My daughter got a
phone-call tonight.
This was a it weird as
most people she knew had been at the house at some point, her two
step-brothers, mother and grandmother as I explained in a recent
post. Her two friends, a couple, tha normally come once a week for a
bit of a drink and the lady I like next door.
I thought it was a
phone-call from a certain prison inmate .. again?
The lady next door is
kind of nice .. no, really nice to my mind. She seems and sounds
intelligent and is as cute as hell.
But .. she has had some
rotten luck. Really .. rotten luck.
Well the other night
she asked my daughter in for a drink. In fcat it had been a tough day
for my daughter and may have been the day after her mother let her
down with looking after just one child. The most problematic child,
granted, but just the one child nevertheless.
There are three more
children and two of them are problematic and one is heading for
puberty. It was another example of the grandmother attempting to play
something down and after failing to cope for even a whole night,
returning the child on or just prior to midnight, she then went on a
lecture within two days about how to control these children.
One does not need much
controlling .. though he is rapidly heading for puberty. Yeah .. that
does not bear thinking about what with the other three. Puberty is a
bit of a lottery really .. you never quite know what I is your going
to get.
He has always been a
quiet kid and oh my God I have just seen the bloody time! I thought
it was bout 10am and I have just had needy-boy calling out for mum
because he wants a drink because his mouth is dry?! Yeah it is a lie
he copies form his mother ho says it because she gets a dry mouth and
is a result of her Fibromyalgia. Even I have to put up with a mouth
full of tap water on occasion.
My daughter said she
would be an hour but was back after about five or ten minutes and
said ..
“Dad, you will never
believe what she just asked me?! 'Hey, is your Dad single by any
chance?”
Almost bizarrely when
she was there the other night she was making wavoes about the
authorities, said that Sophie was being neglected ad treated like
shit and was going to go down there and give them hell. My daughter
simply said “My God, you sound like my Dad!”
Shit!
I am putting Family Guy
and American Dad on and carrying on with this one tomorrow!
…
Oh dear!
Boxing Day morning
starts with an awkward question .. which came from something that was
.. very embarrassing and then something that made us bloody angry.
Yeah so our heads are
spinning.
I also have to be
careful what I say. Lol.
First off it would seem
that my daughter read my blog post yesterday .. or rather someone
else did while she listened.
I was asked if I was
going back to London in January?!
Crap!!
I was told to answer
honestly but that is what I always do, despite what early readers
might think with some of the claims I have made.
Oh I have had to stop
three times for children already. Was going to try and continue this
tonight to begin with .. but after clearing up .. picking some baked
in .. umm .. something, paint or play-doh out of the carpet, throwing
some stuff away and a vacuum there was a bit of a lull. Silly me and
now someone is screaming about something and I have had to hit play
on a portable DVD player that has Frozen playing.
As far as the claims I
have made .. I am afraid that over the next few weeks your going to
find out the hard way that I am always right and as always it will be
at out expense, though more specifically my expense if it goes the
way I think it will.
It starts of by stating
that we have spies in our midst .. and not the sort of spies that I
was embroiled with in the past nor the ones that wanted to speak to
me regarding employment. Different kinds of spies.
This came about when we
had a Christmas Tree in our window described to us and I tried to
play it down by stating that Christmas Trees were generally green,
white or silver with a few exceptions.
Seven times I have now
stopped .. make that eight though two of those were for an adult. Now
I have older one hovering around for things he should have kept track
of. But then this is an exceptional house with more than one
exceptional child.
Yeah so I had to
explain myself and my fears ..
It seems I am doing a
bit more than just the job of a rusty third wheel .. but the I am not
sure about the wheels themselves.
Something to work on.
So that explained why
she was a little quiet. Also she did not get in the house until
around 7am to 8am and so not had a great deal of sleep.
Then as I explained
myself and we started to talk about things it turned out that she had
seen my very recent blog post while she was with someone. Someone I
had recently referred to as 'cute'. Yeah my face must have been a
picture when I found out that she had read that too! Ooh boy! Lol.
But that was not the
'coup de grace' so to speak. Though there is nothing merciful about
this.
A phone-call was
received outside of the room I am now sitting in and my daughter came
in and looked .. well, pissed!
