Right while it is fresh in my mind and
I am recovering from what feels like a coronoary and striped naked
after just getting in the house!
Today was what I call a difficult day
and not because of the pains either!
I was woken up at midday after a series
of bad sleepless nights and remember us wqith Fibromyalgia re not
sleeping when we appear to be sleeping. A mate was at my door and I
was glad he woke me up, he had just bought a laptop and dropped it
off for me to re-install Windows XP.
I remembered after he left that I had
not eaten yesterday at all and I was extremely dehydrated too and my
mouth was very dry. I remembered my rent was due to so I took some
pain killers and left the house. I went to an ATM near where I buy
Tea Tree Oil for cheap amounts and needed milk I had forgotten to buy
for three days, the Savers Store, but my rent was not in and I walked
past three stores and then the Savers Store not buying any Teat Tree
now milk. I then decided to go to KFC to try those spicy bite things
advertised abd went like a roboto to there. Lo and behold they had
stopped doing them so not wanting to look lie a pratt I ordered the
same things I did last time as I did not want to look a pleb and walk
away. The plan was to leave KFC and then go into Sainsburys just
along the road and on the way home. I will gave you just one guess
what I did!
I was a hundred yards from home before
I realised that I had forgotten the two things I had left the house
for!! I basically bought a large can of Monster Energy Drink with a
Snickers Duo then a KFC and nothing else!! I was swearing and cursing
at my own condition before I then reliased I had also forgotten a
third thing I left the house for!! MY FECKING PRESCROPTION PILLS!!
By this time I was fifty yards from
home, now sweating buckets and on getting into my house my heart was
racing and I was breathing heavily feeling like my chest would burs
before stripping off all my clothes because I felt like I had been
placed in an oven on 220 degrees for 30 minutes!!
Funny how none of this the Doctor knows
about but Atos are going to fecking ask him anyway?!
God they really are stupid. One day
they will realise what I have done and what I have now taught tens of
thousands and soon to be hudreds of thousands of people. There are
several things to consider in a fight, the battle and the war. What
matters is winning the war and this is easily done by allowing over
confident people to keep thinking they are winning the battle, or
several battles even.
Those that have followed this long
enough will realise that I am just too good and too cofident and for
good reason. As to those that are now coming on here because they are
worried about there salarlies I would suggest that if you get into
any disagreements that are heated or angry and you plan to label the
patients as either mad or violent, which rather bizarrely either of
these if true will mean a medical condition you half-wits, and just
as the patient you are going to falsely label gets up to leave, check
to see if they show evidence of a little tiny smirk as they turn
away?! If they do then I would strongly suggest that you spend the
rest of the day and your evening going over in your mind what was
said in that meeting!
This is why I find it hilarious as well
as odd that what I heard on the news seems to be very different to
what is actually happening wuth me right now. It is like watching
blindfolded people walking towards the cliff edge that drops away to
a lava pit!
What is doubly funny is that the
webpage I have now been handing out has evidence of the lava pit and
they will still walk over the edge like lambs to the ultimate
slaughter! LOL!!
SILENCCCE OF THE LAMMMBBBSSSS!!!
LOL!
Anyway back on topic, instead of poking
ever more fun in the attempt to make them all look ever more
incompetent when the time comes that is fast approaching now, this
was a Day of the Not SO Difficults!
Unbearable in other words!!! Luckily I
only had a slight limp and not too many things playing up too badly
in the short distance I did. In fact it was a triangle I did and I
thought about calling this post 'TRIBULATIONS OF MY BERMUDA
TRIANGLE'!! Lol!
So here is a question that I ask myself
repeatedly and quite often in the last fifty yards or so before
reaching my house “How the FECK did I manage to forget so many
things?! How?! How?! HOW?!”
I matters not really with some things
that you are aware of your condition because, at least for me, it
does not explain HOW! It only explainS WHY which is admittedly a lot
off my mind. But there is still the rest of the crap to deal with and
if anyone reading this suffers from Fibromyalgia I can guarantee you
that one of two things are now running throughh their minds “Yeah
dude, I feel you!” or something to that effect, lol. Or, OR
“FECKING HELL is this what I will get like?! DOCTOR!!! YOU FECKING
TOSSER!!!”
LMAO!!
But of course there are far more
obscure conditions than can be fobbed off to save money than just
Fibromyalgia and of course it is those people I am also reaching out
to with a hand of help. I and others do know what your going through,
but I can also tell you why you have been made to go through this!
