THE THREE FINGERS

I had long since known that the public services were corrupt and it took me a long time to figure out how and why they was getting away with it.

I started to realise that various public services had blame but I then started to wonder who was liable for all this? The DWP for not giving me financial support, as they already had and admitted I needed help twice? Or the NHS for not investigating and diagnosing my conditions earlier which led to me not getting help from the DWP and Local Councils?

Except I was not getting this reason back from a lot of complete moron solicitors that think themselves highly intelligent. Now only was they not stating this they also played a numbers game, despite adverts on TV bullshitting about how they care abut people. Like Irwin Mitchell .. they also failed to know and realise something else.

I mean it has been a running joke about how everything is being slowly and stealthily privatised, right?! Well what if it was all being run or bought up by the same company?

This excuse and grand plan to get away with literal murder would all end if it turned out one company ran them all, right? They would therefore be liable? The connection of running all involved means that they were ultimately t fault, would it not?!

Enter stage right .. SERCO!

Serco are pioneering new approaches to public services

https://www.serco.com/about

Yeah .. they came up with an new approach alright and have spent many years selling this idea to other countries and therefore other governments n doubt?! Well it seems to say that too on their website?! Europe, Asia and further afield too ..

Or are we to believe that a British company now runs all the public services around the whole of Europe and beyond?

Hmm .. I guess that would make Brexit a bit tricky for them?! I mean if I was the EU and with Britain leaving I would not be happy with a British company running this show after they had effectively fucked off. I would certainly want to make the British government sweat buckets and make leaving the EU not that stright forward that with have them fumbling their words, lines and make them look clueless and contradict themselves on a weekly basis if I was them I ..

.. OH WAIT?! LMAO!

Except there is a bit of a problem their because despite their claims of being a British company and despite their CEO being the grandson of none other than Winston Churchill, which probably makes him a Tory, they are not British. They are American. Or at least several websites I was directed to by someone else showed this to be the case.

If you did not see the screenshot in my last post just google Serco and you well see it state at the top of the page they run the public services and across the board too and .. on the right it will state that they made a little under £3 BILLION in a year. Whether that money is just the UK, across the whole of Europe or globally I do not know.

They seem to like singing like proverbial Canaries about how much they are in control of though, that much I know.

In fact after being directed to them by a woman I met into corruption around four or five years ago I never thought in a million years that they would still be advertising the fact that they run everything.

A bit too much control over too many things, don't you think?

Who could possibly hold these people to account when they have control over so many things?!

Hundreds of thousands and maybe millions have asked how they have gotten away with all this and ow the common thing to ask yourself is how can they flout what they are doing, central government included, right in front of everyone's faces and still get away with it?

Well it would be easy if you happen to be someone that controls everything?

How can you corrupt several public services to lie and cheat people, cause pain, suffering and death and get away with that? Well once again this is easy to set up if you own, run or control everyone involved.

A bonkers plan needs a bonkers theory. Ladies and gentlemen I give you the one and only ..

Serco.

Well it is a start.

Maybe with this data and with the fact that my blog has been regularly checked by journalists looking to .. borrow a story without giving acknowledgement someone would run with it?

Unless Serco or the person that owns it also owns all the news media outlets or is chummy with the ones that own all the media outlets?

Oooh wait .. is not the CEO the grandson of Winston Churchill? Does that not make him likely to be a Tory? Did I not see it reported somewhere that most, if not all, the major news outlets are owned by Tories?!

Oh dear now there is a definite and real connection.

No grand plan is infallible. There is simply no way of keeping something under wraps forever, a long time maybe but not forever.

I give them their due .. they have kept this a secret for a very, very long time and they have continued unabated with their dastardly and evil plans for a very, very long time without so much as anyone linking it all together or even asking awkward questions. Until recently.

I started to see tabloids, though not TV news networks, reporting on the real number of deaths because of the cuts. Deaths at the hands of the NHS were coming out prior to this and fuck me if they do not try and get gagging orders using the courts and the so-called law to cover up the worst crimes in British history. No I am not kidding.

These are only behind Nazi Germany and Ancient Romans (err maybe) for the number of British civilian deaths caused. But like sending people to their deaths in wars started up with a pack of lies .. they think that they very thing that puts the 'civilisation' in society can just be twisted around and perverted to hide the biggest crimes in history, Certainly recent history.

So what do you do as a nation when this is widely realised?

What do you do as a nation when you realise that everything you have come to trust as been .. warped into something that is unrecognisable that renders the whole idea of a legal system to protect the innocent, a joke!!

Personally I would not be surprised if not all revolutions were started on a lot less than these reasons we have here today in the UK?!

So now you know. Now you can see the trick of the three fingers and now you know who owns or at least controls all of these fingers.

What do you now do with that sort of knowledge?

A WALK AMONG THE MEWS

Well I had three plans. Well more accurately as it turned out I had three plans.

• Plan A
• Plan B
• Plan C

Plan B actually had it's touchpaper lit today. To my surprise and to be honest I did not know what to expect. I did state to the person I met today that I did not expect anything really.

