THE LIVING HELLS

I await .. nervously.

I often wonder how much the living body and mind can take when under consistent pressure?

How intense does it have to be?

How long does it have to go on for?

Obviously the answers are different from person to person.

The effects will vary wildly too.

I watch people drunk as skunks talking to themselves, butterflies or yelling at others.

I see and smell weed from others.

Some might hurt others.

Some might get destructive.

Some might self-harm.

Some may take their own lives.

But at the end of the day the source of all this is the same. Some source of pain. An inability to cope with something.

Others are just unhappy .. rowing with others online in places like Twitter. Over Donald Trump. Over Theresa May. Over Jeremy Corbyn. Over right and left, Socialism and conservatism and good versus evil and even Tommy Robinson and paedophilia in Hollywood. Often I see these get preoccupied with this to see sine real horrors going on. Others I wonder if they concentrate on what tending to get more clicks?

I've watched the news suppress information and other times twist it around.

Tin-foil hat conspiracy theories seem to leak out of every crevice these days. The last one I heard about was a fire in America in a place in California called Carr. Pictures of a what looked like a laser beam coming from space and a house that looked like it was clean cut in half.

Pressures seem to have been continually piled upon people for years. Bills getting higher and homes becoming impossible to afford. Weird and troubling claims regarding those that are rich or famous defended only by those afflicted with blind fanboyism and showing no morals at the time.

I think people are both confused and scared?

They don't understand what's happening and looking for answers .. anywhere.

Because the mainstream news media are not providing them with any and are not trusted anymore.

There are two single things that, each of which, the public should feel they can trust. Once the trust dissipates from these two things you have a growing and unavoidable problem. You might ignore it for awhile but it is a coming.

Doctors and the news media.

The two things that are supposed to be everybody's safety nets. Are today anything but and certainly true in the UK.

They have both consistently failed me in the UK for well over ten years. Along with all the public services.

Public services. Services to the public and they take our taxes. Except they are not services in anyway to the British public and haven't been for years.

My family is a dysfunctional mess because of it and most of them have horrific stories to tell. Whether they are working their arses off or not no one is happy and everyone has issues. They are still in denial about certain things going on and you can hear it in their voice and it's frustrating when they all have iPhones and laptops and can search for themselves.

Why?

Because the news media avoid stories and have been doing so for a very long time. Celebrity gossip is where they think it is at.

For me this was always a time bomb and I have maintained for years that the longer everybody ignores it the worst it will be. I also predicted that when enough realise it will really kick off.

But everyone else knew better.

Tommy Robinson and others like him probably did what they did scared that what had happened to other children will happen to theirs?

Brian Harvey may very well have done the same?

Except this happened to my child and repeatedly do for years. She had two children through it before she even turned 16.

I tried to get custody of her a long time ago and I tried to tell them that she will have a childhood from hell of they ignore me.

No investigation.

It was worse than even I imagined.

Over time I knew there was going to be a tipping point in British society.

I tried to tell people but no one listened.

I tried to tell the authorities but very little listened and even when they did .. they did nothing and lied about it.

I tried to tell the mainstream media and they ignored me. Every .. single .. one.

Funny then that they portray themselves all today as being the wise ones, know better than everyone else and tell if still that all will be OK?!

Yeah didn't see ask this coming though, did you?! Even though I warned you.

I talk with my daughter about all this and how scary it is. She believed them and that's how she got into her predicament in the first instance. With some encouragement from some very evil people.

No one involved was ever charged outside the original perpetrator who went to prison.

There were four of the same crime, one went to prison and rightly so while the other three got away with it, despite going to court.

There's a marked difference between the one that went to prison and the three that got away with it. It's obvious what that difference is. But this is for the same crime.

I'm not naive enough to believe that's the only story out there like that. And that's what's scaring the hell out of people.

But I do believe that combined we have the craziest sounding set of stories out there.

Which is why I knew for sure back in 2011 and 2012 we was being ignored.

I thought we might get ignored and sure enough we did.

Only we had to wait six years before the deceitful acts of the mainstream media to get out. Even though it now if we await to see if our lives can be saved?!

I was pleased to discover YouTuber after YouTuber talking about all this.

From the tapes of children to the lying mainstream media and the tricks and lies of government.

Sometimes it all actually feels quite close to the end and other times were not so sure.

Too many times we think we have spied the light at the end of a very long tunnel. Interesting for our hopes to be dashed once more.

I'm hoping that either today or one day soon we don't post the ultimate price for everyone else's ignorance?!

