Showing posts with label health issues. Show all posts
Showing posts with label health issues. Show all posts

Saturday, 7 December 2019

THE WAYS OUT


Fore-note:

This has turned out to be a bad week .. information overload.

I just do not get this world.

I do not feel comfortable in this world.

Out today with a intense feeling of foreboding.

Had to go out .. get something .. that I need to help .. deal with things and today I could not return without it. Not today. So a lot of time was spent sitting on benches and hunched over my walking stick in pain.

It never rains but it pours.

End fore-note

OK now this one was meant to be AFTER another post regarding AGW, Leftists, Marxists and the cult that keep lying to pretend CO2 is warming the planet to dangerous levels. Well more to do with the battles and the sheer stupid things and lies they come out with.

I added yet another series on the Grand Solar Minimum with my last post. I have exposed many corrupt things and cover-ups with British Government, and beyond.

We have not only been treated as subhuman and as if we were the perpetrators but my daughter and I have been persecuted in all manner of ways.

  • Persecuted directly.
  • Persecuted indirectly.
  • Persecuted financially.
  • Persecuted through children.

My daughter had to flee the neighourhood she grew up in because of the social workers, Wirral Council and the Police hounding her constantly as well as doing some very evil things.

You need to check up 'Country of the Damned' for just SOME of the story and some secretly recorded aufio with Police Detectives. This shite was going for few years before that recording in 2011-2012 and still going on today. You had better believe it.

We had media agents all over us .. lawyers all over us .. talking and promising all kinds of things including vast sums of money for our story. I have gone into this many times on this blog.

Only right now .. I am awaiting a phone-call. Despite the cancer, having a child taken fro her and placed with a paedophile father and another with an evil woman, with three children all with difficulties my daughter did what I wanted her to do some time ago now.

Enrolled onto a college course.

She picked up a friend, a Chinese woman, though I am not sure if this was from college or some other place?

I was there .. but once again we got screwed over by the authorities which only seems to happen if your native and white, I am shamed to say. I have lost tens of thousands in savings, my car, a home, a business and 90% of my belongings. Trapped in a hell of a place that have people on the phone to me going crazy because of my situation in London and WHO I am trapped with.

Not one impossible person .. not TWO impossible people but THREE impossible people.

  • Nasty socially awkward person that thinks switching the WIFI off for people that are upstairs, whenever he is alone, is funny.
    • Fixed a laptop for him over 6 months ago hoping that helping him for free would stop him doing this, it did not
    • He has three adult offspring, two women and one man, from first marriage that have refused to talk to him for 30 years
    • His current partner has four grown children his stabs in the back constantly and none talk to him
  • He gets away with it because his partner is a narcissistic, Marxist socialist and her enabler and agrees with him victimhood
    • She thinks her suspected epilepsy that no one has witnessed and not on her medical records is worse than
    • Cancer
    • CRPS
    • Fibromyalgia Syndrome
    • Her conditions are .. MANUFACTURED
    • She cannot abide anyone else getting any attention at all and demands constant attention all the time
    • Lost a cousin that was like a sister to them, now has refused to talk to her for 6 years
    • Everyone else has very little to do with her
    • Friend of mine thought I was being evil describing her but
    • Apologized after meeting her twice, said she was worse than even I described and they visit same place and he and his girlfriend literally duck and run if they see her
  • Then there is another that
    • Wants to complain constantly
    • Does not want to listen to anyone else's complaints
    • Not very bright but makes shit up to make himself sound like he is but says utterly, stupidly wrong this that have others staring at him in disbelief
    • Only wants to talk about what interests him
    • Gets annoyed with you if you have a theory he does not like, would make a good socialist
    • Anger management problem
    • Rude, nearly got himself thrown out of a car half way to Brighton and NOT by me
    • Snappy
    • But will talk about the width of a Moth's arse for hours
    • Likes to talk about 'burning in' headphones and not a good idea to state that you do not believe in that .. he explodes
    • Not spoken for several weeks now

Yeah I am trapped in a very tiny room, my smartphone has failed in a way I have never seen before.

My laptop is playing up in ways I have never come across in 20 years. My desktop is playing up in odd ways and I am so pushed for space I cannot work here. It is a little over 8 feet by a little under 6 feet.

