Showing posts with label corruption evidence. Show all posts
Showing posts with label corruption evidence. Show all posts

Friday, 22 April 2016

ULTIMATE BREAKDOWN NHS CORRUPTION

OK well I have not done this for a while.

Think there may be an issue or two with my cloud storages anyway and I have typed out something, in a rough chronological order.

This is because there is a glimmer of hope that someone may actually, I will believe it when I see it, act on my behalf in a legal capacity, against the NHS.

While at the exact time I realised that if and when I get refused help and told I have no chance it would be a good idea for the visitors to this site to see what I have.

By that I mean all the evidence! Lol!

So what I am going to do is copy and paste something I have typed out for this organisation I am going to send, or in fact TWO organisations I will send it to, and the links to the recorded files.

You read that correctly, I am going to link in the recordings right here and right now!

Now this is going to seem like a lot, but easy to read and chronological, but trust me when I state this ...

These files amount to 234MB, thereabouts ...

I have over 100GB, thereabouts but would not surprise me if it was over 150GB. Over 200GB would surprise me though.

So if you have had difficulties or suspicions about the NHS ... well you had better strap yourselves in and hold on tight for dear life!

NHS LIES IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER
  1. Hiatus Hernia (early 90's)
  2. Oesophagitis (2006 ish)
  3. Fibromyalgia Syndrome (2014 diagnosed symptoms back to 2003(feet) early 90's)
  4. Back & Neck Pain (1993 & 2008 ish) [Diagnosis on tape, not medical records]
  5. Right Knee Pain (2003-4) [Diagnosis on tape but not medical records]
  6. EDIT: Oh yes and I have a High Blood Pressure that often reads over 170+ and 112+ while on 10MG Ramipril

HOSPITALS & GP SURGERIES, CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER ish ...
  • Remember … this is their idea of saving money ...
  • Forest Road Medical Centre (Drs Ivbijaro, Mahandras, Rhaman & Others)
  • Whipps Cross Hospital (Dr Tahir) (have documents) (& a physio)
  • Wanstead Hospital (Physio I then see again Whipps, above)
  • From 2007 …
  • Carlton House Surgery (Dr Dressler) (have documents)
  • Chase Farm Hospital (Dr Saksena & Dr Tai) (have documents) (3 Physios, Pain Consultant twice)
  • Dr Rooban's Surgery (Dr Huq) 2009-ish [admitted NHS corruption details, saw x-ray retired immediately] (realise I will need evidence) (have good document, feet/knee/back/ankles)
  • Abernethy House Surgery (Dr Gubbay) [kicked for violence after mad does not work] ALL RECORDED
  • Barnet Hospital (Dr Ray (or Day) Julian Livingstone) Katherine Johnston tries to refuse, reason violence, does not work ALL RECORDED
  • Willow House Surgery Drs Kumar, Jnr & Snr [kicked after 7 months for recording] ALL RECORDED (NHS only realise after 7 months of being here)
  • St Michael's Hospital (Dr Raj & another) ALL RECORDED
  • Guy's Hospital (Dr Kirkham) RECORDED
  • Town Surgery 2014 ish to date [hand over x-ray again and again Doctor leaves, coincidence?]

EVENTS CHRONOLOGICAL ish ..
  • Skin conditions back to 1991 – No Treatments Worked
  • Back Pain 1993
  • Foot Pain 2000-01
  • Insisted above was Plantar fasciitis
  • Foam Inserts from ..
  • Physiotherapist (Wanstead)
  • Rheumatologist (Whipps X) 2002-3
  • Ultrasound Treatment from
  • Physiotherapist (Whipps X, second one)
  • Podiatrist.. (Forest Road Medical Centre)
  • Orthotic Inserts (from above, Forest Road)
  • Physiotherapist (Chase Farm)
  • Orthopaedic Surgeon and Podiatrist (Barnet)
  • Vasyli Signature Orthopaedic Inserts (from above, Barnet)

