THE HIDDEN KNIFE

I have been thinking about that for the past few hours.

The last I heard my granddaughter was going to be kept in for tests. The trouble is I have no confidence in whatever it is they will tell us.

I can also state at this point that .. this is not the first time my granddaughter has been in hospital and that .. this seizure that she has had has happened previously. Though not to this level.

What has been tormenting me beyond belief is the sight of her lying in that bed, tube down her throat and trying to stay conscious and look at the phone because she could hear my voice. Me, every now and then, wondering if that might be the last image of the little one I will ever see?!

I have a knife here I have kept hidden and I keep on thinking about it.

I was already having a breakdown before I got that phone-call and I am having something of a double-breakdown it seems and feels like.

I have run out of diazepam, propranalol and now rampiril and have been unable to acquire replenishments despite attempting to do somewhat more than half a dozen times!

You would think that the NHS with access to my records might be fully unerstanding? But, no. The once great institution that they still try to claim is great today and did so just a morning or two ago on BBC News 24.

I had thought about going to hospital today .. what with the breakdown I was having and the lack of pills and was determined not to be fobbed off with no pills as well as something that works better than the 80mg of Propranalol I was previously on.

I am fed up with the NHS, apart from the lying, falsifying and omissions, giving out low weights of what are mostly crap drugs that end up never working or not working very well. Only to then go and find that something works .. equally well or better elsewhere. This is true of so many drugs I have had it is not true!

Only .. one of them I have used .. sent my anxiety through the roof the last time I used it and have not used it since .. I mean it was a living nightmare and damned good job I did not know where my knife was at the time?!

When the video call came .. the plan to visit the hospital for a showdown over my missing drugs and pills to handle the breakdowns kind of went out the window.

I am stuck in a very tiny room, six by nine feet, and am emotionally bullied by someone in a way that I did not expect and I am more or less stuck here.

I would kill to have somewhere else to stay right now but I do not know what to do or who to approach.

Added to this when I have approached anyone in the past they have been utterly useless and have achieved absolutely nothing up until now and the very last thing I have ongoing should have had a result by now but did not. That is the recent court hearing over my disabilities whereby the Judge did not even bother to turn up. Would you believe they sent out a letter to me that arrived the ext day, making it sound like it was cancelled with plenty of time to spare? Funny as I was sitting there when the clerk informed me that the Judge had not turned up. It took great bloody effort to do that and I was relieved I was there and that none of my symptoms had stopped me from getting there. I will say it came close as I thought I was having a heart attack on the way there. It pisses me off because my presence cannot prove anything anyway so I am being deliberately tortured and this will be the fifth time I have attended one of these hearings for the exact same thing ..

NOTHING .. has fucking changed in over ten years .. except my symptoms which have increased in number and some with frequency and intensity too. Like right now!

Maybe the insistence on your presence in court is part of some grand plan to kill people off? I know I have had some tinfoil hat people and some non-tinfoil hat people use the word 'culling' with everything that is going on.

The government has even been accused of such things, continues on anyway and shut down website after website that claims as much ..

.. I have always gotten away with it because I do not claim these things are the case .. until I acquire evidence to the fact and then I publish it. Or, indeed, someone else publishes proof of the fact.

I have produced much of my own while at other times others have proved it within the news media .. well that is the things that the news media does not go out of its way to avoid.

Often the news media has no choice and is .. selective in the way it reports something. Take Alfie Evans? I did not see anyone .. anywhere point out the problem with Judge Hayden's comments about legal proceedings set out by Alfie's parents. Giving a decision based on another court case that has not even started. Basically being told that they wont get what they want, I presume allowing Alfie home, until they drop the legal proceedings against the NHS and those three now infamous Doctors.

What I also do not know in all this is whether or not Alfie had been seen previously or how on it had gone on for.

What I also failed to realise is that .. this case alone will make every parent that would normally rely in the NHS scared of going anywhere near the NHS with their child.

DO not be surprised if a year or two from now there are reports of people fleeing the UK with their children to be treated elsewhere in the world. I know if I had the means and the money my granddaughter and I would not be in the UK at this very moment.

