A FORCED HAND

Oops.

Despite the fact I am extremely unlikely to leave the house, unless in an ambulance but not now as, I have now noticed that my Incapacity Benefit had not been paid into my account.

Now if I end up in hospital it will be much further away and could have been left with no money to get home!

So that's now my daughter, her three children (Freudian slip that is not) and now me they have ceased payments too?!

I told a friend the other day that I found the knives washed up and laid out dude by side on my draining board? I do not know how they ended up there and it would be unusual for me to wash up three knives, forks or spoons then yes. They were the only things in my house that did not need washing up, quite literally.

Like I said to my friend I must have done it and forgotten I did it as the alternative is someone had been in the house! Well someone did try a few months back. Someone my landlord stated knew about doors.

Only thought of that a few minutes after realising I had not been paid, I just hope my daughter is being paid now because of she asks... with my poisoning I do not know when I will get to suit this out?

I have sent off two emails to the DWP and ministers@dwp.gsi.gov.uk but in all honesty I have put emails I have sent to them in the post on here and I do not get replies.

EMAILS...

Dear Sirs

I have been monitoring and cataloging along with recording almost ask public offices for seven years and paper work going back twenty years.

The attempt to get at me by taking away my money and not paying my daughter any despite having three young children is reprehensible.

A copy of an email is provided below.

The blog where I publish everything is...

asaintcalledallnights.blogspot.co.uk

I look forward to hearing from you or my readers look forward to see if I am ignored yet again.

Yours

Martin Haswell BSc

Dear Sirs

****NI*****

I have just spent another night which had been several in a bout of illness that could be stomach cancer which I had a great grandfather die of, the other one died test piloting the Avon Manchester which then gained two engines and became the Lancaster.

I have argued with the NHS for a dozen years before realising I was being lied to and having test results falsified so that they do not diagnose my condition. I have spent four years secretly recording this to price my point and in the process correctly diagnosed my own condition that s then confirmed by Guy's Hospital though they omitted the fact they discovered I had a separate and physical issue with my right knee as well as my Fibromyalgia.

I have suffered with the hernias two of which cause me no end of trouble on to of the FMS and right knee issue.

I have also done this with several other public services including two Police forces.

I have been providing my own daughter who had 3 children despite being only 21 years old one again as a direct result of every more public services.

Would you believe that I recently was contacted by the Child Support Agency to set up another payment arrangement fire my 21 year old daughter?

Are you aware that to add insult to injury she had not been receiving any money from yourselves for several weeks despite the fact she had three children and the CSA  had the cheek to ask me for money?

Are you aware that I am well aware that Atos not only lie and chat but over the last 3 years I have applied for DLA and PIPS five times and catalogued and recorded it everyone while publishing in all online as and when it happened as I have done all the above? That they deliberately made appointments for early morning knowing I won't make it with my condition? That each time they made two appointments switching DLA and the last time PIPS over to ESA?

Hmm now I am sure I am missing something here, sorry Fibrofog.. ahh yes... No. Crap!

So could you please explain to me and my couple of hundred thousand visitors and growing why I have not received my Incapacity Benefit and what the hell you are paying it with the public's money? Ooh now I remember... Are you also aware that I am aware of Freedom of Information requests and that I had a phone call from you apologising as you went over time and the lady was not aware that I had been refused DLA/PIPS five times and yet not a single shred of documentation can be found regarding the information I sent you regarding NHS documentation despite you being sent severance dozen?!

Please also be advised as I have told you all so many times before, now being lied to again stating what I did was illegal by recording and publishing which is not and others telling me they refuse me permission to record secretly, that one being Atos, and me starting they can stick that because they cannot stop me?

Can you please explain where I am to find the money to transfer to my daughter when you get again fail to pay her?!

Oh and could you explain why I was told that after two weeks even if not a scrap of NHS documentation could be found that I wood get a letter and that itself had not arrived?

This will be published immediately on the blog, I am sure you are all well aware of the blog address by now? Even my last GP got a call from the NHS about it and he kicked me off the register, which was breaking the rules not to mention his hipocratic oath exactly as my previous GP had done fur two separate reasons non of which were true and desire the fact what we agreed about I have on take but failed to tell him that this had been online for several months?!

I look forward to your reply with a raised eyebrow at the ready and with keen interest.

