THE MAG EFFECT

Once you eliminate the impossible whatever remains, no matter how improbable, has to be the truth – Sir Arthur Conan Doyle

I have been screwed over by the public services in the UK by so very many and for so very long that for a number of years now I have thought it easier and way, way .. WAY more humane to make voluntary euthanasia much more appealing that continuing another day.

I was diagnosed 4 years ago with having low magnesium .. well it was more an educated guess on my GP's part at the time. No pills .. just told to go buy them, which they have since also done with my daughter.

Your body regulates magnesium and needs it and it it is in too short a supply ..

When low body pulls it out of your cells, like bones or organs.

POST-DIAGNOSIS

Note: Not a single one of these, post Hypomagnesemia diagnosis, was linked to low magnesium in any way .. despite a dozen GP visits and several hospital visits that included Ambulances.

Cardiac or other problems, which I have. There is not a good way to check this .. I was told about a device but was electronic, sounded expensive and had to basically be assembled yourself.

Arrhythmia is caused by low magnesium and hospitalised two or three times and been in to two tests for what the problem might be. Except they already knew for four years and failed to mention it at any point.

Tachycardia is an issue and magnesium makes it relax so you can end up with a high heart rate much higher then normal.

Low Energy which was down to lack of ATP which is the energy molecule in your body. With low levels of magnesium you can eventually lack the ATP and feel very tired. Which I have so many times I have lost count. It has been .. a trip to hell and back more times than I care to remember.

Nerves are affected in extremities like fingers and toes.

Osteoporosis or Osteopenia is another issues that ca arise from low magnesium.

High Blood Pressure.

PRE-DIAGNOSIS

Note: When it was diagnosed it was NEVER mentioned to me in four years that that these were linked to the Hypomagnesemia.

Bad enough on its own but add in that everything that ocurred later was ALSO not linked to Magnesium either and when I stumbled across it around 6 months ago, after having these things going back 15 years plus, I was simply astounded, felt betrayed, liked to and let down. My life has been destroyed and this has cost me EVEYRTHING from £150,000 included my inheritance, home, car and business. Worse still is they have done similar to my daughter and worse, see post 'Country Of The Damned'.

Insomnia. This has gone on for around 13 years plus.

Also causes constipation while at the same time too much can cause diarrhoea.

Muscular pain and cramp in calf muscles as well as my thighs .. which had mentioned to a GP for several years, several different GP's across several surgeries.

Others

I have also read that it could be down to the extreme anxiety too which may or may not be linked to the rapid Tachycardia and Arrhythmia?

Sudden Death Syndrome is yet another thing that low levels of magnesium can bring on which just occurs without warning signs.

So .. reasonable then to assume that if you are experiencing all of the others here, which I do, that this can be taken as a long list of warning signs, no?

So with all that being said .. what was it for 15 years and with all those misses?

Incompetence?

Intentionally lied to and fobbed off?

It can only be one .. or the other.

Food for thought.

EDIT: CRAP!! Forgot the video! Short-Term Memory Loss yet another damn issue!

THE HIDDEN NHS QUESTIONS

Well it is still going on .. but there are a couple of things I hve noticed about this 38 Degrees petition to Jeremy Hunt about buying General Practitioners off to not refer people to hospital ..

• It has taken a lot longer than I thought to get to 200,000 signatures .. over a week longer?!
• Amoral society, anyone?
• No mention of punishment to anyone about giving these incentives or accepting 
• The 38 Degree web-page manages to continue flashing up people donating and signing
• Even when the Internet has been down for over an hour?!

I dud email 38 Degrees about this last point and have no no response.

In the email I told them that the one thing that gave me hope is organisations out there that help or start petitions to help causes are against the lies and corruption rife in central and local government as well as the rest of the public services. So why does their web-page appear to be lying to me?

You would think that a reasonable explanation would have been forthcoming? Being a website for good causes you do not want people thinking that they are lying to them too?!

Anyway the petition is still ongoing and I thought I would do an update while trying to drum up a few more signatures .. if the petition is legit, of course.

LOL!

Note that the petition amount is 200,315 and is still rising but I noticed it slowed down a fair bit.

Made me think how odd this is and ..

• Did a lot of people see it but mostly are amoral idiots that did not sign it?
• Does even 38 Degrees and Causes.org not reach enough people?!
• Things go viral and I for one, and probably others, posted this on 3 separate Facebook pages, my own wall, one on Universal Credit complaints where I am one of the admins and .. on an NHS Corruption page .. so how has this not gone viral!

I heard of a recent report about a lady left in a hallway of a hospital for a couple of days with a broken back too?! Hmm just remembered that and let me take .. a look?

Ah .. found them .. one link to the story in The Mirror below and one by The Independent ..

Funny then that I watched BBC's Click and listened to a woman stating that they do not agree with robot/AI (Artificial Intelligence) Doctors and nor do they agree with this new health service where you deal with your health online and no need to see a GP. When asked if AI could ever replace a real Doctor you could see she was confused about how to answer before stating "I would be very surprised if it ever happened in my lifetime".

Yeah .. because you cannot lie to and fob off your patients to save money. 

Or in other words .. the fucking backlash you would get if the government started programming robots, Androids and AI to lie to the public would be catastrophic. They would show their depravity and everyone would ask .. what next?! 

The very idea of the rules about not causing a human harm would be broken at the AI's first inception of dealing with people. We are talking about health here so lying to and fobbing off human's to save money would be forcing them to endure their pain and therefore causing them harm!

Or in other words it wont happen in her lifetime because they will never be allowed to program AI, Robots or Androids to pull the tricks they have been pulling.