It is currently well after 4pm and I got fed up with being curled up in a foetal position with visions of my daughter or knives while holding my hands over my face not being able to use Film 4 and some old black and white movies to take my mind of everything.

So I thought I would have a go at writing this out .. in case I cannot later.

I did have a phone-call earlier and that is how I made the statement about the little one bing kept in hospital overnight. If it takes that long and nothing is discovered by the afternoon.

I am also assuming this is Arrowe Park Hospital in the Wirral which fills me with fear too. My one experience was bad, my daughter;s experiences since have been bad and by all accounts .. many previous experiences have been bad too. According to the locals up there.

Good God .. how are humans, well those of us that are, supposed to endure all this?!

To call it 'overwhelming' would be an understatement and I feel like .. I don't know it is is explode or implode?!

Sometimes it feels like 'seams' in your head and it feels like they are gradually coming apart .. little by excruciating little. If only those crowd funding sites I had set up while living up ther ehad worked?! SIGH

Jesus Christ, I wish I knew what the answer to all this was?

Cervical cancer, two lots of Fibromyalgia, two lots of Autism with the most severe now being denied, blood clots, two lots of very high blood pressure, one case of homelessness with another five being threatened. Domestic violence. Involved in a murder court case where the murderer gets off with a £250 fine and six points on his driver's licence and Police fucking up the evidence by allowing it to be contaminated? Police claiming they stopped smuggling into Walton Prison on the news when they had not and we were still getting harassing phone-calls. All this between my daughter, four grandchildren and myself .. how can this be?!

Do not forget we got ZERO help from anyone and only one offer of help left .. which I find out about in a couple of weeks .. if I am still around and somehow manage to make it to the court hearing?!

We cannot be the only ones going through this and maybe even worse than us? Though it is quite difficult to imagine how it could be worse but the fact remains there could be?

If this is the case and there are dozens .. if not hundreds of other cases like ours how have they stayed out of the news media?!

I tried so very hard to get noticed .. over and over again .. just like I did in a court case against my daughter where I told the court that I guarantee that if they do what they did .. that ..

.. my daughter would end up with the life from hell!

Well .. it ended up far, far worse than even I could have imagined.

To the point where she just tells me time after time on the phone that she just wants to die.

That is what the local authorities can do for YOU!

Ooh Jesus .. just had a video-call and relieved to see my granddaughter up and about. Nothing on what is wrong with her and worried now they will just send her home and we will be back to where we was. Having to hound a healthcare worker to hell and back to get them to do anything and find out what is wrong with a child that is barely three years old?!

My daughter was told that they will decide whether they will allow her to go home or not.

But .. if you do not know what it is .. how can you do that? To save money no doubt as wages for the health service is far more important than the lives they are tasked to save these days.

Why else would you keep paying these high salaries while sending people home that results in lives being lost? It has happened. It is happening.

My daughter's friend was sent home while her unborn child was dead despite complaining of severe headaches and visually swollen legs. This was the same area and likely the same hospital. She was then subjected to bullying attempts that reduced her to tears what I now know to be a midwife to get their hands on some report or medical record. To the point where she admitted that she previousy thought my claims about the NHS (believed the others) were mad. Then said “Your Dad was right, he was right about everything!”

Oh and I am trying to fight my way into creating something .. getting out when I can and fighting my pains and my fears to get a few hundred photos so that I can create a thousand and put them on my Flickr account. Name is 'allnights1'.

I have a dozen blogs I have been working on for well over five years and a YouTube account and now been uploading photographs to a Flickr account that numbers over 2,200 photos. I have also ad very recently been uploading these to Tumblr, Twitter, Instagram and Facebook.

When I cannot get out there are .. other things I can do .. when they do not slip my short term memory issues, that is.

