Right well after the recording I posted up here is a letter I was not aware I had sitting around?!
This, you will note, is stapled back to front just as my Neurology letter was when arrived not so long ago.
Also this letter states the 100mg dosage, so occurred BEFORE reaching my GP Surgery, and it also came, just as the Neurology Letter did, in an envelope without an NHS logo?!
Indeed it had sat here for several days before I opened it which is NOT what I do with letters with the NHS logo on as it could be rapidly approaching appointment? Like one I have imminently in a matter of days!
So as I edited onto page two it looks like someone intercepts my letters before they go into the post. Tsk-tsk, if there was any one single solitary person you should not perform this practise on it is ME! LMAO!
Whether this practise is confined solely to me, because of this blog for instance, or whether it is extremely widespread I do not know.
What I DO KNOW now is exactly how to deal with it. Stay tuned for that one, lol.
So as you can see, even setting to one side the contradictory nature of all I have spoken to and the odd occurrences, it is utter madness and extremely suspicious.
Now to me and just as it has done for a long time they have been up to no good at the NHS and have probably manipulated a great many naive nurses and even Doctor's, many of which probably think they are impervious to being fooled.
To be honest it would not surprise me to find out that the Enfield Primary Care Trust, or even someone higher, has been meeting with my GP to keep him in line and bullshit him because a second GP in a row realising what I know and QUITTING would just be too much to HIDE, lmao.
Funny really as sometimes I am sure they are aware of this blog and other times I think they are oblivious to it.
When I think about it hard enough I think that the top overlords are aware of this blog and are terrified that those down the chain between themselves and me will find out about it, lol.
Or even in a position to find someone that wont mind bending the rules with the right incentives, so someone they can work closer with, lol.
Of course, and if they are reading this right now they will themselves be realising, it wont make one jot of difference to the eventual outcome.
LMAO
Showing posts with label neuropathy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label neuropathy. Show all posts
Sunday, 26 May 2013
Tuesday, 21 May 2013
SLEEPLESS WITH THOUSANDS OF ELECTRIC SHEEP
Well wandered about in a daze today and did not do ANY of the things I set out to do.
I seem to have had two consecutive nights where I have had serious trouble getting to sleep and then as a direct result waking up late.
I really, really hate that but at least now it is summer time, or at least I think it is, or its not getting dark just a few hours after I wake up and get out of bed!
I am hoping that it is not down to the new drug they have given me or that if it is that it settles down very soon as I will have to start taking TWO a day this coming Friday! The following Friday I am to take three a day.
To make matters worse I am damn sure that the pain guy stated that he would start me on 300mg and raise this up to 900mg but I could be remembering that wrong. If not and this drug is causing the sleepless nights and it fails to settle in then sleep may well be something that I just go without constantly before very long.
Meaning i will then have to be weaned of this drug and then weaned onto the next one and I do now know of course that there are other drugs that do the same thing. I will probably go and find later that this drug is laced with caffeine as that is normally the only thing that causes the sleeplessness.
Hmm in fact I am going to reduce my caffeine intake again and perhaps maybe reduce it to zero for a couple of days see if that makes a difference?!
Thinking about the letters I have had while I was out, thinking about where I go from here. I had planned to get some washing liquid for laundry as well as visit PC World as well as the Doctor's Surgery to make another appointment and find out who Dr ER Yeo is?! It was on that letter from Dominick Mort which actually was not from Dominick Mort and another Doctor instead.
I want to ask about specifics to do with Peripheral Neuropathy, Large and Small Fibre Neuropathy and that these do sound like what I have now and also WHY I did not remain under Dominick Mort to have tests to confirm this?
I shall also go further into why they cannot perform medicine in this manner, dismissive and reluctant, and why this cannot be so.
I will also inform him about this blog too, finally though I do suspect he already knows.
Oh yes and of course I WILL ASK why my medical records have been altered?!
I seem to have had two consecutive nights where I have had serious trouble getting to sleep and then as a direct result waking up late.
I really, really hate that but at least now it is summer time, or at least I think it is, or its not getting dark just a few hours after I wake up and get out of bed!
