I shiver nervously as the cold embrace
of an Autumn morning engulfs me to let me know it has arrived. Pills
have popped and nerve cells become excited and dance around my foot
like bolts of electricity. A reminder of the pitfalls of venturing
afar and to wonder is to the frequency and intensity of the oncoming
day. Like venturing into a Kingdom that will cause pain at every turn
the process is inevitable. But the choices and movement are mine to
make so planning can make or break. So it is the Kingdom of Pain.
A clear blue sky beckons me but gadgets
around bid me warning. A choice to remain brings forth the tall doors
to the other kingdom. The kingdom of Boredom. Primates we be and from
that first tool in hand we journey to discover and do. For an epoch
we journey with these principles for so very long that we have become
entwined. From the moment long ago that first tool was held and then
used the others followed. Today we surround ourselves with tools and
puzzles and without we feel an internal pain and burning that is
difficult to bare.
I ponder and gather while deciding my
journey before the sound of slashing turns my head to see driving
rain whipping the glass in diagonal streaks. I think to stay but the
mental torture from the thought of boredom seeks to drive me insane
while the wind and the rain tell me they want to punish all that
venture out. My mind a mess and quandary tormented further that it is
tormented to begin with. Why does my mind get like this? Why is that
part of suffering so confusing and difficult to control?
I glance up and hope to see blue skies
and lo and behold they do return. The journey is fraught with those
dancing nerves along my foot and feel like tiny lightning bolts
dancing around before taking a rest. I ponder that with all the
breakthroughs in medicine and science how is it that afflictions
exist tat cannot be dealt with. How is it that boredom can and is so
mentally stressful? As a society we know of these things and have
done for what seems an eternity. So why are these not taken into
account and why are they used to prey on us by others? Humans like to
do complicated things and we like to play and we do not like pain.
These are two separate Kingdoms that oppose the two I face each day.
The Kingdom of Play and the Kingdom of Do. Those that flitter and
flirt with both Kingdoms of the latter will have a truly enriched
life indeed. For the other two of Pain and Boredom no human being
should endure the two at once. For this is a depravity and hell that
no human should bare. There truly is no worse place to be and the
pain affects the stress and vice versa and to add the endurance of
time leaves no words to a description as there are no words that can
describe this.
To be found in these two Kingdoms of
Dread cannot be of ones own doing. Only a series of circumstances can
one find oneself there. Once there it is a horrid place and fast
becomes the depths of depravity you would give nigh on all to escape.
Leaving just one could help you deal with the other to some extent.
Two together is a place that no hell could match. The only being to
truly appreciate this place would be that of the Devil himself and a
broad smile he would have for human beings to be tortured in such
unimaginable ways. Only he would truly appreciate the suffering of
one kingdom which then adds to the other. No one could surely survive
the two? No one could endure all and come out in one piece and a full
bag of marbles? Surely not?!
Those that aware of these places and
what it holds in-store for both mind and body would not expect anyone
to survive without being effected. This is all so very true but what
has been considered not is what if someone was to survive and not be
affected in the way that they would think?! Surely if the person how
dot died from over indulgences or suicide they would surely have some
rare species of Bats in that belfry?! Like some sick psychological
testing ground to see how far a human can be pushed before something
gives way. As the cooling winds breeze through my soul and the Autumn
sunshine causes me to reach for my Diesel Sunglasses I ponder this
thought and I, as always, attempt to guess there pondering thoughts.
I asked myself again why it is s hard to deal with two much of one
kingdom and why two combined become such a force against man?! I
ponder to the length of time anyone should endure the two and decide
that less than a year at the outside. Pain and suffering cannot truly
be removed from mankind because it helps us understand but too
much...far too much is a fate worse than oblivion herself. What if
many suffered this on a large scale? Ooh my that would be tempting
the fates and the history books and truly would those in power reveal
their naivety and incapability of that said power. Those that are
looked upon underfoot are no more important than insects that we step
upon. The Kingdoms they are confined to are of no concerns of ours!
They are a lower life form and without intellect and they are in a
whirlpool that none will possess the ire, strength and intellect to
traverse and escape from! None can survive?!