But what happened is I explained about the letters from Her Majesty's Court & Tribunal Service and that I had several that stated ESA Appeal and several stating PIP Appeal when there was not one and one of each I received several weeks AFTER the tribunal was heard.

You ever had that time when you explain something to somebody and they gie you a funny look and you just know they do not believe you? I had that.

She then said something like 'No, you already said it was heard on the 30^th September. You cannot have letters stating there is another one” and I corrected her with “Umm TWO, would you LIKE to see the letters? At which point her face changed, she sat more upright and said “yes” with an interested look on her face.

She looked through the letters one by one, there are 8 or 9 in all, who's counting? I waited until she got to the last two and then a puzzled look came upon her face. “Wait, what?” was all I needed to hear and I laughed and said “Told yah!”. She then said “What in the hell are they doing?”

She then sat there stunned when I stated that AT the tribunal, which I was tanked out on, I told the clerk to the court this, told the judge this and they simply dismissed and ignored it. I then said that I was accused of lying on three things and failed and lost because I got on a bus. To go to hospital. At at time of year when it was cold. And it was a Saturday. When I have repeated myself over and over and over again that I have a problem with HOT WEATHER and RUSH HOURS!

Take today. I had to get a very, very easy bus I always get a seat on and then had to take the tube train for about 20 minutes. It was not as empty on the tube as I thought it would be and I could not get a seat. As I stated to a surprised lady no one offered me one either. Did not bother me but … IF I am forced to do that as Ii am forced to go to work somewhere in will make my life miserable it will not end well one day and it will be all my fault.

But that is what they want, to say that I am both crazy and violent.

This has been attempted several times.

I told the lady I met that they used me now being violent, in case I punched someone in the mouth for being rude and pushing and insulting on a bus or train, as me being violent sop wont do home visits. When it clearly does not work like that and they just twisted things to fit their agenda. I told her that you just get fed up with talking to them in the end. They simply do not want to listen and have an agenda and that is it.

She agreed it was very hard and very unfair presently.

I think she may also have spotted the three letters that had 'Home Visits' plastered on them where they FAILED to turn up every single time and LIED about each one! I also explained that in the intitial letter to HMCTS the DWP told them I had failed to turn up to five, that is FIVE, assessments when the fact is there was only ONE! I pointed to the three Home Visits, pointed out that THEY failed to turn up and was using those to make it look like I had failed to turn up to FIVE RECENTLY.

She pointed out that the tribunal was not illegal as it was only over me not turning up to an assessment and not over my condition, which was still a bit weird but OK, if thems the rules then thems the rules...

Except I told the surprised lady that I have never attended ANY assessment and that this had not happened before. Had I known they were just going to stop the benefit I would have made more of an effort and gotten someone to take me.

So yeah, Plan B seems to have gotten some traction and I was not sure that it ever would.

Plan A relies on one of two other organisations but I was told not to speak to one about my case any longer and she also asked if I had the letter of apology they sent me. I did and this was regarding the Citizen's Advice Bureau.

She wondered of the Citizen's Advice Bureau were the reason for the HMCTS mistakes and I told her she might have a point. She photocopied a fair few letters and document I had as well as the CAB apology letter. They will be contacting them.

My God! I might actually have someone to say positive things about and actively promote on here? If this pet project of theirs woks out they may want to expand on it and I may well be able to help them with this by using my blogs to help promote them?

Now THAT would be uber cool!

And then there is ultra secret Plan C. Hmm, yes Plan C.

I have not talked a great deal with anyone about Plan B … that is until today when it gained some traction.

Plan C absolutely no one knew about until very recently and I told just two family members and one friend I only ever seem to be in contact with by phone lately.

After having one friend do a runner, one fade away and another RUN away I am only left with three people I see regularly. Well … Plan C became a possibility around three weeks ago, maybe four …. I lose count. Despite being aware of this Plan C for all that time NONE of the three people I see regularly know anything about it.

This is for several reasons. Several very GOOD reasons.

So other than the fact I have a Plan C no details will be divulged … this time around. Plan A was kind of a toss up between the Citizen's Advice Bureau I no longer have any faith in any more for anything, and Mind. I sent Mind an email over it as I cannot go through my counsellor.

But Plan B trumps Plan S, what with Plan B being solicitors … I think. Yeah, I think they are and never thought to clarify that.

All three plans were predicted by me to all take place, gain traction or reveal themselves before the end of November.

Oddly enough I have dropped rather major clues about this to those I see regularly by repeatedly stating I just have to see things through until the end of November.

Funnily enough I thought one of the three people would pick up on it each time I said it but … nothing was picked up on. So I carried on saying it.

This last plan is a bigger surprise than the one I had today. For some this will be effing major in more ways than one and everyone who was an idiot before is bound to say “How the fuck?” and I will state back … “Did you NOT notice a sudden change in me in mid October...” same goes on here lol “Did you not hear me keep saying I just need to see things through until the end of November? Did you not ever wonder why?”

It is kind of intended as a major lesson.