I am hoping that it is not down to the new drug they have given me or that if it is that it settles down very soon as I will have to start taking TWO a day this coming Friday! The following Friday I am to take three a day.
To make matters worse I am damn sure that the pain guy stated that he would start me on 300mg and raise this up to 900mg but I could be remembering that wrong. If not and this drug is causing the sleepless nights and it fails to settle in then sleep may well be something that I just go without constantly before very long.
Meaning i will then have to be weaned of this drug and then weaned onto the next one and I do now know of course that there are other drugs that do the same thing. I will probably go and find later that this drug is laced with caffeine as that is normally the only thing that causes the sleeplessness.
Hmm in fact I am going to reduce my caffeine intake again and perhaps maybe reduce it to zero for a couple of days see if that makes a difference?!
Thinking about the letters I have had while I was out, thinking about where I go from here. I had planned to get some washing liquid for laundry as well as visit PC World as well as the Doctor's Surgery to make another appointment and find out who Dr ER Yeo is?! It was on that letter from Dominick Mort which actually was not from Dominick Mort and another Doctor instead.
I want to ask about specifics to do with Peripheral Neuropathy, Large and Small Fibre Neuropathy and that these do sound like what I have now and also WHY I did not remain under Dominick Mort to have tests to confirm this?
I shall also go further into why they cannot perform medicine in this manner, dismissive and reluctant, and why this cannot be so.
I will also inform him about this blog too, finally though I do suspect he already knows.
Oh yes and of course I WILL ASK why my medical records have been altered?!
HOT FOOTING WITH PERIPHERAL VISION
SO I have had a letter and I do not know what to make of it.
The guy that did the Nerve Conduction Studies and Electromyography who told me that Dominick Mort was the best there is now seems to have spoken too soon as it looks like I will not see him again.
I now realised that this has happened a great deal in recent years and that you see these so-called specialists they look you up and down and if your lucky you get a test or two and then off.
The question for me is have they tested you for everything WITHIN their fields of knowledge.
I say this because as I just stated remarks are made that you will be 'seen to' by Doctors you are under that you end up not seeing again.
He is a Neurologist and I was sent to him because I THOUGHT I have Charcot Marie Tooth Disease and I got a damn sight closer than they ere have. CMT is not the only condition that falls under this remit.
It is a shame it appears that I have been discharged but it also looks somewhat odd in that he seems to know the outcome of the test?!
If you refer back to the previous post of my NCS and Electromyography tests the Doctor states that they will NOT contact Dominick Mort and thay give me TWO test results and one I am to give Mr Mort?!
"Here is a copy for you and one for you to give Dominick Mort when you see him"
I have not seen him but he knows and this looks highly suspicious just as the drug Gabapentin has been prescribed to me to deal with the electrical signals to my brain from my muscles. To be more specific this is to relax the excitement of the activity on the brain. Been on them a few days, feels a bit weird and having trouble sleeping right now but I will persevere but any of you that have read many posts wll know I do not do too well with Insomnia and really do hate it for a whole list of reasons.
Ooh yes become side tracked there and nearly forgot. Yes a shame I will not see him again as I would like to say to him 'Well I am glad it is reassuring to you but as you are well aware because I fully informaed you on our ONLY meeting...after more than 12 years of searching for ANSWERS yet another BLANK is NOT reassuring to me!'
Moron.
Anyway it gave me another branch, fork, so head down and I found that there are a couple of things that seem to explain it and they are Large Fibre Neuropathy and Small Fibre Neuropathy.
Now what IS extremely interesting with this, and I am afraid to say will be fatal for the NHS and all the Doctors I have EVER spoken to, is a reference to BURNING FEET.
Though I have to recall that I have been down this road before this links to one of only three conditions listed in the letter above. Tarpal/Carpal Tunnel is OFF THE TABLE as I was tested years ago for that. If I DID have it then...well still fatal for the NHS!
I had a long period back when I was 19 of burning feet that was really quite peculiar. It started after returning from a trip to France with an old friend and this condition, whatever it was I do not know, was very, VERY weird and it would feel like your soles were being heated by small radiators within your soles?!
