THE BRICKWORK ETCHINGS

Well its now into the second half of 2023 and things are getting interesting.

Many I know that have fought for so long were, in reality, defeatist about how things were going to pan out in the fight against corruption, lies and the abuse of science for an extreme political and dystopian society.

You know the evil group who know people are working things out and wanted to install many vices to get a firm Orwellian type hold on western societies and its people?

Oddly one thing that has happened is some old names popping up for the first time in months trying to get the same thing they have tried to do for three years and failed at.

Despite the fact they only have mere weeks left before they run out of time.

An activist scientist called Dr Keith Strong has a sock account and is egotistical and have never got over the fact I destroyed all his deities, spread the minions far and wide and destroyed him and his ego several times.

As he has watched and my predictions panned out he popped up to extrapolate a 13 month mean average of sunspots from a couple of days of high numbers. Yeah you cannot do this for a single months total average, let alone the 13 month average.

He also claimed that we had just had the highest activity in .. oh I do not recall, I think he said 11 years?

No .. we have not.

That is not even taking into consideration that the last cycle was a record low and its solar maximum took place in 2014 and prior to this would have been around 2004. Ergo 19 years ago.

This is him cacking his pantaloons.

What also made me laugh was not only him claiming that solar cycle 24 had already been beaten, its two to four months away from a guaranteed failure ..

I reminded him that I had warned him back in January and told him and his group several times that they need 7 out of the next 9 months of total monthly averages well above 100 to beat solar cycle 24.

Now before I get to his response I will state that his responses were, and one he had said several times previously and since 2019 and all failed that ..

• The Sunspots were going to shoot up and beat all expectations (from 2019, several times)

• The Solar Maximum to Solar Cycle 25 will NOT arrive until July 2025

Now I told him that reading the graph, he cannot, that Solar Maximum was already upon us and he knew nothing about Sporer's Law. When explained he also ignored.

They have always demonstrated that when you are not 'anti-science' you can ignore the science you do not like and make up any future you want. Also laws that do not fit with your claims you can state are wrong as are quotes from Bohr, Feynman, Einstein, Sagan, Dyson and others on the fundamental basics of science.

He claimed he did not know what I was on about when I said 7 months from 9 (also stated that as each month missed the totals will need to be higher) nor when I said about him being wrong about mid 2025.

This .. was an outright lie and his previous claim and name calling about me being wrong about Solar Maximum arriving late 2023 was also proven to be wrong, but he said nothing of this, of course.

Solar Cycle 25 image I keep getting posted at me .. its only ever the 'science' they 'like' and anything else is 'anti-science'. They annotate them in their favour .. of course.

He vanished when I posted a series of screenshots, including me telling him about the 7 months from 9 in January 2023 and a tweet from him using maths calculations to prove I was wrong and solar maximum would arrive in July 2025.

This after being silent for the latter half of 2022 when the sunspot numbers dropped off a cliff like I said they would and most of the first half of 2023 when they did that again.

Rather surprised he did not actually state that the group of top solar physicists now stating solar maximum would arrive late 2023 to early 2024, were wrong.

A bridge too far?

What he also did not know but got a screenshot of was a report on the same spaceweather site where, on July 2^nd 2023, it stated that Noctilucent Clouds were missing because ..

“Solar Max is Melting Noctilucent Clouds"

So there were several reporting on solar maximum possibly arriving early back in April and now in June using headlines to suggest it is here.

Now when you look at the previous graph I posted, a cropped one to show the higher numbers of the last cycle and this one, you might notice something?

The total monthly averages above 100 sunspots, the blue line, runs for a total of around 10 months throughout cycle 24. Maybe even a little longer? I have posted these numbers in the past.

Now when you look at cycle 25, it is not even close to half that time .. not .. even .. close.

Now then, currently the 1^st July had 87 spots and the 2^nd July 119 and everyone has been talking about a large group of spots, which recently had a number of '26' which will vanish in a day or three.

SUNSPOTS JULY

Then it does this for a day, forgot Sporer's Law and attempt to extrapolate a 13 month average from it .. while also forgetting that they are appearing further away from the equator. They also forget volume as well as averages and it all being time dependent.

Maybe I might not post this until after they have disappeared and can add some more interesting numbers to the mix?

But in the meantime, remember we are now in the second half 0f 2023.

If these numbers drop off because of that large group and the numbers remain low for beyond the first week, it will be very hard to get the numbers required for a total monthly average.

If they lose July then we are then into August with the top people claiming solar maximum late 2023, early 2024 so that is October to February 2024?

Lose this month and you have 3 to 7 months remaining.

They need it to be 7 months and if they lose July they will need every singly one in the 140 or more range just to beat cycle 24.

But that was not their claim.

Their claim was, backed up by a paper that was proven wrong in part within several weeks, was that it was going to start rising from October 2020 and shoot up to be the highest ever. It did not shoot up.

Even in April 2022 I was being told .. STILL .. that it was about to shoot up and it was going to beat all expectations. From May to December it fell off a cliff.

Then it went up and after being missing for six months, back they came .. it was not going to shoot up and beat all expectations. Then around February they went quiet again, take a guess as to why?

Then in late June, a few days ago they pop up with some daily numbers at or close to 200 and take a wild guess what they were saying yet again?

And that is how the screenshots above, came about.

So desperate are they at this point that they have to literally state something that is clearly false on the graph and try to put square pegs into round holes as, as the numbers drop off on sunspots and may do so again in the next three days ..

It wont arrive within 2023, will arrive in 2024 and every single month is going to be 140 odd?

Despite the fact they were shown Sporer's Law come into play twice and something else they were totally unaware of, claimed did not exist, were then shown screenshots and links and then argued against.

