THE ERA OF THE GHOSTS

EDIT: I just noticed that yet again a number of posts have not bloody POSTED and added to this my keywords have all gone missing too!! Google at its most incompetent best or a didgy tablet PC?!

Third and last day hopefully into helping some friends out that are in a jam. Not doing much really other than looking after there shop while the do a bit of shuffling. These days it is mostly like that of a ghost town at any rate.

My backside is perched upon a set of old step ladders I believe were originally the property of Enfield Council due to the letters of LBE engraved deeply into the wood, standing for London Borough of Enfield, except it does not have a London postcode and is really a part of Middlesex...which technically does not exist anymore. It is complicated.

I think sitting on this stool yesterday did more to my backside than I noticed because I have not been on it an hour yet, but it is hurting my backside! Darn it!

The walk here was both sunny and cold and I think it must be a measure of the length of time a location has been without sunlight when cats are transfixed in the sunlight with their eyes closed every fifty yards or so? What has become a bizarre site is dazzling my eyesindeterminablevery time I glance up at the store window to see the sunlight coming through albeit indirectly.

I may not be in here all day today though as everything could be done by 1am but there are some loose ends and I am not sure about those.

Today I may do what I did not think of yesterday until almost too late and get some pictures and some filming done, see if anything presents itself while I am here?

I have a great deal of hates and many of those are down to symptoms but at least I know what they all are now and even some odd things that I was never allowed the time to even bring up with a GP. Like my memory for one and told it was down to the pains, which I now know to be false like 99.9% of everything else I have ever been told by anyone.

One wonders as to why this is what is it that makes people act like human on the surface and yet have such a selfish side hidden away underneath? I do not believe all people do as I do see evidence of it but you just never know whether or not it is to give off a false impression so that no one suspects them when they are being underhanded? Maybe it is because it has been fashionable for years for the media to raise someone up and then knock them down by showing that there are not super human and caught being only human, if a little degrading at times.

The simple truth where the News Media are concerned is easily exposed with a little mathematics. I have noted so many times over the years that if someone extremely popular and a household name is caught lying to a small number of people it could make the front pages of the newspapers and make it on TV. A very old example of this is when the late Ronnie Barker tried to buy an antique off a customer and stating or giving the value of fifty British Pounds (this keyboard has no obvious sign for the British Pound and I keep forgetting to check on the Internet). The item in question actually had a value of 300 British pounds and whether or not this was trade in or retail I do not know. Also Mr Barker could have just being really naive when it came to this type of antiques are not that knowledgeable in the first place. Despite all that it is an old example and today there would have been thousands of these over the years.

However if you take a company or a public organisation and state or even PROVE that they have lied to millions of people you get nothing really and even if you do it will be briefly commented on.

The prime examples here are actually...well HERE! On this very blog!

When I started this 18 months ago I rapidly put up a whole number of statements, documents, letters, emails, images, pictures and many audio recordings too.

Hmm I got held up there with a few people coming in which included two deliveries and a couple of faces from the past. One guy I kind of knew indirectly as he used to deliver to as very old pet store called Lambert's Pet Shop in Chatsworth Road. I had my own basement fish room with wall to wall aquariums and my own till around 1983, give or take a year. I was about 13 so probably latter half of 1982 I was in there. The chap who was making a delivery moments ago was a young delivery man at the time. But we do not remember each other but do the shop intimately. As well as having the basement I was also the one they called for with the monkeys too, especially one I called Judy. The ceilings were very high in the main shop and dog kennels and baskets were on shelves so high up that you needed a ladder. One day Judy escaped past somebody and immediately made for higher ground. Once up the ladder she would not even give up her freedom for her best buddy. So knowing monkeys as I do as she was flying backwards and forwards hurling whatever item she was passing down at staring staff I shot out and grabbed he by her neck mid flight. She immediately went limp and I descended the ladder and put her back in. Gave her a little ticking of and one of the treats she loved so much.

Do NOT try catching a monkey by the neck at home as you could hurt it, if its a Silver Back Gorilla then he will damn well hurt you!! Lol. You do not need to hold them tight just have them by the neck and they just go limp, well not Gorillas they will just punch you in the face. But smaller monkeys will go limp, probably because they are aware of how fragile the neck is. I have seen even Marmosets go for the necks of other animals. One caught an orange Cheeked Waxbill, a small finch like bird, in mid air and one the Marmoset landed it bit the back of its neck and killed it instantly. So yeah they know what the neck is all about! It was a Cotton Eared Marmoset.

Sometimes the minds, workings and behaviour to be studied by animals can just be staring you in the face. It is how it looks but too many today want a whole series explaining all the numbers, equations, formulae and bar graphs to prove what has been staring you in the face for many years?! Lol!

There are more tales of monkeying about with animals with a famous old pet shop on one of my many other blogs, repsamphibsfish.blogspot.com and there is one on British Wildlife too, which is named quite unremarkably as britishwildliferare.blogspot.com and both these need a lot more work that hopefully will be achieved this year?! But then that is the perils of being in a society where everyone claims to be nice and civil all public offices claim to be nice, civil and servants to the needy, poor and disabled and are not!! As I have also now discovered over and over and over again that despite all the watchdog and consumer bodies being in place it is extremely easy to take money off you for utter crap that is secondhand/used/faulty and then think they not only have the right to your cash for their shit but then can charge you a load more hidden costs on top of this?!

In this store there is a customer we nicknamed 'The Major' after the character in John Cleese's Faulty Towers as he has a similar voice and that same moustache! He was having a conversation with me just before I started that last paragraph as he had come in for his Monkey Nuts (Peanuts still in their shell). He showed a little surprise at my stories and said he had known some and suspected other things himself for a number of years. He then said the following 'You cannot trust anything anyone says anymore?' and shook his head in disbelief at what was currently going on in this country. He even admitted that which we already knew and that he was of the 'old school' and that what he has been seeing of late has been nothing short of shocking. The old boy strongly believed that we were 'slowly being taken over!'

So what is it that gives people the God given right to say one thing and do another? Also how is it that they do not possess the grey matter in these modern times to see that going down this route is bad?! We teach kids in schools right up until adulthood so why do they not realise? Is it that they cannot be bothered to take a little time to learn how to save the world? DO they actually not want to other because its all shit and needs to collapse before its rebuilt with a new slate? If so who gets to do that? A bunch of rich and powerful people whose only skills are sitting on their arses, lying, being sly and perhaps swinging a club or a bag?!

When I watched the film 2012 for the first time I was surprised that director Roland Emmerich did not poke fun at how all these lazy vampires were expected to survive?! Them becoming hunter gatherer types? Yeah right!! The truth is they would not make it to their first anniversary of their not so brave new world, well not unless they hand picked a bunch of slaves, oh sorry my bad I mean PEOPLE, LOL, to be saved along side them. The people that believe that honesty, compassion and history does not apply to them or their future?! In a situation like that they had better hope that those left to die do mostly get wiped out.

As I for one if I saved and was fit enough would gather together any survivors left to die and search the planet for those others and wipe them off the face of the Earth?

Sound Good? Lol! Well they think themselves different species and any species who is threatened with dominance by another species especially in a future setting where civilisation collapse globally with only remnants left those left to survive will not want a return to the days of the fat-cats and will want to wipe out that species which would try again to gain dominance as everyone would revert back the the animals instincts lost for several millennia?! So yeah I am guessing that in such a situation, that is what I would do?

LMFAO!!