As long as something that is stated is finally carried out. Just like so many other things for the last year or two and my two other plans, it is totally and utterly out of my control. It ultimately relies on others to do as they should, do as they say or offer help. I cannot make people do these things … they simply have to see the light and do what they can or what they say they are going to do.

I have had to wait and wait for all of these things to fall into place. I could not force them and I simply had to wait. Getting this lady on board today was a path that led around the block a few times … but I got there in the end.

Now I just have to play the waiting game to see what occurs.

After leaving the building I found myself scanning along some old Mews and realised I missed all that. I love all the little Mews around London and saw a Tudor style church I did not know existed previously. Even pointed it out to the lady I met.

I stood there smoking a roll up and stared down one particular Mews and I so wanted to stay there in London and walk around these places like I used to do! But I couldn't do it as tempted as I was.

I got back to Enfield and realised I was way, way early for my Job Centre doobrey whatsit. I then got outside the building and was feeling dead and tired when one friend rang. He is the one that thinks I am entitled to compensation, but I'll believe it when I am told it or see it. When I told him what happened he was over the moon! Kept repeating “Well done!” before I cut our conversation short and went in to only be told off. It seems in my head I had told myself all day that the time was 2.40pm when it was actually 1.40pm and I was an hour late! I would not mind were it not for the fact I sat in the Town Park smoking for an hour!

After nebing told I would have to wait and me apologising I waited for an hour before I finally got called over. Fair play, it was my fault and I sat there waiting and wondering how in the hell I had made the mistake? I then remembered that they wrote TWO appointments in my book and I wondered whether I had looked at the bottom time instead of the one above it? Nope because I looked as I sat down and the time listed at the bottom was NOT 2.40pm! Lol.

I apologised again, told her I had been to London and mentioned where, which I did not want to do due to the reasons why I was there but she did not know who it was anyway.

Then she realised that I had been on Jobsearch awhile, been on Universal Credit due to a major cock-up and then realised I was an expert on animals and orchids among other things and she just wanted to chat and chat. In the end she was very nice and very cool. Just like the first lady I met that day.

Both calm and collected professionals with voices that gave away upbringings better than your average suburban area. Found out where the second lady was from and thought about asking the first but did not. Forgot. Maybe next time? If there IS a next time?

Sooo … then? It is mid November and aa few weeks of backwards and forwards to and fro and things should be almost there?

EDIT: here is a link ...

http://dpac.uk.net/2016/11/stop-the-violations-end-welfare-reform-now/

THE SNOOTY GET SNOTTY

Well I have had a snotty email response.

I got a ticking off, would you believe, because they did not state that I had not got a greater then 51% chance of winning a court case ...

Umm ... except that is the second time I have been told exactly that and the fact that they said 'NO' to help in the same letter, well ... in my book that basically is stating that you did not get far enough over half a chance of winning a court case, lol.

Then there was a sarcastic comment about going through hours and hours of blog posts ... umm except for the fact it works the same a a Google search.

In other words this organisation meant to help the public just did not bother to look.

They must be helping so, so many people to not be able to spend a couple of hours doing some searching and listening to some tapes? LOL.

Also they do not seem to know anything about the fact a Doctor, or DOCTORS and a Specialist, falsified an ultrasound test result for a condition that is actually a killer?

My word, my Fibrofog from my Fibromyalgia must really be getting bad if I emailed  an organisation and did not actually state what I was emailing them about?!

LMAO!

ANYHOO ...

Here is the email response from AvMA, or confusingly called Action Against Medical Accidents, and my reply to them. I point out the sarcasm but I DO NOT bother to be sarcastic about her not telling me she was not prepared to search through my blog. I am stern about being spoken to like I posses an IQ below the score of 10.

Hmm, I hope they have not changed the name officially to Action Variable Against Medical Accidents, lmao, to cover themselves if they never do anything by stating that they clearly do not 'promise' anything. Cynical, much? Lol.

Or as it more likely sounds like ... making an excuse for why they did not look for it when I had actually asked them why they had not even bothered to ask me for it?

You with me?!

LMAO!

EMAIL ... BETTER INCLUDE THE SMALL PRINT FOR INFORMATION PURPOSES

Dear Mr Haswell

Thank you for your email.

I am afraid that AvMA has only limited resources in terms of staff and I am afraid that it is simply not feasible for us to read or listen to web-based information which can take several hours to look through and to listen to and it is for this reason that I was not able to do more than briefly look over your blog pages. If you are able to provide a concise, chronological, written account of your concerns about health care we would be able to look over this if you want specific advice on a  potential clinical negligence case but with the greatest respect your letter to us did not highlight that this was advice you were seeking. I also must say that I did not make an assessment that your case had a less than 51% chance of success, I simply told you that given that most cases now have to be undertaken by solicitors on a no win no fee basis, this is the benchmark chance of success that solicitors are looking for:-

I am afraid that changes in funding for claims means that increasingly solicitors are only able to take on cases where on initial assessment the chances of success are over 51% and there are no additional litigation risk factors such as the claim is well within the three year time limit for making a claim.

