THE SUMMIT & THE SCANDAL

Ooh dear ..

It's edging closer and closer but will it break while my daughter and I still live and breath?!

There is talk in reports with both sites of The Canary and The Disability News Service of a scandal that will hit the DWP ..

Covering up the deaths of welfare claimants.

Murder is murder .. it is not reduced to even manslaughter purely because of methods or reasons and if it were anyone else in society carrying out actions when they knowingly know it can lead to death .. this is murder.

Manslaughter is when you cause a death by an action not intended or thought to cause death and normally in cases of serious neglect. Like saving money.

A good example of this is the cladding used in Grenfell Tower.

This talk of a scandal coming out, oh please God say it is so .. yeah OK I am not religious .. but I am desperate lol, at a time that has a weird coincidence to it. Because I read talk about the UK holding a disability summit here?! Say what now?!

A summit? For the disabled?

I certainly hope it is not leaders from other countries looking to save money where they ask Theresa May ..

Foreign Leader: "How did you get away with it?!"

TM: "Oh we spent years putting it into the pubic's heads that they are a drain on society, the financial crisis would end tomorrow if most of them died and there taxes would go down if this happened. Once, of course, we made everyone into amoral twats while working them into the ground"

Foreign Leader: "Just .. putting that into my .. notebook!"

So a summit and a scandal to hit the UK?

You simply cannot make this shit up!

There may come a stage where I myself have nothing to lose as well as nothing to love for and they really, really .. REALLY do not want to put me in that position.

If I lose someone I simply wont want to live any longer and I have gone through so many periods where I think I am going to lose them all that I start fantasising about what I would do when I get angry about it.

I should seek help from anarchists because they would bloody love me if it ever came to this point .. a shame I could not get help beforehand though!

Never have associated with anarchists and .. pretty sure I never met one .. or at least they never admitted it to me if I have.

I would only associate with a group if they were people that believed in true fairness to all and recognised full that which is plain to see. That it is not.

https://www.thecanary.co/uk/2018/07/20/has-the-dwp-covered-up-its-role-in-claimants-deaths-labour-the-snp-and-greens-demand-answers/

THE STORM KEEPS ON COMING

Well would you believe it?

I've emailed the DWP ministers email .. again. I did this a few years back .. can't remember why. 

Might have been around seven years ago or more when I first lost my DLA?

A series of this they suddenly decided to do have each, in turn, had a detrimental effect on my health. It was probably that my health was going that way anyway. After all it is progressive, Fibromyalgia.

Although it may be that the blood pressure is down to Fibromyalgia as well as the postural hypotension, the latter of which first got me in a big way over twenty years ago, the chest thing might not be.

I don't have my list of possible symptoms for Fibromyalgia. It was in a book I have to a previous, three GP's back, that I thought was good. Until his father lied to me before he got a call from someone within the NHS who found this blog and have him a call to alert him if been recording him. He thought he we safe after watching me switch off two devices then lied in an hour long row while the team recorder was still going.

I'd loved to have seen the look on his face when he realised that night of posted our argument.

Got a letter three days later kicking me of the surgery.

But if been lied to my the GP previous to him as well as the GP previous to that one along with several hospitals and their Doctors.

Yeah with a 100% record in the last ten years your a fool to expect someone to expect you to be different to the norm over the previous fifteen years. Wanker.

He wasn't the last one to lie either.

It is stunning what absolutely terrible lies they tell in the public services who then take money from us we are forced to pay, your taxes.

What's irritating about it is they think they are perfectly within their right to do so and Hippocratic Oath a mean fuck all. Don't know why they bought when money so easily gets most of them to break these oaths?

Every .. single .. public .. service has done exactly the same thing. Lied, failed cut years or both.

Tonight and after a pause of several days the perpetrator of the domestic violence called up once again. First bring nice, I presume, and then threatening. I don't even know what that's were made as they are not telling me.

Over two hundred phone calls were made in one night to two separate people regarding his victim and I've heard he phoned someone else too.

Police came other victim came .. Police got called a fat pig twice and .. boom! He gets interviewed. Didn't find the fucking phone in Walton Prison though weeks after appearing on the TV news making it look like they foiled a smuggling racket using drones.

It just begs belief as does the state of all the public services.

Funny though that Phillip Hammond states that our productivity and uses the excuse that many disabled people are in work.