Sometimes it can be good to just work through thoughts or even type them out as I do. I got into the habit of typing out documents here and there and even the odd poem. Not so many poems as I used to but now and then I do and think of myself as a philosophical poet. In fact though many have not said it in recent years I was told I was a deep thinker and a philosopher from the age of about 14. Yep that is fourteen, not 24 or 34! I am not given nicknames in the way that I used to either. The ones I used for the title in the web address were given to me as a teenager with the first one and in my late early thirties with the latter half. Well one can be be pinpointed to a single person but I would not want to give them the credit, lol. But she was ever much of a computer person anyway and I very much doubt she reads this site. She may, but I doubt it. Ohh shudder at the thought there as there are a long list of old ghosts that could have found this site by performing a search for me?! Or even those not even realising that they knew the author? Or worked with the author? My God, DATED the author?

LMAO!!

Well I have been interested in a great many things and therefore have mixed with a great many people over the years. Despite saying this I have never really been one for clubs and societies as I find them mostly all a bit clicky and littered with people with delusions of grandeur. Problem is I go in not assuming anyone is Hawkings or Sagan or brain-dead and I treat everyone the same. However there is this really bad attitude, and a trap if I am involved, of assuming that anyone new is new in all manner of speaking?! A shame but true which now reminds me I need to now type an about face on this one?!

Of late I have become such a billy-no-mates that I have had quite a few urges to join a club or society but I do not know what or which and would probably not be able to get there anyway?! Hmm of societies it could be one of three areas of animals. It could also several different areas of computing. It could be Astronomy and Astrophysics which is the one I think about the most of late if I am completely honest.

Just had to run off and grad some Giant Mealworms and Hoppers, or Morio Worms and Medium Locusts for a guy in a suit. Well they do sell reptiles here! Lol.

Behavioural habits of animals is something you could say I have studied and witnessed first hand for, crikey, forty years! Yes 40 years as I probably keep my own toads when I was around four years of age! Started off with some Common Toads and the had some Western Toads, Bufo boreas or borealis I cannot remember exactly, from North America. I remember having some Tree Frogs too which were probably the North American Hyla cinerea as it was a great deal easier to get some North American species but impossible to get European species. This is why when I was a kid I specialised in finding out where the introduced species of amphibians were. I might have been too young to go overseas on my own but I was also too impatient for someone to pop out of the woodwork for the things I wanted. So I could see patterns in things from an early age and people sometimes joke about how animals are easier to deal with than people do not know how true these words are and I do. Because I know and I have been studying both for forty years now!

But with people they do something that is not unseen in the animal kingdom but is very rare. Some might state that it does not exist but it does, I first saw it in animals when I was about 13. It was with two female Natterjack Toads. We lie, while they rarely do. They do, DO but rarely.

In the case of the Natterjack Toads a large female grabbed ahold of a smaller female in the amplexus position. There were absolutely no doubts at all they were both females and no doubts at all to what the large ones were doing. I dare so many people will now be recalling bitch dogs doing the same thing and saying it is dominance. Its lying, lol. They are making out they are something they are not. Animals lie a lot less because of something else we have that they mostly do not and that is the use of language. Ever since its inception it has been abused to give amoral people something they do not deserve. Still....mustn't grumble! Lol.

The trouble is these days the nature of the beast and the rulebook seems to state find something that pays as much as you can for as little work as you can!! That I believe will actually need to change to prevent countries going down the toilet and if those countries currently free from trouble or unrest think that they are immune to anything like that happening to them they are very, VERY WRONG. This is what I mean when I made an earlier statement, or statements, stating that many think history does not apply to them. It means that no matter how many times events have happened throughout history they think themselves so smart it wont happen to them, in their future of their children's future or their children's children's future?! DUMMMMMMB FUCKS!

I will tell you something else too. Something none of them have realised and that is it is not money nor pow1er you need so survive and kind of catastrophe or holocaust that may occur, oh no. In fact possessing too much of it will actually seal your fate! 

I will give a very simple example. An asteroid or comet five miles or more across is going to hit Earth. There are tiny fractions of a chance in hell or surviving something like that and no one is in any doubt as to what their fate will likely be. What is your money going to buy you? Now think for a moment and consider that it might not be a comet or an asteroid that causes a global holocaust?! How about a Super Volcano? A global seismic event? Magnetic flip? Disappearance of the jet stream that leads to regular floods? Or disease maybe? An Ice Age? Bird Flu?

Money cannot buy you miracles unless your one of these naive believers in God who go to these bonkers American church get togethers all glitter and dancing lights with a money mad preacher promising to save you, cure your disease, cure your cancer, a first class ticket in the rapture or any other madcap promise you want to believe is real. It is not preying on people's wants. It is even lower than preying on people's needs. It is preying on people's desperation and there is likely far worse and I do not doubt that for a moment.

I never really said I would tell it all. What I stated from the beginning is that I can show you a great deal of things and that I have been through a whole catalogue of things. I have asked, begged and pleaded at times for help and many have answered these calls. But as of thus far and for 12 years before staring this blog and stepping up the requests upon starting this blog and during the 18 months of the life of this blog nothing has happened. You have heard many conversations and there have been many letters and yet you may well be finding out now that which I have done quite literally hundreds of times before! That you suddenly realise that those that advertise there help like proud Peacocks are suddenly not so compassionate sounding upon speaking to them, their bed side manner is completely shit, they have no understanding at all and in fact the only thing you do take away from each and everyone is the pure LACK of help or advice and most and above all else is that they had a hidden agenda of a purely selfish and amoral nature?!

When I started this blog I was well aware that not many people knew just how bad it was even though it was already bad. I also knew that many had turned a blind eye to many things dismissing them as nothing. I also knew a few things that others did not and that is what going to get a great deal worse! I also knew that the complete and total shock of how worse it managed to get would affect a great many people within Britain and maybe even the world in such a way that they would have difficulties in dealing with these issues. I knew this because I had lived it. So I thought I may be able to have2 something in place that can help people when they use Google in the hope of finding answers. There is no more feeling of being alone when the shit that hits the fan is a much bigger jobbie than you expected it to be?!

I knew when they looked there would be nothing and that when they did find and ask there would be no reply. Or if they did get a reply it would NOT be the one they wanted to hear. I believe this will happen to way over 50% of the population involving anyone who hits rock bottom or even those that think they have. A shame really that we have to have the rude awakenings before many of us can appreciate them.

Now consider that I can tel you from first hand experience that you can experience being dumped, not supported and given extremely little help at all and also not believed my those close enough to be related to by blood.

So consider what I think when I see a load of pompous gits talking about poor people, jobless people or disabled people having things too good and gong to penalise them for the actions of others who are clueless? I also feel that exact same way when you have friends of idiots like Iain Duncan-Smith saying that it is such a shame because he really is a nice and an intelligent man?! Yeah and so are you for making those statements MATE!! Nobody that makes he decisions he has have any claim to be nice in any way shape or form and nor can they lay claim to being intelligent. Well only in that Rain Man kind of way intelligent displayed by Dustin Hoffman in the film of the same name?!

You do not piss on people and tell them its raining!!

You ESPECIALLY do not do it when there are many other ways of acquiring the money lost a lot faster than would then mean your not lying when you state that you are bing fair across the board and that we are all in it together?!

In fact being pissed upon would be a lot less horrific than many things I have been through!!

After all if I was a liar I would not be bloody skiing and working my butt off to help both the British public, despite them being negative, in denial or even just naive, by spending the last 18 months writing this blog.

With not so much of a donation button in site! I may NEVER ever make a single penny from anything I have done but I will STILL be glad that I did it and that is where I myself and many others differ greatly. I want to go out and help others and hopefully that will rub off and they will help others and so on and so forth infinitum. People will realise that the amount of time involved in this process is both unknown for them and indeterminable for me!