Yours

Martin Haswell BSc

WHAT IS IN A NAME

Well I can finally use my scanner and printer once again.

Just as i have had time to do it I have had a letter from the DWP though my door in an answer to my request for the GP letter regarding my Personal Independent Payments, or in actuality my disability.

Umm only they have now put in the letter about my Incapacity which ... was NOT what I asked for and I if any of my GP's gave any information regarding the Incapacity Benefit then it was based on wrong information as I have now proved.

So there obviously is data regarding my PIPS claim, remember PIPs only came in recently, but now they are trying to play the dumb card, no need everyone now knows the incompetence is a ruse for years of skull-duggery.

Now I only got the Deartment of Work and Pensions letter this morning and ... I tell you now I burst out laughing when I saw the name that signed the letter!! LMAO!

I am not going to say and instead will let you spot it, hehe.

COUNCIL CAPERS & CONUNDRUMS

Well I thought I would post up here the two receipts I received from two of my THREE visits to Enfield Council.

First visit I left evidence then heard nothing.

Second visit I was given a form that SHOULD have been included in the cancellation letter.

Third visit I went in with MORE as well as DIFFERING documentary evidence than that I handed in PREVIOUSLY!

Amongst all that I have also emailed them twice!

I now have ANOTHER appointment I have just booked for the aching and stinging pain in my inguinal hernia repair which is for the end of THIS MONTH, LMAO.

Other than the cancellation letter I got since then I have heard nothing at all from the council and no responses to the three visits and two emails.

It is now Monday 13th May 2013 and I just checked my digital banking and NO RENT which means it is now two weeks late as it is normally paid around the 27th to the 30th of the month.

As the first lot of evidence was handed in mid April plenty of time for them to correct their mistake and I do not even get a reply!

Also this cancellation was based on the DWP decision to cancel my Incapacity Benefit and they only needed the first lot of evidence to re-instate it and phone me twice and apologise!

Oh yes and I am STILL waiting for the Gabapentin from the GP and when I went in to my surgery to book an appointment they told me he was OFF FOR TWO WEEKS and as this has happened 4 times and I have been registered for not even a year I EXCLAIMED "WHAT AGAIN?! That is FOUR TIMES in less than a YEAR?!" to which they both looked embarrassed and did not kow where to avert their gazes.

I was surprised at my LAST GP, who closed her practice based upon what I know and included on this blog, and she only had around two holidays a year, not including the usual holidays

THE INCOMPETENCE TWINS

Right well there is something going on with both ..

Enfield Council

&

The Department of Work and Pensions 

as well as that of Wirral Council as appeared in my last posting, lol

I had £187 arrive in my bank yesterday. I was expecting £800 which is my rent. My Incapacity is £210, a fortnight, and I assumed it was this and I had a transaction that had failed to take place with Amazon because I screwed up as did the RBS Digital Banking YET AGAIN. Now I thought this had now gone through, being the second tyre for my mountain bike and don't laugh!!

But NO it turns out to be my rent and £613 short so appearing to be my Benefit payment which hs now failed to turn up and as usual and more so before I DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!!

LMAO!

So here is an edited screen-shot of my online statement.

A SURPRISING TURN OF EVENTS

Well there I was sitting on my bike a few yards from my house.

I had re-entered my home to my utter annoyance several times, forgot my trouser clips, forgot my pain-killers and forgot something else I have now forgotten about?! LMAO.

My military backpack had a whole series of hospital appointment and test letters along with the letters of the cancellation of my two benefits!

I was going to the local Citizen's Advice Bureau to pick up a voucher for food and if they did not like it there was going to be grief. I tend to get really annoyed with organisations that are supposed to do things but do nothing. This is especially true if they talk themselves up on their own website and not only have the failed to help me in over half a dozen times of asking I have never met anyone that thay have actually helped.

Indeed from my own experience these places are normally filled with non English speaking people and that is all most of these help organisations do, help people who are not to bright and those that cannot speak English. I have been in the one in Walthamstow a few times, one in Dalston a few times and one in Hertford once. Only once as that was over 20 years ago and the only time that approaching the CAB was ever a nice experience and actually received help. But like I said that was over 20 years ago and around 2 years before my daughter was born. Indeed, Hertford is where I was living when I met the mother of my daughter.