Been trying to find help, figure out a way to get an income back in as I have none presently and no access to Doctors.

Want to return to my daughter's. Can help in various ways and with college as I have a Degree and was offered a PhD place, working in medicine, animals and computing. Stupidly turned this down as I thought I was too old at the time and did not want even more debt.

But they started messing with me and I was not sure why at the time but it seems those trying to take over you lives now only want certain truths being told.

Telling the truth about ..

  • British Government
  • Leftists
  • Donald Trump
  • Climate Change
  • Rape Gangs
  • Terrorists

.. is apparently not allowed but they do not tell you this .. they just start burying your links and other things ..

  • Google
    • Blogger
      • Numbers being shown suppressed
      • Adsense frozen for 3 years despite ads still showing
    • YouTube
      • Suppressing my videos for couple years
      • many thought me mad but have now seen and in a little doubt
      • Same videos posted to YT and BitChute at same time latter did ..
      • 6,000% better despite no followers or TAGS?!
  • Twitter
      • Retweets are deleted
      • Followers or knocked off
      • Anyone centre-left to moderate right are fully suspended, far-right all went ages ago probably to GAB (only a fraction of users)
      • 2,000 followers is considered big if not a celebrity (*sigh* idolisation is our downfall)
      • Have had 4,000 followers knocked off
      • Still .. I have around 7,000 followers
  • Facebook
    • Warning over a link posted
  • Minds
    • Followers shoot up to 997 in 3 months
    • Followers drop back to 772
    • Followers not reached 1,000 yet after another 8 months
    • Posts been deleted, gone missing
  • GAB
    • When I put more effort in followers went up to 1,998
    • Then GAB radically changed
    • Followers went back down to 1,700 plus
    • Like Minds .. 8 months later not at 2,000 yet
  • WordPress now too
    • Refused to link to Electroverse site
    • Was consistently getting message from WP to say my blog was booking then just stopped and they stopped coming
    • Despite being on social media and promoting it

All these have been affected .. leaving only very glitchy, not to mention requiring a lot of work, Parler not doing anything odd.

All the help dried up as did all the promises and without reason and in the early days my daughter thought, along with everyone else, this talk was bonkers. Not me being bonkers just that I was wrong. As did her friends and my friends.

They do not think that today. In fact now that they know everything is real and are seeing things for themselves posted on various social media I will tell you what a social worker, of 25 years, said to me twice recently. Him and his girlfriend said this and she is a teacher. He is Mediterranean and she is African.

We are so fed up with this country we would like to leave”

He often talks about how I was right all along and for years now as, as I stated, this all started in 2011 and I had some bold claims for years up until that point which have since turned out to be true.

He talks about ways of me getting back to my daughter's, odd as four years ago he was against it and did not believe anything my daughter was telling me at the time. Different story today.

He was amazed that my daughter had enrolled in college and was pleased about it and her moving to Wales.

I think I may, or perhaps did not as my memory is bad, have told him that my daughter has this Chinese woman who seems to be a bit obsessed with her.

Rather bizarre behaviour but if my daughter spoke to anyone else she would, right in front of these people too, say things like “Oh you do not want to have anything to do with them, they are not good friends”.

Now when my friend calls me I am going to have to tell him that this obsession has not got out of hand and that my daughter is scared and waiting for a phone-call right now as I received a message telling me this woman broke her door handle?!

That is pretty extreme and now I am wondering exactly who this woman is and going to have to check her out!

This makes people coming to me saying things like ..

  • Keep doing the same thing, you are going the right way
  • Do not worry this wont last much longer
  • If you do this I will take away your financial problems

My intention was to not only carry on what I was doing but show how widespread the conspiracy and corruption was. If I could use social media to increase my viewers five to ten fold, which I have, people will realise the fact that I am not increasing my revenue means they are messing with me.

This will soon be beyond a shadow of a doubt.

You see while battling with Marxists on social media who still seem somehow confident they will get their own way when the proverbial cat is out of the bag, I got put on a shortlist of people that blew my mind.