I want visitors here to react the way that others I have met over the years where a mere simple act of generosity of a small amount of time, effort and even money has people stop dead in their tracks and turn and take notice. I want you all to mimic that of the passengers on that train who all stopped and stared as I paid the ten pound fine for a guy I had only just met, no I am NOT gay, lol. You will have to search for the story to see what happened in more detail.

But to reach that level of shock on such a wide scale was going to take something as little...different and a little longer!

I knew from day one and deep down that it certainly would not take a day, despite how many things there were to post up. It most certainly would not take 6 months despite all the recordings that I made available to everyone. It certainly would not take a year and that is with all the hundreds if not thousands of documents I had at my disposal! I did think however that maybe at 18 months that maybe the message might start being read, the words might start getting through?! I thought that there may be little signs between 18 months and 24 months that the effects of the mountain of work that I have done may be making people take notice? Maybe some that visited odd posts and thought my some whining dork might have found themselves back somewhere else and then thought 'oh, hang on a moment!' realising that they may have gotten this all wrong. That maybe I have a point? That maybe I am genuinely trying to do stuff for the better?! Or maybe sitting in the park thinking me a dork they then get told by someone else of another line I came out with? Maybe that one will make them curious to revisit places?

The truth is I had to show my human side and I had to show that I was someone who was genuinely affected by the events I speak of. There simply was no other way that would work across the board which was easy because to type is to reminisce and unfortunately the things to tell were not something anyone could reminisce about very easily without feeling the frustration and anger from remembering how you felt at the given time. So think of it as torturing myself to actually put all this down in such a way that it comes across as genuine and sincere?

Also the fact is now here at all tends to suggest the possibility that it could always be here and possibly even becoming a constant in humanity and society? Who knows?!

The very real possibility is that it may not have its importance realised until long after I have gone? God I could become the Vincent Van Gogh of the writers world? How awful that would be for me and Vincent to have that one thing in common?!  Still gives me something to talk to him about when the time comes?! Lol. Poor old Vincent, such a shame he lived in such naive times and how different it would be today?! Well except it is not THAT different only in that he and I would have swapped places except that I have the condition that is not only poorly understood but which also is refused to believe it exists at all?!

My father died in his mid fifties as did my Uncle Paul! There are no blood relatives left in that side of the family and I am next with only one older as vinegar in your veins acts as a preservative. Lol. I likely do not have much more than ten years left if the pattern follows suit? Not as great deal of time to reap rewards of any large scale money making scheme I may be working towards?!

So the question may well be that old unsolvable one I have inferred to many a time but yet to reveal...WHY?!

Something tells me that during 2014 you just might find out?!

The time may well be a changing but not how some will be expecting?!

That is what remains to be seen.

STARK REALITIES ARE BECOMING CLEARER

I thought I would post about this now that I remember being told this. Fibrofog!

Today a friend of mine told me of a disturbance that was going on in the Enfield Council building in my local town centre.

Now apparently there were slot of vehicles and blue lights and one vehicle was what we call a Police Carrier vehicle that could vary at least 12 people which tended to suggest there were a fair few Police in the building. There was also an ambulance too.

Now he said that they returned past the building on their way home a fair while later and stated that it was still going on and all vehicles were still there!

Now he said maybe there was a heart attack our something and I said that there would not be a Police Carrier vehicle there. In fact there would be no Police at all. Then we chatted and figured that something must have 'kicked off' in there which is funny as I have expected this for some time and told him so. I told him that I would have stated this on my blog from very early on in its life but that it had taken longer than I thought.

I predict a great deal of things and some of these have happened a great deal earlier than I expected while others a lot later. Then there are those I am still waiting for to happen, although some of these I do try to put people of the idea of doing.

Now take this event as an example as it can be a very good example for so many reasons. I do not know what transpired but if someone actually exploded in the office who was a member of the public it was likely over the council tax, housing benefits or lack thereof or refused a home after being homeless. This would be my bets if a member of the public list their temper in there. I would not blame them as you do need the patience of a saint with public offices and very few people are blessed with this gift.

Now this is something I have waited for and technically I still am. Unless this appears in the news media with details I am still going to be guessing and waiting. But if it does not appear in the news, unless it appears in the local news, I have to ask myself why this is?!

Now as some of you know I ask a great deal of questions about the news media and have for the entire life of this blog and quite a few year previous to this blogs inception too.

Now whether or not this event pops up in the media I already ask myself if there are any of my predictions that have occurred but for one reason or another have not made the news. But Simon bloody Cowell appears in the bloody news every five minutes to drive me to distraction, now it's because of a baby?! Yes because babies are so body alien that they reach the mainstream news?! Lol! The BBC News should change their name to 'Hello! News'. Lol! Err like Hello Magazine but the TV version of it, lol.

That site I posted about recently that had that Wall of Shame when it comes to things that public offices have been taken to court for? I remember reading some of the things in the list and thinking 'How the FECK have I not seen this in the news or in the tabloids?!'

I think that anyone that wants to continue calling themselves a news tabloid or TV news should be made to report on things like public office breaking their own laws. Civil Servants breaking any law, especially their own, is considered to be a very, VERY bad thing to do. Well at least it used to be but like a man from Citizens Advice stated to me that they have become a law unto themselves.

So all these people in powerful positions, high paid positions, public office positions have gradually had their rules they previously had to follow taken away. Now even those that remain ate no longer enforceable for about 90% of the time and the other ten percent is easy to spot the risk and therefore avoid.

You do this by slowly altering who had the right to have legal representation!

For instance despite the years of me emailing solicitors, which is currently about 5 or 6 years now, no one mentioned to me why I cannot take them to court. Simply stating it is to expensive is insulting, so is lying about it. I cannot work around the problem UNLESS I know what it is. But I am not even GIVEN that option! They also airways assume that their presumptions ate so spot on and correct that they do not have to read any of my 1,700 posts or listen to a single minute of recordings that must run for more than 24 hours?! I have 5 hours of the Police in just a single meeting!

Yet right now and several years into a financial crisis it is becoming more widely known that many offices are not doing their jobs very well if at all. Because of the recent flooding I think there is a very good chance that this will spread further and faster over the next three months?!

Well what I will say here and now is that my Yet right now and several years into a financial crisis it is becoming more widely known that many offices are not doing their jobs very well if at all. Because of the recent flooding I think there is a very good chance that this will spread further and faster over the next three months?!

Well what I will say here and now is that my blog mentions grin the start that there are no rules anymore and this has lead to the removal of the most basic safety net.

What you are going to find now is that public office workers mentions grin the start that there are no rules anymore and this has lead to the removal of the most basic safety net.

What you are going to find now is that public office workers sit there being rude, arrogant and aloof will be upsetting far more people and there will be many that members of the public that do not game my patients or level of control.

What they are doing is forcing people to turn into animals because they have removed the important elements that have made us a civilised nation. The more and more people realise that there is no safety net and no legal rights anymore then your going to get violence.

If you corner a wild animal it will eventually decided to go through you to escape it's situation. If you out people under the same stress and in the same position and have removed all avenues previously available to them they will react the same.

As more and more become affected the frequency of this will increase. Then they will become alienated with all public offices and services and then winner why none of this has been in the news! If they then find my blog and realise that I myself have long since told the news media whether it be TV or tabloids then they will ask themselves how in the world this has become possible!

Of course this blog explains the reasons why and it will not end well for public office and public services or  government.

