SPARKS FOR A CIVIL WAR

The world has truly gone mad.

Currently it looks totally mad and gets worse with every week that goes by.

I, no doubt along with others, have known there was something not quite right for a very, very long time. But I did not expect the madness we currently have.

I predicted a lot of things that probably number in the hundreds throughout my blog history of six years. They may even number in the thousands? On a great many and including a number of major ones I was proved correct. Not that I am surprised as I was fairly confident, shame I am not a betting man. But it is a thing with me I have felt for a long time people need to pick up on not because they need to believe me or anything like that, no to make them think of the reasons I predicted what I did. To come up with more reasons and therefore more answers. Well .. that was kind of what I was thinking at the time.

In more recent times something else has been cropping up that in all honesty I may well have predicted but is something I never ever thought I would see in my lifetime. Of course this was linked to a prediction I made and something I kind of foresaw. But there has been a reaction I predicted that has persisted longer than I anticipated and this in itself has caused another .. reaction to the initial reaction.

Of course I am talking of Donald Trump being elected.

The reactions to this persisted and the shouting, screaming and yelling persisted and of course in the end there has been a reaction to this continued machinations. Because of this and because some of this also involved government organisations that just wont leave things alone .. this makes it look engineered.

The 'engineered' aspect I have seen in all manner of things. Of course once it looks engineered you find it easier to spot the next thing to be engineered.

They seemed like nationwide distractions but combined and in some individual cases seemed like a world wide distraction.

I can be sure of myself, I can be not quite so confident and admittedly sometimes I just do not know at all.

I might have a theory. I might have several possibilities and at other times I am scratching my head wondering what in the hell?

It was pretty obvious to me that of things keep going the way that they are they would be an element of disquiet. There is not a period in history when things have been like this when disquiet has failed to occur and for far less intense reasons than what we have today.

Now this was hard for me to predict when I started out and the truth of it is I did not think that the difficulties would last this long. Yes I predicted the financial crisis, hate to say it but I just had a feeling probably picking up on things that just did not sit right with me? But I did not think it would continue on this long. See? I do not always get things right.

I assumed that they would tighten everybody's belts for them far too tight and then after a few hundred people had died and this got out there would be an about-face? I thought this would take a couple of years.

In the UK alone we have had hundreds of thousands die, it has been noticed .. brushed to one side and on it continues with no light at the end of the tunnel. Six years now? Seven? Eight?

Elsewhere there is some crazy stuff going on and it seems like every other week some crazy sounding claim comes out of Hollywood and so much so that wherever you look on YouTube in the comments sections they now call it Hollyweird.

In the last few days there has been an accusation by someone towards Tom Hanks that I am certain will build ground over the coming days and weeks.

Added to that and a few days before that notification came up on my YouTube feeds there is this self made video doing the rounds of an actual actor, I am sure I have seen films with him in, claiming that loads of shit is going on in Hollywood and it has driven him mad. His name is Kappy .. Isaac Kappy. This has been picked up by a bunch of people intent on finding out the truth to what has been going on. Well at least they appear to be. I am not familiar with any of them or their channels so it is difficult for me to say. But to have an actor who has worked in Hollywood going around stating names, he even mentioned Robert Deniro for Christ's sake, that is out of the ordinary.

I do not know if this guy is for real, looking to build up viewers or even used by the most powerful in Hollywood to weed out the victims that are the biggest threat?

I mean he claims he has no money but asks victims to come forward. To him? Protect them will you with no money?

At the rate that people have come out in recent times, do not forget that Isaac Kappy is the second actor in Hollywood to come out with these claims, it stands to reason that the biggest criminals and the most powerful might be wondering if they are to be next?

Just consider for a moment that a civil war was being talked about before all these recent revelations surfaced.

Society seems both perverse and robotic or amoral depending on what part of it your dealing with. I have found that dealing with public services, and I mean EVERY public service, you come face to face with people that do not listen, do not do their jobs even when an oath is sworn, do not care and do not help in anyway. They come across as cold and unfeeling as do those that are parts of organisations that portray themselves as caring and their jobs are to help. Like charities and advice organisations. They have also come across in each case as being either very stupid or very naïve and to the point when I literally think that this many people cannot be that naïve and so ask myself if they are part of the grand plan that seems to be unfolding before me?

I also find that everyone complains about the situation here in the UK but lose empathy towards their fellow people, including friends and even family. Instead what you get is stupid advice, mostly but not always, on what you should do. Or have to do. Often these are things that you simply cannot do, have already provided them with the details or the proof so when they are now trying to stand behind you with the same whip the government uses you realise they have not listened to a word you have said on previous occasions.

I have often wondered why this is? Have they been conditioned over years by the government by keeping everyone too busy and too worried about their own personal problems? Most likely. Have they been brain-washed by the lying mainstream media? Probably. Is it down to the fact that this has just gone on for far too long? No doubt. Do they see that other communities help each other and recognise that we do not? Absolutely. But here in the UK it has carried on regardless. I used to think that people would wake up at some point but they have not.

This is not confined to where I am located either as there are a few hundred thousand deceased people that, if still alive, would agree with my assessments .. from London to Liverpool and across to Newcastle and probably everywhere in-between?

British people are not working together and this actually helps their enemies to ensure their downfall. It is the oldest trick in the book that has gone the longest time without being noticed ..

Divide and Conquer.

Bizarre!

I even hear extremely right-wing things from people that are so insane you would not believe, like one friend who told me that sick and disabled people should be left to die to help the country?! Yes I am not even joking on that one!

What he does not know is that it wont change a fucking thing other than make us look like a bunch of evil twats that would play straight into the hands of our enemies one of which he hates with a passion.

People really do no think things through.

Oddly this is a left-wing thing .. knee-jerk reactions based on initial feelings which is not only wrong but why they get so angry because they lose so many arguments using this method. Hence why they are often known as scream fanatics.

They also do not look into there own side either as I am now aware of beliefs they have that the two socialists I have known in my life would baulk at and simply not believe if I told them. Well .. one I did tell and they said it was not true. But it is being kinda proved by Hollywood right now. The other person died years ago and I was not aware of these things at the time so I never got to tell him. He simply would not have believed it.

Everyone uses buzzwords in discussions over politics but I tend to simplify it thus

One side believes anything goes, serious things the other side would burn you at a stake for, but is hypocritical over many things

One side nothing goes, far too strict normally through religion and punishes over simple things

All that is needed to be known is that both sides are wrong and more wrong depending on how close you are to their extremes.