LYING & FALSIFYING..
  • Forest Road Medical Centre ..
  • Promised podiatrist if I had corticosteroid injections
  • Insisted I had Plantar fasciitis, I argued with more than three Doctors that I did not
  • Refused referrals by Carlton House, Enfield (2007-8)
  • Have MRI on the WRONG part of my back, find out in argument when surgeon then realises someone did something wrong and I KNEW it ... for the umpteenth time. Dr Daksena (later on)
  • Pressurise for several years for Knee MRI.
  • Knee problem spotted by sight by Dr Saksena
  • I see private chiropractor, x-rays my back, collapsed discs in thoracic and neck problem
  • Finally get MRI, but appointment never arrives get discharged without letter, so two letters didn't send. Now realise they are avoiding knee like the plague
  • Get sent to back pain specialist Chase Farm. She feels my back, confirms problem in neck and thoracic region, looks at privately done x-rays and matches up with her diagnosis
  • Sent for MRI but I realise it's done wrong as I'm lying down
  • Get told nothing wrong and discharged?! But was diagnosed!
  • My GP, Dr Huq, tells me I am correct about NHS and that they force GP's to lie to patients, not send them for treatment, expensive scans and don't diagnose things with expensive treatments and/or drugs but can't tell patients why. So patients get shouted at and abused by angry patients. Told I'm her favourite and only patient not to raise their voice at her
  • Dr Huq asks to see x-ray. Walks into surgery week later, tells five stunned staff she has had enough of NHS and announced immediate retirement, effective immediately takes x-ray and I never get to see her again, or x-ray back. I have copies.
  • Barnet Hospital I write angry letter after not hearing of appointment being made
  • Get a call from Katherine Johnston; asked in following day, midday, to speak of my concerns
  • During meeting with Katherine Johnston and a Mr White I accuse them of trying to claim I am violent to refuse me, they deny this..
  • But they had already posted a letter stating as much (have recording and letter)
  • Seen by Julian Livingstone and Dr Ray (could have been Day), claim I had tight plantar fascia and diagnosed Pes Cavus (wrong)
  • Barnet: Was X-Rayed by above, I asked why an x-ray. Mr Livingstone states to look for Bone Heel Spurs to prove Plantar fasciitis. I state there is no correlation between the two, he insists there is. I state scientific paperwork that the two have never been scientifically linked and that half people with bone heel spurs have no pain and half people with Plantar fasciitis have bone heel spurs. Disagreement over.
  • Pain Consultant prescribed Gabapentin stated it would work on feet but not on my back but neither were diagnosed ... so he/they knew what I had, I prove much later on
  • Gabapentin makes me feel ill, common side effect. Ask for Pregabalin but get given Amitriptyline
  • Argue about Gabapentin and Pregabalin being totally different drugs, get told they are the same and all just pain killers. One neurological and one anti depressant.
  • Self Diagnosed Fibromyalgia Syndrome
  • Have Ultrasound on groin for pain in right side, Inguinal Hernia repair. Finds painful large black lump, don't know what it is, plus another inguinal hernia in my left side
  • Second Inguinal Hernia was predicted 4 years previous by Martin Klein
  • But specialist tells me week later Ultrasound is clear
  • I challenge him and he admits there was an Inguinal Hernia and black lump, ergo he falsified test results, dictates new letter in front of me. Sends falsified test results to GP anyway
  • Argue with GP over test results. He accuses me of being insane. I offer him the recording as proof tests were falsified he says “What do I want to listen to that for?!”
  • Accuses me of violence, with help from GMC who I contacted to help me!!
  • Kicked off register, was leaving anyway as they are stupid, insulting and amoral
  • Discover the two unrelated drugs of Gabapentin and Amitriptyline are listed as only two drugs that work on Fibromyalgia in Black's Medical Dictionary (Enfield Town Library)
  • Therefore they ALREADY knew it was Fibromyalgia
  • Next GP tells me no Fibromyalgia specialists anywhere in the UK
  • Manipulate them to send me to Fibromyalgia people at Guys Hospital
  • Lied to and told no drugs for over sweating, Fibromyalgia symptom as it turned out
  • Guys Hospital my Fibromyalgia is FINALLY diagnosed and he spots my right knee, performs test that causes me pain, states physical problem with right knee
  • Says he will prescribe Pregabalin, main reason I am there
  • GP gets call to inform him I've been recording us and hospital visits, three years too late
  • We argue, he loses on every front, letter from Guys Hospital does not mention test on knee, knee pain from test nor Pregabalin so I don't get drugs I'm promised. Second time!
  • In 2016 I am sent for x-ray for collapsed discs, finally, but after having neck x-rayed while standing, I'm walked across room, laid on my side and placed in foetal position for collapsed discs?!
  • I challenge radiologist he answers NHS state to do all x-rays like this unless weight bearing is specified, I state x-ray waste of time as spine stretched out and collapsed discs won't show up
  • It's now absolutely certain they have been deliberately avoiding diagnosis of Fibromyalgia, Back & Neck and right Knee
  • I prove Fibromyalgia and that they knew about condition before I self diagnosed it
  • I prove they are deliberately avoiding my back and knee
  • I have all recordings of the above along with many others, not just the NHS either



  • Get asked if I want to attend pain management and I accept … only it is not … it is, and get asked, to work for Chase Farm Hospital as a VOLUNTEER for £15 for five days a week each of the three months I attend. They must have figured out I was recorded as I did not got asked back a fourth month (Brick Lane Medical Centre, Lincoln Road, Enfield) ALL RECORDED
  • Get sent to physio at Chase Farm Hospital but its as group lecture and being sarcastically told they do not have titanium spines on the NHS and 100 minutes on how the human spine operates, one attendee walks out in disgust after 10 minutes RECORDED


Some Documents ...

