THE NANNIES OF NIGHTMARES

I had a load of notifications come through on YouTube .. watched a few videos and I could not quite believe what I was reading about a man I know nothing about.

Hmm come to think about it I was going to look to see what Sargon of Akkad said about this when I got back to the house and as this damned laptop is on and off the very shite Internet connection and Flickr's crappy upload is once again refusing to upload a single jpeg, 16mp ones at that, I might as well now go and see?

Oh and after initially feeling somewhat better after staring to take those vitamin B-Complex pills in conjunction with my magnesium, calcium and vitamin D3 pills .. I am still having the humongous heart palpitations. Still experienced some aching in my legs too. So looking as though a malabsorption thing is going on. It its early stages, no doubt, as a full on failure to absord magnesium and I simply would not be here.

Let it be said here I have no idea who this man is, not listened to him at all and on being told this had actually happened a couple of days ago I was told he was the leader of the English Defence League, it also has to be said I no very little about. Well nothing in all honesty. They do not even come up in part in anything I watch on YouTube or anywhere else I might watch a video. Show how much I know because only up until I typed that line I kept thinking he was the leader of UKIP?! Lol. As I typed I then remembered I was told it was the EDL and by someone I know that does not follow them or know very much about them.

I probably should look at them .. because if there is one thing I have learned it is that the mainstream media and especially the national TV news networks lie and mislead and do this intentionally. Also that there is this overwhelming desire to label with PC terms like 'racism'. 'fascists' and 'neo-nazis' .. and and 'alt-right' and good God do I so hate that last one. As I said to someone this drumming in has been going on for so long that it has become ingrained into our consciousness and with the intention to silence people from speaking out about their thoughts and feelings.

Yeah .. yet all this is supposed to be about someone else's thoughts and feelings and yet we are supposed to suppress ours so that they can act out theirs. Hypocrisy in action.

So anyway there was this rally and I only see a short video and it did have Sargon speak in it and not the other guy.

Oh? He was the leader of the EDL but no longer is .. something to do with white nationalists .. whatever the hell they are?!

Hmm I just remembered that some black guy whose name I cannot remember .. here let me look ..

.. hmm I cannot find it and I have a notification to state that a video has been deleted soo .. I guess that is it? Oddly enough I thought I heard that it was illegal to talk .. once again let me just say that .. again .. it is illegal to talk ..about this incident?! To be honest I totally ignored that and thught it was bullshit but now? Soo .. they are shutting people up now? Oh cool!

As it turns out this man was talking about paedophile rings and .. was .. arrested and from what I am hearing and within the space of an hour or two was imprisoned for 10 to 18 months or something?!

I simply could not believe this considering the amount of English disabled people have died since 2011 and would have prevented by a court case that took way too fucking long. In excess of 120,000 people and rising and I think closer to double that have died in total. But someone talking about paedophile rings gets a court hearing and locked up before the day is through?

For fucking speak and the fucking truth at that?!

Want to see what a piss take is going on in this country?

Here is a video by Sargon of Akkad but at the end of the video, like the last minute, there is a video of this man driving along. He is being interviewed. HE tells in the video how if he was to walk along the street he would get beaten up. Probably killed. Now the interviewer, I think, does not take this seriously .. within no time at all the car stops and a man comes over to his open driver's window and starts having a go at him. Take a look at what this vile evil scum of a person does ..

SARGON VIDEO ..

At times like this I start to wonder about my claims of American owned Serco running the country and start to think it is Arab Muslims?!

Because it is like people are just laying down to be shot in the back of their head and giving up there country.

Even the media are at this crap and I sat opened mouthed recently as I watched a British Army video of a Muslim man praying on his mat while his fellow soldiers sat on a few rocks. Really?! My God have you any idea how many things there are wrong with this picture?!

Out somewhere as soldiers and he has to stop and pray on his mat?! In the armed forces?! Are you fucking insane?

Umm .. have any children now growing up talking about joining the armed forces? Well take it from the great grandson of the man who died test piloting the Avro Manchester that then became the infamous Lancaster .. do not let them do it. Your children's lives might be lost because half the squad are praying on their mats?!

Some of them might even be hoping their fellow British soldiers get shot? Fewer nationals while they keep growing .. brings forward that which now looks to be inevitable?

I saw a video with Heather Southern doing being her controversial self to prove a point and then did something not illegal and was threatened with being arrested and has since been banned for entering the UK?!

Yeah .. Heather Southern is Canadian which many like to portray as being the most leftist and tolerant country on the planet.

One of the best videos I saw .. for the hypocrisy and the sheer idiocy of the Police, Islam, Muslims and these Jihadists were in a video of this black guy called Sa Ra Garvey.

Now follow this carefully and I will bullet point this ..

• Sa Ra Garvey a black guy
• He interviews this other .. leader of the EDL
• They get attacked by this Muslim guy .. I assume has a big following
• They each get accused of being supremacists because of their skin colour
• Except they then get accused of teaming up to attack Islam
• Because they both hate Islam

SA RA GARVEY VIDEO..

And the British Police and the British government along with British courts are complicit in all this and it is now going to get far, far worse.

I published a petition against the PHSO recently.

In this petition, which not many would sign because not many would have gotten to reach the PHSO and even only a small percentage of them would have realised they had been lied to, manipulated or duped. It was never going to be big.

Yet in a week 346 people have signed it and from areas right across the UK, so you cannot claim it is just family and friends nearby to do with just one case. So there are things being lied about right across Britain just as I correctly claimed the all the national tabloids and TV News Networks way back in 2012.

Yeah .. I make bold claims and predictions because I know I am right and I know that I will be proved right at some point down the line, even if it takes a few years.

So would it surprise you to find out that I was sent a petition about freeing this ex-leader of the EDL and that it was very close to 300,000 and went over it by the next morning?!

PHSO Petition number at 346 .. despite the fact I proved the PHSO were lying bastards and corrupt organisation the taxpayer is paying for, just like the GMC and others but .. 346 ..

https://petition.parliament.uk/petitions/212437Justice

Petition for the ex-leader of the English Defence League and .. races over 300,000 .. soo .. should be racing over 300,000 people now that will believe anything after what they just did?!

https://www.change.org/p/theresa-may-mp-free-tommy-robinson

Oh? It was something like 290,000 plus when I signed it and it is now 353,000 plus and I am sure I only signed it last night?!

I signed because what the Police and the courts did was purely illegal, immoral and politically driven and I have exposed everyone as being corrupt for 7 years but called mad for most of that time.

To cut a long story short it was wrong and in all honesty fucking .. obviously .. wrong. If you idsagree then I am afraid your a dictator type. You cannot be happy because your locking up someone because you do not like them or what they say. Otherwise you had better go and start demanding the arrest and prison sentences of all politicians. Because most of the fucking country does not like anything they say .. or like them. Instead of blind fools that would not recognise a lie if it was turned into an anvil and dropped on their heads from the top of The Shard?!