My global temp predictions were accurate, my three year La Nina was accurate, my record snow and cold predictions were accurate, the frost seasons growing longer in reports showed me to be accurate. My volcanic eruption predictions were accurate too, as were my Noctilucent Clouds and Polar Stratospheric Cloud and Cosmic Ray predictions were accurate too.

In fact that very line “Solar Max is Melting Noctilucent Clouds” may have given me a piece missing from my climate puzzle.

It was melting from a series of solar storms and added to this many volcanic eruptions have been pumping a great deal of water into the atmosphere.

Clouds are a big influence on climate and in a cooling situation this might be how so much snow and ice comes about it a short space of time?

“It is hundreds of complex systems we have no way of predicting” - Dr Chris Martenson's answer to Tim Pool when he was asked what his thoughts were on climate change.

Climate Groups, like WWF and I warned about all the charities, taking large sums of money from Fossil Fuels? Reported in the blasted Guardian, of all rags?

https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2023/jun/30/climate-groups-accept-millions-from-charity-linked-to-fossil-fuel-investments-quadrature-climate-foundation

They have been intentionally destroying our escapism and entertainment since 2016 and only now they figure it out?

In this video about Indiana Jones being a flop, one states what I and others have for awhile .. “If Kathleen Kennedy does not get fired this time, she has dirt on people”

Nigel Farage gets his bank accounts closed and they lied about going to give him a reason because they blame him for people thinking in a way they do not want us to?

Hitler used to do the same thing with his own people. Only his punishment was immediate and not starving people, making them homeless and killing them over a period of time in a manner only the Devil himself would be proud of.

That's a dictatorship.

British Prime Minister was donating to Open Border Groups?

https://www.youtube.com/live/FVOmlSb7Afw?feature=share

Leaving the LGBTQ over how they are grooming children?

Leaving the LGBTQ over how they are grooming children?

There are a fair few of those and they are apparently going through a divorce .. which will result on just who being left?

Paedophiles.

Main Doctor used by US News Media, Dr Peter Hotez, runs from debate, calls everyone neo-fascists and conspiracy theorists after he has large string of videos of him lying about Covid19 vaccines and how effective they are and how many you need?

And video of him running them down when Trump was President?

Already been mentioning about how every country in Europe seems to be going right-wing, rejecting the European Union, World Economic Forum and its attempts to install an authoritarian regime claiming they are doing it for us? Hint: It is for them.

Spain, Sweden, Italy, Greece and Finland with Poland announcing EU Referendum and rumours of Germany going the same way with a campaign to dissolve the EU and Marine Le Pen surging in France.

Then in France the riots happen and get swamped by Islamists and to get revenge on someone being shot as he tried to drive away with a gun in the car .. they stole Nike Air Jordans, designer handbags and other items while it somehow spread to .. Belgium?!

World Economic Forum going to take away everyone's cars in the western world for a pseudoscientific theory they never got a prediction correct for?

https://youtube.com/shorts/p9zHF3yGpbY?feature=share

They knew they lied about mandates and they also knew they would cause harm but did them anyway while they went out and partied the nights away?

Warning people not to be seen on camera?

And that is in the UK and being talked about in America?

Even Ana Kasparian of The Young Turks is realizing certain things and that the idiot moron Mayor of New York uses this woke they pushed and the race card to be rude to someone? Kasparian has also lost it with transgenders too?

Pizza Parlour owner in New York loses it over criminalizing, or summat, baking pizzas and tosses a load at a government building?

After Disney very rapidly fires their diversity officer, before Larry Fink of Blackrock said what he did, this was followed by Warner Bros and Netflix?

Speaking of the CEO of Blackrock, Larry Fink, here he is claiming that he is distancing himself from the bullying and forcing control over companies saying ESG has been weaponized by the far-right and far-left.

Yeah bit of an exaggeration douchebag and YOU are no centrist.

My people are mostly made up of centre-left to centre-right and they all despise you and your evil plans.

After acting like fucking fascists and locking someone out of their own smart-home, I fekn warned about this shit with mobile phones and electric cars, Amazon then go after Louis Rossmann, who eat Apple Inc, and drop his partnership as punishment?

A good and honest Doctor that Dr John Campbell knows telling people to stay away from Doctors?

Roseanne Barr tells Stephen Crowder that which I myself have discovered over the past several years, that the right-wing are mostly forgiving but the further left and woke are evil and nasty pieces of trash.

Now if that is not a total fucking collapse then I do not know what is.

Told them it would all collapse in 2023 and friends and family are slowly seeing this and telling me they cannot believe it and it is like I stated it would be.

After the media banging on about a heatwave that was a couple of days in the UK, it has not gone cold, its been 17C to 19C during the day and right now, 7.42am on the 3^rd July 2023, my laptop is telling me it is 11C.

Apparently, I was told, it was going to be 40C and I have mentioned this before .. they do this so that you recall the announcements when they say the following year, last year was the hottest ever.

The next week is supposed to remain under 20C ..

Bet they are not talking about how cool it has been nor mentioned that the heatwave I was told was arriving, did not, eh?

Nor has miserable the weather has been and even mere minutes ago I thought it might be a nice sunny day and suddenly its clouded over with a few dark clouds.

Now imagine, if you will, that later in the year the frosts and snow come in early, or late in the southern hemisphere (snowed in tropical Bolivia) at the exact same time the solar cycle numbers also look shit and the outcome is obvious?

People are already slowly realizing it has all been lies and even a socialist I know has now finally realized.

Google pulls out of a Pride Drag Show sponsorship after Christian employee backlash claiming they was offended? Maybe as it is obvious they are paedophiles or groomers?

Pointed out they broke their own rules about explicit sexual activity? Yeah they do that a lot, they all do and all are total hypocrites.