It really was that weird and somewhat uncomfortable and as soon as I could I used to remove both my shoes and my socks whenever I could.
At the time I was chasing after amphibians in France and thought that I had picked up some fungal infection in the water. I mentioned it to doctors at the time but did not get much in the way of help.
In a Boots Chemist I saw this Germolene Foot Spray in a navy on white cannister and thought I would give it a go. Once in contact with the skin the relief was incredible and it had a very fast cooling effect on my feet.
I used this for many months and always went back and bought two cans each time and I figured that the antiseptic nature of the Germolene was keeping some fungus at bay. Eventually one day I went in to buy some and there was none on the store and I assumed they stopped making it.
But the burning fortunately never returned despite dogging me for a very long time.
Looking around on the internet doing a search on Large Fibre Neuropathy, which I have trouble finding because Small Fibre Neuropathy keeps coming up I ound the following...
"
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3086960/
Statements from the above appear below.
...
"
Patients with large fiber neuropathies, such as demyelinating hereditary sensory motor neuropathies complain of numbness, tingling, and weakness. Examination classically reveals diminished deep tendon reflexes, reduced vibratory and position senses, and distal weakness. The clinical impression is confirmed by electrophysiologic abnormalities, such as slowed motor and sensory conduction velocities, reduced motor and sensory action potential amplitudes, and denervation on the electromyogram.
"
...
"
In contrast, patients with small myelinated A delta and unmyelinated fiber C fiber involvement complain of severe pain and diminished thermal and pain perception. Due to difficulty characterizing the discomfort, orthopedists, podiatrists, and rheumatologists may initially evaluate patients for arthritic disorders. Pain is described as burning, prickling, stabbing, jabbing, or tight band-like pressure. Dysesthesias are initially localized to the toes, but may spread to the legs and even the hands and arms. The examination can be normal and reveal a stocking-glove distribution sensory loss with preserved strength. Achilles reflexes may be slightly reduced, but significantly diminished reflexes implicate large fiber co-involvement. These patients do not develop ulcers or Charcot joints.
"
...
"
Clinical Evaluation. For the patient with suspected small fiber neuropathy a thorough history and examination are essential. The history should contain a review of medical conditions, family history, medications, and toxic exposures. The comprehensive neurologic exam includes evaluation for orthostatic blood pressure and altered cutaneous sensation.
"
So the Neurologist has NOT QUITE FINISHED YET so I have just been quite deliberately fobbed off and obviously deliberately set up to make it look like that all possibilities have been tested for when they have not.
Odd then that the only thing they sent me to be tested for is the one thing he stated clearly in my meeting, all recorded, that he was sure I did not have?!
Quite bizarre and I now hope that this little road travelled now shows without a doubt that they whole system and most everyone in it os bloody corrupt based on greed and self preservation?!
"
Electrodiagnostic Studies. Electromyography and nerve conduction studies assess large fiber involvement, but are of only exclusive value for following the small fiber syndromes. Reduced sensory nerve action potential may be the earliest signs of large fiber co-involvement in mixed disorders. The large fiber component may become evident as the neuropathy progresses.
"
EH?! BUT...the letter clearly states EXCLUDING LARGE FIBRE NEUROPATHY ( and NOT SMALL)
Anyway they obviously just do not want to know, or they already DO and will not admit it, like they did 8 years ago with my Chest Wall Pain, Costochondritis, and just want to give me the impression there are things still unknown to medicine?!
Well as a scientist I am curious about things I do not know about and have to work out the reasons and the facts. AS I have mentioned several times throughout this post I thought years ago that I would eventually garner the interest of Doctor's wanting to discover something for themselves they can the write a scientific paper about.
That just simply IS how it goes for anyone claiming to be a scientist or Doctor.
But over twelve years of my persistent explanations only seems to have a negative effect and I experience a dismissive attitude from these so called Doctors and from the letter above it looks immediately to me like nothing has changed.
But this simply is not true, oh no not true at all.
I have changed and this is far from over!
Right another appointment to be made with ... THE DOCTOR!
LMAO!
The guy that did the Nerve Conduction Studies and Electromyography who told me that Dominick Mort was the best there is now seems to have spoken too soon as it looks like I will not see him again.
