Showing posts with label stalking. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stalking. Show all posts

Saturday, 7 December 2019

THE WAYS OUT


Fore-note:

This has turned out to be a bad week .. information overload.

I just do not get this world.

I do not feel comfortable in this world.

Out today with a intense feeling of foreboding.

Had to go out .. get something .. that I need to help .. deal with things and today I could not return without it. Not today. So a lot of time was spent sitting on benches and hunched over my walking stick in pain.

It never rains but it pours.

End fore-note

OK now this one was meant to be AFTER another post regarding AGW, Leftists, Marxists and the cult that keep lying to pretend CO2 is warming the planet to dangerous levels. Well more to do with the battles and the sheer stupid things and lies they come out with.

I added yet another series on the Grand Solar Minimum with my last post. I have exposed many corrupt things and cover-ups with British Government, and beyond.

We have not only been treated as subhuman and as if we were the perpetrators but my daughter and I have been persecuted in all manner of ways.

  • Persecuted directly.
  • Persecuted indirectly.
  • Persecuted financially.
  • Persecuted through children.

My daughter had to flee the neighourhood she grew up in because of the social workers, Wirral Council and the Police hounding her constantly as well as doing some very evil things.

You need to check up 'Country of the Damned' for just SOME of the story and some secretly recorded aufio with Police Detectives. This shite was going for few years before that recording in 2011-2012 and still going on today. You had better believe it.

We had media agents all over us .. lawyers all over us .. talking and promising all kinds of things including vast sums of money for our story. I have gone into this many times on this blog.

Only right now .. I am awaiting a phone-call. Despite the cancer, having a child taken fro her and placed with a paedophile father and another with an evil woman, with three children all with difficulties my daughter did what I wanted her to do some time ago now.

Enrolled onto a college course.

She picked up a friend, a Chinese woman, though I am not sure if this was from college or some other place?

I was there .. but once again we got screwed over by the authorities which only seems to happen if your native and white, I am shamed to say. I have lost tens of thousands in savings, my car, a home, a business and 90% of my belongings. Trapped in a hell of a place that have people on the phone to me going crazy because of my situation in London and WHO I am trapped with.

Not one impossible person .. not TWO impossible people but THREE impossible people.

  • Nasty socially awkward person that thinks switching the WIFI off for people that are upstairs, whenever he is alone, is funny.
    • Fixed a laptop for him over 6 months ago hoping that helping him for free would stop him doing this, it did not
    • He has three adult offspring, two women and one man, from first marriage that have refused to talk to him for 30 years
    • His current partner has four grown children his stabs in the back constantly and none talk to him
  • He gets away with it because his partner is a narcissistic, Marxist socialist and her enabler and agrees with him victimhood
    • She thinks her suspected epilepsy that no one has witnessed and not on her medical records is worse than
    • Cancer
    • CRPS
    • Fibromyalgia Syndrome
    • Her conditions are .. MANUFACTURED
    • She cannot abide anyone else getting any attention at all and demands constant attention all the time
    • Lost a cousin that was like a sister to them, now has refused to talk to her for 6 years
    • Everyone else has very little to do with her
    • Friend of mine thought I was being evil describing her but
    • Apologized after meeting her twice, said she was worse than even I described and they visit same place and he and his girlfriend literally duck and run if they see her
  • Then there is another that
    • Wants to complain constantly
    • Does not want to listen to anyone else's complaints
    • Not very bright but makes shit up to make himself sound like he is but says utterly, stupidly wrong this that have others staring at him in disbelief
    • Only wants to talk about what interests him
    • Gets annoyed with you if you have a theory he does not like, would make a good socialist
    • Anger management problem
    • Rude, nearly got himself thrown out of a car half way to Brighton and NOT by me
    • Snappy
    • But will talk about the width of a Moth's arse for hours
    • Likes to talk about 'burning in' headphones and not a good idea to state that you do not believe in that .. he explodes
    • Not spoken for several weeks now

Yeah I am trapped in a very tiny room, my smartphone has failed in a way I have never seen before.

My laptop is playing up in ways I have never come across in 20 years. My desktop is playing up in odd ways and I am so pushed for space I cannot work here. It is a little over 8 feet by a little under 6 feet.

Been trying to find help, figure out a way to get an income back in as I have none presently and no access to Doctors.

Want to return to my daughter's. Can help in various ways and with college as I have a Degree and was offered a PhD place, working in medicine, animals and computing. Stupidly turned this down as I thought I was too old at the time and did not want even more debt.

But they started messing with me and I was not sure why at the time but it seems those trying to take over you lives now only want certain truths being told.

Telling the truth about ..

