FLY FROM DESTINY

Hmm?

I seems what I was told is true .. though still fewer than I was told at three in number but more than the one in number the BBC reported?!

OK so before I get into this I've been wondering for a very, very long time where all the money has been going?

Things have been allowed to get way it of hand, allowing individuals to get greedy over their private wealth and not even considering their own family.

All the time the only ones to benefit from this is the government. Which is weird because they always claim to have no money. Or in one idiots case .. no fecking "no magic money tree" though they all get fecking paid OK to say "no" or not carry out their promises.

I'm also a scientist and highly knowledgeable on many fields, as many that know me would attest to. I'm also pretty wide too but just no fecking good when it comes to my own life. Though it's screwed up too many times to be all me I now realise.

So I've known since a kid that mankind had not only been walking into treacherous times of its own making, no help from me, but we have also been living on borrowed time.

Even as a kid I realised that space is a very big place and there is a hell of a lot of stuff going on within in. I even have a blog about this subject.

Much of this stuff is extreme .. from near absolute zero in temperature to millions of degrees and then there are things like gravity, which will still don't fully understand, and magnetic fields.

This is without getting into high energy cosmic rays and keys leave alone quantum mechanics.

What might seem the most serene of what goes on it in the vast vacuum of space are the asteroids, meteors and comets that to our view appear to be serenely sailing through the cosmos?

Except they are not and time and speed are relative. A car traveling at 200mph or more might seem lightning quick if it passes within a few feet of you. Viewed from several hundred metres away it would appear to be moving a lot slower.

Now think about that asteroid or comet that's hundreds of thousands or even millions of miles away?

Yeah if it was hitting Earth it will no longer appear to be going quite so slow any more!

Then it was realised that there were a lot of rocks floating about it there. From taking out a road to a small town to a large city and beyond to a whole country or the entire planet.

As smaller and smaller rocks were being detected further and further away someone realised that the Earth had as many craters in it that our moon does on its surface. Something that had probably puzzled astronomers and physicists for years.

Then they realised ..

We are on borrowed time.

Then came the announcements that appeared to pop up every year or two .. 'Asteroid passing close but don't worry it wont hit us!'

To my shock I was amazed at the lackadaisically like attitude of governments ..

Maybe the governments involved are just made up of religious fruit loops that think God is in control of everything?

I had lived a long life waiting for the day we stop this naive attitude and instead I live in a world and a country where this seems to be encouraged. At every step and the more radical the more it is encouraged.

Probably all to just win brownie points among their peers and not a wider audience?

Of course anyone intelligent knows and often depicted in films .. they wouldn't tell you if they knew a global catastrophe was coming.

Like in the Roland Emmerich movie 2012 though they would secretly build ships and rid would take a lot of money.

In that film it was regarding continental shift as theorised by Albert Einstein many, many years ago.

In the film The Core it was a flipping of the magnetic North pole, told you about magnetic fields and this is just a weak one.

In San Andreas it was regarding a large earthquake.

In Armageddon and Sudden Impact it was regarding an asteroid strike.

I'm not going to even go into global pandemics of a flu based virus or anything else like Ebola.

This is without even thinking about it, oh Super Volcano, and coming up with a longer list.

Oddly you could probably add civil war to that list.

Any of these would have the powers that be running for the proverbial hills!

Then and just as I questioned at the time you started hearing about a science project to store all the seeds of food plants. On an island called Svalbard in Norway.

I later heard something about one existing in Greenland but could never confirm that. If true they kept it quiet as I can't find it.

Maybe they think that public knowledge of a second one might have people asking questions? One storing seeds for European rich and the other for the Americas? Is there one in Asia too, I wonder?

But that would not cost a lot of money. Not much at all in fact, but .. it does take time.

The argument for another one existing goes way up if I ask .. what if the asteroid strikes Svalbard? What if continental shift destroys Svalbard?

I will tell you what would cost a lot of money ..

Spaceports!

I noticed a few days back of a report that they are going to build a spaceport in .. umm .. Scotland?!

Ooh yeah I was excited about this and hope I live long enough to get to see it .. but .. Scotland? OooK.

I didn't write anything about this at the time and the following day I was asked by my daughter ..