  • Tony Heller of YouTube
  • Ned Nikolov PhD Planetary Scientist, I believe he is
  • Karl Zeller
  • Don Smith Radio Show host
  • Geraint Hughes author
  • Anthony Watts of the most viewed climate change website 'Watts Up With That'

PICTURE

In my battles these are things to remember before I move on ..

  • Never had accusations of me lying proved once
  • Never been beaten
  • Never been disproved
  • Blog predictions have mostly been shown to be accurate
  • Predictions not yet, like EU falling, still look like they are n the cards, so to speak

Now think about this for a moment .. the previously mentioned people get a lot of followers on the subject of climate change and get an income from it. Ad Revenue or donations like Patreon, who tend to now ban people talking about certain things.

So how come I have not?

I mean I have been put up there with these people and now family and friends are seeing this and asking themselves questions.

But I also cover ..

  • Child Abuse and Rape Gangs
  • Police Corruption
  • Immigration
  • Politics
  • Corruption in social services
  • Politics around the globe when I can
  • Donald Trump
  • Jeremy Corbyn, John McDonnell and the elections
  • Gilets Jaunes
  • NHS corruption
  • Ombudsman corruption

Now considering that for all of this I have published ..

  • My own recordings, though many are held back as there are far too many to go through
    • Had hoped media organisation would take them off my hands, Rebel Media came close but disappeared
  • My own documents
  • Many links, videos and such
  • Other blogs on reptiles, amphibians, fish, orchids, astrophysics and computers, there are 13 in all

Or to put it in the words of my social worker friend who is friendly with a scientist I know and more and more people are asking ..

How are you NOT making any money?!”

Why have you had so many people offer to help only to have nothing come of it?!”

How are you managing to handle your situation?!”

My answers are normally ..

I do not know” to the first two and then ..

Used to it!

Sometimes I don't”

Considering my daughter, her health, my grandchildren, one being kept and we were told by social services without any follow up or explanation that the missing one had been 'beaten' we presumed by his father?

More and more people are stunned at the way we have been treated.

One follower on Twitter got the shock of his life after a few months when he looked at my profile, in the early days, and said “You are not gonna believe this but we KNOW EACH OTHER PAL!”

Back then I had a few hundred follower and before I lost 4,000 and he told others ..

This is the guy I said told us all this was happening years ago and we all thought he was mad! We lost contact about 6 years ago after the death of a mutual friend”

That friend was a socialist and a sane one and we used to talk a few times a week until 3am about politics and everything going wrong.

Before he died he realised that this country was heading downhill and was worried for me and out mutual friend about how we going to survive and cope. I reassured him I would be fine. I ended up not being fine. As you can see.

Still awaiting this phone-call and I am going to have to check out this woman. Its highly suspicious as my daughter had someone threaten her via a game, of all things, on Android. Oddly enough using the same name as someone who had hounded us on Twitter, 'Nathan'. As it turned out 'Nathan' on Twitter was not even a guy.

They turned out to be Labour MP Naz Shah who had a meltdown when I worked out who she was after she insisted I would never find out.

Considering my extremely limited resources, failing equipment and other handicaps I do not do badly and many admit I do better than most.

Was in the middle of acquiring better resources when it all went wrong for the umpteenth time.

Annoyingly the promises were made with me knowing that the world does not stop until someone, somewhere decides to help. Being told to be patient would involve another catastrophe and another ad infinitum until such a time it WOULD stop. And so it has.

So as of right now I am awaiting a call and when it comes will use that time on the phone venturing outside to do something I .. have to, to do something embarrassing .. which helps me stop going out of my mind with all this.

Would it surprise you to learn that this is not the first incident with us involving a stalker? Nor is it the second or third either!

  • Was stalked myself at least twice (Ashton, Andy)
  • Was contacted, have recordings, of bizarre women turned to to be linked to GCHQ
  • My daughter was stalked at least three times
  • What are the chances of any one person getting more than one stalker?
  • What are the chances of this happening to one woman and her father?

Now despite the horror stories do you think it could actually get any worse?

How about ..

