It seems that some of the hired liars of the DWP do actually ask about mental health stuff?!
Only this was not the case in my experience with Atos, nor others but it seems that with Maximus they do. Only this is one question that they asked ..
"Why did you not succeed in killing yourself?"?!
So then just like if you have all four limbs your fit .. if your still alive your not suicidal because otherwise you would be dead? Fucking lying, evil and utterly stupid morons!
Yeah you just keep on digging!
They have also been told that it is inappropriate to ask to look at self-harming scars?!
Right .. so it is OK to ask someone who self-harms why they have not succeeded in killing themselves yet but is inappropriate to ask to see their scars?! Riiiight!
Hmm maybe if you spent some money actually finding out what ailments are causing this and fucking treat them maybe you would not have to assess most of them?!
In my own issues I have had this for way, way over twelve years and can be traced back over twenty and, like with my Fibromyalgia four years ago, I had to discover for myself this is down to a magnesium problem. A magnesium problem that requires an expensive test, here let me look it up ..
This turns out to be not only what is behind much of my stuff but also behind some of my daughter's issues too. More on that in the coming weeks and I have talked about this previously on here.
But as it turns out The Canary had published an article that seems to state that that a court had effectively given the middle finger against the DWP over their treatment of disabled people.
They even said they take no notice at all of anything Atoms says.
It gets even better when I believe it stated that neither the DWP or Autos turned up to defend themselves.
The author states at what a national and global disgrace it is that this had been going on with the abuse of human rights.
Which begs the question ..
Forgetting the fact that all this has somehow remained in place and fully operational despite all the reports and court cases but ..
Can we now expect these things to be dissolved and for people to go to jail for serious crimes that were performed effectively en masse?!
They do this with war criminals and they only killed people ..
.. this has very literally been a fate worse than death, still is, and I've not been eating because I have had enough and want to die ..
Though to be fair .. I've eaten because I've been forced out in pain because others only think of themselves. I get bad muscle pains, aches and severe spasms when I overdo it and I don't mind death but do mind pain and especially the severe types. What with low magnesium and all.
My thighs and calf muscles feel .. tight and that makes me .. apprehensive.
Despite these reports I cannot help thinking that the are just tokenism cases.
I still have no confidence in mine that it now looks like I won't make it to.
Very tired, severe pain, apprehension, sore throat and I'll have a nervous breakdown travelling there to something I'm going to get railroaded over for the fifth time.
Now I have this new information regarding Behcet's Disease which my daughter has been diagnosed with, is linked to Fibromyalgia and explains most, if not all, the symptoms that low magnesium uptake cannot.
I had been pressurising her for many months because it was clear they were already fobbing her off .. despite not knowing about several things she has experiencing .. then said they were going to refer and did not .. and has four children to deal with along with cervical cancer.
I had already warned her about low magnesium the very same day she had just been told she had low magnesium after a blood test result. I had been diagnosed with low magnesium something like four years ago and had obviously been going on a bloody lot longer than four years. Fifteen would be my estimation. Possibly more.
Ergo .. mine now might be quite serious as I am still having difficulties despite taking supplements and wondering if there is an issue of my body actually being able to absorb magnesium?
Well now it's fucking reported so it's now officially!
The DWP have been completely dishonest with their assessing of disabled people and it's been obvious to me for years.
I have written blog posts about this for well over four years and knew about it long before then.
So yet another of my claims that have turned out to be true years after I posted about it ...
Where the hell is my Pulitzer?! Lol.
Anyway ... it seems almost by design that I see this tonight...
I have run into a little bit of an issue regarding the DWP and their assessments to do with PIP and a certain ... representative I have.
It seems at the moment that a large organisation that does nothing more than help disabled people ... legally seem to be saying that my disability, difficulties traveling very far, lack of my own transport and assessments arranged between ten and over twenty miles away and 100 medical symptoms is not enough to refuse to travel to an assessment.
Yup ... you read that right ... not being able to travel to an assessment is not a good enough reason for refusing to go.
It gets better as I've told these people that I've always known ... that's KNOWN and not I THINK, that the DWP and there assessors lie and cheat and even have the proof that extends back in time 5 years or more.
That's not a good enough excuse either ...
If your going to ignore the simple and/or commonly known facts and stick to the DWP's pathetic rules your not going to help anyone.
Oddly enough it's the exact same situation I have over ESA and yet they are handling that one?! Confused?!
Added to this my ... situation looks set to change very soon they will render the ESA situation a moot point and the PIP situation becomes vital. Very vital!
