EVER FAILING CHILDREN

I have made no secret of the fact that I am suspicious of charities.

I cannot state hire many of them are bad, or any at all for that matter, but there are some. Even the mathematics alone of sine compared to things that have been introduced in recent years, like drugs for one, do not add up.

Lately there had been murmurings and complaints after reveals of the fat cat like salaries that are earned in the top positions. I for one have pictures done sort of scenario like that at the end of The Omen trilogy where satanic people get into places of both money and power! Really, that is how it seems.

Here is another one. With a disturbing fact that casts a dark shadow on those that are currently ask over this story, the news media themselves.

I have to be honest in stating that throughout the life of this blog it should be obvious I was birth expecting and waiting for stories like these ... quite unfortunately. The reason this one is so important?

Because The Kids Company involves children and there is rumour and accusation of embezzling. Of sorts.

Now the key here is in this report by the BBC linked below. Accusations of sexists abuse towards a number of children!

Why? Or more precisely, why are we only hearing of this now?

From this report alone it is obvious that this has been going on for some time, galvanising my theory that recruitment methods have been wrong for decades. But I an only hearing about these accusations a week after the money troubles!

And there it is!

The news media are only interested in any story if it involves a known name of power or celebrity status. Let's leave alone the utterly pointless stories about what percentage, or ratio, of us use the phone to browse the Internet. The child abuse only gets mentioned if it can be used as an add on to an already bad story, as said involving money. If the charity had not run into trouble would we have even heard about the abuse?!

What dues that day about us as individuals? Those involved I mean. In fact if they state they only provide stories for ratings or what they state we are interested in what does that say about their views on us too? Or even 'what does that say about us?' If this was true.

The funny thing is I think the news media only employ people with memory issues. I was only speaking yesterday about that documentary about councils having those crazy bank loans out they should never have taken out. The person I was speaking to performed a preemptive strike on me without even realising it when they said : "But when this all started they found out that all the councils had money in a bank in Iceland and each one had tens of millions to hundreds of millions of pounds?!". I laughed and said "I was just about to put that to you! Why have the media give from starting they have tens to hundreds of millions stashed away to having loans of these amounts?!"

I wonder if the news media have even realised they have shot themselves in the foot so many times in the last few years? I wonder if they realise they are making themselves look as guilty as those they like to expose?

Hmm ... maybe like all the other overlords they merely see us as blind and stupid? Maybe even as amoral as them, a realisation I made twenty years ago, or just plain fickle?

Or perhaps that the way the system is setup up these days we are bit supposed to have anytime to think ... and when we do we are so knackered we are off enjoying ourselves and forgetting about it all? By the time we return we are back to the grindstone and busy to take it all in or work it all out?

Here is where we have come to rely ... no, depend on the news media at least for those that bother to watch it. Except those that do have been looking more and more over the years like they have been manipulated too!

I can tell you one simple fact from all this and about all this. It is a fact that throughout the rest of 2015 is going to become ever more apparent to every more people. In fact this makes sure that the fact is both inevitable and self fulfilling.

Only there will be a kind of mirroring going on here because those that think we are stupid/fickle/too busy/amoral will only end up looking like this themselves as they try to cling on. What is this fact?

It quite simply CANNOT go on like this.

Oh and I found it disturbing and hilarious that Alan Yentob of the BBC is involved in all this. No Mr Yentob, it's bit disgusting when the accusations involve the sexual abuse of children!

You blithering idiot.

Kids Company accused of mishandling sexual assault allegations - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-33813048

THAT NOT SET IN STONE

OOPS!

This and the following post was accidentally posted in my British Wildlife blog.

In case you had not realised I am quite knowledgeable in a great number of things, many of them sciences like Ichthyology, Batrachology, Herpertology, Orchidaceae, Carnivorous Plants, Astronomy and Astrophysics.

I am also knowledgeable in a number of other fields too like Wing Chun Kung Fu, Mountain Biking and a few others.

I have a dozen blogs and only this one is the miserable one and only because not only does someone have to do it but I seem to be the only one able to do it. If you do not know what I mean you might want to do a search for solicitors, the legal system, British justice, human rights and the news media.

I am the only one I know that has managed to get so much information, data and secretly recorded audio on so many corrupt public services, organisations and private companies. I am certainly the only one to get so much in such a short space of time and without any help or resources.