  • British Government
  • Leftists
  • Donald Trump
  • Climate Change
  • Rape Gangs
  • Terrorists

.. is apparently not allowed but they do not tell you this .. they just start burying your links and other things ..

  • Google
    • Blogger
      • Numbers being shown suppressed
      • Adsense frozen for 3 years despite ads still showing
    • YouTube
      • Suppressing my videos for couple years
      • many thought me mad but have now seen and in a little doubt
      • Same videos posted to YT and BitChute at same time latter did ..
      • 6,000% better despite no followers or TAGS?!
  • Twitter
      • Retweets are deleted
      • Followers or knocked off
      • Anyone centre-left to moderate right are fully suspended, far-right all went ages ago probably to GAB (only a fraction of users)
      • 2,000 followers is considered big if not a celebrity (*sigh* idolisation is our downfall)
      • Have had 4,000 followers knocked off
      • Still .. I have around 7,000 followers
  • Facebook
    • Warning over a link posted
  • Minds
    • Followers shoot up to 997 in 3 months
    • Followers drop back to 772
    • Followers not reached 1,000 yet after another 8 months
    • Posts been deleted, gone missing
  • GAB
    • When I put more effort in followers went up to 1,998
    • Then GAB radically changed
    • Followers went back down to 1,700 plus
    • Like Minds .. 8 months later not at 2,000 yet
  • WordPress now too
    • Refused to link to Electroverse site
    • Was consistently getting message from WP to say my blog was booking then just stopped and they stopped coming
    • Despite being on social media and promoting it

All these have been affected .. leaving only very glitchy, not to mention requiring a lot of work, Parler not doing anything odd.

All the help dried up as did all the promises and without reason and in the early days my daughter thought, along with everyone else, this talk was bonkers. Not me being bonkers just that I was wrong. As did her friends and my friends.

They do not think that today. In fact now that they know everything is real and are seeing things for themselves posted on various social media I will tell you what a social worker, of 25 years, said to me twice recently. Him and his girlfriend said this and she is a teacher. He is Mediterranean and she is African.

We are so fed up with this country we would like to leave”

He often talks about how I was right all along and for years now as, as I stated, this all started in 2011 and I had some bold claims for years up until that point which have since turned out to be true.

He talks about ways of me getting back to my daughter's, odd as four years ago he was against it and did not believe anything my daughter was telling me at the time. Different story today.

He was amazed that my daughter had enrolled in college and was pleased about it and her moving to Wales.

I think I may, or perhaps did not as my memory is bad, have told him that my daughter has this Chinese woman who seems to be a bit obsessed with her.

Rather bizarre behaviour but if my daughter spoke to anyone else she would, right in front of these people too, say things like “Oh you do not want to have anything to do with them, they are not good friends”.

Now when my friend calls me I am going to have to tell him that this obsession has not got out of hand and that my daughter is scared and waiting for a phone-call right now as I received a message telling me this woman broke her door handle?!

That is pretty extreme and now I am wondering exactly who this woman is and going to have to check her out!

This makes people coming to me saying things like ..

  • Keep doing the same thing, you are going the right way
  • Do not worry this wont last much longer
  • If you do this I will take away your financial problems

My intention was to not only carry on what I was doing but show how widespread the conspiracy and corruption was. If I could use social media to increase my viewers five to ten fold, which I have, people will realise the fact that I am not increasing my revenue means they are messing with me.

This will soon be beyond a shadow of a doubt.

You see while battling with Marxists on social media who still seem somehow confident they will get their own way when the proverbial cat is out of the bag, I got put on a shortlist of people that blew my mind.

  • Tony Heller of YouTube
  • Ned Nikolov PhD Planetary Scientist, I believe he is
  • Karl Zeller
  • Don Smith Radio Show host
  • Geraint Hughes author
  • Anthony Watts of the most viewed climate change website 'Watts Up With That'

PICTURE

In my battles these are things to remember before I move on ..

  • Never had accusations of me lying proved once
  • Never been beaten
  • Never been disproved
  • Blog predictions have mostly been shown to be accurate
  • Predictions not yet, like EU falling, still look like they are n the cards, so to speak

Now think about this for a moment .. the previously mentioned people get a lot of followers on the subject of climate change and get an income from it. Ad Revenue or donations like Patreon, who tend to now ban people talking about certain things.

So how come I have not?

I mean I have been put up there with these people and now family and friends are seeing this and asking themselves questions.

But I also cover ..

  • Child Abuse and Rape Gangs
  • Police Corruption
  • Immigration
  • Politics
  • Corruption in social services
  • Politics around the globe when I can
  • Donald Trump
  • Jeremy Corbyn, John McDonnell and the elections
  • Gilets Jaunes
  • NHS corruption
  • Ombudsman corruption

Now considering that for all of this I have published ..