If she genuinely has no idea what has been going on in the NHS for a very long time then she is purely and simply extremely narrow minded. I have seen big changes going on already and even Spencer Kelly stated that all everyone is talking about now is AI. Graphics cards are being mass produced for deep learning projects and this is happening right bloody now! In ten years time it is going to be a very different place as far as AI is concerned and .. hell .. it is probably going to look very different in as little as five years. Did no one tell her about quantum computers?!

LMAO!

Oh and the very last link is one report by the Daily Mail asking why so many Accident and Emergency departments are missing broken bones?!

Yeah .. the last time I checked broken bones were not only fucking obvious and things that stands out but that x-rays were not that expensive, compared to things like MRI or CAT scans!

https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/how-could-someone-old-man-11251479

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/home-news/nhs-funding-ambulance-waiting-times-marion-nash-broken-back-lancashire-a8251451.html

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-2986953/Why-broken-bones-missed-E.html

THE PAINFUL REPEATS

Damn it.

It has happened yet again. After two days of overdoing it without intending to I am back to being .. in something of a .. well .. state.

I cannot explain what this is like other than it is extremely .. harrowing.

For twenty four hours I have been in a bad way as I was last time this happened and I feel dead tired and extremely depressed. I am ratty and completely fed up with my situation and where I am and in all honesty .. others are not making it easy.

For instance I left the house yesterday and hobbled up to a vape shop after deliberating for an hour or two about whether I would be able to do it and how painful it would be. I am vaping more than usual because I stopped smoking about five days or so ago .. something else I forced myself to do to stop me going .. well, insane. I have to build my money up for various reasons most of them obvious and am amazed with myself for quitting smoking, if I am honest. Though it has not been easy.

So yeah I left the house and managed to get up there and back again and then back into my room which is tiny ..

• 6ft x 9ft
• Contains a bed
• Contains a 29 inch wheeled bike
• Contains a TV
• Contains a PC
• Contains a Laptop
• Contains Two Cameras
• Contains a whole raft of lenses, camera accessories in a large security box
• Contains several camera bogs and a couple of rucksacks
• Contains a chest of drawers
• Contains a couple hundred blu-rays
• Contains various other things

Plus I have a storage area I pay for each month that contains stuff I simply cannot get into this room at all and there is far too much stuff.

Added to this ..

• TV signal is non existent half the time
• Wifi signal fecks up half the time, often half way through uploading my photos and videos
• Living room is out of bounds due to extreme narcissism of someone else affecting my sanity

I digress .. once again.

So I got back in the room, filled my vape tank with the Dinner Lady flavour of Lemon Tart and had barely vaped half of it when there was an ear piercing high pitched shrieking. It turned out to be the fire alarm outside of my room on the ceiling. I waited for someone to deal with it and then gave up, ventured into the hall and I guessed that I had to press the only button? No effect. So I pressed it harder and the noise stopped and the perforations of my eardrums could start to heal.

Suddenly the narcissist appeared at the bottom of the stairs "The fire alarm has gone off" they said before I answered "Yah think?". She then asked if anyone had anything producing smoke upstairs to which I said I had quite smoking five days earlier, not that anyone would notice .. because they don't .. ever. Notice anything. I said no before they then said that it must be my vaping, despite the fact that .. well .. they had just watched me walk in the house. I also pointed out that it can't. Then they disappeared before someone else appeared in the upstairs hallway saying "What is all that noise?" and do not seem to know a fire alarm when they hear one? I said it was the fire alarm and in an odd dig of a statement, I have had about a few things, they said it must be my vaping. "Oh .. don't you start!" I said before they said "well it must be, what else can it be?!" before I then said "I have been vaping for six weeks here and it has not happened before and I have also only been back in the house for five minutes!" to which they then walked downstairs.

So far I have been ribbed about my vaping, smoking, diet, drinking of soft drinks and even wanting to catch buses. Plus despite never being registered with a Doctor .. they are also medical experts and can tell you what they do not have.

Yeah .. you could be forgiven for forgetting, if indeed you had read it recently, that I came here with the only one registered with a disability .. suicidal, slashes on my arm after finding out that my daughter has cancer, my granddaughter is Autistic to dangerous levels, made myself homeless again trying to help them and live 250 miles away from home and .. my daughter and I have been lied to, not supported nor given any financial help at all, hence my loss savings, and left for dead by the public services that are paid a large portion of the taxpayers money to help people that are vulnerable.

Yeah .. you might think that people could be a little more accommodating and a little less .. 'diggy' towards me and even a little helpful? Yeeeeah .. no.

When I compare this to what I just did for four months and that I felt guilty for leaving when and the way I did, even though my daughter and I were victims of a bunch of evil lies and that is from my evil ex, it boggles my mind. Yeah .. they do not appreciate that either and yet I basically get called a selfish twat to my face and behind my back by the narcissistic one that thinks their mild epilepsy is worse then someone else's terminal cancer?! Yeah .. no kidding there and I so wish that I was.

Of course yesterday the digging was at a time when I was low and the worst part about it is they should not only know by now that I would be down, because of the two days, but one was told as much yesterday morning. Of course I then get a run down of the latest thing that she thinks that she has and I heard her talking to the waster or a partner the morning before as she was reading things out from a webpage from her phone and I heard "See? It causes diabetes .."

Yeah .. they do not have diabetes.