I'd also like to have the anxiety lifted from the two of us but even if we did I may still lose my daughter to her cancer or other health condition?!

I sit stunned at the thought of where we are.

I think of when I was a child around here and think of what I'd have thought had someone told me of my future. I would have thought them mad.

But here I am patiently waiting when bit wondering.

What to do and how long either of us will survive this constant flow of living hells?

And to think I've long thought our stories were the ones to bring the whole house of cards crashing down.

Everything everywhere all at once.

Workers within these organisations suddenly realising they were being used a pawns then thrown under the proverbial bus when caught.

That each of the actions everywhere .. combined were knowing used to commit the greatest of crimes ..

.. to the British people.

We still have to wait, survive and find a way to fight on.

My last post is somewhat telling as to why I feel the way that I do and why my daughter feels the way that she does.

I fear what the remainder of this day will bring?

When all this is done and the truth is out how many, I wonder, will prove to be complicit in all this?

THE DEFFO'S CONSPIRACY

Well this just about proves a theory of mine.

I'll start by saying that there are a lot of people in America and in the UK and Europe that believe suffering dark and sinister is going on with the left.

Now I didn't believe it and thought it was one of these batshit crazy things. But I saw more and more references to this paedophile stuff leaking out, especially in Hollyweird.

The claim was that they were trying to desensitise people to having sex with children because they wanted to make it legal?!

This is something that has affected my life and in a bad way and had done so several times.

It had also been ignored by the mainstream media for twelve years and counting. Though one of the three incidents got a two page piece in Love It Magazine.

My daughter absolutely detests the media now as she realises that for the last ten years I was dead right.

A shame not enough of my viewers didn't believe this as we wouldn't be going through our living hells right now!

That's the dangers of being naive and sticking your heads in the sand. Sometimes people and children pay the price.

As a result of what she went through and something that the hard left obviously have not considered outside their own depraved needs they twisted into believing are natural, my daughter has cancer as a direct result.

Yeah so imagine my shock when Lionel Nation Tweets a link to British newspaper the Telegraph where Patricia Hewitt of the Labour Party is calling for the age of consent to be brought down to 10 years old?!

Now when exactly do they start performing smear tests on women? Is it not 25?! Haven't people called upon the government to bring this down because of the deaths it's caused of cervical cancer missed?!

Note what the fuck so you think will happen on this alone?! Leaving morals and sanity to one side for a moment.

Dozens of women die each year because they don't start testing until 25 and that would rocket if they dropped the age of consent to 10.

Now let's leave that aside for a moment ..

Are you fucking .. kidding me?!

Oh wow, I just checked. Desire the fact this is doing the rounds now this was published in 2014?! Funny how I missed that?!

It also states that Patricia Hewitt had apologised for it and fit having links to a certain group and stated she got it wrong.

Well .. DUH!!

How the fuck so these people get these jobs being paid humongous amounts out of British taxes who then get to lecture people given peanuts from the same taxes to survive on?!

If it was fit enough I would do a better job than probably most of them. Maybe all of them? Certainly some of them.

I thought it must have been some kind of joke or spoof when I saw the Tweet, I really did.

It's funny all this and the way people get things wrong, their opinions are wrong but they will look for the tiniest scraps to prove themselves right, even though it often doesn't prove then right at all. To show their narratives at right .. except when it's done to me I'll argue that they are wrong and why. This happened in Twitter and suddenly I wasn't getting notifications about Tweets anymore.

Yup because that's what you do when your proved wrong and won't admit it. Shut off someone from the thread. Real mature.

Their argument to why I was wrong about James Gunn being fired for paedophile stuff? Oh and not jokes as they weren't funny and some were statements.

Because they found that I liked a couple of Info Wars videos on my timeline?!

Do they have ANY idea how many things are wrong with this argument?! Well it's not an argument for starters.

First off that night have been the first free videos of theirs of I'd seen .. or anyones and until they lie I think someone will tell the truth. Until I realise they got it wrong anyone is going to think they might be right.

How many videos does it take to change a light-bulb?

What would have given them a better argument?

If of been a subscriber to Info Wars or Alex Jones which I am not .. of either.

If I'm looking into a subject I listen to what everyone had to say .. that's called doing research. 

Apparently the rule of socialism is of you stay from it .. your out and automatically wrong. Wrong!

Secondly .. if I get to a video down the line where someone is wrong, lying or even batshit crazy it doesn't then follow that all previous videos are wrong, lies or crazy.

Do you know what these things are called? Reality .. bitch!