  • We both have health conditions considered to be bad disabilities
  • Despite all else ..
  • British Government and Public Services NOW wont recognise them as such
  • Either to save money, censor us or more than likely BOTH?
  • Fibromyalgia affects us both
    • Pain in feet, ankles, legs back, shoulders, fingers and others
    • Memory Issues
    • Skin Issues
    • Heart affected badly
    • Now losing sensation in my right foot
    • Hypomagnesaemia which itself potentially fatal
    • Anxiety, well go figure
    • Long list not going into and have done so previously
  • Eyesight is worsening now too
  • Trigeminal Neuralgia with my daughter
  • Social Worker friend it Type 1 Diabetic and he thought his was insane and not is cared (wanted to leave country) as they have been messing him around too
  • Also have hernias as has my daughter, one strangulated needed operation on
  • Cervical Cancer with daughter need op on so we have that to worry about coming back

How about two autistic children they lied about? Refuse to give help for?

My friend Mario often now gets told when he tells me they have tried to screw him over “Well think, if they can screw over children then no one is safe”

The problem with continuing, and its been eight years thus far, as people keep encouraging you to do is your running down the proverbial tunnel and the faster you run the further the light seems to get from you.

Here is yet another insane facet to our issues ..

I know and the science backs it up from many areas we are n a stage of global cooling and I have had sites refuse to post links to Electroverse, Facebook and WordPress now.

If they tell you its been the four hottest years ever they are lying .. an autumn that is exactly like a bad January has already affected countless countries and it is predicted to get worse.

A meteorologist is predicting a record breaking winter for the UK. He follows me on social media.

It can only get a lot worse until 2027 and many think we are in for a big freeze and all the craziness you see is to keep you angry and disguise this fact. I call it Project Distraction. Even hashtag it as such.

Warming of the globe depends on solar maximums in the solar cycle which has gotten lowers and longer over the last 12 years.

2014 was too low to warm hence the harsher, colder and longer winters. The solar maximum due around 2014, was originally supposed to be 2022, to 2015 and counting is also predicted to be half that of 2014. Meaning that it has to continue getting colder until sometime after 2037 at the earliest.

As a friend of mine knows and a few others I am battling against the sands of time.

It is my belief and I have posted about this before than when the reality of the situation dawns on everyone the money markets will crash and its likely to render currency worthless when it does.

Now originally I thought this was likely to happen around the years 2023 to 2025 when this global realisation takes place.

However for the past few months I have started to think, but not all on my side see it happening this early, that it could happen by June 2020?

|Oops .. it is a few hours later and I have now had two phone-calls from two people .. my daughter first and then the social worker who got to hear the shite I am about to divulge on here.

I am now expecting another phone-call from each of them.

This is what I knew of this stalked up until today

  • Oriental in late twenties
  • Married to a guy a lot older then her
  • Parents live four streets away
  • Seem to recall something about a take-away food store?
  • Name starts with 'S' is all I will say at this point, despite being told she used a false name

Suspicious minds and all that and rarely wrong on my gust instincts, if ever, I asked a series of questions and this is what I now know ..

  • They were met at college
  • They have upset other people that get friendly with my daughter
  • They contacted a relative when my daughter refused to answer and told them my daughter was dead in her house
  • They have messaged other people, messages are going to be sent to me
  • She claims to be Malaysian
  • A tutor discovered she had dropped out of another course on catering
  • It now turns out they have used false names
  • Who manages to enroll in any college, school or university under false names?
  • No one at the college knows her, nobody from the other course recognizes her
  • She has broken a door handle trying to get into my daughter's house
  • No one has seen her before and nor ..
  • Have they seen her mystery husband
  • Nor have they seen either of her parents
  • Tutors and others have expressed shock at their behaviour stating that even for a man stalking this would be over the top and scary .. but a WOMAN?!

My social worker friend's reaction was “what the fuck?!”

She had a Mike and a Nathan and an ex-husband and others stalk her. Stalked by Police as well as social workers.

I have had ..

  • Someone move things around in a garden at a previous address, NOT NEIGHBOURS
  • Different someone tried to forced their way into my house with crowbar
  • Police involved in both, have recording of forensics visit .. somewhere
  • These were around three and six years ago
  • Odd person contacted me via a contact site, later turned out to be GCHQ linked and she disappeared along with her profile that was far too perfect
  • Stalked on social media and that numbers in the dozens, one called Nathan who later turned out to be Naz Shah MP, she had a team of at least three people, was literally called a super-stalker by dozens of my followers

So what I stated to my daughter was that either ..

