EDIT: I just noticed that yet again a number of posts have not bloody POSTED and added to this my keywords have all gone missing too!! Google at its most incompetent best or a didgy tablet PC?!
Third and last day hopefully into helping some friends out that are in a jam. Not doing much really other than looking after there shop while the do a bit of shuffling. These days it is mostly like that of a ghost town at any rate.
My backside is perched upon a set of old step ladders I believe were originally the property of Enfield Council due to the letters of LBE engraved deeply into the wood, standing for London Borough of Enfield, except it does not have a London postcode and is really a part of Middlesex...which technically does not exist anymore. It is complicated.
I think sitting on this stool yesterday did more to my backside than I noticed because I have not been on it an hour yet, but it is hurting my backside! Darn it!
The walk here was both sunny and cold and I think it must be a measure of the length of time a location has been without sunlight when cats are transfixed in the sunlight with their eyes closed every fifty yards or so? What has become a bizarre site is dazzling my eyesindeterminablevery time I glance up at the store window to see the sunlight coming through albeit indirectly.
I may not be in here all day today though as everything could be done by 1am but there are some loose ends and I am not sure about those.
Today I may do what I did not think of yesterday until almost too late and get some pictures and some filming done, see if anything presents itself while I am here?
I have a great deal of hates and many of those are down to symptoms but at least I know what they all are now and even some odd things that I was never allowed the time to even bring up with a GP. Like my memory for one and told it was down to the pains, which I now know to be false like 99.9% of everything else I have ever been told by anyone.
One wonders as to why this is what is it that makes people act like human on the surface and yet have such a selfish side hidden away underneath? I do not believe all people do as I do see evidence of it but you just never know whether or not it is to give off a false impression so that no one suspects them when they are being underhanded? Maybe it is because it has been fashionable for years for the media to raise someone up and then knock them down by showing that there are not super human and caught being only human, if a little degrading at times.
The simple truth where the News Media are concerned is easily exposed with a little mathematics. I have noted so many times over the years that if someone extremely popular and a household name is caught lying to a small number of people it could make the front pages of the newspapers and make it on TV. A very old example of this is when the late Ronnie Barker tried to buy an antique off a customer and stating or giving the value of fifty British Pounds (this keyboard has no obvious sign for the British Pound and I keep forgetting to check on the Internet). The item in question actually had a value of 300 British pounds and whether or not this was trade in or retail I do not know. Also Mr Barker could have just being really naive when it came to this type of antiques are not that knowledgeable in the first place. Despite all that it is an old example and today there would have been thousands of these over the years.
However if you take a company or a public organisation and state or even PROVE that they have lied to millions of people you get nothing really and even if you do it will be briefly commented on.
The prime examples here are actually...well HERE! On this very blog!
When I started this 18 months ago I rapidly put up a whole number of statements, documents, letters, emails, images, pictures and many audio recordings too.
Hmm I got held up there with a few people coming in which included two deliveries and a couple of faces from the past. One guy I kind of knew indirectly as he used to deliver to as very old pet store called Lambert's Pet Shop in Chatsworth Road. I had my own basement fish room with wall to wall aquariums and my own till around 1983, give or take a year. I was about 13 so probably latter half of 1982 I was in there. The chap who was making a delivery moments ago was a young delivery man at the time. But we do not remember each other but do the shop intimately. As well as having the basement I was also the one they called for with the monkeys too, especially one I called Judy. The ceilings were very high in the main shop and dog kennels and baskets were on shelves so high up that you needed a ladder. One day Judy escaped past somebody and immediately made for higher ground. Once up the ladder she would not even give up her freedom for her best buddy. So knowing monkeys as I do as she was flying backwards and forwards hurling whatever item she was passing down at staring staff I shot out and grabbed he by her neck mid flight. She immediately went limp and I descended the ladder and put her back in. Gave her a little ticking of and one of the treats she loved so much.
Do NOT try catching a monkey by the neck at home as you could hurt it, if its a Silver Back Gorilla then he will damn well hurt you!! Lol. You do not need to hold them tight just have them by the neck and they just go limp, well not Gorillas they will just punch you in the face. But smaller monkeys will go limp, probably because they are aware of how fragile the neck is. I have seen even Marmosets go for the necks of other animals. One caught an orange Cheeked Waxbill, a small finch like bird, in mid air and one the Marmoset landed it bit the back of its neck and killed it instantly. So yeah they know what the neck is all about! It was a Cotton Eared Marmoset.