It's going to get worse then, is it not? Didn't his boss, Theresa May, just recently state that she was going to put a million more disabled people back into work. Forced into work is more accurate and a cyanide pill is more humane.

You wouldn't do this to a dog, let alone a permanently wounded dog!

A dog in pain you would also put to sleep! Cyanide pills anyone?!

So the scum sucking son of a bitch Muslim has a network of friends smuggling stuff and using stuff.

So fucking in your face about it too that they must be laughing like the proverbial drains at the prison staff and the Police. Can't even find a fucking phone when they have been called fat pigs. The Police called this, don't forget?!

So along with the DWP, NHS, Local Councils (5 out of 5) and several others I have the Police again (two forces in total) six retail chains, telecoms companies all associated ombudsman and governing bodies and now the prison service too? Yup. Oh I forgot Her Majesty's Courts and Tribunal Service who were not interested in facts and only interested in trying to get three lumps of mud to stick to me .. unsuccessfully I might add. Oh and as for logic? Yeah despite her way over the top patronising demeanor .. she had no logic of at least we but interested in it.

And the Citizens Advice Bureau got it wrong the whole way, later told they often get it wrong by a solicitor. Great. Got to do that all over again as I've heard nothing about any progress from the solicitor, other than fearing for my safety and health.

• Is there a public service of the that's not corrupt/incompetent/failed? I can actually think of two ..
• The Ambulance Service .. out thing giving the NHS any credibility at all and dead honest, nice and compassionate in my experience

• The Fire Service for obvious reason but then .. it can't really be corrupted now, can it? If it is the results would be both obvious and catastrophic

With the latter? Maybe there are ways and maybe others know about these but .. it would be something I couldn't get close to. You would have to know someone in the service so sang like the proverbial Canary.

So then .. how many numpty naive tax payers still think everything is fine. Even with the limited this they tell you in the mainstream news you have to be stupid to not realise there's a major problem and the UK is heading towards a dark place.

All because successive Prime Ministers, or their puppeteers, like to throw our money around so the rest of the world this were doing better than we are.

Well we've seen where that gets us .. people like this wanker in Walton Prison and other with dastardly plans of death and destruction, tape, mugging, lies and eventually overrunning the UK, whether they admit it to us or not.

But then what do they find when they get here? Not streets paved with gold, corruption, lies and treatment of the poor and vulnerable they actually makes them look better in hardens their resolve, no doubt?

Like I stated already, this country is heading into a dark, dark age.

I'm beginning to think that the anarchists might be right?!

Never thought I'd say that!

Well .. maybe just some of them? Some the time?

Anything is better than this!

Oh and just as I have been reporting on the failures of protecting children in my case .. guess what happens?

It gets mentioned on the BBC News tonight as the main headline!

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/resources/idt-sh/domestic_abuse

Oops .. wrong link, my apologies ..

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/av/uk-42273893/domestic-abuse-and-coercive-control-is-silent-killer

As I stated for years now my stories appear in the mainstream media, or one very much like them, from a few days to a few years after I have published about them!

THE SEARCH

Before very long it would have been a whole four years since I started my very first blog.

It would take another year to eighteen months before the other catch up to this figure.

The whole time I was posting on this blog there were always a list of possibilities that could arise from it.

• There was the helping is someone's court case which proved much of what I said, getting the documents and publishing them on-line
• There was the possibility that I may start to generate some money through advertising, but was fed a load of crap about that in the beginning
• There was the possibility, or more inevitability, that once I had attracted enough people and made a certain number of people aware of me I would get my three books published
• That some honest organisation would come along one day and say 'Jesus! This guy did all this with no money, resources, support? What would he do if he was given a mountain of resources?! We have to have him working for us!!”
• Which all started off to try and forewarn and help as many victims or unaware about to be victims, as I could
• Plus I had no less than twelve other subject matters across other blogs and a YouTube channel also aiding in other areas, including logging WILDLIFE
• Or even a job or career is some capacity involved in the other and much lighter subjects I cover
• Someone would make an offer I could not refuse to buy one of my blogs from me

I had thought about other possibilities too.

• Re contacting the News Media but saw this as hopeless as I suspect them also
• Trying to become affiliated with some group or other

All I needed was to put in the time, effort and commitment and although I was prepared to do that I must say it has taken longer then I first thought it would. IN the beginning I thought a year at least, maybe two. Pretty soon it would have been four years.