She went off on one,
dropped her phone on the floor .. said basically I was right about
allegations I made about all the public services and them being
incompetent, liars and despite how they speak in the news media do
not give a flying feck about the general public .. only their
careers.
Something that needs to
change .. seriously fast if the are to prevent a revolution from
taking place down the line!
The phone-call came
from prison .. and a cocky domestic abuser .. ooh wait .. domestic
abuser .. yes so .. he phoned from prison with .. an unusually cocky
attitude. After all the times we have reported him calling us and the
way that he talks as if nothing has changed .. like he will get out
of prison and come straight back here and carry on where he left off.
Bit of trouble what with me standing in the way. But then I was
convinced this would never happen. 'A Historical Court Case' they
called it with follow ups like 'He will spend ten years in prison'
and ' then get deported'.
In his cocky attitude
.. which was different he then calmly stated that the Police were
dropping some of the charges as there was not enough evidence before
stating “I told you I would win!”
Of course the mother
was not able to be reached on the phone as per usual and was supposed
to take some stuff over to the new house today .. but bailed,
promising to do it first thing tomorrow and .. not much of a reaction
to the phone-call an claim other than stating “It was probably
bullshit just to scare you?” But even I know this unheard of cocky
attitude meant something .. I was also asked by one of his
compatriots the other day when and where we were moving?! That is the
second time I have been asked that by the same man since I have been
here.
It seems I am destined
to put this particular community on the face of the nationwide news
media map .. except they are as corrupt as they come so .. who knows?
My daughter started
packing .. cleaning to which I then started helping and in her panic
decided to pack every single Christmas decoration away .. 11 days
early!
So among many things
needy-boy got a Nintendo DS to keep him quiet, which is hard to do,
the older autistic girl got a neat gift of a cheap DVD portable
player and Frozen to keep her quiet which unfortunately many of these
toys made the youngest one .. louder. Because of Frozen mostly.
Except the older autistic girl has this habit of pressing buttons.
Even when she has on what she wants on TV and has no idea what 99% of
the buttons do on the TV or DVD remote .. she ends up pressing them
and turning off that which she wanted and then complains about it.
Head scartching stuff I am .. just mind-boggled at.
I told my daughter
after watching her switch off the portable DVD three times in thirty
minutes “Do you realise she has not watched Frozen all the way
through once on that? Probably not even half way through without
turning it off?” and she gave me a look and just nodded.
Not serving the purpose
for which it was intended. Focus.
Yesterday a friend who
was visiting walked into the living room and despite having seen this
before and heard it before he said “You know your fridge door is
wide open?!” Yeah .. that happens several times a day. All four of
them but at least the older one closes the door.
Needy-boy was also sick
and by that I mean … throwing up .. and he looked at me and I said
“You know what that is? Far too many sweats I am afraid and that is
what happens” to which he then started crying. He vomited into a
bag for a bit and five minutes later was asking for food?!
Don't know about anyone
else but if I am sick to the point of throwing up .. I cannot go
anywhere near food for at least 12 hours and anywhere up to 24!
Remember this is Boxing
Day morning! MORNING!
Thank you Police ..
thank you local councils .. and thank you DWP! There are probably
some others worth mentioning ..ooh the NHS of course.
One of the worst cases
of endangerment, harassment, health issues which includes several
cases of disability you can possibly imagine. It also has the
potential to end very badly .. and prison for someone that wont
deserve it, me, and very possibly fatal to several people including
children.
Did I mention it was
Boxing Day morning?!
So .. an awkward
conversation from a scared daughter that thought I might desert her
and my surprise that she might see it as me deserting her.
As I stated to her ..
there was no way that I would go anywhere at all until I knew she was
OK and the kids too in every way. Health wise, threats and everything
else.
I also told her that
this was only though fear, as my plans to help her, the children and
support myself so that I could remain here were .. not going
according to plan.
Then there is the fact
that I am tired a great deal of the time and that familiarity is all
that it comes down to. But that it is annoying because London is
nothing like the pace it used to be years ago but that .. I feel like
there is little there for me anyway. But that it is the areas that I
am familiar with and that I know where as here and being alone now I
really do not know the area. With my short term memory issues I will
take a long time too. Unless I had someone to drive me around for a
change that is.