  • My own recordings, though many are held back as there are far too many to go through
    • Had hoped media organisation would take them off my hands, Rebel Media came close but disappeared
  • My own documents
  • Many links, videos and such
  • Other blogs on reptiles, amphibians, fish, orchids, astrophysics and computers, there are 13 in all

Or to put it in the words of my social worker friend who is friendly with a scientist I know and more and more people are asking ..

How are you NOT making any money?!”

Why have you had so many people offer to help only to have nothing come of it?!”

How are you managing to handle your situation?!”

My answers are normally ..

I do not know” to the first two and then ..

Used to it!

Sometimes I don't”

Considering my daughter, her health, my grandchildren, one being kept and we were told by social services without any follow up or explanation that the missing one had been 'beaten' we presumed by his father?

More and more people are stunned at the way we have been treated.

One follower on Twitter got the shock of his life after a few months when he looked at my profile, in the early days, and said “You are not gonna believe this but we KNOW EACH OTHER PAL!”

Back then I had a few hundred follower and before I lost 4,000 and he told others ..

This is the guy I said told us all this was happening years ago and we all thought he was mad! We lost contact about 6 years ago after the death of a mutual friend”

That friend was a socialist and a sane one and we used to talk a few times a week until 3am about politics and everything going wrong.

Before he died he realised that this country was heading downhill and was worried for me and out mutual friend about how we going to survive and cope. I reassured him I would be fine. I ended up not being fine. As you can see.

Still awaiting this phone-call and I am going to have to check out this woman. Its highly suspicious as my daughter had someone threaten her via a game, of all things, on Android. Oddly enough using the same name as someone who had hounded us on Twitter, 'Nathan'. As it turned out 'Nathan' on Twitter was not even a guy.

They turned out to be Labour MP Naz Shah who had a meltdown when I worked out who she was after she insisted I would never find out.

Considering my extremely limited resources, failing equipment and other handicaps I do not do badly and many admit I do better than most.

Was in the middle of acquiring better resources when it all went wrong for the umpteenth time.

Annoyingly the promises were made with me knowing that the world does not stop until someone, somewhere decides to help. Being told to be patient would involve another catastrophe and another ad infinitum until such a time it WOULD stop. And so it has.

So as of right now I am awaiting a call and when it comes will use that time on the phone venturing outside to do something I .. have to, to do something embarrassing .. which helps me stop going out of my mind with all this.

Would it surprise you to learn that this is not the first incident with us involving a stalker? Nor is it the second or third either!

  • Was stalked myself at least twice (Ashton, Andy)
  • Was contacted, have recordings, of bizarre women turned to to be linked to GCHQ
  • My daughter was stalked at least three times
  • What are the chances of any one person getting more than one stalker?
  • What are the chances of this happening to one woman and her father?

Now despite the horror stories do you think it could actually get any worse?

How about ..

  • We both have health conditions considered to be bad disabilities
  • Despite all else ..
  • British Government and Public Services NOW wont recognise them as such
  • Either to save money, censor us or more than likely BOTH?
  • Fibromyalgia affects us both
    • Pain in feet, ankles, legs back, shoulders, fingers and others
    • Memory Issues
    • Skin Issues
    • Heart affected badly
    • Now losing sensation in my right foot
    • Hypomagnesaemia which itself potentially fatal
    • Anxiety, well go figure
    • Long list not going into and have done so previously
  • Eyesight is worsening now too
  • Trigeminal Neuralgia with my daughter
  • Social Worker friend it Type 1 Diabetic and he thought his was insane and not is cared (wanted to leave country) as they have been messing him around too
  • Also have hernias as has my daughter, one strangulated needed operation on
  • Cervical Cancer with daughter need op on so we have that to worry about coming back

How about two autistic children they lied about? Refuse to give help for?

My friend Mario often now gets told when he tells me they have tried to screw him over “Well think, if they can screw over children then no one is safe”

The problem with continuing, and its been eight years thus far, as people keep encouraging you to do is your running down the proverbial tunnel and the faster you run the further the light seems to get from you.

Here is yet another insane facet to our issues ..

I know and the science backs it up from many areas we are n a stage of global cooling and I have had sites refuse to post links to Electroverse, Facebook and WordPress now.

If they tell you its been the four hottest years ever they are lying .. an autumn that is exactly like a bad January has already affected countless countries and it is predicted to get worse.

A meteorologist is predicting a record breaking winter for the UK. He follows me on social media.