Now here is a little anecdote some might find interesting and it kind of encapsulates several things going on.

After many mistakes coming out of the only medical practice in town, NHS, and making several errors and making false claims, I finally get to a hospital for an x-ray, which has a 99% possibility to be a waste of time. Always has been and I have never broken anything. This is also the third time I recall my feet x-rayed.

• Whipps Cross Hospital

• Barnet Hospital, where they lied about what they were looking for and a foot specialist

• Mid-Wales Hospital now

“So you are here to have your left foot x-rayed”

Confused I answered ..

“No, it's the right foot”

“But on here, it states the 'left-foot'” so states as she shows me the form before I explain that I have had foot problems for years and as soon as I take of the sock on my right-foot and show her a toe with that the GP called and I quote “a reverse motion going on”, there will be in no doubt.

So I did that. I then went on to explain that I had issues for 14 years before I diagnosed it myself and had it confirmed by Guy's Hospital in London.

I also said this was unconnected, the pain was at the base of that toe, I had never experience it before and appeared to match closely with the condition of a 'Plantar Plate Tear'.

She rolled her eyes, second time someone had done that in as many weeks over something the NHS had done, went behind a screen and told someone to change it because the GP had written down the wrong-foot.

A Doctor that does not know left from right?

Like everyone else in the building he had also told me several things that were wrong, like regarding my medical records and stated that a phone consultation from Homerton Hospital's ENT department to take place on the 26^th June, would not.

When I pointed out that they knew I was in Wales as they change the dates from April to June and had wrote to me to my address in Wales to tell me, he double down “Well, we will see about that”

Sadly for him not only is he going to get a letter to refer me, two meetings and he has been proven wrong, but if he mentions it to me I will tell him that the ENT department told me he was wrong.

Because once I explained I cannot go to his referral to the Royal London Hospital, he started laughing and when I told him the GP in this town told me this appointment would never take place, he said he was wrong.

He also told someone that needs a knee operation that there is no swelling in his knee. The patient stood up, annoyed as he had already been told my a physiotherapist, who can't, that there's nothing wrong with his knee. In the same building. Once he stood up the GP said “Oh”.

Coming back I pass a health shop, one of the better albeit pricier ones and I recalled the bottle of thiamin they had in there. At a cost of £21, I might add.

So I ventured in and decided to get that, as the NHS once considered useless I now realize are mostly just lying salesmen for big pharma.

Got talking to a chap, always wary of what I talk about, regarding what I know as you tend to think they are lefties that think we need to save the planet from climate change.

How wrong I was on that!

I had guessed the names of YouTube channels and man he listen to on YouTube, they agreed with me on everything, was asking me questions and asked about my blogs. Along with names of people they should listen to.

They know the greens are political and they know its about control and the man ended up shaking my hand and after being in their what seemed like 40 minutes or more, I only left because my daughter called me.

When I told her and her boyfriend what had been said by the two of us and when I told her that not only what guy he listened to, it blew her mind as she knew the channel.

She simply could not believe it and her boyfriend, who had only been in there once, said that he never would have thought for a moment that I would have had a conversation like that in there and they would say what they did.

The same GP that had initially told me, only met him twice, I was intelligent and play around with my own doses, also told someone who needed a knee replacement that his knee was not swollen. This after a physiotherapist, who cannot do this, told him there was nothing wrong with his knee. He stood up and the GP said “Oh”.

Hospital kicked out a two year old having seizures, out the hospital in the middle of the night .. TWICE!

Another, after being told off for not going into the GP Surgery beforehand then had to wait three days for a prescription for a particular drugs she wanted and they kept lying about it on the phone. I heard the conversations ..

They lied with their excuses, told them they were busy when they were not as I had just been in the surgery myself two hours or so before, told her that she just had to keep ringing back and two calls later, into the third day, they complained about her constantly ringing them. Two calls after they told her to keep calling and three days late.

Their excuse was needing to look at her medical records before they could prescribe that drug she wanted. Told people for years they never look at them, my last one did not and neither has this one. With a waiting room that has been empty each time I have been in it outside one single time.

I had my blood pressure taken and was told it would go down a second time after being 142 and I said it would not. They insisted it would even after I told them I do not suffer from white coat syndrome. It went up to 147.

Another time by another person I got told that I do not know how to take a blood pressure reading by someone that had zero idea that mine had been 238/179 and that my previous GP and two hospitals along with a pharmacist has been panicking about mine and rang me up several times over two weeks to make sure I was still alive.

Upon laying things out, insulted that this woman would say that, telling her who I am, what I have done, how I have advised Doctors and Psychologists and my blood pressure history and hospital test she became flustered and kept repeating “Oh all this is going over my head”.

Even visiting the GP Surgery to remind them to ring the healthcare worker regarding her promised phone-call they never made, they said they cannot talk to me without written consent. A lie.

I informed the dumb woman that I am a multi-disciplined scientist and worked in the legal industry and I have told them this before and that nothing I have asked for requires legal consent. Also she was my daughter and as I only lived a couple of minutes walk I asked her if she wanted me to go on and she said “Yes”. Do .. your .. fucking .. jobs!

Recall I said that a GP told off a patient for not going in? She and the state of the NHS and its lies is why she does not want to go in, as do many residents, it turns out.

Well ..

When she got the prescription she had to wait three days for while she looked at the medical notes the NHS have claimed makes things easier, before she can give the patient the drugs she used before ..

She got a prescription for a totally different drug, also used for bipolar disorder and epilepsy that seemed familiar to me I was sure caused odd reactions in someone who was supposed to have epilepsy and guess what happened next?

She had a funny reaction, had to stop taking them, then got spoken to by another healthcare worker who suffers from the same condition who told her those drugs and most, from the NHS, do not work.

