SOMETHING BIG DID ARRIVE ...

Sorry.

I have not been on here and posted much.

I do have good reason.. err reasons... lots of reasons!! Lol!

I started something big had happened and was happening and... well it did! Since it did... (Tuesday) I have been very busy and one hell of a rush for the days and today being the third day I had to show it down... a lot.

Now I did buy some shoes at the start of the week I've had my eye on fit a fair old while. These have a trademarked name of 'Ortholite' in them and well... in case your not aware I have issues with both my feet which is a bloody hindrance especially when you have hip and knee pains too, throw in a thoracic pain and singer now and then and it's... well can be drastic at times. However... sometimes new shoes can have a very good effect. And sometimes a very bad one. These ones have had about the best effect I have known and being made by Hi-Tech and buying them in TK Maxx instead of getting shoes in my favorite store of Millets is something of a gamble.

So the rare occasion occurred, or instances occurred together where I was rarely busy for a few days. Not all days every day, far from it but a great deal busier than usual. Doing things. Exciting things.

Do not worry I have already prepared a reply letter I will post up and I have already typed out the post about it. It will need a couple of edits and I need to take a series of pictures as will add videos for YouTube.

I need to film several things as well as a few more over the coming days.

There will also be a while series of things being filmed and photographed over the next 6 to 8 months. In fact if I have the right sort of Spring and Summer weather this year will rocket for sure.

I can't do some of the things I am now able to because there is a... temperature restriction. Quite literally.

However the busy times took their toll and within 24 hours I found myself out of it and falling asleep earlier than usual. 48 hits in and I did not even get to finish seeing Family Guy and American Dad!! Then 72 hours in and I'm flaking out on a friends sofa and I'm in pain and I several areas too. Getting up and sitting down now hurts and had done for... well awhile at any rate and over 24 hours, likely 36.

So I tried to slow down...no I did slow down.

Slowing down is something I wish I was good at but am not. In fact my extremely short explanation I give when asking about my Fibromyalgia is "My head goes a million miles an hour and my body wants to do a few feet an hour! They literally pull in opposite directions!"

I have also been meaning to drop in a note to my GP Surgery as I did not seen to get any Tramadol?! I did, however, get a phone call from Boots chemist which I thought was a local friend until I rand the number. I then thought I must have been told that I had Tramadol waiting for me I had forgotten to go back for? So in between two different tasks I popped in and it seems they were eager to surah to me because of my raised blood pressure and the Ramipril I was on.

In the conversation I mentioned a few things about the NHS and this blog. She became the second person within a chemist to show a keen interest. Many times I have raised eyebrows in the past.

Any hoot, I was soon back on my way.

Even my orchids and fish have been neglected among the furore that had lasted several days. Me being hyped up with my head spinning from it all had not helped, lol. Even others have noticed I have not behaved as I normally would with the things going on with me right now! "I thought you would be round here showing off..." was what I was told today while chortling with laughter. I laughed too and told him that desire it being just three days I am absolutely shattered and in pain.

Doing is all I have done and playing I have yet to do!

Hence if it is like this then it's easy to see that it's been difficult due me to do everything?

A Fibromyalgia sufferer may have issues... shopping? I have read this with some sufferers and I too have had this deteriorating memory for a few years now. Lucky it's deteriorating slowly and hopefully it will cease deteriorating at some point? Fingers crossed!

Being forgetful while shopping just happens and no matter what it is you so for! However... one of the things I did, yeah I can divulge this little nugget for now, was blow up my PC. My computer I mean and yes it blew up... well OK it popped. Due to adding... done thingssss and some stufffff! Lol! Well I guessed that it had to be the power supply unit though never had one fail before. So while picking up things I... picked up a Corsair 750W PSU which was on special offer in Maplins.

Oddly if you check my computing blog and my YouTube videos of my building my PC Yuh will likely here or read my stating that I have a sneaky suspicion that I will be replacing the power supply unit before very long.