I might also add that we were told that this little one was Autistic too. So we spent months trying to get our heads around that. Whereas this one scored .. over 80 or 90, I think it was, her older sister scored 225 on one test. Anything above 70 means that the child is Autistic. Except now .. the one that scored highly and therefore severely Autistic, which has been seen by everyone that knows her as her behaviour has deteriorated in that time, is now .. not Autistic. Only a report stating the exact age that the Paediatrician was going to state appeared in a report that turned up at my daughter's home. Odd because the Paediatrician was meant to have seen her before then but failed to turn up .. turning up at the school a week to ten days or more later. Now go figure that one out!

If this is another case of negative results from tests then I would have lost count of the number of times I have heard about negative tests in recent years. My own, one brother's tests, my daughter and two grandchildren.

Shit! I have just been bullied by this person .. because she just HAS to go on and on about some fucking workmen coming in here next week because SHE says its important! Yeah .. she knows about the child .. but has to make a fucking big thing out of nothing! Mountains out of molehills!

I am now seriously stressed out and I want out!

I am wondering whether or not to now go to hospital if there is anyone I can ring to get out of here .. non family and friends as they are few and all out of the question! I am going to fucking lose it here!

EDIT: I told them earlier of the situation and they thought they would come back and go on at me in a few hours time .. I have emailed the Samaritans .. or someone like that I cannot recall, begging for help on how to get out of here!

THE WAIT

Oh my God-oh my God-oh my God!

Typed this out in a hurry on my phone before sticking it on charge to make sure I have enough battery for the next and very vital phone-call.

Ooh boy!

As if this morning wasn't bad enough?!

I'd been having a hard morning, it's also raining, and having a debate with myself about whether to go to hospital and have a row or ring '111' as I'm having anxiety and chest issues galore.

I then get a phonecall from my daughter which took my mind off it for awhile. Then she gets a call to say that my youngest granddaughter has had a fit in school and had to go. Worrying.

I remember being told she had, had fits when I lived there but nothing happened while I was there. In fact I thought maybe it was a one off thing and had since forgotten about it.

Bearing in mind at this point that my daughter had cervical cancer, older granddaughter is severely autistic .. except now they say she is not, despite being a massive problem to absolutely everybody. My daughter was also told she was being referred off over her own Fibromyalgia .. back in November 2017 and it's now April 2018 and nothing has come. Victim of domestic violence too and had to move house to which the council used the excuse to reduce her rent payments by 60%. Has a blood clot that was buggered up by not treating her correctly over her cervical cancer biopsy too and had a Doctor, only effing yesterday, forced to come out and say ..

"Couldn't you come down to the surgery for this?!"

Blood clot type red and yellow patches on her leg and back .. couldn't walk. Also had been in hospital over that the previous Saturday, Sunday and Monday and then asked to go to A&E to test for what they should have done on the Saturday.

I've had my daughter at her wits end and wanting to die over the stress this has caused.

I'm no longer there thanks to all these amoral, patronising, condescending tossers that work for what is now a 'Nanny State' of the worst kind because it has zero compassion.

So I lay here hoping everything is going to be OK and expecting a phone-call from my daughter from her home with the little one running around yabbering. That's not what I got ..

What I got was a video call with a half conscious little girl lying on a hospital bed with a tube down her throat and falling asleep. Me talking to her to keep her awake and her fighting and struggling to look at me on the phone screen. She couldn't manage it.

I thought she had been given drugs.

She had not been given drugs and my daughter has no idea why she is like that.

I'm currently terrified ..

I think I am goig to have a heart attack?!

Fuck .. the things I now want to type about this country, the NHS, the Local Council and the DWP who are now playing Russian Roulette with my grandchildren, daughter and .. quite obviously millions of people's lives.

Then there is this Alfie Evans crap going on.

Shit .. I should have told my daughter to remain calm because and I've told her before, of you lose it .. your automatically seen as being in the wrong. Because no one in the working class or lower is allowed to have any emotions. Also it helps draw attention away from themselves!

No I could say things far more derogatory and I could open up the offensive words dictionary but .. must .. hold .. back.

Fuck! This is going to be .. bloody tough!

ALERT! BIASED MORON DETECTED!

Sorry .. I heard something else about Alfie before I posted this .. did another post because I was angry at the sheer patronising attitude of the court judge and forgot I had not posted this one..

