed as autistic or as I had previously stated to my daughter .. do not trust Victim Support they only aid the local councils
• Meetings to be attended by council, social workers, victim support and health visitor along with an Independent Review Officer from Northampton
  • All attended first meeting
  • Second meeting council, social workers and victim support were a no-show annoying the Independent Review Officer (IRO)
  • Third Meeting the council, social workers and victim support were once again no-shows now pissing off the Independent Review Officer (IRO)
  • Fourth meeting and after having to walk all the way there on return to her home and me opening the door my daughter gives me a look and just says “Just don't! Dad, your not going to believe this!”
  • The council, social workers and victim support were once again all no-shows causing the Independent Review Officer to go into a rage and start ignoring council staff when they said hello
  • My daughter tells me I was right again by stating not to trust Victim Support
  • VS have this tactic where they work too closely with the council, had me suspicious when I worked with them, promise you loads of things, state they will work with the council and after awhile it just goes .. dead
• Yet I have discovered while here that along with vastly unfair fines regarding bins and recycling, which is based scientifically on .. bullshit, that there are unfair pressures on parents regarding school at tendencies
• Despite the fact tat since I have been here, only an effing month, I have seen schools tech children how to make dangerous items involving optical disks, sharp when broken, and tea candles which will melt optical discs and one set fir to a living room within an hour of it being in the house
• Young children coming home with old mobile phones to ply with complete with batteries attached which are well known to be fire hazards
• Several children coming home with black marker pen ik ll over their school jumpers
• Violent Crime
  • The last incident involved three masked individuals in a stolen hire car pulling up outside a school in Prenton where my grandchildren attend with a boot full of weapons and on calling the Police they answered .. “What do you want us to do about it?” which is not the first time I have heard that line from Merseyside Police. When they did arrive .. sorry, when HE did arrive he was .. well obviously alone
  • This pales into insignificance of an attempted murder where my daughter helped to try and save young man who had been hit, looking deliberately so to, by cr while on his motorbike.
  • My daughter came into the house covered with blood, Police arrived for a statement, stated they wanted her clothing which was covered in the victim's blood but did not take them. Several days later they still stated they was going to pick them up and that the victim had died and now was a murder investigation ..
  • But .. the clothing was now useless and contaminated and could not be used in any investigation in any way, shape or form!
  • That incident was within two hundreds yards of where a Police Officer died using a spike strip
  • Then my daughter and youngest grandchild was nearly killed within the same hundred yards or so of the above incidents by a drunk driver who ploughed into a number of cars
• The Independent Review Officer's remarks about the situation were damning and even went as far as stating that these people were 'not professionals' echoing and proving what I have been stating for an absolute age now and publishing on my blog .. one set of stupid rules for the public while no rules for them and those rules they do have they constantly ignore and have no accountability for
• I still reserve my right to NOT trust the Independent Review Officer until she actually takes a series of actions against Wirral Council, its Social Workers and Victim Support
• The level of both incompetence, laziness and complacency by a bunch of so called professionals working for public services, being paid for by the tax-payer and whining about their pay caps is absolutely staggering, remember the NHS have their on accusations made and proved against them elsewhere in this report
• Taking payments for jobs they do not do is fraud and very possibly theft in every other area of the UK but oddly does not apply to the government or the public services

PRIOR TO MOVING .. THE KNIFE IN MY BACK

• I was on an NEA course because I was going to receive inheritance and wanted to start my own business
• I did the entire course and was approved TWICE
• During that time my PIP was stopped
• At the thirteenth hour the DWP and Job Centre cancelled everything .. including my NEA
• This was after promising my daughter I would relocate here to help her
• Except they stated that £20,000 received in inheritance is different to receiving £20,000 from them?!
• But I had already spent over £20,000 on a car and professional camera equipment by the time they informed me .. hence the thirteenth hour .. above
• Also purchased a car for my daughter and grandchildren to use
• I have had expenditures of several thousand pounds since this cancellation
• Had a family member steal £35,000 inheritance from me

PREVIOUSLY ..