The one single organisation I could find to actually help me and things are getting ... confusing, frustrating and may well be pointless very, very soon.
It's very, very weird.
It's almost by design?!
I am looking to be in a position where I get not one, two, three or even half a dozen boosts but dozens?
I was about a year from reaching my first major milestone provided I had a half decent year and plenty of activity and getting about in the Warner months? That onto incudes going to my usual spots with my usual tools.
In a matter of months or even weeks the ranges I will cover and the tools I'll acquire will expand hugely ... and then some.
But in the event that my endeavours get so far but not quite ask the way I may be dependent on help, which my PIP payments, not means tested, would be a big help with until I am at the point I've been aiming for, for 6 years.
ESA will probably not be paid and yet the one I currently have they would and should be paid might now be stopped and the solicitors I have, admittedly working my case for free, are refusing to accept my reasons and therefore act on my behalf.
It might turn out differently shortly as admittedly my actual solicitor has been on holiday and had now returned. With that and a detailed report containing a complete breakdown sent to them their decision might change?
I hope I don't have to write a piece in a few months time detailing how this organisation failed me?
If they both refused flat out to help with the PIP issue and the ESA case fails it will be something of a complete and utter embarrassing failure.
They will also all be stating that in some sort of evil genius as I managed to get Disability Living Allowance for 3 years without lying and then was awarded PIP for 2 years without lying?!
It will also not reflect well on the helpers because I'm no solicitor, though I was PA to one on and off for a while, yet I've beaten the DWP twice. I've acquired the benefit twice and was not easy reach time. If a solicitor fails to get it once?
It's going to be a very interesting and somewhat concerning couple of months.
Time keeps on ticking, ticking, ticking ... into the future.
I have come by more
information regarding the Department of Work and Pensions and yet not
found anything out just yet about a programme that was on TV about
this.
There was a major feck
up by my Job Centre. Last week after leaving the JSA lady and exiting
the building an unknown number rang my phone. When I answered it was
the lady I had just met on the third floor, she told me the system
had double booked an appointment and could they move it forward
several hours.
When I got in their
this week someone went and sat down with the woman I thought I was
seeing and I started to get confused and then wondered if they had
booked me with someone else and did not tell me?
Eventually I was called
by a lady I met once before and who I got chatting with about
orchids. At first she did not remember me but when I mentioned the
orchids she did. We got chatting and she told me that no one there
agrees with what the DWP are doing or their attitudes towards benefit
claimants. She even told me that she was told at times that she
herself was too soft with claimants?!
She went on to say that
the Job Centre was run really badly and that it never used to be like
that and I explained what happened with the mess up with the
appointment. I also even told her about my disagreement with the DWP
and that I should not be going there and have been told as much and
that there is a legal battle about to go on. She raised an eyebrow
and said “Really?” and I told her that being shunted onto JSA did
not mean a great deal to me when it happened as I had long wanted to
find something to do part-time anyway.
I was surprised for the
second time about someone being so candid with me and I told her that
I had already been told this by a chap in the floor beneath her in
Universal Credit and she was surprised to hear this despite knowing
who I was talking about.
I asked her about the
programme on TV and told her my landlord had mentioned it but she
knew nothing about it either.
I am starting to wonder
whether it was some brief TV news report somewhere but I am sure the
word 'documentary' was mentioned?
It was admitted to me
that the whole thing was a screw up on just about every level and
that many of the staff did not know whether they were coming or going
half the time.
I pointed out how there
are now 6 departments where there were only three and that they now
intend to make these six departments into just one and she glared at
me and said “I knooow!” lol.
There is one thing I
did not mention at the Job Centre and regarding my health conditions,
that of the pills they have refused me for years. The drugs. Now that
I have mentioned this I cannot even remember if I have mentioned this
on my blog. The drugs … or at least what has happened recently over
these drugs.
Best three drugs for
Fibromyalgia Syndrome in order of effectiveness …
Sodium Oxybate –
Xyrem and the only one to deal with the source problem of
non-restorative sleep
Milnacipran –
Seems to be specific to the pain receptor fired off in Fibromyalgia
so sounding like an accidental discovery?
Pregabalin
Which of these do I
get?
NONE OF THEM!
Yup you read that right
… none of them.
But wait a minute? Are
they not now trying to force me into full time work? Yup. But they
refuse to give me the drugs that could, with two, ,and WOULD, with
one, ,make almost all my symptoms disappear overnight. Except my back
problem that they had also lied about and despite having nmy own
x-rays of that are on this blog!