But what if one CAN? What if one DID
SURVIVE? What if among the so called dreggs of society there was one
that could hold off all that is thrown and of the two Kingdoms
combined?! If this ever be possible did the kings and queens of
society ever stop to think of what the consequences might be?!
Something that seems designed to kill off the weakest and poorest in
society has been left unattended for so long that they failed to
notice one survivor! He scrambles atop his peak, brushing himself off
of dust and dirt as he gathers and composes. He stands stop his peak
and he starts to shout. He tells his story of how he survives in the
hope that as he saw others die he might tart to save those that
remain. He wants to show that you can go through the worst evils
imaginable and still survive unscathed. He wants you to see how it
works. He wants to show those that are completely oblivious that
absolute truth and the scale of the horrors endured. Flirting the
very edges of humanity for so very long and the suffering that awaits
the two Kingdoms is almost dealt with single-handed.
But what of the Kings and Queens? Had
any stopped to consider what would emerge as a survivor of the
pitfalls at the dreggs of society? If they still had the marbles they
entered with would the bag now weigh more that at the beginning?
Would there be NEW marbles in the bag?!
Could we have unknowingly created
something that will come back an bite us in the arse while we were
focused on greed, money and power?
What could be the consequences of such
am individual? Could he teach others to do as he did? Could he teach
others to survive the pitfalls at the pit of society? Could he tell
people the honest truths?
If so could this spread? If so how fast
can it spread? If he already exists should we be asking how fast has
it spread?
How much does he know? How far can he
reach? What control would we have? What is it that he fears? If he
survived all that would his preparations therefore be formidable?
Should we lure them? Should we call a
truce? Should we barter?
Despite the clear skies the slight
nipping breeze blows on through my soul. For so long have I battled
my way through and for so long have I told my stories. So many
insights have I revealed to one and all in the hope of helping. The
hope of teaching. In the hope of changing. I dart and lean my head
quickly as the sun flashed across my eyes as I place my sunglasses
over them. AS I cross a bridge a collection of Swan Cygnets emerge
from under it in a line. I wonder if it be the family whose sibling I
helped with its broken leg? But I count five and realise it is not
and turn to see the parents with a sixth cygnet in the distance. Mine
had five WITH the crippled one.
I smile at them as they turn and notice
me but continue south on their journey. I look up at the clear blue
sky and safe in the knowledge that I will escape a drowning, turn and
continue on my journey. Flashes of dancing nerve endings being
ignored upon the way as Can't Get You Outta My Head by Kylie starts
to drum away into my ears.
AS I walk I decide that Psychologically
it is all down to a definite case of the Twin Kingdoms of Dread and
that it is inhuman to force any one individual to endure the two for
very long.
Unfortunately this suffering has never
occurred to them and never been important enough to occur to them!
Unfortunately for them I survived and I
stayed out of the way behind my peak while I uttered my stories of
old. One by one people would come and people would listen. Again and
again I told my stories and had much to tell. I would keep going and
tell all and continue apace. One day enough people would have come
and enough people would believe I speak the truth.
That was all I ever wanted as this will
then achieve all my other goals too.
But now I will emerge atop my peak and
tell my stories for the enemy to see. Provoking and challenging I
shall be. Well here I am and say these things I will. Stop me if you
so dare. Issue the subpoena if you so dare? Do not be bashful and go
the whole Hog and issue a warrant for seizure?!
This is my annual claim. One whole set
of seasons has now passed by and I find myself back at the start. One
whole year how now passed by and from here on in the seasons of
beckoning begins. The words of postings will appear more frequent.
More stories of old will appear as new. More links of old will be
made.
Over time I worked hard and long and
prepared to remove the use of labelling of my person and none can the
use that of lazy, mad or harbinger of doom. I offer help and that is
all I ever do. I simply offer the truth and nothing more. What id
done with said truth, well that is a story for another day.
As time drew by I would see the truths
in stories revealed even though most be ancient but the real truth I
still see nonetheless. I link and post and tell my visions of stories
leaking through and poke fun at many for that is what they deserve.
Many that be employed by the deceitful
few are either blind or just take money to do biddings told them.