"They are up to something. Something is going to happen .. have you heard about the spaceports?!"

I days that I heard about the one in Scotland and thought that as she was plural age had either made a mistake or one is being built somewhere else in Europe? But .. no.

She told me there were going to be four or five in Britain and she was confused when I told her I only knew about the one in Scotland. I looked it up and still they were only reporting on that one location.

She says "they are building one of Snowdonia!" and I said "What?! No way, that's a national park!" Unless it's not going to be a national park for much longer?

She mentioned Cornwall too and I thought she must be mistaken? But .. no.

Today I remembered what she said and I looked it up and sure enough I find it reported on the three locations she mentioned.

You see that's the thing with space and it's rocks as the distances are huge. It's fully possible that they could predict an asteroid strike ten to twenty years before it hits. That's ten to twenty years and maybe more to build shit.

So first seed storage banks of which they are only talking about one of them.

Now spaceports?!

The idiots are writing that these are for satellites .. and ask I have to say is are all you science writers complete idiots?!

They are trying to get rid of the junk to there already and you think that three to five spaceports in the UK alone are for satellites?!

The world running out of big open spaces that they have to use this tiny island of the UK?!

Not wanting to sound like a bad take on Gordon Brown .. get real people!

Now even if they said that it was for commercial rights into space. Because they either now have the technology or will have in a few years I'd buy that. There's been enough private investment involved to warrant this. Except they didn't say that.

Also I would not buy this anyway. I mean THREE spaceports?!

One in Scotland .. one in Wales and one in England that I know about.

I also realised they are all in remote areas where it's possible to block the roads, slow people down while any passengers sky over the top in their helicopters and aircraft. That's .. convenient, don't you think?

But that's just me as I look for the conveniences along with the possibilities.

I don't know for sure what's going on or what's going to happen. Just theorising on the possibilities of actions being decided upon now.

I'd suggest if they start announcing similar ports in France, Spain, Italy, Germany and Russia I'd start getting a bit more concerned.

• But the facts are these ..
• Something will strike one day and ..
• They won't tell you about it and ..
• Money will go missing and ..
• They will make arrangements in secret

Spaceports are a bit harder to hide than the submarines in the 2012 film. So better to come to with an excuse, albeit a bloody lame one, to build them.

Ooh Jesus?!

I went to send my daughter the link when I mistakenly sent her another news report I'd forgotten about..

This was NASA starting they intend or could have people living in the moon in as little as eight years. Eight years.

What the actual fuck?!

I had only previously read this story and failed to remember it and their thread the obvious link between them.

Spaceports and now living in the moon?

What better way to avoid a global catastrophe on Earth than to live in the moon?

Better still is that we always see the same side or face of the moon meaning that any collisions grin any other asteroids are more likely to guy the other opposite side these days.

In fact the only record of any big impact goes back many hundreds of years to like the eleventh, twelfth of thirteenth century, was witnessed by some Abbots or monks and right to be something to do with God? Yeah ever we know there's a big crater on the far side of the moon which is likely the impact they saw?

Perhaps in the solar system's early history where there were millions of rocks and I've floating about you could get stuck anywhere? Maybe back then to moon's rotation was different and either a single impact our a series or quick impacts from a group altered this?

It still stands that you would want to live in the side of the moon that faces Earth than the opposite side.

Scratch that. Make that seven spaceports in the UK?!

As I suspected a second one in England.

But apparently the report talks about 'horizontal spaceports'?! One near Glasgow I do recall. Hmm built up area? Underground link? No that works be going far too far. Way to expensive to have an underground link over those distances.

How would you stop your public from realising though?

Oh well you could maybe talk about a third world war with Russia? Maybe with North Korea which is not realistic. Maybe China?

None of these are likely to work with most people so what else could you do?

Well get people in the political feels as well as the emotional feels ..

Turn factions against one another like the left and the right in politics.

Turn races or religions against one another .. let a load in that you know so not integrate .. while they foolishly believe they are doing God's work their complete annihilation secretly speeds towards them.

You could keep harping on about a surprise President?

Basically keep people's rage and fury going strong and keep this to for years and then think of something else.

