THE SECOND FROM LAST NAIL

Yeah .. see this one coming from five miles out. Sorry Mike! Oldfield.

Problem with business rates rises and other business costs?!

More high street shops destined to vanish?!

Yeah the high street was destroyed for me years ago as one by one the only things I was interested in vanished from my local town centre. Leaving just one thing of interest I couldn't afford. Watches .. 

namely Tag Heuer and Omega .. though the latter vanished from Earnest Jones. Nothing like that near here and you need at least one bus. I think?

Yeah .. it was fucking obvious years ago that raising absolutely anything at all would force more shops to close.

This will inevitably leave only online retailers who have not only been cheating various tax payments but do not have the same costs high street stores anyway.

But yeah .. I pretty much knew that the government both central and local were soo incompetent that they would not do what needs to be done and just keep letting costs rise.

I have long wondered how many years it will be before you get a whole side of a high street somewhere in the UK where every store is closed? I also wondered how much longer it would take before you get the entire street closed?!

It's like the tax in plastic bottles .. are you fucking stupid? On top of sugar tax? Way to get two lots of tax from the exact same thing when you already are getting one lot of tax .. or more?!

What? Have the councils not been disposing of plastic bottles previously so they have refused to deal with them and tossed them in the nearby river and they have been winding up in the Pacific?

Or could it be that the Chinese are not buying the plastic bottles off them anymore and they are missing that influx of cash, getting used to another stash of money yet again that they shouldn't and are now coming up with bullshit to find a way of claiming the missing money in the form of yet another tax?!

We pay for the disposal of our rubbish. We put in extra effort and have five for years to pre-sort out rubbish so that it can be recycled ..

Except now they are telling us they have not been recycling them?!

Now we have to pay a tax on the plastic bottles because of the fishes and animals in the sea? Why yes .. this money is going to make all that plastic in the oceans disappear?!

No. Your just paying for the umpteenth mistake they local and central government have become very adept at doing the lady two decades. Make absolutely stupid mistakes helped by a bunch on stupid scientists and stupid Doctors. Professionals that should be ashamed to refer to themselves as such. Because they are thick.

Yeah well don't come crying to me when the amount of plastic in the oceans ends up being a lot higher than it is now five years from now. Especially when you then realise how much the British people have paid by then and where all the money has gone?!

Of course by then there would have been half a dozen to dozens of new taxes introduced for all manner of lame and utterly stupid reasons.

Now excuse me I need to take out a second mortgage to buy caster sugar and some fresh orange juice. Ooh wait?! Fresh orange juice is not taxed? Despite the fact it has the same amount of sugar and just as destructive to teeth?!

Watch a lot of companies go out of business from here on out. Unless, of course, so many companies have bought each other out and they are all owned by just one or two large companies anyway?

Ooh fuck it! I'm going to hibernate until all the idiots have left. Wake me up when that happens!

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Business rates changes 'are threat’ to High Streets - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/business-43632000

WHEN HELL COMES TO TOWN

After feeling the strain of everything the young mum I have been focusing on went out to see an old friend last night.

I stayed at the house with the four children which is one of the many reasons I came .. because there is no one else and she would have been under much more strain than she already is. Already an unimaginable amount.

When she returned a little earlier than I expected .. she said a couple of thing I did not expect and had been dropped off my her mother, who I see waving and I waved back as I closed the door.

Her to revelations came in the exact same line.

“I told my mum .. I just want to die and it is all your fault!”

I sat open mouthed and simply stared at her for a few moments .. well time just seem to dissolve into the background and it was most likely extended over several minutes.

“What?”

She went into more detail .. what has been done to her, lied to about the very cancer she is now becoming more convinced she has, while I pray otherwise. Having been subjected from abuse by a number of men before she had even turned sixteen and as a result is now the mother of four at a little under 25. Ages 10, 5, 3 and 2 .. do the math.

Let us just say that I was working on this long before the Rotherham thing hit the news with a few other darker sides to those involved with .. dastardly plans.

That was not even the first time.

I sat wide eyed as she explained how she had said all this to her mother. Then there was her mother stealing her children. Then there was all the fake cancer scares she had .. we joke that it is around a dozen that she has meant to have. She had recently admitted that she lied about them and only seem to give a .. bad excuse for the very first one. That I would come up to Birkenhead and stay with her?!

Oddly and as mad is it sounds what with everything she had previously done I find myself wondering and feeling a little guilty that I had not. Though I tried to find my daughter when she was 13 and was thwarted by a web of conspiracy, lies and a really bad solicitors practice called Reed, Sternberg, Taylor Gill or .. something like that in Barking, I failed. But I still feel a sense of guilt.