Just like SRIs, vaccines and likely a long list of others.

So she took three days with shit excuses and lies to go through her records before giving her a drug she wanted she had used before, only to then give her a totally different drug that fecked her up.

For the love of Christ, people .. I only got her in March and it is not only the first week in July.

Its also going down hill in this town and I have seen very odd things in the building, I have someone stamping on their floor upstairs, intentionally creating noise and is walking up and down for hours on end.

I had a grandchild here whose eyes went wide and said “What's that banging?”

I have had someone here in their lunch hour, bringing food and they sat down and before they opened the food, looked at me as heavy footsteps started going up and down.

I had wanted someone to hear it .. an adult.

Then for more than 30 minutes until they left, they heard them constantly walking up and down and I said that goes on on and off for between 4 and mostly around 1- to 12 times a day for 15 minutes to an hour. Sometimes with sudden and a number of very heavy bangs like someone has dropped a washing machine on the floor, a recording of which she had just heard the day before.

I had a picture of an idyllic village and it certainly seemed serene and tranquil when I got here but apparently and the rumour mill is that there have been people moved here from other areas that are .. problematic.

One day a boy went missing and being the new face, something my social worker friend said would not happen and while he was on the phone telling me that, I got a knock from a local couple looking for him. Later my friend went insane but I said I was not bothered and I would have likely done the same thing.

Two people from the local authority had been visiting me in a team of around 6 or 8 and I later found out the missing boy had been found in this very building. Something I not only had predicted earlier in the day but had said a few months ago “this building I think is going to become a problem to the local community”.

Yesterday, Saturday 8^th July, 2023 I had a knock that was a police officer looking for witnesses for something that had occurred in the building four days or so before.

When he first asked I said “Which one?”

This was the third or fourth time I had seen Police in the building in two months and heard about another incident that took place just outside the building, highly likely linked to it.

Talking to other resident, NOT in this building, I said that if I have seen the Police two or three times when I do not venture out much, out for long periods when I do and I have now been using the rear entrance for awhile, how many times HAVE the Police been in the building I do not know about?

I think if the only medical surgery in the village lie and mess about some of the people in this building, they may end up immediately regretting it?

When these things happen I am sure that the GPs lying to patients and leaving them in years of pain and fear will get out their victim cards for having to endure that which they force upon others for a few seconds or minutes of it, no?

I have spoken to around six different people in that surgery and judging from the terrible Police, they all seem completely unaware of what they have been doing or of the growing distrust and anger towards public services and government.

During those riots, the Police in Waltham Cross were all standing in the street, all talking to me and they told me they were all literally scared and were all talking to each other about it.

I know other public service people and even a couple, one current and one that used to be and they know what is going on and what is building up as so others I know and speak to on the phone. But the public services here seem to be blissfully unaware, at least it is how it has appeared to me thus far.

And they are showing the completely wrong attitude that will do them no favours, going forward.

Meanwhile, while I see more building projects on hold around here for months on end due to property developers going bankrupt, I have to now explain that the person upstairs, for the fourth time, either needs to be dealt with or one of us has to move.

Then explain that anyone that moves into my home will start complaining immediately about the constant noise and loud banging and the stench of cannabis that wafts through the ventilation system most days, sometimes four or more times a day.

Two people think they have a serious mental health issue and the first person to hear it said, altering words and leaving out a swearword 'they are a bit weighty, them?' I said its often a lot louder and accompanied with very loud bangs.

Seems to me that they are trying to do something that authorities tried two decades ago and failed.

The lack of foresight and communication between public services in the UK is, quite simply, staggering.

Just as I was about to publish this post I got a phone-call from the one I was talking about who was given the wrong drugs and a very in demand healthcare worker ..

"Just remember, if I die, it is all that Doctor Price's fault"

While a noisy inconsiderate prat is banging around upstairs.

FEELINGS OF FAILURES

Those that have come here since breaking my Twitter silence are probably unaware of a lot of things that do and have gone one.

If you thought that post was one hell of a horror story is does not contain it all and nore do I go into detail about the pain and suffering.

There are dozens of people involved in the story and around half a dozen each that could command a series of books in their own. Well .. at least one a piece. One will need more than one book just to themselves. None of these names involves my daughter or eve myself. Hence why a news media agent talked of TV, magazine and a book series. Nothing of the things he promised came to light and this was back in January.

Within six weeks our issues were going to be over. Later in the year we was having these series done on her story. But here we are a few weeks from September and not a single peep has been heard from the Joe the media agent or Take A Break's Julie Sidwell.

Today I did something I do not normally do and suddenly I was experiencing intense pain and as I wandered back to my regular park bench the phone rang.

It was my daughter who had called me earlier just prior to attending an appointment for her cancer. Her mother had agreed to look after the four children and once again the useless, evil and conniving mother had gone absent. Two operations had already been missed because of this behaviour and due to trying to incite violence I am sure she is hoping or trying to cause the death of my daughter. Like I said .. many books could be written just on one person alone.

I the end my daughter was forced to go around to her home but she did not answer the door. In desperation my daughter climbed through a window only to find her mother's partner. He did not even realise that his partner was not only not in the house but had her phone switched off. I am not lucky enough that the Police had finally figured out what she had done and she was on the run?

He agreed to look after the children and it was not until my daughter was at the hospital she suddenly wondered if she was having an operation or not?! A missing grandmother would cause a serious issue of this had turned out to be the case. It will when the operation comes around I assure you!

My daughter had to remain for something else and they asked her about her Trigeminal Neuralgia and seemed concerned at how bad and frequent it had become. They was also surprised that she had just been fobbed off with pills.

Then my daughter started sobbing and this occurring I have lost count of happening, just in the last six months alone.

“I don't know what I am going to do?!” she said as she cried.