If you are able to submit further  information  in the format I have proposed we are happy to see if there is anything further  we can do.

Tracy

f o r   p a t i e n t   s a f e t y   a n d   j u s t i c e

Action against Medical Accidents (AvMA)

Freedman House  | Christopher Wren Yard | 117 High Street | Croydon  | CR0 1QG |  DX: 144267 / CROYDON 24 Fax: +44 (0) 20 8667 9065 | e-mail tracy@avma.org.uk  | http://www.avma.org.uk/

Please give feedback at:- http://www.avma.org.uk/help-advice/how-we-can-help/feedback-form/online-feedback-form/

Follow me on Twitter: @TracyMinns1

To find out more about how to support our work please visit:- http://www.avma.org.uk/support-us/donate/

                                                                                                                                                                                        

Organise or participate in a fundraising event and help support AvMA. Visit www.avma.org.uk/supportus.  For details on forthcoming AvMA Events and our webinar programme please visit www.avma.org.uk/events

This e-mail and any attachment is intended only for the attention of the addressee(s) and may also be privileged. Its unauthorised use, storage, copying or disclosure is not permitted. If you are not the intended recipient, please destroy all paper and electronic copies and inform the sender by return e-mail. Internet communications are not necessarily secure and therefore AvMA does not accept legal responsibility for the contents of this message. Any views or opinions presented are solely those of the author and do not represent those of AvMA unless specifically stated.　

Action against Medical Accidents is a registered charity in  England & Wales (number 299123), and in Scotland (number SCO39683) and is also a company limited by Guarantee (number 2239250). Registered offices: Freedman House, Christopher Wren Yard, 117 High Street, Croydon CR0 1QG.

EMAIL BACK ...

Dear Tracy Minns

First off it does not take several hours and I( do not appreciate your sarcasm.

I said ‘audio recordings’ and any other details you asked for, like name of the Doctor on the audio recording can be searched on the blog via the search function, you know it is like using Google search, it sis the same principal really.

Second of all ‘you did state as much’ to what your now denying.

The fact that you stated what you did about the 51% implies that I was under that for chances of success.

Your asking concise information of someone who is disabled and one condition affects memory. I am afraid that the recording of ...

Darren Francis admitting on tape he falsified the test result for an area of inguinal hernia repair as well as the new inguinal hernia I had, dictated a new letter to my GP at the time stating that I DID have an inguinal hernia and then did NOT send the letter he dictated in front of me.

I diagnosed myself with Fibromyalgia. Just prior to this I had been put on Gabapentin for a couple of years. I then asked to be put on Pregabalin, which is the same family as Gabapentin, but was refused and put on Amitriptyline, a totally different class of drug. I was then accused of first being ‘mad’ and then accused of being violent when I told them I had a recording of a Doctor from Chase Farm Hospital admitting he was lying.

Then I was lied to by my next GP, being told there were no NHS Fibromyalgia specialists/Doctors in the whole of the UK and also lied to me about there being no drugs for overs-weating. I then found out about Guy’s Hospital and had to force them to refer me where after 13 years I had my Fibromyalgia finally confirmed.

Referring back to the second paragraph in bold, I then read in Black’s Medical Dictionary in around 2014 that Fibromyalgia only had two drugs that had any effect, the two totally unrelated drugs of Gabapentin and Amitriptyline which I was given consecutively, despite wanting Pregabalin. I was also told by the Pain Consultant that the Gabapentin being prescribed would NOT work on my back.

Odd as despite asking for several years my back has NEVER been diagnosed while they have x-rayed and scanned the WRONG part of my back several times.

I am currently going through this with my back all over again and now they have quite deliberately x-rayed me several times but in the completely wrong way so that my real diagnosis does not show and have had this confirmed by a Osteopath in Potters Bar my current GP promised to refer me to 6 months ago but keeps making excuses why he has not, along with excuses as to why he has not looked at the private x-ray I gave him showing the two back problems 6 months ago too.

That above in bold is only a small fraction. I have recordings in the absolute dozens and many of the most shocking ones, probably a dozen or two, have been posted on my blog over the past 3.5 years.

As to the length and amounts to anything ... I am sorry but it is not I that is responsible for the amount of corruption and the number of organisations ... ‘at it’.

Also if my knowledge of law was ‘that good’ I would not need a solicitor and would represent myself in court, which is why people go to advice organisations in the first place.

I am an expert on herpetology, batrachology, ichthyology, astronomy and astrophysics, orchidaceae, have knowledge of quantum mechanics and a single honours degree in applied computing and am a kung fu expert among several other skills.

Despite all that I cannot be expected to also know the intricacies of legal areas and know hat is relevant to a solicitor and what is not ... oh ... and I was a Personal Assistant to a solicitor right here in Enfield. Not in this area, before you ask. Conveyancing mostly with Wills & Probate.

So to summarise ...

