This is about one type of difficult
morning I get over pain and I get some over sleep and others over
memory issues.
At the very end of this post is
that I allude to in the title of this post … The Everything,
Everywhere That Ever Was ... list. At the time of writing that is
and no doubt has things … missing! I already thought of a whole
list of things after I completed it and then annoyingly forgot what
it was I had only just recalled! FECK IT?!?! LMAO!
A right fecking pain in the arse (hmm
so that's two then … no, wait?! Lol) the memory thing is
constantly. God you have no idea
what its like...well unless you have Fibrofog that is? Err or
Alzeimer's Disease? Of indeed anything else that scrambles your
memory when you least expect on a fairly regular basis?
Now
remember I about 'Master Plans., 'Clues', 'manipulating events' and
other such things?! Lol, well I just did! Now
this added little fore-note is finished now we can get on with the
post I typed out while waiting for the ability to move again. Just
for the record it is currently 11.52am and time is mentioned once
again beyond this point … err I THINK?! Lol...
Pain, Pain Go Away, Come Again Another
… YEAR!
My issues are always full of surprises
and despite stating that they should not be and yet will be once
again in the future. Sometimes not that distant either.
This morning I awoke in a state I have
been in before but have often forgotten. I have absolutely no idea if
I have explained these mornings on my blogs previously.
They truly are the mornings from hell
and then some. Oddly this morning happened on a night after I started
looking up cheekbone pain on the Internet. Yeah well I did not even
think bones could hurt but as they are cheekbones they are damn close
to the sinuses I have asked so many Doctors about and gotten nowhere.
I have wondered in the past couple of
days that maybe this has turned out to be something they picked up on
in the blood tests? Ooh I should not have mentioned that?!
Oooh well it wont hurt at this juncture
to state that I had a phone-call from my GP Surgery to come in. Would
you like to be confused even more? I made an appointment for a date I
was going to make an appointment for anyway and have even stated as
much on here. “Next month as usual” he stated the last time I see
him and because some blood tests take a couple of weeks. As it was
Christmas too I thought it pointless to make an appointment any
sooner that the usual month anyway.
Not confusing? Well how about being
asked “What Doctor would you like to see?”
Umm. Well it was not MY GP that
requested I go in then and therefore had not seen the test results?!
This much was plainly obvious. Well I have never met any of the other
GPs at the practice at all and I could not even tell you what any of
them looked like! There is a rather attractive woman who happens to
be smartly dressed I see from time to time but I had her down as the
practise manager. This would invariably be the head GP who would use
a PA of sorts to run things, or carry out their...instructions.
Solicitors can work the same way and I know because I worked within a
legal firm who also happened to be friends … for a time. Then we
fell out because of the various public services making me look like a
liar and then he died without knowing I was telling the truth.
Extremely lucky for them that he did die as he would have been livid
that our friendship was lost over their lying, especially when I had
spent a few years theorizing to both him and his wife that they were.
The knew the local MP, Joan...someone of Labour, who years later was
named in the expenses scandal. I often wondered whether the
solicitors sat there open mouthed when that broke stating that my
theories were intricately precise like I had some inside knowledge?
Once the process is figured out and
your up high enough in the … hierarchy to know how they pull it off
it all become rather … elementary.
I digress.
So I have an appointment in a couple of
days whereby I am going to be told something has come
back...positive.
Now I also stated when I alluded to
this previously that this could be … 'A BIGGY'?!
Well it could be something they missed,
which also carries the danger that after being told I was not dying
at Barnet Hospital that … well I could be. IF they missed
something?
As to this morning I wok up in a sort
of chilled fever and have had this before and this was combined with
a really bad back-pain.
I literally struggled slowly out of bed
and took me ten minutes to get to my lavatory! I was bent over too
looking like a vision of an old timer in a comic book caper of some
sort! It was way over an hour by the time I had managed to get my
socks, long-johns and robe on to venture downstairs to put the kettle
on! So it was after 8am I woke up and now I sit on my sofa typing
this out IN my robe and it is currently at the time of typing 10.57am
and I am wondering whether I should get up to put the kettle on or
leave it a bit longer.