As a forenote to mention something else I have since heard .. I rattled off a salvo about Judge Hayden making comments about summonses being issued for murder against three Doctors. Sorry but .. as I said in my other post .. a Judge CANNOT make decisions or even draw opinions because of another case. Not until it has been fully heard and a sentence given if any are due.

But he did this before even any preliminary hearing and that in itself is astounding. His argument is that filing legal proceedings against the NHS is seen in his eyes as hostility .. biased much?

Well .. I have now been told that the Italians are talking about doing the same?!

Hey, Judge Hayden? Please go and be condescending and patronosing to the Italian govenment and the Vatican?! Please? Pretty Please?! 

That I would dearly love to bloody read about!

Now onto this post, and the title. I ws orginally going to give the title just one word. Starting with the letter 'W' and ending in anker. But I have to keep it clean .. apart from the odd 'f-bomb' when I want to stress how angry I am about something.

That's Judge Hayden to you. In the title.

"All we want to do is what's best for Alfie's family" is what he said.

He did that while taking away their rights. Taking away Alfie's rights. Spoke on a condescending and patronising way about Alfie's patents attitude.

Like I said .. wanker!

'Taking Alfie to Italy (and somewhere else) is out of the question' he also stated or something to that effect.

An Italian citizen not allowed to go home?! Hmm now that I think about it did this not happen once before? With a real Italian citizen?!

Short answer, yes.

It was an Italian woman who have birth while in the UK that the authorities decided was not sane, was planning to take her new born baby off her and prevent the child and mother from returning to Italy.

Because in recent times the British government seems to know better than any other countries authorities and wants to take things out of everyone else's hands?!

Fuck me .. we really have become the World Police?!

Except .. it's all done with a hypocritical attitude no one notices and is kept quiet. In fact even this act of evil is probably done to hide the truth.

That the British government or the secret ring or group that controls them is treating it's own people like crap. Knowingly letting adults and children both fit, would be bad enough, and sick along with vulnerable .. die. This could be suicide, freezing to death or .. starving to death.

That very last point is an interesting one because after hearing that they turned off life support which didn't result in Alfie dying, making them look like the fools that they are. Yup, after hearing that I heard that .. I was told that they had not fed Alfie for some 20 hours prior to turning off life support?!

Wait, what?!

So let's get this straight?

It's wrong to take the poor child abroad in a bid to save his life but it's OK for them to starve him to death?!

These people have no one's best interests in mind and are nothing more than fucking evil monsters of this is true.

Heard of people that like to play God?

This one goes one better as they are playing both God and the DEVIL!

Who the fuck drags this out over six months or more, starves the child, refuses the child a chance, says no to another country, turns off the machines before this out country can stop them in court, the boy still survives making them look like the fucking incompetent idiots that they are and then still block any attempts to save him by preventing the parents from taking their son overseas?!

Am I actually getting that right?!

What the fuck is this?! Some fashionable attempt to look left wing going a little too far?!

I'm done with the UK have condescending twats in courts that think they are God and acting like they are of some higher order.

Jesus H. Christ over the next few years David Icke is going to have a fucking field day in his talks over this.

I'm wondering if a normally reserved woman I know on Facebook had a sudden outburst recently about the UK?

I also cannot help but wonder if this is deliberate?! Are the powers that be deliberately trying to incite something?

It's weird .. unbelievably obvious they're all fucking mental.

I don't think I'm going to bother putting myself through pain, rush of death (huh maybe that's their intention) to go to a fucking HMCTS court I know is corrupt anyway. If you can't trust the Supreme Court then the rest can fuck off!!

Disgusting .. truly I'm ashamed.

Honestly .. who would want to go through a fucking lengthy legal process like this in future only for hat outcome. No one I know wants to even bother looking for legal advice over the NHS. I know .. they tell me. The trouble is the medical records are then wrong, incomplete and that was the intention .. to get things left off medical records you you cannot prove anything when your being attacked, hounded and taken to court by these bastards.

They even get Police protection.