·         Fibromyalgia I have had 14 years plus, discovered about three years ago and then when I finally got diagnosed, 2 years ago, I started to realise certain things but was already long since recording

·         I was lied to 3 years ago but I have spent the last two years being messed around by NHS England and the PHSO, the latter I have half a dozen to a dozen letters and compliments slips from them and now they say that they have never heard of a member of staff called Jonathan White, I still hold the emails for (digitally) and no record of my case.

·         So therefore sounds like a deliberate time waste by a government organisation so I go beyond a Statute Of Limitation, yes I know what they are called, which is totally unfair as it applies to people that have no expertise in such areas and with not a single organisation, please do not mention CAB, to go to, to actually get any genuine help at all.

·         In fact over 300,000 people that will soon be in the millions on my blog, all agree or have now realised this is the case and why the blogs exist

·         There is far, far more than one blog, fifteen to be precise and my YouTube channel backs them all up with 0ver 1,500 videos and around 160,000 views of my videos and rising

If I did not explain this clearly previous, I thought I had, then I apologise for that.

But you have to understand that it is bloody annoying when I have spent several years at my own expense collecting all this data and evidence while helping closing on on half a million people for no money whatsoever while having a several disabilities and pain and an organisation that actually receives money to help us says ‘oh we have no money and they are cutting this, that and the other’.

Help is help. Words mean something. Start changing this and you change the meaning to one that is misleading.

As for me ... I got on with the job at hand. It matters not to me that I do not get paid. I research, work things out, plan, by the tools, approach and capture and then spend years telling others so that they can help themselves.

Yours

Martin Haswell BSc

MY MATE, THE SOD

Yup, so much is he that they named a law after him!

I am a little fed up as he is always hanging around and driving me nuts. He only ever strikes just when I am about to do something else.

I was planning on a new camera in a few months time, which did not work out, when my one took a bloody tumble and I am still, trying to get it replaced. Of course I need that for all of my blogs and my YouTube channel I have now spent 3.5 years working on.

Of course I am still missing several items and the necessary space to all that I want and am capable of doing.

I left the house today forgetting something else, as I more often than not do. My Fiio hi-res music player and RHA headphones. So back to the house yet again and annoyingly when I thought it was about 10am was actually midday! Grrr.

Rummage around and no music player. Must of left it upstairs then? Umm ... no!

Oh, it is in my backpack? No. Inside pockets? No! I used a different bag? No! I have put it down somewhere and placed something on top of it? NO!

Crap!

Last time I remember seeing it, ... I THINK, was the morning before yesterday when I was picked up by my brother to go birdwatching. He called me 'Go, Go Gadget' and 'Inspector Gadget' because of all my devices and wires. I told him there were still half a dozen or more gadgets I did not bring out, like my audio recorder, radio scanner ... umm other Windows phone and probably others?

Where does 'sod' come into all this?

Well I was hoping to get an Astell & Kern AK Jr at some point which I would be doing about now if it were not for the fact that I desperately need a camera and the camera unfortunately takes precedence.

Yeesh!

How I do not know but it always, and I do mean always, happens like this. I start planning something, start working towards something and then something else comes along and goes wrong just about the time when it is about to go right!

ALWAYS!

Like some bloody court papers I was meant to get a hold most of last Summer and then should have done in November only for that to go south for the winter and not even knowing why that is.

I listen to music most of the time when I am out to take my mind of the 100 things that often go through it. Half a dozen or more of these are pains, either dealing with them or constantly worried they are going to flare up. Or the half a dozen symptoms that are 'hope a crack in the floor opens and you fall into a bottomless pit' embarrassing!

Jesus! I am going top miss having that player.

The only upside is ... or bloody well should be, is the fact it is Spring and the warmer weather means I should be out on my bike with my ... faulty camera most days. Except it is not good weather and we have only had a couple of full days and a few half days of decent weather.

Rain, rain, nothing but rain is all we get lately and even several of the sunny days have had rain at some bloody point! Should be good for the wild British Orchids but I am betting it will rain right through the periods when they are in flower and I wont get up there?! Lol.

Damn this Fibrofog and Fibromyalgia, it really is the bane of my life in so many ways I lose count! If someone was to ask me in how many ways I get driven nuts by my health I would say ... well four, except one of them has so many bloody ways on its own that I cannot even give you a number!

Over a dozen that bog me down I would say. Both feet, right calf, shoulder, memory, vomiting, skin conditions, umm two others, oh yeah ... and that one lol (not telling on those three), high blood pressure, postural hypotension, light sensitivity, sleep problems and umm am I forgetting anything? Memory, lmao!

Several back problems, lumbar, thoracic region (middle) and neck.

Physical problem with right knee.

Severe heartburn.

These are the main ones that are in the forefront of my mind.

Jesus, why is it so effing hard?

JESUS, why is there no EFFING HELP?!

I keep asking but I never get an answer, from anyone else, nit only Jesus.

Steps to getting help ...

