Oh .. my .. God!
I simply cannot believe
how things go sometimes and how little disregard others can have,
LOL.
In between days of
doing a series of chores for someone else I should be doing that I
want and need to be doing but no.
I have been out on my
bike twice. The first time to get my rent, get a large envelope and
some tobacco and return home to package some stuff up into the large
envelope and mete my landlord to pay him.
I was supposed to be
visited by my mother this afternoon too and then my brother, or one
of them, texts me and asks if we can go over to try on some black
suits we are having made for an upcoming wedding. Of course as is
usual for me I forgot when we were having the measurements taken that
this wedding is in August. Good chance of it being very warm and very
humid, which I do not do well in. I am always in a vest and shorts in
the warmer months.
Of course there are the
blackouts, the recent seizure and the shutting down of my thigh
muscles as well as the anxiety attacks. Oh did I mention about
looking after animals every other day for five weeks?
Oh and the neurology
appointment.
I forgot to get some
other shopping while out. Was not sure I had enough money as I ended
up with two packages to be sent via recorded delivery … to a court
… in Bradford!
Out I go again on my
bike after having the landlord get his rent, to an ATM before zooming
back to a Post Office to send off my packages. Text asking me if
picking me up is still OK and I say that I think it is but do not
know where our mother has got to, typical.
Cycling down to the ATM
I am checking the cars going towards my house, get to the ATM no
calls to phone asking where I am, back to Post Office and then back
home. No mother here waiting.
So then?
While I am waiting.
This is the post I
would not type out until I had sent off the packages. The packages
contained copies of evidence, Doctor's letters, hospital letters
along with a run down about what has happened to me recently health
wise. A report about the blatant disregard of the public services
about how miserable and painful they make peoples lives. All the
reports including the NHS lying and to cap it all off a DVD.
I also explain what has
happened with my help.
You see this is about
the Citizen's Advice Bureau and what happened when I attended my
meting with them. To cut a meeting over an hour long to a brief
minimum they filled in the form for me and compiled an appeals letter
to the court, HMCTS (Her Majesty's Courts and Tribunal Service) SSCS,
do not know what the latter acronym stands for.
While there a guy who
was Lithuanian helped me and I said “Privet” to him and he looked
surprised and said “Oh so you speak Russian?” to which I told him
no but that I had a friend years ago from St Petersburg, his name was
Edvard and I attended university with him.
We touched on a couple
of things and he showed he was not naïve by saying “yes-yes-yes”
a couple of times in the hour when I corrected him and said that the
DWP lie.
He was surprised at how
I had been treated, that I was receiving Incapacity Benefit and that
they had just cancelled it like that. I also showed him something …
on the latest letter I received from the DWP they stated that I had
been asked four previous times to attend an assessment. I told him
this was a lie and that they were supposed to come to my home for a
Home Visit four times but failed to show up each time. I told him I
had the letters and he was shocked.
It turned out some
things about me I never thought about were relevant with the argument
and which I did not think about when the DWP called me, a person with
serious memory problems.
Well they will find out
now.
The court service will
also find out a few more things from me and that is a breakdown of
the fact I have been lied to by the NHS for a decade. Not all the
time and most of them probably did not realise the extent to which
they were being used and why. One did. When she did with my help she
walked in one morning announced to five stunned staff she had, had
enough of the NHS, was retiring effective immediately, turned around
and walked back out the door. The NHS were forced to put stand ins in
place until they could unload the patients registered to other
clinics.
I did not rust them and
decided to pick my own. I chose … unwisely.
But then I do not think
it would make much difference as the lies and cheating go on
everywhere and they wont accept they are being used because after all
they are Doctors. The most intelligent beings on Earth. No one could
possibly manipulate and fool them? They certainly cannot take it when
a lowly put of work patient manages to put all the pieces together
and the hows and whys. Oh no-no-no.
Sorry but being
unemployed does not mean your brain-dead or in any way unintelligent
and nor does it mean that your life is worth less than others. That
is the lesson I have been slowly teaching and telling everyone.
That is when I have the
time, manage to get something to tell, manage to remember and all
hell is not breaking loose while the wolves growl with bared teeth at
my door.
Oh I got a call from my
mother who was clearly at home and after 4pm when I am being picked
up to try a suit on at 6pm. That ain't happening, lol.
Could have been a bit
tricky there as she had come across an old post of mine posting about
when I was homeless back when I was fifteen. Ooh. Lol. That was a
bloody old post.
I had fallen out with
my father .. well had a fight in reality and for some time wanted to
live with my mother but that the guy she was involved with was none
too keen. Not sure he would have been any keener if it were has own
actual children. Probably why they have never spoken to him most of
their lives. I was a teenager the last time I saw any of them and I
am 47 now.
So I get to continue on
umm typing? Well I can do something .. if I can think of it.