They have spent a few minutes hobbling around the house with a walking stick .. I mean who does that? I do not know nor have ever known anyone that uses a stick that actually uses it around their own house! Unless your particularly bad with some affliction. You certainly do not walk around with it one minute and then without it an hour later before then using it again a few hours later. Oddly the two times it was used was walking around the kitchen when she had just called us for dinner so knew we would be appearing. The ONLY times I have seen it in her hand. Also bizarrely it has also only appeared in the last two weeks out of six and since I had my first couple bad days and was limping around. It is a competition with her for sympathy .. except she does not get any and neither do I and nor do I want any. In fact even when I am bad and feeling ratty because no one down here has helped and, in fact, has been quite the opposite .. I get annoyed with myself because I cannot do everything  myself. I so hate being independent, or at least I was to some degree, while feeling like I am dependent, because I have trouble doing things on my own.

Right now I am supposed to be going to my storage facility which I still have not sorted out or moved into a smaller and therefore cheaper unit?! Yeah .. over six weeks.

My own daughter who grew up in a strange land does not understand how some people are with me down here. She does not understand the lack of help, lack of understanding and nor the digs I get about things. She certainly does not understand the narcissist at all.

In fact my daughter wants me back there and I would love to be back there .. helping her .. except ..

• I need money back behind me - court case over that in a couple weeks
• I still need to do my work - blogging and photography (see below)
• My equipment can not be kept at my daughter's house .. my Autistic granddaughter would destroy it
• I am missing a PC that can edit my photos and videos (spent allocated money helping MY family)
• It is a three bedroom house and .. there are five of them, I would make six
• Public services did not give a shit which was how the liar managed to twist things, lie and drive me away

Oh and two important things to note of late ..

• The media agent is being an incompetent twat and now very obviously dragging his feet after all his fucking promises have been broken and now looking to be lies .. or he has been paid off which even my daughter is now beginning to think ..
• A GP Surgery refused to register me and to everyone's shock down here .. umm .. knew my name?!
• To the last one my social worker friend went mad over this "How can they know your name?!"

To that last point I told my friend "exactly" but that I already knew and he said "Why didn't you ask them?" to which I replied "Oh yeah, like they are going to tell the truth and say 'Oh the NHS called around a load of Doctors in the area and warned us you might walk in'?!"

How can a surgery know someone's name before it is given to them and especially when my last GP is located 250 miles away in Birkenhead and I am in a surgery in Hackney in central London?!

Even my mother was in complete shock by that t the point where she did not try to take over the conversation and said "What? How could they know that?!" to which I replied ..

"I have told you and have tried to tell you repeatedly for a few years now .. I am public enemy one, two and three to the public services in this country"

THE SLOW RELEASE PILL

Well it was only a matter of time.

The trouble was when I started out with all this was that I knew that the GP's, Doctors and hospitals were lying to people but how was I going to get everyone else to realise this fact?

I had a hard enough time with friends and family when I realised and it was not long before I also realised I was going to have to prove it. People did not think I was lying .. they just thought I was mistaken or that there was some explanation to what had happened and what was said to me that did not mean I was lied to.

For these people things got a little weird when one GP admitted it to me. Told me that they were under strict instructions from the NHS Trusts not to refer patients for anything expensive. This could be scans, treatments and were even told not to diagnose or give out expensive drugs. By people and groups that bought nothing to the table as far as health care was concerned. Then she quite and quite acrimoniously too, stating she had, had enough of the NHS to her five stunned members of staff. Her name was Dr Huq.

Who would have thought that Doctors who swear an oath would behave in this way and that it would be such a large percentage of them. Some did try to resist this and did not like it and stated as much to me while most .. followed orders without batting an eyelid.

I could literally work out who should and should not be a Doctor when going back through my medical past.

I even had a pharmacist agree with me when we got friendly over time and I mentioned what I knew was going on within the NHS. He surprised me with his agreement of my claims and stated that he had seen a massive drop in the prescriptions he handed out. What the powers that be failed to take into account was that drugs now not being handed out in a big way would then be sitting on the shelves of the pharmacists everywhere and .. pass their 'use by' dates and then have to be thrown away. Which the pharmacist told me had been happening for a while. They were losing money, so much for saving it, and as a result they had no choice but to stop ordering so many drugs in. Sometimes not at all.

Now I could go to one doubting Thomas I knew and finally explain why he has been complaining to me for the last year that one of the biggest chemists out there, Lloyds Chemist, were almost always out of his pills completely. I explained that even the ones that he did get on the day were likely a lot lower stock wise. He was stunned as I explained what I had been told by this pharmacist and I would end "well I did try to tell you".

But there was still everyone else and I did publish several recordings on here in the early days that left no doubts at all that I was lied to, one specialist even admitting it on tape. Those that bothered to listen realised this and one thanked me for what I had done. This vicar's family had been lied to and it had almost split his family in two. I felt good that I managed to help someone before their lies had taken a terrible effect on one particular family. 

Money has proved to be ore important to politicians in the last decade or two than human life, pain and suffering but they have the audacity to refuse voluntary euthanasia based on it being morally wrong.

Far too much hypocrisy among the government, politicians and powers that be.

For instance we are a nation that claims to love our dogs and we would not see them suffer and put them to sleep but when it comes to us? No .. we are meant to stay and suffer and when this means something that is incurable or a situation that we ourselves cannot do anything about .. this is wrong, pure and simple.

Makes me laugh out loud when I think that this may involve what they believe to be morally right based on some mad religious principles. Very likely the biggest hypocrisy of all?

So in the BBC app, or on their web-page, there is a report that states that the levels of satisfaction of General Practitioners is at an all time low!

I believe now that there will be an exponential rise in these numbers because it was only a matter of time that it would build up.

Just like me I would not be surprised to discover that every single dissatisfied patient had the exact same issues I had with friends and family. Some might have been called liars by those they cared about or just simply an idiot. This has a bad effect on an individual over time that could surpass even that of the effect their health condition has on them. Stress, anxiety and depression spring to mind off the bat and God only knows how much damage they have done. God only knows why these oath swearing Doctors did not get together and point out the detrimental effect it would have on patients.

