EARLIER REQUEST FROM GP

Hmm I am having trouble finding the post with the letter from August from my GP requesting that I go in to 'discuss' my concerns and to make an appointment for early September 2013.

Which if anyone who read my last two posts might wonder what I am on about if I forgot to put the document up so I am doing it again here, so I can link it in somewhere else mainly, lol.

If I confused anyone by NOT putting it up, it can get confusing keeping track, I apologise!

I thought I had typed a decription along with it stating that I had assumed that they wrote to me as they had heard from the GMC?! Well THAT is what I thought I had done but I cannot find it after several searches....hmm I wonder if things can be taken of without my knowledge on here?! LMAO!

Note that THIS letter was a follow up from the 25th July 2013 appointment and I have not spoken nor been to the GP Surgery since that date, yet my last posts included a scan of a document whereby I am meant to have used physical threats and the only visit to him was the day before and the recording on here!

Anyway here it is...

REPLY TO THE GMC

EMAIL...


Dear 

John Gubbay & Mr Francis

I am somewhat stunned by your letter of response to my concerns.

I am also somewhat STUNNED by the little action you intend to take and that you actually for one moment see this action as being anything other than a complete waste of time?!

I find it staggering that you would request of me to approach the Primary Care Trust about this as it is obvious that this sort of behaviour is being dictated from them or higher up!

Now I DID explain that Mr Francis DID INDEED dictate a NEW LETTER to the GP stating that I DID have an INGUINAL HERNIA?!?!

I also stated clearly to you that I RECORDED THIS EVENT?!

Did I also not state that I have recorded every visit to every health professional I have ever visited and that I have made these available publicly as being funded, for doing nothing, by the taxpayer all decisions and actions are in the public's interest?

So please confirm that you are standing by what you stated in the letter so I can publish trhat the General Medical Council are not concerned that Doctors and Specialists tell patients lies and that their medical records and test results have been falsified?!

All this is standard and acceptable medical practice is it?

Yours

Martin Haswell BSc

HEY DOC, IS IT ME?!

Well if I stated I had one hell of a day and one hell of a fecking strange one at that uit would be the biggest understatement of all time and then some.

Now I must point out that I have been out of it all bloody day because I have not slept, I do not know why I just have not.

No this is so mental that I will have to split this into two posts. These are BOTH to do with the NHS and some bloody glaring lies and now fucking cheek of a GP I will now never EVER see again?! I cannot believe the gall of the man I really cannot and I should have trusted my initial instinct about him!

Right first up I had that Pain Support Group thing to attend except it was not called what it was on the letter and was called the Tranquil Support Group. When I first got there they mentioned that we would have to sign a waiver to say that they cannot speak of anything that goes on in the room outside of the room to anyone else. My brother, my mate Steve and I thought that this was because members of the group will tell the group about themselves and that you could cause damage and embarrassment by revealing their personal stuff to those on the 'outside'? Only immediately after being told we have to sign a waiver they then said that we were not to reveal anything about ourselves to anyone else?!Some people did some talks and a representative from CAB came there and told everyone how great CAB is and I nearly burst out laughing.

Some others did a talk about CBT, YAWN, ooh my god how bloody rubbish is that but if it helps someone then hey great. Did not and never will work on me and that is NOT because I said it wont, arrogant twats, I can say it will twenty times and it STILL wont work on me, sorry but that is just the way it is. Because the methods and jobs they use are far too trivial and it treats everybody like they are the same and all cry over spilled milk and this is not always the case.

After that I heard some other stuff, while one chap kept asking obvious questions which felt extreme staged to the point it was really making my cringe in my seat.

Then a 'VOLUNTEER' got up and I thought he was a volunteer for the group sessions and tried to work out who exactly he was and how he was a volunteer and volunteering to do what?! They asked him to do a speech about what he does to the group which he had pre-written on a piece of paper.

That was a mistake as I was in the room!!

While sitting there and being after an hour and wondering what in the hell this thing was all about as it was a load of stuff I had already been through this guy blurts out that he 'volunteers at Chase Farm Hospital for £3 per day and 35p a mile for wherever he has to drive?!'

It was a recruitment stunt to hire slave labour?

Because, and I knew it was coming, they sad that according to CBT we will all be cured of our mental illness?! I was beginning to feel like the elephant on the room at that point and thought that everyone else there may just have had mental health problems. So according to them to be cured we have to work for free for Chase Farm Hospital?! FUCK OFF!!

Oh and then they hit me with their coup de grais?!

Apparently anyone who suffers and deal with pain gets other things too on the mental side and that is why we are there because and I QUOTE 'PAIN is physical as well as emotional' and you cannot have one without the other.

Odd as I have had pain for over 12 years and I did have a few problems a while back which turned out to be an anxiety disorder that I myself managed to get over. No help from anyone else as normally and no help from the NHS or CBT.

Sounding crazy?! Well it bloody gets better....

DOCTORS DO-A-LITTLE-MORE SUDDENLY!

Well this has come as a complete surprise to me and as far as I can recall, there is a recording of the key appointment, there was no mention of anything like this at the Pain Management appointment I had.

Suddenly the Doctors Dolittle have changed their names by Deedpoll to Doctors Doalittlemore?! LMAO!

Anyone starting to think that my reputation might just be starting to precede me?! LMAO!

It should also be said that this appointment was some while ago now and very close to two months in all, maybe more. I was upping my Gabapentin by 100mg each week and started on 100mg daily and ended up on 600mg daily. I had taken this for probably in excess of two weeks when I had my previous appointment and these are now being upped to 900gm daily. That was about a week ago so around 9 weeks in total. Ooh but then I forgot I had to wait like two weeks before I THEN saw the GP to get prescribed these?! I also remember now that when he read the letter my GP looked somewhat perplexed that I had been prescribed Gabapentin.

Remember Gabapentin is a drug for Neurological pain and that my 'TESTS' were negative and that I did not have a NEUROLOGICAL PAIN?! But then nor did I have ALL the Neurological tests either?! Also remember that when pulling the GP about this he then completely diminished the importance of the drig Gabapentin, yes that is why people go through the shitty side effects to take it, by referring to it as 'JUST A PAIN KILLER'.

Now and around ten weeks later I suddenly get this letter through from the NHS requesting me to attend a Pin Clinic Support Group?! This is weird as I have not even seen my GP for over a month either?! Maybe longer in fact that remark about the Gabapentin would have been the last time I saw him so you would have to scoot back in the posts to see how long ago that was!

Oddly I do not really see myself as a support group type of person! In the past I would NEVER attend these kinds of things in anyway shape or form. Probably in large part due to the areas that I live in, lol.

However on this occasion it is quite odd that this has turned up when it has done as I have been having difficulties and do not know how to get around them?! In the heat and because I cycle a lot I have been missing taking my Gabapentin which is rather annoying. If I go out on foot this is not a problem but I do have to eat and drink while I am out. I am also mixing it up a bit by only taking 200mg in the morning followed by 300mg tablets after that, sometimes 2 x 200mg if I am out cycling due to...well cycling, lol!

THE MURDER TRUST WATCH

Hmm special measures?!

What does that mean? I do find it strange that institutions that governments meddle in and then supply pressure to cut every single corner they can and then cut them again then were quick to blame them when their pressure backfires?!

Now therein is the if the problem of the lower pawns being Jobsworths and the higher pawns thinking themselves intelligent or bureaucrats or both?!

No, no, NO! LOL.

You will JUST end up with egg on you're face!

Lol.