  • She is a registered stalker with something on her record and hence why she changes the name or ..
  • She is another in a long line of people that could well be government
  • The use of false names is not easy
  • The fact that no one seems to have any knowledge of her is highly suspicious
  • If this is the more sinister choice then I expect they will vanish into thin air next

Being government is not that much of a stretch .. contrary to the way people normally react .. these people are not fantasy and they do exist.

No doubt watch people they see as a threat .. to whatever it is.

As I have had previous involvement where they were first interested in hiring me and later I helped them stop a terrorist attack at the London Olympics they did not acknowledge my involvement over ..

Then later started publishing and posting .. SOME of the recordings they have no doubt been watching me for some time.

This seem to be only obvious to me .. and one other man I know who worked for Cambridge University who warned me way back when I started 8 or 9 years ago “Be careful .. they will be watching you now!” while we sat in a pub in Enfield Town called The George.

Since that day the number of catastrophes, screw-ups and stabs in the back have numbered in the dozens.

There is a very good reason my social worker friend often says he is utterly stunned at what we have been put through over and over again for a decade now.

Started this blog because I was already fed up with things and needed a way to try and keep track of what was going on.

At the exact same time I could warn others.

While also in times with enough people I could support myself financially or get help with all of this crap.

Was actually signed up with the government to be self-employed only for them to pull the rug from under me two weeks after I was self-employed. Do you reckon they decided to look at my blogs and realised what I was doing?

This was a few months after my ad revenue froze.

Been trying to keep it going for 8.5 years trying everything I can to get as many people as I can to the blogs so that Google might realize they cannot keep the revenue frozen while still placing adverts on the site?

Here is an idea of what it is like on one level at this location and upon hearing this many people are going to lose it on the phone ..

Bearing in mind people here have just found out my daughter as a stalker .. and not forgetting everything else

  • Was told I was being given a washing up bowl for this room, 8ft by 5.8ft to was up plates
  • Upon asking why I was told I was washing them in the bathroom and getting .. wait for it ..
  • Spaghetti Bolognese up the walls and on the shower head?!
  • Thinking to myself what a farcking nuthouse I am in .. ask the if they have lost their mind and the answer is ..
  • Well no one else is doing it

Here is what else I have noticed while here

  • The selfish tw@t none of 7 children will have anything to do with
  • claims half the fridge for himself in a house with four people in it
  • Food and milk mysteriously goes missing
  • A jar of sliced pickled gherkins that had gone off ..
  • I later realised were in a jar that was for whole gherkins
  • Jars of things that are 75% full one day are gone the next
  • Have a pot of Heritage Ground Pepper in my room because I found it full of salt
  • Now spoken to someone else who thinks he is a weirdo .. he knew about the food and sauce in the shower as he had found it himself .. he now realises its not me
  • Told him about the gherkins and we think now he is trying

Here are some screen-shots

























THE GHERKINS MENTIONED ..



Footnote:

My feelings today were .. weird.

Intense feeling of being alone and cut off .. due to the above. My last post and first for months got out of hand. Annoyed with myself as I am sure I have missed things out.

Then a series of other things with the stalking and deliberate food poisoning and then today I got some other news. Which kind of made sense and I had some slight suspicions.

Still have not learnt to trust my gut instincts despite how many times those instincts turn out to be correct.

This has to be the most uncomfortable I have felt with a feeling of loneliness I think I have ever felt my entire life?

End footnote

Friday, 14 June 2019

A MAGNET TO THESE THINGS


In my previous parts I had talked about the health problems that could arise regarding an increase in the cosmic rays and UV rays as the magnetosphere decreases in intensity.

Now I do not recall if I posted it or not, short term memory issues, but I had also wondered if this could have effect on other things including a few I am suffering from as it is electrical in nature.

There are theories and possible evidence that our electrical grids could be affected .. so this suggested it was a possibility thought I did not see nor understand how it was linked. One of the few things left I need to research.