I am not religious so anything from a religion base, like abortion, I wont agree with.

I do not believe in leaving people to die. Not for any reason and whether this is through sickness ar disability.

I also do not believe you should force people to remain alive when they are clearly suffering pain and I am someone that has experienced this first hand. I have wanted to reach for the proverbial off switch so many times in my life and at no time quite so frequent as I do right now!

At the other end I do not believe that anything goes and especially some of the depraved things they have gotten up to behind closed doors.

If you think about it .. the far right seems to associate itself with God and the bible and at the far left side of things where anything goes, including the lowest and most depraved acts .. it is little wonder I see people associating them with the devil?! Paedophilia and all manner of other things have been associated with the far left, some things have even come out. Except everyone just assumes they sound so mad but they cannot be true. So the work of a group of tinfoil hat conspiracy theorists?

Yeah .. I often have a knee-jerk reaction like that but this is simply stupid. Just because it sounds crazy does not mean it s not happening and proving things one way or the other are simply difficult to do.

If you ignore things because they are sounding crazy and children are being harmed or scarred for life how will you feel if later on it turns out to be true and you could have helped do something about it?

So? Left and right? Good versus evil? God versus the devil? Sounds insane even to me but that is how it keeps coming up.

So talk of a civil war then? In America? Looking at what I have said it certainly looks as if the divide is easy to see, does it not?

I really do not see things this way. Not saying that is not what it is .. because it appears to be but that I just do not see things as biblical. A crying shame that religion is involved in politics .. in all the wrong ways at times.

And a battle of good versus evil in a word where there is no help, care or empathy for people in pain and even if it involves an entire family?

To me it seems like both sides are evil right now?

I do see people that sound caring in the comments sections on YouTube and have had plenty of people, especially recently, show utter shock and horror at the situation I find myself in with my daughter and grandchildren.

Rather oddly my daughter got her first bit of help .. from a church! Go figure! They bought her £500 worth of clothing for my eldest grandson's new school there is no financial help for any more.

Yeah funny that in the UK none of the news media ever mention all of the cuts that have gone on in the welfare system. They always make it sound, to the people they have intentionally turned amoral, like there is still help. At least they have a home and all that crap. No .. it is not! That is why people have been throwing themselves off bridges in acts of suicides to the umber of 150,000 to 200,000 and does not include the 125,000+ the NHS have killed?! But they do not feel this is worthy of talk and I find myself wondering .. what the actual fuck?

This is why organisations like the BBC get accused of being right-wing by one group, left-wing by another and anyone centre like me is just totally confused by it all. There is a website dedicated to the BBC's bad behaviour and bias called Biased BBC.

That actor Isaac Kappy even mentioned links between Hollywood and England and mentioned the BBC Jimmy Savile and I thought 'Ooooh crap!' Admittedly I did not watch it all and I wondered if a certain .. family was going to get mentioned? There has been yet another link to that recently in the papers and even my daughter heard about it and mentioned it to me?!

It is upside down. It is all backwards. It is seriously mixed up. It is extremely scary.

It is hard to work out what is true and what is false.

I would love to have the top scientists of the world in a room guaranteed not be be bugged and ask them their views on the world right now?!

Funny that while one end is seen as strictly religious and the other the opposite in every way no one has pointed out the unlikely marriage that has occurred in recent times where another even more strictly religious group has associated itself with the left?

That alone is truly bonkers and is obviously something that is just a means to an end for both parties and I cannot help but wonder what would happen when they do not need each other any longer? I can tell you what most people think that are not completely naïve.

This is just another, albeit major, factor in all this talk of civil war and certainly the case in America without a doubt. It is probably why this war is being talked about now and not later on when I predicted it might occur? I also thought the reasons would be slightly different too. Got that one wrong.

I for one would early love to be around groups of people that think similar to tat which I do. I have felt like this for many years but at no time on the past has this been more intense than it is now.

I have gotten so tired and weary of other people and their naivety, selfishness and on a wider scale their depravety.

I hate seeing these stories come out on the Internet and I absolutely hate it when yet again the BBC is trying to claim the term 'Fake News' as their own. Members of Parliament too .. it is lame and pathetic and it is like they think people have no fucking working memory. They do know who first used it, right? Just yesterday I saw them write something about it and how something has to be done about it. Oh? Going to shut yourselves down are you? Because your full of shit as several people you have interviews have sown of late. Even on Panorama a show I once loved but now would not give it the time of day.

People have been waking up the the fact that the mainstream news is biased, lies and controlling and not just in the UK either. They .. know! So what do you think they are going to do? Yes they wil go elsewhere.

When they realise that you have lied by omission and have twisted the truth of something you reported on they are done. They then cannot trust you any longer and will refuse to watch or even buy a TV licence.

You thought you could control and manipulate and obvious thought your viewers were brain-dead idiots that were easily led by the nose. Now it is being proved you got that wrong and you scramble around with pathetic statements, stealing other's phrases in some weak attempt to make yourselves look innocent. Anyone notice that al the famous faces from the BBC News section have all mostly left in recent years? Funny that?

Meanwhile and in my upside state I still struggle on trying to make sense of everything and trying to separate the wheat from the chaff.

So what are the sparks to any civil war?

Well for starters it is all about numbers and by that I mean when a large enough group becomes disgruntled enough.

Then you need some kind of catalyst to set it all off and I would say that of two I can think of off the top of my head it is knowing and letting disabled, sick and vulnerable people die. Another would be that the claims of paedophile rings turn out to be true, that would be another. As it seems that in America it always centres around those that claim to be socialist and attack others.

Of course you have to get idiots and fanboys that harp on because of what they want or their feelings to grow up. That would help things. If they realised that their beloved items or industry is in a mess and that they have contributed to it by being blind morons, yes that might help.

But people are tribal and doggedly stubborn, not to mention stupid and naïve, so who knows?

ERA OF THE MCEVIL

Oh I just do not like her. Others are more to blame but I find her most insincere and her picture was on the webpage of the page linked below and the first thing a f... the first thing I saw.

'McEvil' hit me immediately.

I recently stated about the crimes that have been committed in the UK and the fact that they are using laws to protect people's privacy to hide mass murder.