Dr Saksena & Dr Tai disagreement I had alluded to so many times over the last 3.5 years on here ...

Ahh I was booked in for two separate operations (Mr Hamilton and Klein) for the same Inguinal Hernia, lol



 Pain Management, I saw this guy twice a little over a year apart
Pain Management letter, realised and remembered they changed the date of appointment just 24 hours before it, we do that we get caned



Letter from Dr Huq from March 2011 which states my pains in feet(forced to diagnose myself after 13 years of asking), back (diagnosed but not on medical records), ankles (not diagnosed), knee (diagnosed but not on medical records), groin (found something along with a second inguinal hernia but later said there was nothing, OOPS!)
Remember I stated 'false economy' dozens of times over three years? LOL!

 Insisted on seeing this lady as I was having a breakdown, one of two, and convinced I was losing my marbles, so to speak. SHE insisted I was the sanest man she had ever met and was having a breakdown which was no surprise considering my life (when caught out lying years later they tried to say I was mad ... OOPS!)

This is NOT the one they falsified ... this ultrasound on my kidneys and now I find out that PPI's I have been taking for 18 years bugger up your kidneys, lol


From 2003 ... yes it goes back even further than this .. no idea back then I was being fobbed off and lied to and took a fair few years before I realised ...

And even THEN I still could not quite believe it and doubted it for a few more years, NOT helped because people kept saying "OH NO, Doctors and the NHS just WOULD NOT DO THAT!"

WRONG!! Thanks a bunch for wasting years of my life, naysayers, lmao


Oooh Guy's Hospital Letter, EDIT, lol ...


Just found out GP is leaving?! Not long after giving him my back x-rays, only second time I have handed them over and last time I did she retired within weeks, lol.

Appointment was OK, oddly they did fit me in! Told he was sorry he was leaving but was going to speak to both his father and his brother about me before he left, that's something I suppose? I gave him some ... tips, lol

Just gave the following to current GP after really bad series of flare ups, including not being able to walk for several consecutive days.

Due to Fibrofog getting progressively worse, losing memory, forgetting to mention ..

Heath Points

  • Memory is getting progressively worse and why I did this
  • Bad back pain, unable to walk for five days, starting two days after being told to buy new pillows?!
  • Interested to see if the same old trick, 'well that's that then' is pulled, over back pain
  • Fourth month waiting for a decision on my private x-rays
  • Better Pain Killers? Operation on spine?
  • NHS X-rays were for collapsed DISCS, not bone problems!
  • Still waiting for the Osteopath promised to me
  • Pulsating buzzing (like mobile phone) in different parts of body (5 years plus) increase in frequency – fasciculations, get total numbness often too
  • Rapid Heart Rate – Occasionally in evenings while relaxed
  • Nothing outside NIGHT CRAMPS, jury still out, has been dealt with and still have the skin tags (keep forgetting to mention them and I cannot reach them to tie string onto)
  • It seems that living on my own is never considered by anyone, Doctors included
  • Under a lot of pressure from friends and family about my high blood pressure
  • Falling over from Postural Hypotension (Ramipril?)
  • Addition (20/04/16) Bleeding profusely from my rectum, fifth time this has occurred, bleeding occurred over 24 hours


  • The following was over three days, first day missed appt with you ..
  • Had two bad days getting tired very quickly, Thursday 31st March and Friday 1st April first day I got tired and then right ankle clicked, intense pain, and I fell on stairs, missed appointment
  • Second day one bus, chat in shop, another bus, got off felt tired and getting more tired and irritable … gave water and food to a friends Budgie … got home felt absolutely rotten
  • Remembered on those two days I had missed my pills, both days
  • Woke up to sore throat, feeling flu like. Took pills except one somehow went up right nostril, rear end in throat. Thought it was my imagination until I could start to feel something burning in my throat, got worse to the point I snorted and some went into my lungs and burned, nearly phoned '999'
  • Pill disappearing up this 'hole', back of throat, has now happened a second time (11th April 2016)

Danger Points

  • Unable to keep house tidy, is a tiny house, keep falling over things, just a matter off time before I am seriously injured or house burns down
  • Occupational Therapist?
  • Fibrofog: Memory, focus getting bad, found myself lost, stuck north of Bumbles Green in Essex (Going from Waltham Abbey to Waltham Cross)
  • My father died of burst aneurysm, symptom is back pain, so you can imagine my friends and family and what they are saying?
  • He and my Uncle both died mid fifties, Uncle's death I am still unaware of but was something bad
  • I used to be called mad for my accusations against GP's … not by anyone any more
  • I am being fobbed off … again, that much is obvious … it has only been 18 months and nothing has been done and only differences are RAMIPRIL, which I am under pressure over
  • My house is a death trap and way too small, always falling over things, cannot keep on top things e.g. keeping the house tidy, cooking, cleaning, washing up etc
  • Oh and I still have the irritation and what feels like a lump above my right eye ..
  • .. as stated .. nothing, not a single thing has been dealt with in a reasonable manner
  • Why I recorded previously: I USED TO BE SEEN/VIEWED AS A LIAR to FAMILY & FRIENDS & want to highlight and stop the NHS or those that control all this crap