It can only get a lot worse until 2027 and many think we are in for a big freeze and all the craziness you see is to keep you angry and disguise this fact. I call it Project Distraction. Even hashtag it as such.

Warming of the globe depends on solar maximums in the solar cycle which has gotten lowers and longer over the last 12 years.

2014 was too low to warm hence the harsher, colder and longer winters. The solar maximum due around 2014, was originally supposed to be 2022, to 2015 and counting is also predicted to be half that of 2014. Meaning that it has to continue getting colder until sometime after 2037 at the earliest.

As a friend of mine knows and a few others I am battling against the sands of time.

It is my belief and I have posted about this before than when the reality of the situation dawns on everyone the money markets will crash and its likely to render currency worthless when it does.

Now originally I thought this was likely to happen around the years 2023 to 2025 when this global realisation takes place.

However for the past few months I have started to think, but not all on my side see it happening this early, that it could happen by June 2020?

|Oops .. it is a few hours later and I have now had two phone-calls from two people .. my daughter first and then the social worker who got to hear the shite I am about to divulge on here.

I am now expecting another phone-call from each of them.

This is what I knew of this stalked up until today

  • Oriental in late twenties
  • Married to a guy a lot older then her
  • Parents live four streets away
  • Seem to recall something about a take-away food store?
  • Name starts with 'S' is all I will say at this point, despite being told she used a false name

Suspicious minds and all that and rarely wrong on my gust instincts, if ever, I asked a series of questions and this is what I now know ..

  • They were met at college
  • They have upset other people that get friendly with my daughter
  • They contacted a relative when my daughter refused to answer and told them my daughter was dead in her house
  • They have messaged other people, messages are going to be sent to me
  • She claims to be Malaysian
  • A tutor discovered she had dropped out of another course on catering
  • It now turns out they have used false names
  • Who manages to enroll in any college, school or university under false names?
  • No one at the college knows her, nobody from the other course recognizes her
  • She has broken a door handle trying to get into my daughter's house
  • No one has seen her before and nor ..
  • Have they seen her mystery husband
  • Nor have they seen either of her parents
  • Tutors and others have expressed shock at their behaviour stating that even for a man stalking this would be over the top and scary .. but a WOMAN?!

My social worker friend's reaction was “what the fuck?!”

She had a Mike and a Nathan and an ex-husband and others stalk her. Stalked by Police as well as social workers.

I have had ..

  • Someone move things around in a garden at a previous address, NOT NEIGHBOURS
  • Different someone tried to forced their way into my house with crowbar
  • Police involved in both, have recording of forensics visit .. somewhere
  • These were around three and six years ago
  • Odd person contacted me via a contact site, later turned out to be GCHQ linked and she disappeared along with her profile that was far too perfect
  • Stalked on social media and that numbers in the dozens, one called Nathan who later turned out to be Naz Shah MP, she had a team of at least three people, was literally called a super-stalker by dozens of my followers

So what I stated to my daughter was that either ..

  • She is a registered stalker with something on her record and hence why she changes the name or ..
  • She is another in a long line of people that could well be government
  • The use of false names is not easy
  • The fact that no one seems to have any knowledge of her is highly suspicious
  • If this is the more sinister choice then I expect they will vanish into thin air next

Being government is not that much of a stretch .. contrary to the way people normally react .. these people are not fantasy and they do exist.

No doubt watch people they see as a threat .. to whatever it is.

As I have had previous involvement where they were first interested in hiring me and later I helped them stop a terrorist attack at the London Olympics they did not acknowledge my involvement over ..

Then later started publishing and posting .. SOME of the recordings they have no doubt been watching me for some time.

This seem to be only obvious to me .. and one other man I know who worked for Cambridge University who warned me way back when I started 8 or 9 years ago “Be careful .. they will be watching you now!” while we sat in a pub in Enfield Town called The George.

Since that day the number of catastrophes, screw-ups and stabs in the back have numbered in the dozens.

There is a very good reason my social worker friend often says he is utterly stunned at what we have been put through over and over again for a decade now.

Started this blog because I was already fed up with things and needed a way to try and keep track of what was going on.

At the exact same time I could warn others.

While also in times with enough people I could support myself financially or get help with all of this crap.

Was actually signed up with the government to be self-employed only for them to pull the rug from under me two weeks after I was self-employed. Do you reckon they decided to look at my blogs and realised what I was doing?

This was a few months after my ad revenue froze.

Been trying to keep it going for 8.5 years trying everything I can to get as many people as I can to the blogs so that Google might realize they cannot keep the revenue frozen while still placing adverts on the site?

Here is an idea of what it is like on one level at this location and upon hearing this many people are going to lose it on the phone ..