I have heard him being wrong and I've heard batshit crazy stuff. Batshit crazy stuff doesn't mean that's not true either. It just means it sounds absolutely insane.

A good example of this was when I first heard the theory that on the far left they say anything goes. Looking into what they were suggesting by this it was mainly about sex. When I saw they meant sex with children, animals and family members I thought these people were more batshit crazy than Alex Jones. Not that I think Alex Jones is that batshit crazy. Like David Icke he can sound sensible most of the time then waddles across the line.

But then I've read that this tactic is deliberate of Icke &, Jones. Hmm sounds like a potential TV series?! Yeah day something crazy now and then, normally one particular thing and it's did the clendestine organisations and government bumping you off? Sounds plausible. Quite clever if true.

I'm still alive though. Though they do seem to be trying .. really hard. Seems more to drive us both to insanity. Or perhaps suicide?

When the paedophiles in Hollyweird kept getting outed or accused I soon noticed they were all self-promoted socialists. I started to take a little more notice.

Then I started to look at more conspiracy theory videos mainly to read the comments. I like running through the comments ignoring the chaff and looking for more interesting things being said. That's how I ended up on Info Wars in the first place. Another mistake these socialists make with their knee jerk accusations to make themselves look right when they are both clearly wrong and immoral.

Oh crap?!

I just realised my theory about people leaving Earth to survive a coming global holocaust has a very major flaw. Lol. The clue is in this blog.

Anyway ..

So I started to see people compare the far left and far right to good and evil. More specifically God versus Satan. I'm not religious myself and I'll admit it's proving to be my downfall but .. they did have a point.

I had often started to think about Stephen King's The Stand when thinking about the world today and mainly the western world. I didn't put it into religious contexts of course.

It's like this gay pride parade.

I'm not against anyone and don't call people names or insult them. Worst I would use is idiot.

If people are a certain way and within limitations then fine. But when they start shoving it in my fucking face, in getting attacked and insulted and my grandchildren, my daughter and myself are being made to suffer then I'll go on the attack. When I see lurid sexual acts performed in these parades while scantily clad for all to see not only do I disagree but I'll also tell you your disgusting as well as a complete idiot.

Children could be watching you and that makes you look bad and it will make people react.

You have overstretched yourselves in your demands .. a growing backlash will build up and, in your view, you'll all be sent back to the stone-age.

If you are I'm sure it will be the far rights fault, the alt-rights fault and Donald Trump's fault?

No. It will be your fault for being a fucking selfish idiot!

What is it?! Your mixed up and fucked up and you know it so you have to make the rest of the world like you do that you feel normal?!

In fact that statement is probably true of a great many people.

Guess where you normally see people like this acting on TV or in films? Depraved and heinous sexual acts? Normally in films depicting the devil and evil people. Normally in some battle against good and people that worship God.

I always thought it was odd that vampire films became such a trend years ago. Maybe that was leading up to this?

That's the kinds of things I think about when it comes to possibilities. When I see what people think and their view on what's going on I start to think about why this is.

It normally needs to be a lot of people for me to start thinking about it.

But this has become sooo divided they civil war is being talked about in America. A lot. Even YouTubers are talking about it. Even the tabloids have mentioned it.

Funnily enough I have long since previously posted about the possibilities of this happening in the UK and Europe. Didn't think it would go racing in that direction in America.

The UK and Europe are being fucked over and squeezed more so than America.

Native Europeans are slowly realising they are being screwed over and in favour of people with no other intention for the majority of them to invade, rape, pillage and steal before taking over.

I've been at a loss for years as to why. Not only have people been blind to this but there are even idiots who go out, protest and get destructive and violent to protect them?!

These people are in the same category as those in Nazi Germany who sold out their own kind to the Nazis. Funny then that George Soros is widely believed to be funding all this evil as he had been accused of doing that.

Does that seem a bit .. rough? Are you crying right now? Well .. you better leave because ..

These violent people today are in fact worse than people selling out Jews in Nazi Germany!

People in Nazi Germany selling out Jews might have had at least an excuse. Like they did it to survive?

The extreme lefts excuses? Peace, love and all kinds of stuff like that. Yup .. destruction, violence and murder for ☮️ and love .. mannn!

No.

Looks very wrong that doesn't it? No matter how you cut it you just can't make it .. fit.

Scaring people into agreeing with them so then they can appear normal and their disgusting acts become legalised and also appear normal? Yeah .. sorry that had far more going for it than ☮️ and love!!

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/politics/labour/10666875/Patricia-Hewitt-called-for-age-of-consent-to-be-lowered-to-ten.html