I now have one aspect of my story in a major nationwide magazine and with a lot more to follow throughout the rest of 2018 and I imagine taking place throughout most of 2019 and beyond?! I just hope I live to see this take place?!

But like Mrs Robinson's son .. I have had my fair share of thwarting tactics from various angles and each one gets a little more direct than the last.

At least now I am not in an area where it is easy to be taken out with a damned sniper rifle?!

Yeah .. that paedophile ring subject matter he likes to talk about? You know Mr's Robinson's son?

Yeah .. a shame he did not meet me before he was locked up?! Oooh boy he could have a field day with what I and others have in our possession and .. he may well be well aware of this by the time he leaves prison. If he ever does leave prison, that is..

Because the other troubling thing I hear is that there are a lot of Muslims in this prison. Umm .. just this prison? If so why would the put him there?! If not then are all prisons full of Muslims now then?!

Hmm so much for immigrants not being a cost or drain on society and coming here to contribute to the country?

Attack and kill people, rape young girls and fill up our prisons while attacking politicians who speak out against them while driving along in their cars?! Yeah right.

So .. every few years they become more and more brazen .. so begs the question if you was to list the brazen actions over a timetable ..

What would be the next half dozen brazen acts and when?!

Food for thought, dear boy, food for thought.

I speak about this as do others because we are scared and fear about what is to become of this country.

The leaders and politicians clearly gave up on it and its people years ago, while maintaining this attitude of self-entitlement to large salaries while sick and disabled people along with children starve to death while watching our country sink into oblivion while slowly being over-taken.

Oh and do not even get me started on delusions of grandeur in all this idiocy and hypocrisy.

Look at my last post The Fugliness to see a glimpse of a first part of over a dozen in stories to be released over the next year or more.

Oh-oh-oh I nearly forgot .. Heather Southern on being banned from the UK and Mrs Robinson's .. son  lol ..

THE ADPOCALYPSE EXCUSE

It is funny that in all the years that I have been publishing online I have thought more and more about how regular people have been used to make certain companies .. rich .. or richer?

When I think about how you simply cannot start out from day one expecting anything it made perfect sense.

As a matter of fact I did not even think about making anything when I first started out!

But this was put to me in a matter of months by none other than Google themselves. So I thought well that is a good idea and I went into their Adsense program with the idea that there might be a wait but .. down the line if I could do this long enough I might acquire a small amount on a monthly basis. That was just from my blogs of which there are 12 .. read it .. TWELVE. Twelve subjects and I do not even cover all my knowledge bases.

In fact I had a YouTube channel that had been sitting idle for a number of years with just the odd video being uploaded, like breeding a friends Red Eyed Tree Frogs (Agalychnis callidryas).

Yeah .. I don't only know about corruption.

In fact the subjects I cover are Reptiles, Amphibians and Fish which are all combined into one blog along with British Wildlife, Astronomy & Astrophysics, Orchids, Photography (well more experimental artistic side), Japanese Maples, Films and Music. Hmm .. on yeah Wing Chun Kung Fu though that has been neglected for a fair old while, mores the pity.

In fact as part of my business pitch to the company providing the so-called help to the DWP over their NEA, New Enterprise Allowance, program I deliberately left out the part that I had already been working on this for over 4 years in my spare time and when y health would allow. Which was not very much and not very far, if I am honest.

What I was told, without being given a reason why which was what I was interested in seeing if they could provide, is that it would take too long to build up a decent amount of viewers.

Well that lasted for about ten seconds while I puled out my folder and then explained that I had been actually been building this up for four years and had so far attracted 500,000 odd visitors. Across the board. Then it was like a scene from an old Tom & Jerry cartoon whereby the eyes looked almost as if the word 'TILT' had appeared in them.

“I can tell you now that I would not even need to speak to my company .. you WILL be accepted!” was what I was then told.

Well they were helpful .. for about 3 out of 8 weeks and then suddenly and after being approved TWICE the Job Centre and the DWP pulled the plug in the most dishonest way you could possibly imagine.

This was right after spending £20,000 odd, only having half of what I needed and well AFTER I had also made a very, VERY major commitment I could not back out of.

So what I am getting right now is nothing .. at all.

I do have a solicitor that I have been waiting to change the DWP's PREVIOUS decision to cut my disability money .. oh yeah another thing that had already screwed up my plans to be self-sufficient.

That was after taking it away once before for seven whole years. Technically someone owes me in the region of £40,000 and as this blame could be attributed to either the DWP or the NHS .. it makes it, intentionally, difficult to sue anyone. Not that there is any Legal Aid for anyone .. anyway. But then I now realise that was their plan all along starting many years ago now.

Funny then that when they was first informed that I had received money that they then dragged me in for an assessment and then spoke to me as if I had been dishonest about it.

Funny .. it seems if your dishonest they then throw the proverbial book at you and then love to label you as being as such .. but .. they do it and everyone says nothing.

Just this morning I was explaining this to someone who likes giving them excuses and instead of the usual .. “Oh, you just got a moron working for them!” they must have realised this had gotten a bit tired as they thought that they had confused me with someone else? Umm .. no! “But they cannot do that!” Umm .. they just did. Three times!

When I told them they they treat money you have differently depending o where you get it they also said “they can't do that” but I answered with “They told me that they can do this and told me over the phone!”

Yoinks!

But as the years went on in the beginning I started to wonder if there was ever a time anyone gets paid anything .. even if it is a small amount per month. To someone that has nothing, or has never been able to mustrt together a career of any kind due to health or other issues even a small amount each month can make a world of difference. But that seems at times like something that would take ten years or work or really professional equipment that would be ludicrous to expect anyone to have and use for YouTube videos?!

Except I see time after time that on YouTube that is exactly what people expect! LMAO! Normally by morons that like to go around calling other people names and not realising how stupid and unrealistic they sound.

Fortunately not everyone is like that online but there are enough to matter.

Just the other day I was explaining to a small audience of wildlife enthusiasts in a bird hide what I have done, what I do and how I have worked through a shed load of tools. This was because I explained a bit about photography to these people and showed one guy how to switch his Canon bridge camera onto the shutter speed mode, or 'Tv', pumped his shutter up to a 1000^th of a second and he went off to take pictures of Great Tits and Blue Tits, they are birds lol, as they were taking off and landing on a bird feeder. After a few minutes he came over to show me how he had just taken a photo and the wings of the birds were frozen in the image. He had a big smile on his face and mentioned a couple of times how he was glad to have bumped into me. I told him I was happy to oblige.

I even managed to get a few laughs from those there and then one old lady mentioned that she has met someone who used to have a store where I said I had one years ago and that he then took her and showed her the wild orchids. I then realised she was talking about me and told her so from about four years ago.