But then I have covered this before .. I know one person who had a disagreement with a GP who had lied. They pointed out he lied .. but he then said horrid things reducing a woman to tears .. her father came down, not me by the way, and the next thing the Police were demanding they leave.

These are the public services that take your taxes to award themselves handsomely .. do nothing and then asking for your sympathy when they have not got the pay rise they wanted or expected. Than go back to doing nothing.

In one of my recent posts I posted a recording of my daughter .. lied to by the NHS, Local Council and DWP. Has cervical cancer .. a blood clot they fucked up about over 2.5 days .. just happened and I will get to that momentarily. A child with severe autism they have now lied about. Will be made homeless before the year is out. Big patch on her leg now, might be two, very large with red and yellow and according to what we have read .. BLOOD CLOT!

I imagine that despite her raging over being fucked about and lied to she will be in hospital before the day is through?

It does not matter which public service it is .. they are all, or the major ones are, corrupt!

Judge rejects plea to fly sick Alfie Evans to Italy but asks doctors to consider letting tot go home http://flip.it/RKkUa-

DRAGGED THROUGH HELL

Jesus H. Christ this Alfie Evans business just gets worse and worse.

I was told that the helicopter that was sent by Italy, one of their hospitals which has links to the Vatican, therefore the Pope who asked them to do this have been marched off the premises?!

It is like they are even sticking two fingers up to not only the Italian government but the Vatican and the Pope too?! Hey? I am in no way religious but not even I would treat them with this level of contempt!

Stunning. If this is true .. truly stunning but it gets better ..

If you recall and if you do not know .. I have had run ins with the NHS for years and I know for a fact they lie and have linked recordings I have made that prove this. I am in the process of re-linking them in here but thanks to the public services they have managed to make me homeless. Plus lost around £10,000 in savings. That will come out later ..

I got my first of several recordings of them lying and upon discovering that I had done this .. kicked me off the GP practice, also refusing to listen to the tape (Abernethy House Surgery in Enfield), accusing me of violence. Odd because I was unaware this had happened and while the letter was in the post I sat in the wankers (Johnathan Gubbay) surgery and he did not ask anyone to be present so did not fear for his safety and acted calm. Funny as I am physically fit to look at and I know Wing Chun Kung Fu so if I was partial to violence .. yeah you would need protecting. A lot of it.

This was because I told the GMC when I complained to them that if I was to be lied to again, patronised the way I was and refused to listen to evidence I would knock his teeth out so being responsible I would not enter the surgery again ..

.. except I was deliberately fucked about .. told that if I wanted my prescription drugs I would have to go back to the surgery one more time and hence why I was sitting their in his surgery while a letter was on its way to me in the post, kicking me off and accusing me of violence.

If you have been here long enough to know all that and the letter is on here, trust me on that one, then the following might start to kick some memory cells into action?

A fucking Judge got persnickety with the representative of Alfie Evans parents and claimed that there is hostility by ALfie's parents towards the NHS..

Because he accused three Doctors or murder, or attempted murder, and three summons were issued?!

Jesus these Judges really do think they are God and above the law making decision because of summons issued before any case as even had its first hearing?! You cannot do that and you do not, or should fucking not, have the power to do that!

Now pay close attention here and the link the the article in The Telegraph is to be found at the end of the post ..

Paul Diamond, representing Alfie's father Tom Evans, said there were "tensions", but that there was no "hostility'" against the NHS. 

But Lord Justice McFarlane told counsel: "Your client purported to take out a private prosecution to have three named doctors charged with the criminal offence of conspiracy to murder.

"Those summonses were served on the doctors and I hear you say that there is no hostility to the NHS."

Mr Diamond replied: "There is no hostility but within that process there are tensions." 

Lord Justice Coulson said: "There are rather more than tensions." The accusation related to "the most serious possible offence".

The judge went on: "That simply doesn't square with there being no hostility to the NHS. As my children would say 'end of'."

Did a judge actually just use the phrase 'end of' i a court of law?!

Mr Diamond also said an air ambulance was on standby at the "request of the Pope" and that a member of from the Italian embassy was in court. 