Around ten minutes ago, just prior to
typing this out to let some time go by, I had taken all my pills but
with 50mg extra Tramadol than usual. After all as I was informed by a
pain specialist who knew nothing about any of my complaints Tramadol
are the only things that will work with my back-pain?! Strangely he
never let too many cats out of the bag by mentioning my knee pain at
the time. That would have been catastrophic for him as I realised
half way home that they KNEW what was wrong with me and had been
quite literally keeping it from me, recording as ever on here.
Mentioning my knee pain at the time would have had me realise
immediately and I would have exploded! Oddly he was accompanied by
two people?! Do you think maybe he insisted that if he was going to
lie to me he had some … BACK UP?!
The funny thing is that one of the
nicknames of my main condition of Fibromyalgia Syndrome being 'The
Invisible Disease' would become immediately obvious to anyone that
kept this in mind whenever they meet me. If you need further detail
about what it is I refer to then I will first state I have all four
limbs, not good with the average person who expects to possess X-Ray
vision like some GPs have, and go on my YouTube account and out of
the 1,300 videos or so I have you will find a couple with me using
both a Bo Staff and Nunchaku. One with two of the latter in fact. I
am 6 feet tall, look at the videos and ask yourself...'does he look
disabled?' your answer will be NO. Hence the name of 'The Invisible
Disease'. However if you was here now and I donned a grey wig, which
I DO OWN (long story involving some radical Muslims) you would think
me a 90 year old man! Well if you had seen me an hour or so ago!
I also remembered that I forgot to take
pills yesterday as I first stayed in and then had a friend arrive
here for the first time in awhile. Normally only staying an hour and
in the mornings he was here last night around 4pm and two hours later
I said “So what have you rowed about this time?!” He simply
answered “Tom!”
He is one of three people I know that
have had issues with public services not only lying but falsely
accusing them and in all honesty out of the three lots of people I
know they have the worst case scenario of the three. In more ways
than one! They have had a special needs son who both he and his
parents have been refused help with on every front for over ten
years. They have also had a situation, also involving schools,
whereby a teacher did the most depraved and treacherous act of all to
another of their children. He is in jail, now!
There are not many people I could say
have had truly bad things done to them approaching that of my own
experiences but they are one that do. I am not entirely sure they are
aware that I think this but I have done in a long time.
However, and as I explained to him when
he was here, he was the only one of the three that not only would not
allow me to post on here about what they had been through, even prior
to the depraved act by a teacher that openly came to light recently,
but also did not do any of the things I told them to do. So I
explained how important it was that they do as I have said and also
that the two other people, which was unknown to me when they did it,
started to do as I suggested. One is appearing in a local newspaper
soon, The Enfield Independent I believe, and offered the move she has
been after for over 5 years now and the other just proved a
headmaster and a deputy headmaster of their associated school, again
in Enfield I believe, to be liars and falsely accusing in court and
after denying uttering the statements claimed a series of recordings
were then played in court done oin your average smartphone and it was
stated to the deputy head “So...this is not your voice making those
statements you have just denied?!”
After half a dozen recordings or so
being played back to them and knowing the jig was up she simply stood
up, stated she was going back to her job at the school and walked out
of court! Remember the Headmaster had not even turned up and as I
have stated to many friends since....there was curiously not even the
slightest concern that any of them would lose their job?!
Now ask yourself one simple
question...WHY?
Immediately you have to say that they
do not think that they will and did not do anything wrong?
Simple enough.
But, WHY?
Because they were expected to lie.
Because they were TOLD to lie.
By WHOM? Where are OFSTED in all this?!
Head of the schooling authority? Head
of the Local Council? Higher up than this? Someone in the cabinet? In
other words government? But they made all these promises that it is
now obvious that they not only have gone back on but actually put
into place the exact opposite to that which they promised?!
But....WHY?!
Who told them to do this?
