BENEFIT STREET: HAVING YOUR SAY

I am not sure why this is late getting to me but it seems to have done the rounds with some people I know.

If there is anyone that hates a bunch of twats that find some tiny portion of any given faction and try to portray the entire faction add all the same and finds them and their endeavour both an insult to not only my intelligence but also that of the British public, then it is me!

Lol!

How dare they these that endeavour to manipulate and to mislead that they should be banished from the world of broadcasting never to be allowed to work within ever again.

https://www.change.org/en-GB/petitions/channel-4-channel4-stop-broadcasting-benefits-street-and-make-a-donation-to-a-relevant-charity-for-the-harm-caused/sponsors/new

REQUIRING THE PATIENCE OF A SAINT

It has been a very long road to get where I am today. An inordinately long time indeed!

Just doing what I needed to do on the blog I thought I would need at least two years of hammering away at it and as stated before this is due to the extremely slow pace that everyone involved operates as many people have unfortunately found out for themselves.

What should have been very clear to people of late is that the salaries involved in contrast to the services provided have a great distince between them. I have known this for sometime but not many realised, or possibly thought it was that important. I wonder what anyone who served in the Home Guard in Word War II would have made of this. They likely would have thought that if Englands shores were ever invaded again we would be done for.

Eighteen months has been spent thus far posting about the things that went before as wel as those happening currently. That is quite awhile indeed and I challenge anyone to be able to do all that while not receiving monetary gain from it. Unfortunately for me the things that Google told me convinced me to have not one but a dozen blogs. Unfortunately what they failed to tell you is that you would have to put two years into a dozen different subjects before you had any hope of getting the piss poor £60 per month smallest payment. God only knows how long others have been at it on Adsense and still waiting?!

Had I realised I might have not tried so hard through the warmer months of 2013 plus the Winter of 2012-13 racing around on my bike trying to acquire as much content as I could. The number of times I came back and my body gave out as I crossed the threshold of my front door I lost count of. Of course now I realise this is down to my condition but each journey was still between 12 and 30 miles. Not to be sniffed at but then I am used to cycling and cycled to Brighton and back as well as Southend and back as a kid, from London. In recent years it has become more difficult and I hate the Winters more than you could know because the worse it is and for longer the harder it is for me to get fit on the bike again each Spring now. Something many close friends knew for a number of years. I often told them it was strange because each year it was taking me longer to get fit aenough to cycle to my usual haunts along the River Lea.

Unfortunately this year between 2013-14 the Winter has been the worse as well as the longest for people that cycle at any rate and for me this goes treble. Because the longer I have been off the bike that adds to the length of time it will take to get fit again! I am NOT looking forward to it! I have had a few yearnings to be riding again the last couple of weeks now. But the amount of rain as well as the wind makes this impossoble to do what I want to do on a bike. The soild every is boggy and that is an understatement as I have seen puddles on grass looking bigger then many ponds I have visited over the years. I would estimate that one in a local park is anywhere between 100 feet and 150 feet in length. On foot or bike this is just impossible for one and damed difficult for the other but factor in the doghy, cicky and painful parts and even with the pile of pills it is simply a non-starter.

That, this winter, has been somewhat annoying!

Last year I did not get to half as many places as I was expecting to to get media content to upload to my blogs and YouTube, again annoying.

It is odd how people and companies with money act as if it grows on trees, proverbially speaking of course. They just seem to act as if things are avaiable for free. Not only is this preposterous for even fit people I can tell you is is quite insulting for anyone with disabilities. I can also tell you that despite what you might see out there in the way of disabled signs it is still not that disabled friendly out there, still I guess many will think something is better than nothing?

I had a bit of a panic recently, though I did not let on, as that kidney test I had left me wondering and worrying about a couple of things and living with requiring a kidney dailysis machine was NOT top of that list. Nope it was 'what if I have to stop taking prescription medicine?!' Coming from someeone that hates taking it and put off asking for any pills or medicine for years that is saying something.

So eighteen months of blogging about corruption and most but not all of my other subjects but the build up to the blog was itself a coupe of years in the making. In fact if I wanted to split hairs I could say that all this as twenty years in the making.