I also stated, I love it when it happens like this, that at this rate the only other people responsible for more deaths to British civilians would be Nazi Germany or the Roman Empire, though I remarked that the Roman Empire might be close or have even been surpassed?

Hmm .. I am always having my stuff copied or mirrored and have been for years .. just let me go and check .. something .. I just thought of ..

Nope .. the page was published the 9^th January and despite the fact that I do have a confirmed memory loss problem I am pretty sure I have not made those comparisons before?

Anyway I just had to check Russia Today's website link that came up in a google search as I was posting a few website about deaths under austerity to a Facebook page about NHS corruption. I would check my last half a dozen posts or so about that one. Because there is the exact same number of deaths 120,000 and I guarantee conservative, that I have now discovered has been attributed to the NHS as well as the DWP. Sooo .. is that 120,000 each? Would not surprise me .. and I tell you what will shock you once you get over the shock of this .. these are all vulnerable people and all have disabilities .. as far as I have researched the number is all those with disabilties or sick ..

• Someone do a check on their nationalities
• Someone run a check on the percentages
• Compare this with the national percentages
• I guarantee something else will stand out like the proverbial cherry on a Bakewell tart

Now what Russia Today quotes on their site is ..

McVey also came under fire when she oversaw benefit cuts to more than 300,000 disabled people during her time as minister for the disabled in 2012. - Russia Today

Umm .. that was just McVey alone that cut benefits to 300,000 disabled people?! This was just one fucking year and they have been at this for seven or eight years or more?!

Umm .. what about the infamous man who sees the working class as slaves, according to what he told friends, and likely sees disabled people as cancer, Iain Duncan-Smith?!

Oh and they also said and far more important ..

Austerity causes biggest rise in England's (note that one!) death rate since WWII – Russia Today

Yeah .. see?! I told yah so!

The really sine and spine-chillig fact of all this is that there is another group within this country that secretly wants scores of British people to die so that they might become more prolific an take over and some of them are quite brazen and open about wanting this. And these fucking Tories are doing the job for them. Again someone would have to publish the list of their names as I suggested above and do those .. comparisons for this link to be obvious and I guarantee one thing for those that hate the Tories ..

Exposure of this comparison would destroy the Tory party .. FOREVER - ME

Now when you realise this attitude .. that the government of your country thinks that if you are disabled or jobless, despite it not being your fault or self inflicted though tyey actually get treated better, as a drain on your country and leaves you to starve to death in pain ..

.. would you therefore be willing to joing the armed forces and die for these wan .. morons?

Or continue fighting for the country that another large and growing group is wanting, hoping and planning to take over in time while everyone does nothing about it?

I know I would not.

I would have done once .. a long, long time ago and as those that know me know, along with those that have come on here long enough, I was wanted ..

• By GCHQ
  • Still have card and it is on my Facebook account and my blog
• Was later called a genius by MI5
  • Also by Merseyside CID
• The MOD
• Turned down a Doctorate .. foolishly
  • They made me pay for turning them down

I think that is enough in itself but being worried that the complete morons with always wrong first impressions that think themselves to be Steven Hawking ..

I did a list recently of everything else I tried to do ..

• Go into business partnerships twice
• Written a dozen blogs for six years nearly
• Produced nearly couple thousand videos for my YouTube channel
  • Across the board well over half a million visits
• Written three books I am still sitting on
• Started other books
• Started my own business
• Taken thousands of photographs to set up a photography business
• See those last three?
  • Each one fucked up entirely because of these public services
  • But this country has always maintained they are invested in helping people to help themselves ..
  • No .. they are fucking NOT!

Does that sound bad enough? Well it does actually get worse ..

• Fibromyalgia
  • Hypertension Stage 2 alone a disability
  • Pain in feet, back, shoulders
• Hypomagnesmia & Folate Deficiency
  • Powerful Heart Palpitations, Chest Tightness, Breathlessness & Irregular Heart Beats
  • Cardiac Arrest Risk
  • Heart Attack Risk
  • Heart Disease Risk
  • Above for Liver and Kidney too
  • Sudden Death Syndrome Risk
  • Toothache and pain .. tooth decay problem I did not know cause of previously
    • Certainly did not find out through NHS via dentists or General Practitioners!!
    • Despite asking for fucking years and years
• Behcet's Disease
  • Think this one might cause eyesight loss? Might be one above?
  • Had irritation in right eye for a number of years now
• Physical Problem Right Knee .. Pain

Trust me that is a seriously cut down list. But I think I made my point?

As stated previously all very cleverly done. Get the NHS to start lying to and fobbing off patients and I knew the facts about this a long tome ago. When I was absolutely certain was probably around six years to eight years ago?

I then realised this was how the DWP and Local Councils were saving money before they even started lying to people and cheating their current .. clients out of cash turning their lives into living hell.

What you doubt that? Yeah between 120,000 to 240,000 people have died for no reason whatsoever and it has nothing to do with this why Russia Today has stated as I have done that this is the biggest rise in English deaths since World War II?!

Yeah it is all made up. LOL.

Oh and if your thinking that Russia Today cannot be trusted .. yeah I would be with you except for one very big fact .. none of the TV News Networks can be trusted .. the BBC? First you have the Jimmy Savile fiasco plus .. well they set up and lied about my father .. who dies within a year and there was one name on 500 friends and families lips about who was to blame for that. Starts with a 'B' and goes all the way to 'C'.

So they made it a pyramid scheme leaving solicitors not knowing who was to blame and therefore who to take legal action against. What else could they possible to do tie this up even better than that?

Oh I know .. take away people's legal rights and basic human rights but how could they possibly do that, they pondered. I know?! Take away Legal Aid little by little over a few years and then we can do what we want! Oh all our mates own the TV News media outlets and most if not all, all the national tabloids. SORTED!!

Russia Today and the biggest rise in British deaths since World War II ..

https://www.rt.com/uk/415396-esther-mcvey-benefits-petition/

Welfare Weekly

https://welfareweekly.com/study-links-tory-cuts-to-120000-deaths/

A NICER MAN

This .. I simply don't believe!

Nick Knowles, TV presenter, has been accused of cruelty by his wife who claims to have photographic evidence?

At least that is what is being reported by the Daily Mail.

His name is one that turns stomachs among my family members. Even one brother refused to read the headline and said "I don't want to know about anything to do with him" but then said "Oh!" when I informed him about the accusations.

