Showing posts with label Heart Disease. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Heart Disease. Show all posts

Thursday, 21 September 2023

THE ONLINE SAFETY BULLY

 On March 1st 2023 after unusual and long delays that broke their own laws in gargantuan ways, I finally moved to Wales.

For around 6 weeks, everything was perfect. Almost everything. Almost perfect.

Then it was like someone flicked a switch.

Constant visits from authorities asking if I was OK and did I need anything, stopped.

I had a neighbour suddenly appear that was creating hell morning noon and night and is quite unnatural and people both in Wales and London have been going insane over this, calling this person insane.

I cannot hear anything about my very good windows but somehow I have Nelly The Elephant on Speed upstairs.

They are up and down and heavily so for hours on end and if it is quiet for thirty minutes I start to think they have gone out.

Often, but not constant, there is also loud crashing that causes my ceiling and walls to crash, so much so that a might fitting has fallen out the ceiling and glass doors on a unit, vibrate for several seconds.

This makes me jump quite often and I have heart disease. I possess a letter that states that I am not supposed to be in these situations. But judging from the actions of two of what I refer to as the evil trinity, they do not have to follow their own suggestions and performing actions that are the direct opposite of this, is what the suddenly started doing.

Had a visit with a GP where I was given false information of my own condition I have taught GP s about. I was called a liar over several things that were utterly stupid because these are and how have been easily documented. I was asked what I wanted, with a memory condition when I expect to be offered, so said the first drug off the top of my head I could think of.

This was then point blank refused, something I had used many times before and would directly help with my heart. This was then refused.

He then said “I will give you an antidepressant” so an SSRI and now already stressed out even further I said “No you won't”

So after asking me what I wanted and telling him something I knew would help directly he then refuses, then offers me something that is nothing to do with the heart, has been linked to suicides, has been reported to not work in several papers and can cause issues with those with Osteoporosis.

On my medical records is Osteopenia, like an early Osteoporosis that over seven years or more they have not checked once.

Cutting it short and leaving out other .. 'things' I was told I do not possess a letter asking me to make an appointment and there is nothing waiting for me at the local Boots Chemist. Like I said, both easily proven.

Apparently Guys Hospital, St Bartholomew's Hospital. Homerton Hospital, the 8 plus GP Surgeries I have been under and the other hospitals I have visited and the other GP's registered in his building are all wrong.

In this quiet backwater village I found out, or was more or less told that I had just meet the most intelligent Doctor across the entire UK. Everyone else was wrong and it was all just opinion. I was eight insane, perhaps why he insisted on SSRIs, or lying.

Apparently.

The Local Council here have also 'switched' and I am not even going to go into how they found a young boy that had been missing overnight that I had worked out was in the building, that the locals would assume was me.

That a social worker I knew in London was telling me that wont happen and I am paranoid and while explaining, “It's not paranoia, its just the logical conclusion I expect” and then I get a knock on my apartment door. Weird as you need to get in via intercom.

A couple stand there and I get a phone put up in front me of me and a picture of a kid and asked “Have you seen this boy?”

“Mario? I have to go”

Yeah I explained who I was and why I am there and about a healthcare worker daughter. The lady gives me a funny look and they change and ask me advice about whether I should knock on any other doors?

'Hell, YEAH!'

Pretty sure when they walked away the lady, who gave me an odd look, said “I know who that is! We thought he was a knew face and a likely candidate but, you know that woman I work with people say as the scientist Dad with a blog?”

Found out later she worked with my daughter.

Also found out later the boy was in the building.

What everyone else either did not know or did not think about ..

Errr .. you know the council had six to eight women in the building, the intention knocking on every door, going into the each property, asking if residents were happy and checking for any .. 'alterations'?'

OH SHIT!” was the response from a local.

After being asked to keep them updated about my complaint, I have had crickets for weeks until someone I was not in contact with sent me an email whining about my complaint, in a condescending way, I had never met and she explained the email was passed onto her, I was contacting the wrong person, despite the fact I was doing what was asked of me. And apparently SHE herself was not the right person .. so they are complaining to me about contacting the wrong person (from London) when they email .. was passed .. to the wrong .. person?

Think about that.

A different GP sent me for an x-ray that was a waste of time and told him, only when I attended they wanted to x-ray the wrong foot.

Police have been in the building six times I know of and I was asked at one point if I had witnessed anything. So some form of violence took place, for sure.