I can see the very next one that comes in the UK with Theresa May going out and Jeremy Corbyn getting in.

Within no time at all YouTube and other sites will be awash after realising that the biased attitudes that exist in the UK become worse. That's when a civil war is likely to go down in the UK.

If the Tories don't bring it about then Jeremy Corbyn will speed it up and usher it in.

Yeah your not going to be noticing very much in a civil war, are you now?

There's a surprising amount of talk regarding a civil war in America.

There's talk of it around Europe too.

Most of the things I hear being talked about, see too, have the potential to keep everyone distracted for well over five years and likely mute than ten.

A series of things is the reason it could go on a long time and if it's engineered it would be pure genius were it not for its depths of evil.

If something is coming then it's destiny. But it would seem someone's planning to fly away from said destiny.

Yeah .. and they'll all be the perfect fecking candidates to continue the human race.

In which case and as a species .. we're fecked!

UK Spaceports ..

https://news.sky.com/story/great-british-space-age-will-see-rocket-launches-in-three-years-says-government-11438146

Living on the Moon in eight to ten years ..

https://www.cnet.com/news/nasa-aims-for-moon-space-station-for-live-in-astronauts-in-next-10-years/

http://time.com/5342743/nasa-moon-mars/

THE SUBJECTS OF AN INQUISITIVE MIND

My main thing at the moment that stops me from … well, going crazy is learning things that interest me.

Currently that subject, or rather two, is quantum mechanics which encompasses quantum computing, how it all works and where they are at.

As well as these blogs on corruption I have others on reptiles, amphibians, fish, British Wildlife & birdwatching, orchids, astronomy & astrophysics along with computing and a few others.

I have stated many times that I have an overactive mind but my body seems to pull in the opposite direction.

I find boredom … well, painful.

There have been many subjects I have been into all along or at some point or other and one of them is strange mysteries and very real causes of a modern day apocalypse from a scientific viewpoint.

I came across a couple of videos on YouTube and I suddenly thought it might be a good idea at this moment in time for me to run through what I believe to be an interesting list?

This list not only contains all that have interested me but each one has a very real doomsday scenario attached to it.

Now I complain from time to time about how much time an money is wasted on the cheating and lying and by many companies, governments and other organisations along with how slow our progress in science has become. So this list might put that part of my personality and give it all some … perspective?

So here goes …

HIGH ALTITUDE NUCLEAR DETONATION

A short one this one but was something that America started doing that suddenly had everyone thinking that very global catastrophic results could occur.

SUPERBUGS

I always end up reading articles about this and I can tell you that we have long been overdue some kind of outbreak we cannot control that with our interconnected modern world will have doomsday like effects.

THE LARGE HADRON COLLIDER

This one was pretty close to me and I watched and read about this apparatus as they were building the damn thing. I think it is a marvellous achievement but it did have me stop and think about it momentarily when many were claiming that black holes could be created that could destroy the earth.

I soon realised that this was unlikely due to how the machine is built and how it works and that any black holes would be weak and need matter to grow to any substantial size.

KOLA SUPER DEEP BOREHOLE

This one I was unfamiliar with and resembles the plot of the film The Core so I thought I would provide this as an example. An example of how idiots that run militaries can make super dunce decision just as they are made to look in films. The idea was to drill down to the Earth's core?!

Now my estimation is that the core and magma have been building in pressure of late and any stupid move like this one will not end well for anyone within miles of the borehole?

The Russians get an entry in this list for that one.

RICE BLAST

Another one I was not familiar with and another crazy scheme that the military came up with which was releasing a virus that wipes out rice crops. This dis happen and spread a bit but done today would have catastrophic global effects. As it turns out they destroyed their … stockpile of the virus a few decades back.

PROJECTS MERCURY & VOLCANO

Another moronic idea and the prize goes to the Russian military this time. I think they planned to use nuclear bombs deep down to trigger earthquakes. Oddly someone in South America accused North America of doing this and why the earthquake in Haiti happened?

Oh dear, will he do that every time there is a normal quake? Even in San Andreas?

SETI

Oh this is one of mine … but I have to degree with some folk by saying that I think that anyone that could be that advanced enough to get here to Earth from light years away would have gone far beyond the animal like behaviour that will still display. When I say that I do mean to each other and even animals too might be repulsive to them.