Sometimes the minds, workings and behaviour to be studied by animals can just be staring you in the face. It is how it looks but too many today want a whole series explaining all the numbers, equations, formulae and bar graphs to prove what has been staring you in the face for many years?! Lol!
There are more tales of monkeying about with animals with a famous old pet shop on one of my many other blogs, repsamphibsfish.blogspot.com and there is one on British Wildlife too, which is named quite unremarkably as britishwildliferare.blogspot.com and both these need a lot more work that hopefully will be achieved this year?! But then that is the perils of being in a society where everyone claims to be nice and civil all public offices claim to be nice, civil and servants to the needy, poor and disabled and are not!! As I have also now discovered over and over and over again that despite all the watchdog and consumer bodies being in place it is extremely easy to take money off you for utter crap that is secondhand/used/faulty and then think they not only have the right to your cash for their shit but then can charge you a load more hidden costs on top of this?!
In this store there is a customer we nicknamed 'The Major' after the character in John Cleese's Faulty Towers as he has a similar voice and that same moustache! He was having a conversation with me just before I started that last paragraph as he had come in for his Monkey Nuts (Peanuts still in their shell). He showed a little surprise at my stories and said he had known some and suspected other things himself for a number of years. He then said the following 'You cannot trust anything anyone says anymore?' and shook his head in disbelief at what was currently going on in this country. He even admitted that which we already knew and that he was of the 'old school' and that what he has been seeing of late has been nothing short of shocking. The old boy strongly believed that we were 'slowly being taken over!'
So what is it that gives people the God given right to say one thing and do another? Also how is it that they do not possess the grey matter in these modern times to see that going down this route is bad?! We teach kids in schools right up until adulthood so why do they not realise? Is it that they cannot be bothered to take a little time to learn how to save the world? DO they actually not want to other because its all shit and needs to collapse before its rebuilt with a new slate? If so who gets to do that? A bunch of rich and powerful people whose only skills are sitting on their arses, lying, being sly and perhaps swinging a club or a bag?!
When I watched the film 2012 for the first time I was surprised that director Roland Emmerich did not poke fun at how all these lazy vampires were expected to survive?! Them becoming hunter gatherer types? Yeah right!! The truth is they would not make it to their first anniversary of their not so brave new world, well not unless they hand picked a bunch of slaves, oh sorry my bad I mean PEOPLE, LOL, to be saved along side them. The people that believe that honesty, compassion and history does not apply to them or their future?! In a situation like that they had better hope that those left to die do mostly get wiped out.
As I for one if I saved and was fit enough would gather together any survivors left to die and search the planet for those others and wipe them off the face of the Earth?
Sound Good? Lol! Well they think themselves different species and any species who is threatened with dominance by another species especially in a future setting where civilisation collapse globally with only remnants left those left to survive will not want a return to the days of the fat-cats and will want to wipe out that species which would try again to gain dominance as everyone would revert back the the animals instincts lost for several millennia?! So yeah I am guessing that in such a situation, that is what I would do?
LMFAO!!
Sometimes it can be good to just work through thoughts or even type them out as I do. I got into the habit of typing out documents here and there and even the odd poem. Not so many poems as I used to but now and then I do and think of myself as a philosophical poet. In fact though many have not said it in recent years I was told I was a deep thinker and a philosopher from the age of about 14. Yep that is fourteen, not 24 or 34! I am not given nicknames in the way that I used to either. The ones I used for the title in the web address were given to me as a teenager with the first one and in my late early thirties with the latter half. Well one can be be pinpointed to a single person but I would not want to give them the credit, lol. But she was ever much of a computer person anyway and I very much doubt she reads this site. She may, but I doubt it. Ohh shudder at the thought there as there are a long list of old ghosts that could have found this site by performing a search for me?! Or even those not even realising that they knew the author? Or worked with the author? My God, DATED the author?
LMAO!!
Well I have been interested in a great many things and therefore have mixed with a great many people over the years. Despite saying this I have never really been one for clubs and societies as I find them mostly all a bit clicky and littered with people with delusions of grandeur. Problem is I go in not assuming anyone is Hawkings or Sagan or brain-dead and I treat everyone the same. However there is this really bad attitude, and a trap if I am involved, of assuming that anyone new is new in all manner of speaking?! A shame but true which now reminds me I need to now type an about face on this one?!
Of late I have become such a billy-no-mates that I have had quite a few urges to join a club or society but I do not know what or which and would probably not be able to get there anyway?! Hmm of societies it could be one of three areas of animals. It could also several different areas of computing. It could be Astronomy and Astrophysics which is the one I think about the most of late if I am completely honest.