Oh-oh-oh I must share that story with friends and family members?!

Right, done that.

To my surprise Jessica, Knowles's soon to be ex-wife, has trouble paying for legal fees to fight him. 

That is a shock to me I have to admit. He has been accused of refusing to pay for the the private schooling of his own son. He had also been accused or refusing to provide a home.

There seem to be other things in the accusations to.

This is really strange. It would appear that I am going into a period where everyone that has done anything bad to my family, possibly me too, is going to pay in ways that they cannot even begin to imagine?! Lol, I still have some waiting to do but .. it certainly appears that way to me and for the next month it is going to be .. no, seem very bizarre to me. It has been a long time coming, that is for certain.

They, the BBC, and Nick Knowles embarrassed my father on TV, though they later realised their mistake, and he was dead within a year of that. Five hundred (yeah, 500) people at his funeral all blamed the BBC for his death. It certainly did not help.

It involved a Lion. Well, a Lioness to be precise.

In the meantime .. I have to wonder why I have not been contacted on Facebook? Yeah .. Facebook has become a possible line of communication. Did not expect that and did not think it was. Yeah .. I did check actually. Lol.

Maybe things are not how they have been .. portrayed? Lol, that would be somewhat sad and .. cause something of a heart breakage. I cannot recall the last time I felt like that .. or like this, for that matter.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-5322357/Nick-Knowles-estranged-wife-Jessica-hits-denial.html

REGURGITATING OR SPIRALLING?

Well here we go again.

Though this could mean in one of two ways.

Firstly after reporting on something I posted about a few years back here is something I posted about a few months back.

The first one was to do with the NHS and letters being intercepted and that is for BOTH coming as well as going.

Once again it's the NHS and this time about drugs being prescribed. As I previously stated a pharmacist mentioned this problem to me and out had previously never occurred to me. Annoyingly. To remind you he stated to me that he knew the NHS were to to no good as the drugs he stocks had dropped right off because they have not been prescribing them. As a result a large number of pills and of different drugs go past their sell by date and have to be thrown away. Drugs are expensive. That's not good to be throwing them away. He also correctly stated that this will become a time bomb they let down the line will explode and be unmanageable.

I was shocked that this had not occurred to me at a much earlier time.

I had been point blank refused one drug for several years and another on and off for around 7 years. There will likely be others if I sat down and thought about it.

Except now in both The Sun and the BBC they are reporting on this problem. Only ... they seem to appear to be reporting that this is about to happen, it insinuating that it is about to happen.

Or perhaps and more accurately it's REPORTING on this now because it's affecting drugs for terminal cancer and other fatal illnesses?

Maybe, just maybe this might prove that the news media have ignored this happening all along? 

Maybe they have ignored it because relieving pain is nothing to them but terminal illness are different?

Or maybe it shows once again the incompetence of the news media? With all their numbers as regards staff and all their money and all their resources they fail or are extremely late to the party time and time again?

Even the title below it states 'may hit patients' when it already has and long before now. It should correctly state 'may now hit terminally ill patients'.

Huh, reporters and news media ... where are the emails from them offering me a job? What you think out of 500,000 visitors none of them work in the news media industry? Especially when a very large percentage of what I have written about, reported on and exposed has appeared time after time after time days, weeks, months and even YEARS after I have reported it.

Someone should be asking themselves what I would be able to achieve if I had the right resources?

Oh don't worry, something tells me that during 2017 you might just get a few dozen examples of this?

And the BBC have notifications on their website about needing an expensive TV license to watch their extremely late and incompetence on webpages and even their app.

As regards their insurance on a licence for this I'll simply end this by stating something that a mate took a few seconds to realise. When he did his eyes went wide...

"Yeah so you need a TV licence to watch the BBC online and on their apps. Tell me, does this include the American public and that of the populaces of other nations?"

Drug cost-saving plans may hit patients - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-38669588

LEARNING THE ABACUS

Is there no one within the whole of the BBC, NHS or Government combined that has an ounce of common sense, knows anything at all about logistics or even have the ability to see that which stares them clean in the face?

I have waited a very long time to se4e one of my claims from about 4 or 5 years ago get proved in the mainstream news media like so many others have. That of NHS letters being intercepted b a third party before reaching the patient. I have had this happen three times due to being re-stapled the wrong way around along with things being … omitted from said letters.

Several days back I covered a front page story from the free tabloid the Metro and I have waited for more to be mentioned form that initial story, after all it was headlined 'National Health Scandal' and surely the TV News media could not avoid this one? Even if it did not avoid it, as it has done so for so many other stories, I wondered if there might be a deliberate mistake?

So after giving the story an initial mention and with many other things going on to deal with I thought I would just wait and see.

Then it happened.

What had been appearing as a feature in the mainstream media was a slightly different story regarding the NHS and namely General Practitioners and this to me made no sense This was to do with GP Surgeries and the 'opening all hours' aspect. Seem to be getting mentioned a hell of a lot and even some threats to GP Surgeries coming from Theresa May herself?

Then it came and even had a spokesperson who only seemed to be talking down a little bit this subject of third part screening of GP's and their referrals to hospital.

Oh my God, you could not have written this better if you tried!

You wondering what in the hell I am talking about?

Remember, LOGISTICS!

Well … in the BBC report there was a lady who had pain from varicose veins, was refused a referral to hospital for either to be looked at or an operation and who went private. Yeah I would love to go private too but you cannot get the drug I really want even going private!

Remember we have the BBC here along with the NHS (hospital bodies and GP bodies) and the Government including the Prime Minister Theresa May. ALL OF THE ABOVE …

Yeah … well do you recall me stating when I started this blog and many times since that it is NOT workable and will fall in on itself and that the trouble with liars and cheats is they do not work very well together?

Yeah well you see the way it works is this … people have ailments and when these ailments are ignored they do not go away. These people continue to go to their GP about the symptoms and eventually these get others developing new symptoms added to them. In other words you do not need a fucking abacus to see that these numbers grow faster and faster and faster over time.

Now as I also reported on which I did not think about until a pharmacist mentioned it to me is that he knew that the NHS were ignoring patients as the drug prescriptions had been dropping like a stone for some time. They and many other chemists have had to stop ordering in man drugs because they were going past there 'sell by dates'. He also added that these health conditions will just become more complicated and that down the line you will end up having a huge cost to correct or treat them all. Probably about the time they come up with excuses for the NHS not being affordable and having to privatise it?!