  • I have recordings including one with Darren Francis at Chase Farm admitting he falsified my ultrasound on my groin, you only have to ask for any of the 100GB I possess

  • I have said this before but will say it again … previous Doctors never thought to think that the NHS will leave Doctors to drown if a patients or patient catches them out and it goes to court, Doctors and General Practitioner along with Specialists will be left holding the baby, metaphorically speaking.
  • My advice is do not do the NHS' dirty work for them
  • The NHS will not be there when the proverbial hits the fan, which it will

I need something done about my back and I should not have to be asking and asking nor being sent for x-rays performed in a way it is obvious they are avoiding diagnosis

NHS Osteopaths do exist in this area.. Ashdown Clinic Potters Bar


NOW ... remember I said I ha stuff on FOUR LOCAL COUNCILS, TWO POLICE FORCES, the DWP (hence a certain resignation) and all OMBUDSMAN & many others?!

Do you BELIEVE IT NOW?!

LMAO!
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Tuesday, 10 November 2015

MORE TESTING TIMES

A little different from the last one .. this one.

I finally got to the GP Surgery again today and I am back again on Thursday. This time I finally took in the two ... umm samples they wanted for testing and they took a load of blood, which would have been collected midday today.

Damn, that means they will phone me again after the weekend to get me in again?! God I hate all this running around and I will have to do more with two hospital referrals!

Back to the grindstone I thought I had finally escaped.

It is funny the things people say without thinking. I was getting the sort of usual crap off people I was expecting, due to being discarded and not thought about. Someone asked if I had heard anything and then remarked about how horrible it was.

I then pointed out that we do not know what had happened yet and that there were more than a dozen possibilities and I knew them all. He then replied with something I will get to right after reminding visitors here of what I have said over and over again which I have told people I know over and over again and they seem to forget.

I am interested in facts only.

I have stated, if you search this blog, several times that I am not one of these usual conspiracy theorists as governments have intentionally labelled them as mad.

But I do have theories on conspiracies and 90% of them I have gone out and acquired proof on and it is as simple as that.

Now I was speaking to another friend of mine who I first suspected had been told that I heard him say not very nice things about me on speaker-phone and then had confirmed he was told I heard it all. They seemed relieved I was talking to them but the truth is that was what I expected to start happening. They know this now and realise. So I had to play some jiggery-pokery and bobbing and weaving this last week. It is not over yet.

I told this friend that when I was explaining to the other mutual friend that there were possibilities he replied that 'your just making excuses for them'.

I am still protecting someone and something and I do not even know if there is anything there to protect?!

I pointed out to my friend today that our other friend stated something that did not make sense as I was merely pointing out that I cannot decide on anything because I do not know the truth. I have a list of theories and one of them is correct. Until I get absolute confirmation they remain ... all remain as mere theories.

How could that be making excuses and how does making excuses come into play at all when your someone only interested in the absolute facts?

I remember thinking 'Oh some I am supposed to start slagging them off, calling them names like 'selfish' and 'cruel' because this is now what you think?'

So I go with cruel, selfish and nasty and wind myself up over the situation and then what happens if it turns out to be one of the other theories I think it to be?

It is certainly not what I was told and this is the upsetting part. It isn't the money I paid out which has left me struggling for eleven months now, oh no.

It is being cut out, lied to and made to look like a fool and left to look like a fool for God knows how many months.

In those months having people press upon me their opinions and want me to start believing the worst when I do not even know what has happened or why?

*Sigh* ... people. They just do not think sometimes and get tired of it, pointing out the flaws in their theories that shows they have not thought it through, which they then do not like and then want to argue the point when they have no foundation to their argument whatsoever. Except for the actions of another party they have not even met or spoke to.

I am, however, hearing something from people more and more and have been told this by no less than four people now ...

'You have gone on and supported this emotionally and financially along with being prepared for this all your life. No one would have done as much in this case as you have done. You have done nothing wrong and acted exemplary. No one could judge you in this case, no one at all!'

Yet I always answer 'So why do I feel like I have not done enough?'

 Also if I am being punished I have absolutely no idea why but come come up with something that is misguided. In fact I could probably come up with three things as I just thought of a second.