From the way the Doctors were talking she thinks now that they know something and that something is going to happen to her.

I cannot explain the feelings of darkness at moments like this and the sheer feeling of being a failure as a father because time after time and year after year and for over twenty years the public services have failed. Failed then failed and then failed. To make matters worse it is not just the failig but these servants of the people and full of care for woman and children actually kick you in the nether regions while they are failing you.

I have lost count of the number of times I have had to listen to how she would be better off dead.

I do not care what anyone else says because they would be clearly naïve and/or incompetent to think that the public services do to act like this or treat people like this. Annoying as a search on YouTube alone would bring up hundreds of videos of people going through hell. Just not as many hells as the two of us have been through.

This is what makes it all the more strange as my daughter should get a massive amount of interest over the sheer number of heartbreak and the huge number of failures by so many involved.

Sometime I think this is why they either stay well away from us or promise us the Earth only to vanish at the eleventh hour.

All the time hoping for something to occur that would tell us that our suffering mentally and out physical pains would soon come to an end.

Maybe others think this is just too much and the men in black might come knocking at the door? I just do not know but it has been hard.

I had hoped that commenting in places on YouTube as I have now done for like a month and the last ten days plus of Tweeting on Twitter might get me some attention and I can put someone in contact with my daughter?

Maybe I have just not reached enough people yet?

I use my frustration and anger on all that I blame for this mooching around the Twitter streams all day and when I see someone who is acting and talking completely selfish over something hat is fuck all I am in there.

Oddly I could rip so many people new ones and throw around all kinds of insults and names but I refrain from doing that. Though I have plenty of reason to do so.

Rant-rant-rant self-self-self and I chime in, have a disagreement, get called a liar time after time and then throw in my link to my daughter's story. It either then gets fuck all comments, after screming about burkas or offense to others, or it gets talked down. One eve accused me of getting the story out of a story in a magazine. No, I replied, our story appeared in a fucking magazine but only around 0.5% of it!

Cancer sufferer, domestic abuse victim and repeated victim of child abuse with the most evil mother you could ever dream of as well as being sexually abused by your step-father aged 12. That is only the very worst of it and there are things I have not posted about for years that would very literally blow anyone away. Not mention it on blogs for several years. Certainly not mentioned it on Twitter because we was ignored so much I wondered if that element of the story was keeping people away?

So I am going to be in one of those dark places for a couple of weeks not and where I am also going to lose a load of belongings too. Past caring about those but I guarantee a load of crap I am going to have to sort out with the storage company as well as my bank. Yeah I really want to be doing that.

Help organisations have acted the same .. go to someone else, start talking like they are going to help and then tell you to go to someone else or say they are going to help, ask yo for your phone number when you have already provided it. Then they simply do not call you ever let alone when they say they are going to.

What can you do?

Hoping my ad revenue will be unfrozen but does not occur. Scrambled to get my photos onto sites like Alamy, Photofolio and Deviant Art hoping that someone would start buying them and I could build upon it.

Was supposed to do weekly series of YouTube videos but then they started messing around moving the goalposts on that too, screwing a load of people over. For political reasons is what everyone says.

I do have a habit of trying several things simultaneously because so many things have failed in the past.

Fantastic country I was born into that has just got better and better over my nearly fifty years.

God help my grandchildren!

I was called a modern day Robin Hood? Not doing very well at that job, am I?

Annnd I have just bee told that the broadband Internet in the building, which has been off for five or six days, is not coming back on for another nine?!

Nine .. fucking days? Has anyone even heard of anything like that? Mobile data been playing up, Wifi in park has issues.

The person who has the account with Virgin Media is going into meltdown and was as I left the house. Told the guy on the phone that in all my years I have never heard anything like it, Even from Virgin Media and I need to check to see if anyone else has issues in the area?

TURD SLINGING

I am conflicted and yet I do not even vote .. or have very little.

A long, long time ago I might have voted for Tony Blair in the general election when he first got into power. Many years later I realised that I would have regretted it.

Regret?

Yeah .. I reckon that is the number one reason and by some stretch that people refrain fro voting?

I have also never voted for any of the main parties. Bar one. Because a man turned up who I believed, talked straight and did not sound he was just coming out with bullshit and the usual promises that have been broken for decades. It was refreshing. Strange then that the mainstream news media went out of their way everywhere to pain him as evil?

Despite this in part going against this man I think it was the first time many questioned the integrity of the mainstream news media and I believe it has continued ever since? Largely because they just kept going with the same old narrative. Each time batted to one side by the person it was flung at.

Well it certainly came to many people's attention that something was not right with the media and that it started to smell as if we had been lied to for a great many years. Well I already was well aware of this fact. Did not know just how bad it was, mind you.

It is like in the past couple of days .. I was basically told in a Twitter stream by Jeremy Corbyn's // aids .. in a patronising way that I should not believe what I read and trust their .. Twitter tweets? I actually asked them if they was more or less joking. I said are you actually stating that people now ignore reports, photos, evidence, interviews and research and actually just take your word for it?!

Needless to say I did not get a response. I cannot actually believe I have had difficulties all my life with a career and morons like that have jobs?!

I was told all my life it is down to who you know. Yeah but I have also learned that it is down to if your willing to lie and lay down your life for those that you work for. Lie a great deal, in other words.

I have also been arguing about Brexit though it never starts off this way.

What happens is I pose genuine problems or ask awkward questions and in response I got no answer .. my tweets nit-picked because Android screws up and told that I do not understand English All the while they are stalling and deflecting and I told the so. After half a dozen exchanges I then got a twelve hour silence and told them I would be awaiting the Twitter notification that told me when they answered me.

Still waiting.