1. Find organisation that claims to be advice/action in your field, ask for help ...
2. Get told they do not actually do that
3. Ask them why
4. Get lies or crap in answers
5. Ask them about deliberate mistakes I lead them to make
6. Get told to ask 'x' organisation
7. Go back to '1'
8. Repeat
9. Repeat Steps 1 to 8 a dozen times before you realise ...
10. None do anything, they all lie and their names are intentionally misleading
11. LAUGH YOUR ARSE OFF
12. LMAO!
13. Then realise you gotta just keep doing this crap even though it hurts in more ways than one!
14. Feel like sticking your head in a mincer

SNIFFING OUT THE BEAGLES

I am not going to state too much ..

But I have had a response from the first wave off letters and in the form of no less than FIVE text messages from a legal firm asking me names and addresses of all my General Practitioners as well as the Doctors and Hospitals that have all lied.

This is the first time I am attempting any of these things on a serious basis since I started blogging and of course since I started blogging I have acquired a great deal more DATA and recordings!

Now we shall see how this all pans out?

Remember .. this what I have done is unique and mountainous and along with the fact I have so, so many recordings there is this blog to consider.

This blog and the fact that well over 300,000 have visited my sites and the number that will eventually visit my blog over the next year. Even two years is not that far away, not when it comes down to the question of repercussion.

A friend asked me why I was doing this and I said I cannot lose. He looked puzzled and said "How do you work that out?"

I reminded him that all these people are out there that claim to perform a service and help, poor, disabled it matters not.

With me doing a good 8 years work at this and with all that I possess and all that I have done on-line then I should be a very easy person to apply and get help.

If I cannot then people will ask under what circumstances exactly dod these people really help and what are they doing for their money. If it strongly appears they do nothing than there will be a viral outbreak and then an uproar!

If however it turns out that one or two of the three dozen I have contacted then that works in my favour too, does it not?

He burst out laughing!

Now, so shall I ...

LMAO!

CAP IN HAND TO HELPERS

OK then I will put up this one for now and to show what I am doing right now.

As plans 'A' and 'B' have not worked out yet, due to time for the former and God knows what to the latter, I am trying something else.

I suppose in a way it kind of works out this way as I have referenced these kinds of people previously and on several occasions.

There are many out there, organisations that is, that offer to help and claim to help people in tricky situations and plenty of them claiming to help disabled people.

Although in my experience, the same with charities, I have always ended up being ASKED FOR A DONATION than being offered help.

Also it is high time, now that I have gathered mountains of evidence, to approach for legal representation. If your the enemy I want to sue ... NO I HAVE NOT APPROACHED BEFORE! Well that is not since I started blogging.

There is this unfair 'Statute Of Limitations' to get around and they will no doubt ask me why I had not approached a legal firm before ... except for that I did!

As everyone seemed to both be lazy and not realise that if they had bothered to spend one hour with me they would realise it was an open and shut case, as I would not prove to be found dishonest in court, I did not get anywhere at all.

So I set out to get a whole raft of evidence as I did not want to get to a meeting the next time only to fail at that hurdle. I wanted to leap all hurdles laid out before me and so I continued on until I got between 6 and 12 from each and every one of them.

I far surpassed these figures with many of those that have failed to do as they are paid to do by the British taxpayer. Because this flawed attempt to save money has only cost the taxpayer ten times more over time at a minimum.

Do not pay to fix people now and you will pay to keep people for year after year until financial ruin is upon you.

Oh, wait?

LMAO!

So I am approaching legal firms, charities and literary agents but the last one has not gotten very far and also another industry full of not very bright people. Quite naive, in fact, in many cases and really need to go back to school to learn mathematics.

As they all seemed to be obsessed with money and things that cannot lose they should therefore be bloody good with their mathematics.

If they were then maybe they would stop wasting their time looking for the next JK Rowling and Harry Potter type series that will no doubt be a copy and would not make a single percentage point of what JK Rowling has achieved.

I have also had to apologise for my videos as my SIXTH camera took a tumble and I thought it was OK but pictures are fuzzy and when shooting video the lens vibrates.

Yes, yes I should have replaced this last year but I was helping someone else out. I did think I would get some funds back from the endeavour to get a replacement but it has not happened. Now is the time this becomes important as the Spring is finally here and Summer not far behind!

I should get something about two weeks from today but I am at a loss to pay more and go skint, and I have to already to replace this damned thing, or pay less and get other things I need too?!

I used a Sony with a 50x zoom lens and do I pay under £300 for one of two cameras in the region of 65x zoom or closer to £450 for an 83x zoom?

I need this to continue getting films for my YouTube channel and pictures for my blogs and as many of these are animals, especially birds, the bigger zoom is vastly more appealing! I am sure people taking pictures and films of birds and avid bird watchers would fully understand. In fact ANY animal expert would totally understand my predicament.

So things are moving, the weather is turning milder and I am becoming more animated, at long last, and after hobbling to the nearest ATM on the FIFTH day of back pain with my walking stick being the only thing that got me there, the pain finally subsided.

Mind you, it did get too much and I piled on 150mg of Tramadol on top of the 100mg I left the house on! Well it was either that or phone for an ambulance while out but it makes no difference because in the eyes of health professionals your wrong whichever of these you decide to do. The exact same applies to the government and they have been trying extremely hard to get that into the mindset of the British people.

