Jesus things have gone
bad in the last 24 hours.
Someone preyed upon
someone within my .. tiny circle and now appears to have acted like a
vulture and taking the piss. Things that were stated would happen
were said to possibly happen within as little as a week. I called BS
on that and passed it off as sales speak. I thought it was more
likely I would be told something positive in two to three weeks. It
has now been 4 weeks and this week is the fifth.
In a conversation I was
told that everyone is full of it.
I am rather worried
that something else has happened? Someone thinks that if nothing has
happened by the end of March (2018), which is five weeks away, then
it should be given up as an option. Well it was more an answer to a
dozen prayers to be honest.
It is also beginning to
appear that .. they may have lied. They stated that some big names
were pressurising them to get a hold of this particular person.
Almost like he was being rushed by one or more organisations? Well
after going a few days into our fifth week the last thing that was
said, when an question was put to them, is 'these things take time'?!
Yeah .. that is NOT what you said well over four weeks ago!
It might be this
frustration along with several intense pains I was having that
allowed me to be draw into an argument that has now cost me dearly,
as it turns out. Not having an ounce of understanding for anyone else
my health condition, disability, current situation and having someone
with cancer to be concerned about who may be homeless with four
children within six months should all be forgotten about due to a
health condition that is not that serious and that is provided they
actually have it. Yup .. all other considerations are secondary.
Because they get light headed once in a blue moon and even then that
is if they are going through that particular period of experiences
these light headed symptoms. Just one of my 270 symptoms is this and
if I go through a period without experiencing them it has only been
for a few days, rarely weeks, in the last twenty years. They have
only been experiencing theirs for a few years. But it is a massive
thing.
A friend of theirs was
actually in hospital while dying themselves from cancer and when
asked why she was kept in longer than planned the terminally ill
friend said “they discovered tachycardia” to which this other
person replied “Oh I had that” before going into detail .. to
someone dying from cancer?! The terminally ill patient then said “Oh?
Is that another one to add to your list, [NAME]?” This was
explained to me by the person who got that reply and I sat there in
disbelief when they simply did not understand what she meant by it,
as their was a strong tone of sarcasm involved!
That is how bad it is
and we have had this all our lives.
They had a go at one of
their sons once because had had to cur a visit short after an hour or
so because his dog was ill and they said “what about me? I'm ill!”
Fast forward a few
years to today and she has a dog herself and keeps banging on to
everyone, me included, because a daughter has not ordered shoes,
several people laughed on the phone, for her dog because of something
called Alabama Foot Rot! If this dog was to become ill they would
forsake everyone else to race him off to a vet.
They never .. EVER see
that they have spent thirty years whining, bitching and complaining
about the very things they do themselves. When she try and point out
that they do things wrong they have a hundred excuses. The favourite
being 'family problems' and to the point hat everyone accepts it
until I recently asked one of them “Exactly WHAT family problems
are there?” to which I had a response of a very long “Errrrm?!”
to which I then said “Exactly! It is manufactured and they harp on
with this line so much you end up being convinced that there are!”
I explained to two
people in the phone, one a social worker for adults for a couple
decades, and they both went from “They are very unfair” and “They
need to see a professional person” and “I cannot believe they
have spoken to you like that!” to “They are completely fucking
mad!”
I came back seeking
help .. I have not had anything but hindrances both financially and
emotionally along with mentally. I was better off staying where I was
except I had no choice but to come back. There were things that
needed to be done here in London but .. these have taken an absolute
age to achieve and I am going nuts with it all.
So the circling vulture
who may turn out to be someone that likes to peruse court hearings
for people with unbelievable stories of suffering, has only added to
all of this .. well, suffereing. All to make a buck!
Do not get me wrong ..
it was great at first and signatures were even provided and I knew
that the speed of it would not be that which they stated and that was
the first thing that both annoyed me and sent alarm bells ringing.
But it did make us think there was a way out. That in a couple of
months all our problems would be over for the rest of our lives, save
the cancer.
But then it looked like
you could go and get the best cancer treatments anywhere in the
world, though some of the best may be in America some are here in the
UK.