Oddly I have also wondered how the powerful people and governments of the world might react when suddenly an advance intelligence that could orbit out in space and possibly listen in on everything, search all governments computers and find out how those in power really are?

How would they react? Would they suddenly repent on their sins because an advanced civilisation that is peaceful towards its own might look down upon the?

We might actually find out the answer to that in my lifetime? Oooh.

WEAPONISED PLAGUE

Yeah, did not know about this one but it does not surprise me. You can bet there is a whole long list of things that even just the American military has fecked about with? Now take each countries military and imagine what horrors each of them have cooked up. Nasty.

THE TRINITY NUCLEAR TEST

There are a few little details about this one I simply did not know and that those that built the first nuclear bomb to be tested were worried the explosion might be bigger than they thought and set Earth's atmosphere on fire?!

Really?! Think about that for a moment. The builders were worried that the bomb might have a very large and even global catastrophic affect and yet the military set it off anyway?!

Tells you a lot about the military's intellect does it not?

I am amazed that there has not been a military of some country somewhere that has not set something off that has wiped out half its population.

THE DARK MATTER HYPOTHESIS

I can tell you now that I was unfamiliar with this one but knew straight away were it came from and I could see why, but it is … way off. Way, way off.

Now the idea being that the universe will disperse because we have, or will look at dark matter and the reason being that when we do look at it it will then start to decay.

Yeah someone read an explanation for quantum mechanics me thinks, looked at super-positions and how they work and when viewed the wave particles, electrons, of the sub-atomic level collapse from being waves to particles? Wait? Have I got that right? Lol.

Well they thought they were particles but then realised they can also behave like waves … umm when not being viewed.

It is all very weird and means that there are other dimensions.

Best thing to do to explain the above is tell you to loo up 'the double slit experiment'. Trust me it is only a very simple experiment. You have a light source, a wall with two doorways and behind that another wall with no openings at all. Now what happens is that when you shine the light you get to lit areas on the rear wall shaped like the other openings, or doorways.

Got that?

Except when not viewed you actually around half a dozen of them! You can put detectors to detect the electrons above the doorways or behind the doorways but when being detected you only get two bars.

In effect the electrons behave like water where a ripple would be split into two via the openings and then criss-cross, or interfere with, each other.

Are you now thinking 'ahh feck it I do not understand this'? Well do not worry …. no one else does either. No I mean that … even the guys building quantum computers because of all this do not understand what is going on. They just know that it does happen and that they can use it.

I now realise form recent research that quantum computers are going to change everything. All of societies problems we cannot work out? This thing can when all the computers of the world combined would take a million years. These will do it in a matter of hours.

Lockheed Martin have purchased a quantum computer from D:Wave and I think Google went halfsies with NASA or bought one for NASA? One of the two.

So yeah … looking and viewing sub-atomic particles actually causes them to change their behaviour. Except this subject was about someone saying that if you 'view' Dark Matter it would start to decay?

NUCLEAR WAR VIA STUPIDITY OR A MISTAKE

I think that that one is pretty self explanatory and in history almost happened when an alarm told the Russians that five missiles were heading their way.

Was some years ago so do not panic.

ISIS

Yeah those misdirected morons that think they are the master race an fifty virgins await them once they have blown themselves to smithereens! Hmm … hold up a minute? What happens if they blow themselves up and do not take anyone with them? Does Allah take their heads off and leaves them in a room with a dozen sex starved 80 year old nymphomaniacs?

One could only hope.

Right then, let us start getting very really and very … well, natural …

SOLAR STORM

This can do enough damage as it is and stop every electronic device from working over hundreds of miles or more.

But if this occurs during a magnetic flip (see below)? Start to pray. Because what could happen is that if holes or magnetic poles spontaneously appear around the globe? Over built up cities? You might want to be verrrry careful with those electronic devices you keep about your person, or even standing next to.

Aircraft, phones and other things keeping us connected? Forget it!

VOLCANOES

This one is pretty self explanatory but the really big threat is what they call Super Volcanoes in which Yellowstone Park is just one. Just the one at Yellowstone really going off in a big way will have a catastrophic effect globally. It will reduce the amount of sunlight likely enough to affect most plant growth around the world.