I now realised that this has happened a great deal in recent years and that you see these so-called specialists they look you up and down and if your lucky you get a test or two and then off.
The question for me is have they tested you for everything WITHIN their fields of knowledge.
I say this because as I just stated remarks are made that you will be 'seen to' by Doctors you are under that you end up not seeing again.
He is a Neurologist and I was sent to him because I THOUGHT I have Charcot Marie Tooth Disease and I got a damn sight closer than they ere have. CMT is not the only condition that falls under this remit.
It is a shame it appears that I have been discharged but it also looks somewhat odd in that he seems to know the outcome of the test?!
If you refer back to the previous post of my NCS and Electromyography tests the Doctor states that they will NOT contact Dominick Mort and thay give me TWO test results and one I am to give Mr Mort?!
"Here is a copy for you and one for you to give Dominick Mort when you see him"
I have not seen him but he knows and this looks highly suspicious just as the drug Gabapentin has been prescribed to me to deal with the electrical signals to my brain from my muscles. To be more specific this is to relax the excitement of the activity on the brain. Been on them a few days, feels a bit weird and having trouble sleeping right now but I will persevere but any of you that have read many posts wll know I do not do too well with Insomnia and really do hate it for a whole list of reasons.
Ooh yes become side tracked there and nearly forgot. Yes a shame I will not see him again as I would like to say to him 'Well I am glad it is reassuring to you but as you are well aware because I fully informaed you on our ONLY meeting...after more than 12 years of searching for ANSWERS yet another BLANK is NOT reassuring to me!'
Moron.
Anyway it gave me another branch, fork, so head down and I found that there are a couple of things that seem to explain it and they are Large Fibre Neuropathy and Small Fibre Neuropathy.
Now what IS extremely interesting with this, and I am afraid to say will be fatal for the NHS and all the Doctors I have EVER spoken to, is a reference to BURNING FEET.
Though I have to recall that I have been down this road before this links to one of only three conditions listed in the letter above. Tarpal/Carpal Tunnel is OFF THE TABLE as I was tested years ago for that. If I DID have it then...well still fatal for the NHS!
I had a long period back when I was 19 of burning feet that was really quite peculiar. It started after returning from a trip to France with an old friend and this condition, whatever it was I do not know, was very, VERY weird and it would feel like your soles were being heated by small radiators within your soles?!
It really was that weird and somewhat uncomfortable and as soon as I could I used to remove both my shoes and my socks whenever I could.
At the time I was chasing after amphibians in France and thought that I had picked up some fungal infection in the water. I mentioned it to doctors at the time but did not get much in the way of help.
In a Boots Chemist I saw this Germolene Foot Spray in a navy on white cannister and thought I would give it a go. Once in contact with the skin the relief was incredible and it had a very fast cooling effect on my feet.
I used this for many months and always went back and bought two cans each time and I figured that the antiseptic nature of the Germolene was keeping some fungus at bay. Eventually one day I went in to buy some and there was none on the store and I assumed they stopped making it.
But the burning fortunately never returned despite dogging me for a very long time.
Looking around on the internet doing a search on Large Fibre Neuropathy, which I have trouble finding because Small Fibre Neuropathy keeps coming up I ound the following...
"
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3086960/
Statements from the above appear below.
Symptoms of Small Fiber Neuropathy
Symptoms
of small fiber neuropathy can vary widely in severity. Many individuals
report the gradual onset of distal symptoms that include vague
disturbances of sensation in the feet. These symptoms may include the
feeling of a wrinkle in a sock that cannot be removed or of small
pebbles or sand in the shoe. Others may report a cold-like pain,
tingling or a pins and needles sensation. More severe symptoms of small
fiber neuropathy may include burning pain that often is persistent,
although it may vary in intensity throughout the day. Many patients also
report transient electric shock–like pain, usually lasting only
seconds, but quite severe and potentially multiple times per day. Many
symptoms worsen during periods of rest and at night. In addition to
spontaneous pain, many individuals report allodynia and hyperesthesia.
Patients with small fiber neuropathy frequently complain that the
bedsheets are exquisitely painful, and therefore, wear socks or use
“foot tents” to keep the sheets from making physical contact with the
feet.