Now start thinking that all this
actually comes down to money at the end of the day, start thinking of
public services as businesses, run as businesses, that someone
somewhere is making money from and then find the common factor
between all these services which now lie and the uncivil servants who
think its the birthright to be paid vast sums of your money to lie?!
I did not look into this in great deal
in all honesty. It was not important at all to me or this blog and
all I was interested in is first single handedly narrowing it down
for the tabloids, TV News and journalists to report on. Because they
were being tested too!
Yes, I was testing the media too as I
had suspected them for well over a decade.
During my...research someone did come
to me with a name. Looking at their web-page and especially their
'About Us' page they do tend to show off that they seem to run
everything in the UK. I have the good fortune to state that I had
never heard of this company before but do seem to recall seeing vans
with the name on. This way I cannot be accused of being some bitter,
felt hard done by or an injustice performed against ex-employee.
The company is SERCO.
Unfortunately the person who told me
about them later went on to accuse me of being a 'Shill' and yet
another term I had never heard of. This likely came about because I
refrained from doing or saying certain things. Plus agreeing to meet
somewhere to meet up with a group.
But the one thing that I KNEW, that
people thought mad to begin with who now realise would have been
naïve to NOT think of the possibility of, me being watched by those
I expose. Or a party that combined they hired to … meddle in what I
do.
I had no choice but to work alone and
even IF I had met a genuine group and … intermingled with them
there was nothing to assure me that they did not have someone …
within their group that was indeed not a member of another …
dastardly group with ulterior motives based on a fee paid by one or
more of the groups I had been attacking?
Easier to avoid unlikely scenarios than
to be caught....well with your pants well and truly down?!
This is of course much less of an issue
these days and during the first half of 2015 will become far less of
an issue. In the latter half of 2015 it will cease to be an
issue...at some point in time.
I would also like to emphasize that my
posts are very … changeable. But then my target audiences are made
up a very, very wide variety of people.
That brings me on neatly to a …
LIST!!
Had something happen to you? Is it or
are THEY in the list below? If they are they are on here!
I have a bad memeory from something
called Fibrofog...if they are not listed below they are still likely
on here?! I think I did almost all the ombudsman for instance.
So my list of my enemies that I not
only attacked but have evidence on this blog,,,scattered about bu you
can SEARCH!
But that I had to keep in mind that I
had to speak to not just this group or that group but to all! After
all you can't change anything without first explaining the
wrongdoings of the wrongdoers!
Then you simply have to wait and see
who actually gives a hit for the monies they receive? On that respect
it is YOU than can work that out for yourselves?!
One man...no or little money and a
bloody list of pains and embarrassing symptoms longer than BOTH your
arms, lol! …
THE LIST OF EVERYTHING ...
Different Levels of Intellect
Different Levels of Compassion
Different Races
Different Cultures
Different Religions
Stubborn People
Politically Stubborn People (Hi
DAVIIIIIDDD!! Hi EDDDDDD!! LOL)
Different areas of the World even
and all their differences!
Disabled People
Homeless People
Rich People
Politicians
Journalists
Children
Students
Poor
Jobless
Lazy and Jobless even, though this
is a tiny fraction admittedly
Criminals of Different areas
Civil Servants
Local Councils Front Line Staff
DWP Front Line Staff
Atos Staff
NHS Front Line Staff
Argos Staff
PC World Staff
B&Q Staff
Shop Direct Staff at Littlewoods,
Very & Isme
Amazon
Google
HMRC
LGO
IPCC
Merseyside Police
Advertising Standards Authority
Bailiffs
Debt Collectors
Judges
Court Staff
Microsoft
Hospital Staff
Ofcom
Oftel
Consumer Rights
Legal Community Advice
Citizen's Advice
PHSO
ICE
Metropolitan Police
MI5
GCHQ
GMC
NICE
House Of Commons
Jeremy Kyle
Michael Meacher MP
Which? Magazine
What next for 2015 and 2016? Well I
can tell you that there are, or will be by today as I forgot one, no
less than one dozen letters in the post!!
BRING...IT...ON!!
Oh yes and the cheekbone pain?