This tarnishes and so not easily removed despite claims of being
trapped but this is how it manages to work. Not part of the evil
system is to be deemed lazy and bone idol without question or offers
to redeem or vindicate. From a society based on lies, misconceptions
and slavery now want to themselves point the finger of blame while
firing a spray of labels at sections not big enough to be of any
significance to the corruption nor the cause. But it will occupy the
minds of the weak for awhile longer and those of the story telling
to! For to be deceitful you also need cunning otherwise many will see
the truth and the truth itself needs to be known by the minimal few
as the fewer the better it works. So decision to employ naïve,
desperate, cold and also amoral people would be the best to make for
none would then cotton on!
But what gives? Tales of thine
underlings do truly send a shiver down thy spine! An individual has
survived our Twin Kingdoms of hell and exclaims his discovery of our
trickery?! What devilry is this? Thy front-line staff now fear that
they be quite deliberately placed in the firing line to take falls
meant for higher hierarchies? What if we have our 'Baby 'P'' saga?!
We will not get away any further of blaming it on the underlings
whose money and powers we took away while keeping our own at the
expense of the lives of children across our constituencies?! “Sandra?
Book me a one way ticket to BRAZIL?!”
Alas those that make the mistakes have
something many of us do not and that is the ability and option to
escape the hell hole and leave the cesspit behind! Back on a
Psychological viewpoint those that know that they can live on the
other side of the world at the drop of a hat will think that if they
screw up then they can do that. That psychology WILL BE there even if
not immediate. Alas most probably already have homes overseas we paid
for! Just in case.
My strive has been is to stop
everything going to hell as I am stuck here and so is my family and
daughter. Whether the crap that exists be down to deliberate or
naivety the end results ARE the same. We ARE in a mess and somehow
and via some people we ended up here be it those put up as the idiots
in charge or those behind the scenes that pull their strings? The
string pullers could be anyone. Oil or energy companies or even
Politically Correct Groups of morons or only half the facts Green
people?
To reach goals and solve issues the
only things that matter are the facts and the truth.
You cannot bend it this way to suite
one lot or that way to suit another lot. The playing field becomes
unbalanced and before long you have an out of control see-saw effect.
The science is the SCIENCE and I do mean SCIENCE, not theory or best
guess. You cannot change or alter the facts because another one would
be politically correct. People are what they are. You also cannot go
bounding down one road shouting it will achieve something because its
what YOU believe or because the figures, loose scientific models,
SEEM to suggest that.
Inevitability means just that and the
best you can do in some shape or form is slow things down, kind of
like putting things off which is what political correctness does and
simply allows some to take advantage of hospitality. I see and hear
no one screaming for me or my daughter, well not yet.
I would find a war easier to deal with
any day of the week as opposed to that of my life for the past twenty
years. They can shove all that heavy uniforms where the sun does not
shine but at the other end of the field is a guy, or bunch of guys,
with guns. They want to shoot me dead and if they do it is over. I
simply have to shoot them first! That is it and that is all. Yes OK
some people you are at war against might be very racist or despite
their claims to be God fearing actually quite evil and do things the
Devil would be proud of. I would rather die by a bullet than kneeling
on a floor knowing I will shortly be beheaded! These are evil people
and more importantly they are RACIST PEOPLE!
That is is and that is all.
So no I do not appreciate being fed
absolute trite by the media. I also tire of all the talk, talk and
talk when everyone else knows nothing is going to change so why talk
about it?! In any war half want your help and half do not. Your
damned either way and it appears to me that the wider public in both
the UK and the USA seem to now be aware of this fact?! So why go
through the expense and all the deaths?!
To ignore this and the people and get
involved and way beyond a certain point will now show the public that
already know what I know one thing and one thing only! There will
only be ONE REASON that any country will ignore their own people and
send in their military....MONEY AND OIL!
Now if you go ahead and do this not
only will you anger two nations way, way bigger than America and
America could not fight against, even WITH the help of the famous
loyal Terrier Dog, the UK, you will also alienate your own people
too. The two government of both the UK and the USA are already
venturing down a dangerous road and with Syria in everyone's minds
right now they are looking at the pool in the neighbours garden and
know that said neighbours are out! They just do NOT see the
neighbour's on the opposing side watching them play in the pool!
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