What I am worried about is that all my hard work and waiting will be used to flush out someone else in the hope that they will change, be the person they want or keep someone they want, at my expense.

Now that has the potential to not only end really, really badly but have me scouring the entire UK for someone I would highly likely want to kill.

I do mean that literally but cannot say for certain until it happens, if it happens but it is highly likely.

 I will then end up in the papers using all the skills at my disposal but for all the wrong reasons ... yet as I told a friend today it is likely that the the entire nation ... well 90%, that this will for for all the right reasons?

 Wont be any consolation if I am in jail, though likely wont be there too long?

Another day, another check on-line and another blank.

I am now worried that I will end up setting fire to a bridge that can never be rebuilt?

When the nausea I am feeling is not whacking me out that above is on my mind the whole time, except even that annoys me because there is nothing I can do about it.

What has happened has happened and I simply have to wait to find out and then move on.

Only for the first time in a very, very long time my Christmases might actually start being ruined again. Might only turn out to be one but it could end up being two?

As ever I have plans going through the motions and plans about to be set in motion that should avoid the ruined Christmases. They could prevent both but should certainly prevent he second Christmas?

Oddly enough and many years ago I had a whole string of Christmases ruined and it was more than five years before I started enjoying them again.

Even more bizarre was the fact that I thought I was really going to enjoy this coming Christmas! Now I think of those damnable mice and their concocting.
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Tuesday, 21 April 2015

THE MYSTERY EMAIL

Here is a conundrum of my own design. OK, OK some of you may get it very quickly but for those that like puzzles ...

 Guess who I sent the following email to?

 It is the second one I have sent them ... well on THIS subject but I have also contacted them in the past ... distant past about ... other things.

 EVERYONE GETS A STRESS TEST OF FIVE!
EMAIL ...
Dear Sirs

In regards to the fact I reported that PC World are altering their records and losing ... well, purchases so that they pay less tax I am emailing you with new information.

As I reported to you they claimed to have no records of a third tablets when the truth is we have had no less than FOUR of them though one was an exchanged one in the first few days. I know it is rife in the UK that large retail stores are selling refurbished and used goods as new ...

I have already battled with Argos over this and they lost

I have proved that I have received a fair few items that are refurbished and sourced from overseas too and have documentation to prove it

I have been posting not just these revelations but many others too, and a great deal a way bigger deal than this one, on my blog

I also knew before I started all this 5 years ago with documentation that goes back twenty that when reported to the proper authorities, mostly ombudsman, nothing will occur. I stated this from the outset and then told people to keep coming back and watch as each one I contact not only does nothing but drops themselves right in it by not requesting the copies of the evidence, OOPS!

By doing this over a period of time I showed the visitors the truth which I had known about for years.

The fact is I discovered that my predictions what not nearly bad enough for what was really going on and i kept uncovering more things that were equally criminal and the fact that your wages are not worthy of NEW goods means that your wages and salary are not as high as the numbers suggest.

In other words one of the greatest deceptions towards any given populace for a very, very long time.

I can tell you that what I have already is a mountain and I am shortly going to add another mountain entirely with some pretty awful revelations  along with heinous crimes.

Think what happened to Rotherham Council and with my defendants who are about to have judgement passed upon them, not metaphorically speaking as I do mean a Crown Court judge, which includes one council, one Police Force, Cafcass and the Criminal Prosecution Service all together and all in one go after a legal battle that has lasted three years.

Despite the fact that my visitors are in the tens of thousands this is going to vastly increase over the next 6 months or so and then keep going.

I have been utterly stunned and disgusted at the amount of corruption and deception I have uncovered and in all honesty and out of 3 dozen organisations it has existed in one form or another or to one degree or another in every single one I have had the bad luck of having to deal with.

But I assure you on this and that was that starting 5 years ago I was fully prepared for the corruption and the deception, which includes the NHS and around 90% of GP Surgeries among others, and in a good position to shake each tree and stand beneath it collecting up all the fruit and secretly storing it all away to then publish it all one day and continue doing so.

Why, you may well ask?

To reach a point with each and every one of them that the amount of evidence and documentation provided by me renders it incontrovertible in each and every case.

I look forward to hearing from you.

Yours

Martin Haswell BSc
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Saturday, 28 February 2015

SOMETHING LARGE THIS WAY COMES

There are things in pipelines. Plural.

I have a had a strong feeling about 2015 being quite something in the way of revelations and that many were coming.

I also felt that much was going to change with me and with many of my blogs.

Stated thinking this in December 2014.

Many things already happened and most earlier than I expected. A few things presented themselves to me. What turned out to be fairly big then looked bloody huge but then... err shrunk a little.

Still, what turned out to be one thing turned into several...after shrinking back down from a dozen or more.

For a time I thought I had found a path I had been searching fur years to end everything in one fell swoop?!