Now bearing in mind that while I have started all this there has been a lot pop up and in all honesty .. it is almost like I was supposed to start a stream in Twitter right now at the prefect time?!

• Burka Row
• Brexit still ongoing
• Sweden set ablaze in various places
• Genoa Bridge Collapse
• Aufstehen or 'Stand Up' movement in Germany

That last one?

Yeah that has just become a thing and I will ink it below.

As it turns out Germans have gotten fed u with being treated like second class citizens in their own country and that the migrants are cared for more than they are?

HELLLLLLO?!

I had someone actually get offensive, it what these low life tossers do, and tell me that because I only knew people that voted for Brexit I needed a new group of friends.

Patronising twat.

So I reckon by their logic anywhere between 25 million and 50 million people have the wrong friends? Moron!

Of course no answer to questions .. just sarcasm, name calling and insults. Yeah .. modern day socialism which is not, in fact, socialism.

It is fucking staring you in the face and I am going to get really fed up with pointing it out as true socialism not only has no bias or prejudices that the fact that Jeremy Corbyn is constantly proving that he does and then so obviously lying about it afterwards only gives your enemies fuel.

Also it might come as a bit of a shock to people but not everyone on the left believes in lying, manipulation, bias, totalitarian states or appeasing.

The one and only chance that Jeremy Corbyn has is not because he is good, has an ideal view he can make happen, because he simply NEVER can, it will be solely on the fact that the Conservative Party are seen as murdering bastards!

If you do not win by anything other than a landslide victory the likes of which this country has ever seen it would be a disaster.

The trouble is for me is .. it is all just so confusing.

The things I had thought about the two ends of the political spectrum for years seem to be all wrong, despite the fact that the Conservative Party are living up to their name.

There are still some things that I believe Conservatives believe that I could never agree to and we have not advanced enough as a society for this belief, if it is a belief, to come about.

Not without causing a whole set of new problems that they will no doubt give excuses and lies for?

This is the attitude regarding the welfare state and especially their attack on the disabled community and what they have used to do this. Never agree!

Though I would like to see a world where it is not needed.

At the other end I see them banging on about Universal B.. oh I cannot recall its name .. UBI payments. I saw someone on DPAC calling for it and got into conversations with others regarding it and I have said all along as others have .. NO, IT WONT WORK! Just like DPAC's over the top political correctness has blown up in their faces just because people posted the truth.

What the hell did you expect trying to silence people?! Jesus!

What do you have in the middle?

• A job market based on ..
  • Lying
  • Loyalty to questionable people
  • Political Views
• Badly handled .. by useless agents playing a selfish numbers game
  • Like everyone else
• Roads that cannot cope
• Roads they now want you to pay even more money to use
• Bridges with all the above
• Bridges now collapsing like in Genoa, Italy
• Then being encouraged or force to cycle to work
• Terrorists now mowed a load down which will now give them ideas
• Mayor that will now pedestrianise even more of London forcing even more people to cycle to work

All the while we are supposed to accept the bullshit like good little pawns and all go to work so that they look good and ave money and do not have to look like the amoral twats that they are.

I have tried so many times to do so many things and the very first time I ever succeeded was doing something that did not involved anyone else ..

Until they then started fucking with my numbers, took an advert off one blog and froze my ad revenue and the Job Centre and DWP stabbed me in the back over a business start up agreement.

Yeah .. someone with disabilities that makes it hard to get around and has heart and chest problems where they wonder if they are going to drop dead several times per day.

I have starved myself and lost three stone, no I was not overweight and therefore quite skinny. I also found this easy to do because after finding myself homeless and worrying about y daughter's cancer my nerves, body and mind are all over the place and it is a living hell.

The turd slingers without argument wanting their perfect utopia have no idea of this. As they keep disagreeing and attacking when I comment I do not say anything. My main concern is that of my daughter and Google have done a fucking shite job over their Blogger hosting and crap Blogger Android App that I have been forced onto Twitter to try and drum up traffic to my blog.

The next thing will be accusations I am doing it for the money while conveniently ignoring the dozens of tweets where I state the money has been frozen for what must be heading for twenty months now? Yeah .. they ignore what is staring them in the face.

Also I am succeeding in increasing the traffic as each time I get into a disagreement or even an agreement over something I post a link to the relevant post or I have often been asked to post a link. Posted one two minutes ago and I now note I have had two extra visitors to the story about my daughter. It is not even the whole story and there is a bit about me but is in no way all of it.

Added to this that post would have been at maybe 20 and as much as 30 viewers by now after four days but is actually at 117. That will now continue to grow because I keep getting new people notice me and this happens not just every single day but many times a day.

So I post links every day or so and add all the relevant hashtags and have a lot of different subjects to cover. You can imagine how this is going to have a positive effect? Already happening so you can imagine that if I do this over say a month?

But what if the money has not moved while the adverts have remained on my blog?

How would people react of they found this out?

In the meantime I have to keep checking Twitter notifications, have debates that results in me being insulted or called names, retweet Tweets regarding news stories or good points while adding a few of my own.

A little difficult when you feel like your mind is bearing torn in two several times a day and I wake up every single morning feeling like that and have done for months now.

But watch them latch onto the mental health and try and say that is something it is not or that I must be imagining things? Like I said to one person who is attacking me without actual argument .. keep on going because only one of us will look like a fool over this. Trying to call me racist at last count so I did not want to bother with one of them going after the usual crap and narratives so I gave them a link and they are probably one of the two that visited.

Yeeeeaaahhh my eldest grandson is half Bangladeshi and my other three grandchildren are half Kurdish and this is the mistake you make when you ASSUME, listen to the mainstream news who are burying many stories like this and .. act on feelings and not facts.

Tunnel vision? Tunnel hearing too with many.