You see the problem here?

A judge is making his mind up about a perfectly legal set of proceedings taking place .. umm because they are actually fucking legal proceedings and he is making a decision based on a set of proceedings that have not been seen through yet?! Is he fucking retarded or just obviously biased like all the courts have been accused of for years?!

There is plenty more but if you have any doubts here is a line from a BBC website that is literally about Alfie Evans and the link is below ..

In the UK, the law doesn't consider either doctors or parents to be automatically right. That's why, when an agreement can't be reached, it comes down to the courts to make the final decision based on the evidence available.

Right do you see that first line? 'IN the UK, the law does not consider either Doctors or parents to be automatically right.'

Except that is what he is doing .. assuming the Doctors have done no wrong and I have seen this before over and over and over again.

There is even a website about it and all the dodgy cases by .. public services .. hmm let me see if I can find it .. I even chatted to the site owner about several things over a few days or weeks ..

Huh .. I cannot seem to find it. It only had four letters in its address, like 'pfgt' or something like that? I wonder if they got succesfuly taken down by the government or public services. Seems your not allowed to tell the truth in the UK anymore?! It is becoming like China or Russia!

My daughter is really angry with the .. well 'EVIL TRINITY' which is the Local Council, NHS and DWP and wants to 'knock someone out'.

I said that this is part of their grand plan .. this is what they want .. they drive you to that, once your violent you have lost. They label you and get away with it. They did not, however, with me.

There is no human rights anymore and no avenue left for legal proceedings, they treat you worse than dogs for years on end and as soon as you do something that is perfectly natural, human and totally understandable they treat you like you are a different species form them. No .. they could ever be forced into expressing anger .. you need to actually be human for that?!

Quick .. someone get me David Icke's phone number or email address?!

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2018/04/25/alfie-evans-father-threatens-privately-prosecute-three-nhs-doctors/

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-43893709

THE PRINCE & THE UNFORTUNATE

Well this was bind to happen but the timing could not be more perfect.

Though the child it is perfect for is in a right sorry state of affairs, it had to be said.

In fact once I'm going to mention what I had been told and what I've noted I'm going to leave it a few days to see what else is said .. or not said.

As the protest about poor Alfie Evans was going on another child was coming into the world. I was not even aware she was expecting but the Duchess of Cambridge had her third child.

No cap on that arrangement then? Despite the taxpayers money being laid out being significantly more than your average Joe.

Also of note was no mention of Alfie Evans on the BBC News but fair play to Sky News for mentioning it and having a web page about Alfie Evans, the protest and what his father said.

That's the first thing .. the second was what I got told on the phone by someone that lives nearby. Yup Alfie .. I have someone not far from you whose fighting of her own injustices going on against her and her children. It involves lying and falsifying reports and I know it's going on in a lot of places. With a lot of people.

Someone I've known on Facebook for years recently published a notice that stated what, basically, a twisted and such country we live in and how did it get like this?!

Clever planning. Not so clever at not leading us into this fucking godawful mess in the first place ..

.. despite the fact that I predicted it 4.5 years before it started, stating it would happen within five years.

I fell out with friends and family over that and was called a nutcase.

But as my grandfather always pointed out .. when I'm sure I'm right about something I stick to my guns. That happens a lot. Fortunately I'm not called mad any more. Especially as I now possess evidence to a series of events even crazier sounding than predicting the financial crisis. Yesiree. Oops!

Yeah you would have thought that after being proved right over and over again and then priced right over the financial crisis that people .. shouldn't bet against me. But they did. 

Got cut off there momentarily.

So .. on Facebook .. people are pissed. They have stated that the news is all over the third baby by Prince William but poor Alfie does not get a mention. Must be more of that fake news they keep on about?

I have also been informed twice now that they turned off life support?! Right after the Italian government awarded Alfie Italian citizenship?!

Well if that is not two fingers held up by the British Government to the Italian government then I do not know what is?!

The last thing I was told was the following ..

"It is all going to kick off up here"

If the British public do not have an outcry over this and ask serious questions of the British government, the British legal system and its courts along with the NHS then I do not know what will?