Still, these things in their own pipelines may lead to the bodies I seek to put an abrupt end to the remaining battles?

Rest assured that it not only has a high potential to end done if the biggest revelations asking with the most fantastical sounding but it is highly likely to. Make no mistake on that!

The other enemies I made have got a stay of execution. How long for I do not know but I believe it will happen in 2015 nonetheless. It rather depends on what I get told next whether this be sooner or later.

But despite not publishing the details of what I speak of right now I will in about two months time. Just in time for what I publish to... sink in. So around mid April I will post a few things up but which could turn into a mountain by then?

I will also add that I have a health problem... AGAIN?! I visited my GP and I got told to stay for awhile and a double appointment ended up a triple appointment! I had high levels of cholesterol again and blood pressure weeks back now which I posted about at the time. Well there have been some... developments.

I was prescribed Ramipril and Astrostatin...or whatever the later is called. First I was on 2.5 mg of Ramipril and then put up to 5mg of the drug and assumed this had sorted out everything. Except at the end if my appointment I was told to look at a particular notice board for a support group and take my blood pressure on their machine. A very nice young lady and extremely attractive came up to me while I writing down details and handed me a sheet of paper with the details on?! I told them they need to stop because they are far too professional and putting all other GPs to shame! She laughed. I then knocked on my GPs door and handed him the blood pressure results. He took one look and came out of his surgery closing the door behind him. Looking serious he said I had to do it again but had to sit down in the waiting room for ten minutes relaxing and taking deep breaths?! Great! I did as he requested and knocked on the door again with the results and there was a pause as he finished off with the patient that was there. He came out and took one look at the results and said I had better come back into his surgery. Some 'uming' sounds were made as he contemplated what to do about it. He asked me and I said I trusted his judgement and he said I needed more drugs as my blood pressure was way too high. Oh God damn it I have to go get the box from downstairs now!

Amlodipine 5mg.

Yoinks!

Hmm I wonder if poisons can raise your blood pressure? I have been feeling dreadful of late and it's one thing after another. A long period or raised blood pressure would cause something looking like.... well natural causes with heart failure or heart attack or kidney failure. Those are just the ones I am aware of right now. Dying of one of these would not raise much suspicion. Maybe I have Poloniitis?! Lol. Sorry I just made that up as I thought it would be funny?! Lol!

I have to pop back early next week and this time I think I will check my own blood pressure while I am there as I would have been taking this new blood pressure pill for 5 or 6 days and I am interested to know if my blood pressure has changed?

I recently had not one barrage of tests as long as your arm but two! They found nothing but not only I but my GP one there was... something.

My uncle and my father both died in their mid fifties but knew nothing of the possibility we had Fibromyalgia and as far as exercising was concerned, never happened and my father's diet at least was the worst imaginable and I always told him it would be the end of him!

My diet does not come close to that if my father's and for many periods was on a different planet as I had a strict diet of meat and vegetables only and no potatoes in any form and no bread. This worked brilliantly for me and my conditions but came to a halt five years ago when I lost my disability money. Progressive ailments like Fibromyalgia do not help either as most evenings I am very stiff and in pain and many bodily contortions are painful too. In a tiny house that's far too small and everything you do is contortions. Lips and hips?! You must be joking?! I am active... mainly because I hate sitting around and loathe boredom as things get depressing very quickly.

I also cycle. A lot, and though this slows down and stops in the winter I have been out for several hours at a time several times in the last couple of weeks.

As I stated previously I stopped smoking two years ago and my diet has improved the last month too.
I have done everything in the last two years that would send my cholesterol hurting towards the ground as well as my blood pressure. But it's heading in the complete opposite direction to that which it should be. I have done everything I have been told to do as well as take a pill but it's still way too high!

A similar reading next week and I think some phone calls are going to get made? Good God I hope I don't get carted off to hospital or worst still told to get on a bus?! That would be typical but I just remembered the bus stop to the hospital...err one of them is right outside the surgery.
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Sunday, 11 May 2014

THE EYES OF INTRUIGING VISIONS


What is it that forces me to suspect all around me? At which point in the meanderings of time did the damage occur and by whom?

As I stroll along I fear that darkness hides around every corner and in ever crevice that it can.

My guard is always up and all engulfing in successive attempts to not be taken unawares.

Honed and focused the mind has become to detect all dangers be they near or be they far.

People abound the web masquerading under false appearances and false gendres in all manners you can think. Others hide their true nature or gandre in some vain attempt to be accept initially as their minds desire to be.

Many others have far more sinister goals in mind.

The directions of assault far exceed the three hundred and sixty degrees all round us and now come in digital forms. Others band into groups feeling aggrieved or too lazy to create lives of their own and feed off the naivety of others. Like vampires on a night hunt they fester around seeking out weaknesses in humans to exploit.