I can also quite easily prove that I posted this the day and time that I did, lol.

Anyway here is the post:

I was chatting to a friend about the outcome of the court.

I mentioned about this weird period of two weeks regarding compensation as I thought it would just be announced on that last day.

He said he thought it was bullshit as the judge would just say and I decided to look up a few things on the Internet.

I was on my umpteenth page when I read a line that hit me. In fact despite the fact that they keyword was not mentioned it was one I spoke to a legal friend about often.

Yeah I did a bit of PA work for a solicitor on and off for a few years.

It seemed to be like there would be a sea of Thomas' that would use this odd two week period to be dismissive of the outcome I predicted. Non-believers, doubters and egotistical people.

That keyword is PRECEDENT'!

A judge will mention a figure on the day because it had gone before.

This works the same way with the jaw and decisions.

If a decision out figure is used that had not been used before then you are setting a precedent. In future courts and judges will refer back to that case and the decisions made in it and why.

If said case has similarities to the next case then any decision made by the judge can use this case for their decision.

The court and legal team did day that they have never had a case like this, I mentioned this previously and it should have occurred to me.

I feel a bit silly in all honesty.

Fibrofog! Everything is Fibrofog's fault!

Lol!

DAY ZERO

Well it has been a long time coming but the final day in a very long case I have avoided typing about for over a year is finally here.

Saving any...delays or extensions.

I seriously doubt this though as it had sounded like the minds were made up at least a couple of months back and maybe six months back?

I go through periods of nor being kept informed but this is OK. Not being contacted for my help nor my evidence meant they was acquiring enough on their own.

Had I been contacted I would have taken it that they needed help and setting up the thing the way I did I pretty much figure they should not need it. Not for the initial case at any rate.

In fourteen hours or so I should know a few things. Some figures, charges and dates which I am waiting for. I will then try to get the paperwork sent over so I can edit them. This may take a few days to a week... possibly more as the documents might have to travel in the post twice. Hopefully they will be at hand immediately and can be scanned and emailed over?

Like everything else I should know, finally, in fourteen hours and it feels a little strange if I'm honest.

It's partly disbelief we are at this stage and partly head spinning over what else will happen through this blog.

My landlord came for his rent. He knew nothing about this and I told him what I have been unable to post on this blog. He went wide eyed at hearing this three year battle was not only still going during but was ending within twenty four hours.

I said I wouldn't leave things in a muddle for him and he said that he knew I would nit do that.

He was stunned and asked me to text him about the outcome of the case when I hear tomorrow.

I said it looks like I will have to leave town for a few days at least and that they want to meet me but do not know which if the three stated that.

Had it been the judge it might have been for evidence but this was unlikely I my mind and the fact there is one day left had ruled this out completely. Unless, of course, there will be a rapid follow up case? I did think this the most likely outcome when it all started up.

There is the possibility, to my mind, that any follow up case was not needed. The evidence regarding my involvement would have been given plenty of times and I am listed in plenty of documents, including a 1,500 page local council file.

Of course my blog was here. Yes yet another facet his being realised is that I placed as many of the most relevant evidence here! This way it could be accessed by anyone, anywhere in the world. Why world?

Because any if the legal team might think if something while in holiday far overseas and just want to check something?

So more details regarding my involvement, evidence, documents, times and dates were all here.

I did say early on that this blog not only possessed many, many facets but also acted as a series of traps for those in the public service and government who decided to be corrupt yet did not have the intelligence to do so well. Not from my point of view.

The posts themselves are date and time marked which is relevant I'm many things.

So that was two facets, though being used as a trap in itself has the long list of my many adversaries. So many facets there.

Then of course there is the facet that was obvious from the get go and that is as a complete encyclopaedia to help and advice to other victims of either the many public services and several private companies.

When the documents are in and along with a few others incoming these will boost the blog in several ways.

The sheer series of shocks that will come from tomorrow's court case alone will have my visitors telling others for months which will boost my monthly figures.

As well the couple of others that will get posted over the next few weeks.

So after just a few months my monthly visitors will reach a number that finally helps me! Well unless something quite unexpected happens between me, the court, the legal team or the compensation clerk over the next few days to a couple of weeks?

But I do not know what will happen and though I was told of the request to disk to me it may be for something else I have not considered? Just always trying to think if all the angles and possibilities.