• Mary Ward Legal in Camden took me on as a special case to get my Personal Independent Payment back but they have taken forever to answer me on most occasions and .. after emailing me with shock at my upcoming situation has not answered any further emails
• My condition is Fibromyalgia Syndrome which causes ..
  • Plantar fasciitis like foot pain (in reverse)
  • Hypertension Stage 2
  • Postural Hypertension which along with the above causes black outs and falls
  • Short Term Memory Loss – otherwise known as Fibrofog
  • Anxiety Attacks that can be so bad that they lead to ..
  • Fibromyalgia Rubber Legs .. complete loss of use of legs
  • Skin Conditions
  • Over 100 symptoms in total and wont bother to list them
• Chest Pain from Irregular Heart Beat .. North Middlesex Hospital wanted referral to cardiologist just prior to moving .. has increased since arriving in the Wirral .. every time I walk to local shop
• Of note is that since being here my daughter has many of my symptoms but without foot pain but added recurring blood clot in the leg!
• Physical problem right knee that along with Fibromyalgia was ignored and then lied about y NHS for many years

MY BUSINESS

• Not producing an income at present
• Based on a a dozen blogs and a YouTube Channel
• Required a whole raft of photographic equipment of which I have acquired all but three items I now cannot purchase
• Required a new PC I intended to build to be able to edit 42 Mega Pixel RAW file photos from the new camera and 4K videos .. I now cannot purchase

• BLOGS I AUTHOR
  • Corruption in the public services – Over 100GB recorded evidence
  • asaintcalledallnights.blogspot.com
  • British Wildlife
  • britishwildliferare.blogspot.com
  • Exotic Animals
  • repsamphibsfish.blogspot.com
  • Computing and Gaming
  • cpusandcomputers.blogspot.com
  • Orchids
  • understandingtropicalorchids.blogspot.com
  • Digital Photography
  • myphotographyexperience.blogspot.com
  • Astronomy & Astrophysics
  • myastronomyastrophysics.blogspot.com
  • a few neglected others on films & music

Ombudsman have all already been tried and have proved time and time again and with each sector of the public services that they look out for the interests of their associated public service and, of course, themselves and their so-called careers (see IRO remarks above for that one).

So as you can see .. I have been set up and tricked by the DWP and my previous Job Centre and this has had an adverse effect on my symptoms.

By the time you read this I would have now had my first appointment with my new GP, I had to weirdly wait two weeks for, to speak about the anxiety attacks since being here, increase in chest pain and irregular hear beats and the previous referral at my last visit to North Middlesex Hospital to a cardiologist.

At a visit to the same hospital previous to this one one A&E Doctor stated that there was no way that the DWP should have taken away my Personal Independent Payments with my medical record.

The DWP previously told the charity Fibromyalgia Association UK that they fully accepted that Fibromyalgia was a debilitating disability and would not target any body with it.

Considering all that I have included in this letter/report you have to ask yourself that with everything listed above the lack of help and support from absolutely everybody is quite damning.

In the event that this becomes public, and it already is in parts, that everyone within the UK's population along with that of others from around the world they will wonder what in the hell everyone is being paid for within the UK and its public services.

If the fact that two adults with a registered disability are trying to cope with four children and with two of those with autism that is constantly disruptive as well as trying to continue to build my business you have to ask yourself ..

• If not us .. then who, exactly?

So much for honesty and transparency.

I hope that you can help me with my never ending war with the lying, cheating public service that is the DWP, NHS, Local Councils and the Police?

I look forward to any correspondence.

Yours faithfully

Martin Haswell BSc

DEATH FROM A THOUSAND CUTS

You just can't seem to go a day without the public services doing something stupid. At least that's how it used to be. The government obviously was not content with that.

Today my daughter attended her fourth meeting to do with all the strife of recent events. So this would involve the domestic violence and the fact that she has four children to contend with and get to schools at different times.

Bearing in mind two them are autistic and that the older of these is having an ever increasing amount of major meltdowns. Communication is not too great either. We petrified add were told this will get worse plus the younger one is starting to have her meltdowns and before long she will catch up to the older one with intensity and frequency. God only knows where the older one will be by then?!

