Let us get something
very clear ..
If your out of work or
disabled and the DWP and Job Centre suggest that you start
your own business and that you can get help and support from them to
do this ..
.. RUN A FUCKING
MILE .. AND THEN RUN A FURTHER FIVE MILES!!
When
I did it this was called New Enterprise Allowance for the financial
support and .. umm .. something else for the program itself. It no
doubt went under different names in the past and no doubt will in the
future.
I am one such disabled guy that did this and got stabbed in the back
and although there are a whole host of other knives in my back from
this point on .. this one was the start.
Make no mistake over this .. I ended up homeless from all this ..
twice!
The support, help and money was pulled five days after I went,
technically, self-employed.
By this time I had found out that my daughter and grandchildren had
been subjected to domestic violence and the Police were involved.
This was 250 miles away.
I then moved to help them .. expecting that the public services would
help my four grandchildren and my daughter eventually and after a
couple of months and I would be free to restart my business.
I expected help and support while this went on too but four months
went buy and there was not a single fucking sign that we was going to
get any help, quite the opposite in fact.
This set off my health conditions to the point I was self-harming ..
a lot. Which I did not know at the time was down to some chemical
unbalance due to low magnesium, a diagnosis that the NHS had made
several years earlier and had failed to link, despite being well
documented, to my symptoms. Nor did they realise that the heart
palpitations were down to this too!
“All in it together” and ..
“We are helping people back into work” stated by ..
Hypocrites and liars of the Tory party, like Esther McVey for one,
were outright lies and the fucking well knew it!
If you think for one second that the higher echelons of government,
the NHS, certain local councils like Wirral and others along with the
DWP have not been reading this blog you are very much mistaken ..
.. a previous GP from five years ago got a call to warn him about
this blog and that I had been recording our meetings, his lies, and I
was kicked off the practice because of it. So ..
Bearing in mind everything that I have published as fact since then
until now .. the stabbing in the back over my health I have since
proved. My daughter has proved. Everything else I have proved. The
stabbing in the back over going self-employed, despite the fact that
I have attempted to do this with my health conditions. The fact that
is is easily proved that I have been working towards becoming self
sufficient for nearly six years. I had a few pauses along the way, by
the way through health or the public services sticking it in my back
again and again.
So if they have been watching my blogs .. where is my apology? Where
is the missing money I was due and that which was supposed to help
me?
Where indeed?!
I now do not even want to live any more but I keep trying in these
fleeting moments to continue to work towards my original goal. I
seriously doubt I will get there and the recent ceasing and then
seriously reduced food intake shows that. Along with losing two stone
in weight.
Basically I am suicidal but have some serious issues about plucking
up the courage to do this .. only manage some superficial or slightly
deeper cuts. Starvation seems like a long winded but easier route.
I had to self diagnose Fibromyalgia to which I got lies and
falsifications of letters over and had to use a lot of pressure and
outside help to get referred to Guy's Hospital.
- Pains in feet (plural), shoulders and back among other places
Then I discovered that they lied by omission regarding my
Fibromyalgia, despite begging the for years, and the low magnesium
level effects.
- Artery Calcification, Heart Disease (Nan died of) & Sudden Death to name a few
Within days and via my daughter's diagnosis I realised that they had
lied by omission once again regarding my Fibromyalgia over the fact
that not only do I have Behcet's Disease but have had this going on
twenty years and it may well have been the root cause of the
Fibromyalgia and therefore the Hypertension, low magnesium and all of
the other two hundred plus symptoms I have experienced. Along with
the anxiety and self-harming?!
- Decreased Vision, Blindness, Motion Sickness (hard for travelling in vehicles including trains), Aneurysms (Dad died of at 56, I am 49), Abdominal Pain to name a few
Do not even get me started on any other possible support .. even just
moral support .. even just being left alone without being emotionally
pummelled to death .. or to the edge of insanity.
- Not even mentioned the things so embarrassing you would want to die!?!
Like how I am supposed to forget about my many dangerous symptoms,
pains, and mental suffering or the fact that my daughter has cervical
cancer because light dizzy spells in someone else is much worse? Or
that I cannot talk to another about it because they do not want to
hear it but instead your supposed to only speak about the things they
are interested in, like headphones or some other such shit?!
Or the myriad of help organisations that receive millions or even
tens of millions of pounds each year that think all that they need to
do to be able to state to the British public that they help is talk
to you I the phone for an hour or two?!
My daughter said she was she could get paid £40,000 per year to sit
in a few houses each day just talking shit for an hour or speak to
someone on the phone talking shit for an hour. That one made me
laugh. I said “Now you know what I have been up against for many
years now. You keep telling people even those that are supposed to or
are tasked to listen and they simply do not fucking listen!”
More and more people are remarking in popular social media sites that
this country is disgraceful, that human rights abuses are scandalous
and getting worse and that this country is finished. I personally
have been worried about this for a number of years and made this
abundantly clear on my blogs. I am finding myself starting to agree
with this new wave of opinions I am afraid.
Yet somehow .. ,any organisations like think of themselves or portray
themselves as socialist, left-wing?! You simply have to be fucking
joking?!
LMFAO!