The main door has been damaged several times, two two inch holes in the masonry, the large, chunky, steel door handle broke away from the door. As locals realized I had predicted but my prediction for the building and the residents I was told would be wrong, the flat to the right of the main entrance had a window broken and was boarded up.

The inside of the building, as I had also predicted, now looks like the building has been here in excess of five years due to the mistreatment of it.

This got noticed by a councillor woman and others and there was a feature on social media with everyone talking about it, the damage and the trouble around the building.

All residents were tarred with the same brush.

Oh and my friend Mario that was on the phone when that couple knocked on the door? What do you think he said when he called me back?

I don't .. believe it! While I am telling you that you are paranoid on the phone and you tell me this is the logical conclusion they ACTUALLY knock on your door while I am on the phone?!”

People are yet to know about the most arrogant, egotistical and dishonest GP I have EVER had the misfortune to meet my entire life, what he said, what he did and did not do and what happened next.

And I am not going to go into detail as I was already seeking the right .. solicitor and now I was forced to drag in others as I am never letting this go.

Overnight, already being bad, they have become abject failures.

Achieved in less than seven months.

That is quite some feat to accomplish, let me tell you.

I am also not alone and have had many people tell me stories and complain to me about the Welsh authorities, along with shop workers and business owners.

Had my had shaken a few times when people realized who I was. Some that I was convinced, as were others, that they would not agree with me. Shook my hand as these leftists running a very nice but expensive health store were already suspecting.

I had just confirmed everything they suspected and gave them new directions to look at and was asked to write down this blog and anyone else's name I was familiar with. So I did.

Now maybe six months is what it took for the fact that a potential nuclear bomb has turned up in their neighbourhood? Referring to the local authorities here.

Or maybe .. it is something else.

There has been talk, oh I am leaving that now but there is a hell of a lot more, of some online bill.

To be honest with the areas of science I cover and also some of the political claptrap, I had not paid attention to it.

Until this morning.

First thing I noticed was a video from Mayhar Tousi and then one by Jeremy Hambling of The Quartering.

So I scrolled back up to Tousi.

Apparently they want to check everyone's WhatsApps, text messages, social media platforms .. to protect children.

After not doing this at all in over 25 years and doing it at a time while the world is collapsing and long after Jeffrey Epstein and the rumours that surround Hollywood and certain celebrity circles in the UK.

To protect children.

As people are finding out about the WEF, Klaus Schwab and the influence and control he has over leaders and other politicians who is now upset that the public has a backlash against him over a plan that's been in place for 30 years plus, he claimed was cooked up over Covid and all the other crap he has pushed to spread fear and divide people ..

He is upset and surprised.

Also, let us not forget the greatest threat to humanity .. is the weather.

Let's also not forget that I myself was involved in children that were, in fact abused, evidence and proof covered in my piece 'Country of the Damned' along with others that even Sarah Champion MP commented on was a harrowing story .. which was covered up by government agencies every fucking step of the way ..

But they are going to NOW .. going to protect children.

By looking for hate speech in your social media and WhatsApp, (Facebook again), messages.

Now? They have not got CO2 down by any of the deadlines so we are all dead anyway.

So of the people that did not die from a man-made virus that turned into a pandemic that was also man-made, handled like they wanted it to spread along with those that were not killed be a rushed and also man-made vaccines ..

Now to protect people they are excited because now they get to spy on everyone.

Oh and they mentioned hate-speech.

Oddly my own grandchildren have never heard of this and of the woke things not dying in their school, was surprised they have not been brain-washed with this?

Oh yeah, Hambling and Tousi were talking about this but .. this is Ofcom in the UK. Who are, it has to be noted again, are excited about this.

During a time that the world is collapsing and in a country where the authorities ignores children being abused and possibly even killed, it is NOW they are doing something?

In the UK?

And the British Government?

Why Britain?

Oh now I have thrown you a curve-ball.

As much as I expect this kind of crap in the UK, this is something I would have thought would appear in the US, certainly in certain states, first.

Everyone is already talking about it appearing in certain countries.

Why WHY was the UK first?

Another question those of other western and maybe all nations should ask, 'What is my government planning and are they also controlled by the WEF and Karl Schwab?'

Is Britain secretly running the world like Al Murray the Pub Landlord used to joke?

Or is it that they have a particular problem troubling the WEF and I happens to be located here in the UK?