Week it took me a few months longer than I thought to purchase an Sapphire Radeon R9 280 graphics card and I was playing Dragon Age Inquisition for about 20 minutes when the pop and then black. Fiddling around with the internal connections and I was sure the PSU had popped.

Despite the PSU being cheap it came from a famous British company that were seen by my add knowing what they are doing. So I am rather surprised that they sold these. Because at 650 watts I did not even come close to that even with the new graphics card! The leads were crap too and both not long enough as well add not enough connectors.

The manufacturer of the PSU is Ace and I bought it from Scan who also sold me a PC case with a dent in the back! This was the first thing I bought that was non-electrical to be...questionable in its sourcing. Well a friend did buy a Barbecue from Argos that had several screws and a shelf missing. Lol.

Anyway the PC is back online and I only have a couple mite things to do over the next three days. I also have to send off a letter in the post before I publish the letter.

I really don't like publishing things off I have not posted or better still not been received by its intended recipient.

I typed out the letter on Monday 19th January, so for days ago and I have not even printed it out just yet. Hopefully I will do it over the weekend?

When I have done this I will upload some pictures, videos and some  documentation that will enlighten and hopefully help others?

I just need to get some household items to help me with keeping the house clean and stop my from poisoning myself as I assume now that's what has been going on with me. What with the tests not showing anything up, other than my cholesterol and blood pressure being high yet again.

SHENANIGAN SHOPPING

Good God, I hate people sometimes.

I've just left my town centre after putting down since much needed pairs of socks I had been clutching onto for over ten minutes.

But then something happened.

Now after seeing a queue that only had three people in it that made me grab the socks it increased in length by the power ten.

It was not like those on the till suddenly wandered off for lunch. It is closing on on 4pm. The tills had plenty of people but for some bizarre reason that had escaped me for years shoppers climb out of the woodwork or a pile of discarded clothing on the floor that is on sale and all suddenly have the urge to queue up all at the same time?!

This... drives... me... insane!

How?!

What?!

Why?!

How the hell does this even happen?

I don't like queues... never have of I'm honest about it. Don't like large crowds of people and hustle and bustle. Because the average public are rude and inconsiderate mostly. I don't like that either, rude and inconsiderate people. I'm not like that. Which makes it all the more annoying when you consider...

I have always got a walking stick and a limp.

I am always in pain and at the very best I'm angry and shirt tempered and my usual limitless patience evaporates. Fast!

So I then moved around looking at other things in the got that the queue would fritter away to just a few. But, no?!

I just cannot fathom it?!

In the end despite the moving less painful than standing still I replaced the socks and left... disgruntled.

A minor inconvenience you could be forgiven for thinking? Well, yes... of your not dogged by a list of pains and discomfort.

Oh yeah and provided you had not done the exact same routine the day before!!

Yes you read that right. I did the exact same thing yesterday and the people out there did the exact same thing too.

More of a surprise was that it was not just TK Maxx either. After picking up a flight simulator they were selling for £4.99 I thought they had sold weeks ago I put it back down yesterday afternoon. Because the queue was absolutely massive!

Of course I rather stupidly thought the mad shoppers would have all done there bit and there would be no couples standing right across the aisle before me blocking it for everyone else and between them not seeing my stick or not noticing I want to get at the boot behind them?!

No I was wrong, it was the exact same today! Annoyed at this weird and bizarre behaviour I cannot fathom I decided to queue in the Game store. Even the store girl laughed because the usual queue along the right hand aisle bow snaked across in an 's' fashion and down the left hand aisle! Fuck me, do I hate Christmas and new year.

I hate them because they are a painful time of the year made worse by the fact the general public seem to be air headed! Normally a term I hate but when annoyed I am more than capable of hitting both above and below the belt!

Sheesh!

Why is it that this time of year everyone seems to congregate on the same days? The time limit on these things and even the statute of limitations, of there is one one, is more than one week.

So you see even if I was returning something or exchanging something I simply won't queue up.

Now think about traveling in the rush hour and then think about food shopping when you keep coming back for the or for days without the most important item?