When she realised this was in fact me and everyone else thought it was a perfect example of a small world I then explained I had been through no less than five cameras in that time. This did not include using my phone to start with and nor did it include the three faulty Nikons that were returned nor the Olympus that was also returned all to Argos!

In other words an argument can be made that I have worked my way through nine cameras. Oh .. wait a minute? I forgot .. I have been through two mobile phones in that time. So possibly TEN cameras?

But let us forget about the exact amount and splitting hairs for a moment. Five cameras and it is only my latest one that comes anything close to a professional camera. In fact it sits near the top .. well depending on your point of view .. it is £3,000 for the body when top Canons and Nikons are £6,000 but it does many things better than those two companies mentioned. Well .. Nikon were about to announce the Nikon D850 and I had considered waiting for that model but .. it was an unknown and as good as it is .. there are still things about my Sony A99II that are better.

Does it make a difference? Umm .. yeah!!

Except .. I waited so long to be able to buy it that I have lost out on most of the summer and all the flowers, most if not all the insects and other things besides. Bummer!

Yet I have managed to acquire my first ever photos and video of what some consider to the the holy grail of British Wildlife, the Kingfisher!

Would I have gotten photos with my Nikon P900 of this Kingfisher? No, and that includes both occasions it appeared. It was weird as within the space of a week and for the first time EVER in that particular spot I had been visiting for almost ten years .. the first Kingfisher.

Not the first time I have seen one you understand and not the first time I have seen one while taking photographs of British Wildlife. The hots could have been better and it could have been .. well diving but not where I was at. Kingfishers do not and rarely hang round bird hides long in built up areas and certainly rarely fish in front of one. In fact I spoke to someone else about the Kingfisher's that reside at Rye Meads which is not far away and they said that it was a waste of time because the bird hide is always full of people with cameras.

Yeah to do some real wildlife stuff and get some great and unusual photos and video you need to be .. well .. in the wild, so to speak. Lol. The funny thing is I do know of a spot but it is not easy to get to and .. I wont be able to .. go and sit there waiting as I would like. Hard to explain why right now but I will in time.

I have to find .. somewhere else.

So that is just the .. British Wildlife side of things. Some effort, planning and professional tools required.

Then there has been this long urge to be more creative and artistic with photography which I have been extremely limited to until very, very recently. Still things are too hectic, up in the air and I have far too many people and organisations to deal with .. right now.

So much for that support, eh?

So yeah I see people on YouTube trying to build up there channel while no one mentions the obvious. Why do people have to work their arses off for years, go through various amounts of expenses to buy stuff to be to start to do this and then improve things and still no money starts being paid? It is like this humongous Elephant in the Room. Maybe no one complained as they thought YouTube, or Google, might hold things against them or hold payment back or something? Oddly YouTube have been going around demonetizing videos and so much so that it has affected a long list of popular people. Now people are complaining about it. But that Elephant still lurks behind that .. very broad curtain.

My own YouTube channel was only really used to back up my blogs and by being able to add content. Up until now I could only ever upload certain photos because Blogger, also Google owned and one of over 200 companies they purchased, restricts the photo size. I did have a FlickR account and possibly others .. but as my photos were not being shot on anything even remotely professional I did not really see the point?

I have started to upload again to my FlickR account where I am known as 'allnights1' and said photos of Kingfisher are now there. Plus some old photos of the British Orchids I previously referred to.

One cool fact of FlickR, but I guess they all do this, is telling the viewer on what specific model of camera I took each photo on. Hmm .. those two faulty Nikon P610's, could have been P620's, might have some photos on their? I do know my Sony A99II is on there along with a Nikon P900 as well as the previous bridge camera, another Sony HX-300 I think it was? Just looking now I see my first camera purchase of a Nikon S8200 is on there too?

Nope neither of the short lived Nikon P610's, there were TWO, Nikon L810 or Olympus SZ-820 made it onto my FlickR account. I guess I was either too busy replacing faulty cameras or I had decided my equipment and photos were not professional enough for me to bother? Lol.

So then .. if I spend an entire year from this moment onwards .. though I am limited for about two weeks from today onwards, do you think that recently purchasing £10,000 worth of camera equipment and the same amount on a car is enough time to expect something to happen? Oh that is £10,000 on my CURRENT camera equipment. Body £3,000, 70-200mm f2.8 lens £2,700, 24-70mm f2.8 lens £1,800+, Sigma 85mm f1.4 lens, LowePro Whistler, Battery grip, filters, Cotton Carrier chest holster, SpiderPro holster and god knows how many other things. Cleaning equipment for lenses/sensor. Do you think that would be enough? Or will I have to keep on giving away free advertising to Google and its partners for ever more? Lol.

I am actually missing a macro lens for insects and flowers though I am not really sure I need it right now, not sure on minimum focus distance of current lenses and still need to test.

I am also missing something around the 300mm size which I could use with my 1.4x Sony Teleconverter. Or a 500mm size lens. Unfortunately the former is £6,000 on its own and you think that is bad then the latter is double that! There is the option of a 100-400mm lens but not sure of the quality of the images and it is £2,000 and not sure if it would work, or even just work well, with my Sony teleconverter. Oh the teleconverter alone is around £500 to buy!

I am also interested in astrophotography which I MAY be able to achieve with the 24-70mm f2.8. May. Really you want something that is a faster aperture then this .. purely because the faster that light is transmitted then the shorter the shutter speed so you do not get star trails. It gets a bit more complicated, for those already deciding, because the aperture is not literally indicative of a lenses speed and this comes down to something else called 'T-stops'. Bummer! But it might mean that my f2.8 wide angle zoom might be better than some f2 or even f1.8 lenses? I simply do not know as of right now and am too busy sorting out other things while trying to correct some major errors or pulling the knives out of my back of public services that are anything but public, they seem to be self-entitled morons, or a service, screw you over at every opportunity and are really reluctant to give anyone any help at all while using the feeblest excuses to hit you with a steal tax.

Lol, oh yeah I have been hit by a really surprising steal tax for something I have never done .. except I seem to have this time .. had to think about it and realised that instead of waiting in a queue of traffic that all wanted to go straight across at the lights, I crossed into the left hand lane to turn left right at the end of a bus lane. Well it seems that a camera spotted me and I got a letter of a fine this morning. Initially I was confused and thought … “I have never entered a bus lane .. EVER. How the hell ..” then when I saw the location I realised. I thought “What the fuck?! At the end of a bus lane instead of waiting in the WRONG queue of traffic .. I followed a car in front that did the exact same thing?! Your fining me for THAT?!” LMAO!

Someone said that they saw my car on the photograph and decided that as I am able to be screwed for what is in essence a load of bollocks, £550 per year car tax, I will pay for a stupid fine and have been hit with a stealth tax.

This country.

Everyone I know that is legal .. mainly British people are fed up with doing things legally and then getting caned for it with the most lame excuses imaginable.