I tried to encourage my daughter to come and live in London with all the kids. She said that she would a few times but never did. Yeah it is hard to live somewhere where everyone speaks differently and have different ways of life and attitudes. To those of us from the south we feel like we will get treated roughly, even persecuted as you hear the stories over the years. But going the other way is not as bad. But you never know that unless you have the courage to do it.

Those that have been reading these posts for a long time might have been asking themselves how it is I claim that I am the only one when there is a mother nearby?

Well I can tell you something this mother does not know .. if the social services EVER found out that any of the children had been left with the mother it would count as a very black mark towards the mother of the children. It would also put them in danger. Because she does odd things that .. no one can explain and most women baulk at or become enraged when they hear.

Yeah it really is bad and you might think this is so bad that it involved the death of a child? Well .. that came close several times with each of them. One nearly kidnapped at least twice, one not being watched and hit by a car.

The oldest son hates his mother, I am told. In fact when the cancer scare came about the mother recalled that she was supposed to have three injections for HPV and that her mother only took her for the first one and did not bother with the others. On discovering this her oldest son shouted “Why didn't you take her for all three injections?!” to which she answered “Oh be quiet, things are bad enough as it is!” Umm .. yeah!

I told her that half of that line I had been expecting to happen for ten years. Ten years of finding out about the first horrors and then hearing about a whole series of others over the following ten years and then to be hit by the worst of all.

I do not even have the time to ask myself what it is I am going to do if the worst was to happen!

We ordered food but even while chatting about things and me trying to make her laugh things went .. awry.

AT the end of the meal she was suddenly in pain .. with a hard lump appearing in her stomach which s near an area where they discovered one of the three lumps.

Remember .. she is 24 with four children and no one other than her best friend, Laura. Laura, who has her own issues and bad life to deal with. In fact they were even in care together .. care that was .. bad and mostly responsible for the current woes.

I had expected a moment of realisation for years and I even said “DO you ever remember me telling you that one day you will wake up and ask yourself .. 'What the fuck just happened these last ten years?'” She nodded.

What I did not expect, though I had heard it from her when she was 13 to 14 several times when I was trying to get her to come down to London, was the 'I want to die' part.

That was the moment when time just seemed to slow down to a eventual halt.

I told her there was another reason I was here and that this was to try and help her find something .. for herself.

There is very little me time, a hell of a lot to do and .. under an immense amount of strain ..

• Abused by step-father
• Under age mother twice
• In and out of foster homes and care
• Held against her will by radicalised Muslims in a flat
• Domestic violence victim
• Four children at 22
• Two children autistic
• Discovers she has my disability
• Mother who encourage the second point
• Mother who stole two of the children with the local council's help
• Specific and not very nice female problems
• Domestic abuser phoning all night every night from prison
• Found three lumps that look suspicious
• First lump alone has had Doctors and Hospitals running around like headless chickens

That is just the quick but y no means full list.

It is what I have been carrying around for twenty years when I first told Liverpool High or Crown Court that if they do this, this young girl will have a life of hell.

Except it was far, far worse than I could ever have imagined.

The sad part about it is that the reason why I ca talk to her is that I have been in this position where you just hate waking up in the morning because you are reminded your still alive and all the shit is real.

Eventually you start to pray that you don't wake up.

I truly have lost count of the number of times I have been through that.

But because of the lies and corruption of the NHS I only found out that this was down to a condition I have called Fibromyalgia which screws with everything. As well as the pains, skin conditions and short term memory problems among others, it causes pretty bad anxiety that makes no sense, has a mind of its own and can make the simplest of things like your facing death itself.

I have said it is both annoying and makes no sense because I do not fear death .. pain, yes! But not death so .. how is it that these stupid things can set this off?!

The other annoying thing for me is the extreme anxiety you can wake up with .. often waking you up very, very early .. heart beating like a race horses and you often literally feel like you are going to have a coronary. Or heart attack.

This happened to me this morning and I explained this to the young mother that has been my focus for the last several months. I said I often used to wonder if I had, had a dream that had set it off but f the dream was so bad .. why am I not able to recall it?

I said that I think this damnable thing just plays up whenever it feels like it and that .. if you have any stress going on that is just how it is. Too much to do and too many things to think about and knowing you have the memory issues that, not can but, will screw things up does not help one little bit.

It is odd watching her do all the exact same things I do.