Even that pharmacist told me that whet the government and NHS were doing with their actions is create a ticking time bomb. "If you do not treat these conditions that can become far more complicated, far more expensive to deal with down the line and maybe even cause deaths!" is what he said to me at one point. I told him it never even occurred to me to think about the numbers of drugs not being handed out nor the effects on these health conditions.

As with everyone else there is another inevitable fact .. one of your friends or family members states that your Doctor or the hospital has lied to you and you can likely pass that off. Maybe you dismiss it out of fear? The one person that you can and should rely on above all else is your Doctor and what if you no longer can? Would be kind of frightening for some. Was for me. But what if after a while you have two friends or family members stating that? After all everyone needs a Doctor. Well OK there are rare times when people do not even have Doctors, my father did not. Then there are those that always seem to be a fit as a proverbial fiddle, the fortunate bastards, and hardly, if ever, visit the GP they registered with. They would never find out.

So yeah .. I had two things to wait for .. one is each person being told by more than one person they know that they have been lied to. The other is some investigative journalists actually doing their jobs, as to being handed something on a plate by a member of the public and then laying claim to it.

Let us not forget that it is well documented within the UK that nurses and Doctors were asked by the government and the DWP, indirectly, to lie about patients health conditions. To state that they did not have one or that they were ot as bad as the patient was claiming. This was to help the DWP save money as well as the NHS, while they were all being paid of course, and I realised that this must go on with other public services to save them money too. Number one being the very long list of local councils spread throughout the UK?

I can tell you one thing after my last visit .. the bedside manner could be improved with some wankers that claimed they knew about my condition but clearly knew fuck all. Eh, Mr Know-It-All?!

One last thing and that is that once again .. why is this report on the BBC's bloody app and not being talked about on the news? Or even Sky News for that matter .. no a few inches of snow that has never been seen before on Earth .. oh no it is just the UK, sorry, is far more important than Doctors and Specialists intentionally leaving people in an endless spiral of pain and suffering.

Not long now I would wager? A year? Two at the most?

Still trying to figure out where all these people are coming from to fill in the half a million homes they are planning in the north of England?

With the vast and inevitable increase in number of people with untreated health conditions and all those they are also killing off becaue of the actions, or lack of them, of the evil trinity of the NHS, DWP and Local Councils .. where are these people coming from?!

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Satisfaction with GP services at record low - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-43213896

THE TORIES ALL FOR THE GUILLOTINE

"Too stunned to comment"

That was the line I had in my notifications in Facebook .. well I had to take a look. I also had no idea what it was I was going to find. Cannot be anything that shocking, .. surely?

Umm yup!

Some Tory .. wan .. person said that the best thing for disabled children is the guillotine?! You had better believe it!

I bet some of you thought the headline was to use the guillotine for the Tories?! LMAO!

Oh .. my .. God .. this just gets .. BETTER! He is a retired GP?! I would be thanking God for this gift were it not so fucking disgusting.

His name is Owen Lister, hmm smeghead? I also have some advice for him .. people that want to behave like that of the animal kingdom, namely reptiles of which I have expertise very literally, would not wear fucking suits! Or clothes for that matter. When we started to become civilised ever so slowly we started wearing clothes. Funny how you would lose the lives of children though. But not your fucking suit. Lol.

But then again maybe he does lose the suit? Maybe he is a naturist and maybe that is a way to catch out amoral people because they have this .. hatred of clothes? Ahhh I am only messing here.

What I am pleased about, if this is at all posible with something like this, is the fact that I have believed and I have harped on for four or five years or more about how I have personally believed that the Tories were actively taking steps to drop disabled people.

Now if you can say that the best thing for disabled children is the guillotine .. take a wild guess at what they secretly think about disabled adults?!

Suddenly it does not sound quite so bonkers as it did as when I first started stating this five years ago. does it?

I have a guy into conspiracy theories who is currently focused on depopulation and the chicken shortage at KFC. Hmm I wonder if I told him that in many areas of the animal kingdom, we are supposed to be above this, it is the weakest and youngest that are preyed on or die first?!

Mr Lister .. I might remind you that nowhere in the animal kingdom do a small number of liars who portray themselves to be human, would lose if society reverted back to an 'animal kingdom' because it requires intelligence, strength and abilities to survive, do a small number live at the top purely because of the number or cockle shells they have horded. Or printed bits of paper, or shiny things .. or paint covered canvas.

Time after time these people prove themselves to be complete fucking idiots that lack anything in the way of wisdom at all.

I have seen this attitude with GP's myself where time after time they mistakenly think they are the smartest and often the most important person in the room. WRONG!

But Owen Lister takes this to a whole new level and now and fucking finally I can prove what I have been trying to tell people for bloody years.

I just have one more thing to say ..

How the fuck did this animals become a GP and .. do they not swear a Hippocratic oath?!

EDIT: It has come to my attention that this man stated this some time ago and that even though the webpage link below has been ... 'UPDATED' that this was still a year ago nearly. I am slowly being asked by each person I know how this did not end up on TV?! A bloody good point!

https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/tory-deputy-mayor-owen-lister-558677

THE DOCTORS ADVICE

A bit of a shocker this one.

I expected a great deal of things to emerge in the media regarding health professionals, though I use the latter term somewhat loosely. But with all the possible outcomes you could possibly imagine this is one that I never ... EVER thought I would hear about let alone read about.

"Go ahead and bloody well do it!" was the Doctors advice when a patient said they wanted to kill themselves?!