So the number of people being afflicted with pain or other serious conditions that affect them in their daily lives has been growing exponentially for a few years, right?

Except that now the government and Theresa May has been threatening the GP Surgeries with opening all hours because of a problem that the government actually caused!

Oh and if you have a health issue that may cause disability at some point, hell like your going to know as they are fucking you off over referrals remember? Yeah your fucked there too I am afraid as they have been kicking conditions off the disability list and already erased the word 'DISABILITY' from the DWP.

Now that's what I have been waiting for!

• I already knew letters were screened as of about 4 years ago
• I knew they either contained lies, omissions and even gone missing altogether, still awaiting my referral I only just remembered and forgot to mention to my GP over the hernia like popping in my right flank around my waist
• My GP pointed out the ticking time bomb several months ago
• GP longer hours being mentioned for a fair old while now
• GP referral screening appears in the news media

And WHERE EXACTLY were the reporters at the BBC, the GMC, the PHSO or the bodies that have appeared in the news to point out the fucking obvious that I have mentioned here and have been waiting for for many, MANY months?! No fucking where, that is where.

That is a lesson in simple logistics and how kicking the can down the road just like the 'borrow, borrow, borrow' that the Tories like to throw at Labour … this is no different and could arguably be far, far worse due to this being about refusing to help people with health conditions.

Now remember these people have taken OATHS!

If your not aware .. what did you think becoming a Doctor is simply about passing tests like any other degree? No and unlike my degree with medicine you have to take an oath. A Hippocratic oath. Think of solicitors and lawyers and what they have to do for their careers. It is a pledge and a promise except in both industries they have amounted to absolutely nothing for the most part for a very, very long time now.

I have had a few people speak to me that suffer from health problems and pains regarding the NHS and the DWP and do you want to know what I am told by these people on a VERY regular basis? If it is not absolute fear and terror that they are going to die by starving to death, no food, or freezing to death, no home, they are talking about how they wished they were DEAD!!

I can tell you hear and now that a very large percentage of you have no idea what in the hell that is like to listen to.

Sure a great many people will and have stated to me about ignoring them, stating that I have enough problems of my own and that they would not personally do it..

But my problem was and is that there was no one there to turn to, no one for support and no one that does anything mainly based on lying, corruption, God complexes over sudden fame or power and largely because of egos.

I have had to explain to my own family why I did what I did as a father … I got no help and more or less stabbed in the back (post coming very soon about this under 'Revelations …') because I did not want to be that guy! The only way to effect a change was to be the odd one out, to act differently to most and to help others. The best way to do this was to explain what I had learned from myself and that even by doing this people simply would not get it straight away and would take a long time. So I had to keep on doing this until they not only did get it but enough of them got it. I could not even rely on people getting it then doing what I did and pass the information around.

So the fact I have not done what I set out to do already is not down to me … it is as a matter of fact down to you.

Over the next few months blog posts related to this will be read by thousands of people but if everyone that read this then told just ten people about it it would be seen by tens of thousands of people. If they passed it on via social media it could end up being hundreds of thousands if not millions of people. I have nor never have had any control over that.

But I read people bitching and complaining about the way things are and they are not interested in actual answers, or so it seems, they just want to bitch and complain. Yeaaah … that does not actually achieve anything. The only two arguments, I can think of off the top of m head, I had not because things were not getting done but because they got cocky and thought they were the most intelligent people in the room. BOTH were Genera Practitioners.

It reminds me of people that hate dealing with front line staff and they go in and they bitch and complain about the way things are. Why? They cannot do anything about it and did not make the rules and if you do that al you are doing is making a rod for your own back. This is not Chess and you do not take out half a dozen pawns to get to the king and queen.

The kings and queens are in reality faceless (not ho you think they are) and the pawns numbers are in their millions.

So why make things difficult for yourself? It is baseless as well as senseless and you are only helping them make their jobs easier and their actions justifiable.

I see it all the time too where people make claims or point fingers and are wrong on all counts because frustration and anger makes people lose focus and become affected with tunnel vision. They so much so want to have a target for their anger that they fail to see the wood for the trees. Oh it is because of this or because of that and the most famous one is because of the Tories. Yeaaah … no!

#Facepalm

These things started a long time ago when Tony Blair was in power and all those idiots are just hired puppets and are paid as target practice for the people and you actually sit there not doing nothing because you actually think that the next time a general election comes around you will vote differently, oh yeaah right one or the other, and things will be different. When it does not, not to worry just another four or five years and you can vote again … of wait I am nearly fifty now I do not give a shit any more because I have money/its too late for me/sorted out a career/living abroad [delete where appropriate].

Luckily the way I have explained things this time around, despite stating this for several years now, you do not even need that damned abacus. Referring to it in this instance as logistics 101 would simply be overcomplicating things entirely.

Wow! This is a good start to 2017 and I have not even started my four part 'Revelations...' posts yet and by the time they have finished things are going to be somewhat … exciting for many for the rest of 2017 and then some.

Oh they will also be an eye-opener for many as I describe in detail what was going on behind the scenes, the things I did not talk about on my blogs, during 2016.

Hmm trying to think … there were four posts noted down here somewhere and mostly are shocks but with one little exciting detail I am still awaiting the final details about. It is all done bar the shouting, metaphorically speaking, it is just the actual … result that is not known. It is a … positive result but just how positive remains to be seen. Hugely positive or massively positive are the only two possibilities and even the latter has two levels!

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-38372332

EDIT: Oh crap I forgot, Fibrofog,  ... did I remarked about how liars do not work well together and you would be forgiven for thinking I might need a sign that this might be about to or indeed has backfired?

Umm did I mention I had been refused Pregabalin for several years due to its expense, even though it is the third best drug now for Fibromyalgia and the top two, Sodium oxybate and Milnacipran, are not available anywhere in Europe.

Well I showed a video of some that I .... acquired. Been taking them and they have had an affect and I have been taking 100mg daily.

Only I was in my GP surgery recently and I showed them to him and asked for them and I fully expected him to say no and to lie about it ...

... except he said ... umm, YES?!

THE FIRST & SECOND CONTACTS

I have kept something at bay.

Not only have I kept something at bay on here I have also not mentioned it to most people I know outside of the Internet.

I have had the contact I was waiting for and I have had two but the important thing I wanted said or the things I hoped would happen have not taken place.