I had long since run out of money by about five days and had now ran out of food and had emailed the CAB Office on Friday. I had hoped that I could pick something up on Saturday morning but I knew it was likely they would not open again until Monday. Well I posted the email response I got so you know what happened there, lol.

SO there I was perched upon my saddle and the piercing sunlight looking warm and inviting and a nice feeling enveloped me and I thought how that feeling would shortly be ruined by a bunch of people who will likely speak to me like an idiot, speak down to me (as they did both these before and then apologised when I reacted the same way)and want to someone who is not only in pain all the time anyway home and return again another day but also suffering from a toothache  and I am now being referred to hospital to have my rear molar removed next to the gap where I had another one removed because I have been grinding my teeth these last few years due to the pain. Which only ended up causing me even more problems and even more pain, LMAO! (sharp and long intake of breath)

So I was perched upon my saddle with my shades on when something told me to chck my digital banking. I had the laptop on for a few hours before I had left the house, as it was one of those rare occasions when I was on the Internet at around 7.30am roughly, and I had not thought of checking it. Well I did not see much point in all honesty. Anyway I just thought whet the hell I will just check it and...

..lo and behold and surprise, surprise the money they told me in THAT phone call I would not receive until mid May had arrived in my account?!

I had to look twice, I really did...a double take on a phone!

Crisis averted.

Now what it was in my letter that caused them to do this about turn is anyone's guess I am just glad they did.

NOW?! Enfield Council seem to be extremely good and finding out very early on, though they always ask to be kept informed of these things, that my benefits have changed and then changing my rent, or this time around cancelling it altogether.

Now they have had the exact same letters that the DWP has now let us see if they are JUST AS GOOD at finding out things when it means they have to pay out as oppsed to the times when they have an excuse NOT TO PAY?!

They had better had, I can tell you that for nothing or the absolutely GRILLING I will give them while recording it will turn the air blue in their offices, lol.

THE CELESTINE PROPHECY

Many moons ago and when my daughter first disappeared from my life I found myself in another situation that there was no hep for.

Sure if this moment and records from my life were dug up I am sure certain 'parties' would say I received plenty of help but that simply would not be true. I saw plenty of people who were supposed to help and I had three periods of my life like that but they did nothing in the way of help whatsoever.

In this one particular period I was suffering over my daughter I was convinced that, due to very odd things going on, that there had been a spell cast on me as mad as it sounds. I ended up finding a guy called Keith Hudson who owned an odd store with books and Tarot cards and all manner of things to do with he occult. We met and talked regularly at his store.

Through Keith I was introduced to a Medium called Gloria and I used to meet up with her and a group of very helpful and very nice Mediums. Now although I like Gloria who was a Medium I did not like her mate who was Extra Large! I am sorry I just could not resist that joke, lol.

I remember Keith trying for the longest time to buy and read a book and I could not remember the title for the life of me. I may have bought it and lost it throughout the annal of time but I never read and probably never bought it. I also do not remember what it was about either but my memory is telling me that it was likely some conspiracy type story.

It would not surprise me to discover it had something to do with the Illuminati as oddly ever now and then this word seems to pup up with me. Now I do not really buy into certain things and the existence of any Illuminati have never been proved. This does not mean they do not exist and chaces are there are likely a group out there that call themselves the Illuminati. There could also be six groups.

It is also just one group of normal people if they exist at all and this is a big planet with many countries and many powerful and influential people, whether they be good or bad. If there WAS an Illuminati then...

They would be normal men or women with delusions of grandeur that live in a house somewhere using the bog like the rest of us.

They are not reptilian...ooh wait was not a reptile theme to do with the book in the title? Hmm where was I? I do not remember but I can say that there are not many things that distinguish one person from the next...

Their MONEY
Their Intelligence
Their Beliefs

Of course there is also good and bad to consider but that is another matter entirely. And another POST, lol.

I find it odd when those with money want to take things out on those without. They act like their is a never ending pot of gold at the end of the Rainbow and we should all have exactly the same amount of money. Wait a minute that sounds like a communist? Or a socialist? LMAO. Yes they seem to conveniently forgot there is a finite amount of money in ANY given society.

For me this behaviour of naming and blaming is my measure of FAILURE of the people doing the blaming.

Also as far as jobs and the Welfare State goes well I would not say it is impossible to have everyon in jobs but I will say this...

IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TODAY WITH THE WAY YOU RUN THINGS WHICH IS INCOMPETENTLY!

YOU ARE A FECKING LONG WAY OFF OF EVER REACHING THIS JUNCTURE AND HAVE TO GET YOU HEADS OUT YOUR ARSES FIRST!

You can start of by talking like you have a few synapses and speak like member of the public are intelligent, even if the two idiots I saw on the BBC News at Margaret Thatcher's funeral are brain-dead. You know speaking with a posh accent only makes you SOUND intelligent and this morning was a stark contrast fro appearing and reality. The guy standing next to her was without any synapses altogether, lol.

So stop speaking in the media like there are eleventy millions of pounds sitting around the country in bins and stop speaking like there are a dozen jobs on every street corner!

Now even with the naive and just plain stupid people that there are in the country there is one difference today and I have spent almost 9 months teaching you this lesson...

..there will always be someone like me on the Internet to teach them and SHOW THEM the truth.

How do I know there are others?

Because I have just spent NINE MONTHS training others to be like me!!!

LMAO!!

Now please excuse me as I have to go and now attack the idiots over the fact that my Incapacity Benefit did INDEED fail to arrive in my bank account despite contacting then TWICE! I also have to sort out Enfield Council too.

TROUBLE BREWING

Well this is a surprise...

The weather is garbage and it had give from a few days of mild weather back to absolutely freezing temperatures and here in London days of rain and many more forecast.

Yet I now see there have been people Pitt in protest despite the nasty weather conditions up and down this downtrodden land?!

The British Public are already making themselves heard about being made to pay for something not there fault and believe me when I day this if just the beginning.

Had it occurred to the wider public that you have to factor in the loss if council tax benefit too and then the other benefit like Incapacity Benefit and Disability Living Allowance and any energy price rises that have continued space without pause for three years our more?!

POTENTIAL CATASTROPHE AVOIDED!! PHEEWW!!

My laptop has been uploading three videos for the past few hours onto my YouTube account.

This time around a change to the former and not to do with gaming in the worlds of the Elder Scrolls and Crysis series, among others. No a return to filming of bird watching in my garden with that Blackcap and a fair few Goldfinches.

Now while it was uploading these things, which are ALL part of the big plan and directly linked to all this on corruption, I was out of the house.

Now this primarily means that my laptop was on, as well as on-line, and therefore my PHONE was here too!

Now I am going to say that I have just got in and am rather fortunate due to three things when I left the house and the first of these is I unknowingly took my WALLET. Secondly I unknowingly took my OYSTER CARD and thirdly I was REMINDED to bring my WALKING STICK.

I dare so a fair few that read this would already realise exactly WHERE this is going and I am explaining exactly how narrow an escape it turned out to be due to a curious set of circumstances and some surprises thrown in.

I had a friend here and it is Valentine's Day before too long, yes like I would remember that?!

Now as i am telling him about some notes I made about Charcot Marie Tooth from the book I now own and how naive and thoughtless people are and how this book explains it to he remarks about going to Waltham Cross. He asks me if I was going there for anything and I said ' no mate I have no money at the moment' then I thought about it and said 'look if your asking if I want to tag along while you do something then yeah, I do not mind' and we eventually leave. As we are about to leave he says, don't you want your walking stick? I reply that I had better bring it.

I take no scarf nor my fleece ummm thing that goes round my neck. I take no gloves nor do I take my rucksack.

While up there and inside the shopping centre he ventures into a card shop and I tell him I will be down  near the centre. There is a jewellers there that have Seiko, Citizen, Rotary and Skagen timepieces I always like to look at, even if I like Omega Seamaster Watches. He is quite while and I return to see him still browsing but when I return a second time he is in a very long queue?!

While pacing up and down I am confused by slight stabbing pains in the soles of my feet! I am confused as the day before I had not been out the house at all and had not dine a great deal the day before that, other than hospital, friends shop and home in a couple hours. I had done the stretches I had spoken of and despite the fact that they have made certain things more bearable there have been... other downsides, oh OK PAIN, to this and I do not know presently if this is constant or just from getting used to it or indeed until the stretching is finished.

Eventually I am standing outside the jewellers when I realise he is three feet behind me and I turn and say ahh your here. He then startled and says 'oh bugger me I was looking for you and your standing right in front of me?!'