I did reassure her but
stating that on the contact sites I am on I do not look at anyone in
London and only in this area .. well up to around 70 miles of where I
am now seated. Wirral, Liverpool, Manchester but I mainy go for
Cheshire and North Wales.
I should have held out
for a countryside setting. That I would find a lot easier .. fewer
people around and not near Birkenhead Town Centre so much. Only
because of scars that an ex left with me.
I did also say that I
had thought there might be a chance I might meet someone up here that
would make things .. easier for me. Little did I know how much I
would need that as things turned out to be worse than I expected and
.. appear to be getting worse.
I am used to being on
my own but here it is .. different. Only because of all of the failed
public services that have made life for several of others, and tens
if not hundreds of thousands of others .. a living nightmare.
Hmm I just recalled ..
I did think about looking for local .. clubs to join, like Astronomy,
wildlife, Orchids and the like. All the sciences I am into.
However .. being on my
own a very long time makes .. not being on my own a little bit tricky
but .. at least I am getting in some serious training here.
But as I told my
daughter previously and will again tonight .. if I found someone who
was nice, honest, sincere, intelligent and that wants to know and
learn about things and had similar interests and even wanted to come
out on my photo shoots, if I ever get to go on them .. then this
would be like a dream come true I NEVER thought I would EVER realise
or experience.
I often think that I
would be lucky to be alive ten years from now. So not sure just how
long any possible happiness would last.
Never really had much
of any happiness in all honesty .. from devious ex-girlfriends to
ones that were almost perfect apart from attacking me regularly.
In fact here is a but
of a funny tale to go with the girlfriend who liked attacking me..
Her nephews and niece
.. plus her sister see me as the one that got away and are still on
my Facebook friends list today . Now with children of their own! They
do not have much, if anything, to do with my former girlfriend. Turns
out my daughter always thought I was calling her .. stopped by a
phone-call, Korean. What I referred to her as is 'The Career Girl'.
She made me do a search and it seems like she is a company director
now. Does not surprise me. I just hope she did not have any kids as
she was somewhat .. heavy handed and violent. God help anyone working
below her but then .. maybe she changed?
Oddly for about a day
or two I thought she and a friend of my daughter's had the same name
but it turns out they are slightly different.
Also it seems that much
of my blog has been gone through and my YouTube channels, including
some old embarrassing ones I had planned to delete when the numbers
built up and am now regretting.
My beard keeps getting
unintentionally long but maybe it can save me from any blushes?
Yeah .. ahem .. I am at
a disadvantage now. A funny one but an embarrassing one, lol.
Still .. now I also
have a dangerous one too and suddenly .. oops .. stopped for a few
hours .. friends and now a night out, not for me though, lol.
Oh and needy-boy has
just ran in and said “My Nintendo DS has ran out” which might
have something to do with the fact that he was running around with a
friend of his, visiting friend's daughter, and not actually playing
it while leaving it switched on when he did not even let it recharge
fully earlier .. oh well .. thought it was just Autistic children
that had no concept of time? The one that is three and Autistic along
with the other at two lack this concept. But this one is five and not
Autistic. I have to wonder whether some things are rubbing off on is
younger siblings or .. he is just five and that is what they do?
I would like to think
that going back to school things will ease of for me but the issue is
that they all do not go to school yet. One only in nursery and even
then not every day. She does not like it either and plays up
something terrible when she figures out where we are going. At least
she is the only one.
Next year she goes to
pre-school but even then its only for a couple of hours in the
morning. But .. at least then the older one is in full tie school.
That means that by then my days will be free to do as I wish. With a
camera with any luck!
Ooh now I am imagining
what it would be like to have a partner that comes with me on camera
shoots, happy to sit there in a spot for between one and four hours
fascinated by wildlife and/or landscapes.
Ooh now that
embarrassing and up and coming moment? Well that should be ..
interesting .. also .. need to kind of .. tidy myself up just a tad
and not for the damned hospital tomorrow .. they can go and spin!
Ooh .. would be nice to
have a new text buddy and someone that I can actually talk to that is
not over two hundred miles away?!