It is funny how people do not have the brains to realise what is going on right under their noses .. or their just think that it will all magically go away one way?

Just this morning a social worker friend of mine had a couple of pedestrians have a go at him while I was on the phone to him and he was explaining that he could not go anywhere and if he had gone where they said that he should go, because it was inconvenient for them, he would have been fined. He then told me that he paid a fine once because his car was six inches over a box in a junction?!

I will be happy to see the back of that crap .. which I can honestly say only seems to happen in London. I do not know whether the local governments in London are just clueless to the fact that people they con actually go elsewhere in the UK or they are just clueless and think every local government does what they do? Umm .. NO!

At this rate it will only be a matter of years before everyone in the London area is driving illegally and unregistered .. who will they get their salaries from then? LMAO!

I have invested my own money to try and do something for myself and become self-sufficient but where is the help and where is the support?

Remember that I have a registered disability. A pretty bloody nasty one if I am completely honest and if it is not the bloody aching of my feet from standing around on concrete and tarmac, is is the memory blanks, the panic attacks, the tiredness or even the damn digestive issues .. oh and the high blood pressure .. the blacking out from postural hypotension and the rapid heart rates.

My father and Uncle, like their mother, did not like Doctors and Hospitals much. My father was never even registered with one. Both my father and Uncle died in their mid-fifties and I show worse symptoms than they did and I am 48. But because I look fit, buff at times, they think they can state that because I look fit therefore there is nothing wrong with me? Or at least they did think that .. until the high BP, high heart rates and waking up in a patch of stinging nettles and being rushed into A&E several times despite not wanting to.

Well .. lets just say I have a wee bit more than my medial records. Lol.

So yeah in the meantime I will just continue working to help make ever more money along with a load of other poor saps for what is now widely seen to be an evil company that likes to claim it is not and left leaning, get ever richer.

Is it not funny how all of these organisations and companies that claim they are left leaning, heavily left leaning, do not appear to be so when it comes down to money?

I mean they claim to be very far left but .. wait a minute? Is not the left supposed to be more to do with communities than individuals? As opposed to the extreme right? Like a communist society? Or maybe someone along the lines has moved the goalposts?

To me if your extreme right, your Hitler. If your extreme left, your Stalin.

But of late I have gotten into conversations with people where the have tried to explain different types of left leaning or even extreme left? Umm .. what?

It's a scale .. not a bloody road map!

There is left and right and different accents along that scale, no up and down or top and bottom and nor is there a north and south. LMAO!

Just crap labels for people who want to cherry pick, that is it and that is all.

Oh and of course it is all about what is fashionable I guess? Well .. that is until everyone realises your full of shit!

LMAO!

What makes it worse .. do you think that working for years at great expense to yourself is bad enough? Well how about demonetizing videos?

What follow is a YouTube link about one independent journalist, called Tim Pool, talking to another independent news reporter, Luke Rudkowski, talking about YouTube demonetizing videos because they do not agree with the extreme left.

You would be forgiven for thinking that these two are extreme right, except as far as I can tell so far Tim Pool is .. centre.

Would you not think that it would be down to the companies that the ads are for to decide whether or not they can advertise with someone's channel?

Sooner or later something has to give and someone needs to ask some serious questions. True enough some of these questions are now being asked, just as these two guys are discussing in the video.

Maybe it is my imagination but it seems to me that someone seems to be trying to control the world by controlling the Internet? Maybe one company that has been purchasing literally hundreds of other companies in the process?

Once again .. an extreme left attitude .. until of course it comes to money. Which is more or less they way that many countries claiming to be communist countries seem to act. I would love to hear of one that does not act like this .. I might even be interested in living there?!

Six hundred and sixty videos demonetised overnight!

LMAO!

Tim Pool speaking to Luke Rudkowski and some worrying .. trends ..

Oh and I almost forgot the one I was originally going to link in here ..

Vee speaking about the demonetising and a rather large channel being .. well hypocritical about it ..

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People are strange, sorry Jim.

Even those you know can say the funniest things and show that they have never quite listened to you at all for many years.

Sometimes you can just say something and it triggers them off and then you hear al the stuff that makes you realise some cold hard truths.

As I have stated a few times I have been having it hard lately and harder than any time in the last 15 years. It is why I have had breakdowns and why I am on a certain pill called Proprananlol. It works unless the anxiety happens to be very bad then it seems to stop working. In fact on the odd occasions I have had anxiety lately I have realised I forgot to take my pills. One day when it was particular stronger than any other time I realised I had not taken my pills for two days.

Now usually I would be reminded I have not taken my pills as I would get sever heartburn at some point. But I have lost a shed load of weight and when that happens the heartburn becomes less of a problem.

Unless I eat baked beans.

This has always been that way.

So it gets mentioned a hell of a lot whenever I am speaking to people I know about my different … afflictions.

So imagine a scenario whereby you mentioned that the difference in money is that even though I am surviving on crab paste on toast I am still running out of money. Then imagine that they then turn around and state, forr the umpteenth time so I REMEMBER what others say, “Oh told you before, don't go to Sainsburys, go to Lidl's and spend £30 on beans that will last you a month”. This is where I tell people that I am different whee I could then state “AND I TOLD you before that I cannot eat beans!” and then imagine that despite being reminded of this several times and explaining that I DO love beans one replies “Well, that's down to you then!”

Yes I explained yet again that I get severe heartburn when I eat beans and I guarantee that of the same conversation took place in a years time they will tell me to go down and spend £30 on baked beans at Lidl's as they have said it for the last 4 years or more.

Did you miss the main points in all that?

• I am not eating because I have no appetite
• I said I lived on Crab Paste (70 pence and lasts 3 days) and bread

I hope I did not have to put down how much bread costs as it is a staple food source and has been for thousands of years? Good.

I also mentioned that I was going to see someone this week that will help me with my major problem that I have with the DWP, in that I feel like they are going to try and kill me and will get worse at some point.

When I mentioned this I was asked, why?! So I told them that these were disability specialists and legal and I was asked “Well what IF they say your not disabled?” and that was really “Well I don't think your disabled!” This was someone I fell out with for a couple years as they had adopted that attitude previously. When we started talking again they were sorry about it. Except we seem to be right back to where we was previously?

I was then asked “WHO is paying for this?” and the penny dropped.

That was really 'Is that coming out of my taxes?' when the truth is they do not make enough money to pay any.

I was shockingly told recently that the government should not pay disabled and old people so that they could die and take the stress off the country?!

I know, right?

Yeah they did not do the math for a start … once you get over the shock of what was said.

They never stated anything like this previously and I realised something about them and a lot of other people in the UK. Things have been bad for so very long that more and more people are becoming amoral. Despite the fact that I keep telling them they should choose their targets carefully and not throw stones at everyone. For starters you cannot win that way. Nor can being so angry that you talk about exterminating or removing people.