There WILL be a time when a big one does erupt … we just do not know when or where … just yet.

SAN ANDREAS EARTHQUAKE EVENT

Speaking of seismic activity and along with Yellowstone you have the San Andreas fault line that they not only think is way overdue but signs suggest it might be a big one when it goes?

The trouble with humans is we do not live very long. Oh yeah? Well look at the lifespans of some trees and whales?! Lol.

When you do not live very long you are naïve and get too laid back about very real and very big catastrophic events. Well your Dad never told any stories of major quakes and what living hell they are to live through did they? Neither did your grandfather. Yeah so it will not happen in your lifetime then so why worry about it?

Unfortunately you should because … well nature is not very forgiving when it comes to naivety. It could be tomorrow and it could be fifty or a hundred years time or more. They simply do not know.

VIRUSES

Real ones I mean, not computer viruses they the latter could become a major problem one day. I have no doubt that with the amount of people we have in the world and just how interconnected we all are this one is a time bomb waiting to go off?

It will likely come from something that some moronic military commander ordered to have synthetically produced?

If military commanders are reading this … trust me you wont want to be that moron, think of the history books of the future with a picture of you as the prize idiot?

MAGNETIC FLIP

Real bad one this … a wolf in sheep's clothing as I think to start with things will be very slow indeed? You will get a few odd things happening around the world before the big changes start to take place.

Basically the Earth's core has two densities for the upper and lower part of it. That is why your compass points north as the strongest end of Earth's magnetic field is located there.

Except … it is moving. It has been moving for years but as time goes on it seems to wander further and further. The theory is, is that the molten iron at the core is mixing up in a process that may see the lower half become the denser half. There area a few theories about how long this will take but no one really knows. Humans not living very long and all that and there are no records of it ever happening not for thousands of years.

The problem arises if poles start popping up all over the place during the switch and whether or not the entire magnetic field, or parts of it, will lose enough strength to cause bigger problems.

Letting in all kinds of dangerous and invisible killers like cosmic and gamma rays?

ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE

This is a good one and one close to my heart. Transhumanist and all that!

OK so well known one this of killer robots or androids like in the science fiction films, like 'I, Robot' or 'Alien'.

Yeeaah, I am on the fence on this one.

I am firmly on the side that thinks that scenarios like the brilliant film The Matrix or Terminator simply will not happen.

But then there is the side of me that says to myself “Martin? You just now some wanker in the government or pratt in the military that thinks they know better will ask these machines to go against their core programming and lie, cheat and do all kinds of shit?”

Again and again and time after time science fictions films have shown these military and government politicians to be morons, doing something they should not, the shit hitting the proverbial fan and all of hell breaking loose. But they will STILL go and do it and then have someone else to blame when the proverbial comes into play.

ANTIBIOTICS

Was shocked to here about the antibiotic problem and this has the potential to be a real big thing.

But they are well on their way currently with these nanobots that are microscopic robots that can enter your body and do all sorts of things. They put them inside mice .. to .. do .. something … I cannot bloody remember. That is not on my notes!! LMAO!

If you have not already read … I have a condition that causes over 100 things and one is short term memory issues! No … really! Lol.

THE BEES

Shortage of Bees? Heard of that one? Became a big problem globally and now there are some Hornets turning up of Asian origin that are and will hunt and kill the bees. Those poor bastards just cannot catch a break! If we are not filling them up with a concoction of thirty pesticides and killing them they are being hunted down, killed and eaten by illegal immigrants?!

Now that last one we are now beginning to empathise with them!

GLOBAL WARMING & THE ICE AGE

It has been my belief for many years now that despite what so-called scientists dying for a career on TV way tell you … nothing can be done about and it is all natural.

There is an argument that we may be speeding it up … but I have personally seen signs in the animal kingdom going back over a decade that the warming has been going on for a very, very long time. A few thousand years minimum.

But I do agree that you should stop pumping crap into the atmosphere.

But I believe it to be suicide to put all your eggs and money into just one basket. For something that not only could be irreversible but may be holding us back from entering an ice age? Or heading for one?