Twenty years ago I started collecting symptoms and as I stated early on in this blog every year or so I seem to acquire another one that added to the list. I was diagnosed with a Hiatus Hernia which I was told was the cause of my heartburn back in the late 80's which I know know is listed as a symptom of Fibromyalgia. Though this could turn out to be far more complex than you might think?! As I am a stickler for the truth I also am of detail and I do not know whether or not it WAS a Hiatus Hernia to begin with but later on become a symptom of Fibromyalgia. I shall explain...

It is obvious that the condition is accepted that a scrambling of the nerve signals to your brain and I have often asked myself if MEMORY has something to do with it?! Make sense? Well if not consider that you had a pain once before in your life. The feelings of said pain would be stored in your memeory as at the end of the day it is merely a set of electrical impulses. In the scrambling of the main signal going to and from the brain your brain could be registering the memory of pain and amplifying that memory so that it appears to your conscious mind that this part of the body is indeed in pain. What I could also add to that is that I went a long period of time WITHOUT any heartburn and I mean several years!

The accident I had that I know believe either bought on the Fibromyalgia or at least increased its intensity was AFTER I was first diagnosed with this Hiatus Hernia. Factor in that my second Doctor out of four in Enfield stated that I should only have taken a Proton Pump Inhibitor, cuts down stomach acid production, until the scarred lining had healed. That was Doctor Huq and no other Doctor has stated this before or since. Indeed though I did bring this up with my last Doctor and he seemed a litlte anxious to see my medical records. Not only IS he the first Doctor to be anxious to see my medical records that have mysteriously gone astray but will be the first one to actually read them if he does as he has now stated to me twice in conversation.

The one thing I can be certain of is that it is now obvious that the Fibromyalgia goes back longer than when I started pressuring the NHS for answers. This was when my feet started hurting and that was just after I got my degree. Easy to remember and detailed on here because I was unofficially living in Bristol and some of the people I knew back then are on my Facebook list still today. Not the ex girlfriend mind you, jus her family, lol. It was when I left there and returned to London and only a matter of days that the feet were hurting. The hips and ankles and even back issues had popped up before hand. Not the knees however. I had also just got the grades for my degree and they were admittedly 6 months late due to a deferral. Off the top of my head this was somewhere in the region of 2000 and always remember I was waiting for the Millenium Bug to crash all computers and aircraft fly-by-wire systems. Though I did not really think that would happen, lol. I do remember it was April and in the June I travelled to Italy with a friend in search of animals, Calabria in southern Italy to be precise. I think it was April 2001 to be precise in which case I have had the feet problems for now approaching thirteen years. Oddly enough I started getting the symptoms for Restless Legs Syndrome not long after I moved to Bristol so precisely a year before the pains the RLS appeared. Never occurred to me that the two would or could be linked. Oddly and from 2001 onwards and with the other pains I had already been to Doctors about it never occurred to any of them either. Both before this pre April 2012 and POST April 2012 I was treated abysmally 99% of the time! In fact leaving out my currect GP there was only one GP I could speak highly of and two if you included her stand in Doctor and there were named Hq and Pilani respectively.

But even so I still felt that the contents of my medical records were entirely unfamiliar to them as everyone else and I remember thinking how annoying it was because they were now in use of computers which should make it easier! Meaning they either could not be bothered to read of that the syetem they were using wa utter crap. I have had several reception staff tell me it is utter crap from different suegeris and clinics too. So another inordinate amount of money wasted and lost then?! Probably done it cheap and syphoned off the taxes used into personal accounts?! I could have implements the same bloody system standing on my head and blinfolded and still have done it better that they did. But not to worry, they are clawing back all that money they lost now. Of course this is just one single soliary instance.

It is my belief and will become clear in the nxt couple of months that things could have been done very differently. One of the things is that delaying tactics only ends up making the net cost far higher than it would have normally been...

Why is it, or should I state WHEN WILL IT, that of all these bloody surveys uyou see on the TV News and in the Tabloids there are some I would find intersting and revealing that they never do?

One I would like to see is how much money has bene lost to businesses over the years because health problems with THEIR workforce have been put off and put off for long periouds of time? I mean any condition at all reduces the ability to work to one degree or another. Be it a mere 10% or be it 90% it is all a loss and all adds up. This is made worse when you consider all the days off a member of staff has to keep visiting Doctors not wanting to deal with it because someone from up on high has told them to avoid it to save them money?!

Thnk the Rats on the sinking ship here.

Now factor in those people that have been unable to work for years?! This has not only cost the company they did or could have worked for but now costing the taxpayer because of the benefits needing to be claimed!