Consider this being a burden over a long period of time without any help and maybe if the people reading have both working grey matter and empathy they might get an idea.

Now you have that very... lengthy... testy... stressful and boring period of time in the forefront of your mind...

Now their into the mix some of the most horrific events that many could not go through without winding up in an institution...REPEATEDLY.

Now ask yourself one simple question...

With this done to not just you but to those you love the most beyond imagination would you stop without...

...kicking everyone's arses that are solely responsible?

Look around on here. Look at the evidence I provide. Look at the lengths of time I have strived single handedly to acquire that which I needed to completely destroy. Destroy because there is nothing that is good left within that I attack.

There are plenty of words spoken which day the right thing and often strike the right chord.

Means nothing.

I am starting to appear as that which I intended all along to many people both online as well as of it.

Doubts now drip and ebb away and replaced by wonder and interest. These I speak of are not regular visitors of this blog!

No doubt they are seeing and hearing and finally starting to recall. Recall that I have waited for, for so long.

If not the blog then where? Where indeed.

Over a decade collecting documents.

Over five years recording everyone and everything.

Applications, screen shots, appeals, tribunals and phone conversations.

All the while waiting for them to contradict themselves over and over again until there is boo doubt left. Five GP Surgeries. Five NHS hospitals. Dozens applications for help and advice and not forgetting the approaches to solicitors.

Nothing.

Nada.

Zilch.

Zero.

When with evidence no one anywhere has requested to view. Even that sent did not receive a reply to of their was any more.

All because people stopped caring about their fellow man. Even those disabled as only I spotted the wheelchair bound person and shifted while the couple looking at XBox games and the guy looking at PC games stood there doing expert impressions of Meerkats sighting a tasty scorpion in the desert sands.

After all no one else gives a shit so would should I?

My landlord picked up his rent today and I told him about the bolt from the blue. He answered with laughter and said "Yeah it just your luck that you will blog that you process yourself correct but only have so long to live?!" I laughed. Well it was funny!

He then said he knew that I was not drying because I was far too "chipper". I said, yeah that's a problem on my blog... I probably sound dark, miserable and morbid when I'm only showing the truth, the way and that I will kick their arses so hard that out will go into the history books!

They do their lying and cheating for fame and power and high time lessons were taught to one and all about that one?!

He also said that he was shocked as business had gone very quiet this year. He was down about it but not as low as he could have been but then when it did pick up I did tell him to make the most of it as it will not stay that way.

A river is not actually endless, sorry DAVE, but does have a source. A collapsing society does start somewhere. It starts with a feeling and ends up with several more so directed in the wrong direction.

Unless you have a degree or higher in business you cannot be expected to know how things are going out well go. Whether to or down.

Those that are seen or accepted as experts have done so purely because the gambled or invested when everything just went up continually. Well that's not hard to do especially if it's your industry is going up in.

However what had happened now that things have bombed and bombed and bombed again?

Nowhere to be seen and because they got it wrong. Wrong in a fucking big way.

They have, however, insisted on doing things how they want while avoiding being punished or paying for their mistakes. They still insist that their way, without comebacks, is the right to do things.

Utter moronic tossers, the lot of you.

Your time is also running out as I edge closer to getting your names and... well naming and shaming you, like I have you victims for being fecking idiots where you are concerned.

All that from the fact that the queue was too long and no one gives a hoot.

ON AN ISLAND

Just a simple example of what a simple chore can do....

Monday 24th December at around 8pm. Wanted to go out today but has three difficult days so did not. But had run out couple of things and in the evening thought I would go.

Some family members had ignored what I told them, two had not passed on what I had told them and I had been shown some tiny hood and asked to jump through them. Ergo I was a bit miffed and I do when people do not pay attention or think the world everyone's around then and their lives.