Bearing in mind people here have just found out my daughter as a stalker .. and not forgetting everything else

  • Was told I was being given a washing up bowl for this room, 8ft by 5.8ft to was up plates
  • Upon asking why I was told I was washing them in the bathroom and getting .. wait for it ..
  • Spaghetti Bolognese up the walls and on the shower head?!
  • Thinking to myself what a farcking nuthouse I am in .. ask the if they have lost their mind and the answer is ..
  • Well no one else is doing it

Here is what else I have noticed while here

  • The selfish tw@t none of 7 children will have anything to do with
  • claims half the fridge for himself in a house with four people in it
  • Food and milk mysteriously goes missing
  • A jar of sliced pickled gherkins that had gone off ..
  • I later realised were in a jar that was for whole gherkins
  • Jars of things that are 75% full one day are gone the next
  • Have a pot of Heritage Ground Pepper in my room because I found it full of salt
  • Now spoken to someone else who thinks he is a weirdo .. he knew about the food and sauce in the shower as he had found it himself .. he now realises its not me
  • Told him about the gherkins and we think now he is trying

Here are some screen-shots

























THE GHERKINS MENTIONED ..



Footnote:

My feelings today were .. weird.

Intense feeling of being alone and cut off .. due to the above. My last post and first for months got out of hand. Annoyed with myself as I am sure I have missed things out.

Then a series of other things with the stalking and deliberate food poisoning and then today I got some other news. Which kind of made sense and I had some slight suspicions.

Still have not learnt to trust my gut instincts despite how many times those instincts turn out to be correct.

This has to be the most uncomfortable I have felt with a feeling of loneliness I think I have ever felt my entire life?

End footnote

Monday, 3 September 2018

THE RADICAL LEFT

Run into a bunch of these and my fucking God .. these people are .. twisted evil, selfish goons that actually like to portray themselves as caring for others?!

It was staggerring ..

To win an argument they was losing ..


  • Called me names
  • Obsessed over the spelling of words .. devices used? Keyboards working? Morons
  • Hate racism but called me a greasy Macedonian living in a basement and not British
  • Accused me of lying about my BSc Applied Computing from Middlesex University
  • Accused me of lying over turning down a Doctorate
  • Accused me of lying about my daughter .. showed no sympathy whatsoever
  • Accused me of lying about being a Herpetologist, Ichthyologist and Batrachologist
    • Did not bother with the other
  • Took the piss
  • Threw labels that did not apply
  • Called me a liar when I said I predicted
    • Trump Winning
    • Corbyn Losing
    • Financial Crisis
    • Terror Attack
    • NHS Scandals
    • Grooming Gangs
    • Police Scandals
    • Brexit
    • Mainstream News Lying
    • Many Others
  • Told him to read my profile .. did not do it even after four hourse
  • Told him to read my stream and guess what? Did not do it even after hours
  • Told him that my predictions are proved as they are on this blog and guess what?
    • Still called me a liar LMAO
  • Twisted words to mean what they wanted them to, yeah called me stupid
  • Obsessed at attacking me and after four hours of not looking at my notifications discovered a sea of them
  • But when I pointed out there obsession claimed it was me who was obsessed
  • To prove it around midnight he produced and posted a tweet I sent him .. from 5.41pm .. 
    • This was to state that within the last four hours I had tweeted him .. except .. the posted tweet was from 6 or 7 hours earlier .. and I am the stupid one who lies?
  • Bearing in mind he is a self proclaimed Doctor of Criminology .. supposedly
  • Claimed a word was not a racial slur unless it had been around long enough and linked to slavery
    • I see so people's feelings only matter when you say so? Riiiight you fucking moron!
  • Swore profusely
  • Owned a cat
    • I was seriously concerned for this cat as the man had zero empathy or intelligence
  • Was obviously only after brownie points
  • So I eventually launched a barrage against him ..
  • Called him labels that were indeed factual to his character
  • Pointed put that in 8 years he had 194 followers
  • Then pointed out that I had acquired more than this in the last two weeks while having a QFD ban
  • Told him I feel sorry for his friends as he is an evil piece of shit
  • Told him good luck acquiring more for his cause with his language, attitude and abysmal followers after 8 years.
  • Told him I would get more followers than he has over the next couple of weeks!
  • Then I BLOCKED HIS ARSE!

  • Really he was that bad I wanted to invite him to the park I am sitting in right now and dare him to say all that to my face
  • Wanted to tell him to bring a couple of the biggest mouths friends of his
  • Because I Was sure they were Antifa members
  • They make me absolutely sick with their utter hypocrisy
  • Calling everyone else Nazi when they resemble them in every way
  • Even throwing away books somewhere in America
  • Guess they did not want to pile them up in the street and set fire to them because people would make the obvious link back through history?!