THE WAR OVER AFLIE

Well it is coming to something ..

.. when a foreign nation feels so sorry and strongly about something that they will and already have granted poor Alfie Evans citizenship in a bid to protect him .. for the British Government and British Legal System.

If that does not state it all then I do not know what will ..

"The Italian government hopes that being an Italian citizen will allow the child immediate transfer to Italy."

This is what an Italian official said in a statement.

Meanwhile in the UK I get a phone-call from my daughter giving me some news that was bad but can and will prove that the NHS lies through its teeth and children's safety is far from paramount any more .. only money and the saving of it while others get paid matters any more to the UK government and public services. That post is coming up later today. With a recording of a conversation between my daughter and myself and what happened .. and trust me when I say my daughter has talked about ending her own life many, many times.

So outside Alder Hey Hospital a protest went on.

Alfie Evans father stated that the Italian government would also block any plans the UK had to withdraw life support?! Oh boy .. you really could not make this shit up. It is like something my daughter and I have experienced for many years coming apart at the seams in the news media. Well .. let us see if it is on the TV News .. certainly seems like Sky News might cover it as I am reading their web-page and I have linked it below.

Over two hundred people headed towards the hospital doors but of course the hired thugs and protectors of these establishment and helping them tell lies stopped them. Not a secret organisation but a public one we normally call the Police. Though they are incompetent when it comes to being a detective and catching criminals and murderers as both my daughter and I can account for. In fact despite being fucked over by everyone the Police now expect my daughter to appear in court over said murder. Not three months after appearing on court over her own domestic violence and what a fuck up that was, let me tell you.

Oh and how could I forget that the European Court of Human Rights ruled against them too .. but then as I have made it known repeatedly .. I do not trust Europe just as little as I trust the UK government and have not done for over ten years now.

As I stated previously .. how dare a judge say what this is doing to Alfie when they fucking made them wait and wait and wait .. until they get their fat, lazy, over-paid arses into gear to arrange a simple hearing.

Nobody has acted against the poor boys best interests than that of all the courts involved.

You would think that the NHS and the UK government would have learned from last time this happened and we all know what happened with that one. Did not turn out favourably for the UK government or the NHS but what happened? Nothing.

I have said it over and over and over again that all the stuff being ignored by the public for years was only going to lead to more heinous, shocking and horrific events occurring.

Lets see what they do when larger amounts of the population start ignoring the laws because they aren't worth a wet .. anything?

My own heart feels like its going to tear out of my own chest most of every day and .. there is no one I can speak to according to NHS England .. started testing, had to leave area .. condescending and patronizing in my medical records .. ooh yes I have them .. well the last couple of years at any rate .. still a damn long read.

https://news.sky.com/story/alfie-evans-european-judges-refuse-to-intervene-in-23-month-olds-case-11343902

SHOUT TO THE TOP

I can't imagine what two particular parents are going through ..

I'm not that far away mind you.

So Alfie's parents have finally been denied by all the courts in the land?! Unbelievable.

This must finally go a long way to making the British public trust realise something. That the British Legal system is very, very questionable.

Odd that governments have the power to decide when it's OK to take life and when it is not, on taking your own with voluntary euthanasia.

I'd like do see someone punish comparisons on this with the legal systems in other countries.

I used to believe we were world leaders in many things but in the last fifteen years all these beliefs have been eroded away completely.

This is one of the most shocking things I have ever witnessed as well as one of the saddest.

What messages is out twisted and corrupt legal system sending out now?

Like those posters that tell you that 'Kindness Kills'?! How about 'Courts Decide When to Kill'?!

The best one of all is after several years of being clearly and obviously wrong to everyone they will admit it at some point, say they are working on it and tell the public to bear with them as it takes them a long time to do anything and that this is how things are.

I had someone tell me that there is a government within government. Second time that has been stated to me within the last five years. I mean just that line .. because absolutely everyone says there is corruption. What differs is how far it has spread and what is affected. NHS being the one hardest to convince people .. probably because of the oaths sworn?