What I want to say in situations like this is that if you was a politician and you come out with stuff like that you would have to be an idiot. You would not last as a politician for very long but sometimes when I hear different people talk it sounds like that they genuinely want that?!

Though I complained about the extreme left Social Justice Warriors wanting unattainable things some people on the right, many of which jumped from centre-left to far right, harp on about wanting things that are not attainable.

It is like a form of entitlement based on delusional things? They think that by exterminating or letting disabled people die and not having a welfare state is going to make things right where their income is overnight? My friends it wont do this in five years time nor ten years time.

Note that one of the biggest problems during the recession is people not spending money, while rent, rates and buildings costs spent the previous years going through the roof and into outer space! Something should I have been done long ago, long ago I told everyone something should have been done, nothing was done and now were in the mess I predicted 4.5 years before it struck.

But now I a paying for it?! Right. Never voted for any of the twats ,until Nigel Farage came along that is.

I would rather vote for someone that speaks his mind than have all the stuff said to me that I want to hear only for it never to happen.

President Barack Obama promised three things and since in power everyone thinks he was the greatest thing since sliced bread was invented.

• Guantanamo Bay closed … didn't happen
• Troops brought back from middle-east … didn't happen
• Gun Laws changed … didn't happen
• Healthcare, I refuse to call it ObamaCare … kinda sort of happened … after a long pause

OK so I remembered one he sort of brought in and added it. Credit where credit is due.

Oh … could not remember thellast one so I Google'd 'Obama broken promises' and I found a page that lists quite a few. Now you have to remember if you go and look at this that this could be a page very biased in the favour of the Republicans, yeah they get up to some similar shit, so might want to take that into account. There are six pages and it could be as many as 120 broken promises?

But then President George W. Bush might have broken 200 and you might not read about it on the web-page below.

I always try to get a 'feeel' for bias. Normally I can pick it up after reading for a bit or even just listening for a few minutes. IF … I am interested enough to read or listen to it all, that is.

Anyway … three major broken promises.

I didn't care about any of the three broken promises, I did about health care and I am not American nor have ever been there.

But this is after eight years!

Your only allowed to be President for 8 years!

Every single President they vote for from now on has an excuse not to do a damn thing they promised to. “Well Obama didn't fulfil his promises” will echo in the ears of every journalist for the next twenty years or more.

Everyone though things will be way better when Obama was president. Did not happen. Everyone thinks, or a quarter to a half do, that President Trump will bring hell on Earth?! Mark my words it will not happen. I know many kinda want it to go this way, to prove a point on one side of the argument and get rid of a lot of problems and people on the other side of the argument.

WILL … NOT … HAPPEN.

Out there bustin' heads over it though!

The attitude is that if someone says a stupid thing enough or does a stupid thing enough things will go in their favour and eventually improve for them?!

NOT … GOING … TO … HAPPEN!

You could get part way their and that is by … wait for it … picking the targets one at a time, vital that, and STICKING to them and stop moaning about fucking everything and everyone.

There is an saying that has lasted through the ages … divide and conquer.

Probably not a good idea to battle or 'have it in' for groups of people your friends with or have a family member that belongs to any group. Yeah not a good idea that one.

I was hearing tales of people on Facebook blocking friends they have had for years because they voted for Donald Trump! I have to wonder if this also happened with Brexit?

Stupid … stupid … stupid.

Some of these people are worth millions of pounds/dollars! Really … I mean … REALLY?!

#Facepalm

I do worry and I see the signs that the things that annoy me with people I meet is now the attitude or becoming the attitude of the UK populace?

I just did a little chuckle … just then.

I suddenly wondered what people might try and guess about me if reading my posts and thinking about it, my political leanings that is.

I imagined someone thinking “Oh, bad person he is right wing … no wait a minute he is left wing?! No, no he is definitely left wing … no, right!”

Yeah … if you have … well … you would be spot on. I am neither, lol. If pushed and I have said this before I would be centre to left a bit … but will swing over to right-wing on certain subjects.

I said to someone today talking about Social justice Warriors … “The trouble is … extreme left wing … bonkers … extreme right wing … also bonkers” where the reply was “Extreme left is worse!” and I replied “Really? Because the way I see it they will kill you at either end of the spectrum. One for what colour you are and the other for what you say!” Lol!

What annoys me even more than the Social Justice Warriors are the complete boneheads that support and follow them...but I put this down to men that get a kick out of being opressed by women and turned on by those take charge type women.

Tip … the Social Justice Warrior women are not your only option, they do not have to me bat-shit crazy to be take charge kind of women. Lol. You just follow them because they stick out like a sore thumb, especially on YouTube!

But hey, whatever your into is you business and makes no nevermind to me. Just do not be surprised if you stick your head out in a very public way on social media and you get it chewed off.

Now for the surprising shit about me compared to the Social Justice Warrior types …

• I never stand around telling sexual jokes
• I do not stand around with people talking about sex all the time
• I have been single for 12 years plus
• I do not approach every woman IU find attractive to ask them out
• I have never expected any of my ex's to do certain … chores, like cook for instance
• I will say hello or be courteous and thank anyone for good manners no matter WHO it is

I wonder how many Social justice Warriors have just read several posts about themselves, got a picture in their head about me and now confused and thinking “Oh I got him wrong!”

Do not feel alone … a lot of people do and even those a lot closer to home! Lol.

I just get annoyed at seeing people argue or spend money, time and hours campaigning for things they will never achieve instead of concentrating the things that you CAN achieve.

There are a lot of things wrong in the western world, governments and societies and it is not some imaginary beast of a being you think up that represents some evil system.

There are people really suffering in the world and dying too.

If you have an individual that genuinely does have a problem with you and what you are make sure that you are right and that when you do reach that point just think “Fuck 'em. They are not worth it” because despite everything I say I do not like prejudices … unless they are truly deserving of it. One two faced lying lot spring to mind.

As I said to someone today it is all about progress and progress takes time and cannot be forced and if you DO try and force it then things may well get worse for you. Fulfilling your own prophecy you thought you were working so hard to prevent.

As for the terms for all the different trans-gender types? Really? Someone was on TV in America arguing about this being made law?! REALLY?! There looked like a long list of pronouns and … my God … you really expect people to know which one to use by simply LOOKING at someone?! Did you actually plan out a guide leaflet for every American citizen to carry around do every time they meet someone they can pull it out and check? Have you ANY idea of how many people across America will get seriously offended as the emerging leaflet will basically tell them that the person wielding it does not know what gender they are?!!

Well .. some will be wise enough NOT to pull out a gender guide in front of people but many probably will.

Do these people EER think things through? Do they not think of possible scenarios for the things they want implemented? Every time I hear one speak or make demands I immediately think, 'nope … NOT thought that one through!'

But then as I always discover more and more of late people not only fail to think things through or do their research they also either have short memories or have changed their minds yet again over something.