Of course I know all the possible theories and some are good and others are bad.

This person is very close to me, in fact you could not really get closer and I am the only close person they have. So what has taken place, or more accurately not taken place, is somewhat confusing.

I will tell all and in only a few weeks time too but it was brought up in conversation today regarding something else.

A naysayer repeated what they had stated before and I had to correct them. “Well you have had no contact and no proof of the legal case. There wasn't a legal case!”

I was forced to correct something and this the reason why the subject was kept closed...“Err that is not true and when [someone we both know] said this I told him that as he used to be a social worker I was surprised to have to point something out, [point out an obvious thing to him] and he said “Oh .. of course, yes there had to be a legal case” I just do not know about the money, that part is the part that looks doubtful”

He replied “Oh but there was no money, that was bullshit as they would have paid you the money back and they didn't”

That bit I cannot argue with as it does look really bad. But the truth is I do not know why things have gone the way that they have and why this other person has not done these things.

I had no Christmas greeting and nor did I get a 'Happy New Year!' message either.

What is most annoying is that someone who was more closely and directly involved with this person close to me, from about 8 years earlier warned me of behaviour like this.

Now I went and told him that I did not think I would get this kind of behaviour. I told him I thought he would turn out to be wrong. Annoyingly he has been proved quite correct.

Oh he gave me details of things and stated that the person was a really nice person deep down but told me that due to tribulations in life they would act in a certain way, sometimes seemingly kinda crazy and out there. He told me that I seemed like a nice guy and that from what he had heard and read about my sudden 'gate crashing' of what had gone on with his local council, police and social workers that he worries I will get put through a tough time of it.

The friend today said “but [they] has not contacted you for months and wont contact you” the theory they absolutely insisted upon was based on the fact that I would not be contacted any more. I then said “No [they] have contacted me” before they replied “yeah but not recently!” before I then said “Yes they have contacted me recently, I just decided not to mention it or them any more”

This subject arose because I got a phone-call from someone I know asking me to help them in a legal case almost identical to the one I helped out on. I was explaining what they had asked me on the phone. Of course, when questioned why, I had to point out of the legal case I was previously involved with. A subject I decided was off limits for the last 10 weeks, one that I know I am being laughed at behind my back.

Just because I do not mention a particular subject it does not then mean that nothing has happened and I am surprised at how many people see things this way.

This is another solid reason it is easy to keep secrets from people and leave them completely in the dark. Everyone assumes that because I fail to mention something for weeks then it is as they predicted and its a failure or all bullshit.

Myself? I prefer to not broach upon the subject because I get bloody annoyed at people's naivety and how they get adamant about something or someone they know nothing about.

I get annoyed with other people who for lack of actions they promised to make they make themselves look bloody guilty and play right into the hands of these people who so desperately want to be correct for a long list of reasons by doing … nothing.

This includes promises made and agreements of plans of action being flung right out of the window giving everyone the facts, or rather lack of facts, they need to harp on about how they are correct.

This has made things very, very difficult for me and right over Christmas as well and I dreaded being grilled about things.

I had to promise someone I would refuse to pay out any more money if I was asked!

So then? I was asked for help in a very similar case by someone I know and right out of the blue when there was never any mention of even a single thought like this in the past. So why? Seem odd to you? Do I need to remind you about the 'after Christmas' statement? One that I was very disappointed about? Still not odd? OK then …

Just two days before this took place, or two days ago as I type this out, I got a rather strange email from the company who host a very big blog site. It said something along the lines of …

Good news! Your blog has recently spiked and is getting a great deal of traffic!

I was like “Huh?” and then I was like “Eh?!” and then “whaaaaaat?” and wondered what this was about as I had not had an email like this before. I went in and had a quick look at what this notification was about. My blog had spiked … quite considerably in fact and I was told that I had amounted 57 readers in under an hour. The chart for the activity spiked way beyond anything I had previously seen by quite a way.

Ooh, I just had to have a conversation on the phone and about what I was typing about above and another little issue with the same naysayer as above. A man a friend of mine met, new year's eve I think or new years day, who wanted a vivarium for a large Boa Constrictor. He took £483, or close to it, out of his pocket and then took a five pound note and put that back in his pocket. He then said that if a vivarium could be acquired, even a second hand one, then the person that could supply it to him would keep the entire amount of money he had!

So this one friend of mine called another friend of mine who could have supplied something like that as it is the business he is in. He did not answer the phone and eventually text back with the shop opening times. He thought that was a little rude and I suppose it was and obviously did not want to be disturbed, wherever he was. But he had not had a good Christmas, like many small businesses, and that amount of money could have helped him a great deal. Eon Energy could have been silenced with that money and silenced for a very long time indeed.

Yes so on the phone just now I was asked if I had mentioned it and I said that I had indeed done that but was not brought up by me and instead was our mutual friend that broached the subject. I also explained that this was two days beforehand and not with the chat today.

So they had heard two things that would not have been good to hear, losing out on a possible £478 pure profit on a deal, or very close to pure profit, and that their theory was blown out of the window due to me receiving what felt like 'First Contact' with an alien race as well as a 'Second Contact'.

Not a good couple of days and not really my fault.

I always knew that subjects avoided would eventually reach a time when they could not be avoided any longer, due to other conversation subjects.

On another note and a follow up to hearing that the BBC would not be using the Met Office for their weather or weathermen and women any longer I hear there is a very weird advert being aired by the BBC?!

Rather like the freebies they trick idiots into sending in of films or videos that they pay no money for and do not even offer they are advertising something so absurd that I started laughing.

Someone I know, along with many others, has complained about the weathermen and the Met Office. They have gotten things terribly wrong for what seems like 18 months or more and in that period of time we also got to hear about a supercomputer that cost them £76 Million! In fact this particular friend said “Your better off looking out of the window than listening to the Met Office predictions!” Even today it was first supposed to be dry all day, then the BBC said it was going to rain today, just this morning. It didn't rain. So their first prediction was correct. They then altered that prediction more or less revealing they had gotten it wrong. Then with the most recent prediction … weeelllll …. they got it wrong!

So what are the BBC advertising?

They want, what I believe they referred to as, “weather watchers” to look out of the window, check the weather and then upload it to the BBC Weather Centre via some web-page or other?!

Are you effing kidding me?!