You see it is not really that hard when you think about it is it?

I know there will be a show in Channel 5 now in the coming days. I only hope they do not take the Channel 4 stance as they did with their lop sided show Benefits Street. I wonder who commissioned that as it was on every day and that is peculiar outside of a soap opera.

I will not be watchng the Channel 5 show for a whole host of reasons, lmao! This blog will achieve what I want it to either with or WITHOUT the media. Of course had the media reacted as they should have done when I first contacted them or even when I sent them THE FOUR DVDs then I would not be whimpering about Google and their Adsense crap. But it matters not as the direction is ONE WAY and there is only one conclusion. Well unless people are for more naïve than I could ever have possibly imagined?!

But then at the end of the day IF I have been unable to HELP the British Public as a whole it would be a shame as that is what I intended but it would not really affect me in anyway now my other goals either. It will be those that turned away or failed to believe what was staring them in the face on here that lose at the end of the day...

I do not need 60 Million people on here to succeed in the vast majority of my endeavours. I do not even need 60 Million people worldwide. In fact I think I only have to increase my current visitors by a factor of 10 to solve all my personal problems. Worldwide.

Provided that the weekly visitors of around 2,000 cary on rising themselves this figure will be a lot closer than you might think?! I would be rather shocked if I did not hit that in 12 to 18 months provided the weather start working in my favour and I can get my arse into gear.

Of course now that I have a hundred thousand people that are aware of me, this blog and all my other blogs on all my other subjects it will make a number of other things relatively easy too. Being published repeatedly is one.

Another things of interest is whether or not when the weather warms up and people socialise a great deal more by going shopping together or meeting up in the local park whether or not the numbers in thes blog will start to rise faster? Faster than what I do not know because it was around 2,200 in a 7 day week the last time I looked. But then my postings on many blogs have been a little lackadaisical of late due to the weather.

I think in the winter, which I orginally expected faster rises, I miscalculated because this is the time when people stay in so find my sites individually. In the warmer weather and everyone out and about more and with smartphones in their pocket it is likely that more people will show each other this blog and its secretly recorded audio and other factual data and the rises will be greater. IN theory at any rate, lol.

Of course there is also that I believe more and more of my content, subjects and even facts will gradually fond themsleves in the news, because you have to be an overpaid celebrity twat in a suit on TV to have any news to tell not a disabled guy with a laptop?! LMAO!

The amusing thing about all this is that considering what it is that they have tried to accuse me of or get me to do there is one thing that I have that allowed me to do this and therefore help as many people as I can...

...THE JOB REQUIRES THE PATIENCE OF A SAINT!

...and saints have to perform MIRACLES.

EVER INCREASING INCLINATIONS

I often wonder about many things.

The more complicated something appears the more I am drawn to it. The more I want to know the answers and therefore to solve it. Of the many things that have battled for space to occupy the dark chasms that are my mind two have been constant. Two have wedged me in from either side and these very two have prevented me from achieving the long list of achievements I should have done.

But these two can be summed up with one single word! People!

Yes I did say two. Yes I only said people. But to each and every one of us people take two separate forms. You might not be aware of it right now but it will become obvious in the following explanation.

As an individual period take two forms and these are the singular and the many. Star Trek fans may have already guessed or beginning to guess where I am going with this. For each person has to understand two things... themselves and then everyone else!

I think a great many would agree that understanding yourself is hard enough, I know I think that and desire being an extreme case it must be the same for many others too. And then it gets harder!

But I said I am drawn to complicated things and that is that my own health condition had driven me to great despair for years.

Now I am an intelligent person and I most certainly am not the type of person that would go running to the Doctor for each and every thing that felt a little off. For the last fifteen years had I done this I would be in there several times each week and even on occasion several times each day! That is the simply and honest truth.

So you can imagine that because I have been treated as if I have behaved like that, that deep down I am seriously pissed of about this and have been for years. I did not explain this at the time I posted about it but the previous Doctor that diagnosed with 'funnyisms' I had a go at and asked if it was on my medical records that I was a hypochondriac?! She said no and why do I ask and I stated that 9 out of 10 prior would have killed themselves years ago had they lived with my condition but all I get is fobbed off and spoken to like I am complaining about a cold. I then said it was now crystal clear to me that Doctor after Doctor that I speak to clearly had no clue about either people or medicine but do think highly of themselves because they are paid highly despite doing nothing for it.

