I have told the truth
and I have given my opinions on news stories along with my
predictions, many of which have come true.
In this long drawn out
process to get the truth out there it has been hard and full if
trials and tribulations.
Some subjects go crazy
and some subjects crawl out of the proverbial gate.
Yet all I here or read
is focus on the most popular subjects. But I do. It is called 'the
truth' and I do this in the vain hope that things will change.
Except change only
comes about when everyone realises what is going on and what is wrong
and here I have my hands tied behind my back. I have to rely on
others and it could have grown a great deal quicker than it has over
six years. Even a little more than it did, say half as much again,
would have allowed me to increase content as well as evidence.
I sometimes wonder why
this is? Did people not bother checking documents or listen to the
recordings because if it is a case of 'Too Long Didn't Read' then I
am afraid it become TLDR because no one listened on the first
instance. Or took enough notice to spread the word about.
But then I wonder if it
is my political stance?
In my head I am centre
.. sometimes centre-left, sometimes centre-right but as most know
about me I hate these terms anyway. It is about what is the right
answer for me and always will be.
Maybe people think I am
alt-right? Except I would not even know what makes someone alt-right
and I certainly do not come off as far-left.
I see the viewers some
people are getting and I think to myself 'how in the fuck have the
managed that? This is drivel and does not even class as
entertainment' or I might think they are barking bloody mad. Like
Anita Sarkeesian and her mindless followers.
I wonder that maybe
there are not many that are centre and because I am neither right nor
left that is my problem?
I am well aware and
have been from the start that I could have done almost anything and
all barking mad and acquired a following ..
Hard and/or
alt-right
Hard Left, Social
Justice Warrior
Talked about
Bigfoot
Talked about how
the Earth is flat
Talked about the
elite or all secretly reptile people
.. or some alien
race which would have been more convincing that reptile people
Talked about SEX!
But in six years I have
not done any of these things and nor have I leaned a certain way just
to attract a crowd.
Like my grandfather and
many friends have always said .. “You stick to your guns ..
always!”
So I have been getting
there the long way round.
Except life does not
always allow you that luxury of taking the long route and it
certainly is not fun anyway.
Then there is the issue
of my daughter whose horrific stories that sharply peaked of late
suddenly made me realise that this long route may turn out to be a
death sentence?
We did find a reprieve
which turned out to be a wolf in sheep's clothing. All that was
stated did not come to pass. This may be because a story he
specialises in is very difficult to get into the media? I even
contacted him to open a line of communication to have an open
discussion about this.
Except despite the fact
I know he read the email a few days ago .. he did not reply. At least
not to me.
Meaning that ..
He saw that
I was fairly intelligent and that scared him
He has
already been warned off and figured “This guys smart, he may
figure it out?!”
He has
gotten tired of getting the story out there
He is an
idiot and goes about trying to get this particular story out there
all the wrong way or approaches all the wrong people, going after
the big names which are all corrupted and biased
There could be other
reasons we do not know about.
All the while my
daughter is waiting for the ship she has been promised over and over
and over again, because of a series if front page national tabloid
worthy horror stories, is not sailing in.
Bearing in mind we have
dozens of horror stories and all happening to just one girl between
the ages of 12 and 25, check the magazines if you do not believe me,
and your going to promise her a lifeline and then not deliver?!
Totally and utterly ..
disgusting! Totally immoral not to mention completely unprofessional
unless your idea of professional journalism is to promise the world
just to get them to sign or allow you to print what you want and then
have no intention of helping?
Yeah so I reached out
recently to the only people I know would be understanding, take up
elements of these stories I have been working on and put them out
there.
Now I know this wont
happen overnight. There is a hell of a lot to go through and a hell
of a lot to fact check. I figured that eventually and at some point
in the next two to four weeks I might get contacted and asked
permission to speak to my daughter?
Yeah .. well there is
this .. contract. Well .. unless they do what they promised they
would do back in February they can stick this where the sun does not
shine. That was February .. we will be in July in the next few weeks
.. and not a fucking thing said. But I guess you got your cut, right?
Maybe even being paid off to stay away?
If I ever find that
out, sunshine, your finished, well and truly. Because you portrayed
yourself to be sticking up for a certain demographic and then cut and
run when the money was waved? Yeah .. no!
Even if there is no pay
off .. life, my friend, does not sit around on its arse waiting for
others to pull their thumbs out of theirs!
I have got fed up for
years of pubic service famously taking forever to do anything but
then expect you to jump through several hoops in just a few hours.
Worst case of double standards .. ever!
I even got moaned at by
oe public service last year for taking too long and in shock at this
I said ..
“You do realise that
this is taking a long time because of another pubic service, right?!
You all famously take too long but when your waiting for something
that lies with the responsibility of another public service that
takes just as long as you do .. your complaining about it?!”
Frida did see my point
.. with a sheepish look on her face.
So not we are on our
umpteenth waiting game.
If nothing is mentioned
in the next week at least I know I have tried to get my daughter's
story to Dave Cullen of Computing Forever, Sargon of Akkad and the
Iconoclast.
They always talk about
getting emails from random people but I could not find their emails!
It would have been nice
to get the story over across the pond, so to speak, and the names
that popped into my head were Tim Pool and Heather Southern. Again
though difficult to find a way to contact.
Hopefully this will be
picked up by someone as my daughter's magazine story in the post
titled 'The Revealing Realities (The Fugliness Part 2)' seems to have
generated a lot of interest, not seen since 2,500 people read my run
down of Aussie Flu .. probably because everyone was worried about
themselves .. dying and all?