So they dumped the dreadfully wrong and vastly over budgeted Met Office to save what is, no doubt, a vast amount of money in licensing and get people to do their work for them by looking out of their windows?!

I thought that their news using naïve morons sending in their photos and videos was bad enough! I find it hilarious that they are now advertising for slave labour to get people to notify them … umm so that they can then notify others, their neighbours who cannot be bothered to look out of their windows?!

You really cannot make this shit up!

So amidst the period whereby I am getting over the shock of what the BBC have recently been advertising I get an email I have not had in three years stating that my blog, or just one of them thus far, has spiked with the visitor numbers in a way that has not happened before. Also a friend of mine I have not heard from in awhile now wants my help to go through a legal case I have spent the best part of four years going through? Never having mentioned anything about taking a course like this in the five years or plus I have known them?!

Odd.

I know them well enough to know that they do indeed have a case. But having a case to answer or be heard is one thing. Getting the proverbial 'ball' rolling is a whole different kettle of fish altogether. The hardest part, in fact.

I explained that I would list down the procedures they would need to go through. I also stated that in my case the person who had the legal case was quite lucky, though I would have found a different way of achieving what we did, anyway. I explained about the lack of Legal Aid and therefore all your human rights, and that we, or rather 'they', would have to find a way around it.

I also explained about the Statutes Of Limitations too and how those laws are very suspect and quite obviously exist to help large and powerful and/or rich organisations from being sued.

Does it not seem a little odd now?

As I stated to a friend of mine earlier today this email sent by the hosts of one of my blogs was one I had not had before and out of the ordinary by quite some margin. The graphical chart and the number given was way out of the ordinary too.

These things seem to certainly suggest that something, somewhere has happened.

Maybe something was reported on TV or perhaps a tabloid, even just a local one? Maybe my blog appeared somewhere that is quite popular with people? There are plenty of names out there to add too things like Twitter. For instance there are news like sites like The Huffington Post or Mashable or perhaps another site with news like Yahoo?

Perhaps a link was posted in a popular forum or someone else's blog that was already attracting a lot of people?

But I have featured in places before and even in the Daily Record's website. Organisations and groups of one affiliation or another have had my blog address on their websites. Nothing before has caused a spike like this one and it has been over three and a half years since I started blogging.

Oh and I also have a dozen blogs and not had a notification like this before.

Seems to suggest something out of the ordinary has taken place?

Oddly this is something that I predicted might happen when I was left in the dark without rhyme nor reason and left their for what seemed like permanently.

Not only did I suspect something like this might happen as I was left for weeks in the dark but I did think it might happen within the first two weeks of January, 2016 of course.

Because they said “...after Christmas” over eight weeks prior. I thought of the new year immediately and then realised that if the communication dies as it has done so many times before then the first signs of confirmation I might get may be in a completely different way and from a completely different source?

The possibilities would be to see something in the news media or get told about it be a friend or family member or some kind of sudden rush of people to one or more of my blogs.

Also there has been a change in me too! I suddenly found myself with a Bee under my bonnet! In the long distant path I considered two possible paths at a juncture, crossroads if you will, in my life. One of these was to be creative and manufacture things that nobody made and the other was to attend college, go on to university and acquire a degree.

I took the second path to university, acquire my degree and stupidly turned down a PhD, or Doctorate, when I got my thesis result of a distinction, or 'A'. I was only one of two students to get that high a grade. I then got stabbed in the back over my overall grade, long story. For the first time I am now wondering whether the stabbing in the back was because I turned them down? I was regarded highly by both students and lecturers and possibly and because of my knowledge in other fields, many science based ones too, they see me as someone that could make them a lot of money?!

I had been having conversations with various people about a pet project, 'pet' literally, I had been working on for a few years and that many museums and zoos had heard of what I did and were talking of six figure sums to get their hands and the finished article.

Funny then that well over a decade on and neither my manufacturing designs nor my software designs have ever been created by anyone else. Not to my knowledge and I do have my finger on the pulse, so to speak, on these things … well half the time at any rate.

Hmm … maybe the zoos and museums have cottoned on to who I am on my YouTube channel and word has gotten around and they are all looking?

Maybe I should publish my thesis work or other programming I did at university ass I still have it in both Java and C++ languages! I was test dummy for the first ever WAP, Wireless Access Protocol, mobile phones too.

I have done, experienced and achieved a great deal of things in my life. I do not always remember them all and likely down to the Fibrofog symptom of my Fibromyalgia?

So this was how it was when I started out blogging. I knew that it would take a great deal of time to get what I did. I know it would take a great deal of time to allow things to cool off before I could acquire any more. There would have to be periods that lasted for weeks and then months on end before I could then go 'at it' again and acquire more data and proof. I also knew that it would take several years for me to get into subjects or be reminded of things I had long since forgotten.

Maybe others are remembering something I had long since forgotten? Maybe even that someone from my past that has links to many others I have long since lost contact with has found me and the word has gotten around?

I was always shocking both students and lecturers at Middlesex University of the things I knew, the things I could do and my ability to solve things and the level of wisdom I possessed?

Once coming up with an answer to a missing number in a Venn diagram that we were told we would need algebra to solve. I was good at algebra at school but that was ten years previous to this puzzle being presented to me. So I sat back while others beavered away with their pens and paper. I stared at the problem on the whiteboard when the number '17' popped into my head. I asked Steve Lockett out loud of the answer was '17'. He had this twitch like habit of his tongue coming out of the corners of his mouth when he was feeling humour or trying to be cagey about something. He turned and looked at the board as if to hide a look on his face. He asked me why I had thought it was 17 before then thinking twice about it and then said we should let the others get to their conclusions before I asked.

I rocked back and forth on my chair for several minutes.

Suddenly out of the corner of my eye I saw a head raise up, it was Hanni. “I have 17” he said before looking across the room directly at me with confusion. This was followed by another guy whose name I cannot remember but I think his surname was Eldridge? Or Etherington? Anyway this is quite irrelevant. A little while later another said he wanted to know how I did it and then another before over ten people had come up with the same answer I had.

Then the tutor spoke “Well yes it is 17, but Martin … I would like you to explain how the hell you did that!” A few others nodded and said they wanted to hear this too. I cannot remember the mathematical formula that ran through my brain at the time and all I could tell you is that I explained it simply and that the diagram represented groups of musicians of differing instruments.