It's certainly going to change everything for both of us and I am not even sure how the outcome will affect me emotionally? This is the end of a battle that had gone on line then three years and there in lies one important point in all this. In fact it's not the five years it might first appear to have taken in this blog!

No, no, no and as I keep explaining to everyone when they say 'well what have they fine to you!' this battle had actually gone on for twenty years! That is 20 years.

Yes, that means for twenty years my life had headed, dreaded at times, to this pivotal moment in time!

So if it seems like I have done much to help others and post all this over the years then no it's not. Nor is it the 6 years since I added a microphone to my arsenal and secretly recorded everything, umm even things that were going on 250 miles away without being there.

No, no, no it was the very beginning of this battle when I knew something was not right in this country and first thought about corruption.

I thought the very idea ridiculous and ruled it out.

Unfortunately over several years I had seen and heard enough to know that there was corruption. I saw it everywhere and was even clear to me on TV.

So eight years ago I started to dig and something told me to not lose any of my files and letters twenty years ago regarding public services and this case and so they started mounting up.

Of course I green discovered that not only was I correct about everything and everyone but one by one it was revealed to me that each one was far, far worse than ever my over reactive imagination could muster!

Fortunately the decision to secretly record came about because I thought everyone would think I had lost the plot. Had someone put these facts to me without evidence I would have thought the exact same thing.

The more and more I discovered the more important it became too tell the British public and even the world.

Before I started my blog I had already written two books to get published to show people to be able to help themselves against these corrupt organisations.

Only that did not pan out as I had planned.

The books are still here and detail events leading up to the creation of this blog but I have not even written a letter to a single literary agent regarding them.

I decided that one my numbers were big enough I would then perhaps contact letter agents and even publishers directly and things would go very differently to that which went before.

I am hovering close to the numbers required for me to become animated again as regards literary agents many of which I see as pointless and clueless.

They all wait for someone ends to take a short in the dark with a new ideas and when it's fine and made money and the novelty worn off they then go looking for the exact same template thinking they will replicate the success if the first.

You could use the Harry Potter books as an example but I was told that they were accepted accidentally by an agent after being rejected eight or nine previous times?!

I thought that if I just worked on this blog for two to four years then I can build up an interest in what I do and even a loose number of followers too?

Therefore reducing the time period I have to death with literary agents.

Maybe even sidestepping them completely?!

Fingers crossed.

So Day Zero is finally here.

Not long now before I can stop being pumped up about this final day and know all that I need to know.

THE WALKS WAY PAST MIDNIGHT

Heart torn asunder and still youg at heart, solace existed in long walks often staring above at the beauty of the stars and planets that grace the curtain of night.

Times long since past did this become an often practised pastime for the stresses put upon by those meant to srve or protect. Stray afar and into the wilds listening to the calls of hunting Owls on the hope of a night feast or their own loving partners. How sad the calls of the night Owl would appear as if mirroring my own feelings as I wandered.

Thoughts of many would be pondered and analyzed and the many areas would bring one back arund to the ultimate and seemingly unsolvable question, why?

A nature not one to lay down and die thoughts of many paths would be trodden in the dark recesses of ones mind. Each in turn would be severed into segments of many with each seen an obstacle. A thought of how to navigate through to where I needed to be passed through the mind many thousands of times over. If one cannot lay down and die there only remains obe single option available to anyone.

No one could know for none would understand that job at hand and the aching of ones heart and mind and the duress to the depths of darkness one could see. Like a lonlely warrior the path available was long, hard, full of dangers and pitfalls that each would advise against as mere impossible thoughts.

Ones own mind often seeks out those of simlarity to ones own but as walking in the shroud that is the curtain of night one knows the the visions of many are narrowed yet the time among the night did not reveal the whys and wherefors.

So obvious it appeared like the pinprick holes that pepper the night these narrowing walls could not be heaped upon with what one knows only too well. Looking beyond the nearest stars to our own and beyond can clear the mind like nothing else while plain to see, it was, that this endeavour best travelled alone. Even times when the water tested the reaction of those proved that there mere comprehension would be difficult to achieve, while frowning at the seven sisters I know so well. A path of much winding was still an horizon away and continue on one must while thinking of many more tricks to concoct.

One wonders way beyond midnight of how the human race can turn so narrow minded and so quick to disblieve much even that which rings true? Lost numbers of many nights pondering and analyzing this to no avail other than sounding like a mad possessed theorist to state that it is all governened this way. More likely it be that a convenience was spied by those willing to control and manipulate with no compassion and complete disregard to all but oneself.