AN example then of ehy GP's and the
NHS are idiots and the pitfalls of Fibromyalgia …
I have Fibromylagia and I have over
120 symptoms. Yes folks that is indeed one hundred and twenty
symptoms but I fight it every single day of my life.
Oh and there are a possible 200 plus
in total that they know about! I know of one that they do not! Lol.
But HOW do I know that all symptoms
I experience are in fact down to Fibromyalgia Syndrome? Well you
don't and you will otherwise have to rely on tests which they falsify
I am afraid.
So yeah cheekbone pain?
Well if you...recall...complaining
to GP's about blocked sinuses, headaches, decongestants only given
and I am meant to do a saltwater sinus rinse? Well that is how I
found this list …
www.freemd.com
Common Ailments Causing Cheek Bone
Pain
Cellulitis
(possible - skin
redness
and
skin swelling,
tenderness, and warmth, fever
and
nausea)
Somewhat Common Conditions
Dental
Abscess
(not likely as always at Dentists and Orthodontists)
Dental
Injury
(nope)
Facial
Fracture
(not likely)
Facial
Injury
(not likely … ooh yeah hit on the nose with double vision … see
below, lol)
Gum Injury
(Not likely)
Jaw Injury
(Not likely)
Nasal
Bone Fracture
(hmm was hit on the nose and suffered double vision by an idiot)
Uncommon
Conditions
Jaw
Fracture
(out of the question)
Osteomyelitis
(outside possibility -
bone
pain,
bone tenderness, fever,
and chills,
may include redness and swelling
of
the skin that lies over the infected bone)
Parotitis
(outside possibility – facial pain, facial swelling (no?),
swelling over
the angle of the jaw, facial
tenderness,
jaw
pain,
inability to open the mouth, dental
pain
mouth or tongue swelling I do not think I have had)
Sialadenitis
(facial
pain
or
jaw
pain,
tenderness
and swelling
over
the salivary glands)
Rare
Conditions (Rare just means rare)
Blowout
Fracture Orbit (Eye Socket Fracture - Not likely)
Erysipelas
(Tends to fit well especially if poorly functioning immune system
(likely FMS), skin redness (Yep), skin tenderness(yep),
skin swelling
(Rarely),
and skin blisters (Yep),
headache (Rarely but Yep),
fever (Yup This morning), joint
pains
(Yup),
muscle
aches
(err FMS?! Lol!),
fatigue,
(Yup) and nausea
(Yup))
Jaw
Dislocation
(NO)
Periorbital
Cellulitis
(Poosible – eye pain, eye redness,
facial
pain,
blurry
vision,
fever,
double
vision,
headache,
and
vomiting(err YEAH, all the above, lol))
Sjogren's
Syndrome
(Outside Possibility, eye dryness, eye pain,
eye
redness,dry
mouth,
mouth
ulcers,
dry nose, dry throat, dry
skin,
vaginal dryness, joint
pains,
joint
swelling,
parotid gland swelling (err all except … ONE!! LMAO!))
Now
I must give a little advice here....yes its likely that many have
searched online to diagnose themselves, read the damn blog lol, but
it is not without its … pitfalls!
Pitfalls
you purely and simply do not want to do, because if your just …
looking for something to have and this counts whether you have
something or have something else that causes you to … manufacture
conditions that do not exist you will get found out. In the case of
the NHS and its GP's and Doctor being evil and not wanting to
diagnose or deal with you … well do NOT I repeat DO NOT give them
the ammunition!
Because
then you most certainly will
go
many years without finding out answers they full do have and if they
do not … well someone somewhere that had half a brain and stuck to
the hippocratic oath would in House MD fashion and as surely as I
would become not only fascinated with something new but would want to
be the Doctor that wrote the article on it that is then published in
a medical journal! It might even be names after me?!
So
of they do not
want
to deal without and without diagnosing you ask yourself why
they
do not want to do as I described here? The only genuine reasons would
be they already know,
they
are incompetent
as
Doctors or even are FAKES?!
Also
because you find a number of symptoms you have this does not then
conclude, read prove, that you have this condition.