Now for several days because of the changing magnetic field and the global cooling now staring at us I had a tab open to do with the Sun's activity, solar cycles and specifically the number of days without Sunspots. As it turned out .. there was something further down the page I had failed to notice and when I did ..

It blew my mind!

Now what I have talked about was that I also suffer from temperatures and humidity, though annoyingly idiots insist in stating 'well everyone suffers from that' including Doctors .. to which I reply ..

'What at anywhere between 15 to 22 Degrees?!'

Even Doctors do not refrain from assuming and getting it wrong and I am in a world of people that think they are the most intelligent people in the planet.

The other issues I have had involve my heart and I have been in out out of hospitals and these are Tachycardia and Arrhythmia and obviously the heart is electrical but never considered any link previously. Until they talked about electrical grids. People with pacemakers I did think about .. just not normal hearts. I also have very high blood pressure and not sure if that is being caused by all this too.

Had no heart issues before about 4 years ago. Started off one or two incidents a year .. and then a dozen incidents a year. Before long it was one or two a month and then one or two each week and then it was daily. The NHS ignored it .. I scratched my head as to why it was occurring and they the NHS were ignoring it. I have four or more visits to North Middlesex Hospital and three to St Catherine's Hospital before my health and lack of help caused me to miss an appointment over four years and I wrongly returned to London.

But according to the NHS this is my fault.

Yeah something tells me that within a year or two at the most the NHS are going to be roasted by the entire country and their incompetence and disregard for human life over money exposed. Call it a hunch.

"Furthermore, there are studies (#1, #2, #3, #4) linking cosmic rays with cardiac arrhythmias and sudden cardiac death in the general population. Our latest measurements show that cosmic rays are intensifying, with an increase of more than 18% since 2015" - http://spaceweather.com

We have developed a new predictive model of aviation radiation. It's called E-RAD--short for Empirical RADiation model. We are constantly flying radiation sensors onboard airplanes over the US and and around the world, so far collecting more than 22,000 gps-tagged radiation measurements. Using this unique dataset, we can predict the dosage on any flight over the USA with an error no worse than 15%” - http://spaceweather.com

Oh dear. You see what the issue is here?

Concerned enough about a link to health to both passengers of aircraft to those down at sea-level that they would fit sensors to aircraft there would be strict criteria in place for. Have to be certain that any new equipment does not interfere with the electrical systems of the aircraft or radio signals. Not something you can do over night. It also would not be cheap to implement either.


Oddly the difference is I wondered about the magnetic field while they talk about cosmic rays .. which would be more to do with mutations, good and bad, I would have thought?


With a little digging you can find that they claim they claim many human advancements, like language for instance, occurred after the Sun we awoke after a sleep .. when the shields were down and the new cosmic rays were able to reach ground level, ergo 'us', for a period of time before the fields went back up.


Or you think if this occurs before long we might figure out how to travel faster than the speed of light and get quantum mechanics to work for us?


Maybe we might realise that lying is not the way to do things? Perhaps become more civilised as a society?


One can only hope.


Instead today your accused of being uncivilised by pointing out that others are uncivilised!


Yup the world truly has gone mad both close to home and further afield and personally .. I truly tire of it and have done for a very long time.


I constantly fear leaving my daughter, with health issues, and grandchildren, also with health issues, on their own .. or being heart broken if anything should happen do me. Which both my daughter and I think the authorities are trying to bring about via their lying and lack of support.


I have the option presently to get out of the hell hole I am in .. which is oppressive and sets off my heart.


Yesterday two without any education asked about Ealing Studios and one said they still make films and I shook my head. I stated that one of the famous films, think it was the Lady Killers with Alec Guinness, Peter Sellers and Herbert Lom, was the last one they made there and got told I was wrong.


Now one did some research, did not look in the right place .. see a list of things filmed there and used this to tell me I was wrong. Now I stated that Ealing Studios was a company and that it could be that others too it over. I was still told no because the filming continued throughout and I ignored them. They just love, as others have tried and failed to do, to tell me I am wrong about things.



  • Do Ealing Studios still make films?
Well no ..

The building was taken over by the BBC in 1955 and from then on in they used it for series and not films .. which is what I stated might have happened. It was then taken over again by a consortium called Fragile in 2000 where it was used for some films, Bridget Jones being one.