What happens then is that those with the missing gonads needed to go up against the powerful, amoral and greedy end up with something far, FAR worse than a few people with big bank balances! No you end up with many millions of angry members of the public that have the potential to run around a big city like a super giant angry destructive mob and I for one would not like to face that!

But the thing with anything is knowing how far down the road you can get before you are unable to turn back and retread your steps to correct where you went wrong?!

You have to know your tipping points! This blog has a tipping point but I do not what it is and not have I looked it up and researched it. I could but I haven't and I did try a year back but have up. All that matters is that I am heading towards it all the time. Whether this is fast or whether it is slow it does not matter. It is good enough for me knowing that I am heading in that direction.

Unfortunately many naive dummies do not do the same, oddly enough and despite their education!

Maybe this is because like the trouble I have with middle men is that they keep getting this wrong? I mean when one person gets paid to much they then get lazy and the stuff they do not want to do they employ someone else to do. Then they themselves get above themselves and get to much money before long and the process repeats itself

I believe a great many industries have gone wrong in this way. I think because when there are too many tiers and the times change and prior or fashion takes a different direction these multi-tiered organisations are unable to change quick enough.

Some of these do not accept this and I believe then went to make their customers pay for it. Or they then want to take those that have manager to adapt to change quicker than they have to court to get some of their money?!

At the end of the day they week use their power and influence asking with money to change the goalposts for mistakes they themselves have made.

Or its everyone else's fault but their own. They cannot about to their own mistakes because they got to big and too successful and the very notion they did something wrong is absurd to them and do not want to admit to. To much success makes you to damn proud too! Lol.

All the while the public are now beginning to ask questions and are looking for answers. There were already quite a percentage of the public doing this and in several months time this will likely double, treble or more?

THE DOORS TO THE GRANDMASTER

A year has flown by since leaving the starting line all those moons ago. I had many ideas as to what would take place and when but thus far and for whatever reasons exist they have not come into the light.

It matters not.

It was always going to be that the ultimate aims would still be achieved. There was no way I would fail to actually reach these achievements it would always be a matter of when. I had a whole list of ideas and tricks to set about in motion and many miniature goals to leave the house to achieve. Many more presented themselves out of the mire than I could have ever hoped for and then some more to boot. Still my list had its original ideas and one in particular I had been waiting to set in motion. This was one reason I did find the fact that some other goals were taking longer than expected to achieve. It was the one trap I had in my arsenal that would put to an end once and for all that everything they have told you in government would turn out to be just another set of lies and show that they had no compassion for anyone among the wider public.

Years of torture to my less than perfect hearing by sets of people who wish to open there mouths and let the sewers run free. Years I had waded through the sewage and wanted and waited to find away to use this and turn it against them. Oddly not only have the needs that I have not been met as yet but that which I was hoping would take place at around the same time have not occurred either?!

So maybe it was somehow and in some way meant to be that way?

My trick was to use one of the very core principles of being a member of the Conservative Party and use it to show them all for what they truly are along with all others truly to blame. It would not be hard at all to do and is in its planning very simple. It did need several tools to work and one of those was a BLOG, such as this one. Another one would be a big enough audience of people that cared about more than just themselves. For this I had no idea how many people I needed to have as visitors but one would think that 50,000 plus would be enough?! Before I needed my last tool I needed the current government to carry on spouting there usual garbage about how the austerity measures would improve things, that we was all in it together (now left out of speeches) and of course that the CHANGES to the welfare system are fair and would HELP people. Of course that famous Tory motto was also needed but exists anyway and used for years. That is the 'We help those that help themselves'.

Hmm sounds like they are helping thieves really doesn't it?!

It would work out brilliantly if I was making my first small monthly cash from Google and their Adsense around the same time that the changes took place. Neither one of these have currently happened and I cannot even hazard a guess as to when either of these are likely to happen! I can still achieve what I wanted by arriving to the party late and in all reality arriving late would have much more of an impact on visitors. That is because quite unfortunately it takes people to feel the pain personally before they then acquire morals and join up with others to become a campaign group! A large majority of the time at any rate and a large reason why things are the way that they are.

One of the things that I could use to explain this is house prices. Everyone that owned a house that increased vastly in value did not stop and think, or even did not care, about how this would eventually affect there own children and grandchildren! I speak from very good experience on this one. I have long since stated this for well over ten years and no one agreed with me and yet I just read somewhere that they want to bring in a cap to stop prices rising too fast.

Horse. Stable. Barn door!

I fear it has gone too far and far too late for that. But this housing and property greed is not the only area either and there are a great many others that need this capping and I am afraid to tell them that these greedy executives who own the age old adage of having far more money than intelligence, I am sorry I mean 'more money than sense', also need to be capped and in every industry. If you do not agree and are asking yourself 'why?' then I am afraid there is no hope for you! Or maybe you just do not pay attention to the news?! Or your ignoring it thinking that like all times before it will go away? This latter type I call the Ostriches!! I used to have a friend like that and indeed I could even be accused of being like that to a degree. Well all except the IT Industry that is!

We just simply and on the whole cannot be trusted. I have no idea why and what the Psychology is behind this but it is this very thing you can use solely to show why chasing around after Carbon atoms by the bucket load and thinking this will save the planet is pride of place. It is like watching a bunch of mental health people from the local funny farm standing their with razor blades slowly slitting their own wrists with no idea of the consequences. But they get joy, toys and money for doing it so just keep doing it. They have to have that one of Ferrari or Lamborghini because the bloke with the next company does not have one! Like those stupid Arab kids driving around in Lamborghini Murcielagos, themselves a piece of art, and ruin an automotive piece of art by putting a completely dreadful paint job on it then drives around London and has no drivers license?!

Why is that stupid twat not in prison?!

If he ever goes out again and ends up running down and, god forbid, killing a small child after that airing in the newspapers and due to his nationality his idiot father would loose a son by slow beating tyo death by angry mob!! Then there would be an almighty row about it despite the father being a complete twat!! But he is obviously some oil tycidiot and his cash, we stupidly gave to one individual, will have the courts tied up from every day people for years. Oh yes I forgot, we are not allowed access to the law now it is only for the likes of rich, powerful, famous, governments, Apple, Google, Samsung, Microsoft and Sony and the like!

There is too much of an attitude that things will likely go wrong after they have gone and gotten an stupidly large pay off.

But then seems to lend to the idea that I am all in favour of the government getting more money in the way of taxes and fines but no. I had hoped that these world wide gentlemen's club meetings like the G8 and G20 might have been a way to stop the rot, or the racing towards the rot would be better, but no such luck. Just another big things for the media to harp on about but nothing really effective ever comes from them. Well that kind of sounds like the United Nations too! So they all think this is the way its done, do not agree, do not trust each other (well they all lie to their people so there was never going to be trust), call each other names because they cannot get there way or money they should not jave or deserve from ANOTHER COUNTRY or just want to borrow from someone.

That latter reason ion the last paragraph is probably close to the mark as to why this country is so full of shite-on electronic items that were shipped over from other countries to sell to the British public because we have put up with everything else?! Hmm yeah that will be it. Lol.

The truth is there is no unification in the UK to like minded people and all I have ever seen are organisations based on a area of politics that has a unified set of rules that you are supposed to stick to and insist work no matter what?! What I find amusing is after all these years they have not realized which ones do work and which ones do not work and yet we have had a long enough history to teach us. We are also a victims of different customs too I am afraid and this is where it first started to become unfair as different sets of rules came in for different people for different cultures, races and religion and this is WRONG. It is a guaranteed fact that 99% of religions are totally bogus so there you have a complete waste of money changing the levels of the playing field in favour of some and not others because they believe in bullshit! The bleeding hearts and civil servants who were taught many wrong things but not a single ounce of common sense spent twenty years just making this far, FAR worse. Then act all surprised when one factor of society lashes back after being forced to keep their mouths shut, and therefore feelings and thoughts heard, for the best part of thirty years? What you really did not see that coming? Just how bloody naïve are you?