We go back outside and he says he is now late to pick up his wife and son, I was not aware he had to do, and I tell him that 'well we can go now if you want?' and he replies 'yeah? Cheers Mart!' pats me on the shoulder and turns and leaves. I then think 'oh I am not getting a lift home then and turn and walk away. I then think 'OH SHIT!!! Wait a minute I have no money and probably nothing on me whatsoever and its bloody freezing and I am a 40 minute walk from home?!?!?!'

I turn but he is gone!

I am now in panic mode and scanning the people and horizon and remember we came though some curious back way into Waltham Cross market I was not familiar with. I also had to do something embarrassing and actually ask him if he could give me £1.35 for the bus fare. I was pretty sure my Oyster Card was in my pocket and I retrieved it out to be sure but I could not see him and nor could I think how to get back to the car. I did not think I needed to in all honesty?!

He was gone and I was now panicking and the wind was damn cold and we had remarked about this when we arrived. I had also realised the night before that my delayed reaction or ability NOT to feel the cold or indeed intense heat and pain was NOT the case today!

I walked until I saw a NatWest Bank ATM and thought I would check my bank account for any cash thart may have gone in unannounced and realised I really was clutching at straws here. I remember thinking that the chance that the online things I had been doing with the twelve blogs and over 50 YouTube videos may have done enough to actually initiate a payment but no. However I did have that £6 plus in there but not £10 to get money out! I tried to get ten pounds but a message said only tens and twenties. I retrieved my card and then went to the double HSBC back in the square. This did not show £5s either but when I DID type in £5 after choosing other amount it DID give me a single £5 note?! I was SAVED!!

I was damn lucky but imagine how idiotic I felt after queueing up to a surprised cashier and WH Smith's and then the Post Office inside to get money on my Oyster only to be told TWICE they do not do it and when I go outside confused realised those massive stickers on the window only LOOK LIKE Oyster Cards signs, thanks a bunch WH Smith?! Blithering idiots and tricksters.

I then find the 'other' shop that people had mentioned previously, as my ususal one had the very frequent and very long damned QUEUE?! Only when I went in and gave him my Oyster Card and said 'just see what is on there please' I had my money out and expected him to say nothing to 20 pence but I was all aghast when he replied "£1.45"

What a doughnut and I got outside the shop and stood there relieved and wondering how in the world that there was £1.45 on the card (buses in London are £1.35 on Oyster across the board and regardless of length of the journey, BLOODY ANOOYINGLY). So my sense of utter relief was entwined with real confusion at how I managed to be out and miles away form home and escape this...

...POTENTIAL CATASTROPHE!!!

The fact that this had started off explaining how that people who had know me a long time had been naive and not stopped to think, kind of puts on irony on the situation that helps me prove a great many points to a whole bunch of organisations all of which I attack on here.

People can make mistakes and not think and look very naive. It is NOT rocket science, as an idiot likes to put it. Anyone can make mistakes that put people in a difficult situation that goes from bad to worse and no intention of doing it deliberately.

Now I know when I tell him next he will get very embarrassed over it. But people make mistakes all the time and happens to the best of us.

But my point is this...

If he can make mistake while out shopping and being rushed and under stress then what of the people, umm well like me as I was there too, who are out and about as you are now mostly and on a daily basis FORCING them to not going to make mistakes...

...oddly I had JUST said that to my friend moments before he deserted me. He was treating me to a few oddities from a food stall who does good value items and I had started using the two guy recently and as I suspected my friend KNEW THEM and them him.

Just so happens that after being deserted it gave the the necessary material to quote all this and oddly I also went into Lidl's and bought a Cucumber, Red Pesto and Brie with the change I did not know I had?! So borrowing money form Steve got put off for several days.

So I came back with more material, some food and my uploads were all done?! Well TODAY'S uploads were all done and overnight tonight and for the rest of the week there are over a dozen more uploads to YouTube still to do?!

Now NEXT UP ON HERE...

Some interesting notes for Charcot Marie Tooth Disease as I finally got around to READING that book, well the majority of it, I have now owned for... ohh go and look it up on here! LMAO!

After that there is a kind of revealing post that does some explaining that will shed a great deal of light onto... well almost everything really and without revealing anything AFTER this post it should just about explain all that I did and why I did it the way I did.

I will post the CMT immediately after this and the REVEALS on Friday coming.