It certainly appears on face value that familiarity breeds content?

How the deceivers ever hope to communicate reliably is befuddling to ones mind. The habitual deceiver would surely not trust anything conveyed to them?

How ever the hope emerges to live ones life happily in a world like that is beyond reason. False impressions to hide ultererior motives are like viruses in the lives of modern day people and with each day it is revealed there is one less you can trust.

Those in power care not, for they get their employment, power and handouts from the huge pool of money either way no matter how small their voters in any given ratio.

The intelligent human knows that this path is folly and doomed to ever increasing frequencies of failure. How many lose focus to tasks at hand for fear of the next deception to arise before them? How much innovation is wasted?

One wonders as to where the deceivers draw their lines in the golden sands? Do they see deceptions closer to home OK? Be it OK to lie to colleagues, bosses or your peers? Or be it only those seen beneath your gaze?

What be the process, I wonder, employed to place an individual below your gaze as opposed to one you would otherwise look up to and respect? Does anyone exist that the deceivers idolise or hold dear?

Do they wonder to the examples they set or the consequences closer to home once the revelations abound? Do they merely think of personal and financial consequences or does one believe that they might stop to think how they would appear to those that may exist close to their hearts?

This one had many, many years to contemplate questions such as this. There was indeed someone whose opinion I feared the most and a life of constant striving to achieve accomplishments both honest and true were pursued without end.

This one considers this an honest and genuine strive to do good and both set and show an example of how one human being should be towards others. No one is held up and no one is pushed down and to me all are equal in truth to a degree or two.

But performing acts of inhumanity to any degree is the one thing that sends an individual below my gaze and not worthy of my respect or abilities other than to expose.

Years has the planning been laid and long has the wait been and frustration abounded the path to which one would tread. No other alternatives were on option and the stormy weather had to be leaned into and braced against for the duration.

If one has it in his abilities do do the honourable deed then this one must do no matter what, regardless of the cost and the pain and anguish must be faced head on and to the very end for all that has been achieved thus far is rendered to be for nought.

For half the journey was never enough.
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Friday, 28 June 2013

SECRET AUDIO: WAS DOCTOR A DOUGHNUT?!

SO here I am waiting for my landlord who has now taken twenty minutes to do a 5 minute journey so I can pay him his rent before I go and rest my very painful legs!

I must have just overdone it but my thighs were very painful from too much cycling yesterday, though I say that but really the cycling was bugger all, 9 miles if that?!

I have been over what that stupid Doctor said in the last post and how I had him shuffling the paperwork as if he was going to find Harry Potter's wand before to make me disappear?!

It was a real shock in all honesty at his dismissive attitude to the scan results and quite the opposite to what the chap performing the ultrasound stated! In fact even IF he had mentioned the black area that appeared on the monitor as well as the hernia on the opposite side this, oops landlord was here and forgot all about this lol, hmm and just stated they were nothing and talked them down this would have been bad enough but it WOULD have been plausible deniability and would have been bad enough.

Umm hope that was coherent my landlord came and then I watched a, very interesting film called Source Code which also got me thinking, lol.

Yes so he was all confident and matter of fact when he sat back in his chair and said the ultrasound showed nothing and was clear, God my face must have been a picture of confusion as indeed his was when I pointed out that this was NOT The case and what WAS REALLY on the ultrasound.

DO you know that before I put the link to the meeting in, and a long section of me doing a walking monologue where you can actually here the cogs in my brain click into each other as I babble, I asked my mother who was herself complaining that she was being messed about by the NHS and I told her I knew but she was not letting me speak.

I kept telling her and trying to cut her off from one of her explanatory stories, which never reach any conclusions, that I can explain why she is treated like she is and that I had figured it out. After several times of me attempting to interject she finally sighed, that I had tried to cut her off mid story as always, and said sarcastically "go on then?!"

I then told her it s because she does not work and had she noticed as I now have that every time you register you are asked if you are working and that this question is not relevant in anyway?! I said if you work up tall buildings and fall off then cause of death is going to be obvious. They do NOT ask you if you work around substances which could be toxic whether this would be in a short or a long period of time.

Very rare you can say anything to my mother without getting fifty daft reasons why you are wrong but this time it was different. When she heard the words there was a realisation on her face and her eyes went wide and a single tear rolled down her right cheek!

She leaned backwards and turned her head as if she was going to burst into sobbing and stated about how her party, the SWP and a Socialist Party, would have known all this and put a stop to it. I then stopped her and said no they would not because they have the wrong attitude and no one takes them seriously. I also stated that for this blog it is vitally important to me that I do not sound like I am affiliated to any party at all! I am not a politician and nor do I want to be and I do NOT understand why some beliefs belong to one camp while others another?!

It is what it is and the truth is the truth and nothing and no one can change that no matter how many times they scream, shout and complain. Every course and every avenue that you traverse has an inevitable outcome.