This is what Iain Duncan-Smith was getting at by stating you risk splitting the nation down the middle. Except they have already been doing that which, provided your not a complete moron, most people noticed by the choices made in the last general election?

By this I mean Scotland and England. The Scots looked like they wanted out and the English in turn voted for that which Scotland hates. AT least that is they way it appeared to me as even I did not see the Tories getting in the way they did. In fact I did not see them getting in at all.

See? I do not always get it right! But it does turn out to be a rare thing, me being wrong and I do not like being wrong while at the same time have no fear in holding my hands up and admitting when I am wrong. But then did I not just do that?

LMAO!

Here is a video of a few letters sent off which may help others with the addresses on the envelopes ...

As I stated ... errr ... somewhere this is WAVE 2, waved one I completely forgot to record!!

Oh well.

THE MEANINGS WITH A SOCIETY

EDIT: I just noticed that yet again a number of posts have not bloody POSTED and added to this my keywords have all gone missing too!! Google at its most incompetent best or a didgy tablet PC?!

Well as you can see things seem to be increasing in frequency.

I also have a whole list of legal emails to post up.

I still have the Freedom of Information spreadsheets to finish.

But as you can see and as I stated from day zero I have endeavoured to do a great many things, I have cause to do a great many things, I have acquired evidence to do a great many things and there a vast number of people obtaining monies from the British taxpayer to do a great many things!!

Eighteen months and we are still awaiting for any one of the goals to be completed. Nobody understands plain English. Nobody answers you straight. Nobody sound like they give a rats arse.

But there are hordes of totally amoral unfeeling people that want to make a bunch out of misery without giving a shit!!

So you have whole volumes upon volumes of law books that are not worth the paper they are written on?! Then because it is such a bloody joke and a bloody mess you have those going round giving false impressions they are solicitors of sorts and they can help you legally but cannot and likely many know it too beforehand?!

Hmm vultures without hearts prey on misery of others? I like that! Lol! But then I am shattered, Lol! Not thinking straight but then I rarely do.

You must be completely devoid of intelligence not to realise that these attitudes have destroyed this country and keeping it down and will continue to do so?

You must also be completely devoid of compassion not to give a rats arse about what is happening you this country?!

You must be really, REALLY thick to not realise all these little cheats and tricks all add up to become destructive to all around you.

I have starred it over and over again. I have done and still do what I can. I endeavour to reach out and she the truth to all. Because only be doing this can it reach enough people for it to make a difference.

For a couple of decades now Britain had built itself a house of paper. The industries it's destroyed for those quick money making ones was self destructive and were never going to be sustainable in the long term. I knew this for over ten years sand I tried to tell people in the hope it would spread but fell upon deaf ears.

I have lost count of the number of people who thought themselves smarter than me. I think it's because devious people think that to be honest is weak and you cannot get by. You simply must and have to be devious to survive?!

Well I need to differ and there are a great many industries where this is not true. Some of these industries are rich and powerful. Some not so rich and despite having their heart in the right place bang on the wrong drums wasting all their time and energy going on what they FEEL instead of the facts.

During all this time the amount if time, money, research and forward progression for the human race that had been wasted is... Nothing short of astronomical in size and absolutely not overstating it here.

What matters is not what we have done but what we do from here on in! Factions of people need to stop banging on about the past and think about the future and how best we move forwards?

Those I insinuate to above do you honestly believe and can you honestly say that you can watch your innocent children playing with the children up the road but when they are adults it is best to act by lying, tricking, stealing and preying on other?!

Can you? Can you REALLY?!

If you can then you ate missing the point of being parents and more like that a leader of a platoon in an army expecting the underlings to do as commanded.

Those of you that have read enough and hard enough you will know that there is absolutely no way I would teach my own daughter to be this way.

Life is so much more than surviving and surviving is so much more than how much cash you can cheat out of any one person or a group of people.

Being alone and striving without anyone for support or a partner with you, no not another liar or amoral person, is not very nice. I know this from experience and have had to do this for over ten years now!

How many people can say that?

Consider the following...

1) Disabled

2) Honest

3) Educated

4) Super Smart, will get to that in March lmao

5) Desire being in pain have attempted to help as many as I can for free, still do.

6) Alone for longer than I can remember

7) Somehow managed to get screwed by just about everyone I have ever worked with our cone into contact with

8) Still here, still honest and I am still helping only with a much larger audience and in a very different way

9) Up against ask the big name public offices and services

10) Up against big retail names

So I think I have done OK thus far and still have many things to reveal and see through to the end. I often lose track but at least I get them off the ground. That way when they arrive back I think 'Christ I forgot all about that?!'

The  government have now starred lines about not helping people who are not a benefit to society?! Big problem there because that is now one label you could never possibly happen to me even right now at this moment. Good knows when they would ever be able to put that through parliament but I imagine it's many months away and maybe a year or more? Imagine how many people I would have reached and helped by then?!