I mean this group or individual would have to me a major thorn in their side, someone who they have attempted to wipe previously that has been unsuccessful? Someone they heavily bury and have cut off the revenue to for many years now? Maybe someone that got a lot of things and predictions right and they are worried of have seen evidence now that this has been spreading like a virus for many years?

Makes you wonder, no?

Also with the attack on small businesses that has been clearly going on a long time and even affected this small town ..

You have to wonder how many revenues are now going to to up in proverbial flames?

Mayhar Tousi? Carl Benjamin (Sargon) or Nigel Farage?

Yeah this is going to prove the be a calamitous mistake which is further proof of what I said well over a decade go, that they are intentionally placing morons or fascistic people into positions and that something was coming down the line, you will likely see in a decade.

It is NOT to protect children as that they had catastrophically failed at for the longest time and THAT is what they are doing.

Trying to stop the masses finding out what they have failed at and what they have actively covered up for many years.

No, this is to protect themselves. Period.

I think Karl Schwab and his elites have suddenly realized the inevitable outcome of the path he has been manipulating countries onto for many years.

Maybe it was my linking Nicolae Ceausescu of Romania many times and telling people to look at how that turned out and how this will be worse as they have knowingly destroyed the lives of way more people today. The Ceausescus were also people that were obsessed on ordering others about, running a strict nation and spying on others .. for their benefits.

One might also turn to the quotes of Karl Popper regarding all this, one might actually learn something and maybe ones that we need to realize?

Before it really is too late. Otherwise say 'hello' to Ingsoc.

Tousi ..




The Quartering ..




I would suggest you keep an eye on your usual people on this one .. oh and the Ofcom and Sunak 'X' Thread.

Saturday, 21 November 2020

WHEN RAINING PAIN

Before I start this I should point out that what is explained is a series of lies and failures stemming from bigoted, fascist leftists that have infected everything.

From every public service from the NHS to local councils and including Age UK and people like the Citizen's Advice who can only be described as

  • Evil

  • Lazy

  • Incompetent

Note:

Just got off the phone and the murderer, domestic abuser, multiple rapist Muslim has just dolt Police, while on probation, that he wants to move to Bangor in North Wales. Which is where his victim fled to, to get away from him.

Turns out he is also now driving around in a Range Rover just like his bother involved in a stabbing incident I previously talked about. And he is said to be seeing an ex-girlfriend he met previously that would put her at 12 years old. Ergo a third victim.

And attempting to fish for information he told the authorities he has spent an evening with his previous victim and children to try and fish for details and locations. But as she is over 100 miles away, not likely. Nor would have have taken it will with the new partner his victim has and someone would have got seriously injured.

And he has told them he has £134,000 in a bank account and wants to buy a house in Bangor.

Annoying as if he DOES have money I can assure you he is funded by the evil, fascist leftists who hate me and its widely know I am linked to him.

While I get no support of any kind and Age UK passed personal details onto Antifa which was leaked online several times. Information NOT available online.

So not only do I not get help or any funding or disability as a disabled person these two drive around and get handed money and cars.

The Police are not getting nervous, well of course because if he hurts or rapes someone else with the knowledge I have on his history, it will cause the biggest unrest the UK has seen in decades.

Oh I also had a leg lock up and got froze to the spot in the bathroom.

Very painful but all I can think about is what if this happened to me down by the River Thames?

I have issues with motion and pubic transport has gradually become a problem and a fear and when this started happening on trains I could not believe it. Alcohol is the only thing I know that stops this but you cannot travel around half-drunk all the time.

That was 7 years ago and the NHS and DWP just fucking ignored it like everything else while whipping me like a slave and sticking the knife in my back along with other public authorities for years.

People literally ask me how I have not left a trail of dead bodies and burning buildings in my wake.

End Note.

Getting back on track .. so yeah I may have broken my had a few weeks back, or even re-broken it, as it still hurts. I cannot do the exercise required to deal with my condition. Also I have not been out on my bike because of the weather and currently not even sure I can ride if this had does not heal up.

Not only do I have trouble getting the bike out of the building but I am also having issues with my heart now too, likely because I have not done the exercising I am supposed to do which is cycling.

Now then .. a 4 bedroom house has been handed over, to the victim mentioned above and they remarked about wanting to keeping things off social media .. and now the home is fully furnished and occupied.

Now its time to get out my other guns. Yeah that .. authority will not get my attention but I am far from finished and other authorities need to be focused on.