One has wondered to an extremely high number many would not be familiar what it is that convinces themselves that this way is the best way for mankind? When piling pressure upon th many how does one know that they are being inhuman and strangling those that could be pioneers in their own right?

How much ingenuity has been stifled I have asked countless times that likely come close to the gliterring jewels of light in the night sky? How does one teach and indeed reach beyond those ill fated mortals that litter ones landscape of bodies either thown themselves or lifted by the lapels by another and thrown onto a waiting Katana?

Miles would pass by and stars would slowly turn in circles in the night sky while pondering the puzzles such as these in ones mind. Little doubt, there was, that a long time would it be amd along the way more answers and ways would come to the lonely warrior who has travelled from afar.

Only in the painting of clear and pictureque landscapes could the warrior show the people and in the processes that follow would raise an army of which possessed a combined and very loud voice.

The long trodden path now much closer to its end than its beginnings and rise in n number is ones army of those of awareness to put to en end once and for all those that would treat the world and its inhabitants as ones playthings and nothing more.

For he that exists at the peak of society possess the identicula nuts and bolts as he from the depths of society. That which separetes one man or woman from another is not colour, nor creed and nor is it intelligence and blood.

That which separates us from those that are the animals is morals, nothing less and indeed nothing more.

THE CHERRY ON THE BAKEWELL

Well this is weird!

As I likely mentioned I had the Personal Independent Payments form through the post Saturday morning.

Now this was already weird because I got a letter from Atos a couple of days before hand. That form stated ESA on it which is Employment Support Allowance which is firstly nothing to do with Personal Independent Payments and not even supposed to EXIST anymore?!

Of course I am now going for their jugulars because of the following facts...

1) The lie and cheat and have evidence of this here with HELP from the NHS up and down the country

2) I now know what my condition is finally after actually having it over fifteen years and very possibly close to twenty!

3) They are set up to state the EXACT OPPOSITE that Local Government does about care SDI that no one gets any.... or most are refused at any rate.

4) With only Universal Credit and Personal Independent Payments an idiot our a GROUP of idiots failed to realise at any point in time that they had no grey areas left!

5) This blog contains enough data to give many that know they cheated sleepless nights and others completely naive concern that they will take the blame for all that had been going on while the puppet masters make good their escape!

So I filled in one form and put some scans up on here and I have now filled in ANOTHER form which is twice the footprint and had three times as many pages.

Once done I had to print out the letter I posted up that is to go with one then realised I had better print another one to go with the other form?!

This is because one is going to Atos, which I believe has their head office in London, and the other to the new PIPS department. The Disability and Careers Department was in Swansea in Wales.

So imagine my surprise when I have both enemies, meant envelopes but thought enemies was funny so leaving it, ready to go when I suddenly spot something...

BOTH LETTERS AND FORMS ARE GOING TO THE EXACT SAME PLACE IN THE SAME BUILDING IN WOLVERHAMPTON?!

LMAO!!!!!

My word is that not SUPER convenient?!?!

Dies this mean then that Atos ree secretly running the PIPS department?! Because if they ARE they are not very good at lying and hiding the fact!!

Now there IS a surprise! Them not very good at something!! Lol!

These are posted tomorrow and then on Wednesday I will post two more and will post about those AFTER I have posted them, lol!

ALTERING THE PERCEPTION

The subject of Doctor David Kelly being found dead with the official story if him taking his own life has resurfaced.

There was also the theory that he was actually murdered with some pointing the finger at MI6.

Dr David Kelly was the one man on my mind when I set out to do what I did. Even a boffin friend reminded me about Dr David Kelly while we chatted over a lunch in a local pub. I stated that the incident was foremost in my mind and that when I put all my plans in motion I made preparations for any unforeseen events taking place.

After all I did this for my family, myself as we'll as all the decent and honest people out there. Maybe a majority are not decent or honest but at least I may help any that meet the criteria that visit here and read my posts and listen to the audio evidence?

At least I am trying.

Whatever the truth is behind David Kelly I had to keep in mind that it was a real possibility for me. After all I recorded a great deal of people belonging to a wide expanse and variety of both public and private organisations and made it all accessible on here.

Added to that using a whole network of different cloud services in different countries all proved to be a wise choice too!

