I often wonder about
life and where it comes from, why it is and where it is going.
I used to be into
various areas of the occult .. not black magic or anything like that.
No more mediums, tarot cards, numerology and healing. That sort of
thing.
In fact I have some
crazy stories littered about on my blogs .. speaking to a medium or
clairvoyant from several miles away without using a phone .. scaring
the shit out of the two women I knew at the time who went to see her.
Yeah that was funny .. and .. kind eerie.
But the scientist in me
had to rule out so many things over the years .. but still questions
remained unanswered.
Of these was a series I
watched a few episodes of called The Ghost In My Child.
I saw one a few years
back regarding a boy who claimed to be a fight pilot in a previous
life in World War 2 of an aircraft barrier based Corsair, I think it
was? It was one of those things that really makes you stop and think.
Dr Carl Sagan once said
that there was nothing in Astrology because there was nothing in
space to connect us to the planets. While I thought he was correct in
his assessment of astrology I was not quite so sure about there being
no connection. That space was entirely empty.
Upon hearing the story
of the boy who had visions of a previous like as a pilot I remembered
I had often asked myself if this told us something about ourselves?
Maybe they we exist, or our souls, on another plane of reality? That
when we die we go through some sort of transition period into another
level of being and can eventually come back as someone else.
But why would we do
this and why would we want to? Are we .. forced to?
Certainly when I
experience the life that I Have just lived and I see the way that
people in this world, particularly those in power, treat others I
find it hard to believe how any being would want to inhabit these
short lived, broken and basic instinct driven bodies?
Maybe we are sent back
into these husks like soldiers going to war? That we have to keep
coming back until we evolve to a stage where we can come back and
have happier and longer existences?
Maybe this is destined
to continue until we got to a stage of transhumanism? Or maybe just a
half way stage of cybernetic augmentations?
Or perhaps our
existence in this other plane is even less bearable than this one?
Though I find this very hard to believe. No nerve endings and no
pain? No emotions? Or at least a lot less? Sounds cool to me!
Maybe our souls are our
true beings and that they exist as some kind of quantum energy
strings that were actually created like everything else, at the time
of the big bang? I mean it would make more sense for this to be the
case. Not entirely sure that the big bang was purely a creation of
hydrogen alone. Yeah much of the matter we now understand to be made
in stars but why all?
I mean let us take a
look at what scientists say about matter. There is not enough of it
in the universe? Wait, what?
We can only see so far
and beyond a distance we can only see that which emits photons and
even this needs to be a hell of a lot of photons. The matter furthest
away we cannot even see anyway so there is matter that is too far
away and then all the matter we cannot see.
Not so long ago they
believed there were very few stars out there with planets and
believed that stars had a limit to their mass. I certainly did not
believe planets were rare and I strongly believed that all stars we
could se in the night sky all had their own planets.
They made their
educated guesses about Pluto .. they got that very wrong too and I
expected the to be wrong too.
We have no idea how
many block holes there are out there now how many stars in the galaxy
we are unable to see. So we simply do not know.
I have often theorised
about how many rogue planets there exist in both interstellar space
as well as intergalactic space? Again we just do not know.
But missing matter
became dark matter and it has been talked about ever since. There may
well be dark matter but it might not be as much as they think it
currently is.
There are those stories
of seeing people that come back from the verge of death that claim to
see a bright light. Happening enough times to force you to take some
notice. Of course this had always been associated with the pearly
white gates or doorway to heaven for most. But maybe it is not? I
think that this is just the transition phase, if it is of course
anything at all, before you move onto this other plane.
What I find interesting
about these stories if children claiming to be people who are
reincarnated is the fact that they can also be from other nations and
even genders.
Funny then that we
might be beings without sexual dimorphism inhabiting bodies with
sexual dimorphism but that there is a section that want to bang
everyone's heads against the wall until we accept that there is in
fact no sexual dimorphism. Or that there are 46 different genders ..
depending on which individual within this group you are talking to?
The even more bizarre part of this very confused, mixed up and very
wrong group is that they claim we are all one and then want to single
out one particular group and say and do some horrible things to them.
Yeah it seems as human
beings we can still be ruthless, nasty and hypocritical and I wonder
of any of these people own mirrors?
They think they are
modernised and above all .. civilised and they are so, so wrong and
we have a long, long way to go. A bloody long way to go.
I kind of think of it
as a grand scale event of delusions of grandeur. A crying shame it
really is because it is actually preventing us from evolving into
something better. Because they are trying to force us to evolve into
their image which is biased and above all else .. wrong.
As much as I would love
for it to be possible, as I am sure billions of others would, you
simply cannot speed up evolution. Nature wont be happy having her
backside whipped like that.
Yeah .. and that leads
me onto something else that a huge great many with delusions of
grandeur seem to have forgotten. Nature is a bitch and she can and
will bite back, just like any other anmals in the world. Though they
seem to think that there are not affected by animal instincts like
the rest of us and you can even see it in their eyes, hear it on
their voices and watch it in their body language.
Quite .. bizarre.
I spend my time dealing
with this which normally comes through in my frustrations and that is
actually how I wanted it and intended it. To be raw, so to speak, so
that later down the line things I say and points I make can be much
more easily explained and proved.
Theirs? Yeah .. that
will not be.
We live in a strange
world and it seems to be getting stranger by the way, or at least the
misguided and bonkers people in it seem to be.
In a perfect word there
would be no ailments, no suffering and I would live in a world with
only scientifically minded people all working in unison towards a
goal.
Instead I live in a
world where people have ludicrous and bonkers beliefs but sit there
in their chairs opposite me talking down to me and looking down their
proverbial noses at me?
Really?!