GAMMA RAY BURST

I .. love .. astronomy.

See all those beautiful stars in the night sky? So distant and harmless looking? Well they are not … at least not all of them.

Stars live a very long time, even the short lived ones. But they all eventually die in one way or another. Before they do they go through various changes depending on how much mass (think dense) they are.

Now with some of the bigger stars they … kind of have a very big gun .. two in fact. When a star collapses into certain forms, like a black hole, they can give of blasts of gamma radiation. Anyone heard of the Marvel hero called The Hulk? That is gamma radiation and as anyone who has seen a film with him in knows that the gamma radiation he was exposed to should have killed him.

Think worse than the radiation from a nuclear bomb.

Now there are probably miniscule chances of this actually happening but if a star collapses and is side on when it does with one of its poles facing us directly … we could have a major problem.

Has it happened before? Not that we know of. But we did eventually discover that the magnetic north pole was once the magnetic south pole from some rocks near Hawaii but these were very old rocks.

CONTINENTAL SHIFT or CRUST DISPLACEMENT

I can hear three groups of readers saying either …

• Ain't that the thing that happened in that animated movie called Ice Age?
• Ain't that the thing that happened in that 2012 disaster movie?
• What the … feck … is he on about?!

LOL!

Yeah the Mayan Calender might not have been a real thing in 2012 but what took place is a very real thing. Do not take my word for it … look up Albert Einstein, he came up with the theory!

Wherever we stand and miles underneath us and as we all know the rock is molten. In other words it is a fluid. I remember seeing in a programme on Dinosaurs that the idiots claimed that Dinosaurs lived in Antarctica?! Umm I DO NOT THINK SO!

If Dinosaurs have been found on Antarctica I can promise you one thing … forget about the snow the Dinosaurs were running around on, if you saw the same documentary as me, Antarctica was most certainly not where it is right now.

The continent would have had to have been a great deal warmer so would not have been situated at the south pole and cold blooded giant lizards would not have been able to survive those temperatures.

Scientists are pretty sure it has happened now and can happen again. As to what triggers the whole process off?

It might be linked to the magnetic flip theory as all that hot liquid iron suddenly on the move could have the continents on the move?

It might be from a global series of super-volcano eruptions?

It could have been from a Comet strike hitting us hard enough that wiped out the Dinosaurs, placing the Antarctic where it is, killing of any Dinosaurs that may have lived there and exactly why the are finding them today? If they found them that is, I mean they showed them living there in the documentary.

I can tell you for a fact that they have found fossils of animals that would live in warmer climates on Greenland and it is pretty darn cold there most of the time.

DANGERS FROM SPACE

I bet many have already thought of two things from the title? Comets and asteroids … ahem though I suppose a gamma ray burst technically falls into this category. But I felt it needed its own little section?

OK so those first two are pretty self explanatory but what you may not know is that the size of he asteroid or comet that could wipe out millions … does not need to be that big. In fact I think you might be very surprised by how small it needs to be.

Size is not the problem … it is speed and density, the material of that striking us, that does the damage. Many of them that can wipe us out are nigh on impossible so spot with the current technology and the very few telescopes searching the skies for these threats.

No, no they are both obvious threats … the other one that can come from space are actually black holes. Rogue black holes, if you like, that are possibly roaming around interstellar space or even intergalactic space.

I think most people would probably know or have a good idea about what would happen if one headed into our solar system. Yes I said solar system as it does not even have to come anywhere near us … I mean what if it went close to our sun? Not good.

Luckily I think this is very unlikely to ever happen. Comets and asteroids is another matter entirely though.

So there have it …. just some of the things I tend to think about when my mind wanders from time to time.

Have I blown your brains out?

Have I scared the bejesus out of you?

Well that is why I am disappointed that certain … areas of science seem to have been held back and sometimes out of very naïve public opinion. Oh even people I have known personally, believe me.

Nahh but what are the chances of any of this or that which I may have left out from ever happening, right?

Sleep tight!

THE SIGHT OF SEVERAL LIMBOS

It is a very strange time I am in currently and not a very good one if I say so myself.

There are just so many things up in the air and each of these I have little information about and simply do not know what is going to happen.