Importantly I said that I had a degree and turned down  a doctorate but I do not go deepen to the Job Centre expecting to be paid £4000 per month because I am educated. Yet more and more I see purple doing less than I am sitting at a desk leaving people in pain AND limbo but still getting paid out of the taxpayers money?!

She then went into something about she agreed that the country was badly run and that billions of pounds had been completely wasted and that she thought that the majority of the taxpayers money was being given to all three wrong people.

She missed the point that I was saying that about her and Carlton House Surgery where she worked but at least she PARTIALLY understood what I was saying?! Good grief!!

Therein lied the problem and that was the real turning point for me. People that disk add if they are intelligent and holds positions that SUGGEST they are intelligent but they could completely missed the nose on your face.

I had been gathering NHS letters for years and it crossed my mind that I could, once acquiring a smartphone, go running down every avenue which I would invariably have to use either cunning or threatening and angry behaviour to be referred to.

It also seemed a better idea if I tried to do this in a short space of time. I could explain what I was going to do and then predict the attitudes, lame excuses, lies and cheating along the way. It also occurred to me that by kicking and screaming or speaking to intellect with intellect I might actually be successful?! This would be very cool but my money was all on one outcome fur every single avenue I traveled and that was a no.

So I switched GPs and started devising my little plan that metamorphosed into bigger and more numerous plans.

It was originally going to be a website ended up a blog for starters.

What original started up as a series of noted due to my bad memory I failed to realise we being kept from me add part of my condition, likely played upon by the bureaucrats too, ended up as two books.

Notes that went towards the third part which could have become a book ended up becoming this very blog.

So yes you could say that this blog is only ONE THIRD of the story. But then I have forgotten to pay about a great many things and evidence so one quarter would be more accurate!

Now imagine the minds of those now visiting hear realising the gravity of the situation they have been ignoring and for the last 6 years thought they were entirely in control of?!

OOPS!!

It gets better still as I have teased along the way to the visitors that this is a well thought out plan with many facets and that towards the end there will be a series of reveals and revelations that will cause a bit of a stir. A few ripples you might say and quite possibly end up one hell of a Tsunami. Giving out secrets to early gives the whole game away, destroys the surprise and renders the whole thing ineffective. But before I could do this and tell the readers I had to get the number up. I also had to do what I did over and over and OVER again to leave no one in any doubt whatsoever! Then I had to start doing something and announcing it little by little. Then right in the middle of it all and with some still to wander onto here to see what the fuss is our see what I had on them and against them I would tell them the one last thing I needed to before my last year on here...

... That even here I have not revealed all. That I fully intended that at just the right time which I HAVE alluded to from the very beginning I would do at a certain number of visitors, which was when it tipped over 100,000 with 3,000 arriving each week and rising.

I would declare to each and every public office, public service, local government and members of parliament in turn that of this very blogs existence!!

That when each and every public office and service came on here they would gradually realise something. That they had seen this blog before and that they blind arrogance and laziness had failed to realise the serious threat it posed to them and that now it was too late to do anything and that along with all other things that they have been labeled with that this can all now STICK because this blog contains the evidence of it all and that you can add INCOMPETENCE to that list!  Because I referred to the blog previously without explaining the serious that it posed BECAUSE OF THE CONFIDENCE OF KNOWING that no one would ever read it all because everyone had become far too lazy, far too greedy, far too cut off from reality and amoral too.

What happens from now on in is that add these people return and read this very post and new visitors arrive and read this very post at what I have managed to do EVERY STEP OF THE WAY and not only fully predict the outcome of each endeavour along with the cheating, lying and amoral nature of all industries involved that this will create a Tsunami. The Year Long Tsunami!

If I was to use an analogy I would liken it thus...

I am on a snow covered mountain with only the slightest of inclinations. I am battling a large metropolis in the foot of the mountain below but have the most basic of weapons. But I do have snow.

So I create the smallest of snowballs and I roll it around the top of the mountain to get it to a certain size, but even so I cannot get it to roll on its own and it would only knock down a fence. But once big enough I can start to push the snowball siren the mountains slightest of inclinations knowing the ball will grow larger still. But the inclination is not steep enough so I have to keep pushing further along until then inclination changes so that the rolling can continue on its own.

When I do the rolling does continue and just as I could see the increased inclination far ahead of reaching it I can still see further down the mountain a steeper inclination still. I could walk away now and allow the snowball to slowly roll along unattended, but something might happen to make it veer off in a different direction to the sprawling metropolis below growing slowly larger?