I want to now know more details about this Doctor like where he is from and how the hell he ever achieved a Doctorate?!

EDIT: Oh well will you look at that? The patient was a woman stressing about giving evidence in a easier case and used het phone to record the appointment and was used in his dismissal, therefore my last GP lied yet again, lmao!!

So for the record then it's not illegal and that's now official and I am sure many of you would feel better knowing that? I knew someone locally that well be interested to hear this when she herself was threatened and told the Police were going to be called. No one turned up of course.

'Kill yourself' doctor suspended http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-merseyside-29254609

A SERIES OF PECULIAR EVENTS (PART 1) AT THE NHS

OK then let me see … this is going to be a quick-fire method of amalgamating all key evidence into a short series of posts titled on the area of interest.

As the post title will suggest, when I think of something at least slightly snazzy while writing this in Open Office, this particular one and the very first one is on the NHS.

I will leave the other requested on until last.

I will feature the Ombudsman, all of them in one place, and the Bailiffs too in between the Police at the end. As I have the window, in time no doubt windows, to my cloud storages I may then spot others … oooh like Local Councils?! There and I have not even looked at the windows yet and currently only have one open!

LOL!

Ooh yes I might do just one post for the retail outlets, not really worthy of a post for each one in my opinion, though others might feel differently to me. Yes I agree it is bad and illegal what they are doing but in all honesty I was more interested in the corruption of the public services and government when I started all this several years ago. The retail stores were just more names that were swept up in the bow wave of me always carrying devices on me and recording, once I first realised I had been sold something used and faulty that is. Even so I still did not expect it from high street names like Argos, PC World and B&Q. I say that even though it was easy to prove that the catalogues of Very and Littlewoods were clearly up to it.

This reminds me to point out a deliberate mistake here too … and that is towards another post in the series I will do!

I have mentioned my used and faulty phone which was a Motorola Atrix 4G and sold to me by Very Catalogue. I contacted a couple of Ombudsman during the row over the phone and of them one in particular was the Advertising Standards Authority (ASA). They first off said that what they had done was wrong and terrible, acted as if they were shocked. But then a few emails later they said that there was nothing wrong with it and could take no action! This become a template for every single Ombudsman I ever contacted and I expected just as much because if one was corrupt then they all were.

Now for the deliberate mistake … I eventually was taken to court over this and I won.

I won.

The Advertising Standards Agency were therefore WRONG!

The rest of the Ombudsman went the same way. Not one ever achieved anything despite the clear evidence on my blog and the recordings!

Now for some links to evidence …

1 GP JOHN GUBBAY AT ABERNETHY HOUSE SURGEY ENFIELD

This chap lied to me about drugs, by stating “it does not matter what he gives me because they are all just painkillers” when asked to be swithced from Gabapentin to Pregabalin. When I informed him that Darren Francis at the Royal Oak section of Chase Farm Hospital had falsified my groin ultrasound scans he filed to bat an eyelid over this. He then tried to state I was crazy so I told him I would bring him the recording whereby he incompetently asked in a patronizing way “well why would I want that?!” to which I pointed out that other patients might have been lied to.

Later and without me having a clue I was kicked off the practise under a false allegation of violent conduct.

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/GP%20141013.WAV/

Following Link Says Gaba in the title so may be the one where is states that Pregabalin is a pain killer just like Amitriptyline? I have Fibromyalgia and Fibrofog so its hard to remember at times..

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/DoctorMGABA.mp3/

This one says refuse in the title so may well be the one with the .. errr no I do not know. Refused Pregabalin? Refused … to listen to the recording? Cannot think of what I was refused while there!

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/GP%20REF%20REFUSE%2002012013.mp3/

Hmm there are more of these I cannot seem to locate, but then as you will see from my comments in the post I have a mountain of files that just have dates and times as their file names I forgot to rename … SORRY FIBROFOG!!

2 PAIN CONSULTANT AT CARLTON HOUSE SURGERY (was my first surgery in Enfield)

where I am told I am to get Gabapentin, a neurological drug thats later overruled by Dr Gubbay for Amitriptyline, and curiously told what the drug will work on and what it wont! Hmm you cannot do that when everyone claims they have no idea what is causing any of my problems! Unless of course you DO KNOW!

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/PainMANAGEMENT020513.mp3/

3 PSYCHIC NEUROLOGIST AT CHASE FARM HOSPITAL

Now a recordings of a Neurological Appointment with Dominick Mort of Chase Farm Hospital who passed me in the mian building and did a double take which I realised meant he somehow recognised me and that the chap was the Doctor I was about to see. This took place over 500 yards away in a different building …

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/NeurologyAPPT.wma/

.. also I was given two results at Royal Free Hospital for Electromyography and Nerve Conduction Studies with one for Dominick Mort who I was told was the best in the country, currently looking for that recording, and he would find out what was wrong?! I never saw Dominick Mort again despite the fact that I was later, err much later, prescribed a Neurological drug, Gabapentin, which was the first drug in over a decade to ever have an affect on my conditions!

4 ELECTROMYOGRAPHY &

NERVE CONDUCTION STUDIES AT ROYAL FREE HOSPITAL

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/NeurophysTESTS.mp3/

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/Neurology.mp3/

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/NeurologyAPPT.mp3/

Hmm I am not sure why there are three files?! Maybe different formats and as one my be clearer than others … not get at checking what I do I am afraid … I will post them all up.

5 DARREN FRANCIS FALSIFYING ULTRASOUND RESULT CHASE FARM HOSPITAL

Only two recordings and start with the one where I pull him about lying about the ultrasound test, that Abernethy House were not interested in nor my following Doctors, the Kumars of Willow House, see below.