Each of these things can have nothing or something bad at their very worst. Well … except for one that is.

It feels at times like I am in psychedelic like limbo and each time I find an exit someone closes it before I get there or it just leads to yet another psychedelic limbo just of different colours.

Of course I am still waiting to be excused from my current responsibilities of pet sitting … or at east checking on. Might not seem like much but you have to factor doing this along with everything else you do and when you do not have time, or always forgetting your own shit it gets a bit much.

I share this responsibility with two other people and one of them was on the phone yesterday and I asked her how they were finding it and were they getting tired of it. They was. That was a couple doing it together. Oddly I got thanked several times and probably because they were relieved they did not have to do it every single day for the five and a half weeks?

She also remarked about how much I knew and what I could do by telling me “Your so talented!” to which I replied it had not done me much favours thus far. Still working on that and I hope I got my guesses right or at least close to it?

Some things I simply do not understand why I am in this limbo and does not feel very fair. This is down to others to do the right things.

Another one I do not understand also and feel like the timing is very suspicious and once again is down to others to decide, though at least with this one I get some input. I will also get some output to, though they are not going to like either the input nor the output

Yet another limbo will be whatever it is it turns out to be ad there is absolutely nothing I can do about it and it will be Earth shattering to a great many.

Limbos. All I see to have is Limbos?

Even the weather has done its utmost to work against me. This has almost completely halted my content gathering. This is something I should look at improving … somehow.

This year of 2016 will always be remembered by me as the land of the limbos because for most of the year I seem to have one … dogging me. Of course some of these things are down to others so it is possible that every single day of 2016 could end up with at least one limbo I have been left in.

Then there are the days of boredom and the yearning for something to change. Though change may well be forced on me in a most unwelcome way. Especially if I am made homeless! Lol. Though the court date could be so far off that the attempt they have made could end up being futile? Fingers crossed!

The weather is supposed to become warm, again, and with it sunny. I might actually be able to get out for a couple of days with my two cameras?! I hope it is warm with little wind, not too hot mind and stays this way throughout the month of September. I might actually be able to put those cameras to some good use?!

It still amazes me that like an astronomer seeking a new comet I wonder about a wandering star that disappeared from view in the last days of 2015. It is this wandering star that could ensure that every single day of 2016, possibly many more, are left with me stranded in one particular limbo.

This limbo has had a knock on effect and all other limbos would not exist but for this one. It is … frustrating and caused an almighty problem for me. I simply have to ignore that anything took place but it would not do much good. It is the thoughts and perceptions of others that have been a major nightmare.

Trying to force myself some rest I have watched a couple of documentaries on astronomy, dark matter, theoretical physics which includes quantum mechanics. I saw another with scientist Michio Kaku about how society might be in fifty years time, or 2066.

After that I started the old classic black and white movie The Fiend Without A Face. Classic..

I should be doing housework. But I never get a chance to actually rest, which I should do more often. Fibromyalgia is all about pacing.

Also the very little creativity I have when it comes to writing also mostly evades me at times like this. That … is damned annoying too! Another thing that doing favours for others that go on for weeks does for you. Another reason why I did not want to do it in the first place.

Some people just do not listen nor take no for an answer.

Funny though that when the tables are turned and it is time for some reciprocation or even a little understanding those that want it and expect it are not very good at handing it out.

Lately I have been thinking mostly about that article about a human soul living on in some kind of quantum state after death.

Takes me back to the statements I made on here several times about whether we ever come back?

Also asks the question that if we have souls, let us call the that for now, did we exist in some state before humans evolved?

I have also asked myself if we keep coming back into these bodies used as some kind of shell but are tied up to the basic human instincts until such a time that the hosts we use have evolve enough for us to be … whatever it is we are?

Hmm after all I did state in the past I would not want to come back as another human until the world as evolved enough that we do not treat each other like crap. Maybe we just have to and we all do?

Also if we have souls or existed in some kind of non-physical energy or quantum state then how many are there? Or maybe the souls are linked to our human bodies and that is how the soul gets created? But some seem to come back? The are dozens and maybe even hundreds of cases of children seemingly describing a previous life that they lived that were factual.