My word … it is almost like we live in a world whereby people cannot stop to think for five minutes?

Could you imagine what a world we be like to live in if it was like that?

Oh, wait?!

THE NEW FRENCH REVOLUTION?

Well I said I had been told something about a French riot or protest or something that had not only occurred but also had not appeared in the news.

Well it just so happens that it did and added to this it was a pretty big thing too?!

As it turns out there have been a number of these in Paris while I am sure they have been conducting their twentieth interview about the recently deceased boxer Muhammed Ali?

I find it utterly strange that when you get a large number of people strong enough to march or protest they do not take into consideration that you could add zeros to the numbers marching to those that agree with them.

Also bewildering is when the government is so obviously morally wrong, would not like it if they were on the receiving end of their crap, that they feel somehow God like? 

The number of people I get that are paid for by the British taxpayer that are God damn rude, patronizing and do fuck all but have this attitude like they are of a higher form of life, more important than mere mortals and that we should be giving them large salaries to do feck all and lie about it.

I just scratch my head.

There may have been a time when it might appeared prudent to keep certain secrets from the public but just like everything else, humans with amoral centres and nothing else will use these things, warp them about to their own ends and abuse it.

Abuse it, push it further, abuse it again and keep going.

Some other person, public office or private company sees this and says to themselves "Hey? They are doing it therefore so can we!"

Meaning that for all the high levels of self importance they are as brain dead as an amoeba.

Apologies to Amoebas everywhere! Lol!

I owuld wager that the dunce morons have the media blackout going on with the imminent European Championships as an excuse.

Yeah ... using that would be bloody hilarious. It is a protest, not a terrorist attack by three terror cells simultaneously!

As the very first commenter on that page states ...

those 'reforms' are only an extortion free pass for corporations and injustice in employment - Anna Szenfeld in the first link

That seems to be their ... beef in France right now.

Although ... I was told, maybe incorrectly, it was about the migrants.

Mind you even on this page it seems to be stating that there were indeed several protests and maybe, just maybe that this is not the one I was told about.

In any event it is a fucking complete disgrace and terrible abuse of power and positions to start ordering media blackouts.

It seems that not only are we not high enough forms of life to deserve being treated as equals, do not even get me started in what is seen as equal in the UK, but not important enough to be told the truth. Or know what is going on just a few hundred miles away?!

I have stated this before annd I will state it here and now for the umpteenth time ...

They said it in the news media themselves, though long since forgotten about, there is no going back to the way things were. That is it, the end.

Members of the public in more than one country and on very large scales know that they have been lied to, know that they are basically going to be turned into slaves and will not put up with it.

This number is growing.

What will happen is that people you might never expect will turn on each other. Moral and amoral and mostly those that are doing OK have this old attitude that in London for many years had a saying ...

I'm alright, Jack!

This is the same thing as a sinking boat and everyone throwing one person out and leaving them to drown. As long as they are OK they do not give a damn about anyone else.

This is not always the case but in time it will become obvious who is who.

When this starts to occur anything that someone believed that got rubbished down the win bar, cafe or pub suddenly looks plausible again.

People like that will always rubbish the things that people like me say and predict. After a while when your making perfect sense and the resistance to believe becomes obvious then you have someone who is amoral.

Sad that most that would believe what I state would likely be highly moral and normally poor. Sad that it works like that psychologically. Well ... most of the time.

I knew this a long, long time ago and so when I decided to start posting things on-line I did not want to quote things and then spend months gaining the proof, having people state I was either mad or a liar. No, no, no, this was never going to happen.

So I decided I had better have bloody mountains of things before I even started posting on blogs.

Hence that with well over 300,000 visits I have never been disagreed with and had proof put up by someone disagreeing with me. Because it cannot happen.

Despite the fact I knew that a great many things were corrupt when I started out ... I simply have to confess that the way it was corrupt and many of the things I uncovered and acquired evidence on simply shocked me on many occasions.

Falsifying test results and medical records has to be the most shocking of all.

Hearing from General Practitioners who were actually human at heart and not become like lawyers and cold actually admitting the NHS threatens them with de-registering if they do not fob off patients being second to those others.

The Police? Oh it was a long time ago when it passed that nothing would surprise me of them.

Local government were worse than the Police, though I was shocked they use the Police as hired thugs to deal with people complaining in Doctor's Surgeries.

Sometimes I like to think about percentages.

I wonder what percentage of the French public are pissed off? Half? Three quarters?

I am willing to bet it is somewhere between these two but what I wonder about is how fast this is growing and in the end what will the ratio of pissed off French there are to those that are doing OK and amoral?

What percentages does it have to be so ignite a real revolution?

How long before it reaches this point?

I was actually impressed with our ex Tory Prime Minister, John Major coming out and stating what everyone already knew, except both the politicians and the news media groups, in that everyone is being deceitful over the European Referendum.

Good for you Mr  Major. Honesty, I like it. How did he ever get voted out?! Lol.

I was categorically told by someone that we WILL leave Europe because everyone they have ever spoke to states that they are going to vote to leave the EU.

In my mind I think that everyone that has been hard done by in this country, like the poor, disabled and elderly should be asking that while we were shat upon where was the EU?

I am only worried that if we do leave does that then mean that the vulnerable and downright unlucky, through no fault of their own I might add, get treated better?

Now I find an article to do with French riot Police and some battle with migrants and oddly the comments are disabled on the page?

Link at the very bottom.

Is it me ... or does it appear that no matter where you look there is an absolute massive amount of abuse of both power and money going on? When I say money I really mean the people's money or that country's taxes.

Funny how you have all these credit companies that check on us, so you cannot do this and you cannot do that and issuing black marks against your name without asking why these things occurred?

Yet it seems like a whole string of governments has wasted more of their people's taxes that is ever calculable nor ever matched in the history of man.

As to the attitudes to some of the criminal element, probably 80%, trying to get to the UK they seem to be saying they should be allowed to go wherever they want, master race attitude, and when they get there because they then vie for the position of the  highest order of life form we are supposed to provide them with things. Houses, cars, money and everything else like mobile phones and all bills paid for. Because that is the PC thing to do.

This PC attitude is merely a lie because to do all the things they have done to look good they have attacked people with serious health problems, mental health problems, serious disabilities and the poor and lower working classes.

No? You do know the United Nations are investigating the British government and how they are treating disabled people, do you not?

Has it therefore crossed your mind,  or have now realised why, that  they may be trying to get out of Europe because of the investigation and can carry on treating the most vulnerable like crap?

I want to vote to leave but it has occurred to me that the British government might just treat these groups even worse than they do now? But then ... where has Europe been in all this?

They started letting child migrants in and the bleeding hearts agreed but no sooner then they got here the bleeding hearts started shouting and screaming about children being separated from their families and started petitions on Change.org to get the government to let the parents into the country!