I just got asked what my story has to do with Brexit by that person arguing.

He or she clearly has zero understanding of what Brexit is.

Migrants raping children all over the country and causing cancer in one of them has nothing to do with Brexit? Funny as absolutely everyone I have ever spoken to face to face or online only wanted two things from Brexit when they voted for it. Dealing with migrants and stop giving the EU money.

According to this idiot migrants was not what Brexit was about? Oooh Jesus!

THE LIVING HELLS

I await .. nervously.

I often wonder how much the living body and mind can take when under consistent pressure?

How intense does it have to be?

How long does it have to go on for?

Obviously the answers are different from person to person.

The effects will vary wildly too.

I watch people drunk as skunks talking to themselves, butterflies or yelling at others.

I see and smell weed from others.

Some might hurt others.

Some might get destructive.

Some might self-harm.

Some may take their own lives.

But at the end of the day the source of all this is the same. Some source of pain. An inability to cope with something.

Others are just unhappy .. rowing with others online in places like Twitter. Over Donald Trump. Over Theresa May. Over Jeremy Corbyn. Over right and left, Socialism and conservatism and good versus evil and even Tommy Robinson and paedophilia in Hollywood. Often I see these get preoccupied with this to see sine real horrors going on. Others I wonder if they concentrate on what tending to get more clicks?

I've watched the news suppress information and other times twist it around.

Tin-foil hat conspiracy theories seem to leak out of every crevice these days. The last one I heard about was a fire in America in a place in California called Carr. Pictures of a what looked like a laser beam coming from space and a house that looked like it was clean cut in half.

Pressures seem to have been continually piled upon people for years. Bills getting higher and homes becoming impossible to afford. Weird and troubling claims regarding those that are rich or famous defended only by those afflicted with blind fanboyism and showing no morals at the time.

I think people are both confused and scared?

They don't understand what's happening and looking for answers .. anywhere.

Because the mainstream news media are not providing them with any and are not trusted anymore.

There are two single things that, each of which, the public should feel they can trust. Once the trust dissipates from these two things you have a growing and unavoidable problem. You might ignore it for awhile but it is a coming.

Doctors and the news media.

The two things that are supposed to be everybody's safety nets. Are today anything but and certainly true in the UK.

They have both consistently failed me in the UK for well over ten years. Along with all the public services.

Public services. Services to the public and they take our taxes. Except they are not services in anyway to the British public and haven't been for years.

My family is a dysfunctional mess because of it and most of them have horrific stories to tell. Whether they are working their arses off or not no one is happy and everyone has issues. They are still in denial about certain things going on and you can hear it in their voice and it's frustrating when they all have iPhones and laptops and can search for themselves.

Why?

Because the news media avoid stories and have been doing so for a very long time. Celebrity gossip is where they think it is at.

For me this was always a time bomb and I have maintained for years that the longer everybody ignores it the worst it will be. I also predicted that when enough realise it will really kick off.

But everyone else knew better.

Tommy Robinson and others like him probably did what they did scared that what had happened to other children will happen to theirs?

Brian Harvey may very well have done the same?

Except this happened to my child and repeatedly do for years. She had two children through it before she even turned 16.

I tried to get custody of her a long time ago and I tried to tell them that she will have a childhood from hell of they ignore me.

No investigation.

It was worse than even I imagined.

Over time I knew there was going to be a tipping point in British society.

I tried to tell people but no one listened.

I tried to tell the authorities but very little listened and even when they did .. they did nothing and lied about it.

I tried to tell the mainstream media and they ignored me. Every .. single .. one.

Funny then that they portray themselves all today as being the wise ones, know better than everyone else and tell if still that all will be OK?!

Yeah didn't see ask this coming though, did you?! Even though I warned you.

I talk with my daughter about all this and how scary it is. She believed them and that's how she got into her predicament in the first instance. With some encouragement from some very evil people.

No one involved was ever charged outside the original perpetrator who went to prison.

There were four of the same crime, one went to prison and rightly so while the other three got away with it, despite going to court.

There's a marked difference between the one that went to prison and the three that got away with it. It's obvious what that difference is. But this is for the same crime.

I'm not naive enough to believe that's the only story out there like that. And that's what's scaring the hell out of people.

But I do believe that combined we have the craziest sounding set of stories out there.

Which is why I knew for sure back in 2011 and 2012 we was being ignored.

I thought we might get ignored and sure enough we did.

Only we had to wait six years before the deceitful acts of the mainstream media to get out. Even though it now if we await to see if our lives can be saved?!

I was pleased to discover YouTuber after YouTuber talking about all this.

From the tapes of children to the lying mainstream media and the tricks and lies of government.

Sometimes it all actually feels quite close to the end and other times were not so sure.

Too many times we think we have spied the light at the end of a very long tunnel. Interesting for our hopes to be dashed once more.

I'm hoping that either today or one day soon we don't post the ultimate price for everyone else's ignorance?!

I'd also like to have the anxiety lifted from the two of us but even if we did I may still lose my daughter to her cancer or other health condition?!

I sit stunned at the thought of where we are.

I think of when I was a child around here and think of what I'd have thought had someone told me of my future. I would have thought them mad.

But here I am patiently waiting when bit wondering.

What to do and how long either of us will survive this constant flow of living hells?

And to think I've long thought our stories were the ones to bring the whole house of cards crashing down.

Everything everywhere all at once.

Workers within these organisations suddenly realising they were being used a pawns then thrown under the proverbial bus when caught.

That each of the actions everywhere .. combined were knowing used to commit the greatest of crimes ..

.. to the British people.

We still have to wait, survive and find a way to fight on.

My last post is somewhat telling as to why I feel the way that I do and why my daughter feels the way that she does.

I fear what the remainder of this day will bring?