Oops!
Except … as it turned
out several people I know actually take Pregabalin, a better version
of my Gabapentin, and were so shocked to hear my stories of refusal
and being kicked off surgeries and falsifying documents that someone
… donated some of theirs for me to try. Lol.
Now just last night I
was asked if I was going to try them straight away and I said I did
not know and they got annoyed with me, stating that I said I had
wanted them for so long.
I then pointed out two
things … that they may force me into full time work before long and
if I take them and they do work there is absolutely no guarantee that
my GP will give me them and that his brother, my previous GP, and my
two previous GP's at two previous practices had ALSO both refused me
Pregabalin over a five year period.
In other words these
pills are precious to me, which is really odd as I have no idea if
they will work or not, and that they may be the only ones I get in a
long while, as getting them is likely to lead to me … changing to
my sixth GP practice in Enfield. Do not doubt that last statement …
I have already been through five in the same catchment area without
moving home and I know how this always goes. An argument too start
with and then all hell breaks loose, lol. Plus there is no guarantee
I will get the prescription from the NEXXT GP either!
BUT … going though
all that will be worth if for one reason and one reason only … the
gloves will be off, a heap of stuff winds up on my blog and I
guarantee that this time around the blogs will actually make some
money for the first time ever and become regular before long. So
there is that! Lol.
Sooo what I will do is
try them for a week but check how I have to come off Gabapentin first
before going on the infamous Pregabalin.
Then there is Christmas
… this time it is going to be an even more lonely one than it
normally is but I am used to that … mostly.
Had a bust up with the
one I normally am at, at Christmas time and so I have gotten out of
hearing a load of crap but not being preoccupied by others.
Yes it seems to be
always happening and al happening of late and there is plenty of
signs it will stay like this until the Spring?
Oddly enough the one
thing I thought would happen in November which was potentially the
biggest of al the things that could happen did not happen. But yeah I
have kind of gotten used to that too the only thing is that this
failed a year ago and the trouble it caused me could well have
happened all over again. Well it kinda did as this was what I got
into an argument about after finally divulging to someone I told a
couple of others to keep in the dark about. Yeeah … that did not go
well land I got the usual narcissistic attitude with flailing arms
and a brick wall. Despite the fact that you are NOT ALLOWED under ANY
CIRCUSMTANCES to EVER DO THAT TO THEM! Otherwise everyone gets to
hear about it for 5 to 10 years.
Their reasons are
always valid while yours are not … she fits the profile of an
Social Justice Warrior to a 'T' and even thinks of themselves as a
socialist, lol.
Oh yup I did not know
that Social Justice Warriors were a thing until recently but that
does not mean I have not heard some of the bat-shit crazy ideas
beforehand and I have from right within my own family! They have
changed their minds on some things bat-shit crazy but not on others
and still even on the things they changed their minds about still
goes into that whole socialism lecture based on half-truths and
bullshit! Now THAT I and we have had for around 20 years plus.
What they do not know
is that my counsellor blames them for several of my … let us say
limitations? I do not but I could see why she said them and there may
well be a contribution but … no.
My condition of
Fibromyalgia Syndrome is the cause of the actual problems but there
may well be an argument that this family member has contributed in
some way? Oh yeah they certainly make it worse and no one stops and
says to them, when they are crying to everyone else for sympathy,
well you should not DO that with him. What they do is downright
bloody rude to any normal person and the fact that they do it with
someone with a known memory problem just makes it ten times worse
than it otherwise would be.
They will think of
something they want to talk about when your telling your anecdotes
and feel it is so important they will interrupt you, which is rude
before anything else is considered.
You will try to stop
them and point out their story is not relevant to what you were just
talking about and to win the argument and gain control of the floor
they will say “Because you have not let me finish!” What should
take five minutes then takes 30 minutes or more and when finished
guess what? It still bears no relevance to what I was just talking
about and she insists that it does. Well maybe in your warped world
it does but to everyone else and that is what matters, it DOES NOT!
But despite that
looking ad it is never that simple as when they talk they then
meander off moist of the time to another subject and then another. So
you have been interrupted and with a really bad memory problem forced
to wait for like an hour or even more until they have told you
several stories, none of which are relevant.
In my recent row they
turned to their partner and some point and said “What was I saying
just now?” and to show you as I told my counsellor that they just
do not get it … their partner answered “I don't know, first you
was talking about one thing ,then you started talking about something
else and then moved onto something else!”