I
have some pretty awful and often embarrassing skin conditions and I
have mentioned plenty of times on here and to others that pure Tea
Tree Oil is good at dealing with it. The worse your infection, or
deeper into the epidermis or skin, the more that Pure Tea Tree Oil
will … sting, I am afraid. You will get some flakiness after but
apply around 2 or 3 times a week and and at the end of the first or
second week you will notice a huge difference. Way, way more than any
crappy steroid cream your GP gives you. Never once has a GP suggested
Tea Tree Oil in twenty years.
Of
course I have the blocked sinuses problem at night.
I
have the issue with my ears too and more so the right side which will
lose hearing to the tune of around 40% if I place a silicone tip
earphone in that ear! This has been effing annoying for years and I
have spent a great deal of money trying to cure it. I had thought it
was wax but now I know there is something up with my sinuses and for
bloody years did not occur to me that the sinuses are connected to
the ears by the Eustachian Tube!
Yeah
well I don't know everything and am not correct 100% of the time and
there is lies your proof. I just am most
of the time, lol.
So
based on my own symptoms centred around my head I could
have
the following …
Nasal
Bone Fracture (Due to an idiot)
Osteomyelitis
Parotitis
Sialadenitis
Erysipelas
Periorbital
Cellulitis
Sjogren's
Syndrome
Everything
is a process of elimination that you either not always cannot reach
the end of or simply do not have the time because that is given
towards someone else, like family or a career?
Do
not ever read a few lines and think you have found what your looking
for, not just in the area of health either. As someone with a high
amount if knowledge in a list os sciences that include three in
zoology to in astronomy and one in each computer science, orchidaceae
along with a list of others you can take it from me...
I
do not bullshit and no not like dishonesty. Yes I am well
aware that many would have read my blogs and simply had a hard time
believing? Nothing I can do about that and just have to wait until
they have been back here enough and heard enough of my secretly
recorded audio to know that I speak the truth.
However...a
great many on the Internet do not and it is filled to the brim with
people that so much want to be right about things. Or seen as an
expert without any qualification. There is absolutely nothing wrong
with this if you do indeed know your stuff and do absolutely not
fill in the blanks you do not know with bullshit. There is a
humongous amount of animal experts that do this. By no means
restricted to these areas of science. Indeed it is not even
restricted to science, even. There are even books I could quote that
contain made up facts not even close to the truth and even
photographs of things which were not what they were claimed to be and
other not where they were claimed to be. Well, taken at any
rate. In books, I might add?!
Me?
Oh...my...GOD! How do I even begin to explain that one?! I am a
stickler for the truth and the facts and have spent twenty years
coming across … lets say staff that quote protocols like mantra
that are based on lies, tricky and to leave you to rot in a living
hell.
Me
in that situation? Not good! Destined to end and a long way down the
road and end badly. An understatement if ever there was one uttered.
My
ailments for instance? I have always know they are there and I have
collected new ones along the way and I purely and simply wanted to
know what they was so that I knew the best way to deal with them.
Twenty years across hundreds of appointments across way over three
dozen health professionals, six hospitals plus, five GP Surgeries and
I end up diagnosing myself. In that time I have missed out with help
finding a career and many other things about my personal life have
suffered.
But
this is all nothing compared to not being believed by your friends
and even your family! Not even close! I cannot...pure and simply
cannot even begin to explain what that was like. I am sure that to
some...no many I would not have to?!
It
is these people that I reached out to first of all and most of all
throughout my musings. I dare say I missed a great many that went on
to commit suicide? A shame! But I am here now. I have done much and
will do much more. I know what it is like and I have exposed a great
deal. When it comes to being ignored, left for dead, cast into limbo
I can tell you that this will not continue on much longer. With luck
this has likely changed with many GP surgeries already.
Ignore
the signs stating you cannot record audio or video in the hospital
grounds...because you can and its a public building at the end of the
day! Besides … Robbie Williams can do it as can anyone else rich
famous or powerful so, so can we! Or has the ghost of one Jimmy
Savile not quite been cast out as yet?