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/Groin2ND.mp3/

First Appointment …

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/GroinAPPT.mp3/

6 NHS RECRUITMENT DISGUSIED AS PAIN MANAGEMENT

Was sent by the Pain Consultant to attend a Pain Management Group which was nothing of the kind!! It was a recruitment drive to get patients in pain, oddly being refused proper treatment, drugs and even possibly diagnosis like me, to work for Chase Farm Hospital for free!!

YES I SAID FOR FREE!!

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/NHSRECRUIT1.mp3/

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/NHSRECRUIT2.mp3/

Hmm now there should be a third, possibly fourth, one and I was to attend every month but after the very last one I did not get the letters asking that I attend anymore .. this is how I know that the NHS were onto me!

Unfortunately the so called Dr Manish Kumar probably thought the NHS had just found out when they contacted him … err no dumb-arse! I told you, you chose to ignore and I warned you about ignoring. Decide to not side with someone telling YOU the truth and I am afraid it always ends the same way.

7 BCK SPECIALIST AT CHASE FARM HOSPITAL

… this is late as I thought I had Charcot Marie Tooth a little after this ..

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/Maya28thMrch.wav/

This one the Charcot Marie Tooth conversation I think?

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/CMT%20PHYSIO.mp3/

There is the original conversation wherby the subject of the X-Ray comes up and yes the X Ray that my previous Doctor Huq took with her when she announced immediate retirement having had enough of the NHS to five shocked staff...

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/MayaBackPhysCMT.mp3/

8 PHSIO AT CHASE FARM HOSPITAL?

Hmm one that says Physio … not sure which one as I have had 5 I think and one I have seen twice and that was before I moved to Enfield over 7 years ago!

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/Physio28thMrch.wav/

Another one that states Physio ..

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/PhysioAppts.mp3/

And one that states Podiatry …

9 Podiatry (I simply do not recall this one!)

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/PODIATRY%20221012.mp3/

Oooh I just remembered an important one with the heads of Departments at Barnet Hospital, a Catherine Johnson and a Mr White who lied to my face and stated they was not trying to say I was violent so they could refuse to see me, appointment immediately afterwards!

This showed a level of incompetence beyond belief because a letter was already in the post from them stating that if I failed to turn up for the meeting they were going to refuse to see me on grounds of violence!

LOL!

Ooh I better look for the letter too?!

10 KIDNEY ULTRASOUND CHASE FARM LEFT WITH FULL BLADDER FOR AN HOUR!

Ooh wanted to check my Kidneys, probably because of pumping all the wrong and cheap crap drugs into me for 15 years that they are STILL DOING!! LMAO!

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/Ultrasound%20Kidney%20Part%201.WAV/

A lady that works for the NHS who states that her GP told her that your only allowed three referals and after that, despite drawing blanks, you cannot have any more!!

11 NHS STAFF LIED TO TOO COCKFOSTERS

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/NHS%20Cockfosters%20100714.wav/

Hmm I cannot seem to find that one with heads of departments at Barnet so will do a quick search of the blog posts … incidentally I am likely not even posting 25% of what I have and forgotten to post a great many things?! I am very forgetful which was why it was a good idea to start cataloguing all this in the first place and the blog will date it as I put it up … if I am not distracted by another disaster?!

LOL!

12 NHS BARNET HOSPITAL HEADS OF STAFF

Ahh here it is, forgot to rename it thats how I end up losing track and then forget I have them altogether! Probably have a ton of stuff in my memory banks I think I have already posted and have not?! LOL …

Now remember this is the one that I accuse on the tape of setting me up to try and make me look like some violent nutter and the strongly deny this despite the fact they had already posted a letter to me stating as much!! Oh crap now where is that letter?! Lol ..

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/2012-02-08_12-15.wav/

Right now there is a fair bit more that is not uploaded and I have lost track of but these are the main ones that I can recall …

… also there are always those recordings that I disregarded but kept and may well have missed something important while later forgetting the conversation and missing out on something?

I would estimate that there is over 100GB, in total this is not solely on the NHS lol, in total and it needs re-organising and then I can get the real data amount and mention it when I do.

13 GUYS HOSPITAL, FIBROMYALGIA AND SCREMING KNEES

Ooooooh yes … how could I forget this one until the end?!

Now then here is the recording of Dr Kirkham telling me I have Fibromyalgia, I can have Pregabalin and then testing my right knee to which I scream an pain and he tells me that my right knee is a completely separate issue to my Fibromyalgia and then somehow forgets the test, screaming, knee diagnosis and the Pregabalin when it comes to creating the letter?!

Yeah just to point out here that three out of four is bad for a Doctor so what do you say about one out of four?! LOL ..

http://www.wuala.com/allnights/Evidence/Evidence%20MP3/Guys%20Kirkham%20120514.mp3/

NOTE: There may well be some additions if I come across them while searching for other things for the PECULIAR SERIES?!

ACCORDING TO ZEE AT THE BEE

Hmm tried to be a little funny and catchy with the title while hiding two identities, lol.

Today I went into a ... chemist to acquire my prescription pills, a little odd as this New Doctor wants me back on Sertraline at 50mg and then to up this next month to 100mg as he stated it can help with Fibromyalgia.

That IS encouraging as I have read this and not had a Doctor state this to me previously. I would wager that mine had no effect but I had noticed a great deal of aching muscles in my thighs and calf muscles but could bne just coincidence that an new and quite aggravating symptom starts to appear about the same time I run out of Sertraline?!

I also never started taking Sertraline for pain either!