Personally I was
somewhat disappointed that the illness did not kill me but it instead
persisted for a little over three damn months!
I cannot even die as
this would be too much for my daughter and I would not want to leave
her alone with her life, her health problems and the shitty and
corrupt 'evil trinity' that is made up with the NHS at its head
followed by the Local Councils and DWP. The first lies and in so
doing helps itself and the other two. Everyone saves money .. it is a
win-win!
I had no idea how just
plain evil these so-called public services would turn out nor the
tricks and lies they would pull along the way. It is sickening and I
am quite ashamed of being human, in all honesty.
I also have no idea
whether many involved are just plain stupid and do not know that they
are acting as foot soldiers for an invasion of sorts, people's homes
and lives, or they are just complicit because they get paid. They may
not like it but keep their mouths shut and do what they are told?
Yeah funny that .. was
that not what a huge amount of people in the German army stated after
World War 2. But then I guess it is different depending on who it is
being murdered, persecuted and worked until they drop dead. Did I
mention being starved to death which I am sure at times would like
like a scene from the documentary about Belsen?
So does mass murder
have different levels of how serious it is depending on who it is
that are killed en masse?
I digress.
Yeah .. so others
working towards the same cause?
There are a great many
I have a great deal of respect for. But then there are others I
cannot help but feel deliberately talk about certain things to
attract a certain group.
I call them Pandas!
Pandering? Get it?!
There are others that
go way over the top .. even appealing to the tinfoil hat brigade to
get them worked up. If there was anyone that had reason to fear and
suspect anything even coming up with the craziest reasons .. it has
to be me!
However some things
still sound like tinfoil hat theories to me and in all honesty I
cannot say that each one is not true .. only that they sound like
tinfoil hat theories and that is all.
I am sure over the last
six years many things I have stated have sounded like tinfoil hat
theories to many people? I know this because they sounded like that
to friends and family members for a long time. Until my evidence
started to build up. Rather annoyingly despite proving myself over
and over and over again and people admitting I was right about a long
list of things .. they still doubt the next theory.
That is something else
.. literally watching faith drain away from the British public and I
do not mean that in a religious sense.
There is one guy that
always starts off sounding sensible but then reaches a point when it
al turns and suddenly the more crazy sounding stuff all comes out.
They put off so many people using this method. Yet they managed to
attract a pretty big following at some point.
I also do not sell my
own wares off on my blog or YouTube channel, hell I have not even
gotten around to doing any videos on all this political stuff. Well
Vlogging in other words. Not sure I would have anything to sell other
than my skills and knowledge.
Two solicitors I worked
for always stated I should teach. I always thought this might be cool
on a smaller scale but I never really did anything about it.
I write and I take
photographs while filming .. stuff. I try to acquire evidence too for
posting at a later date. I write about a dozen different subjects and
I could easily add four or more .. umm, more? But due to life and the
public services and my health I have a hard enough time keeping on
top of the ones I have. Would be so cool of I had the right
environment to do everything I wanted as I could so so much.
While I was not getting
anywhere fast with my political stuff and corruption I thought I
could get the wildlife, reptiles, amphibians, fish, orchid,
astronomy, computing, photography, films and music blogs
among others up and running. That combined these would at least earn
me an income?
It seems as if someone
else has other ideas? LMAO!
Did I mention I know
Wing Chun?
Lol.
So the ones that go off
the rails to stir up a crowd of obsessed people that believe in crazy
theories through nothing more than fear and confusion because of they
way they have been treated?
I call them Royal
Pandas! Lol! A right royal pandering. Annoyingly it seems to work for
them.
I have often even
wondered that maybe it is not that people think I am a tinfoil hat
conspiracy theorist and quite the opposite? Maybe I am not crazy
sounding enough for many?
This is kind of like
that which I stated earlier with being in the centre, roughly,
politically where most people are either on the left somewhere, so I
am against their tunnel vision narratives, get pissed off just as
those on the right would do? I simply do not know it is merely a
theory. So kind of stuck I the middle in no man' land? Oh that was a
good track by Mike Oldfield.
Well I did get one
change in attitude of late and that was that of my sister.
Now as I stated
previously my sister is a defeatist ..
“Martin, what makes
you think any of this is going to work out in your favour? Nothing
ever works out right for anyone in our family?!”
Compare that to what
was said by her just recently ..
“Oh I know something
is going to change very soon!”
She went from having
far less confidence than me to having way more confidence than me
because if I had any confidence at all .. my heart would not play up
like it does and I would have been able to get far more done than I
have of late.
I could easily get on
top of things I need to get done and may be able to manage my
Hypomagnesemia a lot better than I do?
I would also be out
taking a lot more and a lot better pictures then I have been doing
too .. which is somewhat .. annoying.
If I can just get
around 600 pictures from using my professional camera across the
board of the things I like to photograph I would be happy and can
work with that.
It would be so cool to
meet someone local, with a brain and not one sided or biased, that I
would travel with for photography!
My problem is I can
drop to the floor unconscious and for so many reasons too ..
Seizures
Sudden Energy
Drain
Cardiac Arrest
Heart Attack
Sudden Death
Syndrome
The other things
concerning back, feet and shoulder pain are a different story. Those
I can deal with .. resting every now and then is OK but if I am
unconscious .. with a very expensive and irreplaceable expensive
camera and equally expensive couple of lenses I would not want to
survive anyway. If these were stolen.
Maybe I should place in
ad in the North London classifieds?
Lol.