I wish I was able to do something about it all .. I would gladly take any cancers she had if I could.

Even if a member of my family, my cousin Julie Bannister, had not stole £35,000 I inheritance, did you not read that, I could make life somewhat easier but in the case of the big 'C'? Not so sure .. not even this first one of cervical cancer. Or is it Uterine cancer that is difficult? Cannot recall and too scared to look.

That £35,000 is off nine of us, just so you know. It was £350,000 that was stolen .. out of £750,000 plus!

I have often thought and talked about a GoFundMe page but that seems somewhat .. self-serving .. well presently.

Until we get the results back in a few days time .. and of course the other results it is difficult to know what to do.

But then there are still problems in the meantime. I told her that I tried to deal with my situations by using both cycling and photography to relax, switch off an get through it with the exercise perfect for lessening our symptoms of Fibromyalgia.

Unfortunately and with the governments approval for 14 weeks and over £20,000 of m own investment with very little left and being refused UC after being refused Working Tax Credits after becoming self-employed and previously having Incapacity Benefit and Personal Independent Payments being taken away?

Yeah this corrupt government put the fucking tin hat on that too .. something I was hoping that while here I would not only do, in the Peak District and Snowdonia and hopefully Scotland, I would involve the aforementioned mother to see if I could get her into it too?

Just a shame that I places where people are supposed to not only help but be understanding .. they then go and assume that a really bad situation is nothing of the kind, no three adults and four children are not going to be affected by this .. but .. they also do not stop to think about anything else so extreme that you are not divulging in that very public place.

There are these tiny moments when I picture the worst and I wonder if and how I will survive it and how I will cope with the children.

If you see what looks like a statue of a man mid-stride somewhere on the Wirral in the coming months made out of petrified wood? It will likely be me!

I am thinking of a title called 'The Good Samaritans' for a few weeks time, if I bloody remember the title idea that is.

I often wonder what it will have included in it?

THE YEAR OF LIVING FAIRLY DANGEROUSLY

It are now well into the nineteenth month of me posting online, or from the moment I first started to be precise.

This is now 2014 and the month of March and I have a good feeling about this year and with the arrival of warmer weather I feel that feeling will grow as will my confidence throughout this year?!

I am at levels and numbers now that in the beginning I only dreamed of! Oddly I am not at the money receiving amounts I thought I would be at despite taking most of the adverts off my blogs! Still never mind about that! I have reached a few milestones I could and did only dream of for many months before hand. Of course there are several milestones to go but one is fast approaching now and I will mention this when I past that point.

What will happen during 2014 is that the numbers will grow a damn site faster than the did the previous year, which got me to about 80,000 visitors, starting completely from scratch. From that point I already got right up to the 100,000 point despite almost all blogs receiving very little amd some nothing at all in the way of posts and/or media content. From this point on thhis lack of addictional media an posts will change. The numbers visiting each week will change with it and both will now steadily grow!

I stated from the get go that I will achieve what I want but did not know how long this would take. I still do not but if the weekly amounts alter over the next 6 weeks as I think they would I may be able to get an idea by the Autumn time?

Mostly it was all about word of mouth really and to achive this I had to appeal to an extremely broad spectrum of people. I also felt I had to show my human side and appear genuine and to this end I hope that bearing a number of personal things I have and am achieving that. I had to be funny at times along with being philosophical at others and even angry on occasion. Sometimes I would even show the poet hidden within me.

I knew all too well too that many things that I divulged would be hard for many to swallow and I knew that I had to be extremely patient for people to come back and realise that this too was all too real for me. Once this was achieved, or should I say WHEN this is achieved, then those that had learned enough could then show others and these themselves look and read to satisfy their own curiosities and in others cast away all doubts. I knew that this particular goal was likely to take over two years and as many as five, though I was just hazarding guesses at that point.

I was also well aware that some things in the beginning might sound mad and come across as confusing but I was fairly certain that despite how this was taken and as I acquired and revealed more and through my many endeavours all would fall into place. Like a puzzle that takes a bloody long time to solve and there really was no other way.

So I would make a load of rather bizarre and fantastical claims and predictions and thenm just work my way through the next couple of years recording and revealing as I go all that to which I previosuly referred to!

I do like to think that those who are driven enough and love to read who may have taken this blog in its intended entirety would therefore by one hell of a revelation?!

I would like to think that nothing short of wild exclamations were drawn from the lips of those that realised it all. Another thing I would like people to have been asking themselves is just how could it be that so many dreadful things happen to just one person and for such a long time?!