Just had to run off and grad some Giant Mealworms and Hoppers, or Morio Worms and Medium Locusts for a guy in a suit. Well they do sell reptiles here! Lol.
Behavioural habits of animals is something you could say I have studied and witnessed first hand for, crikey, forty years! Yes 40 years as I probably keep my own toads when I was around four years of age! Started off with some Common Toads and the had some Western Toads, Bufo boreas or borealis I cannot remember exactly, from North America. I remember having some Tree Frogs too which were probably the North American Hyla cinerea as it was a great deal easier to get some North American species but impossible to get European species. This is why when I was a kid I specialised in finding out where the introduced species of amphibians were. I might have been too young to go overseas on my own but I was also too impatient for someone to pop out of the woodwork for the things I wanted. So I could see patterns in things from an early age and people sometimes joke about how animals are easier to deal with than people do not know how true these words are and I do. Because I know and I have been studying both for forty years now!
But with people they do something that is not unseen in the animal kingdom but is very rare. Some might state that it does not exist but it does, I first saw it in animals when I was about 13. It was with two female Natterjack Toads. We lie, while they rarely do. They do, DO but rarely.
In the case of the Natterjack Toads a large female grabbed ahold of a smaller female in the amplexus position. There were absolutely no doubts at all they were both females and no doubts at all to what the large ones were doing. I dare so many people will now be recalling bitch dogs doing the same thing and saying it is dominance. Its lying, lol. They are making out they are something they are not. Animals lie a lot less because of something else we have that they mostly do not and that is the use of language. Ever since its inception it has been abused to give amoral people something they do not deserve. Still....mustn't grumble! Lol.
The trouble is these days the nature of the beast and the rulebook seems to state find something that pays as much as you can for as little work as you can!! That I believe will actually need to change to prevent countries going down the toilet and if those countries currently free from trouble or unrest think that they are immune to anything like that happening to them they are very, VERY WRONG. This is what I mean when I made an earlier statement, or statements, stating that many think history does not apply to them. It means that no matter how many times events have happened throughout history they think themselves so smart it wont happen to them, in their future of their children's future or their children's children's future?! DUMMMMMMB FUCKS!
I will tell you something else too. Something none of them have realised and that is it is not money nor pow1er you need so survive and kind of catastrophe or holocaust that may occur, oh no. In fact possessing too much of it will actually seal your fate!
I will give a very simple example. An asteroid or comet five miles or more across is going to hit Earth. There are tiny fractions of a chance in hell or surviving something like that and no one is in any doubt as to what their fate will likely be. What is your money going to buy you? Now think for a moment and consider that it might not be a comet or an asteroid that causes a global holocaust?! How about a Super Volcano? A global seismic event? Magnetic flip? Disappearance of the jet stream that leads to regular floods? Or disease maybe? An Ice Age? Bird Flu?
Money cannot buy you miracles unless your one of these naive believers in God who go to these bonkers American church get togethers all glitter and dancing lights with a money mad preacher promising to save you, cure your disease, cure your cancer, a first class ticket in the rapture or any other madcap promise you want to believe is real. It is not preying on people's wants. It is even lower than preying on people's needs. It is preying on people's desperation and there is likely far worse and I do not doubt that for a moment.
I never really said I would tell it all. What I stated from the beginning is that I can show you a great deal of things and that I have been through a whole catalogue of things. I have asked, begged and pleaded at times for help and many have answered these calls. But as of thus far and for 12 years before staring this blog and stepping up the requests upon starting this blog and during the 18 months of the life of this blog nothing has happened. You have heard many conversations and there have been many letters and yet you may well be finding out now that which I have done quite literally hundreds of times before! That you suddenly realise that those that advertise there help like proud Peacocks are suddenly not so compassionate sounding upon speaking to them, their bed side manner is completely shit, they have no understanding at all and in fact the only thing you do take away from each and everyone is the pure LACK of help or advice and most and above all else is that they had a hidden agenda of a purely selfish and amoral nature?!
When I started this blog I was well aware that not many people knew just how bad it was even though it was already bad. I also knew that many had turned a blind eye to many things dismissing them as nothing. I also knew a few things that others did not and that is what going to get a great deal worse! I also knew that the complete and total shock of how worse it managed to get would affect a great many people within Britain and maybe even the world in such a way that they would have difficulties in dealing with these issues. I knew this because I had lived it. So I thought I may be able to have2 something in place that can help people when they use Google in the hope of finding answers. There is no more feeling of being alone when the shit that hits the fan is a much bigger jobbie than you expected it to be?!