Umm ... what was the point of agreeing and doing that in the first place with the children? Or did they just think "Oh this is good. We will get all the children in and then start all these petitions to then let all the parents in too!"

But  they have not left a country where their lives are in danger. Are they not attempting to leave France for the  UK? The moment they stepped onto European soil they were no longer in danger. They were just homeless now and from what I have witnessed all my life the homeless in London  and other cities no one gives a flying fuck about. So why change now?

It is about giving out the right appearance and you get a step up the ladder of power and might even get your face on TV and manage a career. Even if it is a very short one. After that, because crappy TV is oh so everything, you will got a job on a newspaper, magazine or somewhere because ... hell, you have been on TV!

They look for  biggest and saddest story they can find because it will get them coverage, it is that simple.

Funny as I have written for over three years about two lives that  were so terrible that no one believed it,thought no one could live or survive all that, collapsed in floods of tears and shocked to their very cores.

You know I did think that one day I would come home, even posted this on here in the early days, and find my front garden filled with tabloids reporters camping out to intercept me as I returned home?

Never happened.

Despite the fact that Jeremy Kyle's production team stated twice that our story was far too graphic and horrid for their show!

So where are the reporters?

Did anyone accidentally let the words "Media Blackout" slip through their lips? Lol.

You look for answers and all you find are most questions.

http://yournewswire.com/media-blackout-as-france-witnesses-biggest-revolution-in-200-years/

Anonymous HQ seem to be reporting it... I do not know if this is Anonymous that we here about or whether or not here aren't dozens of copycat groups calling themselves by the same name to get visitors, hits and the like?

http://anonhq.com/violent-protests-labor-strikes-halt-france-hollande-attempts-slay-workers-rights-investigative/

Telegraph Reports on French riot Police battling Migrants in Calais ...

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/france/11179302/French-riot-police-in-battle-with-Calais-migrants-in-pictures.html

THE TWIN KINGDOMS OF DREAD

I shiver nervously as the cold embrace of an Autumn morning engulfs me to let me know it has arrived. Pills have popped and nerve cells become excited and dance around my foot like bolts of electricity. A reminder of the pitfalls of venturing afar and to wonder is to the frequency and intensity of the oncoming day. Like venturing into a Kingdom that will cause pain at every turn the process is inevitable. But the choices and movement are mine to make so planning can make or break. So it is the Kingdom of Pain.

A clear blue sky beckons me but gadgets around bid me warning. A choice to remain brings forth the tall doors to the other kingdom. The kingdom of Boredom. Primates we be and from that first tool in hand we journey to discover and do. For an epoch we journey with these principles for so very long that we have become entwined. From the moment long ago that first tool was held and then used the others followed. Today we surround ourselves with tools and puzzles and without we feel an internal pain and burning that is difficult to bare.

I ponder and gather while deciding my journey before the sound of slashing turns my head to see driving rain whipping the glass in diagonal streaks. I think to stay but the mental torture from the thought of boredom seeks to drive me insane while the wind and the rain tell me they want to punish all that venture out. My mind a mess and quandary tormented further that it is tormented to begin with. Why does my mind get like this? Why is that part of suffering so confusing and difficult to control?

I glance up and hope to see blue skies and lo and behold they do return. The journey is fraught with those dancing nerves along my foot and feel like tiny lightning bolts dancing around before taking a rest. I ponder that with all the breakthroughs in medicine and science how is it that afflictions exist tat cannot be dealt with. How is it that boredom can and is so mentally stressful? As a society we know of these things and have done for what seems an eternity. So why are these not taken into account and why are they used to prey on us by others? Humans like to do complicated things and we like to play and we do not like pain. These are two separate Kingdoms that oppose the two I face each day. The Kingdom of Play and the Kingdom of Do. Those that flitter and flirt with both Kingdoms of the latter will have a truly enriched life indeed. For the other two of Pain and Boredom no human being should endure the two at once. For this is a depravity and hell that no human should bare. There truly is no worse place to be and the pain affects the stress and vice versa and to add the endurance of time leaves no words to a description as there are no words that can describe this.

To be found in these two Kingdoms of Dread cannot be of ones own doing. Only a series of circumstances can one find oneself there. Once there it is a horrid place and fast becomes the depths of depravity you would give nigh on all to escape. Leaving just one could help you deal with the other to some extent. Two together is a place that no hell could match. The only being to truly appreciate this place would be that of the Devil himself and a broad smile he would have for human beings to be tortured in such unimaginable ways. Only he would truly appreciate the suffering of one kingdom which then adds to the other. No one could surely survive the two? No one could endure all and come out in one piece and a full bag of marbles? Surely not?!

Those that aware of these places and what it holds in-store for both mind and body would not expect anyone to survive without being effected. This is all so very true but what has been considered not is what if someone was to survive and not be affected in the way that they would think?! Surely if the person how dot died from over indulgences or suicide they would surely have some rare species of Bats in that belfry?! Like some sick psychological testing ground to see how far a human can be pushed before something gives way. As the cooling winds breeze through my soul and the Autumn sunshine causes me to reach for my Diesel Sunglasses I ponder this thought and I, as always, attempt to guess there pondering thoughts. I asked myself again why it is s hard to deal with two much of one kingdom and why two combined become such a force against man?! I ponder to the length of time anyone should endure the two and decide that less than a year at the outside. Pain and suffering cannot truly be removed from mankind because it helps us understand but too much...far too much is a fate worse than oblivion herself. What if many suffered this on a large scale? Ooh my that would be tempting the fates and the history books and truly would those in power reveal their naivety and incapability of that said power. Those that are looked upon underfoot are no more important than insects that we step upon. The Kingdoms they are confined to are of no concerns of ours! They are a lower life form and without intellect and they are in a whirlpool that none will possess the ire, strength and intellect to traverse and escape from! None can survive?!

But what if one CAN? What if one DID SURVIVE? What if among the so called dreggs of society there was one that could hold off all that is thrown and of the two Kingdoms combined?! If this ever be possible did the kings and queens of society ever stop to think of what the consequences might be?! Something that seems designed to kill off the weakest and poorest in society has been left unattended for so long that they failed to notice one survivor! He scrambles atop his peak, brushing himself off of dust and dirt as he gathers and composes. He stands stop his peak and he starts to shout. He tells his story of how he survives in the hope that as he saw others die he might tart to save those that remain. He wants to show that you can go through the worst evils imaginable and still survive unscathed. He wants you to see how it works. He wants to show those that are completely oblivious that absolute truth and the scale of the horrors endured. Flirting the very edges of humanity for so very long and the suffering that awaits the two Kingdoms is almost dealt with single-handed.

But what of the Kings and Queens? Had any stopped to consider what would emerge as a survivor of the pitfalls at the dreggs of society? If they still had the marbles they entered with would the bag now weigh more that at the beginning? Would there be NEW marbles in the bag?!