Anyway I attended this chemist and someone actually came out and asked me if I had taken Sertraline, Amitriptyline and Lansoprazole together before and had the Doctor realized that they had prescribed all of them together?! Lets call this person ... ZEE, or just 'Z', lol.

I was taken aback!

No one had ever stated anything like this to me in a chemist beforehand!

I told them that not only had I done this but that next month I was going to be adding several others to the mix and that this would be a repeat prescription! They then pointed out that they did not give me these last time and I pointed out that last time they never game me any drugs at all! They raised an eyebrow so I told them that I was kicked off a GP surgery and that this was the second time in a row and that I was now on my fifth GP while living in Enfield.

Their eyebrow struggled to raise ever higher and they closed the distance between us in a very short time and they sat down next to me and asked me to explain more with an inquisitive look!

I explained what had happened and bout the lies, falsification of tests, medical records and even attempts to falsely label me and so knowing committing libel. I explained about this blog and that I had been recording them for several years while they did this without any of them knowing! I explained that even after leaving some surgeries or being fobbed off or lied to by Doctors and Hospitals that I kept the fact I was recording and blogging quiet.

I said that as one of my Doctors has kicked me off under a false accusation of violent conduct when all I was was extremely angry with him because he was a lying twat, that would be Dr John Gubbay at Abernethy House Surgery, that it would therefore be difficult to label me as that or indeed under the first attempt of being completely bonkers when I had this blog on the go for over a year!

After all if I was that angry to have been violent would I have not thrown it at him that I had been recording his lying arse?! No, I instead told him I had recorded the hospital Doctors lying to him and he thought himself sooo intelligent hat he failed to even consider that I had been recording him!

Now comes the surprise ...

Zee then tells me that they completely believe me and that all of the GP Surgeries they deal with on the phone are unbelievably arrogant and rude and that they had known for some time the whole thing was corrupt?!?!

They stated that all of them were like this that they had to deal with and this chemist was a very large one and very central so would deal with a large list of GP Surgeries! I did mention Abernethy House and Willow House Surgeries as I know there are some arrogant and blunt people at both these Surgeries to which I got a knowing raised eyebrow! Lol!

Completely impressed with this response in that I was now speaking with someone who was intelligent and not just dismissing my claims incompetently as so many have previously!

I think next time I go there I will have to give Zee my blog address?! LMAO!!

Now for the record that is the third person to do with health services or prescription drugs that has stated this, my naive dentist thinking it was mere incompetence alone.

Unfortunately, and just currently so could change and also is on here so take a look, I also have had someone that works on the front desks in my Local Council who agreed with me hat the government have corrupted the NHS so that the NHS save money as do the Councils and DWP and decided that she herself had fallen victim to this conspiring and she works for one of what I call the UNHOLY TRINITY ... oooh no wait thats EVIL TRINTY.

Ahhh yeah technically there are four though, lol.

NHS
Local Government
DWP

Hmm thats odd, sure the other day I realised this had to be four members and not three?! Oh well at least I do not have to come up with a new nickname?! LMAO!

Now I am sure you will appreciate that due to the very nature in which these evil three and all their staff work that its obvious that working out this was a bloody nightmare?!

Yes it is true that some in that long list of conspirators in the previous post were more difficult and others were impossible, well except for the fact that they claimed glory for what I did and I have all the paperwork so none too bright.

But consider then how big the names are and how many of them there are?

Not too shabby for just one man.

EMAIL TO NHS ENGLAND ... AGAIN

I have now emailed NHS England ... AGAIN, to request another GP only this time things are going to be very different, of this I can assure you!

I never thought I would be doing this in all honesty despite being told at my first appointment that a Fibromyalgia Department does not exist within the NHS. Maybe they thought they had better try that one as they know what happaned when they told my that they did have a Podiatry Department but did not see anyone between the ages of 16 and 65?! Whiy of course that makes FECKING sense!

EMAIL ...

Dear Sirs

I am assuming you got my last email?

I am in need of another GP but then you should already know this, right?

I have now been recording and have all my meeting and all my appointments at both GP Surgeries and all the hospitals I also attended and along with the contradictory letters have published them on my blog. I am sure you have all been scrutinising it of late. I also now hope it has hit home very hard with those within the NHS that thought they could outwit me and out think me and now realise that they have very seriously underestimated me in a way that will reverberate for a very, very long time to come?

I have now been kicked off the surgery which is the second time and refused my repeat prescription drugs, once again for the second time in a row purely because I do not like being manipulated and lied to.

This is not looking good for the NHS on my blog and if I suffer now as a result of withdrawal symptoms from the drugs I will make sure that every single symptom, nausea and pain felt will be completely described on my blog as and when it happens.

I need a GP that has not been corrupted or that lies to patients about certain conditions, drugs and existence, or indeed non-existence, of NHS departments and drugs. The only way I can get a GP that I can trust and that is something you all seriously over looked because as I told Dr Manish Kumar the one person that any one individual needs to rely on is there DOCTOR!

Yours

Martin Haswell BSc

THE WAY OF THE SOURING OF GRAPES PART DEUS

I have a recording ... but as I have been up to something lately I am unable to link it in right now.

The recording is me going into Boots three days late to pick up my repeat prescription only to then have heads peering at a screen as if they had lost something.

"Is there a problem? Because I might be able to explain it if there is?" I inquire as one of the many things I can do very well is call it!

"No, no" they answered "were just trying to find it on the system."

After about ten minutes of waiting the pharmacist calls me over and says "I have just com off the phone to the Surgery and they told us you are not with them anymore?! You should have informed us you switched surgeries."