I knew when they looked there would be nothing and that when they did find and ask there would be no reply. Or if they did get a reply it would NOT be the one they wanted to hear. I believe this will happen to way over 50% of the population involving anyone who hits rock bottom or even those that think they have. A shame really that we have to have the rude awakenings before many of us can appreciate them.
Now consider that I can tel you from first hand experience that you can experience being dumped, not supported and given extremely little help at all and also not believed my those close enough to be related to by blood.
So consider what I think when I see a load of pompous gits talking about poor people, jobless people or disabled people having things too good and gong to penalise them for the actions of others who are clueless? I also feel that exact same way when you have friends of idiots like Iain Duncan-Smith saying that it is such a shame because he really is a nice and an intelligent man?! Yeah and so are you for making those statements MATE!! Nobody that makes he decisions he has have any claim to be nice in any way shape or form and nor can they lay claim to being intelligent. Well only in that Rain Man kind of way intelligent displayed by Dustin Hoffman in the film of the same name?!
You do not piss on people and tell them its raining!!
You ESPECIALLY do not do it when there are many other ways of acquiring the money lost a lot faster than would then mean your not lying when you state that you are bing fair across the board and that we are all in it together?!
In fact being pissed upon would be a lot less horrific than many things I have been through!!
After all if I was a liar I would not be bloody skiing and working my butt off to help both the British public, despite them being negative, in denial or even just naive, by spending the last 18 months writing this blog.
With not so much of a donation button in site! I may NEVER ever make a single penny from anything I have done but I will STILL be glad that I did it and that is where I myself and many others differ greatly. I want to go out and help others and hopefully that will rub off and they will help others and so on and so forth infinitum. People will realise that the amount of time involved in this process is both unknown for them and indeterminable for me!
I want visitors here to react the way that others I have met over the years where a mere simple act of generosity of a small amount of time, effort and even money has people stop dead in their tracks and turn and take notice. I want you all to mimic that of the passengers on that train who all stopped and stared as I paid the ten pound fine for a guy I had only just met, no I am NOT gay, lol. You will have to search for the story to see what happened in more detail.
But to reach that level of shock on such a wide scale was going to take something as little...different and a little longer!
I knew from day one and deep down that it certainly would not take a day, despite how many things there were to post up. It most certainly would not take 6 months despite all the recordings that I made available to everyone. It certainly would not take a year and that is with all the hundreds if not thousands of documents I had at my disposal! I did think however that maybe at 18 months that maybe the message might start being read, the words might start getting through?! I thought that there may be little signs between 18 months and 24 months that the effects of the mountain of work that I have done may be making people take notice? Maybe some that visited odd posts and thought my some whining dork might have found themselves back somewhere else and then thought 'oh, hang on a moment!' realising that they may have gotten this all wrong. That maybe I have a point? That maybe I am genuinely trying to do stuff for the better?! Or maybe sitting in the park thinking me a dork they then get told by someone else of another line I came out with? Maybe that one will make them curious to revisit places?
The truth is I had to show my human side and I had to show that I was someone who was genuinely affected by the events I speak of. There simply was no other way that would work across the board which was easy because to type is to reminisce and unfortunately the things to tell were not something anyone could reminisce about very easily without feeling the frustration and anger from remembering how you felt at the given time. So think of it as torturing myself to actually put all this down in such a way that it comes across as genuine and sincere?
Also the fact is now here at all tends to suggest the possibility that it could always be here and possibly even becoming a constant in humanity and society? Who knows?!
The very real possibility is that it may not have its importance realised until long after I have gone? God I could become the Vincent Van Gogh of the writers world? How awful that would be for me and Vincent to have that one thing in common?! Still gives me something to talk to him about when the time comes?! Lol. Poor old Vincent, such a shame he lived in such naive times and how different it would be today?! Well except it is not THAT different only in that he and I would have swapped places except that I have the condition that is not only poorly understood but which also is refused to believe it exists at all?!
My father died in his mid fifties as did my Uncle Paul! There are no blood relatives left in that side of the family and I am next with only one older as vinegar in your veins acts as a preservative. Lol. I likely do not have much more than ten years left if the pattern follows suit? Not as great deal of time to reap rewards of any large scale money making scheme I may be working towards?!
So the question may well be that old unsolvable one I have inferred to many a time but yet to reveal...WHY?!
Something tells me that during 2014 you just might find out?!
The time may well be a changing but not how some will be expecting?!
That is what remains to be seen.
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