Rain had died down a bit but I put my Peter Storm weather jacket on. Got to Sainsbury's and pain was not as bad as I thought it would be but still there nevertheless. Body temperature starts acting up and I start to sweat. There are a lot of people there and is typically usual they are wandering around like headless chickens and fail to sort the guy with a limp and a walking stick and it reminds me if those closer to me. I cannot find something  ridiculously stupid which is Nesquick Chocolate Milk Shake?! I did, however and bizarrely, don't Nesquick Hot Chocolate?! Did not even know it existed. Getting more annoyed as people are bumping into me, bumping into my basket and walking across my part forcing me to pull up and I wonder how they get through a simple routine day on that amount of brain power. I am also there for something else too, Cholesterol lowering yogurt drinks. I end up asking a woman where the 'Nesquick Chocolate Milk Shake' is and she answers 'What the one you add things to?' and I am left species and bewildered. I resist the urge to say 'What the FUCK?!' and just say yes. It turns out they are located right where the hit chocolate one is but bizarrely on the bottom shelf and three shelves down from their other product?!

There is a woman standing right there in the way just staring? At what I do not know but as I stood there doing my impression of a Pink Flamingo and knowing that getting a box was going to hurt, I reached across and down. I grabbed one and as I retrieved it, to my annoyance it turned out to be Banana. I muttered 'oh bugger it!' under my breath and then muttered 'ouch' as I reached across again only to try again retrieve a tub of Banana! I would not have minded at this point but for the fact I buy the one in Lidls as it is lot cheaper, called Coao (or something similar) and yet get more too! But for a week I kept bloody forgetting!

The woman in the way decided to move but not because she registered that I had a stick and was in pain, oh no. Did not day sorry either just shuffled skiing to the next part she was staring at. I am now relieved and using my stick I get down on my knee to retrieve the Chocolate Milk Shake. Except to my shock their are dozens of Banana and not a single, solitary Chocolate Milk Shake. Yet again the Super in Supermarket process to be nothing of the kind!

Giving up I end up picking up two Chocolate Fudge Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream. This was because I was getting annoyed, running out of patience with being their with too many people and the UFOs ran out of something simple. Still not as bad as Asda as they ran out if milk completely once, or that's the official crap they gave me for not having it in the delivery items?! The list price was half what it usually was two days before so I thought I would just grab two. I then wondered if I needed anything else and at this point I got my usual dark empty room vision in my head got annoyed once again and told myself no. Made my way to the self service tills I always use for speed and there was an unusually long queue. I mother 'Oh WHAT THE FUCK!' while thinking it in my head. Mostly because people further and some take forever to do the most menial tasks. Of course this is annoying because standing still causes me the most pain and it had returned after disappearing for a week and was worse than it has been previously. People do not see that but I can hardly go around with a neon sign on my head that flashes this fact. I cannot even get a blur bloody badge or freedom pass from a local council!!

I get to a till only it now decides that it is going to say no and continued to register that there are things on its scales. The guy who helps states that it is because there are a load of carrier bags on it but I do not think so. He then take forever to place these bags back on their hangers and computer still says NO. He then presses the button he should have done to start with and we are in business. Except I get two third of the way through and I have three Pineapple Juice Drinks that have no barcode on them. I am getting annoyed but then realise I also have three Orange Juice drinks of the same brand, quantity and therefore... WEIGHT! I scan the barcode and their the Pineapple Juice down then scan the Orange Juice again... Sorted!!

I leave and an limping home when the rain and wind gets heavier again. I talk myself out of getting chocolate milk shake from the Tamil Tigers as it will be far too expensive and not sensible.

I get 100 yards from my house, have had my hood blown off several times when I realise I did not get the  Cholesterol lowering yogurt drinks as well as the margarine I wanted too!!

SON OF A WHOOOOOORE!!!!! (Steve Smith of American Dad impersonation after being scratched in the face for the umpteenth time by a crazy cat with a mad vendetta against him, lol!)

I do things like that sometimes as it kind of helps me cope and stops me knocking someone spark out with my wing chun ahhh!!!

LMAO!