But do not ask me I do not know and as mad as the religious sounded by stating in their typically crazy way that I am some warrior of God I am still trying to find something to knock that one off as the only possibility! I will find out, I just do not really know when but as an atheist myself who does not need a deity of any kind to teach me morals, though some deities only seem to teach death and others greed, I am sure and I very much do want to knock that madcap reason of the top spot!

There is linked that that last paragraph one thing that I have joked about and alluded to throughout the entire life of this blog and despite the fact that I will reveal this insinuation as factual in the coming weeks it still does not explain how all this came to be. I would have to turm to Chinese philosphy on the Yin and Yang basis to come up with that.

Just like my body mirrored that of Bruce Willis' character in the film Unbreakable my bones have never broken, though I do think I finally broke a floating rib saving a younf Wood Pigeon from drowning last year. Samuel L Jackson's clever philosophy was that if he had the weakest bones (brittle bones that exist in one branch of my family) then maybe there was someone with bones that registered and the opposing end of the scale or extreme. Hit badly by a car, skateboarding accidents, cycling accident and falling of the roof of buildings and never a break. I am sure everyone has also met someone who is just plain lucky?! Like no matter what they do they come up on top and smelling of roses with pound notes just radiating from them at all times?!

Well just like the idea Mr Jackson followed in the film I wondered if this could also be applied to people as far as luck is concernened and I wondered if luck could be a quantifiable thing? Whereas spme people never seem to choose wrongly and never put a foot wrong maybe there were those people that never seem to put a foot right?! No matter what they choices they made they always went wrong or were wrong?! So you have the luckiest man alive and also the unluckiest man alive?!

The funny thing is I think I have made it clear that I am intelligent amd yet take into account the results of my choices you could be forgiven to think I was the the polar opposite of intelligent?! Yet I have always managed to give out extremely good and wise advice and yet been utter crap at my own personal choices?!

The Public Offices of the United Kingdom certainly have not helped at all either with their lazy attitude and amoral standpoints!

But what would one do if they found themselves in this situation how would you win when all the choices so far had been wrong??

You creat something where no matter what the choices are always right and even of there had been some wrong ones it will always prove itself the right decision in the end! No outside influences and no one else interacting with the choice and no other brain dead people suddenly thinking they know more than you do without an s ingle shred of evidence to prove that they are?!

I came up with that plan and it was the conceoption of a dozen blogs!! LMAO!!

One dozen blogs and one dozen subjects amd each of them being very different they can all be compared and only one of them needs to achieve a goal and yet having around a dozen back up plans!

Yes they were a means to an end and I could help others in the process but I had to do this for free!

Of course when Google started to tell me that \I could make money from letting them advertise I immediately launched the other blogs thinking that with me working on all of them together they would all grow together.

Of course these would have grown a damn site faster had it not been for my health conditions and maybe at times I was aiming for higher than I could reach mixed up with a little over confidence?! LMAO!

But the idea was that with each and every blog I had the only direction was UP and the only question was how long?!

I did try to find out some simple answers but no one seems willing to help? These Associate Programs and Affiliate Companies are completely unable to tell you anything in the way of numbers you need to reach before getting x, y or z?!

That is total borllacks if you ask me and just another cheating way of getting some free advertising and free brand awareness campaigns on the go?!?!

SO naturally with my suspicious mind normally being bang on the money I removed many of the adverts that were previously on here! Turned out I was adding ever more of them and breaking the rules while I was at it due to some rather incompetent software coding that did not take the most obvious obstacles into account! Bah-humbug!!

I could not tell you at this point how long it has been since I took off the affiliate adverts off but I would hazard a guess that it is way over 6 months?! I would not consider them going back on my blogs either without at least two things, one is that I had been at this two years and the other is that someone somewhere can actually tell me at which point or points that I can expect it to at least pay the minimum monthly amounts?!

Therefore what you can take away from all this is that no matter what I was playing a long game, a very long game! By August, and that is in five months. I would have been working on this for two whole years! Twenty four months!! I also have no idea how many other milestaones I would have passed by the time this comes around or how many others I would have reached by the time the Winter of 2014 comes around?!

The only thing I can tell you for sure right here and right now is that it would be a darn sight higher than it is today! I should also tell you that it should really way over double what it os today! If we take that at the 100,000 mark, which is more or less what it is, then due to the large base I have now 200,000 should be reached a dman sight quicker than the first one did! If I had to hazard a guess here I would state maybe somewhere between June and July. Of course by this time it should be growing at an even greater amount each week than it is currently and therefore 300,000 should come up even quicker than going from the first hundred thousand to the second?!