Where did I found this information? On a site about the location on their about us page. Because the building is famous. But its NOT the company Ealing Studios .. they just keep the name because it was a famous name.

The fact remains that they stopped making films there when I aid that they did.

I really cannot be bothered to tell them they are wrong and I wont bring it up unless they are disagreeing about something else and use it to prove I have been wrong before and I will point out that that I was not.

I said that it must have been taken over and they said no .. when the fact is it was taken over twice and they did not film 'films' there until after 2000 after a break of over 45 years.

Now I had thought that as one of them was from the Ealing area and I was born near there too that they would know as I thought it was common knowledge that Ealing Studios stopped making films in the fifties. Apparently not.

This was followed 12 hours later when I tried to explain the link in the last 5 years between pole shifts and magnetosphere to by tachycardia and arrhythmia. This to someone that loves to interrupt, switch subjects to something totally irrelevant so they can make it about themselves and then talk for four hours straight.

How did they do it? By telling me for the thousandth time they had tachycardia back in the 1970's and when I pointed out it was not relevant, not forgetting they had interrupted me, they pull a face and roll their eyes.

What they tell themselves in their heads and to other people .. this is someone that likes to control 90% of the conversation and complains no one allows her to talk. Which is always about them and their hard life. Which is not.

As a result no less than 5 members of her family want to talk to her .. and nor do any of their spouses either but it is everyone else who is at fault.

So I have been trapped here without support from any direction ad have most all my belongings bar a few things I am desperately hanging on to. My cameras.

Have he option to go to Wales .. which I very much want to do but this is again not without its issues and obstacles. Need to find a way.

If I can I can do far more photography then I have done in the last two years and do far more with getting the message out there.

As well s the usual problems and the health I have someone that is so petty, hated by his own three children who never speak to him, who thinks its funny to unplug an extension to the Internet each night and then clogs up the main router's WIFI by watching videos on guns on YouTube every night. And I do mean every night. Asked by the Internet plays up and this being one of my areas of expertise I have to point it out. But I am not believed.

In the last 18 months they have gone away four times for 8 days each time.

Now the fact that the Internet has worked flawlessly for each of those 8 days and 24 hours a day it does not register to the two arguing about Ealing Studios that as soon as this prick is on his own and his partner goes to bed .. the transmitter up here stops connecting to the Internet and the other slows down. Without fail. Works without fail when he is away.

Of course this occurs in the busiest period for social media and I also try to upload videos, photos and of course blog posts. They fail to appreciate how time consuming this is, how frustrating this is and how it slows me down.

What beckons is an area where I get none of this, nor the oppression, the ear bending, the stress and with a large number of mountains, beautiful countryside, wildlife, beaches, estuaries, villages, castles, stone walls and heaven knows what else.

I would say that I have probably been operating at 20% of my capabilities for the last two years and would dearly love to get that up to 80% of them.

Were it not for all the issues and being targeted on almost all platforms .. except one where I am not so sure my other .. talents will be appreciated. I also suspect that I am not growing on it because I am not .. severe enough?

Maybe I will I am not sure?

Another platform I am on is also growing and nearly at a 1,000 followers and I just keep thinking that before very long I will have the followers where things will start to fall in place ..

So that if I do find a way to relocate .. I will be a lot more relaxed if I know that it wont be long before things take off.

That is my issue .. getting there somehow and finding a way where I can both work and know that I have no issues to stress me out and therefore start my heart off.

It is a lack of confidence issues then is closely tied into a health issue and leftists are useless because they think they can cure everything with talk. No .. you can not and I have demonstrated this repeatedly. I have two very loud autistic children to contend with too. So need my own space I can retreat to if and when I need to.

Other than that all I can think about is the mountains in Wales and all the scenery and wildlife though as I told my daughter .. knowing my luck I will get their with my camera, still missing to important lenses, ad it will rain constantly for 12 months?!

EDIT: As well as being an evil corporation and enslaving people to unpaid labour .. Blogger is also a crap service and I have spent an hour trying to correct it as it has changed fonts, font sizes, font colours and font backgrounds on me and refuses POINT BLANK .. to change them.