Well I could sit there using the word 'NAIVE' all through this but I am afraid to say that the use of this word is wrong and I know this from not just one big experience but a twenty year long string of really bad experiences. Over and over again and so was created someone who would live, if he survived, to become the worst nightmare that these previous governments and civil servants could ever imagine. I could also guarantee that the talking down to people would also be rife and assumption and therefore spoken to that I am nobody and that they are therefore far more intelligent than me and that I am simply a common or garden, village idiot DUNCE would continue to rile me and attack them verbally both intellectually by challenging them to things I already knew they were totally incapable of as well as using insults that were nevertheless facts to get them to react and make ever more mistakes that I could publish.

This was the part that, for at at least, made it all the more amusing. I have lost count of the number of people and the number of public offices I have brought down to ground level with an almighty thump. This has happened by letter, email as well as face to face and I know many monkeys have lost there jobs while the organ grinders sit atop their perch thinking themselves safe. I have long since done this, of late I have increased to frequency, I am currently doing this and will continue to do so. Even those that think they have seen and heard the last of me have not, oh noo lol.

As long as you talk utter crap, use words you do not understand and speak down to people as well as treat people like shit and sheep I will continue to bring you crashing down to earth without a safety net. Only each time I will assure you that you will fall both faster and from an ever higher altitude.

For as the organisations out there want to waste there time with front-line people to these organisations until they refuse to budge to their own lords and masters who then give in and therefore get away with it and the organisations and protesters go home happy, no, no, no. This is not the way to deal with things this is just putting things off and this is why we have hardly progressed as a society in the way that was envisioned between thirty to sixty years ago. This is why the world that was to meet our widening eyes in 2001 never came to be because the masses were held back so that the few can over indulge! But to cure the cancer you have to remove it all otherwise all we will continue to get os the chemotherapy while never getting rid of the old and outdated core problem and beliefs.

Of course there is something that one can hope that can be learned from this too? That is that now that it looks as if all the big names are suffering and that as their associate chief executives shift nervously in their seats either privately or in a rapid fire inquest then others can take heart and take notes. Too much ambition and using falsifications to get there can lead to this? Lead to what I hear you ask but lead to what they are now going through and what they will go through over the next couple of years.

Now along with the obvious reason of the ever growing anger among the public in different countries around the world there is something else too to note from this and it is beginning to take place now! A little later than I expected if I am honest and open but better late than never is what I always say. Well until they fire you that is, lol. I had long predicted that when things got bad that around a year to 18 months into the bad times the many ig organisations will turn on each other?! Indeed I even tried to provoke this and if you look at any of the correspondences that I have sent to these organisations you would have noted that every now and then I would say something like....

'You large companies make me laugh! You spend all your effort, time and even MONEY trying to get blood out of a stone when your REAL problem is another big company which are getting their money instead of you!!!'

I would not be far off the mark to say that 90% of the people I have attacked have had this remark put to them with the full intention of making them wonder and suspicious of each other. But you have to understand that being calm and nice would NEVER get beyond the front line staff. But I always knew that this would get nowhere and that these companies have quite literally advertised their aloof attitudes of modern times. They do this on their websites as I have covered previously and I would have asked simply, what is Facebook's email address?! DO not know? Go find it on their website and come back and type it in the comments below?!

No need it is help@facebook.com, or at least it WAS.

This might be extreme but try it with the companies that send you bills! SO your energy company in your country of living go and get their email addresses? My guess is that in excess of 80% of them will be very difficult to find. Nikon's in Japan was especially hard to find but I did find it. Emailed them no less than THREE TIMES and never received an answer. Arrogant, ignorant and aloof. Here is our product...now made like shit, give us far too much money for it....GOOOOOD, now fuck off we don't wanna talk to you know more. But we will make it look like we do by having a bunch of idiots with a phone each who know fuck all about the products your ringing up about. Better still is we will charge our customers money for them to phone up and talk to idiots!! Yes that would be cool (rubbing their hands together).

But at the moment no one is buying anything. They were supposed to start buying now. Hmm come to think of it they were supposed to start spending at the beginning of this year? Oh well hang on a minute was they not supposed to start spending in the run up to Christmas 2012? Oh and at the start of the London Olympics which was going to save us? Oh and the start of 2012? Oh and the run up to Christmas 2011? No doubt they will say something similar about Christmas 2013 or the start of 2014?! Or maybe not if they are reading this blog?!?! LMAO!

Things have to come back down to reality and that means everything and across the board, not token gestures of 5 or 10 percent salary cuts to their own salaries!! My god how are such incompetent people in these jobs?! Have we been THAT naïve for all these decades?! What happens when there is nothing left to sell off? What happens when it is obvious that the banking industry, finance industry and the British economy, as well as that of other countries, are NOT going to go rocketing skywards and save the day and the blushes?!

More to the point why are these people of power and in charge such a bunch of schoolgirls? Hiding away in the shadows and if not insistent on a bunch of BS hoping that the corner can be turned to save them from like like the complete morons that they are?!

Oh wait....'turning a corner'? Has that not been used by one of them already?! LMAO! I wonder if I should come up for jokes for each member of the cabinet that starts with 'All I want for Christmas [is a whole list of stuff that does not concern a single relative!]' Fill in the bold square brackets with whatever would give you a rare chuckle, lol.

So to return to the beginning and my point being that my greatest of all ideas, there are still many others, cannot be put into practice just yet no matter how good it is. It involves me being set upon by a whole list of different public offices many of which I have already attacked. To initiate a knee jerk reaction that they have come to use so willingly and thereby proving I have stated long since past within the posts of my blog that to which the very line the Conservative Party are meant to stand by.

'We help those that are willing to help themselves.'

The only thing missing is that small amount of monthly money to show that I have achieved it, even if it only a piddling amount, and that it is now heading somewhere and will not take long now.

Of course I have been completely ready for this long awaited knee jerk reaction and have been since I started the blog, ;)! There are other smaller simpler traps that I have previously hinted towards or even blatantly and completely described but this is the grandest one. But it was always going to be down the line and towards the back end of the blog before I could even think about it being put in motion.

As I said before the numbers to my blogs have also managed to achieve totally impossible things, like three times at least I have noticed the number of visitors going BACKWARDS!! Lol. Not only on here either and on my YouTube account too! There is only way that the numbers can go backwards in this way and what it shows beyond any shadow of doubt is that the numbers are not a real representation of that actual numbers of visitors! Now how far out the numbers presented to me are I have no idea and it could be 5 across all the blogs or it could be 50,000 and there simply is no way of knowing. Welllll... this is not entirely true of course but it will not be me that finds this information out, if indeed it is ever found out. I certainly do not have the time, money or patience to go diving into this myself and I am sure there will be a law against me achieving it that will be very easily implemented while no one asks them why the numbers have been faked?! Lol.

Now I have mentioned the trap and I have mentioned the tools. Of course as like anything else there are available many more tools to help you acquire more or better with whatever someone is doing. Of course even I have often asked myself how much more I could have achieved with several other items in the back of my mind. As for these tools I will do a short post listing both tools that would help me do better as well as a list of things I have been....WITHOUT and those that would help me keep on top of things when it comes to all that I do and the pains that I have to endure. Of course these are tools that I have asked for help with from the government several times but have been turned down. Did think about putting in for a Duck Island but I think they have stopped all that now?!