  • I have had my account for many, many years but I hated Twitter so never came on it
  • Automated blog posts with no hashtags
  • I decided to break this silence a little over three weeks ago.
  • Followers in single digits
  • Posted my daughter's story .. seven days later at 74 followers realised I was QFD banned
  • Two weeks go by and ban is lifted and now at 234 followers
  • Not bad for three weeks and with a two week QFD ba that stops you being seen by new people
Block for the first time in twenty years of using the Internet.

Never before have I ever met such a cold, heartless, whining, lying, hypocritical bunch of people my entire life and if they think that they are going to grow their cause with that attitude?!

They are more fucking deranged than they sounded on Twitter!

They were against Brexit too .. so I took the absolute piss and went for every jugular .. wound them up by asking how their second referendum was coming along.

Accused them of being Satan Worshippers.

Told him no professional would give him the time of day.

Asked if had any bone left unbroken because he had been trying to twist everything so much.

Accused me of tweeting him and not him tweeting me when these were automated Twitter notifications because I was retweeting his most classic Tweets so my superior amount of followers could laugh at him and they were.

Told him that I it had been mentioned how I had not lost my temper with him and that others were clearly pointing out his bullshit.

Told him to go back into his echo chamber with his deranged friends.

Told him he had obviously missed his meds.

Told them to see a shrink when they got obsessed with 'your' and you're' and accused me of not knowing English. Yeah mate that is how you get these letters after your name and offered a fucking Doctorate. Told them they all needed serious psychiatric help. One being a self-proclaimed Doctor you think he might have spotted that one himself?!

This guy was basically stalking me and all it was to me was an inconvenience because it was distracting as I was trying to leave replies, retweet, say the odd thing, make the odd prediction and build followers until my daughter's story gets picked up.

Personally? I think they were very angry individuals because they are losing and they know it?!

I think they see all this coming out and people gradually waking up to the mind control and the evil of it all and are changing sides.

I did not even get the chance to tell them that I leaned left and know four lefties and that three of these have gone to the right and one to the centre.

They might have just thrown all their toys out of the pram over that one?!

Thursday, 30 October 2014

THE GAMES PEOPLE PLAY

Crikey!

I had only published a post or two about the fact that many, many people and industries have failed to realise it's both a small world and lies of oddballs in it when I read the story I have linked below!
This was not on my usual AppyGamer... err App and actually via the BBC News App.

Here is a classic example unfortunately of both these things I have previously referred to. Game programmers, like many industries, want their products to sell. Unfortunately this takes the form of misleading information more and more these days when things are getting harder and harder, despite what they tell you.

The drive to play games, sorry to all the women of there I may be about to upset with the facts, is the strongest human desire we have. In fact that sentence is not strictly true and when I correct it, which I now will do, I will prove it...

Or is the strongest women desire we have. That all animals have and the reason had been staying us in the face for a long time.

Much as I love computer games I find them funny things and what's have. There are just the most recent form of entertainment and can come off with conker ways to keep its entertained. By playing games. I must point out however that the computers of the decades ago would leave any of us for dead in any given game, except maybe a bare few. Chess being one but only up until a point in time when one was created that beat the Chess champion at the time. A Russian.

So it is true to say that all along programmers have had to think about how difficult they make their games. Some people are extremely good while others not so. Some are good at the puzzle elements of some games while others are not and hate them. The truth is that there could be something to speak to everyone's taste and strengths. But the is not. There may have been a time but not these days.

Unfortunately game creation is driven by yet another bunch of people who do nothing in regards the creation but want to make all the money they can. You can bet your life that they will not be interested in certain have types and want that ideal title they appeals to all people. It does not exist. Never has. I am well aware that may have reviews may raise an eyebrow at what I will say?

Or desire to play games comes from our desire to become smarter in order to survive. I is the exact same drive that kittens cannot resist in passing with each other and rapidly moving small objects. The same applies to Dogs, Foxes, Big Cats, Bears and the list goes on and on.

However we have become modernised by a system that for most of us is beyond our control. Yet many of those that do get control then abuse it. We are just never happy. Plus modern life had become more and more tedious, stressful, a minefield and mostly... body boring.

So what do we do? We use things as a means to escape. Many reviewers love to be able to use that one immortal line of "I've never had add much fun playing a computer game!" because our reward for being presented with something knew and defeating it is an increase in dopamine in the brain. This is the substance that gives us a feeling of euphoria legit due to the fact that if such a situation presented itself then we feel we would... survive it.

That's a longish answer to 'What is fun?'