I wonder if discovering that we o have these 'souls' that on realisation and proof of this people might see the world and each other differently?

It could be the one thing … the one discovery that could change … everything literally overnight? I personally think that this would be very cool and somewhat enlightening.

But then I suppose that those that are of the strongest feelings of a religious nature would simply refute it and call it hocus-pocus' or devil talk?

It might take an old generation to die out and possibly a new generation to accept the scientific discoveries on a nation wide or even a global scale?

How about a question that will completely cook your noodles?

If we do exist in some quantum state and leap from body to body throughout the course of time then ..

Is this limited to beings on Earth?

Maybe sci-fi writers that write fantastic novels or create movies or series are remembering lives they had elsewhere in the universe?

POOF There goes your mind! Lol.

Imagine that for a moment with a couple of examples … the worlds of Star Wars and Star Trek actually existing in some form or another?

POOF There goes your mind once again.

How about applying The Matrix film into all this? An infinite number of possibilities, remember? Well .. almost infinite. I think the number will be so big that it might as well be considered infinite.

It is easily dismissible I agree and quite fantastical. But you cannot say it is not entirely possible. It is just an idea that came to me as I was writing. An almost infinite universe has an equally almost infinite number of possibilities.

It is funny how I think how primitive we are and that is how I see us. We have only managed to place man on the moon thus far and still not even another planet yet.

I would like to come back when we have managed to spread, or at least be able to travel to a couple of dozen other star systems with worlds that are habitable for humans.

I think if we could have advanced that far we might be able to live in a society whereby you are not subjected to trickery, dishonesty, today's style of politics. In other words where your not treated and looked at like you belong to a lower and worthless form of life.

Hmm .. if I can last for another ten years and hold off coming back for about forty years then I might come back to a world worth living in? If it is in Europe, Australia, the USA and maybe even Russia? Putin should be gone by then? Lol. Oh yeah, China and Japan too, though I wont want to eat animals I love and admire in this life.

Huh. Have to admit was thinking a lot last couple of days about the new Star Wars Rogue One trailer, must be why the science fiction possibilities popped into my head?

But we dream of human things, or at least I do? I think? Hmm .. memory not great so I could not really say for certain.

The universe. I often wonder what wonders exist out there among the stars? A space so infinite it could be that anything you could possibly imagine existed out there in some form or another? We are always finding things we previously stated could not exist as well as finding those predicted to exist.

And here we are on this tiny blue dot, hating one another, killing one another and generally not giving a crap about one another. But then every now and then a glimmer of humanity is showed from one to another.

Too much of the former and not enough of the latter.

We are not entertained.

I find it odd that with all the things available to me that were not to those that lived a mere fifty hears ago that one could be so adversely affected by boredom.

The boredom of the blue dot.

I see people on YouTube a lot lately and all the time they are looking for their next entertainment fix. Could be a cinematic movie, TV series or even a new video game. For others it could be all manner of things?

Another classic called 'Invasion from Mars' is playing right now on YouTube. Not black and white this time though.

Our choices are so narrow, our ranges so short. Distance increases the possibilities available to us and yet our modes of travel are still so primitive. Our space so finite. Most space of what we do have is owned by so few. In places.

Ha! People and Martians keep running in tunnels. They keep repeating the same bit of film, that was budget movie making for you back then. There is a reason they are regarded as old classics .. many reasons in fact.

As much as I love more modern but still old classics it is amazing how sci-fi movie creators did not see things just a few years down the line. Take Alien. Will always be a classic and always look good but I still see cathode ray tubes used when they should not have been.

Carl Sagan said we should be a two planet species and yet he has been dead a long time, unfortunately, and we still exist on just one planet. That planet of limited space and resources. That third rock from the sun that is still at threat from asteroids, comets, extreme volcanic disturbances, magnetic flip and the extreme weather flip flopping that has been going on.

Oops. I fell asleep. The next thing I knew was waking up,, YouTube had just been running and playing stuff while asleep and it was effing 4am in the morning?! From around 9 or 10pm! That has never happened before. Umm .. I think.

Anyway this was cut short as I forgot what I was going to say and it is 12 hours or so later than I intended.

Hmm .. narcolepsy?