As for my audio recordings, which is not only WHAT I hinted at previously but was ONLY hinting at, I am not sure what more I could do in all honesty. YES OK I do have the option of going to see that so called GP one more time? There is also the possibility of the third NHS Recruitment Drive for £3.00 a day in food vouchers?!

JOG ON.

A VIEW FROM TWO VERY DIFFERENT PEAKS

Here is a little and quick mock up image I did containing two very different lists on morals, simply a bit of fun but also shows a point or two, lol.

INCOMPETENT AND WITHOUT VISION

Unbelievable is the only word my stunned brain can think of right now,  lol.

Whitehall's £500m consultancy bill http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-politics-23707328

THE BECKONING OF A RECKONING

Just a few days ago now, and while I decided to stay offline before realising I did not have a choice in the matter anyway, I was contacted with a message to say that my big day was coming in the following week.

I told a few friends about this message and was asked what was meant by it and I said that I do not have the foggiest idea. The phone does something annoying and my friends tell me that their daughter's phone does the same thing and that is every now and the the phone annoyingly connects to the Internet briefly. SO emails and other messages creep through and often these are ones that you want or need to respond to but when you go to do it suddenly you are inundated with screens reminding you that you have no connection and lease pay more money. It is like a wind up quite literally and I cannot help that think that teenagers, like my friends daughter, must go nuts at times wanting to respond and rive their parents 'around the twist' for money to get the connection back to respond or call someone. Nice!

Oddly this was about to happen with me over several days that was to lead to confusion and a discovery or two that was going to somewhat surprise me with the timing and a feeling of coincidence that was just far too great and realise that it was nothing of the kind.

You see this message about my big day or week come through over the weekend and at the time this meant absolutely nothing whatsoever other than making several people scratch their heads. Well that is until this morning when another series of messages seeped through one of these convenient holes!

For a long time I have been concentrating on a number of things while others have been on the back burner and I had stayed...QUIET on them. This is often the best way at times and I can keep various people and groups in the dark and in so doing sometimes other things end up emerging from the darkness and allowing themselves to be seen.

This particular subject is that of my daughter on this occasion and lo and behold messages from her came through the hole in the proverbial net and reached my phone. A couple of hours later I received a phone-call from someone that had nothing whatsoever to do with my daughter but did my NHS and health subject.

As it turns out I discovered just this morning between 9am and midday on Tuesday 30^th April 2013, just so everyone is clear here, that not only DO I have a bid day this week but I have two big things that add up to 4 big days?! I was therefore informed by an extremely well informed person that I did indeed have a big week coming up. Well that was extremely clever!

Right first up is the fact that my daughter's message, the first in many, MANY months I might add, requested several times for me to ring her followed by one stating that SHE WAS IN COURT?!

No realise I have been told nothing about this and sometimes I do prefer to stay in the dark on things as it can be...beneficial and like I told my daughter today I am a strong believer in a very old saying and that is that 'NO NEWS IS GOOD NEWS'!

Now there could well be a whole range of reasons why I have been kept in the dark but in all honesty it was not important as to what these reasons are be they good or bad because this could only be good or bad for me and not my daughter and if she was not on the phone crying or wanting to do something silly to herself or someone else then everything must be proceeding as I had intended. Due to some quirk I ended up reacquiring my Internet connection 24 hours earlier than I had thought and I ended up calling her. We then spoke a second time and as it turns out this is not the final court hearing except for one small detail, it was not ending today. As a matter of fact neither was it ending tomorrow or the day after that and I was shocked to hear that this was a FOUR DAY HEARING?! I did tell my daughter that this was most unexpected and that normally only when it is a very serious case does it get booked for several days and she said she had thought the same thing like in the case of a murder. My own court case over custody of my daughter in Liverpool High Court barely lasted a day despite all the documentation, accusations and evidence. So this was somewhat of a surprise and fingers crossed it is a very good sign.

Now there were some things I was told that was a cause for concern but like I stated to my daughter, who stated she did not get to say anything at all, this is the first day and it will swing around all over the place and she is not likely to have her say until day three or even four. She did seem calm and composed so it did look to her, at least, that it was going in her favour but what concerned me was the fact that it had been remarked that her children had now lived where they currently do for so long now, with basically crazy and evil people, that it would be too much of a wrench to remove them and place them back with their mother. This was a really stupid thing to state, whoever it was that stated it, as it was not the children's fault nor my daughter's that the children are where they currently are as it was suggested by the council to do this and everyone decided to leave it as it is, which made me suspicious at the time. Also and quite obviously it was not the fault of my daughter or my two grandchildren that this case had taken as long as it did. It sounded to me like everyone that was in the wrong, broken the law, hidden from view some heinous acts were all going to be handed an excuse or get out of jail free card because the justice system takes too long?!

Quite where the common sense in that statement is God only knows, lol. I did say to my daughter about this and I said that that this should never even have escaped anyone's lips and then said 'do you see now why I cannot place my trust in anyone?!' to which she agreed. I felt a little guilty that I have told my daughter that once she had been to a solicitor and got the ball rolling she was home free and when she did the solicitor basically told her as much too and has done every step of the way. But when the stopped for a recess because some evidence had come to light regarding the father of the younger boy who had beaten his pregnant English girlfriend to a pulp, diagnosed has being unstable and violent and to cap it all had told everyone for years his mother was dead but had in reality been lying and returning to Iraq to visit her for years that the judge stated that the Wirral Social Services, who should be the ones on TRIAL HERE, needed to look at this evidence?!

But then when I had given it some thought maybe this was because it reflected extremely badly on the council, which it does as he actually has the boy living with him currently, and they had to be allowed time to come up with excuses...sorry I meant a plausible explanation, lol. I mean if I was to discover that the judge was requesting ADVICE from Wirral Social Services who had gone out of their way, and I mean ACTIVELY, to prevent me from finding out my daughter's whereabouts when she was in care so I could bring her back to London BEFORE she went on to have two children by the age of 16, used and abused by her mother who then stole the children from her so she could sit on her arse and claim money for them....well you could not only see how bad this would look to any decent human being but also it would prove without a shadow of a doubt exactly WHY I do not trust anyone in government! THE END.

So you see to actually go and SEE my daughter, well when I was FIT ENOUGH, I first need to know where she was residing and they did not even respond to letters from my solicitors who themselves were utter shit. I would not have just seen her either I would have brought her back to London with me and in so doing I would have stopped a great deal of the horrors that she had been knowingly put through by the Social Services and Wirral Council from ever taking place! These are facts and the foster carer that had my daughter is not only on my Facebook list but would tell you himself how Wirral Council conspired against his family and knowingly came up with false allegations they came up with after conspiring with my evil and mad ex girlfriend!

You really could not make this shit up.

Indeed for the longest time now I have fully expected … contact from someone pretending to be somebody they are not to...muddy the waters where my daughter was concerned and therefore another good reason that being in the dark, incommunicado, was of great benefit. Indeed even a little outburst just prior to the weekend now looks like someone...whose time was running out which I would not have realised at the time because I was unaware that the court date was right on top of me, lol.

SO there you have it and for those smart ones who have been paying full attention may be wondering why I have not stated a certain..something during all this typing?! Well you do not think I FORGOT, DO YOU?!

OK well yes and once again this damn feeling I had about the four week period between mid-April and mid-May has cropped up yet again?! LMAO!