I also thought it would
boost my bogs no end and at the exact same time cause literary agents
to scramble for my own signature?! This way I could also be there to
help and that things would be very different to before?
There has also been
some .. very EVIL things going on .. many evil things. From an evil
manipulative .. relative to EVIL public services. A council .. the
DWP and .. the NHS are all the evil organisations involved in the
story and hence why there is a circling vulture.
I might have attracted
media agents and literary agents to me and sent them on but .. I have
not been publishing anything because of this one and a contract that
was signed.
In fact I have been
keeping quiet about the details for .. five weeks or more!
Now personally I
believe something else form the possible reasons why this circling
vulture has gone quiet .. government involvement. As I stated to the
other one involved in this .. I believe that it will be extremely
damaging to the government and that it may be the case that the
British public would decide that all local councils be dissolved and
that the NHS, DWP and the Police get a fucking good kick up the
backsides. When it comes to cost we are talking tens, hundreds or
even billions of pounds here. Not to mention a hell of a lot of jobs
and changes to the way government and politics as a whole works. Also
you only have those five Tory supporters running all of the news
media.
Now here is the funny
thing ..
If this turns out to be
the case ..
- We have not told anyone about this
- Nothing has been stated on social media anywhere
- We have talked about it on the phone
- We have talked about it on WhatsApp only
This means that they
would have been listening in on our phone conversations and/or
WhatsApp messages.
They would not know
what damned agent to listen in on!
Either that of this
media agent is a cut-throat agent, full of shit and/or does not know
what he is doing?
What also ires me is
that there are a number of ways I could help or could have been
continuing to help this situation were it not for lying Job Centres,
the DWP and Google!
Yeah I could still be
getting my own PIP, oh a social worker refused to fill in a DLA form
section recently in all this, and Google Adsense should not have
banned my blog adverts for two mistakes that were down to their
shitty software ..
- A typo and misplaced comma had them take of adverts
- Trying to then out them back on I ended up with two dozen ads because ..
- There Chrome Browser was not showing the ads as there so I could trying to put them back on
- Only looking on my desktop computer recently showed that I had in fact two dozen ads on their and therefore I am still banned?!
- I have sent them several feedbacks about the latter issue and have not heard a damned thing
How can it be that so
many things are going wrong?
Even the other person
involved in this says it is the worst luck or the worst kind of bad
luck and lots of it all at once. Not a single thing is working out
for either of us! Her words!
SO much so that she is
refusing an operation that if she does not have she will be dead in
five years, before she is thirty years old, leaving five children
behind.
Yeah, nice country
this. Funny how everyone else coming here seems to get everything and
have great lives and get given everything?
A family with at least
three and looking to have four disabled people out of six, a seventh
being unknown at this point, gets treated like shit. Oh and £25 rent
payments awarded out of £100 we was only informed about AFTER moving
from a house where at least £120 per week was being paid in full?!
Oh and did I mention
this was AFTER an incident of serious domestic violence where the
husband was supposed to be locked up until 2027 but actually gets out
next month?!
Another one of those
Muslim men coming here and getting away with murder, metaphorically
speaking ..
There! I finally
mentioned something and put in a link to page that has been in the
public doman for several weeks. THAT is part of my and her story!
That is the one I have been talking about for so very long and got
nothing in the way of help and support with.
It fails to mention the
lack of help, the lack of finances, the docking of money, threatening
to throw children out of a window or the damned cancer!
Obviously no
investigative journalists at the Liverpool Echo as no investigating
was involved and there are errors in the story, would you believe?
No one from them spoke
to any of us .. probably why there was errors?!
And where the fuck is
Jeremy Corbyn when they are doing something wrong?!
Oh and I lost my Freedom Pass just a couple of uses after getting it back?! All because of that argument I had with the way over the top self-obsessed person.
Oh and I was so fed up, disappointed and down last night that I fell asleep around 8pm and woke at at 3am and been awake ever since, eventually typing this out!
Oh and I lost my Freedom Pass just a couple of uses after getting it back?! All because of that argument I had with the way over the top self-obsessed person.
Oh and I was so fed up, disappointed and down last night that I fell asleep around 8pm and woke at at 3am and been awake ever since, eventually typing this out!
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