Covered these for years but whether people are just blind and stupid or whether the powers that be were successful in suppressing me or a bit of both, I do not know. But my social media presence, which also grew like lightning before slowing to a crawl, allows me to get more of this out to more people.

In more places than the leftists are aware of.

Which they have never uncovered.

Funny thing is I was mentioning this to someone the other day .. three years of this and they have dived down everywhere, two platforms I am on and then there are the phishing emails and a profile I set up years ago I have not bothered. I get emails all the time fro them saying 'You are being noticed' whereas I went years without anyone batting an eyelid.

Now this is something else I have long covered and trust me when I stated that I have the letters, medical records, witnesses as well as recordings for the institution that had Seals ling streets up and down the country clapping their flippers together like a bunch of brain-dead morons.

The National Health Service.

The have lied about two special needs children that could have cost them their lives and lied about the entire family.

Recently I reported that they had refused to see one child that had very smelly fluid coming out of her ear. They asked the mother to take found swabs over a couple of months .. because they lost them all. There is STILL no diagnosis.

They previously refused to see another little girl who had a fit and seizure and that was 18 months or so ago.

This was a little girl who has had several ambulances called out for her over 3 to 4 years.

Both are special needs that even the various schools they attended know that the NHS have not only dragged their feet, refused to see but then LIED ABOUT. No ifs or buts about it, I am a professional and I was involved and they lied about it. No .. Covid was not the excuse.

So I had the mother crying on the phone as it turned out the daughter that had been rushed to hospital several times as now been recognised as having a heart murmur.

Who, I should add, should not have been made to do Physical Education and this has now had to stop.

They mother and her boyfriend was asked if the little girl's lips had ever turned blue after stating that the rest of the children would need to be tested. The answer was no.

Sitting in a park later the two adults looked at each other when the father figure in this situation said 'but the other 'girl's' lips have turned blue a couple of time?!'

This is the older girl who has not been seen, treated been examined and refused appointments and had her disability lied about. The NHS Paediatrician lied about this two years ago. The ear issue has been going on for the best part of a year.

I am only getting back on this now because they public services were all over their rapist, murderer, domestic abuse of a father because the socialists in the NHS and Local Council are racist.

You want confirmation of this you only need speak to the mother. And when people try someone steps in each single time and warns them off.

No one ever comes across as genuinely helping and those that promised to never did and/or only in it for what they thought they could get out of it.

I myself have reported as being in a lot of pain and I am not seen by the NHS because they are lying, cheating, cold, callous self-serving bar stewards.

I am in pain and suffering every single say and for 3 years wondering if I will make it to the next week in one piece, if not dead then lost my marbles.

I have lost tens of thousands of pounds myself, 90% of my belongings, a home, a car and a business because of corrupt institutions likelihood

  • NHS

  • DWP

  • Local Councils

I used to refer to these three as the evil trinity and I stated that it was a ruse to save money and fuck anyone and their pain and suffering and if you get the NHS to lie then the other two also save a bundle.

Oddly it only affects British born people.

I also have a witness to this was was a social worker for over 20 years who is a Type 1 Diabetic who now has also been lied to himself and they keep giving away his medication.

I am trapped with three mental cases and one a narcissistic socialist whose own grandchildren wont have anything to do with because everything has to be about them.

The social worker calls her 'Hitler's Wife' and says that despite having nothing in the way of medical conditions hers has to be worse then everyone else's despite mine being in the top 20 of most painful.

A legal expert told me I am owed £250,000 in loses and I assure you its £100k more now and that's without the suffering and pain.

  1. PAIN- in the muscle: often described as aching, burning, throbbing, gnawing, shooting, tingling. Almost always exacerbated by exercise and may or may not be present at rest. Can be migratory and differing from day to day.

Told NHS for years.

  1. FATIGUE- From feeling tired to exhausted and requiring rest periods during the day.

Told NHS for years.

  1. SLEEP DISTURBANCE- not being able to fall asleep and or able to stay asleep. Unrefreshing sleep patterns " feels like I haven't slept."

Told NHS for years.

  1. PARESTHESIA- numbness or tingling. ( non dermatomal)

Told NHS for years.