Could we have unknowingly created something that will come back an bite us in the arse while we were focused on greed, money and power?

What could be the consequences of such am individual? Could he teach others to do as he did? Could he teach others to survive the pitfalls at the pit of society? Could he tell people the honest truths?

If so could this spread? If so how fast can it spread? If he already exists should we be asking how fast has it spread?

How much does he know? How far can he reach? What control would we have? What is it that he fears? If he survived all that would his preparations therefore be formidable?

Should we lure them? Should we call a truce? Should we barter?

Despite the clear skies the slight nipping breeze blows on through my soul. For so long have I battled my way through and for so long have I told my stories. So many insights have I revealed to one and all in the hope of helping. The hope of teaching. In the hope of changing. I dart and lean my head quickly as the sun flashed across my eyes as I place my sunglasses over them. AS I cross a bridge a collection of Swan Cygnets emerge from under it in a line. I wonder if it be the family whose sibling I helped with its broken leg? But I count five and realise it is not and turn to see the parents with a sixth cygnet in the distance. Mine had five WITH the crippled one.

I smile at them as they turn and notice me but continue south on their journey. I look up at the clear blue sky and safe in the knowledge that I will escape a drowning, turn and continue on my journey. Flashes of dancing nerve endings being ignored upon the way as Can't Get You Outta My Head by Kylie starts to drum away into my ears.

AS I walk I decide that Psychologically it is all down to a definite case of the Twin Kingdoms of Dread and that it is inhuman to force any one individual to endure the two for very long.

Unfortunately this suffering has never occurred to them and never been important enough to occur to them!

Unfortunately for them I survived and I stayed out of the way behind my peak while I uttered my stories of old. One by one people would come and people would listen. Again and again I told my stories and had much to tell. I would keep going and tell all and continue apace. One day enough people would have come and enough people would believe I speak the truth.

That was all I ever wanted as this will then achieve all my other goals too.

But now I will emerge atop my peak and tell my stories for the enemy to see. Provoking and challenging I shall be. Well here I am and say these things I will. Stop me if you so dare. Issue the subpoena if you so dare? Do not be bashful and go the whole Hog and issue a warrant for seizure?!

This is my annual claim. One whole set of seasons has now passed by and I find myself back at the start. One whole year how now passed by and from here on in the seasons of beckoning begins. The words of postings will appear more frequent. More stories of old will appear as new. More links of old will be made.

Over time I worked hard and long and prepared to remove the use of labelling of my person and none can the use that of lazy, mad or harbinger of doom. I offer help and that is all I ever do. I simply offer the truth and nothing more. What id done with said truth, well that is a story for another day.

As time drew by I would see the truths in stories revealed even though most be ancient but the real truth I still see nonetheless. I link and post and tell my visions of stories leaking through and poke fun at many for that is what they deserve.

Many that be employed by the deceitful few are either blind or just take money to do biddings told them. This tarnishes and so not easily removed despite claims of being trapped but this is how it manages to work. Not part of the evil system is to be deemed lazy and bone idol without question or offers to redeem or vindicate. From a society based on lies, misconceptions and slavery now want to themselves point the finger of blame while firing a spray of labels at sections not big enough to be of any significance to the corruption nor the cause. But it will occupy the minds of the weak for awhile longer and those of the story telling to! For to be deceitful you also need cunning otherwise many will see the truth and the truth itself needs to be known by the minimal few as the fewer the better it works. So decision to employ naïve, desperate, cold and also amoral people would be the best to make for none would then cotton on!

But what gives? Tales of thine underlings do truly send a shiver down thy spine! An individual has survived our Twin Kingdoms of hell and exclaims his discovery of our trickery?! What devilry is this? Thy front-line staff now fear that they be quite deliberately placed in the firing line to take falls meant for higher hierarchies? What if we have our 'Baby 'P'' saga?! We will not get away any further of blaming it on the underlings whose money and powers we took away while keeping our own at the expense of the lives of children across our constituencies?! “Sandra? Book me a one way ticket to BRAZIL?!”

Alas those that make the mistakes have something many of us do not and that is the ability and option to escape the hell hole and leave the cesspit behind! Back on a Psychological viewpoint those that know that they can live on the other side of the world at the drop of a hat will think that if they screw up then they can do that. That psychology WILL BE there even if not immediate. Alas most probably already have homes overseas we paid for! Just in case.

My strive has been is to stop everything going to hell as I am stuck here and so is my family and daughter. Whether the crap that exists be down to deliberate or naivety the end results ARE the same. We ARE in a mess and somehow and via some people we ended up here be it those put up as the idiots in charge or those behind the scenes that pull their strings? The string pullers could be anyone. Oil or energy companies or even Politically Correct Groups of morons or only half the facts Green people?

To reach goals and solve issues the only things that matter are the facts and the truth.

You cannot bend it this way to suite one lot or that way to suit another lot. The playing field becomes unbalanced and before long you have an out of control see-saw effect. The science is the SCIENCE and I do mean SCIENCE, not theory or best guess. You cannot change or alter the facts because another one would be politically correct. People are what they are. You also cannot go bounding down one road shouting it will achieve something because its what YOU believe or because the figures, loose scientific models, SEEM to suggest that.

Inevitability means just that and the best you can do in some shape or form is slow things down, kind of like putting things off which is what political correctness does and simply allows some to take advantage of hospitality. I see and hear no one screaming for me or my daughter, well not yet.

I would find a war easier to deal with any day of the week as opposed to that of my life for the past twenty years. They can shove all that heavy uniforms where the sun does not shine but at the other end of the field is a guy, or bunch of guys, with guns. They want to shoot me dead and if they do it is over. I simply have to shoot them first! That is it and that is all. Yes OK some people you are at war against might be very racist or despite their claims to be God fearing actually quite evil and do things the Devil would be proud of. I would rather die by a bullet than kneeling on a floor knowing I will shortly be beheaded! These are evil people and more importantly they are RACIST PEOPLE!

That is is and that is all.

So no I do not appreciate being fed absolute trite by the media. I also tire of all the talk, talk and talk when everyone else knows nothing is going to change so why talk about it?! In any war half want your help and half do not. Your damned either way and it appears to me that the wider public in both the UK and the USA seem to now be aware of this fact?! So why go through the expense and all the deaths?!

To ignore this and the people and get involved and way beyond a certain point will now show the public that already know what I know one thing and one thing only! There will only be ONE REASON that any country will ignore their own people and send in their military....MONEY AND OIL!

Now if you go ahead and do this not only will you anger two nations way, way bigger than America and America could not fight against, even WITH the help of the famous loyal Terrier Dog, the UK, you will also alienate your own people too. The two government of both the UK and the USA are already venturing down a dangerous road and with Syria in everyone's minds right now they are looking at the pool in the neighbours garden and know that said neighbours are out! They just do NOT see the neighbour's on the opposing side watching them play in the pool!