When all this is done and the truth is out how many, I wonder, will prove to be complicit in all this?

THE FOCUSED MIND

Was trying to read about metallic hydrogen.

Good God, the human mind is a temperamental beast!

It's so hard to do anything when your mind is constantly being torn in different directions.

It's also impossible to get to grips with this when you have seemingly impossible hurdles that are numerous and a thousand things racing through your mind.

I was given a film weeks ago and the other day I was asked if I had watched it ..

"The blu-ray player hasn't even been plugged in for three months now!" I replied.

We talked about music too and I forget if I mentioned but .. I found my music player I haven't seen for more than six months in a place of checked three times or more?! Yeah .. as I said .. the mind is a God damn pain in the arse in my case and for many reasons. In to the next bit ..

I told them that lately I was not calm or relaxed enough to even enjoy music. Christ I have a hard enough time even focusing on a simple short TV episode!

Gaming?! Yeah .. forget it!

What I do manage to do but I end up giving up is uploading photographs of mine to try and sell. But this in itself is a long, laborious and in my opinion, unfair process. It's also a very bad process in each case. Oh I'm sure the hosts think they are professional, are doing it right and their websites are great? But .. no!

In fact I got very almost completely rejected by one site who only approved one single solitary photo out of two dozen. Umm .. the one photo accepted was the one photo I was sure would be rejected?!

That was Adobe Stock, formerly Folio, and to be fair because of the lower pay I thought I could get away with photographs I wasn't so keen on myself. Turned out neither were they. I was just thinking about having a wider selection of photos across several sites. Well .. three sites in actual fact.

I was curious about the rejection and the reasons sooo .. I thought I would put something to the test?

I picked photos that have been accepted by a site many place at the top of their lists. I wondered if the two sites might treat the photos differently? If they did then you know I'm going to have to ask why this is?!

I wondered, after being even further down about it all day a few days back, if I was going to the wrong sites?

I post process many pictures to make something look interesting. I might add softness on rare occasions, normally flowers. I mostly go for different tones in a black and white image. Sometimes I go artistic by posterising the picture. If I play around and don't like it then I don't convert it to a jpeg.

Maybe when I do this they are no longer classes as photos? I was rather surprised none insisted on uploading the original RAW file too.

I did start trying to look for sites that sell illustrations and artistic pictures though I can't see my post-processed pictures falling into either category. I also was having focus and anxiety issues and gave up after a few minutes. My fingers were having difficulties touching the damn touchpad again too.

To be honest and I thought that after my last outing getting photographs that I would have had two or three days out by now but I haven't.

Well this is to do with my health and those health conditions being aggravated by the public services. Intentional or otherwise.

In fact so many things seem to happen at just the wrong time that even my daughter now believes it is all by design.

In fact she realises it's just like this with her too now and has been for a long time.

She's sorry she didn't believe and trust me ten years ago. Two of her friends have said that since I returned to London.

Each of us having a horrific life story to tell which combined .. blows many stories out of the water.

The shear suffering, actions against us, the longevity of this whole thing and the fact that children are suffering too. So bad was it that many didn't believe it for many years. In some cases many, many years.

Yet we both at our worst points right now and with something going on for days I know no details about it's .. pretty .. bad.

I didn't eat again last night .. still no idea what I weigh currently but I saw my hip bone sticking out while lying on my side. That's a first .. I think.

My heart is playing it's tricks and my anxiety is doing it's thing too.

What was I doing and saying? Ooh yeah, metallic hydrogen. Interesting stuff if I could focus on the more complex parts of the damn report!

Good God I really, really hate feeling like this. I am not able enough to do many things. Have too many things to do. Can't god damn remember half the time. It would be easier and a lot more peaceful if I just died.

I do have someone to ring for help, though I very much doubt I'll get the correct help?

But I've not been able to make that call because there's been a real and present danger of something happening out of the blue. I just do not know what that is.

This might mean I have no choice but to travel and I'm fucking scared about that. Talking just around London here too, as stupid add that sounds.

I also think about how little help I've had, despite the promises, and that if I'm getting worse what will the future be like even in just five years?

Fucking terrifying is what.

At times like these, which sadly is most days, you get the odd flutter in the chest but every now and then it's .. boom!

In fact there's even different types of 'boom' that go on with my heart.

• One I'm sure it's caused by Anxiety
• One I'm sure it's caused by Tachycardia
• One I'm sure it's caused by Palpitations

If they aren't bad enough the sudden lack of energy is even worse. If you've ever been any sort of athlete and also experienced hitting that physical wall then it's just like that. Your legs just don't want to work and regardless of where you are you just want to lay down. Here where I currently am it's impossible to go absolutely anywhere and just lay down.

I use to know that living in the countryside would help me a great deal with my symptoms, not to mention my photography. Now it seems like an unreachable necessity.

Though after recent incidents I'm still not even sure if I'd cope?!

And that's just a tiny insight into what scrambles my brain on a daily basis.

Made worse by the stupid, naive and purely moronic suggestions I get off people on how to deal with this.

Many fail to see the issues. Some fail to see you can't fight chemicals out of balance biologically or health conditions.

They think there is some magic switch which is exactly the way the powers that be in this country want them to think.

It's also why a quarter of a million people have died and continue to die.

That's the hardest part for me. All those deaths and the attitudes are still 'fuck you' more or less.

Yeah well if that's your attitude give me fecking pill to end it humanely.

That way your saving money .. oh no wait I don't fucking receive any money. At all!

Yeah because I'm sure me disappearing and my blogs ceasing will allow them to sleep better at night.

Well .. saying that in discovering a lot of people trying to go after the real truths and publish and talk about them just as I've been doing? So maybe they might sleep just a little bit better than they did previously if I disappeared overnight?