  1. DEPRESSION- most often reactive as with chronic pain condition.

Told NHS for years

  1. ANXIETY- may include panic attacks.

Told NHS for years

  1. PERSONALITY CHANGES- usually a worsening of a previous tendency.

Told NHS for years

8. MOOD SWINGS

9. SUBJECTIVE SWELLING OF EXTREMITIES- i.e. feels swollen but no-one can find anything.

  1. HEADACHES- tension and or migraine.

Told NHS for years.

  1. COGNITIVE FUNCTION PROBLEMS: calculation difficulties, memory disturbances, spatial disorientation, difficulty with concentration, short

Told NHS for years.

term memory loss.

12. FREQUENT UNUSUAL NIGHTMARES- or being unable to dream.

13. DYSTONIA- stiff muscles due to involuntary contracture. Difficulty in moving tongue to speak.

14. FREQUENTLY SAYING WRONG WORDS

15. BURNING SENSATIONS

  1. LIGHT HEADEDNESS- "Fibro Fog", spaced out, cloudy.

Told NHS for years.

17. MORNING STIFFNESS

18. EASY BRUISING

19. MILD BUTTERFLY RASH- (LUPUS TYPE) May be photo sensitive.

  1. NEUROGENIC INFLAMMATION- rashes, may be severe itching. NI causes the symptoms and signs of Dermatographia.

Told NHS for years.

  1. DISEQUILIBRIUM- Vertigo

Told NHS for years.

22. MUSCLE WEAKNESS- variable with no "objective" abnormality to formal testing.

  1. SCIATICA- like pain

Told NHS for years.

  1. PHOTOPHOBIA- Intolerance of bright lights.

Told NHS for years.

  1. ALTERATION OF TASTE, SMELL and HEARING.

Told NHS for years.

26. LOW FREQUENCY, SENSORINEURAL HEARING LOSS.

  1. DECRESED PAINFUL SOUND THRESHOLD.

Do not like noise.

28. TINNITUS- ringing in the ears.

29. OCCASIONAL EXAGGERATED NYSTAGMUS- involuntary rapid movement of the eye ball.

  1. CHANGES IN VISUAL ACUITY- impaired function of the smooth muscle used for focus as well as skeletal muscles for tracking.

Started happening three years ago.

  1. INTOLERANCE OF ALCOHOL

Ah mentioned this too .. sometimes I get drunk way too quickly!!

32. ENHANCEMENT OF MEDICATION SIDE EFFECTS

  1. INTOLERANCE OF PREVIOUSLY TOLERATED MEDICATIONS

Yes, Tramadol had this effect.

34. WEIGHT CHANGES- usually gained due to the lack of exercise through pain and or tricyclic antidepressants

  1. RESTLESS LEGS

Yes and I wonder if Fibromyalgia Rubber Legs is on the list? Given Mirapexin for this many years ago after two years of mentioning it.

36. HEIGHTENED AWARENESS- of symptoms of HYPOGLYCEMIA 9 when blood sugar falls)

  1. POSSIBLE CARBOHYDRATE INTOLERANCE

Oh fuck .. been telling people I cannot eat potatoes and someone keeps giving them to me like they are trying to kill me. Oddly its a narcissistic leftist that thinks everything it about them.

  1. SYMPTOMS OF IRRITABLE BOWEL SYNDROME (I.B.S.)

Been telling the NHS about this for years.

  1. HEARTBURN- secondary to I.B.S.

Not only have they treated this and said it was a Hiatus Hernia for 4 years I have suspected they got this wrong and LIED. Because they spent 10 years refusing the operation.

40. SUB-NORMAL TEMPERATURE

  1. NIGHT SWEATS.

Told them about this for years. Have issues with heat though other sufferers mostly cold. Have to wear shorts and vest in summer.

  1. SENSITIVE TO TEMPERATURE EXTREMES

God, yes! Told them this for years.

  1. HEART PALPITATIONS

Told them this for years.

44. BREATHING DIFFICULTIES

  1. HEART MURMUR-Mitral Valve Prolapse appears to be more symptomatic in FM than normal.

Now find out my granddaughter has this. My father and grandmother died or heart issues and I have heart issues NOT looked at properly like everything else.

46. IMPOTENCE- reactive and occasionally.

47. SEVERE PREMENSTRUAL SYNDROME

48. FREQUENT VAGINAL YEAST INFECTIONS.

  1. MUSCLE SPASM- twitching.

Told them this for years.

  1. NON-CARDIAC CHEST PAIN- which may simulate cardiac disorder.

Told them this .. Chest Wall Pain. Affected me in 2003.