Small nerve fiber neuropathies also may result in
autonomic and enteric dysfunction. Patients often do not identify the
relationship of these symptoms to their sensory complaints; however,
when asked, they may report dry eyes, dry mouth, postural
lightheadedness, presyncope, syncope, abnormal sweating, erectile
dysfunction, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, constipation, early satiety,
difficulty with urinary frequency, nocturia, and/or voiding [4, 5].
"
Yeah I always stick my feet off the side of the bed too or out of the ends of the quilt and have always been told I have cold feet.
Paragraphs from the above appear below.
"
Restless Leg Syndrome. Restless Leg Syndrome (RLS) may occur without
apparent cause or may be associated with medical conditions. Peripheral
neuropathy has been associated with RLS.22-24 IENF studies demonstrated a
subclinical small fiber neuropathy in a subset of RLS patients without
dysesthesias. This may explain the response to pain medication in some
patients with RLS.25...
"
Patients with large fiber neuropathies, such as demyelinating hereditary sensory motor neuropathies complain of numbness, tingling, and weakness. Examination classically reveals diminished deep tendon reflexes, reduced vibratory and position senses, and distal weakness. The clinical impression is confirmed by electrophysiologic abnormalities, such as slowed motor and sensory conduction velocities, reduced motor and sensory action potential amplitudes, and denervation on the electromyogram.
"
"
In contrast, patients with small myelinated A delta and unmyelinated fiber C fiber involvement complain of severe pain and diminished thermal and pain perception. Due to difficulty characterizing the discomfort, orthopedists, podiatrists, and rheumatologists may initially evaluate patients for arthritic disorders. Pain is described as burning, prickling, stabbing, jabbing, or tight band-like pressure. Dysesthesias are initially localized to the toes, but may spread to the legs and even the hands and arms. The examination can be normal and reveal a stocking-glove distribution sensory loss with preserved strength. Achilles reflexes may be slightly reduced, but significantly diminished reflexes implicate large fiber co-involvement. These patients do not develop ulcers or Charcot joints.
"
...
"
Clinical Evaluation. For the patient with suspected small fiber neuropathy a thorough history and examination are essential. The history should contain a review of medical conditions, family history, medications, and toxic exposures. The comprehensive neurologic exam includes evaluation for orthostatic blood pressure and altered cutaneous sensation.
"
So the Neurologist has NOT QUITE FINISHED YET so I have just been quite deliberately fobbed off and obviously deliberately set up to make it look like that all possibilities have been tested for when they have not.
Odd then that the only thing they sent me to be tested for is the one thing he stated clearly in my meeting, all recorded, that he was sure I did not have?!
Quite bizarre and I now hope that this little road travelled now shows without a doubt that they whole system and most everyone in it os bloody corrupt based on greed and self preservation?!
"
Electrodiagnostic Studies. Electromyography and nerve conduction studies assess large fiber involvement, but are of only exclusive value for following the small fiber syndromes. Reduced sensory nerve action potential may be the earliest signs of large fiber co-involvement in mixed disorders. The large fiber component may become evident as the neuropathy progresses.
"
EH?! BUT...the letter clearly states EXCLUDING LARGE FIBRE NEUROPATHY ( and NOT SMALL)
Anyway they obviously just do not want to know, or they already DO and will not admit it, like they did 8 years ago with my Chest Wall Pain, Costochondritis, and just want to give me the impression there are things still unknown to medicine?!
Well as a scientist I am curious about things I do not know about and have to work out the reasons and the facts. AS I have mentioned several times throughout this post I thought years ago that I would eventually garner the interest of Doctor's wanting to discover something for themselves they can the write a scientific paper about.
That just simply IS how it goes for anyone claiming to be a scientist or Doctor.
But over twelve years of my persistent explanations only seems to have a negative effect and I experience a dismissive attitude from these so called Doctors and from the letter above it looks immediately to me like nothing has changed.
But this simply is not true, oh no not true at all.
I have changed and this is far from over!
Right another appointment to be made with ... THE DOCTOR!
LMAO!
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