As the last few decades past by computer games became more realistic. In visuals at any rate. However some people like this to be not to difficult. Not too complicated. I myself have a selection of titles that vary in the amount of thought needed.

Quite unfortunately I suffer with a condition that means fire a number of reasons I am tired much of the time, yet I never get anything done and many things I love doing I either an to tired to, or write incapable of much of the time. It also scrambles me memory from time to time but only in a time span of a few minutes to a few years. Yet I can remember this from decades ago and it makes no sense. It is a burden on two ways as it's frustrating and I have no idea if it will get any worse bite how bad it can get. This is true of the memories and the several areas of pain, several areas of discomfort and anything else which may arise to join the others.

I simply do not know and not even sure if there is a way of knowing.

Yet I was and am pursued relentlessly which did a long time for me down and made the symptoms of anxiety and depression a lot worse. These days I do not really care and in fact I am often in their faces constantly as the best defence is a good offence.

At the exact same time there is no one or the which I can find that can genuinely help people in difficulties and not even anyone who can sympathise or even fully understand. I am anyways in their faces too and the same idea as above applies.

What I am leading up to is that we can all have our demons to run away from. We never asked for them nor do we deserve them but it feels like we do, or some unknown reason exists that means we do. That's how they make you feel.

In the unfortunate cases of families then to much pressure on one individual can unfairly have that pressure thrust upon their partners all at once along with the total blame.

Yeah I have been there too and I knew at the time I was not to blame but I did not know the exact reasons why. I do today.

So it's totally forgiveable that we look for either escape or solace.

Today there are a lot more people having than their used to be. So this firm of escapism means a lot to many. Some though are no more than simple minded folk who have been manipulated, lied to and upset by those in charge of creating their beloved forms of escapism.

For a long time now it has become an obsession for greedy publishers to rush things out the door because they are impatient for more money. Unfortunately this means to sub standard and even completely crap games being released.

What's worse is its expected by the media too.

Sometimes some things simply cannot be perfect on time but sometimes it's inexcusable. But then again if they delay a title then those simple dim-witted folk get frustrated about this too.

The Internet had been used by these greedy corporates to make more money because it's made the world a great deal smaller but that in turn also brings with it bloody big problems too. But it's only in recent times that celebrities have had these problems fixed upon then that it mashes the media.
So many things are back to front and it is worrying to think where it will all lead to.

What is obvious and had been for a very long time is that there are groups of people out there, severance of then in fact, should so the childish and greedy bullshit and stop and think about others.
Those that sid think about this that create the things they love and the creators sound think about those they are creating for.

I don't care, ergo neither will they, that you listen to this and toy listen to that from the consumers/fans, whatever. It is a case of finding that elements that distort the lines between those two and cut this out as if it is rotting flesh. Because in essence that is what it is. A bunch of people whose only input is to come up with clever marketing that will piss a lot of people off. Most of the time. As populations grow and more of the poorer people get computers, consoles and phones this will only get worse because you will be dealing with... leagues of people not just a small group here and there.
Maybe then the idiots that like to show what low life scum they are by sending death threats might actually go quiet too?

You have but two choices... appease them... or catch them!! Then make a bloody example of them.
For those affected by the low-lifes I can only strongly urge you do a search of the Internet for stalking advisory groups. The Police do feck all I know but tell them what happened anyway and get a crime number.

Big firms 'must condemn GamerGate' http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/technology-29821050

Friday, 6 June 2014

THE PLONKETY PLONK

Well as I told you I emailed the Police using the email I was given and I asked them for how many burglaries had occured in my street each year for the past 6.

I stated I do not want addresses just the number of burglaries attempted or otherwise for the last 6 years, I do not think its too much to ask and it is all logged on a computer. A very simple statistic to find out about with a computer and a keyboard.

What I got was a webpage on Enfield Councils website, I think it was, that showed me a map of the rogh areas which everyone knows about, even the damn cats and Foxes! Well that is useful! I put the email response down below at the end.

Oddly I was half asleep and feeling quite rough with nausea and feeling quite sick when my phone rang with an unknown number. I answered it and lo and behold it turned out to be Victim Support who had been given my number due to the burglary?!

That was unexpected and never occured to me they would get involved, last time I had to drive them nuts before I got support, in fact I ended up explaining the situation to the shocked lady on the phone.

She was totally unaware that I had met with them previously and a little surprised that it may be over the same person! She then asked me how they helped and I stated that both the lady I saw and a woman from Enfield Council told me they would find me somewhere else to live and that I then never heard from them again!

She said "What? Not at all?" and I said "No" and she asked "What, not even an explanation as to why you were not helped?" and I replied "No."