Oh but wait?! I have … FORGOTTEN SOMETHING! It was not only the text messages from my daughter was it that I referred to at the start?! There was indeed the small matter of a phone-call too?!

Yes a couple hours after my daughter text me I was standing in a friends store when the phone rang with a with-held number. Chase Farm Hospital's Pain Management people called me and stated they wanted to see me this THURSDAY?! What is more I do not have to travel to the Hospital either and they want to meet me at the very first surgery I was registered with when I first moved to Enfield?! One I left because I was being messed around and the one where my GP stated to me that the government have wasted all the money they have taken by giving it to all the wrong people?! That statement was said to me about a year or two BEFORE the recession started!

Now I have no idea if the lies and tricks used by Merseyside Police will come out or not or the 7,200 page file and my attempts to try and contact and why they have a pile of my Christmas and Birthday Cards to my daughter going back for many years. My daughter seems to think so and there has been mention of it all.

First day of the four days (well four days PLANNED) down so we shall now see what transpires over the next few days and hopefully it will be satisfactory for my daughter and me and finally be truly over. FINGERS CROSSED!!

Suddenly becoming more and more curious.

Also beginning to appear to be on that tipping point on a fair number of matters too along with this very blog, LMAO!!

This could turn out to be one hell of a week?!

ATTEMPTING TO DO THE IMPOSSIBLE

I did not know what to title this one as I was not really sure what it was that was attempted upon me as it seems to have been several things.

But whatever it was if it were just one it was impossible anyway so I called it that!

In all honesty I had suspected that once a larger amount of people had seen this blog those that are...wrapped up in the shite I speak of would think they could now get brownie points by running to their bosses and informing them of me and this blog. Sometime I do not know which ones are worse the ones that are ignorant to the blatant bullshit and treatment, the perpetrators themselves are the ones going out of their way to do their biding for them.

For me personally it is the ones that I was recently told to leave alone and they would be the ones that WE the public, well not me personally because I have never done it, vote into power who just act as the faces of the people behind the scenes, as this is really how it is today, and therefore do their bidding and willing to look like complete twats on TV every time or at best every other time they open the pie holes and when they are not lying or bullshitting they are moaning about the government salaries, lmao.

So the answer to an earlier question is NO...I wont leave the government alone as they are the ones placed in the target reticule so they have to take the flak. Despite what I posted about Serco and what it states on their site I have no positive way of identifying them as the ones responsible at the moment so the government will be put through a grinder until such a time that I know I can target someone else.

Everything is a theory until you can prove it, or like this blog is supposed to do but only seems to attract the very people I am trying to get thrugh to who come out with comments (as they have worked the 11100 posts all out and everything I have tried form just one single solitary blog ans says things that are already covered-not my fault you did not check first lol).

I am not going to go flapping about stating things that can quite easily be disproved. There is a common link between Serco and the public offices that does fit nicely and does indeed look suspicious but until I acquire more that is all that it is and nothing more.

Nor can you either go around telling people to 'wake up' you think your not getting through to. *SIGH* It is a good job I did not do that after ten posts and then after 20 posts?! I would have given up and gone home...oh wait I AM home, lol, long ago.

Sometimes I sigh *SIGH* and just shake my head in disbelief at people I really do. I do all this and I get people come on with nothing to back them up whatsoever and decide all these things and feel they need to tell me how to solve it when the entire blig is here because I HAVE DONE EVRYTHING, which had they followed they would know and even if they just typed their suggestion in the SEARCH BOX would pull up half a dozen things about what they are to suggest and can read several letters from the people they are suggesting and have quite obviously never tried it themselves.

So many people seem to miss the point that this blog is to help THEM. It is to point oyut, show, reveal and POVE that the safety nets that THEY think are there (sorry your comfort zone) are NOT THERE as I have done it all.

The fat bloke down the pub has not told me everything I have put on here and I have NOT collected this from a load of different victims either!

So before any bright sparks start typing CAB and suggest features available to me on this blog editor here are some of my own...there is a SEARCH FIELD at the top...GO USE IT and SEE if I have TRIED what you are about to suggest. That is the one keyword and press RETURN before you go typing out a couple of paragraphs save yourself some time, lmao.

Also if at a future point in time you have taken no notice of anything I have said here and fallen victim what I tried to warn you about please do not come running to me about it, lmao. I tried to tell you and you took no notice. I am helping people but I am not going to jump through hoops for those that cannot and will not be helped. After all there is a reason that old saying exists...

YOU CAN'T HELP SOME PEOPLE!

SO do not complain that is effing hot when someone has just told you not to walk into the fire, your not children!!! Oh does not apply if you are a child of course. Hmm young and naive I will let off the hook too.

Unfortunately people have largely turned in to the worst kind of humans for me, well in all honesty I struggle to actually refer to them as humans.

Brain-dead, bullshit shovelling and bullshit believing, heartless morons who have no idea that they are walking towards a cliffs edge to protect their masters who will then scream once over the edge all the way down when at that point its a waste of time screaming as no one can help you when your plunging a hundred miles an hour plus to your death, lmao.

I wonder if these people watch Homer Simpson and then laugh when he does something that is not only STUPID but should have been OBVIOUS to him and he shouts 'DOH!!!!'

IUf you did I find that amusing because I meet Homer Simpsons all the time in public offices. Talking down to you and I am sitting here thinking 

'your an idiot and a bigger idiot if you actually believe that bull your shovelling?! Now if I try to interrupt the bullshit I will then get taken down a notch or two by the headmistress and if she then does the same to me and I pull her on it she slam her door shut and refuse to converse any more! If I use an anology to show that the statement just put to me is utterly stupid they look at me as if to say 'How dare You with no money and therefore no BRAINS pull ME of all people being a CIVIL SERVANT/GP/Police Officer/Social Wroker on it as this title places me within the same league as Stephen Hawkings while having no job places you on the same level as those in NURSERY SCHOOL'?!

LMAO!

Every now and then you need to take people by the scruff of the neck and give them a bloody good hiding to 'WAKE THEM UP'.

Oh yeah, that is how you 'WAKE THEM UP', lmao.

AN UNEXPECTED CONVERSATION

Well about SPYCAM of course!

Now Google are being fined for spying when they should not but UK councils can do it and that IS OK it seems?!

Well ignoring my first instinct on this after seeing odd goings on several times over a week I then see it going on right on the doorstep of people I happen to know and they say...

"Oh have you see this? They are supposed to be cleaning the lights but doing it alot and we think there are cameras in there they are resetting as they seem to be doing it every four months""

Well I already posted the pictures of them. I have since also told you they are reported on the Internet to be in OTHER areas, though I cannot tell you where right now.

I have posted of pictures of them....oooh damn it I knew there was something else to upload from my phone and that was film of these people doing....whatever it is, LMAO, they are doing to the streetlights.

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/SpyCAM.wav/

You should check your area for these things and I am interested to know just how many there are around?!

I have seen them up dead and streets and even on footpaths nowwhere near roads and by a river that leads nowhere. It cannot be used as a cut through my an agry mob and leads nowhere, but still there are SEVERAL CAMERAS?

How DO I know this? Well one on this footpath to nowhere is dead level with my bedroom window and about 12 feet from it?!

LMFAO!

I think the term 'BIG BROTHER' simply does not go anywhere near far enough to really describe what is going on here?! Even in the film Equilibrium with Christian Bale and Sean Bean and in that society they had no cameras invading your homes?!

PRESENTING THE RED RAG

Despite sounding like a morbid and whinging old sod I would like to say that really I am not.

I have 11 other blogs that are much more light hearted but the truth is that we are entering into an abyss and even being led there by none other than the Pied Pipers.