Did this person even
show a face that she had just been shown up and proved to be in the
wrong by their own partner? Umm NO!
What really gets my
goat up is afterwords … I am the villain!
But let us recount
points and summarise?
You interrupted …
which is rude so in the wrong immediately
You spoke about
something not relevant to that you subject you interrupted so wrong
number TWO (example interrupt explanation on CRPS because this most
painful condition has the word 'complex' in it and their unproven
epilepsy is … umm … complex!)
I get annoyed
because it is rude and I suffer from memory loss, both well known
facts but I am the villain, LMAO!
Does that sound like a
Social Justice Warrior much?
The truth is ignored
because what they think and feel is more important and relevant.
I have had friends meet
them and apologise to me because they thought my description is
unfair when the truth is both they and other people run when they see
her coming. I have known this to occur with one man and two separate
women. Reason? “If that woman seems me she will come straight over,
complain bout her kids and how they cause her terrible stress for two
or three hour straight!” Yeah … literally run!”
I forgot … there is
one other person that fell out with them … their own cousin and
over the exact same thing.
This is the bit I tell
other family members I simply do not get … they fall out with
everyone but it is NEVER EVER their fault. In fact when it was their
cousin she lied about it for a couple of years,, in an argument I
told them I knew the truth. They leave it for a year like you have a
memory like a sieve and then go back to telling the story, how
stressful it was and back to telling the same lies about it.
I caught my Mind
counsellor with her mouth open a little in shock and she went on to
say that this must have been a dreadful thing to bear for such a long
time and I simply smiled and said “Yeah, it has been”.
And it was over someone
else who has let me down yet again … promising two things and
failing to deliver on either promise. Go figure?
So my counsellor
figured out why I have trust issues while she wondered why I even
started bothering blogging to help others? I told her that I had
asked myself that on many, many occasions. But at the end of the day
it was still the right and honourable thing to do and I keep telling
myself that there must be people out there WORTH helping even if I
never see any evidence of that or very rarely do.
It is also all that I
have.
After all I am only
five years away from being on top of the ages that both my father and
Uncle died and did not want to leave this life leaving nothing in the
way of a legacy behind.
The faint hope that I
could make people see and point them in the right directions and
thought patterns that may change a country and maybe … just maybe …
in time a world?
A first video on
YouTube in awhile … the Pregabalin tablets and a recap of what I
experienced with three separate GP Surgeries in Enfield and how and
why I was not given these pills …
I was told several
interesting and quite concerning things lately.
One thing was regarding
a Dutchman called Peter Duut who died in a horrible way after being
told he was being refused help by the DWP and leaving a surviving
wife heartbroken.
Little did his
surviving wife realise that the troubles that had dogged them in the
months prior to Mr Duut's death would get not only a lot worse but
would go on for several years.
The DWP refused to help
Mrs Duut who herself is disabled because her husband was Dutch, even
though he lived and worked in the UK for many, many years.
Due to a type of
bereavement fund that was belonging to that of Mr Duut, i.e. not
something that Mrs Duut ever signed for and paid automatically, the
DWP not only decided that Mrs Duut was not eligible for ESA they also
billed her for over payment. To the tune of £20,000 I think it was?
May have been more? It is a ridiculous amount.
There has been a legal
case but the legal aid, just as I predicted ten or so years ago when
they cut it down, is precarious at best. She has to pay something for
it despite not being able to even buy food. I listened in shock as I
heard the story unfold and right now Mrs Duut has been warned that
this could go to the court of appeal and take up to two years. This
has caused panic for Mrs Duut who is terrified of the prospect of
living for another two years the way that she has the lately.
I listened as she
explained that she has been told that a case like this has never
happened before and therefore there is no precedent. I have been HERE
before and anyone that has dug around and researched my archives
would be well aware of this.
The British government
are basically saying that this British born woman is the
responsibility of the Netherlands,, despite the fact she was born
here and her and her husband have worked here. The Netherlands seem
to be saying the exact same thing in that Mrs Duut is the British
governments responsibility?!
Now what I said was
“Hang on? I thought the whole idea of the EU in the bloody first
place was to make things simpler?! So MUCH for the EU!”
I also found out about
a … list. Calum's List is what they told me it was called and I
Googled it to find out what it is, is consisted of and what it was
about the list that led to the dire consequences that befell Calum.
You see I was informed that he was sectioned and locked up. Whether
this is true or not and whether he is still locked away or not I do
not know.