So I continue to push, thus guiding my snowball as I go changing direction ever so slightly every now and then to pick up ever more snow as it's size grows along with its weight. Now we are reaching proportions to take out half the city?! I am just about keeping space with my giant snowball as I had towards another increase in the inclination of the downward slope before me. It is upon me?!

Not sure if you as the reader realised but as you were reading those last few paragraphs I just shoved my snowball over the edge!!

If you need it explaining all those that I have gathered secret recordings of are all now in increasing numbers perusing this site to judge the level of that that it is.

Just like you they to read those last few paragraphs and raised that I have had over 100,000 visitors and will hit a million or close to it while still inside this year of 2014!

I do not throw snowballs, I simply work on them until they are a weapon of mass destruction all on their own!

Watch out for that giant snowball!!

LMFAO!!

CHANNEL 4 STREETS OF SHAME

Once again that programme called Benefit Street hits the headlines for maybe the correct reason.

Well this report seems to suggest that Channel 4 is a Tory cannel?! If this country THAT fucked up?! Is it not bad enough that the tabloids are not reporting properly because they illegally ignore some stories, despite what farm has been done because it does not support or promote their political ideals?!

I need to move my focus more around to the media, primarily news media, but need to done the fires of a few other industries first.

Also all the while I do not cover the tabloids, journalists and news media groups it allows them to keep on screwing up and me making more mental notes about them.

Certainly Channel 4 might be finding themselves some very awkward questions and look rather cold, evil and inhumane later in the year?! Oops, backfire! Lol.

Someone around the end of February I should be able to get around to them but need to start getting to work on the document that will become their post. Or indeed posts. But that will not start for a few weeks and may only be a few written notes using this Direct Stylus gadget on my tablet PC.

Incidentally I have had terrible pain today and it had been quite worrying for the umpteenth time now.

This also reminds me that just as a note that I have got further into my book on Fibromyalgia and got on something interesting...

...it clearly states several times and not just on this book that Fibromyalgia sufferers do not sleep properly. In the section I am on the drugs that are prescribed it states that you are often told to tasker them at night, to hopefully help you sleep better.

But if you have paid attention I have not only self diagnosed Fibromyalgia but I also believe that they have known for sometime now. I also stated that due to my diagnosing Charcot Marie Tooth, along with the fact that they were just a little but too fidgety about this diagnosis, that I was then prescribed not one but TWO DRUGS both of which had the first ever total effect on any of my pains! When I say 'a little but too fidgety' do not forget we are talking about four doctors in total here. One process and for Doctors.

That in itself along with the details I have put here should tell anyone that they were well aware and were keeping it hidden.

Well I could not figure out why they asked me to take BOTH these pills at night, Amitriptyline and Gabapentin both. Though obviously did not take both at the same time. Did take each of them with Sertraline though among with Lansoprazole, Tramadol and Paracetamol.

There is something else that could torn out to be something. It also mentions a drug with a brand name of Mirapex, chemical scientific name and brands name sounded familiar. I have not checked yet but I suspect this may well be Mirapexin.

Now Mirapexin I used to take for Restless Legs Syndrome but when I stopped consuming took much caffeine I did not get it so much so stopped taking it. The book states that it had been found to help people.

Now I know I have some Mirapexin here but need to find out first off this is the sane drug and then secondly what dosages is prescribed for Fibromyalgia.

As stated before when you're desperate and those paid a lot that go out their way NOT to help you find you're own way. I have done this previously and have consumed too many drugs and much Ibuprofen because I need the pains and other symptoms to die down. I am not to blame for this everyone else is as I do not know how to fix it and have stabbed around in the dark because that is where I was left, in the bloody dark.

So years of taking the wrong drugs and taking a lot of Ibuprofen. Cannot say I am that surprised now with hindsight that they are worried about my kidneys, lol.

Funny thing is when I think about it I stated to them I would win and warned them. I told visitors on here I would win. I am now in the year I know I will win. It is now obvious to me that I will, only one possibility could be that I could be announcing this if down to some irreparable damage to my kidneys?!

Lmao! Well you have to laugh don't you?

Channel 4 has betrayed the residents of Benefits Street | Lynsey Hanley - http://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2014/jan/08/channel-4-betrayed-residents-benefits-street?utm_medium=referral&utm_source=pulsenews