I say that because it might be some standard test that is always the same and someone who visits the blog and reads this who might have done a similar course to me might have actually had the same mathematical problem and Venn diagram presented to them.

If it is homework … I think you may find the number is 17?!

LMFAO!

This was not even at university and was indeed at Waltham Forest College!

I did a number of other surprising things at Middlesex University and I am well aware that I have forgotten several things. I had the Matlab assignment thrown out, which had never been achieved in the history of the university. Not hard as the man that set the assignment was on overly cocky and had a far too high a regard for his own intellect was actually an idiot. Intelligence does not mean that wisdom is also possessed. He set the assignment to show off more than anything else.

And no … I was not the student rep, though everyone insisted tat I was after that and had achieved a great deal more with the university staff and consistently so for my three years there. So I was the unofficial student representative and regardless of the problem everyone always came to me with it.

I was also quite pally with one of the lecturers, Alastare, and friendly with a couple of others and in a group presentation had one woman lecturer called Janet rolling around on the floor with laughter. Knocked our group down to a 'B' grade because she laughed too much, lol.

I was the leader of the group but felt responsible for not getting that 'A' grade achieved by only one other group. However when I apologised my new fellow student friends, a Jamaican, Vietnamese and a Chinese dudes, were leaping up and down and hugging each other before one said “Your joking man?! That grade was fantastic!” who had himself expressed concern earlier for allowing the one in the group who was incapable of understanding the technical side of things, being demoted later to a 'Joint Degree', I think it was called and no letters after your name, doing the introduction with some humour.

When I was asked when the worry was expressed I said that he would not be able to present anything complicated, technical and programming in C++, Java and even HTML was out of the question. He seemed more comfortable with his idea and that I felt it was important that we all performed well.

I was hugged and patted n the back for gambling on that and getting it right, despite the fact that too much laughter lost us an 'A', it was good they felt this way and good to see my other friends who had grouped together and left me with no one and all sat there with their chins on the desks before them!

Yeeeahh there were some crafty things going on at university. One friend of mine was in a group with a 'know-it-all' and cocky student who just 6 months beforehand had featured on the centre pages of the News Of The World tabloid, looking wimpy in his picture while the headline 'JOHN HARTSON SMASHES WIMPY BILL' adorned the page above his picture which two friends photocopied a hundred times and plastered them around the student halls noticeboards.

Yes, I kid you not!

There was this hilarious few weeks where two students ran the photocopiers dry getting copies of this centre page article which would be pinned up everywhere, taken down by the student union and then put back up again!

Bill had told us all about the incident, about being beaten upon by a drunken footballer, Arsenal's John Hartson as I stated, and the up and coming newspaper article.

On the Monday morning a group of women were seated much farther down and towards the front of the lecture hall and giggling. I had wondered what they were giggling about before trying to get their attention … “Clare?! What are you all giggling about?” I had forgotten about the news article. She held it up and there was Bill in a full page spread, hands in pockets looking like a skinny, young John Lennon with that unforgettable title splashed above his head. I roared with laughter and when I managed to stop I then said “Oh dear, I don't think he realised they were going to rip him apart like that?!” Another time I realised that journalists cannot be trusted along with anyone else … including the university I was sitting in!

I then looked around and said “Hey? Wait a minute? WHERE is Bill?!”

Bill was not seen for the next two weeks.

Yes so one of the students, a so-called friend of mine who I had actually attended college with before university, had now realised that the second half of out second year and the third would be devilishly harder than the first half. So he befriended the younger man he had put photocopies up to embarrass him because he always got 'A's.

I was put in a group of three students I never knew. They all became bloody good friends after that group presentation.

When it cam to the thesis grades my college mate Adrian never got his 'A'. Neither did 'A' grade student, Bill.

I, however, did acquire an 'A' or Distinction and another Irish fellow called John who was not part of Adrian's group was the only other student to acquire the Distinction. Though I acquired 7 'B+'s and 2 'B-'s that Distinction was the only one I got.

Funny how things work out!

Funny then that over 12 grades that included those seven 'B+'s (over half), 2 'B-'s one 'C' and one 'D' that along with the thesis graded 'A' and your most important work that I never acquired an Upper Second! Or an overall 'B+'!

There as a heated conversation with the Dean of the University who was quite simply an idiot and no good at maths and they refused to change the grade. They used a 'D' in my first year as the reason despite the fact that they are not factored in the overall grading as I pointed out in the student handbook.

I think they thought I cheated on my thesis and did not know the amount of knowledge I possessed in my many different fields?

Or as had occurred to me just today while typing this out maybe it was sour grapes because I turned down the Doctorate offered to me by Peter Passmore?

If this was the case, the latter, and I had known they were upset about my refusal to do that to my grade I would have accepted the offer of a Doctorate!

Now remember … I have fought and battled the NHS on here for years and have lots of recordings proving five GP Surgery Doctors and no less than five hospitals have lied to me and I have it on tape and in letters signed by them. Remember this when I tell you what I would have been doing had I accepted the Doctorate …

Working on software to create a simulation to teach Keyhole Surgeons how to perform different types of surgery!

Seriously I kid you not.

So I have seen and done many things in all my years and I am very good at solving the most intricate of puzzles.

So imagine how annoying it is when laymen with no knowledge at all nor experience in something I am involved in want to be be insistent about their theories?

Pain in the arse, much? Annoying, much?

I do not know what worse … the thought I did something wrong or took a wrong turn somewhere or that these piss taking morons might have gotten it right purely by mere chance?!

I am hoping that not only does this change over the next few weeks, though it does not look good at all right now, but that these little events that have occurred today stem from something that has already happened.

Also this … sudden turbocharged boost to my blog will mean a great many things of this continues on for the forthcoming weeks, or better still … many months.

Because if it does I will reach many of my goals far, far sooner and that means that I will be in a position to cast of the dead weight, the tribulations and the things that are weighing me down and also putting a downer on things.

I will have my chance to relocate as I have so long wanted to do and perhaps even become mobile again with a car?! These two things would force my endeavour to take to the skies and soar above the puffy white clouds.

Ooh what a vision that is.

Oh and you might as well now a little bit for now and that I was told I was the greatest person in the world of my kind, over stating it a bit, and I had some apologies for the delaying tactics.

Still did not get an explanation for any insights into what they were planning and why and have not heard anything for over a week.

I just hope and pray I have not gotten this one horribly wrong and I also hope that the reasons for all this are damned good ones.