Now of course there are indeed other factors that will speed this up or even slow it down and that is how much content I manage to acquire. But it there will be a great deal more now that Spring is finally here that much I can tell you. Far more than the last three months!

The annoying part is that I thought with Google now supposed to be paying me, but are not and I cannot get an answer as to why out of them, I would should have been acuiring many more tools and gadgets to acquire ever more content?! Now this or even something else to substitute it may come into play at any point over the next 6 months?!

If this financial input does occur then yes the amount that the visitors increases on a week on week basis will increase dramatically and I will get there a dman site quicker than I am getting there right at this moment.

SO there are a huge number of possibilities and there is another one that I keep considering too which will do something my haphazard writing style so desparately needs! LOL!

Because I am all over the place sop to speak and with the lack of help everything I do online is very haphazard and that includes my writing. I have been waiting a very long time to reach points whereby I can be more relaxed and even more confident than I was previously so that my wiriting can be deeper, far more philosophical and a great deal more polished than it is! There are currently two possibilities for this with another outside chance. Of course there is a list...as always...

1. Google and their Adsense
2. Personal Independent Payments of the DWP
3. Offered a contract (this being very outside chance before Autumn 2014 I think.
4. Some other unforeseen event

Oops and I have just remembered I need to print out that form for the Parliamentary Health Services Ombudsman, quite how I did not see that email they sent me with the form on I do not know?!

Right that should be printing out any minute and I will post it in the morning, if ther are still Saturday collections, or Monday, which will be the 10^th March 2014, just for the record, lol.

I really do not expect anything and never do nor never have with anyone and the point I really realised that I was right and that the Ombudsman really do, do nothing is when the Local Government Ombudsman went all crazy on the phone over what Wirral Council had done to my daughter but then kept claiming they sent off forms for my daughter to fill in and miraculously kept failing to turn up?! That was around two or three years ago now and I then realised that no matter what ombudsman I approached regarding whatever industry they do not do anything at all. Actually the first inkling was the Advertising Standards Authority over Very Catalogue and they all did the same thing, went nuts and then flatlined. Only if yor going to play it like that at least have some kind of intelligence when you do this and have a good excuse and not a very lame and obvious lie! LOL!

Of course all I had to do then is p[resent them with evidence! An ombudsman is an ombudsman, I wnt to get that one in right now. An ombudsman can make a decision and take a view on any given situation. This is not a court case currently and you all know how that part worked out and this is very different so we arew about to witness the other half of the coin and once again with the proof.

Once this has gone the same way as all the others I will then ask the plainly obvious question that they simply fail to see coming! I kinda did ask it when I got frustrated with the legal go betweeny! Luckily I never mentioned it in text as I do like to keep some simple things as a shocking surprise to blow away the enemy lines. All in one fell swoop too!

I would say it is kinda similar to those I had against the energy companies about forcing things on customers by law, umm no and the simple opposition to this is so agonsingly simple along with obvious it is utterly amazing that they have not gotten into trouble for it before now?!

I do like the simplest of overlooked things the most and by a long way too!

Now that I am hurtling towards the second annivesary of my postings online I will be very interested to see how the couple of these very simple andf very obvious but overlooked things will be taken in my the members of the public!

Of course I have alluded to both of these previously and that is something else that is the beauty of doinf things the way that I do. I have to keep my audience on tenderhooks as it is part of the process of making the evil ones look totally incompetent!!

LMAO!!

You see I have always said that I appear and appeal as well as try to help a broad spectrum on here but really I mean that you need to think for a moment. How often had I stated thinsg that are for the eyes of the enemy?!

Were there any parts when you thought of names for me because of something I was posting and failed to realise it was for the benefit of the enemies prying eyes?!

Ergo if an approach was made by any or all of the above in the coming few months whoever wishes to point out their stupidity and how obvious they have been wrong for of they had been watching and prying looking for chinks and weaknesses it would be obvious to all that this had been going on for a long time. I mean to say that the enemies would have to admit that they or their legal teams had been perusing this site for a long time.

So the question will be 'well he has mentioned it enough times, how the hell did you not see it?!'

Yup could be a year for living fairly dangerously?!

HAHAA!

How about some reverse psychology?

The society in this country is in most people's eyes slowly failing!

Now which faction of the UK society wants to take most of the blame for this happening?!

Now I want you the reader to think now for a moment...to which faction do you belong?

Would you want said faction to take the most or all of the blame?!

:)