Unfortunately the term 'Conspiracy Theorist' is now used, to the governments glee, as a term to mean someone has serious mental health issues! But it purely means someone with a theory and no different to anyone within the world of science with their own theory! They are sometimes proved to be way off but no one says that they are bonkers.

When I set out to do what I did I myself did not want to be labelled a conspiracy theorist and is one of the main reasons that I recorded all that I met. I know not about the legalities of what I did and I did not care! As far as I was concerned and despite Margaret Hodges labels of 'evil companies' to those concerned any law that made my actions illegal only existed to allow evil, lying and amoral people to prosper! End of!

So I did not care either way and I started as I meant to go on. Predicting successes for the different goals I set out also proved problematic and extremely bizarre.

It is also  reasonable to state that you cannot call anyone a 'Conspiracy Theorist' even with the associated insinuations to it unless they have been proved wrong more than three times and that this equates to at least 90% of the time over their claimed theories!

I myself could not nor did I have any intention of going about looking for these theories and start stating they were facts. This no matter how obvious it looks too.

I find it strange and worrying that this attitude with the use of the term can be used my people lacking in intellect and against Members of Parliament! The likelihood is just an attempt to muddy the waters and quite deliberately alter the human psyche of the weak minded to believe what they want them to?

As I already stated, what should have been obvious, labelling someone as a 'Conspiracy Theorist' does not mean they are mad or wrong!

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/blogs-magazine-monitor-24442313

HEY DOC, IS IT ME?!

Well if I stated I had one hell of a day and one hell of a fecking strange one at that uit would be the biggest understatement of all time and then some.

Now I must point out that I have been out of it all bloody day because I have not slept, I do not know why I just have not.

No this is so mental that I will have to split this into two posts. These are BOTH to do with the NHS and some bloody glaring lies and now fucking cheek of a GP I will now never EVER see again?! I cannot believe the gall of the man I really cannot and I should have trusted my initial instinct about him!

Right first up I had that Pain Support Group thing to attend except it was not called what it was on the letter and was called the Tranquil Support Group. When I first got there they mentioned that we would have to sign a waiver to say that they cannot speak of anything that goes on in the room outside of the room to anyone else. My brother, my mate Steve and I thought that this was because members of the group will tell the group about themselves and that you could cause damage and embarrassment by revealing their personal stuff to those on the 'outside'? Only immediately after being told we have to sign a waiver they then said that we were not to reveal anything about ourselves to anyone else?!Some people did some talks and a representative from CAB came there and told everyone how great CAB is and I nearly burst out laughing.

Some others did a talk about CBT, YAWN, ooh my god how bloody rubbish is that but if it helps someone then hey great. Did not and never will work on me and that is NOT because I said it wont, arrogant twats, I can say it will twenty times and it STILL wont work on me, sorry but that is just the way it is. Because the methods and jobs they use are far too trivial and it treats everybody like they are the same and all cry over spilled milk and this is not always the case.

After that I heard some other stuff, while one chap kept asking obvious questions which felt extreme staged to the point it was really making my cringe in my seat.

Then a 'VOLUNTEER' got up and I thought he was a volunteer for the group sessions and tried to work out who exactly he was and how he was a volunteer and volunteering to do what?! They asked him to do a speech about what he does to the group which he had pre-written on a piece of paper.

That was a mistake as I was in the room!!

While sitting there and being after an hour and wondering what in the hell this thing was all about as it was a load of stuff I had already been through this guy blurts out that he 'volunteers at Chase Farm Hospital for £3 per day and 35p a mile for wherever he has to drive?!'

It was a recruitment stunt to hire slave labour?

Because, and I knew it was coming, they sad that according to CBT we will all be cured of our mental illness?! I was beginning to feel like the elephant on the room at that point and thought that everyone else there may just have had mental health problems. So according to them to be cured we have to work for free for Chase Farm Hospital?! FUCK OFF!!

Oh and then they hit me with their coup de grais?!

Apparently anyone who suffers and deal with pain gets other things too on the mental side and that is why we are there because and I QUOTE 'PAIN is physical as well as emotional' and you cannot have one without the other.

Odd as I have had pain for over 12 years and I did have a few problems a while back which turned out to be an anxiety disorder that I myself managed to get over. No help from anyone else as normally and no help from the NHS or CBT.

Sounding crazy?! Well it bloody gets better....