But there IS a web-page
with Calum's List on it.
This … web-page
states some extremely sobering things that simply want you to go out
and hit the bottle anyway!
It lists people that
have died as a result of what the DWP are doing and have done and as
I ventured my way down the list a photograph of a particular person
leapt out and slapped me in the face. I KNEW this photo and the man
in it. His name was David Clapson and some time ago now I received an
email from his mother via Change.org where there was a petition going
around. I would have put the link to the petition in a blog post on
this very site at the time.
Now here is where
things get a little … frightening...
The list consists of 60
people in detail and with photos that have died that the author of
the website, presumably called Calum, had heard from.
However what it states
is that these are the ones that they HEARD from via the victim's
family or friends and that the UK figure of benefit related deaths is
closer to 4,000 and could be as high as 80,000 people?! Jesus H
Christ!
I do not know how long
aa period these numbers are over but when they are THAT big it does
not matter. In fact even a SINGLE death it does not matter. Well it
does not to the DWP but it does to me!
When I watched
Schindler's List for the first time ever it blew me away. The very
sad story was heart wrenching and the famous line used at the end I
never forgot.
'Whoever saves
one life saves the world entire' – Oscar Schindler
In fact were it not for the story of Oscar Schindler my blogs may
never have been started, though my tendencies to save both people and
animals went back much further than my watching Schindler's List for
the first time.
It also showed me that sacrifice and risk to save someone's life can
get a message across to others that may have forgotten the importance
and value of a human life.
I was told to be very careful about mentioning Calum's List, hey I
just realised that lists seem to be a theme in this post, because of
what happened to the author off the page. I told them that they
already tried to say I was crazy and that backfired. I wanted to see
how FAR the NHS would go to protect themselves and I found out.
Once I found out I offered the General Practitioner I was arguing
with to listen to the tape I had when I returned a week later. He
asked me what tape I was talking about. I told him I had a tape of
the specialist at Chase Farm Hospital admitting that he falsified my
ultrasound test from the two things it showed, an Inguinal Hernia and
a black lump in area of previous Inguinal hernia repair, to nothing
and being “completely clear”.
His answer? “What would I want to listen to that for?!”
A few weeks later I was kicked off the practice with the help of the
General Medical Council for violent conduct. Yeah well the claim to
being crazy was never going to fly at any rate. Oddly enough the day
before I received the letter to state that I was violent the GP
claiming this behaved somewhat … oddly … bizarre even as I had
sat in his surgery the day before and he did not seem too phased or
worried that I was there.
If I was truly violent he should have been worried and would have
been worried and I for one in his situation would have wondered to my
threats capabilities.
I know Wing Chun!
Unfortunately for the NHS they have resumed the trickery and the lies
and falsifying test results, or at least performing tests in ways so
that things will not show up. What is unfortunate about it where the
NHS are concerned is that they still underestimate me … SERIOUSLY
UNDERESTIMATE ME!
What did they think I suddenly stopped paying attention? Oh dear.
I will give you a little tip … when you have successfully trapped
an animal or you carp fish and catch all the carp they then become
wary. When they do this you then have no choice but to change your
tactics and wait longer than you did before.
If you think you can go and perform the same feat a second time in
quick succession and in the same amount of time … well you, sir,
are an idiot!
I am NOT an idiot. Well … not a COMPLETE idiot at any rate. Lol.
Yeah well I had a little run in with MI5 and GCHQ, the latter were
interested in employing me at one stage along with the MOD, and gave
them the run around. As stated the NHS already tried to state I was
insane. The DWP came after me likely over my involvement with the
late Michael Meacher MP, who I am now hearing his death may be
suspicious, and the United Nations investigation into the inhumane
treatment of disabled people.
What can they do that they have not already done? Shoot me?! Well
provided that they can at the very least do that one thing humanely
death is a better option than my life as it is right now anyway.
It is funny is it not? That moving world war 2 film was seen by a
great many people around the world and more to my point, those in the
UK. What I find funny is when I wonder how many people watched that
and agreed that human life is valuable but forgotten it when it comes
to the plights of the vulnerable in their very own country.
Did you see the list? Go back and look at it once again. Look at the
number of dead that it states within its pages and look at the links
it provides. There people WERE alive and now they are DEAD. IS this
not similar to looking at a list of war dead? Death is death. Being
dead is being dead. Being treated inhumanely until you are murdered
or being treated SO inhumanely that it is you that takes your own
life.