Only the other day I was spreading to someone about the mental health sufferers being abandoned and cast out by the government and DWP. I stated that I had not only had a conversation a conversation with a Psychiatrist, that this will not end well and continue to not end well. I also stated that I had indeed mentioned this on posts in here several times. Despite my simple but understandable, unless your a naive idiot, frustrations with head in the clouds people there was always the danger that people would be killed by people with mental health issues. What I have not pointed out and like to think people spotted the link is that I already proved this with experiences a lot closer to home. My daughter! My ex is not completely barking mad, others may think otherwise, but she is barking nevertheless. No she is not dangerous in the idea of going up and stabbing someone out pushing them in front of a train. But she still remains dangerous. My daughter and at least one of her brothers has come close to death several times but through neglect. Neglect that attend from the fact she has a serous mental issue that has been ignored by the NHS to the point whereby it was going to scree up my daughters life and that of my grandchildren and make no mistake.

This is Hypopituitarism like that seen on the film Orphan. Not quite as serious and not quite as tiny by tumours of the pituitary can affect many things to do with hormones and produce to much of to little. It was completely ignored by the council, courts, barristers and solicitors and yet I was proved correct and my horror story predictions came to be reality though I wished they had not for once.

This has been the case for twenty years now and technically a few years longer than that...

I ask for help based on my problems and/or predictions and every single time I was not taken seriously, not even enough to do a thorough check on my claims. Only it turned out a miracle indeed that no one lost there lives in all this, wish that could be try of both my father and my grandmother. Even my Uncle! I know and have discovered sooo many things since they departed that they would be astonished and would want to hear every word of what I had to say. They would have already have read this entire blog, that is for sure. All three were always curious about what makes the world and people go around. They would be scratching their cubs with interest and possibly by bouncing my theories off them may make them raise that by combing this with their own come up with an answer? Or cone out with something uniquely smart and apple me to come up with the answer?

I do so very much miss that. Very little I get to do that today and only Old and Red Ken did last come close to doing that. There are occasions with another friend where we touch on philosophical meanderings but the world dies not want people to think to long for themselves. If they do they might see through the charade. So everyone seems to do what is expected of them and only manage the odd whinge which does not really amount to anything. Nor achieve anything.

Oh well it's only a day after all, or two. Possibly, God I would eager that all Fibromyalgia sufferers that have no one to rely on bloody well hate Christmas. I have been able to enjoy the Christmas spirit of things for the first time in over a decade the last couple. But due to the Fibro everything others make it unbearable. Plus I do not actually witnesses very much in the way of Christmas spirit, lol.

I have long since planned that eventually I will spend all my Christmas' somewhere typically picture postcard in looks with guarantee snow.

That was the absolutely last pre-Christmas shopping I well ever have to endure. This will also be the very last ever Christmas not in my ideal and dream setting but quite where it will be next year I do not know.

Maybe someone out there and currently completely unknown and faceless will actually show me the way, in one way or another?

Stranger things have happened. :)

An insight into doing what should be a simple chore, which is part three of six chores. Because I cannot do it all at once, unfortunately, and therefore spend about 6 days in pain and biting my lip to not thump someone. That is why I do not shop on weekends, Saturday especially. I try to AVOID tricky, awkward, very embarrassing and explosive situations.  I do try and I have stated that on this blog several times in the last ... err umm eighteen months, lol.

I am doing OK in this respect and this far?! There is always that writer that one of these days some utter twat who otherwise deserves it will wake up in intensive care and I have to end up in court and trying to defend myself and explain that I have tried so very hard to be responsible and avoid this. I will try in vain to explain that this is a direct result and the fault of the NHS, DWP and local councils because of their lying and cheating attitude to disabled and the Piotr while living their own pockets. They will keep sarcastically asking for evidence of this and I will constantly answer that his can they expect anyone to come up with evidence against the authorities we are taught to trust. This will continue for awhile before one time they will ask me again in their attempt to blacken my name, cast doubt upon my character and try to have me thrown in jail and I will answer...