It is for inhumane, immoral, amoral amd
completely selfush and self preservation reasons that you have. So
that they can continue to be overpaid while you languish in agony
whether it be via pain or mental anguish and for me there is no
difference between the two and mental anguish can be greater than
physical pain. Because when pushed enough and stressed enough mental
anguish is for all intents and purposes a brain pain!
Now quite what your body and your brain
are trying to make you achieve by putting you through this grinder I
do not know! It is these questions that befuddle me and I find
fascinating, even about myself! Why would the human body and/or mind
put itself through undue stress if there is no solution. The flight
reaction to danger is to keep yourself from that danger, or flee away
from it. But some things within our own bodies cannot be dealt with
by us alone.
It is for this reason that medicine and
the use of drugs came about in the first place! Except those in
control seem to think they are for very different and completely
amoral and used for power and control. Used against those who do not
have the law or the power, oh OK the BALLS, to stop them!
Funny as I think all it takes is to
change the law! Or this is where copyrighting actualls falls on its
face as many other countries make ours look stupid as they then copy
the drugs, just like electronics , and sell it cheaper. But somehow
the law manages to protect the billions of dollars the companies gets
for nothing more than greed as buying these copied drugs to help
those suffering and to prolong life is ruled illegal!
That is the kind of fucked up and
upside down world we live in which is primarily the reason all the
countries once considered poor and third world have all but overtaken
us and good luck to them too. However if they think for one second
that these fecking immoral tricks will not be used in their own
country by their own companies I think they may be in for a shock to
the system eventually. Only by then the drug will be for something
else entirely, maybe something new, and it would have been the drug
companies of the west that are now playing catch up and acting as if
they are full of morals and compassion for people while seeling the
drug cheaper than they will in China or some other up and coming
country.
What we have here is a failure to
communicate regarding the taming of the beast. The beast needs to be
tamed and someone needs to find the gonads to tame it before it is
all too late!
Because in any event of any civil war
breaking out or for any unrest I for one will be telling those of
these groups to not go for the obvious, usual and wrong choices but
to go for those that cause it. Those that held the positions that
caused it. Take it straight home to their doors, where they live as I
would state that in any event that that much hatred and pain has been
caused then it is high time someone is made an example of and shown
to anyone in the future that they can be got at by the angry public!
Many years ago the Romanians did this
was their dictator, Ceaucescu. At least I think I remember his surname correctly but if your unfamiliar with it then go and read about what his people did to both him and his wife! Not for the faint of heart I warn you!
The difference being between him and
these in power is they stay hidden from view. In a country run by a
dictatorship everyone knows who the enemy is or the perpetrators. But
in the western world of Britain, the USA and possibly Europe no one
knows who it is. SO you all go ruinning down the the city centre and
destroy all the public buildings which will only come out of your
pockets in the way of taxes for decades to come while none of those
perpetrators have been so much as shaken!
If your neighbours a twat and you get
back at him by booting his cat across his garden he will just boot
your dog over the fence!
Now my idea of a row or a fight
probably comes from my idea of Wing Chun. No fucking about, win and
win quick and in such a way that they wont EVER want to start another
row!
If I was ever in a situation that
warranted this that is the the way I would approach it. By stating
this little bit of common sense and a little bit about myself in a
situation like that I am also laying the foundations for the
umpteenth time to blow to pieces not only things quoted about me by
various authorities but also anything that may be simmering away in
the cooking pot!!
Oooooh dear! What are you to do?!
LMAO!!
Now I can at least say that THIS os how you reveal conspiracy theories!! Lol! Instead of quoting loads of mad things that make you sound like a nutter you play the long game and you get your own evidence!!
I have laid out the ground work and provided tens of gigabytes of evidence and then some and not even posted all of it. Maybe one day someone will approach me about the entire collection?!
I have only waited five years for this making it absolutely clear to the media that I know what is going on and even when I contacted them two years ago I gave them near to 30GB of data and I clearly stated I was going to continue doing so and the frequency would increase.
I think I have passed the point whereby the news media start to look suspicious themselves on here? I mean they did to me by not getting in contact which meant to me one of two things ...
1 They are either neing controlled by the government, likely as many mad sounding conspiracy theorists have suggested, or ...
2 Have basically stolen the ideas to use for themselves and make themselves look clever while earning millions selling the stories they claim they got to other news agencies around the world?!
3 Hmm now what was the third one that was in my head?! Lol!