The sad reality is that someone has to do it and no one is, despite having all the fact presented to them, so I am doing it. It was what was asked of me by many, one on his death bed, and therefore i am doing as was requested.

I know what is going to come very, very soon and when it does and wherever it comes from it will set me off. I now that me being me being set off will come at some point but I do not know WHO will do it nor WHEN it will happen but judging from what I am seeing, hearing and reading it IS coming.

Now to skirt around this ... issue I will explain that today I was playing a game while thinking about whether to venture out to acquire milk and margarine and a prime example of how venturing out is difficult for me as that even though I limit the amount of things I bring back, therefore meaning many more trips than the average person, I will end up forgetting something and sometimes bring back things I had not intended. Sometimes these purchases are beneficial to my work and other times they are not, today I have a representative of BOTH cases and they are of the same ORDER?! Both are magazines?!

I will explain at the end and how you pay for services to companies that you do not get and how that ends up costing you an extra outlay but no one in government of local government will give a rat's arse about that unless it is THEM that is paying out extra even when it could have been easily avoided. My word I am spiralling all over the place like I often do...

...well that is because they have created such a fecking mess in each area and have ignored my warnings for years as they just think I am incompetent and only they have any intelligence. Not like that  now is it you JACK-ASSES?!

Anyway while pondering this retrieval of just two items I get a call from my sister. She says at one point "Oh Mum struck again last night!" and I reply "Go on..."

It turns out that due to it being Mother's Day (is it?! lol) my sister who has spent years trying to appease our mother and for our mother to use it and abuse it she went down there with her boyfriend. It actually turns out that due to last time they were there and the visit I had from my sister and her boyfriend, that the said boyfriend was now really nervous about going there. Poor bastard!! I laughed when she said this.

Anyway they went and she started. Turns out I am the villain now and it was I that started all that fiasco that went on last time and I am the sole reason why one sibling is not talking to my sister, another brother and myself. My sister tried to defend me and as usual, and as I do, she was lambasted for doing this. Then she tells my sister that I said all these derogatory things about my sister and I said "well wait a minute, did she not moan to you before that I was defending you?!" and my sister said "yes I know and even [BF] said after that while he was hearing this he was thinking no your a liar, Martin has not done anything of the kind"

She said the [BF] was absolutely shocked and did not think he could be after last time they were there?! I laughed at this. My sister explained that she was depressed and having some real difficulties and that she was not going to deal with her any more and cut off and I said that I knew it would come to this one day. I said that I had said this before on many occasions but that with 4 other siblings not wanting to cut off it gets ... difficult.

At one point my mother turned around and said... "Right I am giving you your Christmas presents back as I do not want anything off you and that if there had been MONEY in the Christmas Cards I WOULD HAVE KEPT IT!"

This not only disgusted my sister by her BF was taken aback a fair bit. I said that this made no fecking sense and that why would she say that at all?! I then found out my sister visited out grandmother, also somewhat mad, and that she went on started crying and then, not sure of exact details yet, threatened her BF physically?! You could argue that in her 80's she is just loosing her marbles but when I was 14 she attacked me and she was in her fifties meaning she has been losing them a long time.

So just to recap my mother is the ONLY person in my ENTIRE FAMILY, including the branch in Southend, that lives in social housing. She is there with a man she sleeps apart form in a separate room and has TWO sons living there and it is a 3 bedroom house.

I will let readers do the maths?!

The only one and the number of times  have heard form Civil Servants, well go and live with your mother, when I have been homeless I have lost count of but I assure you of this...the NEXT TIME it is said to me they will awake to find themselves on an intravenous drip!

I want to take the government to court to state that mad people should be sterilised and not be allowed to breed if they cannot fucking give a shit about anyone but themselves?!

It would have certainly saved me a great of pain and heart ache!!

We got cut off so I did not hear it all and I logged off Windows 7 and ventured out to a busy Sainsburys, forgetting it was mother's day...AGAIN, and then ended up with Micro Mart Magazine, I will read shortly, at £2.25 and the realised that there was a Computer Active special on free software and that it continued the latest Open Office on a disk which is free and had a whole list of other things besides. Now Open Office is free, therefore free to download, but as with all Office Software Suites in recent years there size is...substantial to say the least!

Now back onto my not so BROAD band mobile connection which goes on and off and makes snails appear to be travelling forwards in time?! Need I say more?

So now I have to check the data on my main drive, which is 320GB and was supposed to be a 320GB SSD with a 500GB HDD but due to all in this blog went out the window, lol pardon the pun!

So from now on if anyone in authority asks abut my mother to save from hitting them I will simply say... I HAVE NO PARENTS as this is the TRUTH. To be a parent you therefore have to do the things a parent does and shoe does not do ANY OF THE IMPORTANT ONES!

I also STILL want to see this GP letter that states "PROBABLE EPILEPSY"?! But then my mother would not have bothered reading it and assumed it was a passport to no end of sympathy and therefore imply shoved it into our faces...that is until someone no doubt mentioned back to her that it clearly states PROBABLE epilepsy, no GRAND-MAL REMEMBER?! They might have even gone as far as stating that she therefore LIED when she said she had been DIAGNOSED WITH EPILEPSY and possible that they had defended her to me when I had told them, as i did all of them, that she was LYING and did not have it at all. Someone mentioned it, it sounded exotic so show clutched onto it with both hands. But a friend of hers is Grand-mal and despite stating it was not nice to have lectured the man's wife when she screamed the place down when her husband had one of his seizures.

But now my mother CLAIMS to have these MILD seizures and the WORLD HAS TO STOP SPINNING!

It also does not matter WHAT you are going through or WHAT your ailments are and that includes severe injuries operations or anything else she will absoluteness and unequivocally render them all meaningless nothings! Mountain out of Mole Hill does not even BEGIN to describe what my mother is capable of doing and has done all our lives.

WE HAVE NO PARENTS AND HAVE NOT DONE SINCE MY FATHER DIED!!

That was 9 years ago!

I am glad I am the villain! Takes heat away from others, err or so I thought it would, and means she will not come here again, until she finds an excuse to come, stop me from telling her about any major operations, diagnosis, deaths or anything else because she needs to tell me for the fifty thousandth time about how serious the epilepsy she does not have actually is!

My sister also tells me that she has been given BETA-BLOCKERS by someone to calm her down as she has been having panic attacks?! There are many other issues too and she resides in my grandparents home currently with her boyfriend which is where I lived many years on and off.

Now here is a PRIME EXAMPLE where over and over and OVER AGAIN a bunch of overpaid civil servants and so-called experts have failed my family time and time and TIME AGAIN!!!

1) We have no fecking idea WHAT is going on with our mother and this has gone on for twenty years!!

2) My sister has had to be given BETA BLOCKERS by someone OTHER THAN A DOCTOR because the entire NHS is nothing more than a luging stck of greedy corporate people being paid hundreds thousands pounds for fucking years.

3) NOT ONE single social housing accommodation has been awarded to any one of 12 members of my family?! NOT ONE!!

But I REALISE THIS!

I can SEE THIS!

I KNOW WHO IS TO BLAME!

But it unfortunately seems that for the longest time I have been in the tiniest minority!

I now believe that this ceases to be in the coming months!

I strongly feel that the people solely responsible for this do not deserve to breath the same air as he rest us DECENT HONEST AND LAW ABIDING members of society!

I once stated that I am DEAD AGAINST THE TAKING OF INNOCENT HUMAN LIVES?!

But I do not see these people are neither INNOCENT or indeed HUMAN! LMAO!