Yes so I have been
helped by the Citizen's Advice and am going back to the court
tribunal I loathed the last time around. Did not ask me the right
questions and asked a very odd one. Like everyone else missed that I
had Fibromyalgia and asked me if I could get to the Morrisons across
the road?! I said “Well I got here didn't I? Considerably further
than across the road, but in pain.
You see before you
start it is set up as a cheat.
Something that idiot
for that organisation that emailed recently clearly misses altogether
by suggesting that the DWP can be sympathetic? LOLOLOLOLOL! Bloody ..
hilarious! I simply could not believe my eyes when I read that email
from that 'Peter' fellow. I thought he was joking and it was not done
very well? Lol. The DWP? Sympathetic?
Ooh I never thought,
maybe he is not British and like the Lithuanian came here from a
country where the welfare system actually gives a crap about human
lives? Possible I s'pose?
I shall have to try and
remember to phone up and ask for a barrister on the day of the
tribunal! Must do that immediately when the letter arrives with the
court date.
Hmm in my complaining
about the waste of taxpayers money and the way that the new welfare
system was not being improved but instead royally fucked up I
repeatedly said that they stated in the beginning that there would
only be two benefits. I explained this to a friend recently who knew
someone who was only getting one and thought that you could only get
one. Uh-uh.
Suddenly this new one I
never heard of, now attacking me, pops up out of nowhere. They spoke
recently … sorry, stated a lie recently that they had asked me five
times for an assessment but that I refused and yet I have asked them
a dozen times or more over five years why they keep writing to me.
Answering why I cannot
travel as I suffer from a disability is a damn site easier than
asking why they keep contacting me. Yet I have told them about my
disabilities very, very literally dozens of times, so that means they
are deaf, dumb and blind and clearly proved over and over again they
know nothing at all about file management. Or even computer systems
or the way they store files … hey? I could teach them for a fee?
Their doomed souls! Lol.
So then their seems to
be some respite? The guy at the Citizen's Advice told me that the
local council will continue to pay my rent so no homelessness for at
least a couple more months.
Hmm I just thought of a
new question … what happens in the case where people appeal and
they get nothing at all? Surely they cannot refuse all money? He said
that there are two rates of Employments Support Allowance, one is the
work relayed one I had read about which is around £70 per week. One
is the … umm incapacitated one which is around £100 per week.
Funny that as exactly a
decade apart and forgetting the seven years they unfairly took
disability away from me with the NHS' quite deliberate help …
I have gone from
getting £130 per week to about £80 per week on disability.
I will go from £120
per week on IB to either £100 or £70 per week on ESA.
Forget any stupid,
nonsensical and biased unworkable amoral feelings a visitor might
have for a moment and think about it? What are the percentages in
each case? £50 from £130 is a bloody massive percentage. £120 to
£100 might well be smaller but that is still added on to that
already lost on the other. So you would have lost £70 per week. £100
per week if you are put on the lower rate. Off the top of my head 30
to 40 percent?
Then remember how this
is breadline money we are talking about here, not disposable income
per se and then remember what we were all told. 'We are all in it
together' even though the poorer, more vulnerable and disabled were
not responsible for the risks being taken with other people's money.
Christ almighty none of us really even knew it was going on. But
where they did it and his it now it is a bunch of people on the
breadline that is being forced to pay it.
Life is good at the top
and in Politics and Banking is it not?
Ooh unless your one of
those bank staff that has ended up being laid off, fired or made
redundant because of the risks being taken.
Even my local bank is
like a ghost town and the statement of a 'skeleton crew' does not
even do it proper justice. A branch that could house over a dozen
staff has about three or four most days. Large empty spaces in the
branch every time I go in there.
There must be a hell of
a lot of very, very bitter ex-banking staff out there in the wilds? I
wonder if they have been feeling the cold touch of the DWP during
that time and found out what it is like?
Hmmm I never though of
that before. There must have been a lot of people lost their jobs and
even more again changed their jobs after a brief period on being
jobless? That must have continued on over the last 5 years and must
continue on for at least another 5 years?
There is going to be a
hell of a lot of people see the dark underbelly of the political
spectrum after being shown how worthless your made to feel when
unlucky enough to be without work?
Anyhoo I thought it
would be a good idea to get the paperowrk from the Citizen's Advice
up here and I have sent a lot to the Court regarding exactly what I
have been up to for many years .. and that if anyone thinks I have
been lax the last few years … they will be proved very, very ..
wrong.
Hmm if they are a
genuine court I wonder if they will do a reverse of what they did
last time and make the DWP pay me the £40,000 I have been missing
and the loss of £4,400 I got from being defrauded and beaten by
bailiffs because of it? They made me pay back £750 when they ruled
me as being wrong!
I have, of course,
pointed this out to them, lol.