By the time they reached those infamous rooms it may well be that
after their treatment many may have welcomed death?
Do you think there is much of a difference?
What kind of world and country have we come to when we ignore these
things on the mainstream media because it does not fit their agenda?
EDIT: MORTALITY STATISTICS ... by the DWP THEMSELVES ...
Sorry I could not resist that title ... I mean the Department of Work and Pensions and despite the fact there are thousands of employees being paid between £50,000 and hundreds of thousands per annum all coming out of the public purse they do not give a shit about anyone that is ill or old.
Now I actually thought recently that I may have made a mistake?
They sent me that patronising email about getting a letter from my GP to state why I cannot travel and I had already sent them several GP letters and Hospital letters confirming all the diagnosis I have had along with the fact I am about to have colonoscopy and a scan on my head, so have that on my mind. Umm no pun intended, lol.
Now where I made the mistake is that I sent off to emails and that I considered that it may have been possible, after I ripped them a new one, that they may have sent the email asking for the letter prior to reading the letters I attached in the last email.
Like I said ... I sent two emails.
I attended the GP Surgery, as I stated, to my new GP, the brother of the one who just moved to Ealing, who, incidentally, does not know me.
He knows nothing of my medical records or my history whereas his brother does and I pointed it out that I find it something of a hard coincidence to believe that the DWP demand an assessment just as the GP moves without warning?
You would think that these moves would take months and months to set-up? I mean it is not like going for a normal hob is it? Your a Doctor, for Christ sake. There have to be checks, checks on your records, criminal records and medical background, knowledge and where you acquired your degree?
Mind you saying that ... it does tend to arise in the news every now and then that some Doctor Death, I like that, has not been given the proper checks before he killed a load of people, intentionally or otherwise.
Maybe these checks are just for mere mortals?
Anyway I have given the email asking for the letter from my GP, possibly again, below along with all that I sent them along with the latest letter to be posted to them.
As it turns out that no, I was not wrong. They did state that the medical letters I sent them of all my diagnosis is not actually good enough and that I needed a letter from my GP as to why I cannot travel?!
Two problems ...
Do they not claim they have medical professionals?!
How many of your Doctors follow your backside around for days on end to see what you are capable of or if you are having the symptoms you claim that you are or not?!
Do you know what ignoring the stuff I sent them means? That is after they were all like 'Oooh we will send this off the the DWP' crap?
It means they are incompetent morons and that there attempts to stick the knife into people with disabilities is nothing more than pathetic and that they have the law and the NHS twisted around their finger and do not care who knows?!
Ooh? Did I mention the United Nations?! I cannot recall, oh well good to have a few things up for round 3!
EMAIL
Dear Mr Haswell
If you wish to be
assessed at your home for your work capability assessment, the onus is on you
to provide a letter from your GP explaining the reasons for the request.
Please be aware that if
your GP charges you for providing the letter, we are not in a position to
refund you for the cost of this.
Letter from DWP as they seem to be suddenly clueless to what I have and only NHS, Doctor and Specialist letters that have been falsified and ... doctored, ahem, are acceptable?!
Note above how they have given me from Monday 13th June 2016 to Wednesday 15th June 2016 to get an answer to them with a Second Class Post envelope they themselves provided?! LMBFAO!
Evidence I sent them PREVIOUSLY which was not good enough, told them about the head scan and the colonoscopy as well along with GP contact details ...
These are likely not all that I sent and I believe I remember there being 12?
I quite deliberately sent them one letter from back in 2003 to show them that I can prove not only what they have been up to but how far back it goes.
The other funny thing is that I never pointed out, quite deliberately along with other things, even on here is that I knew I was being lied to and messed about and could not figure out how they were so sure they would get away with it ...
...until I discovered that I had Fibromyalgia Syndrome, what it does to one's memory and that they had known for at least two years that I had it.
I had a real bad history of forgetting and missing appointments some years back and found it strange that I kept doing it, how can you forget there is somthjing wrong with you, you need to sort out?
Even stanger was the fact that I was never ever once charged the £10 fee for missing appointments?
I naively used to think that it was because Dr Rhaman and I had a good rapport and I used to do him favours by helping him train medical trainees once a month?!
Ooh ... did I not mention this? Well I have! If you go ... far enough back into the archives.
If you go far enough back you will also discover that I stupidly turned down an offer of a PhD from a Peter Pasmore of Middlesex University to program the software to teach medical students how to perform KEYHOLE SURGERY!