Of
the things I discovered and one I did not suspect was the BBC
paedophile ring and cover up! Little did I know as I read facts in
disbelief that it went high up and even included the Royal Family?!
Now that something has been uttered in the media it is not even the
Prince that everyone suspects/knows is guilty of depravities and
little did I know that it would lead back to the deaths of both
Princess Diana and Jill Dando!!
I
used...well I would state I well overused a statement to all friends
and family and that was that the corruption is everywhere and in
everything. This was a throw away line that was not nor never meant
to be literal. However it turned out to be exactly that!
Now
when I see the public flocking somewhere to see the Royals I wonder
to their … state of mind or indeed intelligence. I do not know if
its just naivety but I see it a great deal and everywhere. It is rife
and frightening and the fact that there is the public that refuse to
accept it or even simply do not care is simply incredible.
As
I have told many I know now I believe this is about to change and
2015 will be a truly historic year for a great many reasons. Many of
which the wider public thought would never be sorted, fixed or
allowed to be named in the media. I believe that beyond 2016 many
history books will quote both 2015 and 2016 a great deal and will
speak of our blindness or simply naivety to what was really going on
right under our noses and how vast sums of money we were forced to
part with was used to do these things. Something long been strictly
illegal and with a punishment that has a prison sentence the money
taken was not only completely wasted but used to allow lavish and
overly luxurious lifestyles and indeed worst of all prey on innocent
children not in the dozens but in the hundreds. Many, many hundreds.
But,
hell yeah … go out in the freezing cold and stand there on a street
corner for hours with the chance of seeing someone you idolize and
start to cheer...maybe they may even touch your hand or speak to you?
Get a selfie?! How cool would that be. Ignore the fact they have done
all these horrid and depraved things. As long as you can tell your
friends you met someone famous and put a picture on Facebook or
Twitter?! After all that is all that matters right? Along with what
is going on in the soap operas that many seem addicted to like a drug
and have a breakdown should they ever miss an episode?
The
most prominent question on my mind is that I know there will be
trouble, a breakdown of sorts and it is becoming ever more obvious
all the time, though the news media are curiously and as fashionably
late as ever. No I ask myself this following question because now
enough people know. At least those that need to know are now quickly
learning …
WILL
THINGS CHANGE BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE?
How
much more content this blog will receive will depend a great deal on
the question above.
Indeed
my...meeting... no appointment on Thursday my be the former rather
than the latter? I may have been asked in because someone at the NHS
picked up the phone to my surgery? I may be asked about the
recordings, which I already told them about, and asked not to do it
at their surgery? But I have already made this very clear on this
blog over and over again.
People
simply do not read enough and nor do they ask the right questions.
They should do for far more than the simple fact that I have a real
problem with short term memory. But they do not, deeming it
unimportant until it is too late.
Right
I am able to move so must change the subject and finish this post and
… well post it up!
Just
like the colour of this font is currently blue and for some reason
Open Office wont change it to black and when I do click on the black
option in font colour I get the fill area bucket icon and it does
nothing. Closing Open Office and restarting it makes no difference.
Now
I could dive into that but time is in my case much of the time of the
essence. I have no help nor support in anyway so everything is always
a go. Even as a type this I remember now by washing machine packed up
yesterday by pumping the water going into it straight out of the
bottom onto my kitchen floor.
Now
luckily I noted a difference in the sound of the water filling up. I
nearly thought I was imagining it but stayed for a few moments. I did
not see the water reaching a pair of jeans so pulled out the
kick-board beneath. There I see a pool of water lying over an area
that did not have tiling which was keeping the water at bay.
I
text my landlord yesterday and indeed when my friend Jeff turned up,
a guy I used to go shooting with and did hold a shotgun licence, I
thought it was my landlord when I heard the knock at the door.
I
am pretty sure I have not heard from my landlord so I might need to
buy a pair of jeans and a third pair of long-johns today?!
BUGGER!!
Now
exactly where did I put that Maid Service business card of an
A5 size?!