51. PELVIC PAIN.

52. ABDOMINAL WALL PAIN.

53. DRY EYES AND MOUTH.

54. TEMPOROMANDIBULAR JOINT DISORDER- usually due to abnormal muscle tone.

55. RAYNAUD'S- like symptoms.

56. CARPAL TUNNEL SYNDROME-possible related condition.

57. HAIR LOSS-secondary to psychological stress from FM.

58. VULVODYNIA- Vulvar discomfort or pain, burning, stinging and irritation.

  1. PLANTAR ARCH-or heel pain. Exacerbated in FM.

Had already had other symptoms a very long time. Started to ask about this one due to pain walking and especially standing, from around 2001-3. Was fobbed off and lied to by the NHS and diagnosed myself around 2016.

So some symptoms go back over 20 years the NHS were aware of but the key one is this one.

I found this because I had a crying daughter on the phone, herself having cervical cancer missed and her own Fibromyalgia missed.

Had been meaning to look up for awhile anyone having issues with eating potatoes as this has been going on a number of years and, to me, is just weird.

Typical I find it here.

The NHS were told about this in 2016.

This list of symptoms has been correlated by the Arthritis Foundation S.A.

https://www.facebook.com/notes/fibro-colors-fibromyalgia-awareness/most-common-fibromyalgia-symptoms/517191304992356/

Now lets get this straight.

I have battled all my life, been screwed over by my university, screwed over by the DWP, screwed over by local councils. I have been suicidal at times and they call this the suicide disease because it is just too much.

I have been ignored by authorities, treated like a criminal, had friends and family assume I was lying about this for years.

I have worked, I have asked for help to set up my own business twice, refused the first time, accepted the second time then they pulled the rug from under me and I lost my home, car .. very almost everything.

My daughter was taken away and not given any rights to see me as she grew up. She has a life worse than I told the courts who did not investigate.

She has been the victim of rape gangs, kept prisoner and had her own cervical cancer missed. The Police and Social Workers persecuted her for years on end. She has had two cars taken away from her. She had a child taken away from her and given to his paedophile father. We found out years later he had been beaten and we can only assume it was the father. No I am not kidding.

They deliberately went out of their way NOT to diagnose my special needs granddaughter and then a paediatrician LIED in the diagnosis contradicting all previous claims by professionals, schools, social workers. Two years on they have now reverse their original diagnosis.

Another granddaughter has fluid oozing from her ear. They have point blank refused to see her for months and in that time asked my daughter to take a swab. No less then four times because they kept losing them.

While IDIOT leftist reception staff sit around in the clinics talking utter bollox to one another when they are not doing their virtue signalling to appear human.

A Member of Parliament found out and started swearing over it and become involved.

In 2017 I diagnosed myself and then had a Doctor lie to my face that there is nothing in the NHS to cater for Fibromyalgia. The Fibromyalgia Association UK were shocked that they told me this and gave me a list. After diagnosing myself, do not forget. They then lied and said I threatened them and they did this twice so as not to have to deal with me.

Apparently in modern day fascism you are not supposed to get angry with those that lie to you, treat you like shit and leave you with one of the worst conditions on Earth.

Often think I wish I had cancer as at least I would be given ACTUAL DRUGS to deal with the pain and it wont be long before it is over.

This just goes on and on and on and with every fucking public authority and evil, lying, fascist wanker working for them stabbing you with knives while you try to survive while surround by people that have their heads up their own arses.

While social media giants are all over your ass, using you as a slave to make billions after luring you to work for them before they then start censoring you because you might hurt someone's feelings somewhere or vote for someone they do not approve of.

While I had to listen to the brain-dead seals standing outside clapping or banging pots and pans to thank the NHS which I do not know is just total and utter fucking blindness of they have heard stories and thought if they went outside and worshipped the New Gods that this wont happen to them if their health fails?

The absolute best one?

Everyone else forgets that I have a fucking memory problem.

All I have ever done is be as honest, genuine and factual as I can but it seems I .. WE .. have been screwed by bother sides. One for politics because they are hateful bigots and hate us but prefer animals over us, the other for money.

No way out and have learned that you just have no one you can turn to and these charities and help agencies are just a cesspool of fascists that fool the public into thinking they do things so they will have over their money.

But shit scared the wider public will discover they too are full or bigoted fascists pushing for power for their own evil desires.