What I chose to do here has an inevitable outcome! There is no avoiding it as the wealth of information once taken in and seen and heard by enough members of the public will have an unavoidable effect. There is no stopping that as long as this blog exists and can be seen by anyone who wishes to see it and read it.

I just do not know what the tipping point numbers are for certain...effects to take place and nor do I know how long it will take to get there!!

But get there it most definitely will.

It is possible that by the time this blog has been live a year I may be able to tell you? Hmm annoying but like everything else I cannot say for certainty until I...GET THERE?!

Now it could take a few weeks, doubtful as I have been held back on so many things by the weather, my health problems, hospitals, Doctors, mechanical failures on my cycle, DWP and Council doing there meddling so a couple weeks is doubtful.

But mid August this blog would have been live for one whole year, which is not long in blog or website ages, but that I think the numbers would have been reached by this time if not before.

Also and just as I tried to guess with the tabloids and TV News Media when I sent them the four DVDs of data it would take them 3 or 4 months after that to get through it all.

I decided that if all the above fail to contact me in four months then they either rather incompetently and stupidly discarded it and binned the discs or gradually and one by one would investigate and therefore get a whole long list of scoops that, in words that I put to them, well keep them busy for the next 5 to ten years?!

Basically stealing it without even saying THANKS!!

LMAO!

So when I see stuff that I cover on here and provided evidence to which I acquired LONG BEFORE I even started the blog then I think 'oh yeah that is mine!'

It is a bit surreal when this happens three or four times in a week, lol.

The funny thing is when I stated that they could use it as they wanted I did not think I would not even get a bloody mention or even a single email of thanks. Not NO acknowledgement whatsoever, lol.

But id did show me of the type of world that we live in and the attitudes that are held towards human beings and that you can be a brain dead moron but if your on TV and make or posses lots of cash, no matter how you got it, then your important enough to do things for and help.

But if your a bloody genius who saved the lives of his family and hundreds of others, helped locate and catch two terror cells and a gang grooming and having sex with young under age girls, foil a plot against the London Olympic Games, catch out corruption in all the major public office and organisations three Councils, the Police and inadequacies behind a while string or organisations wasting hundreds of millions of pounds each year ad who possesses a degree?

Nope, non of that matters because I have not lied, cheated, made a spectacle of myself, stole, conned or embezzled lots of cash and got away with it as this is how you have to do it for the most part.

Nope none of that matters and therefore you do not matter if it is listed down anywhere than you do not have a job and you do not have money!!

And now that link, lol...

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/Groin2ND.mp3/

I keep stating this since I realised it was missing and put it in but there IS a search box!!

The data I provide is in a public access cloud service and you are fully allowed to download it all!!

There are letters, emails and best of all are the secret recordings of most of the above!!

There are several of the Police LYING and on is four hours long!! LMAO!

Doctors, Specialists, Heads of Departments and then some.

It really is all there you just have to hear it for yourself it really is that simple.

There is not really a great deal more that I can provide on the NHS in all honesty and I will get a couple more things but it really will dry up after that, meeting or two with GP and some more awkward questions a lot more to the point.

There are other things, like my daughter's court case. But some things are out of my hands as to acquiring evidence. For instance I was told that the court case was to be held on the 26th or the 28th June but as today was the 28th June and I have heard nothing, despite texting, I am thinking I must have got mixed up. Maybe it is July?! Until I hear something I will remain in limbo!
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Monday, 22 April 2013

CAB IS A PRIME EXAMPLE OF MY DATA

I never thought of this before and due to an upgrade that is currently going on I cannot check.

I also need to do a HELP GUIDE post to do with my DATA n here but CAB is now a GOOD EXAMPLE to use to describe how muach and how confusing it can get for me and it was I that collected all this.

Now just as a snippet there is a SEARCH FIELD available to you so you can SEARCH RIGHT BACK to specific things.

Keywords you may choose are...

The Police

 HMRC

 Local Council

 DWP

 Atos

 MI5

 GCHQ

 CAB or Citizen's Advice

 Ombudsman

 NHS

 General Practitioner's

Bailiff

Solicitors

...and so on and so forth, but these are just the sunject matters and NOT ALL OF THEM! Only an example.

You could also type in the search field

AUDIO

 EMAILS

 SCANS

 LETTERS

 VIDEO

or even something else I cannot think of the get all the data I provided in groups of similar formats.

ALso and I know I have said this before but you are free to any of the data if it can be of help you you or others, ;).

NOW! Not all of it is here and as an example of this and the fact that I can get lost and lose track of how much I have I will tell you that I did have a meeting with CAB some time ago and I DO BELIEVE I recorded them!!

But I have no idea whether I put it up on here or not?!

LMAO
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