"Oh wait a minute?! I have BLOG!!!! It is all time stamped, contains all letters, emails, recordings and many other things..." and if being heard by either a jury or just judges I can simply say that "all I need is a computer with an Internet connection to provide all my proof for every single thing all in one go?!"

DOH!

LMAO!!!

THE KINGDOM OF THE ANTS

Land or an area of land which is called a kingdom refers to, or at least insinuates, that it has a ruler or king or even rulers whether this be a king and queen or more.

Someone once said to me many years ago that when children are leaving schools they look like ants. 'The ants are out' I used to hear very often for many years. Ever since then whenever I eee people flocking about be it children or masses of shoppers that for some bizarre, or indeed known, reason I think of ants.

When I am out and about I do not like to daudle or flutter around. Normally I am out for a reason, even if I have forgotten what this is momentarily or otherwise. When people are walking around aimlessly with their heads in the clouds crossing my paths it does on occasion drive me nuts. I strain to figure out what in the world they are thinking about. Also the fact that one gender is better than the other at multi-tasking is absolute hogwash. I lose count of the number of times I tut loudly and rook my eyes which is a politely way of saying 'your stupid and thoughtless' because someone had walled right at me while looking at me or crossed my path causing me to take evasive manoeuvres. Large over sized metal hiking sticks are made from the same material as Harry Potter's invisibility cloak it would seem.

This was particularly bad a couple of days back. Despite there being two TK Maxx stores near me one is crap and the other not much better and awkward to get to. I had been trying to buy a waterproof case for my tablet pc and the local one had three dozen that suddenly disappeared. So I took a bus ride to Wood Green and visited the TK Maxx store there as being the furthest away if three it's also by far the best one and easiest one to get to?! Madness.

Only when I walked in I first had trouble finding the tablet cases and when I did I found myself starting at all the ones that had been in my local branch up until two days earlier?! Also it was located on a long isle right by a large mirrored pillar which narrowed the gap between the isle and clothes rack considerably.

So for twenty minutes and doing this in passion while huffing and puffing and crying out in pain I had to get down on my knee and then back up again more then there dozen times! Why I hear you ask? Because women, either with a pram or without, came walking down the issue and starred at me until I stood up and got it their way. Once I had done this I also did not get a thank you except for one woman! Before long I was swearing under my best as the opposing clothes rails, all womens clothing anyway, was at 90 degrees to the isle I was trying to look at?! Only one women decided she was not going to force a guy with a walking stick to stand up and went around the isle.

I thought week they are no good with reading maps, maybe they think they will get lost going around? Lol. In the end I just grabbed two because it was  infuriatingly impossible to try and check out the items. At the country I stated to the woman there that it was utterly incompetent to place that isle so close to that pillar.

Ants that cannot multi-task and often feel like in some towns like I am drowning in mediocrity, quite literally.

Could not wait to get back and I had my Doctors  appointment where I was to fail two more check ups. The first was high protein in urine when your not supposed to have any, apparently, that that same day I had a high cholesterol level of 7 ish, supposed to be between 3 and 5, plus I cycle, walk albeit in pain and do not eat fast food. Oh yeah and I quite smoking over a year before. Glucose was high also.

So this was the first time I have been asked to do this over 40 health check up EVER and send my last Doctor also missed the fact that I have these issues. Not good for my previous surgery is it and the list of failings is growing to embarrassing lengths now.

But I am not an ant. You see normal ants they scurry around doing things for reasons that do not exist. Like a baby and it's feed they are feed information and believe those that provide it are competent to do so. Think 'that fat bloke down the pub told me so it must be true' but change pub for TV and your there. Or tabloid or anything else for that matter. The ants are also told they should do this and they should do that. The ants are told what is bad and what is good and that they should just follow the carrot and do not all questions...hmm or is that a white rabbit? Do you want the red pill or the blue pill?