Then she was astounded when I told her about my condition and that I used to be under Disability Living Allowance and that was taken away and forced to pay back £750 and yto cap it all I have now proved I have had a disability for even longer than the thirteen years I had been asking and if it were not for greedy evil public services lying though their teeth to save money I would never have met that idiot in the first place!

I then explained how I diagnosed myself before forcing the NHS to refer me after being accused falsely of violent conduct and being kicked off a GP Surgey.

Oh my, was the response.

So I said I basically had a freakoid stalker who thinks themselves clever and funny who is so not and no one found funny. She asked if there was anything they could do and I said, yeah find me a new house. I then explained about the blog and about how I have known for years everything bloody service is just a waste of space and an excuse for lazy people to get paid a salary who then look down at other jobless people who would do anything to have their jobs, lol.

She she says she is looking into this and going to contact a branch nearer to me and try and do something.

What luck?! The last stint with these people and Enfield Council was several years before I started this blog however I did post up the paperwork on here early on as well as the emails, well whatever it was I had from both the Victim Support and Enfield Co8uncil at the time.

Wednesday, 4 June 2014

BREAK IN BAD

Right now then ... please pay attention this will be brief but fast moving ...

Today I had to attend a duneral for a baby, yes a baby and my niece Aaliyah. Today was a day where I was reminded of just how cruel life can be to people and the heart breaking and sorrow that it can bring.

By some miracle I managed to make it and I thought it was another week away and got mixed up with Guy's Hospital dates and GP dates of which there were three in total.

The day had then turned into one that I was going to be reminded of for a long time when the zipper on my black slacks decided to break and in trying to rectify the problem I made it worse and broke the zipper altogether and could not get it to work no matter how I tried.

After some frenzied desparate measures whereby the use of two single paper clips being fored into the material to hold them together so I can at least be beside the grave was saved when my brother found a tube of super glue, do not even ask me about going to the loo!!

I lived the day in fear of sitting down in cast it all decided to break out!

After beaing dropped off by my brother, Ryan I noticed some odd looking gaps around the edge of my door and actually thought 'Huh! SOmeone has tried to break in?' then thought 'nahhhh'. On opening the door it turned out my original suspicion was correct and oddly I have been checking my door a great deal lately because I ... kind of thought something would happen in all honesty!

So someone tried to break in ... BADLY!

They failed to get inside and in all honesty no one with the right mind and more than two brain cells would attempt to get into my door, unless they had anger management issues or trying to send a message.

Now if this turns out to be who I think then they have proved themselves an idiot as they thought it was easy to get in my windows, uh-uh.

I text my brother who had just left and he immediately said 'do you think its that [BLANK]?' and I said, yeah.

I live in a secluded spot and many people have trouble finding my house. There is no road and its tucked away. Added to this you can see my entire living room from the door and there are no curtains and there is nothing here to see that is worth anything and not even a television sits in here!

So this is not your run of the mill chancer type burglar, especially as it was done in broad daylight too. No this was someone who put a great deal of energy into creating the kinks in the door he managed to do.

My brother went berserk and has now phoned me twice while typing this out and I assured him I rang the Police who are coming round. Rather stupidly if it is who I think may well be it was really, really stupid as it would easily be proved once they have checked up on a few things.

The other possibility and to be perfectly honest the only reason I have been expecting something is that I declarded this blogs existence to all those I attack on here only recently.

So I expected some sort of physical type threat or message really and it was really on the cards that it would happen at some point. Could be the bailiffs that defrauded me for all I know, or hired heavies from soneone who may have gotten into hot water for fibbing in the position? Maybe someone was suspended who followed orders and did not like it, after all my address is freely accessible to all those I have upset, lmao!

I have had to have a chat with my landlord now who is quite rightly concerned and worried I am making enemies on here, lol.

Just had a break there I wikll explain a bit further down ...

But the only enemies I can make on here would be those of the public organisations or this one other individual.

Also I have just had the Police here and I am to get a crime number and forensics are being sent out. Just like I told my landlord I fully explained the blog and what I do. They asked me a bit about it and I told them about the NHS refusing to diagnose me and they were shocked. Not half as shocked if they see what I had on the Police! Ooh I better turn off a couple of gadgets, lol.

So now there is a wait for the forensic guys to turn up and a letter will arrive with a crime number in a couple of days.

They want to take samples, amazing what this blog manages to achieve, so that they can match up with anything that may have been used. They mentioned a few other things too, cannot remember what as this short term memory seems to be quite selective! Lol!

Amyway here are some pictures of the door kinks and a video of it I placed on YouTube just to link in here and I have various back up ... items just in case I need them.