What is it that forces me to suspect all around me? At which point in the meanderings of time did the damage occur and by whom?
As I stroll along I fear that darkness hides around every corner and in ever crevice that it can.
My guard is always up and all engulfing in successive attempts to not be taken unawares.
Honed and focused the mind has become to detect all dangers be they near or be they far.
People abound the web masquerading under false appearances and false gendres in all manners you can think. Others hide their true nature or gandre in some vain attempt to be accept initially as their minds desire to be.
Many others have far more sinister goals in mind.
The directions of assault far exceed the three hundred and sixty degrees all round us and now come in digital forms. Others band into groups feeling aggrieved or too lazy to create lives of their own and feed off the naivety of others. Like vampires on a night hunt they fester around seeking out weaknesses in humans to exploit.
It certainly appears on face value that familiarity breeds content?
How the deceivers ever hope to communicate reliably is befuddling to ones mind. The habitual deceiver would surely not trust anything conveyed to them?
How ever the hope emerges to live ones life happily in a world like that is beyond reason. False impressions to hide ultererior motives are like viruses in the lives of modern day people and with each day it is revealed there is one less you can trust.
Those in power care not, for they get their employment, power and handouts from the huge pool of money either way no matter how small their voters in any given ratio.
The intelligent human knows that this path is folly and doomed to ever increasing frequencies of failure. How many lose focus to tasks at hand for fear of the next deception to arise before them? How much innovation is wasted?
One wonders as to where the deceivers draw their lines in the golden sands? Do they see deceptions closer to home OK? Be it OK to lie to colleagues, bosses or your peers? Or be it only those seen beneath your gaze?
What be the process, I wonder, employed to place an individual below your gaze as opposed to one you would otherwise look up to and respect? Does anyone exist that the deceivers idolise or hold dear?
Do they wonder to the examples they set or the consequences closer to home once the revelations abound? Do they merely think of personal and financial consequences or does one believe that they might stop to think how they would appear to those that may exist close to their hearts?
This one had many, many years to contemplate questions such as this. There was indeed someone whose opinion I feared the most and a life of constant striving to achieve accomplishments both honest and true were pursued without end.
This one considers this an honest and genuine strive to do good and both set and show an example of how one human being should be towards others. No one is held up and no one is pushed down and to me all are equal in truth to a degree or two.
But performing acts of inhumanity to any degree is the one thing that sends an individual below my gaze and not worthy of my respect or abilities other than to expose.
Years has the planning been laid and long has the wait been and frustration abounded the path to which one would tread. No other alternatives were on option and the stormy weather had to be leaned into and braced against for the duration.
If one has it in his abilities do do the honourable deed then this one must do no matter what, regardless of the cost and the pain and anguish must be faced head on and to the very end for all that has been achieved thus far is rendered to be for nought.
For half the journey was never enough.
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