And to think the second oldest boy is a problem too .. half of the time. Didn't listen, is crafty, lies through his teeth to get what he wants and does dangerous things that the autistic ones are bound to copy leading you to fear that they will do something, like electric themselves for one.

They all get through a useless child gate .. hell themselves to whatever for they can get their hands on and throw the rest.

The older one has shown signs of moods too, who was otherwise not much bother so maybe early puberty?!

Yeah so without the scare of the 'C' word hanging over us currently there is the fact that we both suffer with the same disability but that carries a danger in itself to each of us. Just different dangers. 

Blood clots and heart problems.

Yeah .. so the meeting was regarding a family of six, four which have bad health issues.

Oh did I mention the domestic violence which has led to a historical court case?

Yeah .. well .. for the third time in a row now the social worker, no one from the council and victim support woman all failed to turn up!

The health visitor did so as she normally does, getting angry about them last time and taking my daughter for a latte afterwards. As did the Independent Review Officer who herself wasn't impressed. 

That was the second time in a row.

So would it surprise you to discover that just today they all failed to turn up yet again from Wirral Council and Victim Support?

This did not go down well with the Independent Review Officer and my daughter was impressed with her reaction to the no shows.

Now I'm not cynical. I've just been at this long enough to know that not only can you not trust anyone but you also cannot find anyone to actually and genuinely help.

In other words I hope that the Independent Review Officer is just in on the charade to keep my daughter happy and stop her from approaching the tabloids or TV news groups, not that they are guaranteed to cover a top news story anyway. What with my positive on that and my willing to bet they are pretty accurate to boot.

The .. IRO was going crazy and decided to totally ignore council staff when they said "hello" to them. She said something about my daughter and her children not getting anything in the way of support from authorities. She became angrier still when she learned my daughter was witness to two crimes with one being a murder where she tried to help save the guys life. They thought they had until he died the days or so later.

So then .. twice in one day? Well .... No!

Upon arriving home with the children, the older two while I looked after the younger two with one having a constant meltdown, she told me that the Job Centre had just for her friends that they have her their benefits stopped and weight be getting any money until after Christmas?!

First off this is this Universal Credit bollocks, apparently, and secondly .. this could have a five year old little girl. It gets better as the father has her anxiety issues, I've witnessed this, and added to all that the mother is .. pregnant!!

My daughter said to me that the Job Centre have asked her in to talk to her .. this Thursday and she is panicking now that they will say the same to her?! She said if they tell her the same thing she will "kick off".

She also stated that if this is what's coming it's going to go off around here. I think I'm going to be needing a camera before very long?!

Though familiar with the phrase I used for the title of this post, Death From A Thousand Cuts, it was mentioned to me recently by a GP when describing what life is like being a GP today under the NHS.

After hearing first the failure of so-called professionals who are also supposed to be so-called servants of the people and then what they may well be about to do to the locals around here, as well as Humberside/Grimsby, I'm wondering if I was meant to be here for more reasons than one?

Life in the UK truly is becoming akin to that of a form of capital punishment and torture practised in China pre-1905 and introduced around the tenth century?!

I first off simply cannot believe the inhumanity of it all and secondly and just as shocking add the first .. that the fucking corrupt news media are not nor have not covered this at all.

Extremely bad journalistic research?

Ignoring the thousands of people that must be emailing them or writing to them?

Ignoring them because they have been ordered to do so by their bosses or owners?

In which case, complicit in the murder of tens or hundreds of thousands of people, it's far from over yet, to save the wealthiest some pocket money due their next Ferrari?!

Those history books I repeatedly refer to cannot be published fast enough. I just hope I just love long enough to actually read them and witness the reaction of the wider public.

In fact I very much long to see the reaction of the wider public when the truth is finally realised and I get to see whether or not we are truly an amoral nation, and how we become one. Or if we still have some values left in what was once a stand together nation of strong Christian values?

Hopefully not too much time will pass before I can tell?