I firmly believe that as long as I can show that I am honest, genuine and sincere and help on a larger scale the rewards will automatically follow?

Just a shame that the very tiny reward that Google stated I would get which would have helped a fair amount just did not happen.

Whether this is down to Google doing evil things, a really bad set of algorithms or the financial crisis I do not know. If I did I could have worked around it or with it but this was not my primary concern, building this blog up was.

I am registered with affiliates but I took all advertisements off about 5 or 6 months ago as I am bit sitting there being used yet again by more companies who fancy some free advertising and brand awareness.

But I am being approached now. One by one ever so often I am being approached for different things. Sadly it all involves adding for money!  Sad because no one comes up with good ideas only crap ones and then just want to rain down on people with emails and adverts everywhere you look?! So yesterday... so boring!!

Surely someone influential must be realising that things have gotten bad and everything is wrong?! Surely they know things have to change?! One thing I will not abide is people wanting to capitalise on saying the moral thing or line just to benefit oneself?!

These are the things I look out for when I work my way through the new reports. Despite celebrity names drawing in large volumes of people, half of which brain dead, I will not post about any of them just to draw in people. I prefer people to come here when they want to read about the subjects I speak about. There is a better chance they will come back and therefore help themselves in the process.

I could Banff in about giving away free stuff, like a free camera or free iPhone or a free tablet?! Won't give you this one as it's crap and I am going to return it on the 21st. I could then used combined keywords I just stated and you can Bert your bottom dollar there are kiss of people searching for those exact phrases hoping to get a freebie?! Or looking for competitions? 

Look down! Do you see these phrases used as keywords?! No. Only the keywords that are relevant because those are the people I wish to help and I hope find my posts helpful.

In doing this too I always hoped my daughter was visiting and reading this?! So despite wanting to yo up there and see her and my two grandchildren as I miss them a great deal I can at least put the effort on here in the hope to help her when I have been unable to for most of her life?!

My father died as a result of being set up by the BBC from a burst aneurysm some years ago at 56. My Uncle also died at a similar age.

I am the next one in line so I do not know how long I have left. Going by patterns alone I may have little more than ten years?! I might not make it to the end if the week?!

If the reports I read about Allison Laughton were true I might have people wanting to bunko me off, so to speak. But that will not happen without taking at least one with me!

So if the whole blog appeared rushed I am sorry Iw making up for list time, trying to tell anyone who was interested absolutely everything I could!

So if anyone wants sincerity then this is here for my daughter to read for years to come and I hope I can be of hero whenever she needs it most. I wish I had much Niue time with her than I have and would do anything to change it but fate never smiled on me with very much and I know not having me around had broken her heart on many occasions.

So I have been kind of working on a legacy of sorts. In a way of thinking you could say it's a legacy. Also a kind of teachings.

Also as that is what I intended the while things a two too. I wanted to draw out organisations who has something to hide and a guilty conscience. But this was only ever going to have any chance of happening over they all knew of the existence of this blog.

A month ago I declared its existence to many. I am sure that any that I had forgotten will know of it by now anyway.

However my first ever contact was certainly not who I was expecting, I have to admit. An unexpected source for the jump on all the big names I was after. Had I bet I would have list a great deal of money and never thought I would get that email from her.

Oddly she had really not thought things through and it is of how the tables have now turned and it is she that was sending a barrage of emails and not me her only to be ignored as what happened 5 years ago. Or whatever it was.

What the truth really was about silk that it matters not! The outcome was still the same. The feelings were still the same and at the time they were ignored and yet I am expecting to make sacrifices and look like a rhino because they are upset.

Yes like you did with me you mean? Life had s funny way of coming around and biting you in the arse! Some call this Karma. Not me I am a scientist and do not but into any mumbo jumbo.

So there you have it another part meandering around mumblings, ramblings and musings, I wish Lol.

Just a way to reiterate what I am, what I do and what I intend. Just so there are NO MISUNDERSTANDINGS.

Those others that wish to now come forward need to think very long and hard. Look at what I do, have done, have achieved and have been through.

Do you really want your name flying around the Internet as the one to take me to court?! I can see the headlines on webpages and even in the news...

LARGE PUBLIC ORGANISATION TAKES DISABLED MAN TO COURT FOR TELLING THE TRUTH AND GIVING HIS OPINIONS AND HIS BELIEFS?!

Hmm nahhh to long. Sure they would come yo with a sound bite or three?! Lol!

You see that is the beauty of wearing your heart on your sleeve? You can spot the rot and amoral from five miles out.

Take that phone call two posts back? Trying to explain to one human being about me and the facts but answering back write negatively?!

Not only is this worrying but it is also frustrating as all I hear repeatedly is

'Your a liar, your making it up, your a liar, were don't car anyway unless we can but a Jaguar out of you?!'

That is the legal industries idea of communication?!

I not not know wire literally which is bad at English and communication, Twitter or the Law Industry?!

Lmao!

Oh well onwards and... SIDEWAYS! Lol!