They like normality, status quo and routine and heaven forbid that anyone might upset the proverbial applecart on this! Or with ants it is when someone or sometimes woes away a segment of the chemical trails they leave for each other to follow. Then there are running around in circles waving their antennae around like they possessed by tiny demons. Ants group together and follow each other about and like routine as thus acts add like some sort of comfort zone. Maybe that is the idea behind politics in that it gives everyone the comfort that someone is in charge that is capable? Hilarious how this had turned out is it not?

Only the and have been led astray and way of the beaten track. Note the ants do not know where they are not where they are going either. But the ants do not want to know so they place their fingers in their ears and close there eyes and pretend that none of this is happening while going 'la la la LA LA LA LAAA!'

But things do not correct them selves or rebuild themselves while the ants do this. Ants do not possess magical singing voices that fix everything while their eyes remain closed! If only it were true! Lol.

That is how I sometimes see things and in more places than you might think and even those that work in Doctors surgeries, Dentists and hospitals appear this way to me. Even solicitors practises too and all appear as little scurrying hamsters completely oblivious to the reality that unfolds around them. As if one day they will wake up, suit at their kitchen table with their first cup of coffee of the day after collecting the chosen newspaper of their doormat and see the front page headline 'OH NOT TO WORRY, FALSE ALARM THE COUNTRY HAS SORTED ITSELF OUT NOW BY... MAGIC'.

You might now be realising that I really hate to speak by way of hindsight?!

This blog is littered with posts about public office, private companies and of course ANTS! You will note that many things on here you have read about in the news? If so it would be a good idea to do a few things. Like first find all my posts on a given subject. Take note of the date I first mentioned the things you heard about. Then simply check the date you read about it in the tabloids? Do a search on documents and others on recordings, emails and other subjects and listen to what I got people to say. Professional people.

The is no one worthy to be king to this particular ant but I live in a kingdom full of them scurrying around doing what is expected of them.

I hope that someday that will change and in my lifetime too.

For those that remember that I had a Polish glass vase that exploded just by holding it, I did not check in the TK Maxx store in Wood Green to see if they continued to stick them as the Enfield Town branch did long after I warned them.

DEATH OR HOMELESSNESS, SHOPPING & THE FINAL COUNTDOWN

Now it is nigh on mid April and coming up this week is the start of something that will take a minimum of four weeks and as much as eight weeks to complete.

Now in certain cases, namely me, I am not sure what is going to happen over these next eight weeks.

Currently my Benefit has been cancelled for the second time and I have NOT been put onto ANYTHING else and told I no longer get any money of any kind!!

Added to this another benefit has been cancelled and the is my Local Housing Allowance or as they wrongly called it Housing Benefit.

Now the question is what will come first for this disabled person?

DEATH OR HOMELESSNESS?!

On top of this I HAD thought that my working my butt off and my efforts would afford me some of the money I had lost over several years and I could REPLACE what I was already defrauded out of, get things I need to help me as well as get things I want as well as need for the work I already started.

SO here is a few shopping lists...


Household SHOPPING:

Quilts, Pillows and Covers.

Air Cooler or Air Conditioner

Dyson Vacuum Cleaner (small one I can use while standing upright)

Oil Free Chip Fryer

Bread Maker

Mechanical Potato Peeler

Dishwasher



REPLACEMENT SHOPPING:

40" TV had stolen by Waltham Forest Council 4 years ago

Blu-Ray Player I had stolen by Waltham forest Council 4 years ago

Omega Watch I had stolen by Waltham Forest Council 4 years ago

Mountain Bike I had stolen by Waltham Forest Council 4 years ago.



WORK & WANT:

AMD FX 8350 Windows 7 PC with Radeon HD7970GHZ Graphics and 240GB SSD

AMD FX 6350 Linux PC with nVidia 660 Graphics with 750GB Hybrid Drive for work


So I have done the work of many others worth about £250,000 while asked for nothing. Done a years work coming up I should already be receiving money for but am curiously not and having the benefits cancelled that will see me starve to death or be homeless in the coming weeks, whichever comes first!

It is mid April 2013 and a two phase period has started first one ends mid-May and second one Mi-June...

3...2...1...GO!!!

LMAO