I do feel for all the bloggers out there that were led to believe in something only to fond out it was not as it first appeared.

I had figured recently that I must now be within a year, going by numbers alone, for one of these to occur.

Well that is barrring the very first one as I seem to have been disowned and sentenced to a relative living hell I must now work towards trying to get out of with the remaining things on that list.

The really bizarre thing is thee first one taking place would have made all the other ones happen overnight, metaphorically speaking. Certainly within days or weeks which would have been just great.

As regards the being affiliated I often thought how nice it would be to be linked and meet up with some group or organisation with similar goals to my own. I even wondered about anarchy groups, though admittedly I am not sure what any of their goals are and added to this I am not sure I like the word 'anarchy' unless only applied to them by the establishment to make them appear in a bad light?

Though I genuinely believe that my healt conditions will not allow me to live much beyond another 8 years and it is a fact I have to deal with every single day.

I now know that both my father and grandmother had the same condition but whereas my grandmother was always forced to walk everywhere and a mile from a market to home with the shopping my father was not active in this way and not very fit.

As a result my grandmother died suddenly at 75 and my father at 56.

The problem is as much as I try to keep myself active and fit, with cycling and such, I have many more symptoms than either my father or grandmother showed.

When I found out I had Fibromyalgia I had long made many links to things that had happened with both my father and grandmother with their symptoms. They were both terrified of hospitals and Doctors and simply never went to any. At all except for very late on with mny grandmother when she was having serious back pains, like I have had the last few years. I have had the back pains well over a decade, possibly more than fifteen years but its been the last 5 years they have suddenly taken a nose dive into unbearable now and then.

These days I take both Tramadol and Methocarbamol just for the back pain alone.

With the help and advice I give it is not just 'look at for the feckers, they are out to get you' but I can even do money saving, though they likely never realised it, by stating that many gig electrical chain stores are now selling refurbished goods to survive. Then finding out later that at least one of them had been doing this at least as far back as 2003!

Many might have turned away, without looking at any evidence, and did a brain-dead thing and automatically think I was wrong. You would be surprised how many people think they have this automated built in wisdom that can detect the wheat from the chaff in milliseconds. I see it on-line all the time. But later might have been picking up an item from Argos or some other store … see these red and white along with clear seals over the boxes, the clear one stating 'void' in gold, and thinking 'hang on a minute? This is faulty and I remember this guy talking about watching out for some suspect void seals on the boxes? What gives?!' Then probably cannot remember the web address of my blog? Lol.

DOH!!

Of course the blogs and YouTube channel can become useful in other little ways too, like in a big arguments as is about to occur over the coming months?

I said the other day to friends who remembered that I thought I was filmed recently and not once but a couple of times. I do not care. I also recalled about how a GP who suddenly left for pastures new, only recently asked me if I was recording our appointments?

I reminded them that I said I thought something was coming my way over the next couple of months from the DWP and two mornings ago it arrived.

Some probably came here for the first time, read it and thought I got lucky.

Well … I get bloody lucky a hell of a lot.

Annoyingly this is never in the things that matter.

I used to think I had bad luck attached top me and my grandmother thought it was preposterous until a day I will never forget when yet another things happened to me and she looked at me and said “You know I think your right? How do so many bad things happen to you?”

Yet when it comes to me deductions I am very rarely wrong.

I used to do good and picking out the names of both horses and greyhounds in races that would win.

A friend asked me to do it one day to show a friend of his in a bookmakers. The man's eyes went wide with wonder and a big smile on his face and he said … “LETS PUT ALL OUR MONEY ON THE NEXT FEW RACES!”

My mate turned to him and said “Naaah. As soon as he puts money on it or I put money on a name he picks out it never wins! It is bloody weird!”

So in other words whenever it is anything that is beneficial to me personally it never works out but I thought that my blogs were the one thing that I could control that would? I would just have to be bloody patient. I am beginning to realise I might need the patience of a saint?!

With eight years to go?!

I just hope those eight years are not sitting around watching this country and others tell more lies, ever more corruption being revealed and actually start turning the corner for the better.

But familiarity breeds content.

I even thought about joining a club or even doing a course somewhere? Though feck knows how I would get there and cope with my personal life while doing anything?

I would definitely require certain … support and tools.