"I didn't" I replied to a couple of confused looking faces before continuing by telling them that I have been lied to by a whole line of GP Surgeries and I do not like being lied to and they do not like it when you know they are lying, so I HAVE been kicked off then? Great that is the second time in a row I have deliberately had a case of sour grapes and an obvious attack back at me" and then I left.

I text a friend whose daughter has had the same thing happen and he simply replied "Not Good!"

As I said I did record it while I was in Boots because there are just so many mistakes and sour grapes actions going about. Completely amazing really that those that do bad things can actually act with spite when being caught? I mean what do they think at times like this? 'Ahh the bastard has caught me out and my way of dealing with it is to quite deliberately refuse prescriptions'?!

That is two in a row now that have done this and they obviously think that being Doctor's that they belong to some higher order whereby they can be as naive, thick and stupid liars as they wish and there are no consequences.

Let me explain ...

Say for argument sake I had some disorder where I do not trust anyone? Say that I was short a few of my marbles and banged on about cuckoo conspiracy theories and talk of alien abductions while walking around with tin foil on my head?

Now here is the absolute beautiful thing about this situation ... are you paying attention now? ...

GP NUMBER 3 in ENFIELD DR JOHN GUBBAY

My previous GP was in possession of my medical records when the plan at the time was to label me a madman. Not really a good choice.

GP NUMBER 4 in ENFIELD DR MANISH KUMAR

This, now my previous GP but was going to be anyway as I explained already, GP decided that I was not mad or suffering from some disorder and kicked me off the register for being a trouble maker, or in layman's terms telling the truth, without EVER having seen my medical records?!

While on the subject of diagnosis or lack thereof or comments about my personality I might as well then explain that ...

GP NUMBER 1 in ENFIELD, DR DEBBIE DRESSLER

Now this my first GP while here said no there was nothing on my records about me being mad, a hypochondriac, lying or anything else because I kept asking and was not being referred for any of my symptoms. At one point the following line was put to me 'Oh I put them down to your funnyisms' which had a lot of local people rolling around with laughter and they asked me to ask her if this was a technical term!

GP NUMBER 2 in ENFIELD, DR HUQ

Other than the deal with one symptom at a time nonsensical rule I had no issues and she stated she thought I had a torn meniscus on my right knee. We never argued or disagreed and she once told me I was her favourite patient and the only one listed on her books that had NEVER raised my voice to her. But of a contrast to the following GP, don't you think?

LMAO!

So what next?

Well I have broken the law so the NHS will no doubt take me to court for telling the truth as this is breaking the law apparently. So is getting angry enough to appear violent probably because I am a lot bigger than they are and defined in places it counts, lol. Though this seriously needs work on its only exercises I worked on for years to help the Fibromyalgia though I did not know I had the dreaded condition.

What will likely happen, as recording someone employed by the British public is answerable to them too, is that the NHS will tell the Kumars that taking me to court has no dice. Then I expect them to speak to a solicitor locally who will then say their best chance is that in taking receipt of a threatening letter to order me to take down this site, lmfao, or certain posts or face court in which case I WILL STATE "KNOCK YOURSELVES OUT!"

Oops I think I just put paid to any bluffing?

I will now email NHS England who I had already emailed requesting yet another GP and stating that this time they had better ask the nest GP if it is OK for me to record our meetings.

Now can you all think of a list, i.e. not just one, reasons why I have requested that they do this on this occasion?

THE EMPTY SPACES

The headline says that green spaces improve mental health and I could not agree more.

Although I do have to admit to sighing a great deal when I am out and see people that do not appreciate the beauty of the natural world. In more ways than one too!

I know from my own experiences that it is both therapeutic and calming and why I started taking photos of fauna and flora. For this to work for me it has to be more than just a green space and it has to be deserted too. Though I do enjoy bumping into people who are knowledgeable on wildlife and these people are always easily spotted.

This is how my British Wildlife blog as well as my Reptile, Amphibians and Fish blog came into existence, though admittedly I should have really done this several years ago. But then I was preoccupied with dozens of health problems that turned out to be just one. Also many other things were up and down as this blog explains for each and every horrific act of oppression against me as this is how it felt for me as well as how it appeared.

What I had to do to find these places of solitude was to use a Mountain Bike to get find them. There was also something about my cycling I could not understand but discovering may true ailment has made it easily understood. I used to sometimes have nothing in the tank on the cycle home and this would be gruelling and painful. I would arrive home totally exhausted and just putting the bike away seemed to take more energy than I had.

But I did it because most of the time the lack of energy meant I would most likely sleep. For all the pains in all the places in my body it is a close one but .... not sleeping is really bad. Oddly many years ago I could do an allnighter but today, no. I understand that my condition means I very extremely rarely go into a proper deep sleep. Nothing is repairing itself in body and mind and going without any sleep at all in this advanced state of the condition is simply not good.

The next day you are zombified, start wanting to fall asleep which continues all day and everything seems a lot worse to boot. In fact it is the primary thing on my mind most of the time and the one thing I fear above all else. I have often said that my condition is really, really horrid. I have stated that I would not wish this condition on the devil himself. I have often stated that I envied people at times who were missing their legs because I would have no feet, knees or hips. Would not do a great deal for the pains above my waste but I would rid myself of half of them.

Of course the reason this is painted as the picture from hell is because it was created that way because a guy with extremely painful feet, knees, hips, groin, back, shoulders and other things is perfectly OK. Whereas a guy missing his legs is obviously not. That was part of the reason this blog came into existence. My twenty year problem with my daughter and Wirral Council was another. Corruption everywhere else was yet another.

Still not long to go now snd I sm into the final year of the public services fiasco from hell.

Green spaces 'improve mental health' http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/science-environment-25682368