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Alfie Evans case: Supreme Court rules against parents for second time - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-merseyside-43841547

THE MYSTERIOUS CHILD

I was asked to look at this sad, sad story today and .. write about it.

It seems familiar but then I have seen stories similar to this I have written about. The father in this story looked a little familiar and I wondered if I had covered it already but had forgotten due to my short term memory problems?

But I decided to write about it anyway as there is absolutely nothing wrong and making more and more people aware of the bad things going on within the public services. There is a lot going on within the public services and not only that but a lot going on BETWEEN the public services.

Oddly the DPA, or Data Protection Act, was initially created to stop any one of three public services from acquiring information the other two. These are, or were, the Police, Department of Work and Pensions and of course the National Health Service. Though quite why you would stop the NHS from accessing data from the other two I do not know.

What I do know is this is being violated at worst and quite regularly and at best skirted around the borderline area to achieve what they can without violating the law.

I this instance a baby of twenty months old that was unconscious from, by the NHS's own words, a mystery illness but was being refused to be transferred. I was immediately reminded of that child whose parents wanted the proton-beam therapy, I think it was, and the NHS hospital told lies to try ans stop them.

Makes you think of the references I and others have made about a culling of the British population going on, does it not? Well if you have read those comments on my blog posts. As mad and as far fetched as it sounds some .. decisions and some .. things going on you read about sound so mad that the idea of culling does not sound quite so ludicrous any longer.

I just checked the date in the link below and it states 1^st February 2018 so doubtful I have covered this story .. unless it has gone on for many months?

Hmm .. many months? Well it is a court within the British justice system and when I think that the judge in the case was reported as stating that they can all agree that everyone is their in the child's best interests .. sorry but if it were not such a horrific case I would laugh at this statement. Time could be of the essence here so I really do not see how a lengthy court case is in the child's best interests?! Jesus Christ! Why is it that I fond out on a daily or weekly basis of ever more people in positions of power, influence or with power over people's lives and fates make ever more utterly stupid and moronic statements?!

The child is in Alder Hey Hospital, which once again seems to ring some bells with me, and has been visited by specialists from Italy. Those specialists believe they can help the child and the child's parents want to have their son transferred. But just like before .. someone is attempting to block this from happening. So much for the European Union, eh?!

Another instance where this so called union of nations is, has and likely always well be utter bollocks! Sorry but these people, despite their careers and so-called educations are just so full if shit!

"Prolonging his life unnecessarily is not a way to go considering his brain is being progressively destroyed and there is no prospect of recovery,"

Take notice of the words .. 'brain being progressively destroyed” .. now consider the inordinate (extremely long) period of time it would have taken to get to this stage in the court hearing to the point where it is being reported about? Best interests of the child? Go fuck yourselves! How much damage has been done to him in this time? But, hey? I guess the Doctors and the Hospital get proved right, do they not? By the time the case was over with, or got to this stage, it probably was too late as they have claimed?

This is akin to Jimmy Savile who gets caught after he dies. Some time after he dies too.

You see I have been against this whole government and public service attitude that things, or rather just they, take time. I have been dead against this for effing years. At some point evil people realise that because things take a long time that they can get away with their evil actions and inhumanity until it is too late. Either they would be too old or even dead of old age before they got found out. It annoys me that absolutely no one thought of this idea or possibility nor of scores of others. Well no one except me, that is. Though to be fair I have seen my fair share of smart alecs come out with some things I have done. Like Nick Knowles wife stating that all the TV people always act nice in the presence of cameras, microphones and crowds. Some even come up with ideas of expose things that I never even thought about.

It is nice to know that I am not fighting this alone .. though .. I am actually fighting this alone. Well I mean to say that in my instance I am a team of one! Lol.

You would be forgiven for thinking that .. this report would put s top to things like this but no .. they just keep on coming.

If a certain .. Honey is reading this, coming here fro Facebook, then I will state this ..

Nothing lasts forever and I am aware of a series of things that will be released very soon that will continue on throughout 2018 and still keep going throughout 2019.

Then it will stop!

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-merseyside-42903246